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I remember laying in bed in the darkness just waiting there trying to do WILD and next thing I know I'm in a dream, did a reality check and I found out that i was dreaming.
By the time I knew that, I thought i was still in my bed but turns out I actually woke up from my couch.
I got up to look around and I saw my back yard blazing with fire, meteors rained down as far as I can see, and for some reason I can see these 2 sky scrapers beyond my backyard all burnt up and ready to collapse.
Then i saw one of my Dream Signs which was a little girl that reminds me a lot of my Niece.
She would say "no" and just run away the same way my Niece does.
I saw her just standing looking at me or sometimes just walking around just having fun.
I don't remember what happened but the setting suddenly changed to night time in my backyard doing cultural things. My dad was up on a table chanting like usual and there was suppose to be someone there hitting a gong helping the person chanting.
But instead of that, we got a Morgan Freeman Playing a piano to help aid the chanter which, in the dream, was hilarious.
Then the setting suddenly changed again.
I was laying on the couch playing with my brother's newborn, somehow I knew that.
His head was flipped around like Jake Tucker in family guy and was just laying there.
All of a sudden, the baby just up and went to the couch. Was confused at how he was able to do that.
In what seemed like seconds, i witnessed the baby grow up from a baby to a toddler ready to go to kindergarten.
I asked my brother "How Come your baby is growing up so fast?"
My brother replied "What are you talking about, its already been 5 years?"
"5 years!!" i thought to myself. i did a couple of Reality Checks just to make sure that i was still dreaming.
I could breathe through my covered Nostrils, My left hand ( first time looking) had 2 fingers, a pinky and a thumb,
I looked away and looked back at my left hand, I had 3 fingers, no pinky and 2 thumbs.
So I knew I was dreaming again. I went into my brothers room and I saw one of my old classmates from High school.
I decided to have Intercourse with her for what seemed like 3-4 seconds and then I woke up.
I woke up pretty annoyed that i had to wake up when the bast part of the dream came.

I have a dream that there are basically zombie ghost things trying to get into my house. Somewhat like Minecraft or Terraria, I keep building better houses to keep them out. My mom and brother are there. It's a nightmare, but it's goofy. Something busts through a window with its arm and is groping around, but it's a silly cartoony looking arm.

Then, I'm having an actual nightmare. The tone is just creepy and foreboding. Something about tunnels beneath the city, and scary things that might be in them... that kind of nightmare. There's a character who's investigating it. I don't recall his name. There's also a shrine that goes down into one such tunnel, but it's unattended and has fallen into decay.

I go semi-lucid. I realize I'm dreaming, but am not fully "there". I see the main character descending into a tunnel - I decide to follow him and use the darkness of the tunnel to do a scene change. I leap into the air and fly full speed into the tunnel after him.

Instead, as I descent into the tunnel, I hear a buzzing roar and ghostly voices. One voice in particular is very loud. It keeps saying "HELP ME, ALEX". It's so loud and sudden and insistent that it rattles my nerves and startles me into non-lucidity.

I'm buffeted around in the tunnel and the buzzing, ghostly voices continue. I continue flying though the tunnel. I regain lucidity again after a brief while, and hear the same voice yelling for help. I still have no idea who the hell Alex is, though.

When I realized I was not going to be able to regain control of the dream, I woke up, rolled over, and went back to sleep. I dreamed I was in my old city, riding the bus around to get to work, but I couldn't remember where I worked and I was getting very frustrated.

Had a (very short) lucid dream!

First dream:

I was in a bookstore/library with my cousin. He told me I had to get a book for him, and I told him I actually had a copy of it. I told him to follow me and we left the bookstore. When we left there, we were in a corridor full of classrooms. I got into one and showed him my copy. It was literally a photocopy of all the pages of the book. He got mad and told me he wanted the real book.

Then, a girl I know walked into our classroom and told me she missed me. I hugged her and started talking to her. My cousin got really pissed off and kept interrupting us at every other word. Finally, I had enough and asked her to wait while I'd get the book for him.

