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I was talking to a person that Ive never met before but we were talking about how we were each other’s soul mates, how were were the perfect person for one another. He was very young looking, brown hair, deep blue eyes. It felt like we had literally just met, reveling in each others presence, but like we knew for certain that we were connected.

Staying a tent city, had my dog and my cat. Each one kept escaping my tent periodically. Once I found my dog in a park with other dogs and wild animals running around. Once I found her in a store next to a stuffed cheetah or other large cat. The tents ere large, perhaps 10-person tents. Ailing closely next to one another, with paths for walking paths in between rows of tents. Sort of reminded me of a fantasy film, like this is just how people lived. There was a large tan stone castle or building nearby.

fragment- strange gathering.

I helped a man find/ save his wife. I remember running slightly behind him as he caught to her, they embraced and then continued running, me following. Were were supposed to jump on a train together but I missed the train and was left behind at this remote station at night in a foreign country.

Thoughts:
I didn’t sleep well, but was in bed for a while so I woke up feeling rested. I think there were a lot more dreams that I forgot.

Lots of syncs corresponding to something in my dream, so I don't know whether it also symbolises something else, probably

D1 - I am at my parents house all is dark, its a wintry morning. I'm wearing a quilted jacket and am in their kitchen then locking up before I go out. I am scared of something unseen a presence/feeling. I double back and check they are a sleep. They're door is closed signifiying they are still a sleep.
I take a small steel key to lock the back door, I feel the cold of the key against my fingers and fiddle with the lock, checking and re-checking. This action is slowly waking me up in the dream. As I feel vague stirrings of my consciousness, as if a mist is lifting or becoming less foggy headed.
Outside the ground is frozen with a light snow. In the distance I can see children surrounding two cats that appear to be fighting.
I preceive that the childtren are in some way encouraging or in some way to blame for the fighting.
The cats are jumping into the air as they fly at each other.
Two of the children walk in my direction, I am scared and angry at the same time.
I finally realise it is a dream, and say to myself are i'm dreaming. I wonder what to do and can think of nothing except to release my pent up emotion by kicking one of the children up the butt.
The other child has a funny blue and white, thick woolen jumper and matching woolley hat. He has long fair hair and looks on bemusedly.
I remember that I need to stabalise and rub my hands frantically together but then I wake up.

[Comment]
The action of touching the key in the dream clearly triggered my surfacing from the normal dream state.

D2 - Long dream where I am working with another teacher in a large lecture threatre, preparing stuff for later. I am interrupted by a manager who askes where a painting has gone missing. I pretend to look for it, in the hope she'll go away.
Similarly, I try and escape from an office later on some pretext or other in the hope of not being found out.

+ surprise garage sale outside my garage put on my college friends, pianos, woman checking them out "it needs a tuning but the action is good" I say

+ someone put up a temporary wall in my garage around the "office" [FALSE], I enter through the door and wander among the tightly packed workspaces, each one about 4 square feet, trying to find a monitor that will give me privacy [DREAM SIGN] but there aren't any left. 3 girls already have chosen their spots up against a wall.

+ star wars FPS: picking up ammo, shooting, igniting light saber, trying to avoid setting off the explosive charges. I move one such charge outside a room to a hallway

+(f) in (sister's bedroom in CH?) lounging with some kids on a couch. Some guy comes in and I think will chastise me.

+ I'm describing/showing to my (wife!?) and someone else the pictures of the girls on a large screen I'm planning to ask out, they're names are there too they're [foreign]. I show the one I like and the observer says "She looks 12 years old"

Scene with a girl (the one I wanted to ask out), she's very athletic and doing exercises, I think her former boyfriends are also very athletic, will she like to be with me?

+ I'm with a friend (Don Cheadle) who wants to take me out on the town. It's night. I don't want to go all the way to the big city

+(f) position in a game of pool. I'm planning a carom shot. I'm going to apply english to the cue ball and use it to "throw" the object ball in to the pocket. I then make a slamming shot the balls zip around and I'm sure one is pocketed.

+(f) playing chess: I'm gathering a handful of pieces and plan to play a "rook only" game. I drop some of the pieces, at one point I drop the king and pick it up

Recalled dream from last night:

+ I'm driving in a "Kit car" Kit. Kit, from the Knight Rider TV series. Everyone is driving them, they're very popular, lots of them are driving up and down the hilly street. One guy didn't get the hood right and so it is is propped partially open with a metal stick.

