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Morning of August 18, 2015. Tuesday.



This was after my most interesting dream of this date. In this case, it seems Zsuzsanna and I are within an “invisible” geodesic dome (one of the main settings for higher levels of communication, it seems) which is quite large. It would have to be to contain an entire carnival within. The carnival is apparently “closed”. It is late at night. There are blue lights here and there that provide minimal illumination.

My wife and I walk along, half walking, half dancing, so cheerful, not caring that no one is operating this rather odd carnival. At one point, I see a “roller coaster” moving about (though eventually actually more like a monorail) that is actually seemingly alive, glowing a sort of lighter green in contrast to the lights. A giant robotic spider “ride” walks around on its own for a short time, but is no threat in any way. (I even think I hear a human-like groan from it.) Still, there are no signs of any other people (yet).

The fortune-teller booth (from “Batman Forever”) sits in one area. We acknowledge it humorously but minimally as we go around in a somewhat circular path. We puzzle at it as being everyman. It cannot seem to make up its mind about where it wants to “go”. It laughs eerily and artificially but cannot move out of the booth as only its fake arm sways back and forth randomly. It seems “stuck” in its one sad little “role”.

The song “Bad Days” (by the Flaming Lips) plays over and over eventually and our dance-walk seems even more cheerful.

“You’re sorta stuck where you are, But in your dreams you can buy expensive cars, Or live on Mars, And have it your way…”

The watermelon scene in the music video reminds me so much of home…

“In your dreams, Show no mercy…”

Oh sure, it is an awful, terrible song, with awful, terrible music, but it is such a charming novelty and reminds me of the first couple of years I spent with Zsuzsanna.

The “fortune teller” comes out of the booth, now a real man for the first time ever, somewhat chubby and gray-haired, it seems, and dressed normally, informally. He snaps his fingers, kicks his heels, and walks up an elevated path over a hill (seemingly westward). I know that we will never see him again and I never see his face, and he never turns to look back at us.

“And all your bad days will end, You have to sleep late when you can, And all your bad days will end”…

Someone is knocking on 104. Knocking. Knocking. Knocking on the door (just like in the music video at that part of the song). Someone is knocking on our door at 104. (In real life, same number, exact time - synchronized with my dream’s residual rhythm.) It is a parcel delivery for our oldest daughter, which she soon gets.

I have slept later than usual as the real knocking on 104 wakes me.

Oh, Source, you so funny.

I watch the magician enter a building. Unusually, he's dressed in modern clothing and wearing round glasses with very thick lenses, and I make a point of remembering to write that detail down after I wake up. As I'm thinking about it, I wonder what dream interpretation would make of those glasses. The assumption here is that interpretation is the wrong way to go about it and will lead to mistaken conclusions.

When he returns, he's ridiculously tall and wearing armor I associate with the temple of Mythal - less about Mythal, more about the temple - which is also unusual but in the opposite direction from before; the mental association is that he's dropped a disguise I'm used to seeing, though this one isn't exactly not a disguise. He asks me about various things I don't remember, and I answer as if I'm providing a status report. He's troubled by my responses.

He tells me to wait for the sparrow. There's a sense that this is a reference to folklore or a fairy tale.

So I think this was more of a "go with the flow" lucid dream...

In my first, non lucid dream, I dreamt that I entered a raffle. Somebody who makes Minecraft Machinimas was holding the raffle. I won! The prize was a ton of "Lucid Dream Points".
Then a couple minutes later they took them all back because they wanted to buy something. Wooooooowwww.

In this one, I dreamt that I was in my room (I think.) I did a reality check, and yup, I was dreaming. The scene changed, I was in my family's crowded minivan. We stopped at a stoplight and I looked over to see my friend- in a limo! "Oh hey Jasmine!" I yelled, and she waved back at me. When we got to our destination (a toy store very similar to the one in N2, The one in N2 was enormous, bigger than any Costco or anything, and it had glass walls, so you could see inside. There were tube slides all over the store, as those were the exits. In one corner was a spiderman thing that moved up and down. Well, in this dream, there weren't any tube slides and there wasn't a spiderman, but everything was the same.), I noticed that my friend's limo had arrived here too! She said that she can't go in though, because that's not where she's going. (Why did she follow us here then?) Oh well. A few minutes later, though, she made her way into the store. When I walked in, I realized that the store had become a forest- organized in aisles. Okie-doke.

