lucid

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I am looking around net for some dragon pics and then at some point i wake up i notice it"s different room, i do RC and stabilization then go towards window, i try to phase around it since it's blocked by curtain, but curtain still gets in the way and dream destabilizes.

Dream 2(fragments):

For a part of a dream i was in quadruped stance and felt wings i was searching for something then it turned into video game and i was going around some base, then i joined massive attack on enemy base and we were fighting some mutants that looked like ones from far cry, then i went to ingame editor and was looking around.

Dream 3(fragment):

I was chatting with someone about dragons.

I was walking in the street and saw a turtle, that was on the chain and guard some house like a dog. The turtle was emaciated and gasped.
i would like to free it, but what i could do? The chain was iron. I was so upset. I count fingers and understood, that its a dream and i can easily stole the turtle and replace it to the nature. First i broke the chain with superpower. Second i summoned a plate with water and gave the turtle to drink. It drank. Third i made a portal to one place near sea in mountains there turtles live and no humans. I put the turtle on the grass and it went under a bush. I had no idea what to do else and awoke.

I tried a WILD today for the first time 8 months. the results were mixed, but I succeeded kinda.

I'm sitting in the reclining chair I fell asleep in not aware that I am already asleep. I create the feeling that I'm spinning to help me realize I'm asleep. I stand and look around everyone that was in the rooms still is, but I know I'm asleep. I'm not very deep though and it's hard to interact with them. I fly across the room(literally, I've always found flying easy) and try to fly through the window out into the world as usual, but I can't get through. I think this is because the world was very... Fuzzy for lack of a better term. I try to trick or treat a few people for the task of the month, but barely any of them respond.I get a someone to look at me, and she gives me something(It was something, that was nothing. I knew it was there but it had no form).

Yeah. So Its been over two weeks since my last LD, hopefully it will be a dry spell if I can manage to LD more frequently.
Today I woke at 6:45 - very slowly. I was so groggy. I worked out, had breakfast, showered and went to two classes. I got back to my room and took a nap. I fell asleep quickly. Its been a long week. I have been using the mantra 'I notice details and become aware' before I fall asleep and sporadically throughout the day. When I use it sporadically, I practice noticing details in my environment.
So how'd I get lucid? Well, as I was falling asleep I pretended to become lucid in the short daydreams I experienced before bed. I asked where one of my friends where he was going next year and he said, "Toyota." I then thought, Toyota is not a place, and pretended to become lucid. Then, as I fell deeper asleep I had some H.H., I offended a dog somehow and it Put its mouth over my bent knee and began to bite it. This got me aware and woke up my mind as I fell asleep. I then decided to wait for a dream scene to begin.
I could feel my consciousness floating thru my mind and thinking how relaxing it was. When the dream scene formed, I was not completely in control of my actions. I was also not completely aware. I was lucid, but not aware, just kind of going thru the motions. I was going to kiss this girl in my dream. I did an RC to check that I was dreaming, as to not screw up my normal life if I wasn't dreaming. Everything faded after that, or I simply do not remember.
I am going to try to focus more on control than doing things in my dreams.
Thanks for reading
~ BB316

I'm walking outside my house and sometimes I've been using flying as my reality check(which is pretty fun), so I tried flying and I ascended right then, at this point, it was clear that I was lucid.

I flew around for just a bit more, and for some reason when I get lucid I really want a random scene that isn't just my house, so I looked at the wall and thought of a new scene and turned around, nothing had changed.

I tried again but I made the dumb mistake of closing my eyes and opened them to waking life

I am in bed and get up look at my hands and see them distorted in the weirdest and most funniest ways that I kept looking at them. I walk outside my room when I saw Merari but she doesnt show up instead I see my mom having her annual get together at my house which I walked out in shorts and no shirt not really caring about what she was saying because I knew I was dreaming. I also remember I see Stella with her pants down which was awkward but I didnt mind and walked outside my house to see the dreamscape. It was evening time about like 8pm and I saw my dads datson 240Z parked outside my house in mint condition which he has now in the garage and some other cars parked outside I believe one of the other 3 was a escort. I then remember taking off my glasses because in a previous dream I was able to take them off and focus my vision but in this dream I was not able to focus it clearly and my vision became more blurry which was mad weird I then walked to the back of my house and saw that it was a mess like always. I also remember hearing crickets in the background I was excited of course and walked towards the front of the house again from the side and saw this lady pull up sideways on my drive threw in a white car then after that I was going to the house across the street to go inside and see whats up but then I started looking at my hands again because I was so intrigued and I got carried away and then woke up but I now know what to expect.

