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Night of 4/16/14

Dream 1:

rolling up a long cigarette ( 2 feet long)
smoke it
feel a buzz


(different dream?)

raining
(next to a jungle? in south america?)
had to hide from someone
we both had guns
running around sparse small bungalows hiding
lights out
we both had guns
friend was in a house with me, needed to protect him

I am not sur ethis site is really helping me, and i dont really feel comfortable here at all.

I realize i have only just joined but even after being here a few weeks i still dont really feel all that welcome for some reason, so i would like my account removed ASAP please.

Happy dreaming guys, see you in a nightmare maybe...

i am in a modern-ish house. a dc is standing in front of me, i start talking to him, when i suddenly realize i am dreaming. the dream was very vivid and futuristic. i go outside and notice a forest in front of me.
i want to fly, but i dont want to do it here. i want to teleport to a city. i close my eyes only to remember that closing my eyes is a big NO-NO. i "wake" up, but something strange happens. i can see my dream but at the same time i am awake in real life. i try to move, but i cant so i just stay still and wait until i actually wake up.

> Trying to follow a ship by holding a mouse cursor over it as it went in directions that a normal ship just wouldn't go (It moved as if it was a kite) I eventually tried to make the ice chest containers I was navigating lighter by emptying some of the fluids from the ice packs and water from the chests that came in; The tops were open.

Later I was in front of a Walmart and someone passed by and asked me what I had in the ice pack. I just said "Stuff" And he crushed my salad, Then tried to walk away and I said "Oh no, We're going to the security office" or something and grabbed his clothes and brought him in with me and I got another salad pack.

> The Background Pony from MLP: FIM called "Cherry Berry", While in my kitchen, Was trying to talk to someone over the phone about something she ate that the other person was not understanding. She also said she ate a miniature sun and I can imagine it was about the size of a cherry.

BTW, Off-topic but why are some cherries green?

(Why did I tag this as "Following my life"?)

Dream
Lucidity

I was walking down a road passing several streets. I kind of knew I was dreaming and was trying to remember every street name I saw, which were the names of people that I worked with at the prison. I came to a stop and the area changed to a more lively area, with trees and better colors. Desirae was standing right next to me. She told me she knew I was dreaming and she was waking up to get ready for work. I almost had a false awakening and I got mad because she almost woke me. I yelled to the dream to show me a cool name on a street sign but it just turned to a piece of wood. I continued walking and it looked like I was in a college campus. I somehow became lucid. I walked towards a chubby woman with brown hair. She was kinda pretty. I asked her how she was doing and she said she just got off church. She walked off and as I followed behind her, I stabilized my dream by rubbing my hands and telling myself repeatedly "I'm dreaming". We continued talking and I found out we had a date planned together but neither of us knew when. I found Valery and we started walking. The woman started going into her apartment and I said "You should lose some weight" in hopes that the next time I see her, she'd be skinnier. I also told her "I do love your dress, though". She seemed upset that I suggested she lose weight.
Valery and I kept walking and I said "Let's fly." Valery and I started flying. We flew over two people and almost over a roof. Everything felt so amazing and I felt so happy. I started losing focus because my emotions got to intense and I fell. I tumbled onto the ground and as I got up, I did stabilization techniques and reality checks of my hands and watch. My digital watch was going crazy, even when I tried to make it count time normally. I kept walking with Valery and thinking that we might be sharing the dream, told her to remember we flew together. I also told her to remember the yellow dress she was wearing and what I was wearing. I wanted to get her to wake up so I started yelling at her to wake up. She then started crying saying something about her vacuum yelling at her or something. I then woke up.