You can do anything you imagine in the dream world, The possibilities are ENDLESS. Like for instance, if you wanted to fly on an elephant across the world at jet speeds, YOU CAN. All you have to do is practice and believe and you can achieve!

So last night I did A WILD and I ended up in Toronto Canada looking for an friend. I wanted to catch up on my LD skills, so I made it an objective to see her. Like I said you can do ANYTHING in the dream world, so I created a TESLA car and drove to a spot where I knew she would be at Tim Hortons ( a coffee shop ). so I drive up and see her on the phone with someone. she puts her finger up at me like " wait im on the phone " so I just sit and wait.

She gets off the phone and we talk and then I go back to her place and catch up. I tell her about LD and she laughs at the concept. I tell her she's dreaming and she says " Ok what ever " I then get fed up with her and leave after an hour long convo. I drive away and see a creek and by the creek is my old space ship I used to Adventure in. It's almond shape with 3 rockets, 2 wings, and all silver. I go in it a fly to my planet.

I arrive on my planet and go in my castle. I sit at my desk in my room and think about putting a " Dream Team " Together so we can Adventure and Explore. TEAM MUFFIN! I laugh and awake

So I've been practicing lucid dreaming for 2 years now and quit for a while, but now im starting to get back in to it for good.

I have a plan to share dreams with people a create a place in the dream world were all can come and have fun and learn new things about themselves and others. I am really REALLY good at lucid dreaming, and I would like to help anyone get into it if they are having trouble.

I've created my own planet for people to visit to learn how to LD better and or just chill and have fun. To me LD isn't hard at all, but this wasn't always the case. When I first started I always had trouble and used to us the DILD method to lucid dream, but with time and dedication I now can Lucid dream easily.

So If you are interested in Sharing dreams with me, let me know because I will be posting my Adventures on here again and want to Adventure with you all!

DILD #1-I wake up and see text in my close eyelids which I perceive as HH. I try to play with the text in hope it will intensify and form a dream. I end up playing with it for a bit before I hear what sounds like talking on a tv. I try to see through my close eyelids and I see my bedroom. I walk down a dark hall, slightly unbalanced, which leads to my grandma's kitchen. I hold the counter with one hand and attempt to fling myself underground into a void, which I do. There's now nothing but darkness so I imagine the ocean. Instead, though, an underground room appears. There's two young ladies standing on a small platform and below there's a man on a fancy chair eating. I wake up.

DILD #2-I wake up in my bedroom to see a billboard on the wall. As I'm observing it, a couple of large, creepy rabbits come hopping into view. I try to get up but I can't move. Thinking about what to do, I try to move the bed through telekenisis which works. I imagine my hand is on a control which can move the bed. I drive the bed though a dark hallway for a bit before I wake up.

Me and a group of other people go to a big super store. Everyone, including me, was dead set on leaving out of there with something. I wanted to buy an action figure mainly so I can feel like a kid again. I walk around, met other people from school but couldn't find anything. Eventually all the lights in the store were going off and I knew I had to go. So I was the only one who didn't get anything and for some reason it bothered me because it made me feel left out.

Snakes[Fragment]

I was with a group of people in a library and had a gotten a guitar from my dad that would allow me make my own special music. But than a group of anime girls came into the picture and i started mentioning how i was a fan of the girl with the black hair because of her voice acting. Than the anime boy with the snake costume got jealous and mentioned how he was going to throw himself to the mouth of a snake beast so he could transform. He kicked another guy that was going to do it and jumped into the mouth and said something about how unusual it was for someone to want to do something such as that.


Chips

I went into my old room where three girls around my age were. I got the impression they had just moved in with us too. I looked around for my bag of Doritos and found it on a chair but than i thought about forgetting it and coming back later for it and was about to leave. But than i changed my mind and turned around to see a girl sitting on it. " Can I have my bag of Doritos? Your sitting on it" I told the girl. She said yeah and got up. I took it but when i looked at it it was a bag of lays. "Sorry, this isn't my Doritos. I made a mistake" I said than held it out to her. "Keep it." She said eating a bag of her own chips. " Okay, thanks." I said than ate some of it as i was leaving.


