11/27/13 Wednesday Last night, bed at 2am, no meditation I'm in Italy. Second time in maybe 2 weeks. I'm at the docs, looking at some ships docked. One of them is military ship, that serves as a museum. Suddenly there is an explosion on it. I see red flames and black smoke. It's already third explosion in the area. Some kind of terrorist attack. (Watched NCIS episode with explosions and terror attacks) Still in Italy. I have a puppy in my arms. He is not mine, but perhaps rescued. It's a beagle. He has flees, so we are taking him to the vet. Come to a building, with patients waiting on chairs outside and in the doorway. I try to talk to them in Italian. I want to know if I can buy something for the flees in the pharmacy, or if I should see the vet. When we walk inside, the building is huge and modern. medical personal walking busily in the hallways. We find the vet and he takes a look at the dog. Then he puts him in this room sized plastic tube. Kinda like a huge terrarium. It can fold in the middle, one side can slide in the other side. We are thinking about buying it for the dog. Trying to figure out, if it will fit on the back of a pickup. I see the price in italian lira and it's like 39000. I see that in some places it's broken and fixed with black tape. So I'm telling my mom, we could buy it, but not to pay for it more than 1/5 of the asking price. It was a long time I have spent in Italy this time.
00:00 Thursday 2013-11-28 (LD #10) 00:00 ? bedtime 03:06 1) riding on a skateboard down a wide, flat, smooth street. I'm going pretty fast and I really enjoy this sensation. Up ahead I see PJ in the distance. I'm on the very front tip of the skateboard. Visuals are very bright, vivid. I see my father walking under some trees up ahead, he seems young and happy. See also my mother off to the right. 04:25 no recall (recorded 03:00 waking dreams at this time, fell asleep at 03:06) can't return to sleep. after 30 minutes get up to rocking chair, for about 20 minutes. Visualize parent's house and neighborhood, reinforce "I'm dreaming." Move to kitchen, make and drink warm milk. Sit there massaging jaw. Do some relaxing breaths. Decide I feel sleepy, return to bed and fall asleep in not too much time. 06:00 BTB 07:36 (alarm) 2) movie theater taxi driver money tatoo kicking buying snacks at table don't have enough cash in the store there's a security guard can't get by, think about eating it and putting it back on thes shelve, at a table with young people they're laughing I don't have enough change to buy the snacks, I empty my pockets including a chestnut, I say this chestnut is awesome it's worth lots of stuff, I'm missing just a few cents to buy the snacks, I have to back. I'm at the top of a sandy hill, I turn around and see my wife is coming up behind me, I jump down the face of the sandy hill and slide/ski all the way down to the bottom near the water it's lots of fun, my wife laughs behind me watching, it feels awesome. Arrive on the beach near the water, my wife is behind me, I think it will be awesome to live near the beach and come here every day. There are strange plants around. Two inspectors arrive and are asking for paperwork I think they're after me because I haven't paid yet for the snacks They're harassing my wife I leave quickly to go pay and get receipts, I'm on the way back, I'm in a starnge tilted room, I see a very dirty priest walking from left to right behind me. I go fowards now in a car open to the sky (like a top-down convertible), there's a bus, at an intersection, I'm in a hurry to get to pay for things, there's lots of traffic, the busses I see are very ornate, old 1950's style A/C transit buses, I'm confused/surprised by this. I'm in a taxi with a bunch of other people, they're laughing, I'm in the back seat, some guy is pushing through to the right I'm trying to protect my place but he gets there. There are a bunch of movie theaters all around. I think what am I going to do at this movie theaters I should have stopped at an ATM. The driver starts driving and passing the theaters, I call out "stop stop let me off here." Driver makes some comment. I think I have no money for food how can I pay for the