I'm at my grandmother. In two hours I have to introduce my degree thesis to complete my studies, but I'm not ready.
I find out that the second chapter is absolutely inconsistent and the final topic is even ridiculous, as it says the contrary of what I was trying to demonstrate!
I panic, but around me everyone is so calm and everyone says all will go well.
I know it is not true and I start to write again the second chapter. But there is no time and in the meanwhile my grandma suffers for shoulders ache and my sister decides to give her a massage and tells my grandma to lean on the ground.
I notice my grandmother has her back totally tattooed and I never noticed it. It is a young shoulder though, and I think that I want a tattoo like that. And I decide I'll have a similar tattoo and also another one with just numbers on my wrist, to remember the Holocaust.
Then my uncle comes and he gifts me with 5 Euro and everyone is touched as they are ''''5 EURO!''''
I'm ashamed as my degree thesis is a mess and I know I will absolutely fail!
Then a unknown girl comes and talkes in my ear. She is suggesting there is a way to reject the inconsistencies in my thesis.
I'm seriuosly interested and I go with her, but when we are out she starts to get too close and I feel her body too warm, even releasing water vapour, as she was boiling water.
It's too hot and I push her away, but she holds me strongly and when she touches me, our skins get glued.
It's always hotter and I finally find out that we are siamese twins and we will be tied forever. Waking up.

drempt i was at coachella with mell and none of the bands i wanted to see were actually there. she said dath cab did there preformance naked. and the crodw i was with was alll liike ahhhh ahhh ahh ehhh ayy ohh ay ..also was in orgeon for a little while and al these people had pet rein deer.

i had to help my grandma feed this little little tiny pet alligator like the size of your thumb but he had kinda big calws. then i was on a really dark hill and thes guys kept following me in a car trying to see me somet[hing so i frantiacally drove away. then i forgowt my car at vallero

I was in a warehouse with an undercover police officer and think it was a girl there too. On the outside of the warehouse there was a road and I went out to look at the traffic. Suddenly the traffic change, it seems that people get a little panic and get in a hurry to get away. I got suspicious over this and it all feels like I've seen this scene before. Suddenly I see a bank truck with red lights and siren running in a wild speed. I am even surer that this has happened before and trying to remember what happened last time. The cop comes out and I point out this suspicious truck. I go into the warehouse again and suddenly I remember, the truck is full of explosives and will soon explode outside the warehouse. Just as I remember it a police car stopping outside and a cop scream that a truck is about to explode. I run towards a hole in the concrete floor as I explored earlier, a sort of cellar but I'm struggling a bit to come down, I somehow float in the air above the hole. Can gradually coming down and then truck exploding. When I coming to my senses again the warehouse is completely smashed. I am stuck under gravel / concrete and dust but I am undamaged. Hear someone look for survivors and I stretched out a hand and get rescued.

I am in the woods with some guy I have gone to school with many years ago. He rides a bicycle with a girl on the back. I run after them and pick up bags off the ground that I deliver to the girl. When I pick up the last bag a bunch of grasshoppers coming out of it. I throw the bag away but the grasshoppers are following me. I get onto a pole and they try to get up to me but suddenly disappear into thin air. Then we go to a cabin that apparently is his and he shows me a garden he is very proud of. But only a tiny garden plot and a bush he seems so proud of seems like a fir tree, nothing special about it. We walk a bit around the cabin and again we come to the garden spot and he is again started to proudly show off.

I am suddenly outside of his house. He carries on a pizza but we are not allowed to go into his house until we have paid for the pizza. He yells into the house and asks for the girl in the woods. A guy inside the house say that Maritha probably do not have money. Suddenly this guy coming out front of the house and he carry 3-4 pizzas to us. But he refuses to give those to us before we have paid for them. Then he accuses me to visit his friend just to sponging off him since I did not have cash. I say we just came from the woods and I saw no ATM there. We empty our pockets for small change and eventually come into the house.

So I am tied to a giant clock, with my head right where the pendulum swings. Chucky laughs at me as he gets everything in place. Then the pendulum (with spikes on it) swings into my head, knocking it over to the other side, where it hits yet more spikes. After a few rounds of this, I bite on to an edge of the clock, to hold myself out of the way, and manage to get a pry bar from somewhere and attempt to dismantle the clock. Chucky gets in my face now, and reminds me of how he had to remove each one of my ribs with that very pry bar, and he'll do it again if I don't stop. A vivid, painful memory of just that happening flashes in my mind, but I go for the escape anyway.

I jump into a series of rooms, and shut Chucky into one of them, as I run to the next one. Soon, I realize the rooms are connected with a shared bathroom, so I shut the bathroom door on Chucky's side. But there is a hole on the bottom of it, just big enough for him to crawl through, so I shut the other door, but the same sort of hole is there too! Chucky slowly crawls through toward me, laughing an evil laugh as he does so, and talking about how painful it is going to be when he kills me. As he starts to emerge into the room I am hiding in, I bite him in the face! This seems to have hurt him, so I bite him again, taking a big chunk off his head. Since he's having a hard time getting through the hole quickly, I take a few more bites at him until he is sort of dazed by this.

