{ So I arrive at Star Island by a WILD } I get to the Island and plan on meeting some of my friends that I used to LD with back in the day. I look around the island and its pretty small; a couple of palm trees, a pink ocean, light brown sand, and volcano. I want to expand Star Island, but at the time I was more focused on finding my old pals. I had to create a way to travel to my friends location, so I used some Dream Magic to create a portal to my friend Zeta's house. I arrive at his place and I see him on top of his roof. " HEY MAGE! " he yelled as he waved his hands. I walk over and climb up the side of his house and get on to the roof with Zeta. " Yo Zeta whats up? long time no see friend " I hug him and then I look at his face. I see a face of worry and I ask " hey man you ok? " " Yea man, I was just thinking about somethin- it's nothing really... " He then went in his pocket and took out a cigarette. " Hey man you got a light? " he asked " Nope. " I say ( I dislike cigarettes ). I then ask " you do know you're dreaming right? " " Maybe?... Idk anymore kid, I'm to old for that kinda stuff " he said as he blows smoke im my face. I wave the smoke out of my face and say " C'mon man! don't you know that stuff is bad for you? " " hmm?- haha so what brings you here? " " I want to get the team back together again, like old times. " he looks out at his neighborhood and puffs out a cloud a smoke a sighs " I told you Mage I'm to old for that stuff now, It was fun wile it lasted." I shook my head in disappointment and said " man you're never too old for fun... well if you ever change your mind I made a new place called Star Island. " I gave him a map so he could find it. I got up and looked at him, he was still gazing out at the houses in deep thought. " Ok man I'm going back to my place. " I then made a portal and as soon as I made it Zeta got up and said " WOA DUDE WHAT THE HELL? HOW DID YOU JUST-" " Your dreaming fool. " I said. He then looked at his hands and looked at me and disappeared ( that means the person wakes up ) I then walk into my portal and arrive back on my island. I plan on just doing my own thing: working on my dream magic, working on building star island into an actual World, and working on getting Team muffin back in action. I look at my hands and shoot a purple chi blast out and it hits a palm tree and sets it on fire. I then create a wizard type Robe with a hood and create amethyst crystal staff. I point my staff down at the sand and create a giant sand castle and walk in the castle. I shape the castle so it has 4 rooms and one bedroom for me. The inside of the castle is not sand like rather its like an actual castle I decorate my bedroom how I imaged it in waking life When I adventured with my friends back in the day, we all had code names and mine was " Mage Cat" Because I was the Wizard of the group and I had a Cat head. I morph my head into a cats head I AM MAGE CAT!
First dream recorded NL - about being a LDer and getting very clear instructions from an expert tutor on how to go about it - very nice as I was being totally taken on as a good student who was top of the class having every ability to be a great LDer, I felt great - I did wbtb around 3-4am and listened to some binaural beats to sharpen my mind as I felt very tired - may have worked! Sat up for reluctant wbtb at 3 am and had a Late morning LD decided to lay on my left side (around 4.20 am)as I was now very awake and felt I needed to change my sleeping position and see what happens ( I usually attempt wild on my back) I knew I would fall asleep quite quickly on my side tho so I did my best to keep mind clear and repeat mantra "I am Lucid tonight " and " I know I am dreaming" At 5.54 am I woke to put this one in voice recorder - got a couple of short Lucids on my side! The first was a propper false awakening where it was the first time I have Actually realised I was dreaming as I lay there on my side in my bed - ha ha it felt great ! Having the awareness to bring my hands up to look at them ' great I am dreaming'! I sat up! And said 'I am Lucid ' - but Then I laid back down ... then I sat up again and went running into my mums room laughing ( my mum doesn't live here so I had quickly become non lucid ;( ...I then went back to bed and very soon realised again as I lay on my side "hay - I was actually dreaming again!"- I looked at my hands again - yes! " I am still dreaming " I said. This made me very happy and I got up easily from my bed and wandered out of the house - I tried to remember some tasks as I made my way out. The scenery was a bit grey so I feel it would have been good if I had taken time here to stabilise by rubbing my hands together or saying some mantras - so I think dream ability was pretty weak. A DC got in my way and un-nerved me a bit ; I didn't-want to get distracted so I managed to brush passed him - once outside I decided I wanted to climb to the top of a high rise building and jump off to test my Lucidity - ha ha - lucidity was low tho coz - as I tried to jump and climb up the side of a building I kept falling back down, no super power! Finally woke up knowing I have lots and lots to learn great experience!
WILD-I was trying to fall asleep when I started thinking about how neat it would be if the dream just suddenly appeared before my closed eyelids. Within seconds,bubbles rose around me and I was now underwater, looking up at the blue sky. I surfaced and found I was in the middle of the open ocean. The water was clear, blue, and vivid. I decided to see which way the current was flowing so maybe I could go back to land. A big wave rose up in the distance which gave me a clue. Looking up at the horizon I could see land. It looked like a boardwalk. I started to swim towards it, but woke up. DILD-I was at an arcade. As I was walking, I noticed the gravity was off. I could jump and stay in the air for prolonged periods of time. I realized I was dreaming. I decided to fly and check out the dreamscape. I was in a medium density city. I saw a bullet train and wanted to ride it. As I flew towards it, however, it disappeared. I continued to fly and unexpectedly reached the edge of the city. There was noting but hills and countryside in front of me. I thought this was neat. I saw a young lady on a white horse. I woke up and attempted to DEILD. I steadly progressed in falling back sleep until...an ad popped up. I had to read the ad before I could continue my lucid dream. These ads are everywhere nowadays! I realized I had a virtual reality headset on. I took it off and was pleased to see it said I had 35 minutes remaining in my lucid dream. I woke up.