Beansssss

I was outside walking around in the city looking for a place to get lunch. I thought i would settle for Mcdonalds even though i didn't want to go and only had a few change in my pocket. When I was in there though I felt like using the bathroom but i needed a receipt so i went to the front and waited second in line. "Mmm...This is so good. Did you try this girl?" said the teenage cashier girl to another. The taller one turned and walked to her and responded with a "No, but it looks really good."
I walked closer to see what they were talking about and it was green peas mushed inside a plastic container. "Here try some" said the girl as she was letting the other girl try some."MMMMMMM......."said the girl eating the beans again. "OK! We get it! Now give us our meat! I know vegetables are good with a side of meat but come on! We wanna eat what we order!" I shouted to the cashier girls. They gave me a attitude face and one of them replied to me saying how I didn't have to rush her. I than decided to leave because i didn't want them spitting in my food with anger because i shouted at them.

A older woman at the shop left too because of bad service and we ended up talking to each other about where might be a good place to have lunch. The lady mentioned i hop i think but i said i wasn't sure. Than she grew afraid of me following her and told me not to follow her and left.


Next Thing I recall

The next thing i remember is I was walking down a long black stair way inside a huge mall. You could see through the holes of the stairs that if you fell you would fall a long way and we were all evacuating the place so we had to be extra careful. But as we were going down i decided to try sliding down the stairs with both my hands. I put my hands at each side of the bars and slid down happily. Gravity was much lighter so things weren't bad about it and i felt confident. But when we went around and onto the other stairs and i ran a bit there was a older guy walking down the other stairs next to me. So when i jumped it rattled the stairs and his side began to look as if it was about to fall fast. We both ran onto the platform and suddenly the whole building began to shake. I slipped and covered my head as thousands of blue baskets rose to the air and were about to fall on me.


They fell and i protected myself from it but than i decided to leave as fast as i could out the building as some sort of competition for myself. I ran down a secret like stair way and than crawled out of a rectangular place like link from Zelda. What i crawled out of was a rectangular hole in the wall. Than I ended up outside where a villain had supposedly captured a cartoon man that was supposed to be my father. I was than grabbed by the man and thrown over the edge of a hill covered by trees so i could escape and go find help. I found the place beautiful and fun for exploration. Many flowers and many trees. I flew up after i fell down as if i was blown by the wind and used a vine from a branch to go around the facility that was there.

After flying around I ended up looking at a yard of a school and saw giant basketball players helping little kids. Than I got the falling feeling and started singing hoping a tree would catch me." I forgot how scary it felt to fall from such a high height in a dream" i thought. "No wonder i use to call Dawn to catch me." Than I started singing in Japanese calmly but a gust of wind blew me hard and i woke up.

Spoiler for tags from the night:

Delivering pizza. Lisanna downtown, following her. Small downtown. Car messing up. Seeing Christy and she ignores me. I deliver to a big party and chill there for too long.

Japan. Sneek in. Cut off sokeone leg. Dad helping me. He has been alone so long he has trouble talking. We both have to sneak past customs which is easier since we go through the military. Looking for a way to get a license so we can drive.

At a mansion. Young girl hitting on me. Annoying boy trying park our and getting in everyones way.

Dream outside pizza hutt and then Church hang out. The person beside me is talking like the YouTube channel

First dream was kind of crazy and because of the giant party in Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.
Second dream was a little weird because my dad was an extremely gifted spy in this dream, but his words were really jumbled, but I felt a lot of fear in the dream. Japan and and license and everything is from the obvious place of me learning all I can about Japan. I should have recognized that it was a dream when I felt fear in the submarine coming in to the bay.
Third dream is actually at a similar mansion to the one in the Japan dream (it was long and is very edited since I wrote that in the middle of the night), but this time it was in the US. The girl hitting on me was really good looking. I should have recognized it was a dream with how flawless she looked and how smooth the parkour was that she did.