Grabbing Chucky, I crumple him into a ball, and run out of the house, and up the street where there is an outdoor cafe. An older woman looks at me, as if she knows exactly what's going on. She offers me some gravy sauce and biscuits. I sit down at the table next to hers, cover Chucky with gravy sauce, and eat him with biscuits. She gives me another biscuit before she leaves. As I finish off Chucky, I wish there was a more pleasant way to do this than to eat him. Biting into his stomach, I expect a bunch of gross juices to be in there, but it's just hollow, like a doll. Not that gross after all, but really tough to chew. The gravy and biscuits make it easier to swallow.

Something about making words in the oven? But sometimes fail because part missing or other issue.

Drinking out of a bottle and there was a broken piece of glass in the bottle, stuck inside so it could not be extracted.

Sorry this is so long! It would be more detailed but I'm writing this a few hours after it happened

Setting:
My dream was set in WW2. I don't know how I know this apart from the odd mention of bombs. In this place we were not allowed to do dancing (which I am fond of) because we were meant to be serious because of the war. But, there was a secret club which we snuck into to dance and have fun.

Non - lucid:
It started of with me and my friend (I don't know who) running away from the patrol who were searching for people doing something wrong. They were on a motor bike wearing dark sunglasses with dogs beside them. Me and my friend were running away from them as we were dressed in our red dresses which we danced in. We ran until we reached the sort of speed where you can't go any faster but I used the near by cars to push myself to go further. My friend could not catch up but I did not realise. I ran into the corner sweet shop where I lived and dived behind the counter.

The guard people came in looking to see if anyone was there but left. My friend arrived a few moments later and had a go at me for leaving her. My elderly friend Mrs. Dubose who I lived with was sitting in her chair:
'Im coming with you to that dance whether you like it or not!'
She always liked to protect us. I replied,
'You can't, what if a bomb were to drop on us?'
'A bomb is just as likely to drop on this house as it is to drop on the town hall!'
But she agreed to stay.

Lucid:
It was only a short awareness because my cat suddenly jumped on me:
When I hugged Mrs. Dubose goodbye I felt her soft wrinkly skin. I felt like a pillow and I thought she must be at least 100. Then I smelt her and she smelt so nice. She smelt sort of like old people's talcum powder but when I smelt it I though 'is this a dream?' And everything sort of disappeared although I was still holding onto Mrs. Dubose

I woke up I imagined where I last was I took off again

Non - lucid:
We walked to the hatch in our floor and down a flight of stairs, across a corridor, up another flight of stairs and through a door. We were suddenly in the town hall where the dancing took place and it has 15 people in there. Girls dressed in red and boys in suits.

-gap which I can't remember-

We heard people below us and all the dancers went down to investigate. All the towns people were there in one room. The elderly and young including Mrs. Dubose on beds and the rest of the floor. They explained there had been a sudden attack from the enemy. Mrs. Dubose invited her horrible friend over to her bed to share and wrapped her checked blanket around them both.

We heard a loud lady's voice above us:
'I know you're not in your beds. I know there's some people down there. Whoever is there will return to there own beds immediately. I will count down from 5. Go!'

There was a rush of people. I knew we wouldn't make it.
1. There was a jam of people at the door
2. Mrs. Dubose would not be able to run and we would have to assist her
3. Our house/shop was the furthest away

However, I had a plan. The lady in charge had bad eye sight. However, she had very good hearing. If we went back the way we came she would hear the door. But if we went round the side door of our house she would not.

We ran around and let Mrs. D go in front. She went ahead but the lady saw/heard us and stopped us.
'Hello Annie and Jack!'
She was talking to me and my brothers toys and obviously thought they were small children
'Now you hurry back quickly, I'll give you two extra time!'

We ran quickly back to our house. Usually we would all share the same bed even though it wasn't allowed. I went in the bed and Mrs. D and my brother hid in the cupboard. The lady walked in and the bell in the door chimed. She walked swiftly across the room and nodded. And walked back out. My brother let out a deep sigh and thumped out the cupboard loudly. I held my breath as he quickly hid again and the lady walked back in. She opened the cupboard and gasped loudly.

