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Created Tuesday 10 May 2016

My recall's been not so good in the past week or so. Seems I might be recovering from that slump, I hope. I mostly recalled one complete dream today, though not in its entirety. There were two others, but I don't remember anything of the first one, and only scraps for the latter one. Given a DIELD attempt, said fragment was somehow connected to the more detailed dream.

Scrap Group 1
I was wandering in a cavern or dungeon, either retrieving an artifact, or escaping some danger. Something iridescent inside. Then, a scene in or near a hotel. Afterwards, I was at outside my home during twilight, doing yard chores or something. This somehow eventually leads to the dream below.

Dream 1 - Shrink and Swim

Scene 1 - Ancient Temple Mansion
The visuals were dim. I was walking down a sidewalk by a vast, poorly lit structure, all obscured by a night sky. Many other fancily dressed people were heading the same direction. Furthermore, I was accompanied by my brother, Dwayne.

Cut to the front steps, these being three sets of very long stairs, the central one made of cement and quite wide, and the two beside it some dangerously narrow cast-iron spiral staircases. I "remembered" the place was a vast mansion owned by a celebrity family. They were holding an open house party, which, as I "knew", was a flagrant publicity stunt to blow over some big scandal of theirs. Something about the daughter having offensive tattoos. Given the other guests' jovial moods, this sham seemed to be doing its job.

Then, I notice two of the hosts peering out from a balcony way up high. The daughter and the father, respectively, the former being a blonde and generic Hollywood doll, while the latter was a grey haired, clean shaven man, a purple emblem or etching sewed on his tux jacket. A crowd cheered at the sight of them, both celebrities smiling and waving, their bright faces clearly hiding shame and uncertainty. The dad starts making announcements, thanking the guests and giving other general formalities. He quickly moves on to the tattoos, where he proclaims that they were no more, much to the roaring, impressionable crowd's delight. Oddly enough, the dad then asks for suggestions on new tattoos. Several individuals chime up some ideas or another.

My vision gets distorted, the world spinning rapidly around me, things appearing sideways and upside down and in all manners of crazy angles. I attribute this to "temporary vertigo", of all things, due to being so high up. Thus, I hurry on inside.

My brother and I wander through a wide hallway, the interior mostly of dark wood, and a fancy red carpet rolled throughout most of the floor. Cut to us entering a huge room constructed of dark brown earth, innumerable ionic columns staggered throughout the place, a very ancient Greek presentation. Unusually, two floors were crammed into the space, both having very low ceilings. This goes double for the top floor, it being too cramped to move through except by crawling, and readily accessible from random gaps in the floor. I'm sure I either heard, or sounded, some music that fit the scene, a song I think was from Tales of Destiny 2. Whatever the case, there weren't many other people around, if any.

So, we creep through the lower floor, getting somewhat lost in the column maze. Got into an argument on if, and who, should crawl to the top level to get a better vantage point. That's when I noticed an endless array of large clay pots up there. Dwayne peeked up at them, and revealed these all held a mysterious liquid. One conversation on this curiosity later, and I take a sip of the stuff without hesitation. On a glance, it appeared dense, yet was highly vaporous, and glowed a fluorescent white.

Immediately, I reel back, and the world spins around me. When I come to, I'm shocked to see that everything around me is much, much bigger. Dwayne, even more surprised than I was, notes that I was but two centimeters tall. Surely, this place was filled with magical traps! My brother lamented I might stay like this forever. I, on the other hand, relished such an exciting opportunity, thinking this more a blessing than a curse, and informed him of as much. I found it curious how he was able to hear me, but shrugged that off. Anyway, I took a ride on his shoulder, and we got the heck outta there.

My vision gets jumbled again, discorporating and realigning at random intervals. From what I could tell, I was more a mobile, sentient white gemstone than a person. Likewise, I just realized Dwayne was dressed in a tux.

So, we move on to a more lively part of the mansion. A dance club area, complete with flashing lights, booming music, and an energetic crowd. Dwayne bade we hurry through. I, however, thought to have fun in this new form. And so, I jump on the shoulders of the first random woman in sight, a woman in her mid thirties with light skin and light brown hair. I tapped, or rather, jabbed her neck to get her attention. In response, she literally brushed me off without notice, my fall slowed by a bounce on her leg. I woulda stay for more silliness, but Dwayne was striding away, and so I hurried back to him.