taxi? It turns out the fare is only a dime because it's the olden days. I think what sort of tip to give: nickel or penny? I imagine the taxi driver takes these pennies and puts them in his pocket, and there's a hole at the bottom of in his pocket and the coin rolls down his leg into his shoe. The pennies are safe there but If he's really rolling in the dough the coins will make a lot of noise when he walks. You don't mess with taxi drivers because they'll kick you so hard it will stop your development. I'm thinking about kids who have strange facial features because they're development is impaired and their different parts age at different rates. Taxi driver has tatoos all over his leg in green/blue, words. Concentrated on relaxing: relaxing breaths, doing deeper and deeper into relaxation on every exhale, releasing tension, keep doing it, keep eyes relaxed and unfocused, and got back to sleep. 09:00 BTB for nap 10:12 3) in a dorm building looking for my room. I'm on the wrong floor because I've been in a different room. I'm studying with some loud (classical? opera?) music playing on a stereo. There was another guy in the room complaining that guys in the hallway were too noisy (playing violin?) he says he'll never be able to sleep he has to get up early. I'm in this room becaues I need to get up early, too. He asks me to go outside to talk to them and quiet them down. I say sure I put on my shirt and my shorts, he starts to go out, I say hey I'll do it but I have to put on my shorts first, he talks to them they say something about OK, I realize I'm playing loud music myself, I approach and old looking CD player and look for, find, and press the stop button. I'm flexing my muscles, in my underwear, windows open wide to the outside, I imagine girls in other dorms could be looking in. Go into hallway looking for my room I want to tell my roommate where I am. I was in this other room for a night maybe two. I look into a room, there's an older guy and girl, they're RAs probably, older, he says, "Oh, Hi (my name)", and I'm amazed he knows my name, I'm not on his floor, he must know the name of everyone in the building. I say "sorry, forgot I was on the wrong floor," I go down some stairs still looking for my room, I pass an attractive girl going up the stairs, (I helped her with something?) she says something, make a brief connection, but continue on. Farther I see a french-looking female student with goggly eyes and I think "nah, not my type don't want to pay her any attention." End up in a place with a weird old woman I think is my mother (no resemblance to real mother) and some other guy, "I don't like how things are around here, I like things the way I like them." Then she gets upset and starts saying "Oh, this is not the time to have this conversation not with this guy (our friend's name the man) over." I get a close up of her lower face and mouth. She has a weird thick beard on the neck under her chin, a thick bristly dark hitler-ish mustache under her nose, and is chewing a massive pile of gum in the left side of her mouth which is open. The gum looks like a piece of a cotton mop with individual strands. It's quite a disgusting sight. It's yucky. 12:14 Lucid Dream LD DILD #10 4) ... fair amount of prior ND detail I felt, but couldn't recall Approaching a building, want to enter to get something, it has security. The security guy had blown someone else's head off with a shotgun that looks like a water cannon the kind that you extend out, fill up, then push the parts together, but this was a shotgun. Security guard is shooting at me, I'm leading him around corners , I try to time it so I go around the corner and wait for him to turn the corner so I can surprise him to shoot him. I'm in a room, it's dark/night-time lying on a bed, there's a spider wafting towards me on a strand of web, I try to blow it away, blow blow blow it doesn't go far away, it climbs rapidly up its web towards the ceiling above me. Then there's another spider, and soon there are many rapidly multiplying juicy puffy-body squishy nasty spiders. They were freaking me out, I didn't want to squish them with my hands I was looking for something to over