I woke up. Sorry for the length again but it was a very vivid detailed dream.

Morning of April 17, 2014. Thursday.



The setting is very similar to our backyard, and it probably would be our backyard were it not for a group of Aboriginal Australian girls moving from near the front of the house along the side, seemingly coming to talk to me (perhaps I am trespassing). They are mostly dressed in blue jeans and casual blouses and tank tops. It seems to be late afternoon. I am only semi-lucid and I am thinking of some sort of “trick” (in case I am absentmindedly trespassing and thus to avoid a confrontation by going over to what appears to be a public-park-like area) which involves walking through the tall wooden fence (which looks very similar to the one we have in real life). I move one slat on the fence (so that it is only still attached near the top by one nail) that is almost to the end of the backyard (perhaps the fifth slat back from the end corner) and am able to step through sideways with just a little difficulty. However, I end up in an area (which may either be a public park or another backyard, though seems almost like a woodland area) that also has a large group of Aboriginal Australian girls who seem a bit annoyed at my antics or appearance from the other yard (it is possible that the two groups are having a feud with each other).

An older female of about seventy or so, with white hair, asks me if I have seen her husband. There is some sort of short conversation she continues with, with me, relative to whether he has been “left alone” (I am not sure if he was supposedly on the other side of the fence or had disappeared or become lost - I get the impression she means that he might have even died) which seems a bit odd and with an ambiguous meaning; that is, “being left alone” in a negative sense (and not having a partner to share life with) and “being left alone” with a positive implication as in not being bothered. I am trying to work out the odd ambiguity as my dream looses focus, the older lady’s eyes being quite vivid and intense and I am not sure what to say because I am confused about the meaning. I say something like “People have never left me alone in my life,” (coming off as a bit sarcastic) which does not sound quite right, as I am supposed to be talking about her husband, not myself, though I have no idea who he is or about anything else that is going on.

Have been having dreams but can't fully remember. all i know is there are very stressed and mixed emotions...sometimes as i fall asleep i feel like i can't breath...but im breathing fine. i feel my body tingle especially in my face and hands and it seems my surroundings are in sloow motion. i begin to gasp for air and im afraid to go back to sleep...i feel weak to the point i sleep fine during the day. i no it makes me very emotional. sometimes i can remember my dreams but usually if i wake up to fast...everything is a blur sometimes i confuse my dreams with reality...if i just wake up and try to do something i still feel like im in my dream state...its a scary feeling...i do weird stuff in my sleep ill be half awake half asleep.i tend to act out my dream...i talk and mumble ..yet i keep doing it as if i have no control .... like im weak. sometimes ill wake up and i can see things clearly...yet every thing should be pitch black....its so weird.

In my first dream, I was at some sort of school and they were doing drug tests on the students. We were in a big warehouse looking building and everyone had their piss cups in conveyor belts. G. Romero asked me to piss in his cup, probably because he was dirty.
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In my other dream, I was with a lot of people and we were ready for some sort of attack. People were committing suicide because they thought they wouldn't live through the attack. I ran to a group of people that was about to kill themselves and tackled their leader and took his knives. I ordered them onto the towers we had posted and they ran up the stairs towards the towers. I told this to everyone and everybody managed to get into a tower. Me and a few people didn't have time to get into a tower and that's when water started coming and it turned into ice. We ran away from it and held up while the whole area turned to ice. Creatures started attacking us and we managed to kill one but more took its place. I climbed up a pole and stayed there. Even though there was ice everywhere, I wasn't cold.

Went to bed around 3 AM 16th of april and had significantly vivid lucid daydreams before falling asleep.

Had a few hours before going out to bed for school and just figured i would lie here and dream a little bit.
I thought of Steph and started to imagine a girlish woman in a sort of redish-coloured hallucinatory form. The image was immediately alive and started communicating with me. Not unlike how I imagine a Tulpa is alive as well.