Then, I saw my sister, Floretta, was also following him, her hair not quite brushed well enough for the occasion. She inquired on where I was. The perfect opportunity to spook her! I hopped on her shoulder, and yelled for her attention. However, the music drowned out my voice. I tried calling to Dwayne, but no luck, either.

I'm soon warped to a different scene.

Scene 2 - Long Distance Swimming
The visuals were a bit dim. I was going up a flight of mesh stairs, surfacing from an unknown underground area. Following me was a supposed acquaintance, an unknown dark skinned guy.

We start with a conversation on swimming. Then, two others showed up from behind, one dark skinned and the other light skinned, and both having trimmed hair and black suits. These guys seemed very suspicious. They chimed in on the conversation, and made a pitch on giving swimming lessons for a "reasonable" fee. My brother, Christian, then suddenly appeared from the top level, seeming younger than he is currently, given the lack of his dreads and beard. He spoke of some variations on techniques that he knew of. Such an interruption annoyed those sleazy guys, but they tried rolling with it.

On climbing up, I arrive at a dock, a turbulent sea below a somewhat cloudy twilight. For some reason, I jump into to tides, heading out into the middle of nowhere, ditching everyone. Cut to a point where I could see a small island in the distance, the land occupied almost entirely by a squared structure. A resort, presumably, or a "mall-hotel", as I worded it at the time. Many kinds of boats and ships were docked about half a mile away. Or rather, "parked", seeing as they floated around in a file but were otherwise unattached to anything solid.

So, I headed to land, until I noticed a neon lit trolley boat heading my way. Had to dash to the "parking area" to avoid it. I rested a while, hanging on to a green jet-ski that seemed more a floating motorcycle than anything else. Eventually, landed by a busy, glassed door main entrance.

The dream slipped and vanished soon afterwards.

10/5/16
Dream 1: Wizard101, collecting spells from all different schools by fighting a bunch of people

Fragment: Something about Rasputin.

9/5/16
Dream 1: Talking with people about wizard101 spells, coming up with a battle strategy for all of us together.

Fragment: In an old car

Dream 2: My cousin was playing wizard101, my uncle had bought him all sorts of stuff within the game and he was travelling around a street fighting various sorts of enemies.

Dream 3: I was in an underground train station where the Undertaker, Martin Luther King and Morgan Freeman were involved in a huge brawl about racial stuff. The undertaker was getting hammered from both sides but was still holding his own, disposing with the fans of either side trying to get him. I think initially it was Morgan Freeman's side fighting the undertakers but after he gave up Martin Luther King appeared out of nowhere with reinforcements.

Dream 4: Out on the streets, part of a mass protest march thing, either for anarchy or communism, police eyeing us nervously.

Woke up too quickly and couldn't recall anything.

My husband woke me up when he went to the bathroom around 3:15 am so since I had been up reading I had just been asleep about 30 minutes or so because I laid there trying to meditate & think about how to incorporate the TOTM into my dreams after reading some of "The Untethered Soul" by Michael A. Singer.

Spoiler for Spoiler:

Dream #1- I tried again to go back to sleep & failed at the task but did have a non-lucid dream which was nice & vivid. I was in this house w/ high ceilings & was by the beach. It was a really BIG house! I was there with my grown kids & we were just hanging out. My husband was there too. It was really beautiful w/ the sun & waves rolling into the beach. We were walking on the beach & going in & out of the house like we were on vacation. We were getting all ready to go swimming & the winner of the show "The Voice" from last season was there which was weird. I told him to take his shirt off & he told me he only had 2 of them & that I had more. I told him most of my clothes don't fit me because women keep clothes from when they were really skinny just in case they lose weight. Then I realized it was weird I was asking him for the shirt & that he was actually taking his off, lol... I felt bad cuz he was a really heavy guy & probably didn't want to have it off at the beach which was why he was so hesitant. Then I realized I was dreaming & became lucid because Jordan was there & couldn't do anything to stabilize the dream because I had to pee in real life & it woke me completely up so my TOTM failed. But of course I still had to go back to sleep in order to attempt again.