Lucid
I woke up and set my alarm for 15 more minutes and put my headphones on. A few videos down the playlist and I finally fall asleep.
There is an empty lot across the street from my old work and all of the people from my church are hanging there in the middle of the night and watching the stars. I leave and come back real fast. When I make it back I am with a "friend". He is talking using the voice of the YouTube video.
"What if this is thousands of years in the future after the polar icecaps are melted and few humans are left and we are just the imaginations of children trying to regain pieces of the world that was lost."
"If that was true, then we would only exist when thought of, and would only be able to see and think predetermined things." I look around and water is filling up the car and the outside as I think this... oh yeah. I realize I am dreaming and RC.
"Also, we would only exist for short periods of time, not gonna waste it." I say. I phase through the top of the car and fly around for a second before waking up to my alarm.

The YouTube video is here and the part that I heard part of is at 4:30.
https://youtu.be/vvzQ4itkL70

Notes: I'm mad at my cat because he woke me up. I was chaining those challenges like woah.

My three-step goal for the Sensei Comp is to Reality Check, use Elemental Manipulation and Teleport. I shortened that to "Check, Fire, Port" so I could memorize it yesterday, or I never would have been able to carry that list into a dream.

Onto the dreams.

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I'm driving through, across, around a series of nicely winding roads. There are some problems with traffic, but it happens. I'm just enjoying the ability to slalom through the roads and enjoy the drive.

There's something about me dating a woman.

Then I'm Tony Stark, and I've just managed to get the arc reactor removed. Apparently I was dying immediately beforehand, because I get a phone call that goes immediately to voicemail, and I hear my voicemail playing morosely -

I rush to to the old-style landline and pick it up like a hot potato. "Pepper!" I say, "I was just going to call you!"

So Pepper's here, along with the other woman I was dating. At this point, I'm no longer Tony Stark, but I am some rich guy who needs to have kids to... um... leave things to. (It made sense at the time; let's just say that if I was playing as myself, this idea would really freak me out.)

Neither of the two women that I am now dating want to have kids, so I'm talking to a third woman who my family had an arranged marriage thing going on with. All four of us are sitting in a guest bedroom, hashing out legal details. The arranged marriage woman thinks that I should actually get married to one of the other two women because I'm romantically involved with them, but Pepper points out that marriage is actually a protection for the kids.

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(I wake up briefly and attempt to WILD. It doesn't work, but the dream goes lucid later on.)

My point of view is following a sky train car suspended from cables over a vast forest. Inside the train car are dozens of sloths, and they're crawling all over the inside and outside of the suspended car.

Now I'm inside a building in a downtown area, stone and brick and lots of windows. My hands are sore because I've been climbing the indoor jungle gym using only my index fingers... because that's what sloths do?

There are fireworks outside and I hurry over to a window to watch them with the three people I'm here with: my mom, a girl from my childhood who died a few years ago, and her mom as well. The fireworks aren't super extravagant, but they're inside the city over the square, so it's pretty cool to see.

Back inside the building on the lower floor, there's a grocery store. A villain—possessed Harry Dresden?—is threatening the people there.

I've wandered back inside, and while the grocery store is on the ground floor, I'm on the second floor despite having just walked in from the square. I remember the Sensei Comp, and think about how I've always had trouble phasing through a floor, even though walls aren't that hard.

I drop to all fours and focus on pushing my hands through the hardwood floor. Three inches down, four inches down.

I remember that in order to earn points, we do have to be lucid. OK, I think. I know I'm dreaming, I'm lucid, I'm lucid. I chant it as a mantra as I start to feel my knees sinking through the floor. I'm lucid, I'm lucid.

The floor has almost enveloped my torso and I blink -

I fly through the air and land on the floor below, coming face to face with Not Dresden. He turns from threatening the people in the store and looks at me with a wide grin. I ignore him.

Fire, fire is definitely a thing, I think to myself. Ah, reality check first. Then fire, then teleport.

"One, two three four five six," I count on my fingers. "Reality check done."

Then I throw a wall of fire at Not Dresden. He jerks back and dissipates the flame, but it's a close thing. The look on his face is something.

