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#508 - DILD (IDWILDish) - 1:23AM

Started taking a new muscle relaxer for my RLS so I don't have to take Kratom all the time. Dose was cut in 1/4 of 500mg pill. This may or may not have played a part in such a crazy ass dream.

BTW before anyone judges me... I took no sides in the last presidential elections in the US.

I am orbiting Earth in some open glass vehicle with a team of 3 or 4 people. We are talking about a one world government and I suggest we need to all unite but be careful that it's not a dictatorship. I tell them we need a president of Earth and it's needs to purely be a democracy. While we talk I am somehow wrapping saran wrap around the Earth with enormous strips (saving the Earth?).

There's a weird segment where someone gets me tangled in an orb or saran wrap with ocean water around me. I feel claustrophobic so I tear my way out of it. There are then some jumbled images and I am now held hostage by a government entity along with my team. We are some place in the woods and men in black military garb are holding my right arm down on a stone table. I see the others are getting injected with some sort of brown liquid. I look down at my own arm again see a needle so in. Somehow I know it's pure DMT. I panic and ask if I am about to trip. When no one answers, I am assume this is what is really happening to us. I calm myself and decide to try to enjoy the ride rather than have a bad trip in the middle of the woods with my kidnappers. There is a warming sensation in my body and I close my eyes and just let go.

I am in another place and instantly lucid. I know I am in a dream now, but still totally believe the backstory. I am in some abandoned building and it feels like a projection of the future. There is a newpaper of Hilary Clinton's face on the front cover and the headlines read, "QUEEN HILARY". I look and see the others from my team are with me as well as the guy in black that injected us. Someone suggests that this is whats going to happen if we don't stop her. Instead of President Earth we will have Earth Queen Hilary. That's when Donald Trump step past me and gives me a worried and defeated grin. I just kind of roll my eyes at him and walk into the next room.

This is a big open room with a desk and the man in black uniform is standing there like he's about to begin some sort of meeting with us. There is a lot of talking about everything that is happening and I find myself in awe that we are all in a shared lucid dream induced by DMT. I think it must have been a really high dose to make this happen. I make several comments about all of this but everyone is talking over me and I can't tell if they even heard me or whats being said.

That's when I realize that Bazil was with us but for some reason he didn't make it into the dream with us. I say this out loud and then turn to a guy that looks just like Bazil. I suggest that we should share code words and say them back to each other when we wake up to make sure this really happened (Dream logic ). My word for him is 'potato' and his reply is 'death threats'. It seems a big ominous, but I shrug it off. Some younger woman or girl wants in on what we are doing. I tell her that this is getting to be all too much and I want to remember the code words. However she is very persistent so I give in just to keep my mind clear. I tell her that her word is 'carrot', but I am not able to remember her reply because I really start feeling overwhelmed.

Then chaos breaks out and we all start practicing dream control and battling each other. Some woman with purple hair is attacking me from a distance. There is a strong wind and she floats up with purple fire in each hand. I try to use some magic at her first, but I can't summon anything up. I comment how I always have issue with this kind of dream control.

Suddenly, Newt Scamander appears out of a portal to my right and flicks his wand at me. I am hit directly in the abdomen and I laugh. I tell him I can't be hurt in a dream as I run past him teasing him.
Bellatrix Lestrange yells at me from a balcony above and shouts, "How do you know [it can hurt you]? How big is it now?"
Worried, I look at down at myself and wave my hands in a fashion over my crotch to create some sort of spell-canceling effect. I know she's probably just mocking me, but I want to be sure. I bother checking; I just have to believe my magic works, but works just a little differently.

I walk back to the man in black. I notice it's very windy again. The man is still patiently standing there like he's ready to begin something. I say that we need to get to the point of this whole thing because this dream is starting to get a little unstable. The wind increases, but the man just stands there looking at me. Suddenly, the dream dims away and I wake up feeling thoroughly surprised to be in my own bedroom.

^^" Sorry if I made spelling errors. Also, I forgot my tree task goal.