This night I remember using my dream senses more to their capacity I read an article that we have 10 senses when were sleeping our basic 5 senses and them replicated with the 5 dream senses and that you can use both when sleeping but have to focus more on your dream senses to keep lucid longer.

I didn't have time to put this up here, so I am doing it now

I am trying to bust a marijuana dealer and I am following him out onto a dock. I end up going to a crab trap, in the ocean, of his. He tackles me into the water and we begin to fight. I take a big breath and realize I am dreaming. I stop struggling with him and say “this is a dream, I don’t have to fight with you anymore”. He looks at me, but I swim further down. It is night and I say, “I want it to be brighter”. I see the sun come out, up above the water, and the ocean I am in gets much brighter. I see a fish and begin to talk to “her”. I cannot remember the conversation, and I wake up.

I haven't been paying much attention to my dreams lately because I've been busy, but tonight I've had a nightmare which has randomly turned into a lucid dream.

I was walking down a street when I found this guy staring at me and started harassing me. I got scared and turned to the left, into a very dark street. I couldn't see a thing, but I could hear his motorbike chasing after me. I tried to run, but my body felt very heavy and I was unable to. I have to say I tend to have dreams where someone is chasing after me and trying to hurt me, and every time I find that my body feels too heavy for me to run.

Thing is, I got into a building to hide from him, and while I was waiting, I thought it was strange that I couldn't run and that I had to be dreaming. Once aware, I decided I could turn the situation around to my advantage, that I had to do something to prevent the dream from fading away. When he got into the building, I stood before him and told him to stop chasing after me and trying to hurt me. All of a sudden, he didn't look dangerous anymore. I stopped for a second to think what to do next and I did what first came to my mind I could do with a guy in a lucid dream. I made him sit on a couch, sat on him and got it on with him.

This is the second lucid experience I've had since I got started with all this. I have to admit that this last month and a half I haven't quite done any reality checks or practised anything like ADA, so I wasn't expecting to have a lucid experience again yet. Hopefully, I'll get back to it now.

Dream 1:
I talk to an old lady and she brings up the convocation about Creatine. She say's that she had previously thought it contained ammonia in it. I had heard this before and said I too thought that. We continued talking about Creatine and were talking about the immunity benefits to it, and that there's still a lot of unknown benefits that have yet to be discovered.

I get asked a question by a teacher. It's about what was written on the piece of paper. In some what a lie, I say yes. I do know what was written but it slipped my mind earlier. She asks what was written, and I think long and hard, but couldn't remember. She hands me a piece of paper that had the information on it.

We talked about someone called Tracey Lee?

I see a category of what I can choose from. The choices were, Health and a lot of other options which I don't remember.

Dream 2:
Time Lucid - 10 secs
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

I'm on a bus and I see Daryl two seats in front of me. He's trying to tune a black girl. I think to myself, Daryl is clueless when it comes to picking up women. He said something to the girl which was a joke, and she knew it was a joke, but he kept insisting it was a joke. I start to feel a strong emotion of awkwardness, as I come to my senses that this is in fact a dream. I know I'm dreaming, even without reality checking. I try to get up out of the bus chair, but I'm stuck. I attempt again, but no luck. I wake up.

Dream 3:
Time Lucid - 30 secs
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

I'm at Jamie S's house, outside in his backyard. I see 2 dogs? they're eating their pigs ear treat.

I'm on my Dads computer. I suddenly realize I'm dreaming, without really anything weird happening. I do a nose plug which doesn't work. I now try the hand and it looks a bit off. I try to stabilize the dream by going through my senses. I first take a strong whiff of the air, but I feel myself losing the dream. I attempt something that I've never tried before, and that's falling forward straight into the ground. As I hit the ground, I don't feel it. I see blackness, and feel a sensation of rocking up and down. This happens for a few seconds, and then I end up in a bed in a random house. I get out of bed and see 50+inch TV in the distance with something on the screen. I walk into a lounge room, it's my old house in blacks land. I see a cat on the couch and I try and chase it down, but it's too quick and hisses at me. I grab the cat eventually and then wake up.