Finally managed to become lucid. Usually I get up earlier but I was able to sleep in today. DREAM #1: [NLD] - My dad was driving us somewhere. I remember we had to drive up a really, really steep road (I'm not sure how we didn't fall off). We reached a house, which was apparently our new home. All I can really remember is that it was huge (a mansion). - I remember there being a small armadillo monster or something. Our uncle was over at the time. The armadillo-thing lived in the vacuum cleaner box. A plesioth also appeared. I think it tried to eat the armadillo-thing. - Later, our two cousins came over. In the distance, I could hear my brother and sister playing video games with them. Since there were only 4 controls, I decided to go take a shower. As I did, some of my parent's friends were walking around in the house. I don't remember if they noticed me. - I was back on the road with my younger sister, who is driving the car (not sure why I let her, since she's too young). Well, I wasn't too worried. We were driving up the steep road again. She released the brakes and the car began to slip backwards, but she pressed on the pedal and we began to move forward again. When we reached the top, the area was crowded with people. We were in a poor neighbourhood now. There was a guy who helped us through the traffic. - I remember standing in front of a desk with a Japanese man seated behind it. I was with my female friend (don't know in waking life). I wanted to surprise her by signing up for the Karuta tournament as well. I asked the man if I could join the middle tier, and he corrected me by saying, "Middle 級 (Kyuu)". I joined that and surprised my friend, as I'd expected. We entered the room where the competitions would be held. It was a small gymnasium packed with people (maybe around 50-70 people). We took a seat on the right wall, near the top right corner. In the centre of the room there was a giant board - apparently this was where the team games would take place. To the side, there were smaller Chinese chess boards where the individual matches would occur. I think I saw Jacob Pinto here. One of the organizers appeared and told everyone that the matches would be delayed until 3:40pm (so the whole thing would end around 4:30pm). I thought about how I was supposed to get home before then and felt a little bit anxious. Dream #2: [DILD] I was walking around in a school when I become aware (semi-lucid). I tried to stabilize the dream, but I only remembered 1/3 of my routine (knowing where my waking body is, knowing that the dreaming world is my own creation). A moment later, I'm outside. There is a lot of grass around with some patches of concrete. Nearby, there are a few guys playing a ball game. I suddenly remember that I want to try manipulating time, so I try to manipulate the ball mid-flight so that it is in slow-motion. I fail at this, so instead I opt with telekinesis. Effortlessly, I pull it towards me, but I don't really do much else. I also remember my goal to practice a waking life hobby. As I prepare for it, my vision blurs and I end up losing awareness. I walk around for a bit, looking out at the field. There is a guy by a sandpit, practicing front flips while his buddy watches from further away. There is also a woman with short hair coaching a female soccer or American football team. She runs further out into the field. To her left, I can see a bunch of girls jogging, preparing to train. The guy practicing flips talks about how there is little safety regulation for sandpits. As he does so, his friend runs up and bails a front flip, nearly smashing into the other guy. Somehow, he manages to stop himself, but the two end up in an awkward position. As I'm walking away, a female student with red hair appears and begins to talk to me. I gain a bit of awareness. She assumes that I'm on a sports team for some reason (it made sense in the dream), but I corrected her by explaining that I wasn't. She told me her name was Bree, and then she left. DREAM #3: [MILD] ~ first time succeeding with MILD. I was at a school again. It looked similar to the one in my last dream, but it wasn't exactly the same. The dream kept "blacking out". I thought I was waking up and falling asleep when really, I was just popping in and out of FAs. A bunch of dream time was spent just "waiting until I returned t the dream". I'm not sure what I did during that time - maybe staring at black space. I went through 2/3 of my stability routine (focusing on waking body, recalling goals). In an attempt to test out how real the dream felt, I raced down a hallway towards the school's cafeteria. I could feel the wind against my skin, and the impact of each step against the ground. It didn't feel completely like reality, but it was vivid enough. - hobby: I practiced backflips in the cafeteria (which was empty). I landed the first one. I tried again, this time focusing on a banner with some words attached to the wall. I jumped backwards too much and tucked too soon, ending up on my back. I didn't really feel any impact. - flying: I flew very briefly. I was outside and I decided to fly over a metal wire fence. - interact with a DC: back in the cafeteria, I asked a DC what their name was. He looked to be a bit older, maybe in his 30s. I also asked him another question and he replied with something kind of funny. I also talked to a strange DC - a floating pink skull and a ghost thing in a blue robe. They were standing at the other side of the gate I flew over. - elemental manipulation: I summoned a fireball by overturning my hand and spreading my fingers out. At first it didn't work, but after two failed attempts I succeeded. It was a small, bright orange flame (closer to yellow rather than red). The ball of flames seared against my skin. I could feel the heat radiating from it, but there was no pain. I clenched my fist to un-summon it. There was a sizzling noise and smoke was released as the fire vanished. I noticed some burn marks on my hand, so I decided to summon some water from my left hand (I couldn't see it). I then sprayed the water at my right hand. It felt really nice.