Dream #2- I was dreaming this horrible dream so it may be almost classified as a nightmare in the beginning but changed later on. I was in this town but it wasn't a town, it was in this big place with the structure of isles like a "Sam's Club" so the shelves were warehouse style. There were so many people because like I said, it was like a whole town full of people in there. There were kids & parents & older people. Just all kinds of people! There were just so many of them! At some point I start to realize that the amount of people have diminished just a little bit & everyone there is still going about their lives like we were all little worker bees, so to speak. We are shelving things & pulling stuff off shelves to get them down for other people & families. It was like we were all now living in this "Sam's Club" store because something awful happened outside but I never saw any windows or cash registers. Suddenly I was noticing some jerky movements by some of the workers, kind of like when people in movies are doing shady stuff & they are looking around like they are trying to not get caught so I start to follow a couple of these people & see what is going on. When I get near them I realize that the job itself seemed to change. They were telling people to put these things in there mouths to keep them safe & someone recognizes me & tells me to put one in my mouth so I do. It's like some kind of breathing apparatus that filters stuff out of the air but you stick it in your mouth & it's about the size of a pacifier but it's a rectangle & it's yellow. But then I notice they are putting blue ones in other people's mouths & telling them the same thing but they are taking them into another room, like a storage room & the people aren't coming out. So, I look into one of these rooms & the people are dead! So I'm starting to panic but I realize I had the one that must filter stuff so I'm okay. There is a gas like substance in the air now but they are like clouds in the isles of this poisonous stuff like a fog. So I start looking for places where they have hidden these good breathing things on the shelves & it occurs to me that I'm dreaming because this is becoming all so weird, so now I'm lucid & instantly think that I'm tasting something in small doses. I start to look at my arms & realize I have got to stretch out my arms but I'm in this warehouse & I've already woke up once so I have to do the task in the warehouse for fear of waking up before I complete the task. So I do what I would do in real life if I could actually do this in this sort of situation. I start stretching my arms down the isles & I am reminded of those blow up things out in front of businesses that blown in the wind. It's a guy w/ floppy arms & legs & stuff so it briefly makes me laugh but then I see my arms are just like rubber & they don't hurt or anything but they can still detect these good breathing things some how & I pull my arm & hand back & I've got some in my hand so I go looking for people to give them too. As I'm giving them to some people I have to pull them down with me crouching on the floor because those guys who are killing people almost see me. So I give them the rest of what I have & tell them what I've saw & tell them to help other people & to try & find a safe place to hide. I then go back down a few more isles & realize there are becoming even less people in the store & there is more gas in the air now. I have to crouch down & hide behind things over & over because there are so many of these bad people killing people. Even though I'm lucid I'm thinking man this would be really bad if something like this really happened!. So I see a group of 5 people & they have a couple of little kids so I'm feeling like a super hero now with my long ass arms so I see how far I can reach without being seen. I held on to the end of an isle in case my arm does something weird & I get off balance but that didn't happen. I reached my long rubbery but light feeling arm down the isle picking up the breathing things on higher & lower shelves & I attempt to try to go to the next isle but I stop & pull my arm back. I start to think I have grabbed so many I'm going to drop them. So I pull my arm back & dispense to these people what I have start to look for more people but there are just not many people left but I do find a couple of them & explain all over again what is happening but by now they already knew & just wanted to breathe & get out of there so I stretched out my arm again but this time I made my hand larger because I was afraid this dream was going on for quite some time with me being lucid & it was starting get more foggy in there. It had a claustrophobic feeling now. But, this time since my hand was bigger I was able to hold more so I went all the way down the isle & around it & grabbed stuff off the next isle over first & then came back & grabbed from the isle I was in & I got a bigger handful this time. My arm felt different this time because it went around the corner it felt like it pulled on my shoulder more but more of an upward motion & my arm was kind of like if you had a really long ribbon but not quite that light, more like a kids lightweight jump rope but thicker & flatter. So I have these things in my hands & as I round the next corner I run right into those bad guys who are not so happy with me. But lucky for me, Meesha Cat woke me up & I didn't have to deal with them at all! Meesha is my real life Maine Coon kitty cat who likes to wake me up, each & every day except on the weekends where she wakes up my husband, lol. I also noticed that my mouth tasted like the smell of cockroach traps which was I guess how my brain computed the gas from in my dream so that's Basic Task #1 & Basic Task #2 Complete Complete!

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple

I was in the gym hall, with 2 friends playing a not normal game, you had to kick an ice hockey against the wall and hit it again. My friend was teaching someone else to play and he didn't know what to do, he did not even put any effort into it so we started to get on his back. I notice he starts to pick up the page a little bit more and each time he gets closer to the goal. He eventually hit the target. I acted as a goal keeper, didn't even know they where was one but then was asked if I wanted to be one so I said yes, sure. It was quite scary because the ice hockey was hard, they kept missing me, I was glad! Until one person shows up and had a go, as he hits it, I see the speed off it and move away, although he didn't hit me it felt as though he did.