Also, apparently sending flames at your enemies counts as flirting.

i am travelling by car through a neighborhood. I see chain link fences. I see a house made of different color brick. I see a guy who wants to play a game but he can't talk.

steve and vanessa are talking, they are sitting outside in the reclining area of the big brother house. they are talking about how austin and liz are snuggling in the other room. steve wants to spy on them but he doesn't want to be weird. Vanessa is like, it'll be fine, just go do it. they were also talking about pac-man type maze eating game they are playing and he wants to play too. they wonder if the game is going to be part of the competition for the next week.

I'm on a date, we are riding in a canoe. I'm very gassy. I don't like the person i'm on a date with. I wake up a couple of times and think i can go back to it and be lucid but i'm still non lucid. After the date we are hanging out at the house. I'm still gassy. Loud Loud Loud farts. Weird soul music is on that i've never heard before. I'm looking for clothes to wear. I find a pair of wrinkled red pants in the dirty clothes. I tell her that i like the pants but they are wrinkled. She's not impressed. I don't care.

I'm trying to WILD last night at one point but it's not happening. I can hodl still for a few minutes but then I get bored and roll over and go to sleep.

I was in a backyard of my house. I saw a weird old woman that my older sister called a hag before, holding bag full of skeletons and dead fish bodies. She was emptying it. I thought that I should take some skeletons to my aquarium, and came closer to skeletons. Suddenly one of them started to move, and then fly. I was escaping from a flying fish skeleton.

-Shopping for Sims 4 CC online, picking out men's underwear in-game in CAS.

-Waiting outside church to go in, feel out of place, just here for a wedding in the family. Riding around parking lot in nice tall SUV with rich church people I don't really know, they're friendly though. Finally someone comes out and tells us they're running late but we can go ahead and come in. I see a little boy go in front of me, part of the family. The sky is overcast and it's humid and the church is out in the middle of some pretty, peaceful country. Inside, it turns into a movie party sleepover thing and the lights are mostly turned out. J & Sh are there and the three of us, plus some girl I don't know but I feel like I'm supposed to know, are in our pajamas. It's a bit cold though, so we have light jackets on over them. Mine feels bulkier than the others and I'm a little self conscious. A lady to my right, rich and churchy and a bit fat, starts talking to me and ends up showing me how to use a weird elastic neck brace. I know she has to use it because of poor health related to being overweight, but I avoid mention of that and just be polite. J walks to the other end of the room, probably to find the bathroom, and Sh joins in the conversation, which turns to the topic of health insurance. Sh says her dad still has her on the D1 plan or something. I laugh to myself in my head because she's older than me and far less independent. Irl my husband and I pay for everything we get.

-Something about being on an alien planet which is being invaded. The bad guys get the upper hand and take over completely, but they leave immediately and take all the stolen vehicles/technology with them (I guess to another planet). While they're gone, me and the remaining natives devise a plan which I don't really remember. I think we take everything they left over and build something awesomely powerful. I just know we're totally ready for them. Not long after, the baddies all come back, shocked to see all the scraps gone. We hit 'em while they're still shocked and it's a landslide victory for us!

-In a gym-like place, but it's really a big, tall carport with rubbery flooring beneath it. This carport is attached to a large, metal warehouse which seems to be kind of out in the country, or on the edges of things anyway. All the machines are crammed together, some actually tipped against one another. There are a handful of beefy dudes working out which I ignore. I'm here for my own workout. I try to get on a stair-stepper that's shoved between some other stuff, but it just starts to tip over so I spend my whole effort trying to keep it upright with just my legs. As I focus on this, the scene around me changes to a small, wood-shop-like room. There is a group of people around me, most younger than me, though I feel younger than irl. There's one guy who's in his 40s it seems and he's speaking to us as a group with a warm smile. It almost feels like youth group. There are tools and things hung all around the white walls and everyone sits in mismatched folding chairs. The speaker rests his arm on a wood-working table to his right. I'm still sitting on the freaking stair-stepper, which now has a seat, and I'm way higher than everyone else. Someone comments about how, "She's 5'9"!" (directed at me) and it seems to be a good thing because I guess we're going to be playing sports later on. I laugh and blush. I'm not really that tall irl btw.. lol.