Dream 4:
Dream ended - 8:25am
Time Lucid - 1 min
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

I think my mum passed away and I was thinking about the heart attack. I see a bath with stuff in it, so I decide to step into the bath and push my feet into it. I wake up, and turn it into a DEILD. I see a scene come on like none other. I see a tree and the image comes closer and closer, to the point of where I actually go inside a flower. I see a fuzzy flower image spinning around. I get projected straight into a dream scene where I am standing in a bush. My vision is weird, it's as if I have no peripheral vision. It gets worse and worse, so I try and pry my eyes open with no such luck. I try to pull off my sleeping mask, but same thing. I even take off my glasses and throw them front of me and kick them like a football. My vision comes good eventually and I see 2 football ovals in the distance. I think I'm at my home towns football oval's car park. I decide to do something I have heard before to what I thought would prolong the dream, but really it's only for vividness. I bend my fingers back to break them, but not too long after I awaken.
I think I did another nose plug which didn't work again.

Finally, a lucid dream in which I didn't try to wake myself up, LOL.

I was talking to some guy I don't know in real life. My recall for this dream is low, so I don't know who he was supposed to be or what we were talking about. It actually seems like it might have been a dream guide, as he was just sort of standing there and letting me do my whole lucid thing. At one point I realized that I was dreaming, and that I was still in the dream. This made me very excited. Finally, I looked around and started to worry that the dream might disappear due to my excitement. The picture did get a little fuzzy, but I focused on making it become clearer, and it worked. And... that's all I remember. Still, it's pretty cool considering that I haven't been actively trying to have a lucid dream.

I leap out of my physical body in werelion form. There are a circle of Dark Templar wraith surrounding me with glowing red eyes. They say something about wanting to talk, I respond with a mighty roar, grabbing the nearest Templar, and ripping his head off. I drop the body, and smash the head into the skull of the nearest living Templar. I cast a shield of protection over sleeping Winter and a battle ensues. I hear a sound like the ripping open of a mountain, and I see a tear in the fabric of time and space above me, and a portal forms. Raven flies out riding a black winged jaguar. She has two spiraling horns growing out of her head, and she is wielding a black staff with a wooden raven carved on the top. She roars like a lion, lifting her staff to the sky, and a thunderstorm spirals out of the staff. Lightning strikes her staff, and charges it. Raven multiplies into 256 copies of herself and flies around the battlefield attacking the Templars with lightning. Her laughter echoes off the mountains. I run with the speed of electrons ripping limbs off of our enemies.
I hear another strange sound, like an earthquake, and I see Winter rise up, floating in a vertical position, eyes closed. Fairy wings sprout from her back, her eyes pop open and two white light beams shoot out. She grins deviously and says, "I'm a Dark Fairy!" She spins a white staff around, and slams it on the ground. Her pale skin becomes a dark violet, and her irises turn red. She flies madly through the battle, blowing icy bubbles which trap the Templars, and then shrink, crushing them into gooey messes of blood and ectoplasm.
I then hear a rumble, like a sleeping dragon growling. A mountain moves, no, its a great green dragon. "MoSh?"
"Hello brother. Long time no see."
"Looks like you need help."
The Templars attack MoSh, crawling over him like army ants. He roars in anger. I transform into a swarm of flying were-ants, and rip them limb from limb.
The Templars form into a giant wraith, and I continue my swarm attack. MoSh breathes green acid on the creature, melting his armor, Raven shoots lightning at his eyeballs, and the red orbs fall out of his head, and go out. Winter freezes his hands, and they crumble and fall apart. Then a big cat paw comes out of the sky, smashing him like a housecat killing a mouse. Tigress?
"Size is relative," she smiles from the sky.
The battle is over.
A cute litte fox runs to us, and drops strange red gems at our feet. "I stole these from the Templar demons!" he grins.
"Pablo? Thank you, friend!"
"Hmm... We should have these analyzed before we do anything with these," says Raven, putting the gems into glass jars.
"Wow," I say. "Raven, is this real?"
"Of course!" she laughs. I yawn, and everything fades to white.

10.25.13

Last night bed 2am-9am

Nap 3:20-5pm

I layed down all excited that I'm going to WILD. I was thinking that Ophelia just got a LD and I didn't want to be left behind.
I keep dipping under and waking up slightly. I notice I got my lex relaxed very fast.
I had 3 LDs, but they fell more like just one, with change of scenery. But I was losing then gaining awareness, so not sure if DEILDs or what.

