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Bed: 23.30(?)
Wake up: 06.35 (aside from lying in bed awake while the mosque did its thing)
Now: 07.20

So Dutch
I'm in Indonesia. Two of my Dutch friends are present, IT guys. I'm walking up a set of concrete stairs. At the top I talk to an Indonesian guy. I'm here to give some advice regarding cables. I can't recall what type of cables they are, but they are aboveground and in the way while you walk. I think it's an impractical design like this and I suggest the guy to move the cables to the side. Then I consider for a moment that I'm taller than most Indonesians. Let's see if I can walk underneath the cables. I don't remember if I could. I also notice that the steps are not identical, making the walk down/up less than ideal. I tell the guy and he tells me that he got a good price from an Australian firm for the stairs. I tell him I can see why. You get what you pay for. Now I feel bad. The stairs are actually quite decent, but I make it sound like they're ridiculously bad. I just trampled the guy's pride.

There's a party at roughly the same place. There are quite a lot of Dutch people. There's one white girl, wearing a white dress, who just hikes up her dress to.. I'm not sure what she did. But since she's either wearing a thong or no underwear at all, her butt is on full display. Now another Dutch friend is also present. Two of my friends are talking about sex and alcohol with some local people. Knowing it's a sensitive topic for many people here, I tell them to knock it off. At some point I'm standing next to a white (Dutch?) girl. She's quite drunk already. I take the glass of champagne / white wine from her hands. Suddenly my old housemate appears, handing her a new one. I tell him that she's already drunk. He's purposefully trying to get her even more drunk to make it easy to convince her to have sex. Asshole.

I'm walking inside somewhere with a group of people. It has a bit of an airport feel, the way when you go to the gates (at Schiphol at least). There are two older white men standing behind a counter somewhere. Someone mentions that they must be Dutch and we strike up a conversation. Yes they are.

Canoe
I'm in a canoe or something similar, on a canal or a river. I'm with two friends, a guy and a girl, who are on a quite big boat. I think they sink for a moment? I myself think about the fact that my iPhone is still in my right pocket. I better not sink. We are ambushed. There's a kind of tripwire which causes me to capsize. Fuck. My phone. I'm not sure if the others also fall for this trap. The people responsible are two guys. I think I/we go after them by land. Either that, or I was fantasising about the way I would beat one of them up for this. Some more stuff happened, but I can't recall it.

Created Wednesday 29 June 2016

Lots of dreams today, but my continued illness and bad sleeping arrangements made it difficult to recall much of them.

Scrap Group 1
Something about Mortal Kombat X.

In a park at dusk.

Walking around the block as part of my exercise, doing so at night time. I fly around for a while.

Singing nursery rhymes with my niece, including one of her favorites, "Baa Baa Black Sheep."

Travelling in the city with my family. We eventually arrive at an airport.

Dream 1 - Brief Apparition

False awakening at night. I'm semi-aware. Head over the the bathroom, where I'm surprised by a shadowy apparition reflected from the mirror. I think to contain it, using various ridiculous chants and wild gestures and dances as part of a tongue-in-cheek ritual, but this yields no results. Then, I step backwards, only to realize I've gone far past the restroom's boundaries and straight to the void. The dream fades and ends.

Created Tuesday 28 June 2016

I got three LDs, one WILD, and two DILDs after that. There were a few dreams before that, though of these, I only have scraps for one. Furthermore, my illness made it difficult to think clearly during the dreams.

Scrap Group 1
Altering my Abbyssian deck for Duelyst. I think of adding even more Deathwatch reliant effects and minions.

Dream 1 - You Can Touch, But You Can't Look

A dizzying sensation indicates a successful WILD. I see my bed is even bigger, fluffier, and has many more pillows than usual.

On shuffling, I'm warped into the void. I shadowbox for a while, hoping I'd get thrown into combat, but nothing happens. Next, I'm warped to my bedroom. Something about my sister being there, saying something, and vanishing in quick succession. I bounce in bed for a while, noting the low gravity, before I simply hover around for a moment.