my hand like a glove so I could squish them they were everywhere and multiplying, more and more and more were appearing. They're growing to the size of large snails, sitting on the wall in lines. I get up to leave the room, and as I leave the room I stop in my tracks and do a double-take, and say "Wait a minute, this is like a dream, I must be dreaming" and I am lucid. It felt very realistic. I looked back into the room, it's day-time/light, there's a window looking outside. the spiders may be all gone, but I thrust my left hand forward and willed a bolt of fire from my left hand on to the floor in the room. It appeared and was 1/2 translucent and made nothing burn but I saw the bolt. I tried to shoot lightning bolt but nothing happened. Did another fire blast. Went back in to the room and thought "stabilize." Rubbed my hands together, counted to 5, then patted up and down my body with my hands: chest, stomach, legs. I looked down at my body and I saw my naked chest and stomach. I saw my underwear and reach down to have a look inside, "It's going to be big" I think, it turns out to be normal sized. It seems a bit greasy like there was lotion on it. Everything is *really* realistic. I'm in this bedroom, then I go outside. It's like a garden path in an apartment complex, lots of tall plants off the path. Lush vegetation. A swimming pool complex comes up on the left. Some people (3 girls?) are leaving it. I think "oh don't leave the pool!" (I'm looking for a hottie). There's a gate, I enter the pool area. I'm looking for a cute female, everyone I come across is not attractive / old. I tell myself "I'm dreaming, remember, you're dreaming, I'm dreaming." I walk more into the pool area. I do a RC at this point because I start to wonder if I'm dreaming because everything is so life-like, the people and the grounds. Check hands, they are not bizarre like last time, fingers were stable but longer than in life, and a little bit translucent. I'm pretty sure I'm dreaming and nose pinch confirms it solidly. "OK, I'm dreaming" I say. Looking at a woman off to the right, look at some people in the pool off to the left, I go and look at them, I'm not finding anyone to my taste, then I think "Hey what am I doing? Just summon!" So I did a hand-behind-the-back summon of PT. I put my right hand behind my back, say "PT, take my hand!" wait a few seconds, and slowly pull my hand around to the front (didn't feel a solid hand connection), and there is PT! I looked at her and said, "Yeeeeaaah, you're PT!" Face may not have been precise but height/age/general look was right. I tried to kiss her, she didn't want to. I look into her face and say, "You want it!" Then move to kiss her. Her face became flat and her lips were thin/unsatisfying/unresponsive, I must have closed my eyes, and I fade to awake. Half-hearted attempt to DEILD back in but don't make it, didn't really try very hard. I may have moved. Wanted to record because I felt like I started to forget, in fact I at first didn't recall the body-pat stabilisation and dream body inspection. Elapsed time: ~4-5 minutes. Longest or tied for longest LD so far. Definitely most visually vivid/realistic. No dream fuziness at all, this is first time I had a touch of doubt in the middle of the dream because of realistic visuals. Maybe also because it was a bit longer than the others. Patting the whole body, bringing my dream body into my vision, produced very stable and vivid visuals. Didn't look around as much as I had planned to. First time see dream body. Dream body is a bit leaner / in better shape than now . My younger self. Dream in S2's bed, LD on right side. My relaxation technique works! Relax, don't try to WILD or force sleep, relax, unfocus eyes, release tension from body on every exhale, go deeper and deeper into relaxation on every exhale, don't "come back up higher" on inhales. The drowsiness/sleepiness feeling came on immediately upon the exhale of the relaxing breath at both the 09:00 BTB and 10:12 waking. Probably could have kept on dreaming but it's Thanksgiving and I had to shop for dinner. Happy that I performed most of practiced new stabilization: body pat, look at body, count to 5.