I'm in this big computer suit with lots of people I know from waking life. I see my old best mate Ben, and there are presents on the table, I thought I would give some to Ellis so I do, trying to look for something useful to give him, I see watches and phones and all other stuff. I begin to mess around and give him random stuff, like a pink children's phone. I go over to his desk and ask if I can have a packet of the sweets in the black and white box, he said yes. We suddenly got into a bit argument so I walked away, I notice how it is liverpool vs Manchester United and I feel this was me vs Ellis, he got his ass whopped all over the place.

I was sitting next to this girl, we was planning on having sex but she took her time, she finally took her clothes off and gave me a condom, I put it on, she Ben over so I could stick it ln her, but she quickly moved to a position that I really hated so I refused to have sex with her. She just sat there then while I was just masturbating.

I met a women, she invited me back to her house because I was lonely and hungry and she agreed, as we head back to hers she sits on the couch and I ask if I could get a drink, she says yes so I do. As I'm getting a drink in the kitchen,I take so long, I don't know why I start to wonder whether she thinks I'm up to something or not, so I start to get paranoid. Eventually I go back in and sit down, I'm hungry and ask her for food but she says she's hardly got any left! I see a friend from waking life in the house now, her name ia Emma, we are in the kitchen making drinks and seeing what's left off the salad and jacket patato. She mentions something and says something along the lines on lucid dreams, I tell her that "I love lucid dreams" and also to the other women in the room. I disappear and I'm in some basement, a famous actor is there covered in blood, I know he's an actor but why? I ignore it now and I hear shouting "you dirty stupid whore".

It started out how we just ended up at this location, we where playing hide and seek in some big location, I didn't really think about who the seeker was. We just run run and run, my friend lewy and his girlfriend are the main characters aswell because she's is pregnant. It was very intense, making sure we don't make a sound, making sure we where well hidden. This was the case, where was in some room, ig had to sets of tiny stairs which led up to a small landing them another set off stairs which lead to 2 little corners so we hid there. I move and I notice how we are in the theatre, this theatre is from a game, call ot duty : black ops zombies, kino der toten. I see the sky and it's all dark but beautiful. I remember how the girl wanted the fridge so I take her. There are 2, and I go for the one on my left and was questioned by it, I said I don't know, I always go this way. There is a coffin, I imagine how if when we was in the fridge and a zombie popped out. We couldn't even get to it, there was a car, a d it drove towards us stopped so I ran and jumped on the floor and went prone. I don't know why but either way I would of got caught, so I look at the main enterance and see the number 7 and think 7 zones so I just run as fast as I can, but it's taking forever, the closer I'm getting the further more I have to run, like a continuous cycle. I'm back in the room with everyone, hiding because we now so that someone is here watching us, a keep and eye out id anyone id coming, there are different shades of glass so I move along until I find a clear shade so I can see the main entrance and see if anyone is coming in. No one, but then yes I hear the car again so I run back to where I was to go the stairs as they walk through the door, but no one was seen. Although I couldn't see him, I listened out for foot steps ot breathing or anything, nothing and was wondering which way he would come up.

Surprised how much I managed to write down in the morning.. I typed it out on my phone before I got up, it didn't feel like much to remember though. This will probably be the only way for me to write my dreams up now, since I'm rising at 5:30am and then I'm hustlin' and bustlin' around to get to work.

Dream
I'm outside where there's green grass around, there's supposedly 3 classes (there's 3 of us). 2 of us are running around chasing the one another, they resemble Sterling and Lana from the show 'Archer'. They're just being goofy, I kind of see things in 3rd person next to the other class character. There's something about a hedge wall they're running around, it shifts and moves places which doesn't make much sense to me. I forget how, but 2 of the classes die and I'm the last one remaining. I think how silly it is, I'm not even the strongest. The other guy was super powerful and talented for his class but I ended up being the one to live (I seem to miss them or something).

I'm in a cave now, there's a huge tombstone sized book latched across my back. I swing it off and plant it upright on the ground, then kneel before it. It has 'game-like' options displayed on it, oddly enough. Is it really a book? I'm quite powerful at this point, having gone a long way since my friends died. I'm trying to get some sort of power from here though.

Now I'm at a place that resembles my old primary school, I'm brawling with this ginger white guy but he's not really a match for me (I don't think there's anything 'power' or 'magic' related going on either). We fight 2-3 times without really going hard enough to have a 'winner'. The guy is also a real douche, like SUPER douchey.