We left the classroom and walked back to the bookstore/library. He told I didn't have to pay for the book, I could use my PROCSOM (wtf is that? no idea) card. I agreed and went to the PROCSOM part of the place. I told the woman who worked there my name and she gave me some weird glasses. With the glasses, I could now have the book.

Since my cousin had the book, I left the bookstore/library and found myself an empty classroom. I tried to put the glasses on and it took me a while to understand how it worked, it was very weird. I got it right and started going back to the classroom my friend was. I opened the door and she was talking to two other people. I woke up.

Second dream:

I was in a subway station. There was a group with me and we were making sure we could live there, since outside was full of (surprise, surprise) zombies. We managed to find a tiny room with glass walls that we could stay. We could see everything on the subway station from inside, but people outside couldn't see us.

But it was too tiny and I decided to go looking for somewhere else. The people there followed me because... I dunno, because it was my dream, I guess. There was a little girl who was with us who started crying and she said she couldn't stay with us, she had to go and find her parents. We told her we didn't know if they were alive, but she just ran away.

I was sad, she must've been about nine and I doubted she'd survive outside. We still kept exploring the subway station until we found a hidden floor that had hospital rooms (?) and a huge room with tables. We shut everything and decided to stay there.

We put two people in each room to sleep, cause if someone died, they'd turn into a zombie (The Walking Dead logic). That way, the person sleeping with them would hopefully realise the person had died BEFORE they turned. As I was walking on the corridor of the hospital rooms, it clicked how stupid our plan was and I decided to check on the pregnant woman's room to see if everything was right.

It was not. She had had the baby, but the baby was choking and dying. Someone walked inside and cut the baby right above its chest. A bunch of white stuff came out of it, I think it was supposed to be normal, but I put my hands above MY chest and realised that that had never happened to me. Somehow, I knew the baby was as good as dead.

Too disturbed by the baby dying, I left the room and went to the huge room with tables. There was a woman there and I had a thing for her. I told her to meet me in one of the hospital rooms so that we could get together. She said she'd try, but her husband might get suspicious. Her husband then appeared and started shouting at her. He was very abusive.

While they were arguing, I walked over one of the tables and found lots of letters there. One of them was from the little girl's father and I got even sadder. Then I noticed there were about five letters to the woman I had a crush on, plus one "secret" note.

Hold on. This is a dream! Unfortunately, I started feeling my real body. I was ready to give up, but I thought about the competition. I rubbed my hands together and it helped a little, I couldn't feel my body anymore, but I knew it was a matter of time. The woman walked to where I was and told me it was okay to wake up. I told her that I'd at least get the letters all organised to her and find the secret note that had disappeared while I was rubbing my hands before I woke up. She looked so miserable that I wanted to give her something to hold on before I left.

I put the letters in chronological order (there were dates on them), but I couldn't find the note. I handed her the letters, apologised for the note and wished her good luck with her abusive husband... and I woke up.

Morning of November 1, 2013. Friday.



I am in a non-lucid dream and near the Cubitis kitchenette, where I have not been (in real life) since 1978. I start to wonder about what I had been doing or was going to do, as my memory is not viable. I decide to lie down in bed to relax, becoming somewhat aware of where I really am (at our present address) but I am soon annoyed by a sound I have never heard before; a mix of high-pitched buzzing and squealing with fuzzy dynamics. I hear it three times, about four feet away from our bed but at slightly different heights each time. It is apparently not a noise from our fan, as it is on the other side. I feel I am nearing sleep, so I assume I am hearing hypnagogic sounds.

Several minutes pass. I am near an oversized snowmobile that is covered in snow and unlikely to go anywhere, as the skis and tracks seem frozen below ground level. I start to move the snow away. It seems to be a reasonable task as if I am somehow engaged in some sort of advanced photo projection and instead of just feeling and examining all of the environment, I am actually more immersed in it and mentally manipulating it. I move a lot of snow away but wonder how I will get the snowmobile out. I see that it is not a snowmobile at all but John’s Martian tank (from the Cowsills Harvey comic book). After a time I start to wonder why I am bothering as it will probably never run again anyway, and had been abandoned by the owner.