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Old Couple I was in an attic with a old man and his wife. She was telling me about a magic radio and about antique plates she had. Trap Went to Mcdonalds and met a tech boy who showed me something where you could keep your parakeets safe. They looked like wallets that he stuffed the birds in. I got scared and recalled that they needed to breathe and started opening the wallets like crazy. A hand ball of dirt came out of a small bag i opened too. .... I was at a park where a crowd of people were watching a man doing funny stuff. As he was making the crowd laugh he started getting closer to me and i felt creep out by him. I moved than suddenly was warped into my bedroom where I started to talking to a girl that reminded me of my old friend from high school. But than she changed into a light skin girl with a long black pony tail. That's when i realized that she couldn't have been my old friend from high school. Besides she was acting really strange. Suddenly she told me how her cat really liked me and came closer like she was going to show me something. But ended up trying to rape me instead. So I left the room and ended up in the living room where she had released the cat. It was hiding and i was going to look for it but when i saw her step out of the room I just ran out the house. I thought I was being haunted for a moment when i ran outside though. I looked around and looked like it was the afternoon but getting dark. I was afraid my dad would come home and wonder where i was but i just felt like i had to run away from that girl. I tried to take a guy's bike i saw but than changed my mind and looked at my porch. The girl came back outside, looked around than went back inside. I than thought about how stupid i was being because she looked sort of disfigured when she came out and remembered it was a dream. But the question was. Should i go back inside....i woke up before i could decide. Shopping Mall Exploration I had arrived outside of a shopping mall surrounded by other stores around it. I had the feeling my mom had wanted something from payless but also felt like buying something for myself with the money i had but i didn't know what. I went around a store hoping to find the entrance to the bigger shopping mall. But ended up back where i started. I looked around at the crowd of people around me than back at the stores i saw before thinking to try again. I ran around and ended up in a different place but it still looked like i was in the same area. So I decided to run around again and after running for the last time it occurred to me that i must be dreaming. At the same time though I started getting a feeling that I was being followed by the cops or someone in the crowd. But i decided to dismiss it. What I really wanted to do was search for something interesting i could only find inside my mind. I walked further and ended up inside a mall library store. It was filled with fresh new books just calling for my attention. I really love going to a store that sells new books and paper and pencils. Why? I'm just a creative person who enjoys making things and learning about new things that grab my attention. So anyways I ran through the store looking at all the books happily but than someone pulled me into a corner. In that corner I saw a rack filled with clocks and antiques. Mostly of cats. But there was this white rectangular clock on the rack with a small pink decoration on it that grabbed my attention. I thought about how funny it would be if i saw this clock in real life and my mind replicated it but i cant recall it. Than the so called person pulled me back and i started talking to it. It was a guy because i heard the voice but could not see him. As I was talking though out of no where a phone appeared in my hand and i started talking to him on it.I remember some of our conversation go like this... "Whats your favorite country?"[me] "My favorite country...Utah. Theres a lot of good looking people there." {Utahs not even a country now. its a state. >w> Now that I think about it though when i asked the question I was thinking of the US being a possibility so I must have forgotten to mention country or state.- w - Wow.) "Um...I forgot where that was. Is that in Texas?"[me] "[Silence]....". "Sorry. I'm not very good with places.Well, whatever..."[me] Than he starts talking about something I don't remember and i cut him off. "So whats your name?"[me] "....ria...aggh I almost said it. I'm not telling you my name." "Why? Just tell me it!"[me] Than he ends up taking me to a room and tells me to go to sleep cause hes going to see a little girl. I say no at first but than just lie down and wait for him to come back.But than i get bored of waiting and get up and walk around. I end up somewhere inside a city though and start calling for the guy to come back. That's when a black suited, neon blue, ninja appeared and made clones of himself in front of me. I asked if her was the same guy i was talking to and he said he was and seemed like he was going to try and scare me though. But he didn't. He just grabbed me than two other people came to the picture and they looked like my brother's friends. Than something happened where they wanted to do a video game ritual where their sins would be transferred into reality by a controller. I tossed the controller that they handed me though an than they started making fun of me. We ended up back in the house though where i told them to shut up and punched someone's face even though it didn't hurt or make them budge. Than I woke up. No way is Utah in Texas. XD This is definitely because i haven't looked at the maps a lot.
Updated 08-22-2015 at 05:39 PM by 67570
Just wanted to back log one from a couple of nights ago as I really enjoyed it. 20/8/2015 I can tell I'm nearly in as I feel like I'm standing up so I start to fall forward and get the falling sensation. I put my hands out and get up, even though I can't see anything yet, I can feel my body and as I get up the Dream forms and I'm in. I'm in my kitchen (surprise, surprise) so I walk into my living room and see if the picture of space is there this time. It is and instead of picking it up I do what I thought of yesterday and run and try to jump into it, I try but land on the table and knock it over. I go to jump into a bigger picture hanging on my wall but there's a different picture hanging there to what's there in WL so I don't bother as it's to abstract. I go out the front of my house and try the zoom thing I wanted to try to get to space, I look at the floor and pinch my finger together trying to zoom me up into the air like zooming out with a phone but it doesn't work, I try a few times but get nothing. I walk down towards the bollards but can feel the Dream slipping and I can't hold onto it and wake up. Disappointing Lucid with not much done. Lasted about 2/3 minutes. WL vividness until the last 30 seconds or so as I could see and feel it slipping. Now the good one (2) I'm in my kitchen and become Lucid as the Dream forms, I go out my back door and around the side by my pond, it's daytime and nice and sunny. I try to imagine a phone in my pocket and pull it out to try the zoom out trick again. I try fist just pinching my fingers together over the ground but it doesn't work, after imagining the phone I open google maps and then try but it doesn't work. I then see if I can still lighten or darken the Dream so put out my hand and lift it slowly up. It works, the scene gets much brighter and as it was bright already, it looks kind of washed out now so I slide my hand down to darken it. I then try to make it night so do this again a few times each time making it darker and darker until night. Now I know I can still do it I pull the light back to a nice sunny day and