Get bored. I land on the floor, and try charging electricity in my hand. Nothing seems to happen, but I pretend it was working. I shoot towards the closet, and notice its door was open. On crossing through, the surroundings warp. I now stood beneath a tall, narrow space enclosed by wooden walls, a chute, perhaps. I pretend to wrestle with a harpy (this just being the first random monster that came to mind). Surprisingly enough, I feel a weak, invisible presence in my grasp. More alarming was finding myself levitating against my will. I release the hold, only to have an unseen force clench my arms and take me for a ride.

Eventually, I reach the top, and find myself in a giant-sized hallway, an equally giant-sized bureau a distance ahead. I'm taken towards an upper shelf, on which was placed a straw nest the size of a living room. I'd a bad feeling of my unseen captor's motives, let alone what the giant residents would do if they found me.

I feel the dream slipping, and awaken suddenly. Woulda gone for a DIELD, but I already sensed that wasn't possible.

Dream 2 - The Chameleon Mulligan

The visuals were blurred. I was in an unknown room.

I (and a few others, I think) were watching Rocko's Modern Life on a CRT TV. This had the Chameleon Bros, Chuck and Leon, driving Rocko and Heffer via sedan through a forested highway at daytime. The brothers argue on their legs bumping into each other, taking their focus off the road. The car swerves and sways, while Rocko and Heffer's concerns go unnoticed.

Eventually, the characters are replaced, and the environment becomes realistic. Now, I, and my brother Darren, were in the back seat of a dark colored minivan. Meanwhile, the Chameleon Bros. were replaced with what, for all intents and purposes, were realistic counterparts of themselves, including their phony Northern European accents and flamboyant mannerisms. Appearance wise, these were identical, thin, clean shaven, pale skinned men with short, spiky brown hair, both donned in neon colored shirts under black dress suits, and wearing thin rimmed spectacles. I was aware of the dream, but let it run its course.

While approaching the driveway to a wide building, we talk of the origins of the term Mulligan. Darren simply defines the current popular definition, whereas I correctly (more or less) identify it originating from an amateur golf player infamous for making do-overs. I make a joke of a "Mulligan" card, comparing this (perhaps incorrectly) to some old credit card commercial. Despite my terrible execution, everyone laughs heartily at this joke.

The dream fades and ends soon afterwards.

Dream 3 - Fiery Exit

The visuals were a bit blurred. I was seated on the while tiled floor of a bedroom in an unknown home. Across the room was CRT TV on a small desk. Behind that was tall window, the night sky in view. A bed with white covers behind me provided a means to cushion my back. On my right was a small squared wooden table, bowls of food scattered on it. A bathroom was visible from an opened door on the right corner. Furthermore, my nephew, Jarred, was seated ahead of me. I was "semi-aware" of the dream.

We were watching an old, late 80's/early 90's movie of an unknown genre. This started with two figures stepping out of a wood-paneled station wagon. One was a 40-something year old woman, light skinned and Farrah Fawcett-esque auburn hair. The other was a scrawny, bespectacled 8 year old kid with a blonde buzzcut. The mom talks of movies the kid never watched, but the kid refuses to listen so as not to have things spoiled for him.

As this goes on, I eat a rice, beans, and meat meal from a bowl. Think it had a bit too much tomato sauce and salt. I glance at the bathroom, where, oddly enough, I find live crawfish crawling on the sink's rim, their shells cream and white swirled in color.

In the movie, the kid is getting ready for a bath. Then, on dipping his hand in the tub, his arm is accosted by several large green bugs and worms, which he doesn't even notice. I question how that boy could miss something so obvious. Jarred remains oddly quiet.