I “wake up” but I am still in the dream state, though it is not like a typical false awakening. I am sitting at a computer in the living room, near the kitchenette, in Cubitis. My computer is displaying an error window that moves across the screen. I try to read it, as I become semi-lucid and I want to see what my dream is “saying”, so I study the imagery as closely as possible. However, the letters keep changing as I watch (as is usually the case in dreams) and the error window still moves about in random ways, although I almost think I see all the letters of the pattern, “You can’t catch me, I’m the gingerbread man!” from a book from my childhood (and get an image from another window that appears to be on an Internet recipe page for cakes and cookies).

The size of the error window changes a few times. I get an illogical idea that I should fix the problem in my dream and it will change the real-life situation (though my computer was not on in real life and never displayed such an error). I look around the room, amazed at the clearness of my perception and how alive I feel. I start to question if I am still dreaming or somehow woke up and went to my computer without realizing it (yet illogically without the understanding that I could not possibly be back in Cubitis).

I walk down a hall, realizing I am now at our old address on Barolin Street. Knowing I am dreaming, I decide to have a sensual interlude with Zsuzsanna. It is afternoon and a few random dream characters are present in the house. Zsuzsanna and I are soon together and I turn around, mentally willing the door to close.

I loudly say “Lock!” and hear a loud metallic sound from exactly where I expect it within the doorknob, and so our door is locked. I could have done it manually, but my dream obeyed me and I get the sense that not only did the door lock, but created an impenetrable seal along the door frame itself.

Later, my dream begins to lose cohesion as I focus on the illogical thought of where my real body is or what it may be doing. In some lucid dream types I have a concern about where my sleeping body is and what position my head is in, and whether or not a pillow is too close to my mouth or even if I am absentmindedly wandering around in the middle of the street while in my lucid dream.

I “wake up” into another lucid dream (which is only a continuation of the same dream sequence, though at another level of unconsciousness, closer to waking consciousness), thinking about how real it seems. However, I see that I am back near the Cubitis kitchenette again as in the first part of this sequence. I cannot believe how real it feels, with augmented physicality.

I decide to go and see my beautiful wife for the second time, ending up at our present address. However, Earl (an older half-brother on my mother’s side who had died in real life in 2007) seems concerned about me when I say how my dream seems so real. I consider that it is “too real” to be a dream, but then I notice that our widescreen television looks different and is sitting on the wrong furniture. Curiously, Earl being alive does not convince me it is a dream. I wonder if he has something interesting or intelligent to say, but he continues to watch television. I see another widescreen television sitting atop a tall narrow bookcase, and curiously, this is what confirms for me that it has to be a dream.

I decide to be with Zsuzsanna again. This time though, Zsuzsanna and parts of the environment become somewhat transparent, so I decide to let it go and wake.

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Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was browsing DA and viewing dragon images, then there was some discussion about flying and somebody posted that he "Accidentally nom'd instructions".

Dream 2(fragments):

Something is going on at home and then i go to bed, but while standing(?) on bed i realize that i am dreaming, and also notice that bed is in wrong place. I leap towards window nearby but dream instantly fades.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was watching some video which was showing some game ab out gangsters and noticed that really unfitting for video touhou music is playing for some reason: Voyage 1970.

This dream makes more sense if you know that I had minor surgery done on Wednesday.

I dreamed I was back in the back room of my aunt's old house. It was a very old house and the room was more like an add-on than anything. The floor was basically toothpaste-colored linoleum, and it was set about 5 feet lower than the rest of the house.

Everything was very dark and very dimly lit.
Anyway, for whatever reason, there were urine samples set out. I don't know why.
Also, my stomach and torso were cramped up (they probably actually were and it made it into my dream) so I was trying to lie down on the cool linoleum to make them feel better.

Then for some reason, I realized I was dreaming. There was no clue or sign, I just suddenly thought, "I am dreaming" and realized it was true. Unfortunately, I was stuck in the dark.