Only fragments thanks to my obnoxious alarm clock. I was waiting, with a group of other people. I think we were some kind of club. I think we were waiting to go home, but I could be wrong. The leader, a woman I think, casually left early, but we had to wait longer. I think two of them were kind of like "trusted members" to whom she delegated some of her tasks, but this could be false memory because the "leader" made me think of someone I used to know in real life (interpretation mixing with memory). I also think I remember a phone, one of those old early 2000's ones.

I was at a prom. I finally finished my school and decided to go to that prom. It was a dull and boring party, one girl tried to know me closer but all her efforts failed all the time. The room was a bit dark, there were two long tables with food and drinks. People were often going out, I sat with two dudes I knew from previous school, they were there for some reason. They were selling something to others. Suddenly it all was empty, I went outside to check what's going on. One entrance was heavily crowded so I took another one and met with people. They took sprays and roamed around, painting everything around. I took one spray too and followed them to know what they are planning. When we were passing by my car, I was afraid that they'd paint it. It was really dirty. I joked to one dude that if they'd paint it, the spray would fall out with mud. Then we entered a church and they started spraying it. I couldn't do that and left the church immediately. Then I heard people talking about me, I wanted to go inside and shout at them, but I decided to leave. I ran down a sidewalk and met a little boy going to church. He asked what happened, and I told him that they have desecrated the church. I ran onward and met another group of people. They were aggressive, shouting at me. I thrown a spray at their direction and hit one of the girls in head. I quietly said sorry and ran away.

Next day I woke up somewhere in an alley close to school. I felt weak and had really strong headache. I heard strange noises during attacks. I needed sugar to stop these attacks. I went back to the ball room and met a receptionist. I said that I forgot something and had to get back. I went to closest table and after some sugar.

Fireworks
I'm in what seems like my mom's living room with some of my best male friends. One of them is apparently the inventor of some very popular fireworks called the draaitol. I never knew this. How come he never mentioned this? He starts playing around with fireworks in the home. At one point I'm afraid he might set the place ablaze.

Money
I'm in a restaurant with my best male friends. We have just finished our food and it is time to pay. The bill is in IDR. My meal is IDR 22.something. I look in my wallet and spot the green IDR 20.000 bill and put it on the table. It takes a while for me to realise that I haven't paid enough. I should also pay a beer which cost ~ IDR 44.000. I go through my wallet again for more money. I am IDR 10.000 short. Either the dream changes, or my mind is playing with me. I'm suddenly thinking in euro's. My part of the bill is ~ € 66. I tell my friend that I can either pay the remaining € 10,- later, or I can give him IDR 100.000, which is about € 10,-.

Only Non-lucids but my recall was interrupted by life yet again. Meeting with my sister n law & her husband so we can decide the next step for her living arrangements due to her Alzheimer is increasing rapidly. It's very emotional & am not looking forward to any of this. I basically can't think much of anything else.... I actually had to go swimming today to just not think about it for a while.

I'm trying to collect items to bring to a fund raiser, and a woman with blonde hair approaches and tell me about a family at the school that is going through a tough time and may need some assistance. I try to be polite as I listen and multi-task. I turn back to the conference table a group of people are at, and the woman's hair transforms. I approach the double doors, and realize I'm dreaming. I turn to the group at the table and fly toward them. I tell them we're dreaming, and continue to fly through the doors and new a new building area. There is a massive glass wall on the first floor, and a great view to a beach at sunset. The sunset is an awesome amber color, and the sand as well as water is visible. I fly up into the room, and see people arranged in small groups, laying down on the gray concrete floor and holding conversations. Some reggae music by Iration comes on over the speakers
and I'm really enjoying the scene. I fly around all the groups, but don't jump into any conversations; it feels a bit strange to. I decide to fly down to the beach and fly over to the glass. I see a group of three below me as I approach the glass, and take in all the faces. The dream gets a bit blurry and I wake up.