Dream 1

I was walking down a path in the park thinking about how sunny it was. For some reason I was holding a scooter too and tried hurrying towards the down steps before a cyclist passed by. When I got on the steps I kind of hopped down slowly while paying attention to a woman trying to get her child to go down. She also had a son next to her. When I reached the bottom the scene changed and I was now sitting at a table with the woman, her very young daughter and her son. As we ate our dinner she began discussing a marriage contract with I and her son. I said okay wearily while I thought about how I didn't really want to marry him in the future but since the woman was older than me I thought I had no choice but to agree respectfully.

After that the scene changed again. I was now in a car with my family and my younger brother was trying to draw a picture of a anime guy with spiky hair with a red pencil. It looked too simple and kind of wonky. I told him we couldn't use it to get a free pass on the road. After taking the sketch pad I got an idea to draw a anime girl pointing at the sky happily and started with her hands. My brother complemented me as I drew which made me feel we had a good chance. But than the car shook and someone said it was too late and that we needed to head back.

Next thing I recall is I'm at my old home and my father tells me to hurry and Exit through the backyard door. I exit with sketchbook in hand and than look to my father who tells me the green robot suit is going to fly down from the sky and that I should board it after he goes around the house. When he left and it arrived I became aware that I was in a dream and ditched the robot suit.

Changing my outfit into a cute fluffy short dress than hopping onto the fence I saw the sunset btw my old house and the other."Pretty~" I said out loud than began running on top the fence till I reached the front porch than jumped onto another shorter fence. "I wonder if anyone like Eye will pop out of no where" I thought than turned to see people in the distance. Hopping onto the sidewalk, I ran towards the group of people. One woman began talking about a Barbie thing which confused me and than after someone else responded I became non lucid.

The woman shape shifted and became another woman who started talking about a 2 year old named Quataun. I watched as she handed the little boy to me. Thinking he couldn't walk I supported him and tried helping him balance but I almost let go because his weight felt heavier out of no where. After the woman took his hand a whole group of really young children began walking to a brown door, opened by a group of woman. Still holding Quataun who had a short blonde Bob hair , the other woman let go and I watch as Quataun walked out of the door. Someone else helped him at the last minute too. The scene than changed and I was looking at a pamphlet of dogs as a voice talked about a job for prestigious dogs.

Dream 2

I don't remember where this dream started but from what I remember I was non lucid laying on my bed in my current house, thinking about summoning someone or going to an interesting setting. As I thought on it I felt myself being pulled into a yellow void.
I became lucid and pondered about where it would take me. Soon I saw a white bright light at the end and ended up in a small home where a girl was holding me. After I stood up I asked her who she was but she was silent. Next I left to find myself in an unfamiliar spacious street filled with lots of different people. I thought the people would get pretty crazy there though. Mostly because there was a group of teenagers who seemed like they were going to ride a white jeep recklessly. Randomly trying to avoid them I jumped onto a stop sign and thought of what to do when the dream setting changed.

I was now in a building apartment and walked through the hall to enter a room where I saw a fox standing on a tree. The fox and tree than changed to a scene of an old man with his grand daughter. They were at the park along side some other people. Bored I got close to the window and shouted really loud "OmG!" to see if I would lose my voice. But I didn't and the dream remained stable. After that the granddaughter tried giving me a turtle from the window. I pushed it back and told her to keep it than left the room.

When I left I thought about how I wanted Dawn to appear again. He than came up from behind and pushed me to a room. He loses visibility though so I take a pillow and swing it where he was. It hits him and we play fight till I hear music coming out of no where. "I haven't really done much for the spellbee competition"I thought than grabbed Dawn's now visible self and began a simple dance with him. He than told me that he was 6'3 and that I wanted him there more than he wanted to be there. I let go tired of the dancing thing and after that woke up.

Notes-Ehh...How is it I keep summoning my old DG? Anyways I think my fav part of this dream was seeing the fox on the tree. Lol



Competition Points

Dild 10
2nd Dild 5
Interact With Dc 2
Unspecified Dream Control 5
(High Jump)
Practice Waking Life Hobby 5
(Dance)
Basic Summoning 10
(Dream guide)
Partial Transformation 5
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42 Points

I become lucid through WILD. The world is empty. I play my cello, and globules of colour come from the f holes. Suddenly, I am woken up by my alarm clock.