So, I'm finishing my meal, when I notice verdant caterpillars on the table. I stopped eating in disgust, leaving a few spoonfuls of rice to waste. Dart back to the film, where the kid was now surrounded by insects. And yet, despite such a horrible state, the boy hardly reacts, let alone screams. Let's see. Creepy crawlies in the movie, creepy crawlies near me, and a creepily silent nephew? Yep, sounds like a nightmare's a-brewin. I gain full awareness.

Of course, I think to get the heck outta there. But before that, I immediately wreathe myself in an aura of flames just in case, briefly tensing my muscles to do so. Anyway, I rush down some curved stairs constructed of laminated wood, a red carpet running down the center. Once halfway down, I sensed the burning corpses of vermin falling and crumbling on me. Furthermore, my pyrotechnics have apparently set fire to the place, if the sound of a roaring inferno and creaking wood behind me were any indication.

Downstairs, I reach a wide, fancy marble foyer, where I overheard my sister and mom arguing. Ignoring that, I exit out the door, only to land into complete darkness. The dream ends immediately afterwards.

With my brother and telling him about my friend’s band, listening to them. I tell my friend that they should (re?)name their band Weirguild. I thought about how I had a new apartment to unpack. I wondered if I should go there now, or if it would be better to wait until later.
Suddenly I remembered that I had left my dog at daycare, which was an old apartment I used to live in (#4). I grabbed money but I realize I never saw her enter apartment I just dropped her off in yard. I felt panic rising.

With an old friend (JM) on a bus. She runs thru open bus doors to get out at stop- this seems like a strange thing at the time, like a feat she accomplished. The people on the bus are looking at her in astonishment. It was like she somehow jumped from our bus to the street through another bus into the street again.
We are walking to ? My dog’s vet? We get there and there is a dog that looks like just a head and no legs. He has a tan retro military shirt or hat on. A face that looks almost human. I say he looks like a [military] vet. I know someone who works here.*

Thoughts:
My brother loves music, he also plays some instruments. This particular friend is in a band, and I haven’t talked to him in a long time. Last time we talked he asked me if I had listened to his band yet. (He sent me some links to their music) I felt guilty because I hadn’t. I’ve been phasing this friend out of my life, not because I don’t care for him, but because we had a FWB situation before I met my husband, and my friend admitted feelings for me when I became unavailable. We’ve parted ways in an amiable way, but I don’t think he understands why Ive been ghosting him, even though I have tried to explain it in the past. I said it wouldn’t be fair to my husband, but in reality I felt it would be unfair to my friend to continue being a part of his life if he had feelings he needed to get over.

06.29.2016
9:30

Teleportation Practice part 1 (DILD)

NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER

I am at my college at night and want to go to sleep because I vaguely know that I was trying to WILD but the rational parts of my brain aren't working i guess. I try to find a place to sleep but can't. The dream changes and I am in my mom's office helping her with something. I randomly do a nose plug RC and realize I'm dreaming. I fly out the window before I consider my goals. I am in a difference building and city than my mom's real office. I land on a roof and feel the roof to stabilize. That's right, my goal is to practice teleporting. I close my eyes and picture my bed room because that should be my most familiar place. When I open my eyes there is nothing and I can tell I'm waking up. I try and feel the carpet of my room but feel my bed sheets instead. I wake for a short WBTB. I tag this dream and try WILD again.

06.29.2016
10:30

Teleportation Practice Part 2 (DILD)

NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER

I am in some sort of bizarro sandbox world where I can make what ever I want. There is infinite flat grass to the horizon. There is a bunch of random technicolor stuff built around me like if someone was building with lego but didn't have enough to not use random colors. I am working on the colors of some furtniture. I have an eye dropper that is more like the size of a turkey baster to copy the colors from one place to a another. I am making a bed have blue bedsheets and remember that I am in bed. I remember that my goal is to practice teleporting so I give it a try. I think about teleporting home but based on the previous dream that might just lead to a FA or destabilization. I close my eyes and imagine the ally way in a neighborhood near my apartment. I should be able to train there without any DCs around. The ally way appears and flys in beneath my feet. Everything on the left looks right but on my right there is a soccer field behind a chainlink fence with DCs playing. There is also some DCs talking in the ally. I practice some telekinesis on a rock but deside against it because of the DCs and that I should keep training teleporting. I up in the air and remember I want to talk to Androx. I yell,"Androx, I summon you." Wait didn't I want to go to LA and see if I can find the DHL headquarters and I start flying in that direction. "Wait, wasn't the whole point to teleport?" I get a bit overwelmed with different goals. If I can fly as fast as last time I should be able to get there in less than a second. I think as I start to fly over some mountains. I hit some fog though and loose my vision.

The dream changes to me in a tunnel under the mountains. A guy in a green robot suit is attacking some cars. Suddenly, Iron Man flys into him and pushes him into a room connected to the tunnel. I run in and see Iron Man get blasted in the corner. "Oh so you brought your friends? I will take care of them too." the titanium man looking guy says and shoots some sort of energy beam at me. It deflects off my body and I start throwing random things at him to taunt him. "Grah" he says and throws a sticky bomb at me. I TK a wooden palate into the bomb and fling it away. I pick him up with TK and fling him into a trash compactor in the corner and pull the lever with TK. I hear a crunch and think he is dead but I hear him say, "I can still breath. Help!" I guess it broke his suit but it protected him from death. Iron Man steps out of the rubble in the corner and takes off his suit which turns into a brief case. He asks who I am and I explain that I am part of a new superhero team from a different timeline. I think he would actually make a useful ally for the Dream Hero League. "Your timeline is about to get really bad. Come with me to my timeline where you can make a difference. If you really want to go back after I can teleport you to right before I came here." Tony and I walk while he considers it. Hawkeye and Captain America run into the room. I pat them on the shoulders as I walk by and whisper to Tony "We don't need people like them. Only powerful people like you. Oh and Thor. We should find Thor." I consider Hulk but I think he is to much of a loose trigger to be helpful. This is pre Age of Ultron Tony so Vision and Scarlet Witch aren't around yet either. While we walk down the tunnel Black Widow and Nick Fury jump out and hold guns to me. They tell Tony not to listen to me and I might be an enemy. I say to Tony, "About that teleport." I grab his arm and close my eyes. I have never tried teleporting someone with me before but it's good practice. I imagine the DHL headquarters and teleport us.

I open my eyes and I am in some sort of government building. Tony is no longer Tony but a handsome but average looking man. Teleporting has made me loose track of my goals again. I think I am trying to insert this man in the FBI as my spy. There is a guard at the door checking if we have clearance. The spies name is John. Wow what an average person. He has clearance. The guard looks at me suspiciously and say "Your guest needs clearance too." And starts looking through his paperwork. I punch him in the jaw and he drops to the floor. I look through the paperwork and sure enough my name isn't on there. John and I run inside. It looks like a plain office. "Wow this place is so boring." John says with a British accent. "Oh, yea, I guess this is the FBI in the default dream timeline. They pretty much don't do much exciting stuff in real life. Maybe the CIA in the James Bond timeline would be more your speed." I see a really bored looking woman in a cubicle. I say to her," Hey, want to go on an adventure?" She says yes and looks excited to do something actually cool. The guard runs into the room holding his jaw. He looks furious. I grab John and the womans arms and we run through a door. We a few floors up on a balcony over looking the loby. I jump over the banister and pull the DCs with me. Here goes. I close my eyes and picture myself landing on solid ground without falling.

My feet touch ground right away. That means we teleported. I think the feat of falling makes it more effective. I open my eyes and we are at the bottom of a staircase. The banister is now pat of the staircase. There are people in suits and dresses mingling. I pull them into the staircase and find a place where we are alone. "You are both in the CIA in this timeline now. Tell me your names so I can find you when I need information." Wait, wasn't I trying to find the DHL headquarters? Why am I infiltrating the CIA. I think I need to be more careful to hold onto my awarness when teleporting. The woman says her name is Rosa something or another. I touch her shoulder and repeat her name. I turn to John to ask his last name but wake up right away. I try to DEILD and get close but it feels a bit to late in the dream.