as I'm doing that I notice the field opposite me starts to change, there's a very large lake with lots of water lilies on it and it looks really nice glistening in the sun. I now change my goal and decide to just explore this instead so I jump over my fence and I'm standing by the lake. There's a huge open space out in front of me, it reminds me of a huge game reserve in South Africa or something. There's huge flat plains of pale yellowish grass that's been beaten by the sun and in the distance a few trees scattered around. I start to scan the horizon looking for signs of life, I think about my get to the Triassic/Jurassic period goal and start imagining dinosaurs in the distance. When I look over to my right I see two massive Elephants! They're quite a distance away but they look really huge and so cool! One looks up at me as I walk towards it and it puts it head down and starts to charge me. As it get closer it's coming with at a good speed and is getting bigger and bigger as it closes in on me. I'm not scared as I completely aware I'm Dreaming and enjoying the sight when I think of something, I think it was on hulk I watched the other day where they just kind of run into each other head first, so I thought "yeah, I'll try that" and as the Elephant got very close I bend my head down and charge it head on! Stopping it right in its tracks instantly. I didn't want to hurt it though and it was fine, it was now standing right in front of me and it looked incredible! I've never seen one in W life before but they must look just like this! Everything about it looked so real! it's skin had little cracks all over it. It's sheer size and the way it now slowly moved as I walked around it, touching its trunk and feeling it's skin. It even had flies on and around its eyes, it was that real looking! It's just amazing what the mind is capable of when I've never seen an Elephant in W life but now feel like it would be exactly the same if I did, only I wouldn't be able to get as close in WL as I could here to a wild one at least. After admiring it for awhile I felt really great and didn't mind if I woke up right after as it was a great experience in itself. I didn't though, I walked a little way and came across a building. Inside was a room with different corridors going out from it, so I walk down one of the corridors and into another smaller room. Inside was a small, old fashioned TV playing something, a fruit machine and a few other bits and pieces. I then see hanging on the wall above the door there's a baseball bat, so I take it and think "f**k it, let's smash some stuff up" and I smash the TV screen with it a few times. The sound of the breaking screen is great, sounds, looks and feels very real and satisfying so I start smashing up the fruity, which again feels good. I walk out the room and move a little way more down the corridor and there is door after door all the way along, so I check a few more doors and just quickly peek inside each one and it's like, inside every room is something different to try. In the first one it was set up so you could smash things with a bat. In another there was tons of sweets and cakes to eat. There was some other activity in another room but for some reason I can't remember what it was. I think to myself this is a good idea! To get lots of different experiences in one Lucid by having a corridor full of different rooms, each with a different activity or experience inside is very cool and that I'll have to try to get to this place again. I walk into another room slightly bigger than the rest and there's a sword, baseball bat and lots of other weapons in a tall bucket of some sort. I pick up the sword, it's a long, straight, slim sword with an angled tip rather than your classic sword. It's also a dull grey. I know this must be a killing experience room about to happen and I've never really killed any Dream characters before, not on purpose anyway and I've never stabbed or hacked any up. As this place is built for experiences I think "ok, let's see what this looks and feels like" and some guy dressed in a strange looking uniform comes through a door holding a sword. We start to fight and I stick him in the right side of his neck and as I pull the sword out, it's followed by a trail of spurting blood, again this looks very graphic and realistic and the guy drops down dead. I drop the sword and go looking for another room but the Dream fades. I come back round and I'm in my old school, outside k block. It's break time and there are loads of people out. A girl walks towards me and she's beautiful, she's older than most of the other people there and looks about 22. She has dark blond hair styled in a kind of scruffy looking way but it looks really good, she's wearing a short top showing her stomach and just looks great. I somehow know that we're together and she just walks into my arms and we kiss. Another couple come over to us and say hi, again I can somehow tell we're friends and it feels kinda like I've stepped into another life, like Sam Becket from Quantum Leap lol. I lose the Dream though and wake up. Excellent Lucid! The Elephant was so amazing and I can't wait now to get to a period involving Dinosaurs! If they look half as good as the Elephants then WOW. Got in my usual way and after having a short one that I was a bit dissatisfied with as I didn't get anything done, this more than makes up for it. WL vividness and complete W memory. Nice and long lasting about, 15/20 minutes? Maybe more.
Just thought I'd post my Dream Jornal up starting from last night. I'll pretty much just copy and post them from my IPad so forgive spelling, grammar and punctuation. All will be Lucid Dreams but I'll put them in red anyway as some start off non Lucid. 22/8/2015 I'm lying in bed looking at my IPhone watching something on it. I don't know I'm Dreaming yet but I'm trying to get it to snap me in to a Dream, not realising I'm already in one. After a few moments I feel different and know I'm Dreaming laying in bed. I get up and jump out my window, I hover in the air for a few seconds using the Jetpack method, then land in the street. I still have my IPhone in my hand so I chuck it at a car on the bay to see the window smash but it hits the door instead, I then think I need that phone to try something so pick it back up. It was a little smashed by otherwise ok so I imagine a button on it to transport me to Ancient Rome but as I press it nothing happens, I try again but again nothing happens so I try pulling the Dream scene from the corner like I read on the forum a yesterday but it doesn't work. I then walk round the back of the flats over the road where I got the Stargate to work before, at first I can't see it but as I walk towards it can see a red energy and know it's there. I try to imagine Ancient Rome and see a scene through it briefly but then it goes away. As I walk through it though the scene comes back and I'm now standing inside it! I'm standing near a sea or massive lake and it's very Romenesk looking. There's a large depression close to the water like a beach but made of thick paving stones with carvings on each one. There's also an awning of some sort and it's held up by big bits of smooth, carved driftwood. You can see it hasn't been cut but nicely shaped and each one has carvings on the sides showing the lighter wood coming through. There's also lots of colourful flowers all around, not in the ground though as it was all quite light and sandy but in big porcelain or China tubs. The flowers are mainly reds and purples. I walk around looking at the different things and smelling the flowers but lose the Dream. I go on to have a few more Lucid's after this. WL quality with full W memory. Not sure of length with this as I linked a few together but nice and long period of Lucidity.
Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid Lucid #2??: That Sexy Corner I think that I'm still waiting to fall asleep, but I start to get that funny dream feeling and realize that I may have blanked out for a bit. I nose pinch and blow right through, becoming lucid! I will my legs to ooze to the floor, then I'm up and out in an OBE-style lucid. It feels dark and a bit faint, so I rub my hands together and say, "I'm out of bodyyyyyyyy!! Oh yeah, out of body!" My perspective switches to looking up at the corner where the ceiling meets the walls. This is unexpected, but I just pretend this is what I wanted to look at all along. "Oh yeahh!!" I say. "That sexy corner!" This seems to give me my control back, and I walk out into hall, vaulting over the railing and walk downstairs. The dream is much better lit now, and I walk over to the front door to look outside. Wife is standing there and I get the sense that she's going to ask me to take care of some chore, and I mentally remind myself not to get caught up in any distracting pseudo-waking life tasks. This loss of concentration somehow snaps me back to lying in bed. I ooze out onto the floor again, and I mutter something about having to go all the way back down now. My grumpiness seems to take me out of the proper mood and the dream ends.
Hey, well i was preparing myself for OBE, and suddenly i did trick my body to fall asleep and i think i woke up in my room and couldnt easily move etc but somehow i managed to ask for Guideness from the (good) spirits etc and i said loud that any bad spirits should dissapear and i am controling this then i thought to jump of my body to real astral project like i wanted to see my self and then experience, i did but i forgot to check on my self lol, i think it was kind of mixed with lucid dreaming cus to be honest i directly went to jump from my window and i had the lucidity feeling that i ahd before and i flied randomly, but i fall few times and got my mind back to bed and/sleep paralysis but i went back to the dream like continue where i last, sadly i just forgot to check my self to be sure i am astral or LD, but i think it was lucid mostly cus it wasnt also thaat vivid i know how vivid are my lucid dreams so i think i continued with lucidty doing fun around explore random places near my place etc when suddenly i went to a kiosk shop (mini shop where u buy tobacco etc) and i bought few things and somehow i got a boner lol i told the owner ill be back in a min and i went outside and some lady saw my boner and kind of started playing it and .... i wake up lol =D
The huge human chain I took a little walk through a park and it was all silent and peaceful... until then. Behind the next curve a few people appeared but I walked on as I would easily get past them. Then a few more popped up and more and more and more... Soon I realized that it wouldn't end in the next few seconds and stepped aside on a smaller path to not get overrun in the mass. It was unbelievable how many people actually passed me and how loud it gotten suddenly. Most people were chating and a few just looked straight forward which made me feel kind of uncomfortable. Interestingly they all seemed to have the same cultural background, kind of an arabic touch. When the chain had finally passed two people walked behind it who totally did not fit to the others. Still wondering what they all were up too. The hunting game I visited a fun park with one of my friends and we were looking around for some attractions there. To be honest it was kind of hard as the place was huge and not far from being a labyrinth. Huge walls blocked your sight so orientation was hard. In the distance a girl was waving her arms signalising us to come over. We followed her and sat down on a bank and she explained the game to us that we would be playing in a minute. There is a team of animals and a team of hunters. The animals try to hide all other the place while the monsters, geared with a toy bow and toy arrows, have to find them and get one succesful hit to get them out. It sounds very easy but the place was pretty gloomy and it was hard to tell if the moving person in the distance is an animal or a monster. So it happened that I shot out a few of my monster team mates which was pretty stupid actually. Too bad I didn't see how the game ended. What a waste of time The gloomy room didn't make the impression you expect but it was a maths room. The teacher was totally unknown to me but I didn't question that too much as she directly flooded us with tasks. What a horror, doing maths in the late evening/night... The worst thing was that nothing worked out like I wanted it to. First off I had no idea how to complete the task at all so I just tried to do something with my calculator. The task was to construct some weird graph and get information for some points on it. Too bad that my calculator just gave me out a bunch of non-sense letters and numbers I couldn't understand. At some point I just facedesked and "fell asleep" just to have a false awakening the "next morning" without any solutions. Now I started to really question that weird situation and did a RC. As expected I had more than 5 fingers once again. All that time wasted for math, my free time... I just facedesked again and woke up for real this time.
Morning of August 22, 2015. Saturday. In the first part of my dream, there is a backstory being reviewed with some clarity (though seemingly in a different level of unconsciousness than the rest of my dream). It is an event related to when someone supposedly photographed a shark in a highly unlikely area in a lake, though it is not clear that it is at a lake at first. It seems that at least some people think it was taken in the ocean. The “shark” is shown near some people including two children (male and female), some of them in the foreground and making it hard to identify the animal as a shark. It seems unusual that people would be so close to a shark for the sake of resulting in such a photograph in which it could not be fully identified anyway (as the picture does seem staged). There is only the one photograph. Eventually, it is revealed that the fish is not a shark but a muskellunge. Somehow, this large fish ends up in our bathtub, where my family and I keep it for a time. It is seemingly at Barolin Street (where we have not lived in years), though the bathroom is a bit different. The big long fish fills much of bathtub, which remains half-full with water until the scene changes later. Time seems to pass, perhaps a few days. I go in to look at the fish and it is no longer moving. It is much thinner than it was, possibly even dead. It looks somewhat transparent, and the bathtub is now only about a quarter full. I go and get a large bucket of fresh water and pour it in. Eventually, the fish starts moving again. Later, when I look again, the fish has transformed into an unclothed dark-haired male (of about twenty) of an almost divine essence, though also much like a younger version of me. He gets up, though remains standing in the bathtub. He talks to Zsuzsanna and I for a short time, but I do not recall his words. I do recall asking him how he can understand the human language (and I do use “human language” instead of “English”). I ask him this very close to his ear. He seems cheerful and healthy. From here, my dream fades. The muskellunge is a symbol of Wisconsin, where I lived from mid-1978 to the first part of 1994 (as well as when I was very young, from 1963 until 1967). The fish is this dream’s emergent consciousness factor, additionally validated by the fact that it becomes a younger version of me. As I had sustained and vivified my dream deliberately (though subliminally) with water reinduction, this makes my emergent consciousness less like my current conscious self for a time. There may also be an association with “The Incredible Mr. Limpet”, a 1964 Don Knotts movie I saw several times in my youth and enjoyed very much, though that in fact involved the opposite plot; a man transforming into a fish.