I'm now in my house, just randomly sitting on the toilet in the bathroom with the door open (NO I'm not doing anything, the seats were down, I might have been brushing my teeth and too lazy to stand I think?). The mother of white ginger guy comes in, she's super hot and beautiful dark skinned woman, but a bit older than me (in her 30s I think? But still really hot). She gives me a bag of pills, it's supposed to be medicine for helping with my eating. Apparently she thought I had vomited because there was a bit of pumpkin in the sink. I have to explain to her that it was from when I rinsed my bowl, since I made a red curry with pumpkin in it (the bathroom is right next to my room, I don't do this but it's really plausible in RL). It's considerate of her to do that, she's nice. Much nicer than her douchey son. I get up and we walk out into the hallway, we're talking by my room and I kind of head her in there. She's in the doorway in front of me (I'm still in the hallway). I say how it's kind of her to give those to me, then say "But I'd much rather have you". She gets all bashful and blushes, I lead her further into my room intending to tease her. There's people in the house and it's broad daylight and we know we really SHOULDN'T, but it feels naughty . I start kissing her, we're in my room now and the door is wide open. We're still safe since I can't hear anyone down this end of the house. I sit on the bed and pull her onto my lap so she's riding. Kissing her again, she turns away shyly so I can't see her blushing. I make her turn back look at me, she's really pretty. We start having sex *somehow* through our clothes, enough to make us really want it but we have to stop before someone passes by. I then wake up.

Sooo yeah, from goofy start to adventure, street brawling and sexy time. Twas good.

May LDs achieved / goal: 1 / 20

Most of my recall is from the time after WBTB. There was some vague stuff earlier but I did not focus on it.
edit: recalled earlier dream:
+(f) I'm in LL park (down the hill from CH, not my main park, went there rarely), and there are people there (hippies), and a sign up about how hippies created this park (and how it's for hippies?), they're talking about this

I woke around 5 hours (it was already pretty light) and had trouble returning to sleep: active mind, fantasizing, thinking about things. Started to feel a bit sorry for myself, but decided more wakefulness is good, that it leads to lucidity. All I had to do was return to sleep, and I'd get lucid. After a couple of stalled attempts at relaxation I finally dedicated myself to it and got back to sleep and dreamed.

+ I'm sitting in my CH living room on the floor in front of a chair. Long-time colleague MWP is here, and I feel a bit uncomfortable that I didn't invite him to my birthday party last time even though I usually invited him in the past [FALSE]. I turn to my left where an open camping backpack is and I deal out some cards for a game of solitaire. I have about a 4x4 grid of cards laid and and begin to "play" when all the cards lose their grip against the backpack material and all fall out of position down to the bottom of the pocket. "I hate solitaire" I say. I thumb through the cards and look at one in more detail, it is not right, I can't make out either the card's face or it's back. It becomes larger and more colorful, like a multi-colored stained glass "joker" card.

Then the scenario changes to a board game, with this large joker marker and a large ("Oscar" award-sized) statue and a narrator is describing the rules of the game "you have to guess who the (thief?) is"... (don't remember more, or transitions at this point).

+ A series of short scenes:

I'm outdoors and thinking about the experience of the athletes in the recent Russian winter Olympics and how they were saying they really enjoyed the snow, and I see some snowy hills. There are booths nearby, like for outdoor restaurant seating, and at one of them a woman has a scarf/coat draped over the back of her booth and it falls down and gets in my way, I pick it up and put it back on the booth back, she doesn't notice it, and a man (I think her husband?) also rearranges it.

Turkish car rental trick: a narrator is describing that the authorities will be notified: the trick is, if you rent a car in Turkey, you can enter other countries for just a few days for free without any visas. The tour operator is saying "it's the best deal, cheapest way to travel". I see a brochure that clearly has "Turkish" written on the cover along with some other stuff. But what people do instead is they overstay the allowed period, using the rental car policy as a way to illegally remain in a country.

Outdoors daylight at my childhood home (CH) bus stop a bunch of other people get off, including a girl in a short/tight dress and her younger brother, she has to maneuver one leg up and over a barrel and when she does I think I get a flash of her hairy pubic region. This gets my attention and my eyes follow her as she walks away down F towards the LH, I realize she's a bit chubbier than I like.