I am pretty happy that I did my goal and learned a lot about teleporting. It should be a much more reliable way of traveling if I can maintain lucidity and my goals. Now I have to decide what my next goal should be. Should I try and teleport to the DHL headquarters and fight the armed men. Or should I summon Androx and ask him about my dream world and dream guide. He might give me new powers too. Write in the comments what you think I should do.

This dream is nuts let me tell you, I laid down for a nap today and this is what happened.

My mother and I just got back home from doing something with her husband (they are separated) and I went into my room and I was saying something bad about her husband or something like that and mother said "if you keep saying that stuff i'm going to call the police and say you tried to rape me." I just ignored her and turned my tv up louder but I heard her calling the police and she kept saying over and over about how I tried kissing her lips and I was hitter her hands or holder her hands down. I walked outside because I couldn't believe she was doing something like this and then I heard her call over to her neighbor and she told her to kiss her lips and slap her hands and make her looked bruised up. I was yelling at them saying that all this was stupid, and it didn't make any sense as to why she would be acting that way. I looked over and seen the cops coming, guns drawn and yelling for me to get down I just said "Yeah yeah, I get it" and I laid down on my stomach and put my hands behind my back, and the first cop came and looked at me and said I fit the description and they are about to cuff my hands when I try saying this all didn't make any sense when halfway through the sentence I wake up and I was sleep talking it. man I tell you this was the realist dream I have ever had.

I was having trouble sleeping, and the last time I checked the clock it was past 8 am I and woke up around 9 am, so it wasn't a long sleep.

I was having a normal dream and I realized I was dreaming, I was excited but somehow I was floating over my bed unable to change my position. I almost always have full control over my body when I LD, but this time I had only control over my mind. I ignored that and tried to conjure something behind the door while floating over my bed and failed.

Then suddenly I was in my bed thinking I'm awake but I wasn't. I had very painful sensations.
I felt like a couple of balls are moving inside my skull, they were moving and crawling under my skin, and I was shaking badly.

I also felt hot air coming out of my ears. I can't remember every sensation now, but I was in so much pain and trying to fight it. I tried to move my body and it made things worse. It all felt so real but I think at some point I realized that it wasn't because I tried to snap out of it and I woke up.

It didn't feel like sleep paralysis because that's not how it felt in previous experiences but probably the same person experiences it in many different ways.

I failed to sleep after, and I am still awake with only 3 or 4 scattered hours of sleep in the last 34 hours .

I opened a discussion about it here including a previous recurrent experience.

I haven't had many LDs lately.

I didn't record the last 2 here because there were not much details, but I used my LD app on mobile to save the dates, April 30 and May 5.

For the April LD, I remember trying to run too fast, I probably turned to a wolf at some point running on four, but my memory is fuzzy now. I also recall asking questions that went unanswered for the first time, maybe because I said something and waited a comment instead of asking directly.

I don't remember anything about the May LD because I fell asleep after it, and my entry on the app says "Don't remember details" .

In the next post, I will write about my today's LD.