Back into my lucid dreaming journey, and surprise surprise I remembered a dream last night. My recall has been fairly good for me personally even when I'm not trying to do anything dream related, I'm generally remembering either a dream fragment or dream every 2 days or so, which is a whole lot better than where I was at the beginning of this year. On a side note I am also going to start sorting out and categorizing these dream journal entries. Anyway... Dream 1: Length: Decently Long Detail: Above Average Awareness: Practically none unfortunately, was too caught up in the moment. It began with me and my brother playing a 3D Mario game with someone else I think, who I might know IRL or not, I don't know, anyway we finished the game, and then he said that we had to find something to be able to keep on playing, maybe for some bonus levels or something. We set about searching for this, but then the dream scene changed. I was now in a cottage/house with someone who I think was my dad and we were watching cricket (which I normally don't like to do). He was telling me all about the game and stuff while I was half listening. The dream scene once again changed, and I was at an Olympic diving pool thing. I'm pretty sure I was still searching for the Mario thing, because I climbed to the top of the platform and dived off, and it felt really important. The dream scene changed for the final time, this time in my old house with my brother and the other guy. We had narrowed down our search for the Mario code or whatever it was, and a ghost/spirit of evil intentions appeared at the front door. We quickly reasoned that we had to have one of us lead him to where the code was, while the other two hid, or something like that. I reasoned it as me and the other guy were like positive and negative charges, and my brother as neutral, so the spirit wouldn't attack him (I know this doesn't make any sense at all. This dream makes no sense to me now, and I blame starting physics this week ). What ensued was a very tense, yet slow chase of sorts, because the spirit was being led directly after us, because it turned out our hiding spot in a wardrobe was where the code was. I distinctly remember before we woke up Me and the other guy hid in the wardrobe, then we pressed this light button thing 4 times and held our breath (I could actually here tense violin music like in horror films here). Then through the gap in the door I saw the spirit, more like a reanimated person then anything else, turn and stare directly at me. He held my gaze yet did nothing, so after 5/10 seconds I slowly ducked out of the line of sight from the opening, then he turned and went to the code. The dream fizzled away after that. This wasn't a nightmare at all really, just very tense at the end and I woke up with a hammering heartbeat, but it was more exhillirating than scary. I also blame watching Children of Men for that, as that movie was intense
28th November 2013 I am standing in the back garden of an old friend of mine. I throw a bouncy ball and it starts bouncing all over the garden uncontrollably. It hits me in the face a couple times but it doesn't hurt, it's just more of a shock. It appears to be night time and the fence looks a darker maroon than usual. Strange skip in the dream as I'm waking up, cuts to a weirdly drawn picture of a Castform (Pokemon). I am convinced there is a ghostly presence controlling me as I wake up (?) I woke up still under sleep paralysis, the first time this has ever happened to me. I was struck by this fear that something terrible was going to happen. It was tough to open my eyes but when I did I instantly shut them again in fear.
I had some success returning to sleep last night that I'd like to share and comment on. I had bedtime at around 00:00, and wakings at: 03:00 (recall), 04:25 (no recall), At around 04:45 I realize I'm not making progress back to sleep. I don't feel drowsy at all. There's no "sleepiness" waiting for me at the exhale of relaxing breaths. I think that's an important signal that sleep is not near, or I'm mentally "holding on too tight" and need to do something to change up the situation and shake this hidden tension loose. Just lying in bed and continuing to relax is not going anywhere. At about 30 minutes of not sleeping I decide to follow the advice given in several places: get out of bed. You do not want your mind/body to associate being in bed with being awake. I decide to do a "proper" WBTB. Sit in a rocking chair about 20 minutes with eyes closed, working on incubation and visualisation. Move to kitchen, warm some milk & drink it, sit there (all the time in the darkness as much as possible). Massage my jaw muscles (typically the major tension holder in the body). Do some relaxing breaths and find some drowsiness there on the exhale. Decide I'm feeling a bit more drowsy, if not super sleepy, so I go back to bed at 06:00. My alarm is set for 07:30, in the past this knowledge would keep me awake but I ignore it and do not sweat it. I don't "try to sleep", I just try to totally relax more and more deeply on each exhale. Try to maintain the relaxation on the inhale (it seems to receded a bit on the inhale for some reason). I'm sure I can make one more sleep cycle with dreams before the alarm sounds. back to bed at 06:00 slept fairly quickly, waking at: 07:36 (alarm) (recall) Back to bed (not main bed, alone, cooler room) at for nap at 09:00 (not too long falling sleep, surprisingly lots of drowsiness on exhale), wakings at: 10:12 (recall) (also not long getting back to sleep after 5 minutes of voice journaling in bed), 12:14 (recall + lucid dream!) What do I mean by "relaxing breath?" Well, an inhale/exhale that is just a little bit longer than sleep breathing. Not really a big deep breath, just a little bit longer than a normal breath. Inhale as normal, but when exhaling try to imagine all tension melting out of everywhere in your body and mind. Try on each breath to go deeper and deeper, becoming more and more relaxed. I even tell myself these words sometimes (a form of sleep hypnosis induction). Sometimes I constrict my throat a bit to provide a little bit of resistance and sound to the exhale. This is very encouraging: I'm having more and more success with this technique. With each success come more confidence in my ability to go back to sleep, reducing back-to-sleep stress. For those times where nothing works, get out of bed for a while to shake things up. Sometimes, your body / mind just may not be able to sleep, just know that this won't last forever. As a last resort try something like melatonin. Traditional techniques like warm milk can really help, too. Eat a small snack if you've been up for a while, it's hard to sleep when hungry. Make sure the temperature is comfortable for you, this is very important for me I've found. Keep a thermometer by the bed and record temperature at bedtime and waking time and record in your dream journal how well you sleep for that temperature.