I'm walking back towards some people seated by the sliding glass door in my CH dining room. I'm specifically going to the dead woman who is seated there to thank her for her earlier assistance (!?!?). She is seated with crossed legs and her hands are folded on her legs in front of her. I lean down and put my hand on top of hers and say sincerely, "Thank you!". I'm a bit surprised when she stands up facing me very close. She's dead but I don't seem to mind, she has no eyes, basically empty brownish slits (or just very small eyes). I realize she's tall. She's as tall as I am or maybe a tad even taller. I say this. I reach up my hand and try to compare the tops of our heads to see who's taller. She's standing really close to me and is obviously interested, I'm feeling very turned on by this. I maneuver her towards the living room so I can grab her butt and pull her against me, it feels really good. I ask her in a sexy voice, "do you want to come outside with me?" She indicates yes. I then whisper some dirty talk into her ear about what I'm going to do to her.

I'm arriving at some registration place with my wife and kids. There are two places, and I remember [FALSE] that the 2nd place line is shorter and/or moves faster, so we go there. I end up needing to register by myself, and I realize I don't have all my documents with me. I need to write (or I see) a driver's license number that I think I recognize as my new driver's license number, a string of letters and digits starting with "C" (at least one 4 in there). I'm moving back to my (wife?) who's at the counters and as I do I realize my shorts have severely bunched up in my butt crack and I'm trying to to the "shaking side step" and reaching back there to pull them out but nothing I do helps they stay wedged in there. I end up leaving the place riding away looking backwards behind me in a speed boat with some hot girls around me.

+ LD #183
I arrive outside CH at night on the street, I'm standing by the stairs to the front door, I see down to my left that there is a car in the garage. In the sky I see bright stars and constellations [completely "normal", nothing spinning or moving like sometimes happens], and I get a sinking feeling when I realize that I came home without my car, that I left it at the registration place. (If my wife learns that I came home without the car I think will realize I left with the girls?).
I'll just have to go back and get it I decide. I can fly there. I wonder if I can fly and I take off flying and
realize I'm dreaming. I see my dream arms stretching out in front of me and notice the perspective is a bit odd. I'm flying up the hill and want more speed and will myself to fly faster but do not go faster. I'm flying over the driveway to some house heading for trees and the owners turn in to their driveway behind me (see the headlights on the trees?) and I resolve to fly faster. I do a "flap" with my arms as against water doing the breaststroke and this propels me faster through the air. OK, if that 's what it takes. I flap a few more times and this gets me going at medium speed which is much more to my liking. I'm expecting to see the former registration area (in the park?) up ahead and indeed there it is. There is a guy sitting at a picnic table slumped over my backpack and I pull it away from him anticipating a fight but he doesn't start one.

Spoiler for sexy time, explicit:

I sit on the picnic table and direct a nearby DC to come and give me a BJ. I spend a bit of time trying to balance attention between the action and the dream, and things stay stable but it's not all that great, so I move on. At another table I find a female toy/doll about the size of a pez dispenser and start getting a BJ from that. It's way too small (and alive? I think it said something) so I reach down and stretch it in order to make it larger and it works and now its mouth can fit over my (ahem). I notice there are some "real" girls sitting at the table leaning over and watching, there hands are stretched out reaching to me and I think woohoo here we go and I move to them and reach to them to bring them to me and

my wife wakes me up IWL so we can get ready. Argh!

Ok well this dream really cleared up any confusion from yesterday. I was with friends they seemed like school friends at a conference but they were all highly addicted to sex. Some had it in a mild way while others were full on. I was living among them at this conference and had to work with them because there seemed like nowhere else to go. Pity I was not lucid as I would have taken the first flight out of there. It was really seedy and everyone was addicted and thought it was normal. There was ques from the men to line up as subjects to get satisfaction from women as objects. Some places were worse than others and a couple of guys were trying to persuade me to stay involved and they thought it was completely normal and nothing wrong with it.

I was the observer in all this bit like watching in a tv or being shown it)In the next dream the guy who does my workout video was making love to his wife. This had been going well for years. They had sex normally not very exciting slam bam thank you mam type thing but they still loved each other very much. He decided he was going to get into tantric sex, semen conservation and boost up their sex life. She agreed but was not sure about it. The sex got steamyer for a while but then he started to go crazy and loose control. There was a surge of energy in his body where he thought he was great but his wife was getting hurt.