Updated 03-14-2018 at 08:59 AM by 1390
Morning of August 22, 2015. Saturday. Yet again, I am back in my childhood home in Cubitis. The setting, though, is more near the entrance into the kitchen, though still in the living room area. For whatever reason, there is a character present who seems to be a version of actor Anthony Hopkins, who starred in the first movie my wife Zsuzsanna and I ever saw together in a theater before we we married (“Shadowlands”, about C.S. Lewis). He remains mostly standing near the entrance to the hallway and talking to me about how good an artist I am and the aspects of what I am working on at the time. This does not trigger lucidity in any way. I am seated at a table, making some sort of large drawing with just a few felt pens, yet still get the impression it is related to a painting - or maybe it will become a painting eventually. I make a statement a bit later of how I wish I had more of a variety of colors to work with. The more the actor comments positively on my work, the more I seem to absentmindedly start adding random lines and what may eventually eliminate the original image. The image seems to be an ambiguous scene, seemingly as seen from a window, but with both winter (as there is seemingly sparse snow) and summer features. There is a bird (unknown species) near the upper middle of the image as well as trees and a sunrise or sunset. Its wings are out as if in flight, though I think it may also be on a branch at one point, as the image changes over time. There is an unusual nature to my work at one point. I try to focus on it and even “explain” it to the actor (and my wife who is present) before I wake. The concept makes no sense at all, though. It is something like including an additional layer over the image as someone else has also painted or drawn the same scene (elsewhere) but slightly smaller, or something like me making the picture as if someone else were drawing it as a “reflection” into my drawing. (It is hard to explain, as it does not make much clearer sense in my dream, either, though I suppose it could also be related as my image being on an easel within the actual scene but the easel being transparent and showing the scene more realistically through the outline of my less-formed artistic version.) Although my image was seemingly very well-done in the first part of my dream, I am adding lines (wider apart) over previous lines, removing the more defined nature of the image, supposedly superimposing the art of someone different over my own version. I am starting to think that Anthony will become annoyed with what I am doing (in “ruining” my original work), but he has not commented at this later point. All in all, this may simply be yet another metaphor for the waking process; that is, my dream becoming less-defined as I am waking even though my dream-self is attempting to clarify or change the dream’s energies somehow. During my work in the mid-1980s, I found that many dreams can be seen in this manner, especially flying dreams, which represent the state of dreaming itself.
Updated 01-17-2017 at 08:12 AM by 1390
Morning of August 22, 2015. Saturday. It seems I am returning to, I think, fourth grade, though the school is actually the one I only went to the first part of first grade to in reality (before moving to Florida). I am more like a miniature version of my adult self instead of seeing from a child’s perspective. For whatever reason, a faux “child version” of actor Billy Burke (as he appears on the television series “Zoo”, one of the only shows we watch presently) is also going to school (complete with glasses and a five o'clock shadow). He walks on my left side and I talk with him about what to expect as we head towards the main entrance. In a way, this seems odd due to the fact that I had supposedly gone to this same grade several times before (which is not like any aspect of reality - in fact, they always wanted to put me two grades higher in the earlier grades - though I refused their advice). It is also a slight association with apparently having been the same age before. As we go into the school, I realize that the school had recently been in some sort of bad weather that destroyed many of the records. In fact, the floors of the halls are still wet, with a few puddles here and there. I see random sheets of notebook paper and partly opened damaged backpacks here and there, the notebook pages of homework and schoolwork ruined by the water. I do not know quite what to think as it seems school will not be held this day even though a lot of students are arriving. Only on one level do I associate a real life event from 1966 with this scene. I had gone to the school grounds on what was apparently a day off (my mother not being aware of this for whatever reason) and on my way into the building, I accidentally splashed into a puddle that was deeper than I first thought. Once I got into the building, two teenage boys took me into the principal’s office and went on and on about it being the worst thing I had probably ever done (one boy actually sitting on the principal’s desk, the other in the chair) and how much trouble I would be in for “tracking water into the school” and misbehaving. It was only later that I began to realize that this event did not really make any sense. I was only five at the time and for whatever reason, thought these boys might actually be part of the legitimate school system, perhaps the sons of the principal or one of the teachers. I never reported this incident and simply walked around in the building before going home later, and never understood why the building would be open if it was an actual holiday. It is possible that “Billy” is a play on “bully” here, though I cannot be certain. The only other embarrassing event from this time period was dropping all my math flashcards all over the intersection near Rose Street and I absentmindedly ran around picking them all up (including in front of moving cars) while the crossing guard stopped all the cars for a few minutes, me chasing after some of them as the wind blew them around. I actually kept these cards until just after I moved back to Wisconsin, a few of the cards still having tire marks on them.