I came into care for a rhinoceros with a foot-problem - I took him home - and completely logically he fitted under my kitchen bench. That was his place then. From time to time, I had to take care of the foot - and so weird - I read on here yesterday of somebody dreaming of scraping out the hooves of a horse. I vaguely remembered that in my dream. But the fact that rhinos do not have such single hooves, was also available - and I wondered, if I really had the right tool for the job, then. I got him sorted somehow, though - and he went back where he came from - where ever that was. This belonged into a first - otherwise very private and problematic themed dream with family and friends from school. From the second dream - also private - there is a scene, when I was on an excursion from school in winter. And I lost the others - when it still was hiking in a forest. It was a mountain then and I had more and more trouble to overcome obstacles and jump down from rocks on good faith more or less. Freezing - not having the right clothes on. When I made it down - all were there already - and - they were completely surprised, why I had not skied down, like everybody else would have. Bit later - another friend of mine with somebody more - came down riding beautiful horses. And a weird thing with a former teacher flirting with me, when he went with me organizing ballerinas for a sports-lesson - it was kind of appealing - but nothing came of it. Got the shoes, though. There was also a Christmas party - but me and friends were not invited to the family thing - family of my first boyfriend. We sort of had expected to take part and had our own party somewhere hidden in that house then instead - very dull room, no nice food, no presents.. And somebody made a mess in the house, where the family was - getting food for us and running away - and we were wondering if someone would come along and throw us out. And so it came. Full of dream-signs.. Full of interpretable stuff as well, but so what ..
I recently rented a mansion in colombia last time I went with my cousins and a bunch of friends where we threw a massive party. So Im dreaming and see all my friends smoking it out with the best of what colombia has to offer because they know where to get the best of the best. So then after getting blasted I remember being in bed with one of my cousins cuz sometimes there was a shortage of beds so we just double up whatever so then I remember my mom come into the room where we just got blasted in to give me a good night kiss like whatever and I didnt make a big deal about nothing and neither did she. I remember my cousin samir getting ready to go to school cuz it was like 5am already and giving him a key to his house but it was his brothers and not his. So then I return to the party where everyones getting blasted and having a blast so then theres this sick merengue that comes on and I take the dance floor with michele and i hear in the background my cousins saying see i told you he could dance and then we get into this large circle more and more runing and jumping around and getting a bit dizzy and everyone faded out.
Didn't get the best night's sleep -- partially out of my own fault, partially because of things on my mind and so on, so forth. C'est la vie. Dream one tells me I'm, yet again, back in the Fallout world; but I'm woefully out of place as a fantasy-setting fighter type. I "knew" that I was able to enter V.A.T.S. and take my time targeting enemies, though I never really did. I wander around the ruins of a radioactive city a little bit. I know my RAD level is raising, so I'm trying to find a "safe" zone -- only all the doors I come across are inaccessible because they don't have a waypoint set. The dream fades and I wake up. I fall asleep again, but then I'm immediately jolted awake by my alarm. Stupid me set it up on the wrong day, so there's that little episode. Next, I'm in the deep ocean. Not the magical one you see in cartoons, but the pitch black reality of the abyss -- I knew this day would come, but dammit, it still took me by surprise. I'm swimming in the trenches without any special equipment, and I'm intensely worried that some parasitic creature would drill into my brain, or I'd look at my arm and there's suddenly a cigar shark eating a hole. My "vision" resembles a flashlight sequence in a video game, and part of me knows that as long as that "light" is on, the fishes will stay out of my protective sphere. My visibility is also quite clear despite being underwater, in the dark, and not wearing any goggles; plus my eye sight isn't the best as is. I eventually come across a humongous pit -- maybe something like a kilometer wide and God knows how deep? It's an uneasy feeling, but I know that I must go down there. So I swim over to try to peer down, but a current emitting from the pit keeps pushing me back, so it was really difficult. The dream fades and I wake up again at whatever hour this was. I fall asleep again (note that it takes me a long time to fall asleep everytime I wake up), and now I'm in spectator mode. I see my parents and my brother. I'm agitated due to real life things, and I start walking over. It takes forever to get to them, and I wake up before I could because my normal alarm goes off. Ugh.