-Watching some little cartoon with my little sisters. It's about a tall, bitter, unhappy lady with jet-black hair and pale skin. All of the girls around her are becoming "twitterpated" over the boys/men they like/love and she doesn't understand because she has no one like that, so she tries to undermine their relationships. At the end though, she meets a woman and falls in love and realizes that she's just like all the other girls and that it's okay to be "twitterpated" lol. I laugh at this and it gives me a happy feeling, but my sisters seem put-off, probably because their dad teaches them that being gay is wrong.. ugh. For those who don't know, "twitterpated" is a Disney ref. (Bambi) and basically means "head over heels"

So after my first LD (since childhood) three days ago I thought I would be getting LDs pretty regularly. Not the case. My dreams seemed to have shortened, or my recall has gotten muddy. And my WILD attempts have been wildly unsuccessful. I don't even get vibrations anymore. I'm a little bit paranoid that my medications (Levothyroxine and Stratterra) are interfering with my ability to LD. But I have researched both, and they seem to aid lucid dreaming, not hinder it. Oh well, I soldier on.

I am in a park. All these baby birds surround me. Their legs are extra long, so that it looks like they are walking on stilts. They are very hungry, and chirping at me for some food. I can see their little beaks opening in protest. They are so hungry they try to peck at my clothes. For some reason, I have one of those plastic red bags that my CSA (Community Supported Agriculture) uses to deliver their potatos. The baby birds are ripping it to pieces. I wonder where these birds' mothers are, and look around to find something to feed them. I see a giant plastic jar of peanuts. I walk over to it and grab it, opening it and dumping the contents on the lawn. The birds attack it and have it all eaten in like two minutes. Apparently there were apples in the jar as well, because they roll out and a pack of wolves arrive and eat them. Why the wolves prefer the apples to the babies birds is a mystery. Apparently the peanuts and the apples were supposed to be for a picnic my family was going to have. My sister-in-law had brought them. When she found out what I had done, she said I could have them.

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Somebody tells me I might have something called ver-Johnsonsing. Somebody else complains about English men coming home from foreign parts looking ridiculous in native garments. There is a tent community protected by this old stone wall. The wall is toppling, however, because a modern building had been built right up against it and is pressing the old wall back. I wander through the city of tents, following a guy on a bike.

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All my seminary friends are sitting together at those plastic foldable tables. My sister-in-law is busy taking pictures of us with a camera. We start pounding the tables and singing a praise song "Everyday, it's you I live for..." (Aaaah, get it out of my head!) Some people are using drumsticks to hit the tables with. I started hitting the table early, because my sister-in-law tells me to stop.

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This boy I know from somewhere, maybe highschool, says something sexist and offends me and my friend. I challenge him to a fight. Somebody tries to hold me back, I think it might be my mother, but I ask them to leave and the pressure disappears. We start to fight. I dodge and twist and pound my fists into his face. Everybody closes in like they want to finish him off. But I tell everyone to give him space and ask if he concedes. He nods. I tell him he has to apologize to my friend and to women for being a bigot. He does, his face red with shame.

dreampt i was at a music concert for a litle bit. at the concert there was a convenient store who was getting ready for the storm of people about to come in. every year toby would sell all there problems at a bargain after everyone came in.

was driving in colin car listening to some bass tunes on a cassette tape

was walking around some foreign land trying to find agar so we could go to the hotel. Igor wrote he could come anymore and to split the hotel three ways. they guy i was with kept talking to his brothers n the phone about going to tahoe. r

was at janis house. she looked a little bit pale. we were in a library facy house and i just wanted to take a nap.

at my backroom and a zombie apocalypse had broken out. everyone in the house was bit except me so i ran outside down my street. i got bit by a zombie hunter dog. these two guys were cheering me on. the dog got me but i killed him in the end.

i went back to my house where the zombie party was going on and was welcomed back in. i saw margaux there disguised as a zombie.

some guy had a little pipe and we smoked some weed.

then there was this big orgy festival later in the dream. we made a video and played it at the party. i was going to be part of a lesbian 3 some. but the dj fucked up and couldn’t figure out the music so it didn’t work out.