Bed: ~23.30
Wake up: 07.00
Now: 08.00

I'm somewhere out in the open, I think on a grassfield. It's daytime and there are a lot of people around. I think there might be a party / bbq. I do remember that at one point someone started selling pictures of my young cousins, cause they were so cute. I definitely didn't approve of the situation.

Initially, I can tell my perception of myself has been altered. In real life, I'm a 20 year old Caucasian woman. In my dream, I was a small Hispanic child of around nine years old. I go to visit my mother. When I arrive at what is supposedly her house, it seems as if I am in Mexico.

Things at her house keep giving me a weird vibe. There are men that keep watching me, and they always make sure they are in the same room as me. I can't figure out why they seem so weird to me, so I decide to go to the bathroom to clear my head. It's the one place I am safe. As soon as I am alone, I realize that I need to get away from them or things will not end up well for me. I seize what seems like my only opportunity and climb from a window, using the toilet to get out.

As soon as I climb through the window, it's obvious I am no longer in the desert-like place that I was. I'm in a neighborhood with lots of grass and houses. I run towards the first house I see with the door open and a car in the driveway. I knock on the door as hard as I can, and a woman opens the door. I tell her I'm being followed and ask if I can come in. She lets me in and immediately shuts and locks the door behind her. I tell her everything and she tells me to go into the room with her son, as she was going to get help. She picks up the phone and walks to the kitchen and I start playing with her son in her bedroom.

Not even a minute after I calmed myself down, I hear a knock on the door and can hear one of the men that was following me. He lies to the woman that I am his daughter and that I was upset about something childish and I need to come home. She lies and says I'm not there. He tells her that he will give her $1000 dollars for her to give me up and pretend I was never there. I don't know where she goes, but suddenly I hear him coming down the hallway to her room. I try to find a place to hide, but I can't. I'm stuck.

He lunges towards me smiling very big, and then I wake up.

1. It was very early in the morning and I had just pulled into the senior parking lot at school. The sky was clear and of a dark blue/indigo color, and the sun was no where to be found. The parking lot was still fairly empty. Suddenly I found myself without my car, and I was walking around still looking for a place to park. I came to a section on the left side of the parking lot where there were 3 empty parking spots. I walked over to one and walked inside of the parking spot itself. I then looked behind me and noticed that my car was driving itself, just following me, waiting for me to tell it where to park. Just as I was making my car go into the parking spot I was standing in, a group of 3 girls walk in the way and I have to stop my car before it runs them over. The girls were honestly quite cute, but quite unaware of their surroundings, and they didn't seem to care.
I kept my car stopped and thought about parking in the empty parking spot 2 spots up from the parking spot I was standing in. I thought about it for a second. "These girls will probably think that this is really weird and that I'm following them or trying to get closer to them or something." I have no idea why I thought this as it made no sense. Anyways, I walked over to the other parking spot 2 spots up from the one I was standing in before and directed my car to park there, and it did. Suddenly the tardy bell rang for class, and I knew I was late. "Fuck, I wasn't supposed to be tardy anymore" I say out loud. With that I walk quickly to my class. I walk into the school from a side entrance. The doors I walk though open up to a rather dimly lit hallway, and about 2/3s down the hallway I see my astronomy teacher Mrs. Koenig standing next to a table, and a male student is standing to the left of her. There are also dogs next to them as well, and I remember that one of them was brown.
I walk down to meet them and as I do I realize that they are inspecting something. As I get up to the table I see that they are looking closely at something that is wrapped in foil. "You're late Cory" Mrs. K says. "Yeah I know" I replied. "Join us. We're experimenting with this chocolate" she then said. I then picked up a piece of chocolate, which was what was wrapped in foil, and looked at it. The foil wrapper had some sort of intricate design on it, much like something one would see in an ancient civilization. "These pieces of chocolate contain stories. Don't eat it. Just look at it and figure out the story" Mrs. K said. "What in the hell are we doing" I thought to myself, "I'm just going to eat this chocolate instead." I unwrapped the chocolate and separated it from its foil wrapping and as I did so I noticed that there was some sort of green mold forming on the inside of the foil, and a small amount had gotten on the chocolate. I was slightly concerned for a second, but quickly disregarded the mold, or whatever it was, and took a bite out of the chocolate. To no surprise, the chocolate tasted like chocolate(Shocker).
I lowered the rest of the uneaten chocolate piece from my mouth, and as I did so, one of the dogs came up to me and tried to eat. I moved the chocolate before the dog could eat it; good move considering chocolate is poisonous for dogs to eat.
Suddenly I found myself outside of the school in a covered area of the parking lot. The sun was now shining brightly and the sky was still clear. I remember getting into my car, and as I did so, I noticed someone getting out of the car directly to the right of me. I noticed her instantly, it was McCaughly Fuller, my 5th through 7th grade principal's daughter. In all honestly she was really pretty, and her eyes were the first thing I noticed about her. She closed her car door, locked it, and then walked off to who knows where. Just then Thomas showed up at my driver seat window. "Oh God, its him again" I said under my breath with a sigh just before he got right up to the window. I already knew that he was probably going to start talking to me about the girl he likes as that's literally all he's been talking about for the past 2 or 3 weeks.