D1: Non-Lucid--I was at this place which was like a Christmas celebration but they seemed like Morman's but somehow also occult like. Super weird. It was being in a place that looked like they should be holding a 4H fair but without the animals. In a building for animals. The people there didn't seem to want me or my friends there so I left. I hitchhiked to a nearby gas station on an oddly familiar old road. ( was watching Bates Motel before bed, lol).... I realized my purse was gone when I needed my billfold to pay at the gas station. I went back & the people there were now living in some really nice mobile home. The people there took me back to the 4H kind of place where we now bedded down like animals which was somehow against the rules. My friend wanted me to be curteous but I was mad cuz my purse & billfold was gone. But by then I had found them & was still pissed off cuz my phone in my pocket was now an old phone not my iphone. I told them they needed to give me back my phone or pay me like $800 for it. In the end they gave me cash when I threatend to press charges for the phone & on them personally for being sexual deviants. I said deviant in the dream but I was referring to them keeping the women & children being raped by the men but I never actually saw this, I just had the vibe.... Suddenly the festivities were back on everything was back to how it was when I got there in the beginning with my purse, phone & billfold all back where they belonged. I just wanted to leave & then Meesha woke me up.

D2: Non-Lucid Nightmare!- My family, like a lot of us, were in this tall hotel with really nice rooms. I've been here before, this hotel is a reoccurring dream place but I haven't been there in a while & there is usually a casino there. Anyway my twin daughters (real life twin daughters) had twins. But each had given birth to only one but they looked identical & we were calling them twins. The family went off & left me & my mom with them. My mom said I was being over protective of them & she let one wander off. The next thing I knew it fell off a stairwell & hit a shitload of stairs on it's way down! Fucking horrific! A woman who was dressed like a high end servant but was also some kind of doctor. I don't know, she just looked out of place. After me freaking the hell out eventually the baby was fine & I woke up all hot & sweaty.

Dream 1:
I was going skiing with my friends. We were in the backcountry, skinning up the mountain. My friend took his skis off and I accidentally knocked one of them down the mountain. It hit a tree and the binding broke, so I went to get it. I apologized and told him I would cover the costs of repairing it. Then, I was at the top of the mountain. Looking down, it was like I was on a mountain pass, with a curved road going down. There were jumps over the road. I skipped those because they seemed too crazy, but then I started skiing. The snow was deep and it was amazing. It was like my dream run: steep, deep, and lots of cliffs. At the bottom I hit a huge cliff, landed, then fell and my skis came off. I lost them in the snow so I started looking for them. While I was looking I found a bunch of other skis that weren't mine, but I recognized them.

Dream 2:
I was going on a trip with my dad. He said we were going to Vietnam, but we were on different flights. I was worried because I didn't know what I was going to do once I arrived there because I was on an earlier flight. My dad told me to just find a friend who was on the same flight as me. I was looking around and found one of my friends from school. We went to get on a flight, but it was actually a rocket that launched up and went in to space. We quickly arrived on a planet that looked like Mars, but there was a huge fortress there. We had to fight the guys on the fortress using the weapons installed on our space ship.

D1 - At an office with lota of and lots of files bound up with string and some in leather. K is best employee and is showing me how to do something. We then go into the main office with and old desk and chair (no computer, it is pre-computers).
When I use the old landline phone and go to put my mouth to the phone a woman with wavey hair kisses me repeatedly. Its nice and warm and soothing.
mini-chain - somewhere else in the building a man (looks like a old police canteen) is being given a custard pie then a meat pie for his good work?

D2 - In a game world (repeated dream). The world is vast and outside in large fields. I am following a path through the levels.

D3 - I am in a cramped house/apartment but it just constists of a small hall which leads from a room which is like a changing room with benches to a bathroom. My partner leaves and I am left with Mr B . I go into the bathroom as I am late for work.
I look at the hairs on my face, not in the mirror but all around me, as my hair is standing out really long, from my face and head.
It is suspended as though either there is no gravity or it is alive. But infact it has the energise of the universe pulsating through it, causing it to be directed in certain directions like many millions of medusa snakes.
This hair sequences is oh so incredibly vivid.

early:
+(f) scene in a store, kissing wife

+(f) FrJo is back, but he's on his own here now, my wife drives him somewhere?

middle:
+ semi-lucid: recognize the dream and feel myself transforming into the lucid state, but the transition is not successful and I'm a bit sad that I missed a chance to get lucid

later:

+ at LH, walking to right along parking lot on way home, see down in valley a campfire down below and logs laid out around it;
goofy dad driving car over trail shortcut, police, weird expressions on dad's face, tell him to stop with the weird looks, police man on hood of car, 2nd police van gets behind us; I think this is my first car (FF), I'm in front passenger seat. I think we should have it detailed, I'm looking at the dashboard, it is crinkled black shiny cushioned leather, looks pretty good already. I see the steering wheel and column and there are strands of colorful (yellow) cables/wires exposed. I remember [FALSE] that this is because some plates fell off. I think I lost them I should have taken better care of them, will I have to have that repaired before I can sell the car? Who'd want to buy it with all those cables exposed?

+ a long stick, a large structure, I realize it is filled with spider cocoons/egg pods and push it away, then I throw some fireballs at it (which works!), then I come up close and put my hands against it and shoot bolts of fire into the internals, so everything catches fire.

then I go below it and look for an entrance, I think I've been sneaky but I see my BF MR is naked inside and is throwing/spitting things at me when I open a secret door so I can't go in

+ object manufacturing company gets an order for a full airplane. They can charge like $500 million. They take it on a test flight, how much will that cost? Probably at least $1 million, they roll it out onto a runway then is inside some open-walled giant hangar, and it takes flight and it is a giant paper/cloth airplane that is filled with air like a sail on a ship and flies spinning ahead and everyone jumps for joy and pumps fists in the air that it worked.

Walking there I'm passing by desks/chairs/tables outside and I see purple books which are offered for sale, used, about $2 each, they are books of coupons, I want to stop and take one but I keep going. Some have stickie notes attached to them with musical scores or other notes from the seller

+ the twin child emperors, reclining on their bed/cushion. Someones taking pictures. Long strands of we tentacle things in different colors underneath the bed. People are lining up for food items which are very expensive, the place has many boxes of sushi supplies like fish. Someone's saying "ebi....ebi...."

First dream

With my family we were at a huge international stadium, on a football match. We took our seats and the match started, our team started to win just when it all begin. Portugal players weren't even moving or trying to do anything. I was sure that the match was a set up and someone payed for our win.

Second dream

I was a paid murderer working for some kind of government agency. They sent me to a house in a flat to take my position and search the area for a criminal called "The hood". I took only a knife with me, suspecting that in the house I'll find mobsters protecting "Hood" and their weapons. The day was dark and overcast, everything was somehow gray. I entered the flat and went up a staircase to the last floor. I lockpicked the door and entered the cramped room. It was really small room with a window, a table with weapons scattered on it, some shelves with canned food and two bedrolls. The room and everything inside had colours, much unlike anything outside. There were two identically looking mobsters inside and their fur changing (changing colours) cat. The mobsters were bald with a long moustache and wearing black suits. I rushed inside with the knife, they tried to wrestle it out of my hand but I hit one of them with elbow and slashed in stomach. A few more punches and slashes and I've dealt with them. Then the cat attacked ferociously - it charged right at my neck, I hit it and threwn to the staircase. I took mobster bodies to a room on lower floor and noticed that "Hood" appeared. It was a woman wearing a hoodie and jeans trousers. Like everything else, she was completely gray. I rushed back to the room and took a sniper rifle laying among many other weapons.

To get that "Hood" I decided to smash open the window and jump to the streets. Despite the height and that I was afraid, I landed perfectly and sneaked on the streets, but suddenly my target disappeared. I found myself back at the door to the room, they were closed. Again I had to lockpick it, kill mobsters, deal with cat and hide bodies. I took a sniper rifle and again jumped down, going to other side of street and sneaking behind the "Hood". Somehow she sensed me, I hid behind a dumpster. I knew she was looking in my direction. I decided to blow off my cover by making a wild dance.