I enter a restaurant and speak to the two women who are at the front desk. I need to use the bathroom, and they direct me toward the back of the restaurant. I enter one of the back rooms, and I find myself in the bathroom. I turn and face the doors, and my awareness begins to come through. I tell myself it's a dream as my hands come in front of my field vision and I phase through the doors. I think about exploring a bit, and want to come up with some new dream ideas on the spot rather than try the same goal from the previous dream. I remind myself it's a dream, and I should just enjoy and explore the environment. I look left to the set of doors which leads to a large room and realize it's probably the kitchen. I decide to check out what the chefs are cooking. I enter, but nobody is in the room. I look around to see if I can find anything interesting to try, and remind myself to stay grounded in the dream. I walk forward and see some french fries in an oil cooker, but decide to not go for these. I pick up a pile of french fries on a paper towel to the right of the oil, and continue exploring the kitchen area. I take a few bites of the fries, and the taste is pretty good, but not quite like real life.There are many metal tables throughout, and several metallic freezers in the area to my right. I check out one of the fridges, but as I open it the dream fades and I wake up.

02.07.2016

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was running through the woods with Astrid, we were being chased by zombies (fast, smart zombies). It was getting dark and if we didn't find a place to stay at we would die. We saw a small town in the distance. We ran towards it, and went inside a huge house. I thought it was a mistake choosing a house with so many windows and doors. In the first floor there was manure all over the floor and it smelled bad. We wre clearing all the rooms but didn't find anything until the last one, there was a cow. The cow started mooing really loudly and I had to stab her in the head or it would attract more zombies. The zombies had reached the house now and were trying to get in. We ran upstairs and ran into a 3 zombies. We ran away from them and went inside a room each, next to each other. More zombies came in the house and started trying to open the bedrooms were we were hiding. I managed to lock my door using a belt and knew it was a matter of time before they got into the bedroom where Astrid was.

I remembered I had my stone mask (I was playing Majora's Mask last night) and wondered if it would work; maybe if I wore it they wouldn't be able to see me. I put it on and opened the door. Three zombies came in and smelled around, but they couldn't see me. I stepped out the balcony and saw that there were 3 zombies waiting by Astrid's balcony door. I pushed them off the balcony into the furious sea below. A huge great white ate them as soon as they landed. I rescured Astrid and we left the house.

I knew who was behind the zombie outbreak and where he was. He owned a huge casino in the same town. I packed my weapons and drove there. I parked my car, it was a blue civic coupe with stars painted on it. It was day time by now. I went inside the casino but noticed that security were following me. I exited through a side door and decided I needed a new plan. I was looking for my car but it was gone. I thought maybe I forgot where I parked, so I walked around but to no avail.

02.07.2016

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with my parents, my brother, Gerardo and Carla (family friends), and their two kids. We were going to drive to Edmonton. We had rented a van but we still had more people than seats. Surprisingly, my dad didn't care. We got in the van and looked for the place in google maps. I remember it being close to the main UofA campus, but it was a house in the middle of a small forest.

On the way to Edmonton we stopped at a small market. They had weird candies such as dead bees dipped in honey, roasted cockroaches, grilled cow eyes dipped in caramel, etc. I grabbed a bee dipped in honey and ate it. The lady warned me that if I bit it I would get stung but it was too late. My jaw stating hurting a lot and started cramping. A tiny ball developedin front of my ear lobes and it hurt a lot. My jaw was closing on its own so hard I thought my teeth would break.

02.07.2016

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in Ft. Lauderdale with my brother. We were walking along the highway, both carrying our suitcases and Suit bags. I had brought a black suit for some reason and was regretting not bringing the blue one. We stopped in a store and bought stuff to go to the beach. On the way to the beach mom called us and we told her we'd stop at Alvaro's (my cousin) place. His apartment, a small studio, was one block away from the beach. My cousin seemed high but was very welcoming, I wondered were his Siberian Husky, Ace, was and he instantly came. His eyes were very light blue and his brown coat shined, I thought he was the most beautiful dog I had seen.

02.07.2016

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Juan Vi and I were going on a trip with Dani, probably a rock climbing centre. We were trying to recall what our last trip together was before San Diego. We erroneously concluded it was the Orlando trip in 2012; forgetting we went to Daytona when I was in Miami last year.

7.02.16

After few days without recall, I had another day off and a chance to morning nap for a WILD.

Took a nap yesterday afternoon, then bed 12:30am-7:30am.

2x300mgs Alpha GPC 7:30am
2x4mgs Galantamine 8:30am

Sofa 8:30 am - woke up at 12pm.

Sleep mask, my pillows at little less steep incline so I was more laying down than normally. Normally I'm more sitting up. But didn't wan't to be disturbed with my mouth opening, I thought being more in laying position will help with that. I think it did.