I wondered if I had permission to proceed and she responded with an overtly elongated way of saying; No. She kept insisting that I was not welcome until I could not supress or hide my slightly hurt feelings anymore, to which she reacted with playful engagement and told me she was just kidding. ! I joyfully engaged as well and dream scenery began to form a little, and we where sitting on top of some grass. We got a little closer and I was hapilly holding her in my arms for a little bit when I decided that I did not want to engage in this intimacy for too long. For some reason out of my control I bit her a little bit, perhaps this was spurred by my subconscious imagination because I consciously decided to shapeshift into a wolf for this moment and told her to ride on my back. She did, and I could feel her weight on my back and she hold on to my furry neck which i thought was quite pleasant. I ran through a forest whilist thinking of something to do and within seconds thought of showing her my tree-hut that I planned on dreaming after deciding to climb a tree first. Climbed the darn tree with her still on my back and realized there's no hut unless I envision a way there and started to force my paws unto the wooden floor of my not so well thought out treehut to get to my non-existant entrance.

I fell from the tree with her still on my back and immediately as a reaction envisioned a jetpack to fly upwards. To which I decided not so proceed because I am a wolf and do not have a jetpack so i kept on falling. I coulden't think of any other escape soon enough before hitting the floor and to my suprise. Steph (Who I had forgotten by now) .. Came to the rescue with a jetpack and picked me up before I hit the solid ground! It didn't last long, we flew a bit to above the trees before falling because Miss ran out of fuel in her imagined jet-pack. I teased her bout it said ofcourse this non-bio solution of yours consumes energy like a mo-fo but thanks anyway atleast we now have more aerial time.

I wanted to save the day this time and just before hitting the ground imagined my treefriends to grow some roots fast to catch us and it did. We roots and leaves broke our fall. Atleast, they did for me. Might have just forgotten about Steph here. It is about now that she started to walk away from me without saying anything. She walked towards a mountain entrance. I asked her where was going and she said she was being called by her boyfriend and had to go.

I thought Oh okay, and opened my eyes to write down the daydream I was having. After a minute or so I heared her call again and I asked whatsup? I got something of a hot-tub and I wondered if she wanted me to sit in a tub with her. I tried to.. But it didn't feel right or quite as vivid in the sensory department as that other daydream I was having. I thought I was just having a fluke and this whole tub thing was part of my imagination. I skipped the exercise and my subconscious nagged at me for minutes to write down hot-tub anyway because it is important.

I read Steph's dream the next day and thought it was a significant link that she dreamed of sitting in a bath-tub with her ex-boyfriend on a mountain on that same night. Pretty clear HIT I am guessing?

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Kind of wokee up, got out of bed a little and went back. Had no more interesting shared dreaming experiences afaik. This part might be of value to some to see if they can understand this part of my subconscious;

Later dreamed of some foreign kids/criminals that hang out in our city who tried to crucificy me like jesus with the thorned wires, except they tried to tie me up to branches of trees. They made numerous attempts I think on different trees. All of them failed because I didn't feel any pain and the wires woulden't quite stick to my wrists. For some reason (maybe a bad reason) I got along with them. Had some explicit vulgarity on quite hostile activies (I think.. vague dream) and some foreign kid was pissed at me because his little brother was listening. As I was being crucified tho , the ~14 year old kid looked intrigued and looked as if he learned a lot from me. I thought it was just valuable lessons.

All this is boring. Really. It doesn't tell me much either. The dream kind of made a fluent switchover to having the principle of our school calling me from a distant office to go and teach kids in a classroom at a beach I was seeing on a screen (I think the screen represents my life and the story of my life.. I had to go finish the story I was writing.. My life literally was on the line here, things would definitely not be the same if i skipped this class) and to get out of the damn bed. get ouf of bed. get out of bed. and i walked towards her office. noticed that i had my front door open thought it was weird and a moment of lucidity hit me and i woke up. Realized i was late for school , which i already knew on a subconscious level but I got the fuck out of bed anyway to do the damn test because I would feel absolutely horrible if i didn't do the test and would probably lose any chance at finishing my mid-school exam with a positive grade. (thus ruining all my chances at one of two papers I still need to go to univerity! I really need to study more..)

Also, still haven't posted my awesome lucid. Which is so awesome that is really almost beyond words. There's some good parts in it tho that is englishable and doesn't require the vantage point of my shitbrained mind to be enjoyable. Had a lot of fun tho, met all of my crushes in the same dream. 2 hours of straight up lucidity. Wow!