NLD LD Comments/Thoughts Bedtime: 1 am 6:30 Sit with a Friend A in a Transporter on the backseats. my phone is sticked on the left site over the window and i/we watch someting. A girl come by and asks something i dont remember (where is the market or something) i tell her and she goes again. we keep watching. slowly someone approaches the Transporter and opens the left backdoor and divert our attention to him while someone else opens the right frontdoor and takes something. i notice this and get out of the car and see whats happening. it is a turkish man with 2 children. he says he was just asking something/looking something and put it back. they go and i get in the car again. I tell A where the charger cabel is and that if he want to he can use it and put it afterwarts in the shotgun seat or backseat. The girl is coming back and asks me on which booth i am working and i answer her at the organic sausage booth. she smiles and tells me that we probable might see each other again. now i am alone in the car and i look out of the window and see some feet away a lantern. on this lantern a companioned couple is sitting up on the lantern. i look at them some time and then they seem to want to go down. she pushes him and he falls down and lands on his head but have enough momentum that he turns 180° and lands on his feet unharmed. [sure this makes sense...] she jumps down. a female friend of mine J comes back and there is a transition and we are in a bed together in a room. we kiss eachother and stand up. she jumps up to me and wraps her arms and legs around me and i kiss her again and go with her out of the room. she leaves to the toilet and i go to two friends L and A. L says schelmak or something to me and i answer sholva kre (stargate). he smiles because he seemed to mean something different. on the right site there is "nature" some trees i think a lake or something. transition and i am in the city at "ständeplatz" [a traffic tram station] and i am waiting for J i go the street down and a bus drives towards me and another friend is sitting in there and he saw me. i think about to wait for him so i can say hi but actualy i want to the girl so i keep going. wake up/dont remember WBTB and WILD attempt: i forget some of the beginning. I am in my room and lucid. i walk around and after some time a girl is in my room i go to her Spoiler for sexstuff: and touch her front and backhole with my hands. it feels good and i get horny but then my vision gets black and i try to DEILD. i fail and land in a NLD. ............... I am in the Microbiologie Department and enter the lab. my chef [from biochemistry] is sitting at my place and talks to a postdoc. As i come near he stands up and wants to go. i ask him if he wants to see my new results that he might be interestet in. he says yes and i turn on my laptop. that needs some time. he is waiting. i see the desktop and someone come to me and ask if i didnt do anything yet today because its still the desktop and nothing else. i tell him i just booted the laptop. i search the file. now there is a screen plugged in. its a really old CRT screen and stands crooked. i have problems in finding the files i am searching for and try to set the screen straight. my chef [now the chef of the microbiology] gets angry and screams a little bit around and i keep searching. a videogame pops up some times and i have still my problems. but then i remember where to find the documents and tell him i found it sit i will show you. i open the folder but again the game is poping up. i close it with Cntrol F4 and show him the results. he excuses himself for getting angry. next to me J is sitting and working on a gel image. she has two bands and thinks about but 2 proteins in one lane so she gets the desired bands [what would be manipulation of results...] i say something to her i dont remember and leave the room. i head right and on the end of the hallway there is a woman. i come near and she is barefeet what makes me wonder. i look shortly out of the window and turn around. while moving back i get a feeling i might dream and do a nosepinch and get lucid. i leave the hallway thru a door and am in the "lounge" of the institute. i go left and some stairs up there stands a girl. i approach her and asks her if i migh kiss her. she asks if i want to and i give her a second look and see that she has a burning scar on her chest and is not that attractive. i say nah and keep going. she goes the stairs down and i shouts "i will summon myself a perfect redhead girl right there". i go to a little waiting area with chairs and so on and want to summon the mentioned girl behind me but it gets black again... i try to fall asleep again with counting in the hope for higher awarness into the dream 9:00 i am in a hospital. i leave my room and go into another room where i grease myself some sandwiches. a girl with tattoos on her legs comes in and flirts with me and goes again. i take the plate and go back to my room. i want to eat the sandwiches as a doc comes in and tells me i am not allowed to eat my own food. he takes the plate away but eats the rice on the plate. i say its nice that atleast he might eat my food and ask him how its taste. he says its okay but not good. he leaves and i pour some water of a thermos bottle into my glas. Transition and i am at my old home where we lived before my parents broke up. i am alone and in the living room. interestingly everything seems pretty realistic and as it was then. normaly there always looks something different than IWL i sit on the couch and watch TV. i ate a snickers i think because there is the wrapping lying on the table. i want to eat more and i go to the kitchen. i dont want to miss the thing i watching but i think i could wind it back later when i come back from the kitchen. in the kitchen there is some cut watermelon and i have the feeling my roomate R did this and i wonder why he cut so much of it when he is not even here. i take a piece and keep going to the cupboard and look insight. there are like 10 boxes of ricewaffels with choclate. i again dont get it why we need so much of it. but i think i smoked some weet after a long time and now i can finally run free on my munshies. i look out of the window and see some houses and they are very sharp and vivid and i wonder how long i didnt notice them. i turn around still chewing and get the urge to do a nosepinch. this one is positiv but i am not sure what it means because i have something in my mouth. i count my fingers and yes lucid. i take another piece of the melon and move to the livingroom. there comes out music out of the tv now and i think about if i stop and listen but i dont want to wait so i open the balcony and jump and fly away on a near parking lot. i rub my hands and they are sticky from the watermelon. i think this is a good sign and the dream is stable. i want to summon glasses just like that in my hands and imagine to put them on my nose but there where no glasses in my hand and that dont feel right. i try now to summon them out of my pocket but my hand is to fast in the pocket befor i could realy incubate the tought. so i dont find anything. then i think right my glasses are behind me on the ground i sure lost them when i landed from flying. i turn around and there they are. i pick them up and put them on. but i cant notice an