Nonlucid frag about running from some trucks.

Last night,

bed 10 pm
GPC 2:23 am
WBTB 3:22 am
GM 4 am
LD estimate: 45 min

I may have not slept long enough, because my dreams were almost empty. Whatever was in them was barely visible. Maybe a vision issue, not sure.

First long part, I was just walking through these cities at night. Tall buildings, modern, mostly empty streets.

I tried jumping, but only managed to hover a bit.
I remembered one of the goals I wrote down during WBTB. Just to stay still and observe. So I did that.

I got out of lucidity a few times, but every time I remembered that I am still "there" and continued with dreaming.

I spun 4-5 times to get to new dreamscape.

Plot of last part:
Military started rolling through the streets because of some kind of a curfew. They rounded up some young people, made them kneel, then set them on fire. (this is from watching a scene like that on TV last night). I figured I better don't get caught. Run up to a family house. Asked people sitting on a porch to give me refuge. They declined. On the right hand side, there was a woman and while looking at her, I realized it's capt. Janeway from Voyager. My longtime hero. I spoke to her, freaking out that I get to talk to her, while trying to stay cool and not show my excitement.

I ran up to another house, where people were getting inside in a haste, because of a curfew. The last man was closing the door, when I ran inside. I knew it's impolite, but at that point I would rather do that than die outside.

They let me stay, and told me about their habit. Since they are locked up in their houses every night, they pass time by having sex. I was like oh noooo : P So we all got busy, and praise be the curfew society. : D

After that, I went looking for more, coz why not.

EDIT:
I just remembered:
While standing on a sidewalk of a quiet city at night, I remembered my WILDing mantra - to express interest to learn more. So I looked up, and in a very clear and articulate voice I said:
"If you are my dream guide, I am ready to learn and progress." I repeated it twice, while admiring how clearly it sounded and how it made sense.

At some transition times, I tried opening my dream eyes, then closing them, couple of times. It didn't really work this time.

I’m on a Youtube gaming show where we play terrible video games. We’re trying to decide what game to play next, when we stumble across a Barbie-branded ripoff of Rocket League, that’s apparently so badly made that it will break your Wii if you try to save your game.

I’m apparently trying to make a chess board out of M&M’s to send to a friend in prison. My brother (a policeman IRL) comes in excited about getting a jury summons, because he knows the case that it’s for. He drives me and him down to the DMV so he can turn in some jury-related paperwork. It doesn’t take long, because apparently this DMV has a drive-thru.

I’m back at college. The main building for all the classes (which is notoriously known for having an incredibly confusing room numbering system) has been reorganized, so all the rooms are sorted into letter and color codes to find them easier. I’m walking with my mom, trying to help her find some classroom she’s looking for.

I’m riding in a car with a woman from my church, and just about everyone on the road seems to be swerving or generally driving recklessly. I look out the window and see the same woman in another car, with all of her family riding with her. “Strange, that seems like something that would happen in a dream.” We then start talking about lucid dreaming, and I say something along the lines of, “Yeah, if this was a dream, I’d know because this car would be driving in the grass or up a wall or something.” That’s when I finally realize that we are driving in the grass, and become fully lucid.

The car somehow just kind of dissolves, and I find myself walking in these ancient ruins that I seem to think are Roman architecture. I’m kind of being drawn into this dark temple-like building, but I stop myself, and realize that I’ve complained for a while about how not enough of my lucids are outdoors. So instead, I turn around and decide to explore my surroundings. I rub my hands to stabilize a bit, but already the dream is incredibly clear - possibly one of my clearest lucids in a long time. As I pass between some overturned pillars that had begun to sprout grass out of their cracks, I come across a bright golden statue of a knight on a pedestal in the middle of a clearing. As I approach it, it comes to life and extends its sword to hand it to me. I take it and try swinging it around - it feels very solid, but it’s about 6 feet long and awkward to control. “Got anything smaller?” I ask. Without saying a word, he takes his sword back and hands me smaller sword that’s much more manageable. He also hands me a shield, but it feels more like a pie tin in the shape of a shield - it doesn’t even have a handle to grab it, so I just kind of awkwardly hold it by the side.