Garage fire My wife just left the house, taking her car. I become aware the garage door opener is still running, so I look out into the garage. I see that it's struggling, trying to get the door down, but the door isn't moving, only shaking a little. Sparks are flying, and I see smoke and flame. Across the street, I see a group of people talking, but they're completely oblivious to what's going on. I hit the button to stop the garage door opener, run into the kitchen, grab the fire extinguisher, and run back outside. Now I'm in the garage, firing the extinguisher at the visible flames. Thankfully, they're still small. I realize that I need to be able to shoot at the base, and I can't do it from this angle. I hadn't realized it earlier, but the flames are coming from the light on the outside of the garage. Now I'm standing on the front porch, looking into the junction box of the porch light. There are still some small flames in there, and I'm spraying the extinguisher into the junction box, trying to fill it, hoping it runs down inside the walls. I think I've got it all, but I know I need to call the fire dept and have them check it out. I'll also need to call an electrician and have them check the wiring, since this was an electrical fire. Since it's in the wall, and the wall is brick, I'm not looking forward to seeing that bill. Fragments I'm inside a large indoor complex. The hallways are very wide. I'm in one of the rooms. I'm in a church or some other kind of large gathering place with some other people. We're getting ready to leave to drive somewhere else, getting directions for the next place (sounds like Mandy's wedding).
Morning of November 28, 2013. Thursday. In the first part of my dream, I am in the shed on Loomis Street, but it seems much bigger and aligned in a different direction (perpendicular to its actual location). Apparently, I had just successfully shot two large male deer with little effort with a bow and arrow. I vaguely remember the details as a supposed backstory, but it becomes clearer when my brother-in-law Bob and I are talking about brand names involved in two different methods of hunting as we are walking from the shed (apparently having dressed and stored the deer in his freezer). There seems to be a continuous mix-up of which company makes the best bows and arrows and which makes the best rifles. It is almost like a comedy routine in knowing which is which. There are also a couple sarcastic remarks about some of the hunters using BB guns. (In real life years ago, I had told a factory foreman as I was working on an assembly line, who had asked about what kind of rifle my brother-in-law used, that Bob got his biggest deer with a Daisy, which is mostly known for BB guns. He looked at me strangely. I guess he did not appreciate my deadpan humor.) Bob and I are going back out, mostly for me to only watch his attempts and perhaps to help as I walk behind him to his right. We walk the entire way. We have regular bows and arrows, not crossbows, and I sort of wonder about this for some time. (My brother Earl and his wife - in fact he met her there - worked at a place that made bows and arrows - Outers Laboratories, Inc.) We reach an area going uphill. We are walking up a long pathway that has seemingly been used for vehicles only rarely. To our left is a thicker, almost impenetrable forest, with sparse rock features. To the right is mostly an open plain with a row of larger trees along the pathway and only minor rock features. In the distance are large hills, perhaps mountains. I am not sure where we are, but there is a heightened feeling of clarity and joy, almost a sense of love and boundless freedom. Near each tree is a very large male deer facing the pathway, with their head and neck and front legs visible. I am wondering if my brother-in-law will be able to get them (though he is apparently allowed only two), but I soon feel confident about his success. Farther to the right, in the more open area, is a large mountain lion (cougar) that neither seems to be a threat nor even seems to notice us (and is only casually glancing at the many deer). I focus on how the deer may or may not move away upon approach, depending partly on the mountain lion’s activity and which direction he goes. I slowly wake as we are walking along, feeling very at ease and relaxed. This dream was at least partly influenced by a foundational scripting, “I unfold my map of my best future”. Still, it has been twenty years since I went anywhere with Bob. I take it to mean something positive, that is, possible abundance, potential success (at least in surviving in a decent way, more than many I know of), and only potential danger if willfully approaching something of that nature (the mountain lion). The deer could not escape across to the other side (the forest seemingly being too dense) and they did not want to go in the direction of the mountain lion, and they were there closest to us (available nourishment or power), and I had considered if they were somehow “stuck”. This part of my dream seemed partly prescient due to the fact that a poster on the main dream journal site told me of an event where a deer had become entangled (though she referred to it as synchronicity, which I have otherwise experienced continuously throughout my life since early childhood).