effect because in the same moment a foreign guy with his bike stops right next to me and want to know the way to somewhere. he mixes some languages and i dont understand him. i dont want to understand him neither and interrupt him while he talks and say i dont know i dont care i dont have time...i wants to fly away again so he stops annoying me but then he turns around and drives away. i am alone again and want to summon my redhead beauty now. i think that from behind she will approach me and as i turn around there is a redheaded nice girl. i am suprised a little because i notice that i had no image in my head just the words redhead beauty and find it interesting what my mind made of it. i move towards her and she drifts away from me. i say hey dont run away and she smiles and come closer. i take her hand and we walk together. i start to let one stone levitate. then two at the same time. as i want to let 3 stones levitate i dont find anymore... i tell her hey look what i can and let one stone fly far away from us and back again. i look behind and there is a backpack which i let levitate for a short periode of time. we keep going and again everything gets black. i am too excited to DEILD last NLD at the morning: i am in a apartement and there where some guys eating something in the kitchen. they leave and Farin urlaub [a german musican] is there now. he has strong eye circles and looks wasted. he goes into the kitchen and complains about the fact that its dirty. i tell him it wasnt me. there is nothing good to eat anymore. i propose him that i might go to store and buy some food for him and he gives me 50€. i tell him he will get the exchange for sure back. i want to leave but turn around again and ask him what he wants to eat and tell him that i normaly like cooking but i dont think that i want to cook today anymore. he says he just dont care at all what i buy and i tell him "hey when you dont care i will buy the most discusting thing you can buy to eat" and i ask him if he dont eat something like meat or have some allergies. he tells me that he cant dring afri cola. i dont get it first and he points to a bottle. because there is something [name] in it he tolerate. i say okay and turn around and wanne go. i feel that i need to take a piss and on the way to the toilet i do a RC [i often dream that i need to go or search a toilet finaly first time getting lucid because of the dreamsign] i am lucid but still decide to first go to the toilett and then i can start doing my lucid buisness.... after pissing i feel the urge do brush my teeth *facepalm* i do so and recognize that the sound sounds exactly like my el. toothbrush but its a different system and it feels odd in my mouth. i spit and want to wash the brushead but it gets more and more dark red... i wake up and for good for this night
Updated 08-22-2015 at 12:30 PM by 87116
I was laying in the bed and training my relaxation and concentration routine. I didn't think I would be able to either to travel or make to WILD. But... as I got into sleep paralysis I started to see hypnagogic images... like small colored squares through whole field of vision. I worked to eliminate this vision. After some time I managed to clean off that visions till blank view remained. By that time I felt the bonds of physical body loosened, so I started to rock my second body and separated fully. My surrounding is indistinct... dark and grainy... But I don't ponder on the state of it and I'm moving further away from my body. I walk to stairs to go down, but it seems that gravity has not hold of me and instead of going downstairs, I walk on the air above stairs and then through the roof out of my house. I'm walking on the air My surrounding is clearer. I observe it. I found strange but interesting motorcycle parked on the street. I sat on it and started to drive it down the street. When I got to first turn I found it very difficult to steer. I went through a few objects- some concrete poles and trees- till I found my way back on the street. Second turn was as difficult as first one. Strange. I tried to lean on the opposite side to what one has to steer motorcycle and it functioned. To turn right I need to lean to the left side??? Strange. My concentration slipped and I found myself back in my body. I'm laying in the bed. I see hypnagogic images again... the squares are somewhat distinct... They are not the same. Each of them is a little different. I concentrate on them and they magnify a little. The squares are photos of people... Some of them I know, some not. There are also squares with generic silhouette of people. I browse through those images and I tried to concentrate on some of them. It seems like concentration on the image makes me to see 3D image of the particular human. It started to animate... and my concentration slips. I need to make it faster if I have to make it into WILD with someone I concentrate on. I found image of my wife. I concentrate on her and I managed to create WILD with her. We are in some kind of place... It looks like made of concrete. Concrete floor, and concrete high walls. I observe- there is no roof. If I manage to fly up, maybe 5m, I could see what is on the other side of wall. I concentrate to fly... I don't have good results at start. I manage to make my body lighter. I concentrate further. My body starts to levitate till I'm above the wall... It looks like whole surrounding is a honeycomb made of concrete. In the adjacent cell there were a few unfamiliar people... hmm what this means... Some blonde woman saw me and she was curious how I managed to fly up... I shout back that she needs to concentrate. My concentration on flying is not so good and it slips already. The gravity takes hold of me and I'm dragged back to my cell. To my wife. She asks me why I'm naked. I look on myself and indeed I'm naked. I'm not concerned with this. Why should I be? I'm dreaming. She handed me black leather coat. It looks quite cool. As I got it on me, I was fully clothed. I took hand of my wife and I took us to some city. It is night. There are many people walking around. My wife sees some man and she recognizes him as friend. She wants to speak with him. I left her with that man and I started to walk around observing my surrounding. I walked maybe 100 m from my wife by the time and looked back to her. She talks animatedly to her friend. I didn't want to disturb her reunion, so I walked away alone. I walked and I observed... Somehow I couldn't interact with people I met... They circumvent me and at same time they looked like they don't register me. I remember to walk for some time. I remember that I found my surrounding very boring. I remember I was tired, it was long after midnight after all. I remember falling into darkness of unconsciousness. The OBE was quite weak. My surrounding was very rough, very obscure. The WILD part was interesting on the other hand... My wife doesn't remember to be dreaming with me, so I didn't manage shared dream. Again. The honeycomb was made of concrete, with high walls... what could it mean? Maybe nothing. There were cells as far as I could see. Concentration on flying out of our cell was difficult. I managed only short time flying and I was exhausted after that.
Updated 09-25-2015 at 08:36 AM by 66278 (gramar)
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