This whole interaction with him seems incredibly symbolic, so I ask, “What exactly do you represent?” Just then, he gets into a fighting stance and starts attacking me. He slashes me once across the legs, which knocks me down at first. But after the initial sting goes away, I feel no pain and get back up again. We fight for a bit, until I finally get a swing it at his legs. He falls hard to the ground, writhing in pain. His helmet falls off from the impact, and I see him crying like a little kid as he starts throwing a tantrum (which I find somewhat humorous). I kind of lose lucidity at this point, and the dream turns into more of a movie. The character I was playing is apparently a teenager who was diagnosed with cancer, and because of his treatment was incredibly bedridden and unable to walk. Because of this, he uses lucid dreams to be able to walk again and experience that freedom. The knight is touched by his story, and mentions that he will grant him a fresh start. The main character then wakes up in his bed and suddenly realizes that he is 5 years younger - apparently back to the time the cancer began to develop, giving him a chance to get it treated in the early stages.

4 NLDs - 4
WBTB - 2
DILD - 10
Stabilize - 1
Interact w/ DC - 2

Night Total - 19 pts

Let me start off by saying that my memory of dreams is extremely limited.

I recently had this Dream/Nightmare that was similar to one I had had around a month before.

A bit of info on myself: I am 14 and in school. My in-dream language is almost always in English, but I have recently moved to a German speaking school in the countryside that is rather stressful.

My Dream/Nightmare starts off with me, my family and two other younger people that I hadn't met before. The weather is a dull grey, but there are light patches of snow on the ground. Despite the insufficient amount of snow, we have all just skied to the bottom of a rather steep hill. The hill ends abruptly, so we look around for a bit and try to get back up, but because we still have the skis on, we are always slipping back down. At this point an element of fear and panic is introduced, and at this point I do no know why. I get the feeling that we should be getting back home REALLY quickly. Something is out there and is coming in our direction. I urge everyone on, but I can no longer see the two people from before.
We are now no longer in our skis and we are running towards our house over the massive field that sits in front of it. The field is surrounded by thick forest. Suddenly, as I am running I hear the roar of a Bull from the left side of the field. The sheer panic and terror that this roar creates inside of me, makes everything else seem devoid of hope and happiness. At that moment a part inside of me just wants me to abandon my family, as they are slowing me down anyway, run away by myself and hide. I press on and open up the gate for my family to get through. The Bull roars again. I run up the stairs to the front door and look back. Suddenly, out of the woods come the two people that had disappeared before. They are sprinting towards the house, trying to get away from something. I know they are not going to make it. They are simply too far away. "All hope for them is already lost." I mutter and close the door. I tell everyone to remain quiet, turn off all the lights and hide, but some of them seem oblivious to what has just happened. "GO!" I shout. My Grandma is having none of it (how did she get here?). She starts turning lights back on. I groan and head to the window. Suddenly all sound stops. The world goes slow.

Outside our fence, sniffing the air is the biggest Bull I have ever seen. It is a slick black, and when I say black, I mean that its horns, body, hooves and eyes are a pitch black. Its body seems to be shimmering on the edges like smoke. It is still. Memories from other nightmares begin to fill my head, where this Bull has haunted me and my family before. There are people getting chased, running people getting impaled on its long horns, and that terrible roar. The one that suck all joy out of the world.

This is where my dream ends. I am really confused, because I am not normally afraid of bulls, and I have never before seen that bull. If anyone has an Idea of what it could possibly mean, please tell.

Thanks,
Ben.

-Mumbo Jumbo placed gunpowder in the air to simulate a buckshot from a shotgun. Then, to surprise another player, he lit off TNT from the center of it all. TNT had a new sound effect that sounded more like TARDIS lightning.