I feel I'm getting close, so I push my head back. I start falling backwards. I know, that this is the least successfull type of entry for me. So I'm forcing my eyes to open knowing, that I'm already in a dream, even if still falling.

I open my eyes and I can see clearly. But they start to close almost as soon as they open.

Now I'm cutting vegetables. I'm thinking how much fun was the last LD. I figure I should RC. When I look at my hand, part of my finger is missing and start laughing at my SC, how tricky it is.

I walk out the window. I'm in a town with hills in the background. They are black and white, with patches of soil and melting snow. I look away and when I look back, the whole town looks like the hills - black and white patches. I laugh with excitement, how easy it is to change something just by thinking it.

I'm trying to figure out what to do. I don't wanna stay in town.

I'm on a sofa again and I'm looking at myself, as when you half sitting with pillows behind your back. I can see very clearly. I think to do an RC and I start waving my arms in front of my face. But I don't see them. Feel them, but I can't see them. There is only a very minor space distortion. As if they were camouflaged. I start clapping them to make them appear. At some point I get out the window.

I slept in really late. At one point I tried to check the time on my phone, but my left eye wouldn't open, and the phone screen was senseless garble. I'm dreaming!

I get up with the surgery task on my mind since I thought about it last night. I go to the bathroom so I can see in the mirror. I brought my phone with me and the time says 6:58. then i look away and back and it said 6:49, then i looked away and back again and it said "9:69 (really)". like it truly said "really" after the time lol! anyway, The only tool I can find is a dentist pick. I lift up my shirt and start to make an incision but it hurts lol! I say out loud, "I can't do this!" But I just think fuckit, and tear a line down my abdomen, which was nothing more than a deep scratch and no blood. It hurt a bit but not like an actual incision. I set down the tool and put each hand on either side of the scratch, and pull outward. The skin splits perfectly and I'm staring at my rib cage and a bunch of organs that look like steaks! I select one that kinda looks like a stomach and remove it. It wasnt connected to anything, and no blood. I set it on the sink, and it just looks like a sirloin steak lol. Then I look at my reflection and there's a ZIPPER no lie, where the incision is. So I just zip my skin up and I'm fine.

Sometimes I think my subC is too cartoony and keystone cop for these gory tasks :p

10/25* planning some event with wifes family and they're saying no guns allowed at the event we don't want people poking into each other with their guns. Odd! And then some Latin phrase that seems to have 3 words and one of the words seems to indicate Chinese as in nationality. After getting up to go to the bathroom my plan is only to go straight back to sleep maybe put a few quick thoughts in my head...it's a work night. I don't get right back to sleep so I decide I might as well get up and do a quick WBTB. When I lay back down I do my variation on the SSILD cycles. Eventually start to doze off and regain full awareness with strong vibrations and I can feel that they are strong enough to transition so I start thinking about the scene I would like to try to come into. At first I think a nice green meadow but then I remember my goal to fly up into space and look back down at the earth so I decide nighttime scene might be better so I can look up at the night sky. I end up in a fuzzy nighttime scene with lots of trees around odd looking trees. I start to detect my congestion from waking life and start to feel like I'm having trouble breathing or swallowing and it seems like I wake up and then re-enter the dream without any lucidity!! How?? The congestion took breathing/swallowing took me that far off course? I examine the trees and start to wonder why they are intertwined the way they are. It seems as if someone is wrapping something like vines or reeds together intertwining them so they grow together that way. A DC tells me its the same material they use for those dividers like a much thinner version of bamboo. There are also these large chalky deposits that come up out of the ground several stories tall and it seems like the deposit is something that would be mined. I wake up and realize I lost an opportunity. At this point I just want to sleep, I roll over and go to sleep and remember some fragment about having to choose between two different items.

non lucid
*I gave a ride to my step cousins in this non existence truck.
*Gave money an old asian man that I seemed to owe him.
*My ex girlfriend said everyday she thinks about marrying me.
*Riding in a low rider car in downtown dallas.

lucid
*I was at the pool area interested in finding a blonde girl. I saw this beautiful girl in a hot tub then she turned into my girlfriend. I walked away and asked a little kid a questions but I forgot what, he said he didn't want to respond. I smiled thinking wow this is a good kid.