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#245 - DEILD - 7:23AM I have a really long dream about riding a white horse in a field at night. I am riding bare back and take it slow at first. Then I get some nerve and decide to run but every time I held on by hugging the horses neck it would slow down. Finally I take it into a crappy and confusing barn. I lose the horse for a minute and find it curled up sleeping in a small cage on a shelf. I say something about how sleepy it must have been. A woman shows up and asks, rather apologetically, if she scared me. I thought she was being weird since I showed no signs of being scared at all. I say something about the horse and how small it looks. The woman says its just tired from supporting all my weight. I look at her funny wondering if that was a fat joke. She's bigger than I am. I half wake up or maybe it was just an FA. I feel like I am in that halfway point and there are mild vibrations. I partially open my eyes and see my wife is gone. (True she went to work) I focus on the vibrations and they get stronger. I falter and almost don't do it but then I tell myself I should just go for it. I slowly roll over to get out of bed. I note how I can feel my feel my sleeping body not moving but I can also feel my dream body easily moving. At that point I decide to just quickly stand up. I get up and go into the living room. I am a little surprised how vivid and stable the dream is. I rush to the front door and open it. I feel like I am just in my underwear but try to ignore it. There are beautiful huge piles of fall coloured leaves along the street with piles of pumpkins. I note how curious this is but pause because I remember my goal to look at my tattoo in the mirror. I go back in the living room to the large mirror above the couch. When I look I see my face looks fairly normal but my tattoo looks small and stupid. Its basically three main lines forming a bird's head. I look closely and trace the lines with my finger to remember it. The sound of my son's waking and crying jolts me out of the dream. Fragment: There was a Dream Views book with all my posted dream printed in color on quality paper. It see my avatar and start reading but its all gibberish. I think they could have at least edited all my typos.
I agree. After dreaming of falling in love could be healthy and unhealthy. It lets you experience feelings and emotions you haven't felt before or would like to feel. It leaves you wanting more. It gives you pleasure and comfort dreaming of it but at the same time when you wake up and realize it was just another dream it affects you emotionally and or physiologically. We have all experienced it before, the deep sadness and disillusion we get after waking up from that beautiful dream. I too dreamed of it last night. One of the best dreams I have ever had.... Even though its a little strange. I'll tell you my dream in detail. So there was a big tsunami that flooded the U.S. and me and my mother were a few of the lucky survivors. We ran away to some urban place I really have no idea where, but we soon found out that there was a man following us so we tried running as fast as we could to somewhere safe. I could run as fast for I had just gone grocery shopping and spent the little money we had on food. So I was holding on to the bags for dear life, when I run right into a soccer field were some guys are playing soccer. I couldn't run anymore so I just collapsed on to the ground. Me and my mom got separated, she ran in a different direction. So a guy see's me and runs over to me to help me. This is where I fall In love with him. It was basically love at first sight. Before I know it he is trying to help me up. I soon remembered that a man was following me and my mother and told the guy I had to go. He offered in walking me home but I told him I don't really have a home and need to look for my mother. But still he was hard headed and wanted to help. So I walk back to the direction my mother ran and I soon find its a big hill. Me and him try to walk up the hill several times but its impossible. Then I look over and see a figure move under some leaves, I run to to it to soon find a little boy who had fell off his bike and I help the little boy get up. The guy Im in love with soon comes to help too. But then 2 little