-I estimate about 4 other dream scenes were lost because vacations suck for dream journaling. This is why I don't like traveling that much.

Dream 1: Visiting Family and Skin issues

We were visiting family in Wisconsin. I was worried that I did not have presents for anyone. There was a side of the family I had never met, and it was clear my mother in law did not like them, but they were there begrudgingly.

During the visit my husband was worried about a skin problem he had developed. He was saying he would have to see a specialist about it after we came back. I asked why not see a doctor here, but he thought that was not an option.

Dream 2: Old job working in car

I was in my old job. I was reluctant to go into the office even though I had driven there and was in the parking garage. So I started working in my car on my laptop.

The admin sought me out and found me in the garage, and said I was in trouble for not coming into the office. I told her that I was working right there. She said it did not matter, since I had not told anyone in advance.

In a later scene of what may still have been this dream, I was no longer in that job and had a new one. My old boss sought me out and asked for a favor, but I declined, no more favors.

Dream 3: Buying Sweatpants Interaction

We were staying at a hotel, and I was buying sweatpants in the hotel gift store. The cashier as part of the transaction asked about which social network I belong to. I said that I had not found the pants online, we were staying at the hotel, and I just walked into the store, so online stuff was irrelevant here. She still insisted this was information to demand, but I refused to give it to her.

Last dj entry was ages ago, I have to get back on track (also because I'm not having lucid dreams anymore, me fool!).

I'm at a very crowded koningsdag (day of the king, in The Netherlands) in a village in Italy (?), at a certain point I see a baby almost falling from the roof of a van. I start to run as a crazy to go there and secure the baby, but he falls down just a second before I can catch him. I check how he is and it seems that he's still fine. I look around, I ask if the baby is of somebody there but nobody seems to know the baby, so I decide to run to the doctor. The scene shifts to the doctor's office which says that the baby could be undesired because of some body or mental problem. I say then that in any case he will find better parents than the ones who abandoned him and if he was ok I could adopt him and give a new brother to my little daughter.

I could experience very strong feelings in this dream. Fear, adrenaline, parent feelings, attachment, love, apprehension, charity.

04-18-17 Sorry team mates. My dreams have been off the wall weird other world stuff. It is beyond my understanding or ability to translate into a proper dream journal entry. On day three I had at least 5 distinct vivid bizarre and confusing epic dreams, but at only one point could I swear it was traditionally lucid. Day 4 I had at least 7 dreams which were pretty normal aboutr something I had been doing in real life. The most lucid I got was simply realizing I was stuck in a dream loop and telling my mind to stop f@$king around and let me sleep.

The lucid part of day 3 was cool, because the dream control was new and interesting. IRL I had seen a show about oceans and how this weird creature could shoot out this branching tongue like thing almost instantly to catch things. I was able to create the same effect but instead like a Spiderman web shooter. I was able to shoot it out and grab hold of a very large object (cabinet/fridge?) and then fling the object out of my way. I guess that is unspecified power and super strength.

Day 4's only lucid stuff was just knowing I was in a dream loop, but I did not remember I was in a contest, so I did nothing interesting; Ijust calmed my mind into a better state for sleeping.

Conditions:

Meditated two times earlier that day.

Laid down while meditating at about 8:00 PM, after about 30 minutes I became tired and fell asleep.

Supplements:

Turmeric (plus black pepper)

D-Phenylalanine (amino-acid)

L-theanine (amino-acid)

Yerba mate tea (In morning)

Green Tea (right before laying down)

Methods:

Breath and then open meditation.

Energy work, i.e. Poor breathing, Micro-cosmic orbit, etc, with emphasis on Ajna chakra.

Rope method and imagining self raise from body.

Experience:

I enter the dream state soon after falling asleep, which was relatively surprising due to the fact it was so close to my normal sleeping time. I find myself in my old room, where I find an attractive female. This part went on for a few minutes. At the end of the encounter something occurred, which was very odd, the girl held up a magazine and pointed at a picture, which I am not sure what of, but the implication was she wanted me to purchase something and then completely dissipated in front of my eyes.