I heard my watch chime at 9 am. I was still not asleep, but was getting some images and this incredible green-yellow ocean with purple-black waves rolling over it. I get this yellow-green thing sometimes and it never ends in a lucid. So I tried not to focus on it, rather wanted to see the infinite 3D blackness behind my eyelids. I kept feeling as if I was in sensory deprivation tank. My body was so light, but when I thought about it, I did feel some contact points with my sofa. But I still felt almost floating and being disconnected from physical body. It was very pleasant.

I finally turned to my left side, remembering how last time this turned into a lucid. As I did, I started getting some geometric HH that were blinking very fast. They were all on white field. I used to get this long time ago, this illumination as if from the backside.

Started feeling my head buzzing in the top back part and somehoe I entered a WILD.

I don't remember any transitions between different scenarios. All mostly just one long event, lasting about 45 min.

1. Tried the June TOTM again. I pulled some what looked like cat hair out of my butt. Second try was even more hair, then some dried up p**p. Not very imaginative, haha.

2. Was flying up higher and higher, thyrng not to think about how hard it is. Wanted to hitch a ride on some industrial containers that looked like luggage containers for airplanes. They were hanging on a rope being pulled on another horizontal rope. When I got closer, I heard some dangerous, large machinery sounds and I had no idea which tunnel the containers will come out of. I didn't want to get slammed by them so I left.

3. I wanted to get laid so was looking for someone. Didn't see anybody, so I remembered how I used to climax from climbing on poles. I found me one of those and I climbed and climbed...

4. There was more activity similar to the main theme, but don't remember any more details. I know I had some non lucids after this.

I was working on [something?]My mother wanted me to help some woman clean houses in WA state.
I could see a field near the ocean, with a series of identical 2 story brick homes facing the beach.
My right shoulder hurt. Someone suggested selling my shoulder muscles as implants, because people did that apparently. I looked at my hand and my fingers were dirty.

I woke up sleeping on my right side in a weird position and my shoulder hurt. Fell back to sleep after reading for a while.

I was traveling with my mom, dad and little brother- my brother was only 5-6 years old and my parents were young. We stopped at a brick apartment/hotel. We were only supposed to be traveling for 1-2 nights so I didn’t bring a change of clothes, only a couple of different shirts. We had dropped off our things at the hotel and I was trying to barricade my dog inside so she could see out of the window but not get out or destroy anything. My dad wondered if the lady managing the apartment was trustworthy. She looked like an old boss of mine. I was at the car but decided to go back inside to grab a sweater or something. I encountered the manager opening the door to our room or the house as I was trying to, and I wondered briefly if my dad was right to suspect her, but she seemed nice so I didn’t worry too much. I think I decided to grab my dog and bring her with us.

I briefly remember being in a car with an old schoolmate, someone I haven’t thought about much at all in many years. Weird.

My dad was driving, it was very dark out, and he didn’t have the headlights on. I was in the backset with my brother, mom was in the passenger seat. I screamed, ‘I can’t see!’ and my dad turned on the headlights just in time for us to see he was veering off a bridge/cliff. He almost corrected it, but the back end of the car had fallen off and dangled for a moment before tipping. We were falling but we couldn’t see what was below us. I had hope it wouldn’t be far, but the longer we fell, I realized we would all probably die. I held my mom’s hand with my right hand but I could only see the hint of her blonde hair in the darkness, and I held my little brother’s with my left hand, I told them I loved them and tried to stay calm. I woke up.

Another fragment—
I asked my dad where my dog was. Then I saw a car parked in the middle of the road ahead of us.
It was daylight, sunny. I saw my dog jump out of the car, wearing a red harness-type device. It was mesh and covered much of her abdomen, and one of her hind legs were stuck in it, so she couldn’t run or walk properly. I ran to save her, but she kept running from me. I finally grabbed her and my dad intervened and was rough with her, pushing her in the face. She bit in in defense, and it was bad. I felt very angry with my dad for treating my dog so violently. I yelled that she had never bitten anyone before and it was his fault. I worried he would tell and she would be quarantined or taken away from me. My dad looked upset, but stoic too. I eventually asked him he was ok. The bite was on his thumb and it looked deep.

Thoughts:
This all seems pretty straightforward, I didn’t feel safe with my dad. He also treated animals rather callously, although he did love them. As far as the first dream of my mom wanting me to clean houses—maybe I feel like my mom wishes I were more conventional and responsible.