2. My friend Richard and I were standing in an empty parking lot that belonged to some old store. This parking lot was located on the side of the feeder, which is right next to the freeway. I have no idea how long we had been standing there, but at one point Richard said "Dude lets play a game". "Aright" I said back. "Lets get into these bags and hop around the parking lot" he told me. I was up for it, and I have no idea why. We both then grabbed two large light brown bags in front of us and got in them. The bags, when fully extended, reached just beyond our waists. We then started hopping around the parking lot in these bags. Not too far in front of us we noticed to men of hispanic descent just standing there looking at us.
We hopped over to them to see what they wanted. When we got over to them we stopped and waited for them to say something, but they just gave us a stern look. Next thing I know the environment changes into a school and I now find myself standing in a sort of recognizable school(I swear I dream about school or some sort of school LITERALLY EVERY NIGHT). I look around and all around me there are people socializing and there seems to be a party going on. The two hispanic guys that watched me and Richard hop around are still standing in front of me, but Richard is gone. I look to my left and see a few tables lined up, and they are each filled with all sorts of mexican food. I go up to the table and look at the food. A few ladies are standing behind these tables giving out all the food. I tell the one directly in front of me that I just want one thing, and I point to the thing I want.
The lady then got an offended look on her face, as though it was some sort of insult to only get one thing of food from the table. Just then she starts talking, and it was at this point that I "realized" that no one in this school spoke any English. Suddenly all of the other ladies start talking in spanish in an angry tone at me. Just then the two hispanic guys from earlier approach me and get in my face, trying to intimidate me. It feels as though they have the intention of beating the shit out of me, but I don't know for sure. Everything turns to chaos and everyone(everyone at this school party is of hispanic descent) starts yelling and getting mad at me.

in my dream I drive out into the vallley and out by the forestries. I climb to the top of the hill and start sabotaging somethings for which I do not know abour. During my time there I either felt like I was hiding from someone or there to have sex. Towards the end fo the dream, alot of people im familiar with appear and tell me I need to go clean up the mountain.

frag

The other night I had this crazy dream about a maze. At first the maze was the main scary part of my dream. It was made up of corn and huge tall sun flowers and there were people in it (kind of like the children of the corn movie) thats soul purpose was to kill me. I had to make it to the other side. Now, I dont remember the feelings of rushing through the field to the other side(safe spot for some reason) but I do remember as soon as I got out I would walk around town and find someone I know to help me and they would just take me back.

After a few times of managing to escape this murderous field, It wasnt the field that set my emotions high and made me fearful. It was trying to find someone I could trust to help me and not take me back to this field.


I would really love some feed back as to what others might interpret this as. What is my subconscious trying to tell me that Im just not getting?

Ive always had problems waking up at a certain time. As a kid I would set my alarm on my radio but when the music would go off in the morning, i would just dream I was in a concert. Ive always had a problem waking up. In highschool I would be able to wake up to a beeping alarm on my phone but I would go back to sleep at times and dream about getting up and getting ready only to wake up frantically late for school.

Last year I had my first dream where I re-awoke in my dream over 10 times. When i finally actually woke up it was easy to see that i was actually awake this time but the feeling stuck with me all day and really mind fucked me.

I just had a re-awakening dream again last night and kept dreaming of waking up to tell my boyfriend my dream and falling back asleep in the middle of it. then waking up again scared of not knowing what i told him and whats been going on. I finally actually woke up and realized i mind fucked myself again haha. it was the weirdest thing. I know I didnt explain it well enough but its hard to remember each time i woke up in my dream because in my dream I was floating in and out of sleep until I actually woke up.

Im not sure If this is a semi-normal thing or if I need to go seek help with sleeping pills or something. I dream all the time. I remember almost all of them. None have ever really effected me or made me feeling some sort of crazy except these re-awakening dreams