girls Come and take him. I'm guessing those where his little sisters. I don't know. It was soon very dark and I need to look for a place to stay. I soon saw an abandoned complex and looked for a room to rest. He followed along. It was a 5 room complex and I looked in each room but It seemed to all be busy . Then I notice clothing I recognize. It's my moms! My mom had been looking for the same place to sleep in and took the room. Then my dog comes out of nowhere and I unhook her from her leash which she is tied. I tell him my mother is here and I'm decided to spend the night here. He said good because he would look after us so he too would spend the night here. Soon my mom comes in the door and is happy to see me. Then she sees the guy and asks who is he. I just say a friend but he says boyfriend. Lol. So from their the journey of our love begins. I get to know him more and the more I know him the more I fall for him and turns into someone I can't live without. He looks over my mom, the dog, and me. It's such a weird dream but I loved the sensation it gave me. Although I never knew the guys name and isn't see his face. Hope one day I actually stop dreaming of falling in love but actually do fall in love. Strange how a simple dream can affect you.
I stand before the guild, and they ask me to tell them of my journey. A large chaosphere comes out of my chest, spinning and vibrating in the room. A light shines out, and small sparks appear on it, though it's black as pitch. A scene emerges, telling of my journey, my life on Earth, how I learned about shared dreaming, Raven Knight, Man of Shred, the Cusp... and then how I came here, I thought it was a game, and now I'm not sure, because I'm from another dimension. The scene ends. The Master stands and bows to me. all fades to black
I am before the Guild Council. I stand before them in a loincloth with no weapons on me. I have a large tattoo on my chest, mirroring the one on my hand I have in Wakeworld. "What is a Chaos Assassin?" "A Liar, A Thief, an Agent of Discord, A Priest, A Monk, A lover of Women." "What does Nothing Is True Mean to you, O Chaos Monk?" "Everything is a Lie. Of Course Some Things are true, but most of the utterances of our "benevolent" species are lies. We alone, apart from the animals engage in Denial and knowing lie to ourselves. For truth to be revealed, the layers of lies must be peeled back, and deprogramming must be deliberate, originating in the depths of the sould of the sentient." Explain to us, your sould word. The sould is the soul and the spirit, the dream and astral bodies, the energetic and etheric, and all the invisible body and minds. You, dost thou proclaim thyself a Liar and Heretic? Yes, my Lord. I proclaim myself liken unto a Pope! Thou Heretic! Yes, my Lord. Did you know that God is a woman, and his name is Eris? Thou Agent of Discord, art thou an Orthodox Erisian? O Eris, Goddess of Goddesses, blessed be her sexy name, her sexy legs and breasts, That's enough, O Chaos Monk. I do love Eris. Yes. Well, Ominus Dominus, You're a Chaos Assassin whenever you are in our World. Praise Eris! PRAISE ERIS!
I am in a archery/knife throwing range with targets hidden in the forest. Only an Assassin can see the targets. I focus on one target, hanging in a tree, an empty wasp nest. I pull a ring which projects a throwing knife into my hand. I point my arm at the wasp nest, and, with telekinesis throw the knife, spinning at the nest, then return it to my open hand like a yo-yo. I catch the wasp nest half. Behind me is a diseased tree, heavy, and about to topple over and die. I add TK to a crossbow bolt to hit the tree and vibrate it until it falls over, then I return the bolt to me. I throw two knives, one left and right at the same time, to hit two rocks hidden in small tree hollows. I throw what we call a Heavy Dagger into a huge rock, the tip buried in its face, and the blade sings as it wavers. I plunge two short swords into two dead roots on the ground, then remove them, and leap up and cut off two dead branches in the trees above. I throw stars at two leaves, slicing them in half before they hit the ground. I land, and return my weapons to me. Shadowtech steps out from behind a tree, clapping. He bows to me, then disappears.
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