Either there is a full transition or I left out the window, but I recall flying and landing near what looked to be a construction sight. There were various building supplies laying about. Recalling the dream views contest I decide to start checking activities off my list.

I start moving stuff around with my mind, first a few pallets of wood, and then a large air compressor.
At the apex of this event, I had, I believe four objects moving at one time, 3 bundles of wood, and one large air compressor. Attempt at mass telekinesis.

Next in the same location I decide to create a sphere of light. This was much easier than moving multiple large objects around. I looked at my hands and then willed a sphere to appear. Wisps of smoke-light emerged out of my hands and formed between them, something near a sphere, a bit bumpy, close enough I say.

Next I fly some distance and come across a house or small building. Recalling building a pyramid was another part of the contest I attempt to form it into one. It takes some working, the building would expand and then fall back in on itself a bit, this went on for a few seconds, until a decent step pyramid was built and held its shape for several seconds. Not perfect, but not bad either.

I become lucid in a fantasy world. I reality check to make sure I am dreaming. I passively lucid dream with a DC flying around. I sip a coffee when I teleport away.

:3 More Non Lucids~ I was expecting at least one lucid but nope.

Dream 1
Someone was talking about a fridge, secret papers and the old cartoon CNKD. Afterwards I went out into the city where a girl was talking about graduating. Next thing I recall is looking at a paper where someone wrote something claiming their art ideas. I wrote okay on the paper than in the scene a cartoon showed of a guy with a blue dragon tail, a shirtless hairy man that transformed his chest hair into food and another guy who seemed like the silent alien type.

Most likely the ending was where I went to a Chinese restaurant with mom and waited behind the counter. She went in the cooking area and cooked me a plate of spaghetti. But before I could eat it I woke up. If that was the ending scene.

Dream 2

I was trying to take away an object from a little girl and noticed it was a rectangular knife. Someone told me it belonged inside a orange vase though and slid it in as if it was a knife holder. I felt baffled by how a probable antique came into our possession than took it somewhere around the house where I could hide it. After finding a spot I saw a bag laying around and began moving it upstairs. There was food inside that I thought was for our hidden shelter plan. Eventually I made it up but noticing I dropped the milk I went back down where I became lost. Seeing my mom arrive I asked her to show me the way to the house living room. She sighed than began showing me the way.

I was at a movie with Rob and Simon. I realized it was an LD and kept telling simon it was. I tried a few times to meditate but it kept bnringing on nightmares or causing the dream to fall apart. At one point I rubbed my hands together and that really worked but by then I thought that if I spoke I would wake everyone up in the real world so I just slipped back into the dream and went on.

Later I found myself at a graduation ceremony. It was for Hannah's class, and all of these people from my past and from HC were there. So many faces that are insanely distant yet somehow my mind still has them all stored deep down somewhere. I was not invited to the grab but kept stumbling in with a hoodie on. I couldn't get the hood to stay off my head so I looked like the depressed kid from the nothing to lose video. Hannah came up to me after the grad and I hugged her so deeply, I missed all human connection and she was sucha warm presence. She invited me to her after party and I walked around a lot with her friends before my alarm went off.

Navigating a large, zombie infested building (skyscraper-sized) with a team of 4. I had a sawn-off double-barreled shotgun which I used to keep our pursuers at bay, but it didn't really hurt them much. At some point I pretended to be a zombie by walking slowly like a cripple and making zombie sounds. It seemed to work! But I wanted to keep up with the others, who were advancing upstairs quickly. At the end I saw two blonde women from my team, one headed through a door on the left, the other through a door on the right. Only when I woke up did I realize the one on the right was going the wrong way. The left door lead to a "communication" room on the roof.

Playing a rally game in multiplayer. I was slightly ahead of my opponent, who was generally a much better driver than me. He cut a lot of corners, and gained on me - but I started imitating his style and cutting in places where no one in their right mind would cut, and get away with it! I finished the stage a few seconds ahead of him, with a time good for a place in the top 450 (of thousands of players), while my opponent was in the 600's.