Then I found myself again at the doors to room. I entered it without lockpicking, this time there weren't any mobsters or cats. I took a rifle and leaned out of window. Suddenly I heard police cars - a neighbor called the police. Another "reset" and again I had to take weapons. I took a gun that was like a swiss army knife - it had a pistol, assault rifle, sniper rifle and a shotgun in one. I watched "The hood" from the window, but again, she sensed me.

I have thought about this dream all day. I dreamed it early this morning and still remember every bit of it. I was in this really vivid club. There were these people dancing around like michael jackson but these guys were wicked smooth. It was like they were on ice and when they moved around the dance floor, it would leave a light imprint on the ground like Tron. Their shoes were lit on the bottom with some kind of fluorescent material. so every step they took it left a print on the floor. All these people were having a break dance competition like the 80's. there were breakdance gangs all dressed the same like in that movie the warriors. The floor lighting up with their feet was the coolest part. I asked someone where I was, and what year it was because it didn't feel like I was in my body, I felt like I was having an astral travel experience. Some guy told me it was 2024. So, I'm in the future...and dancefloors will streak with light if you scrap your toe across them, that was really cool. Anyway, i went outside and someone gave me a smoke. everything felt real, i really felt like my body was somewhere else and I was in another world having this experience. Then while talking to someone I started to fade and ghost...then i woke up and was pissed off that I was back in this world. bummer.

28/6/16
Dream 1: I was living in like a dystopian alternate universe where peoples freedom of movement and expression was heavily restricted. I was part of a rebel group and secretly ferried people to and from meetings. It was early morning and I was waiting in a café when my client came in. We made eye contact and understood eachother then we both left at slightly different times to not arouse suspicion. We both hopped into my car and I started driving her through the city, talking with her about stuff.

Dream 2: I was playing in a tennis tournament against Maria Sharapova, I think I had won a competition to do so. Obviously she trounced me, however I had one amazing rally where I hit a drop shot which she returned but I smashed down the line to beat her. Everyone was really impressed with that and I was pretty chuffed myself.

Unintentional WBTB

Fragment: I was farming mobs in firecat alley.

Dream 3: I was playing in a competitive dota team. It was a best of 3 and I think my team had lost the first game however we were doing well in the second.

Dream 4: I was playing a Mario-esque platformer game against my brother. We were both taking it very competitively and it got pretty heated as we tried to beat each other.

Fragment: I was at home doing something.

Dream 5: I was on Sydney road working. There was a big building which had a huge vine over the front which had giant caterpillars within. It was my job to spray for those caterpillars and capture any I found. After a while of this I went into a shopping area to get some food. I stumbled across a girl from high school who was working in the café. She walked out with me for a bit but said she had to get back to work so we said goodbye. As I walked along the street I saw two other guys from high school who insinuated that I had been on a date with the girl. I denied it and then asked them what was going on. As this happens I start feeling a bit lucid and try putting my fingers through my palm, it works! I feel like I am about to wake up so I do another reality check, counting my fingers, and then shoot out some fire from my hand to see if I can. It feels real enough, although not as present as some of my other lucids. I then wonder what to do, and remember I wanted to ask my dream guide what my true name was just to see what the answer would be. I ask this question aloud and suddenly, an impossibly deep, rumbling voice from within me speaks slowly and deliberately. "MMM'SSOOORRIII MMOOORRAAAHH" (Or something like that I couldn't remember it 100% when I woke up). I was taken aback by the power of the voice and the name resonated within me for a while, as if the voice I just heard was echoing throughout my skull. I then thought I had woken up, and began trying to recall my dreams and write them down, however it was a false awakening (doh) and so when I woke up properly my recall has suffered a bit.

On a side note The voice and presence seemed ever so slightly malevolent, or rather just scary because of its extreme power, and reminds me of the dark presence imitating Sivason's avatar when in my last lucid I called out for my dream guide. Both of these entities were extremely, overwhelmingly powerful and huge, dark presences, so maybe they are the same thing and it is my dream guide. Hopefully in future dreams this becomes clearer and I can start a relationship with it.