I tried to punch through the void, but nothing happened. I tried to feel my way through it, and I felt the wall of a corner. At the time, I thought it was really the wall and I was feeling the waking world through my dream, but I now know that wasn't true. My bed isn't near a corner; I'd have fallen out of bed getting to one. This wasn't quite a false awakening, but it was sort of like a quasi false awakening.

I backed away, worried I had actually felt the wall of my bedroom through my dream. I made a hop and tried to fly, and I was hovering, but things were still dark. I tried to punch through the void, but it was like punching air.

I tried to imagine a temperate rainforest (a trail in my favorite park), and I imagined it as vividly as I could, but it did not appear in front of me. I got a glimpse of a tree, but it was all cartoony and not anything like the park trail.

I think part of what I need to overcome is understanding that as soon as I have visualized something, it is. I don't have to visualize it to try to make it "appear". As soon as I have visualize it, it exists. Period.

I know this is a hurdle I may have trouble overcoming for a while, and the Void continues to be an issue.

I woke up and my whole torso had cramped up. I was sleeping in a weird position because of it, so my shoulder also ached.

(I am unsure how the dream started, so I will start from where I do remember.)

I'm walking down a road with a woman under my left arm (which I felt like was my wife/gf in the dream). We were going to a restaurant but I forget which one. As we continued on, we passed an Olive Garden and I asked the woman if she would rather eat there instead of where we were initially headed. She answered rather indifferently so I decided to go inside. Immediately after entering the Olive Garden, I realized I was dreaming and decided this was the best place to do some experiments involving my 5 senses.

First, I started touching my surroundings, however my sense of touch was much less sensitive than it usually is.
Then I started testing my sense of hearing by simply listening to the hustle-and-bustle of the restaurant, which I could hear faintly.
Satisfied, I started testing my sense of taste. This was difficult at first as I had nothing to eat, so I approached one of the tables and saw a woman eating chips and salsa. I reached over and took some (the woman gave me a look of approval, as if it was okay for me to take some). I believe I could taste the chips/salsa, however it was too faint to make a definitive answer.
Unfortunately that was all the testing I could get in before my dream ended, but I do plan to continue my tests in future lucid dreams. Hopefully dreams that are more vivid as well .

Journal Entry #Lucid 1 (Lucid, non-dream)

Background: This is my first post. I am not good at writing so this may not seem interesting at all, but nonetheless it was to me. This would be my 16th lucid dream but most of them are not long, due to me not stabilizing the dream when I have the chance, just like this one. This is my 2nd WILD experience the other one was a very intense dream compared to this. I just want to post the process in which both times became successful, so that I won't forget and maybe it might help others get some idea of there own.

My process:

1) I don't know if this will affect a WILD, but I do about 20-24 reality checks during the day. I aim for 2 an hour but I sometimes might do 3 or 4 and sometimes just one an hour.

2) I drank lots of water before going to sleep. My bladder i guess likes to wake me up 3-5 hrs depending on what time I sleep. If I sleep at 8 pm, I would wake up at 12:30 am, 9 pm at 2, and so on.

3) So wake up in night and write down your dreams before you pee. This is actually very important, by placing importance on your dream instead of your bladder, your brain will place importance for it as well.

4) This is also important: MEDITATE. You know the usual meditation, close your eyes, concentrate on the breath, for this particular mediation do not try and control the breath, and come back to the breath when thoughts arrive. Also do it in the dark helps you concentrate. You could also do a simple phrase meditation, " I will realize that I am dreaming" This made me a critical thinker in a dream and helped me question my dream state, but this will not give you a WILD. (I am not good at meditation. And the experience won't always be the same, so don't expect too much) I do a short 10 min meditation sometimes 15 min I until develop sharp concentration, but feel free to do more or less.

5) Fail at an OBE: Kind of sounds weird but failing an OBE (out ot body experience will take you to a dream).The first time I laid there motionless for some time and with little success of an OBE, so I gave up and went to sleep, and woke up directly in a dream. The second time, I was listening to binaural beat made by the great Robert Monroe, as he likes to call it Hemi-sync. If you guessed I failed again, I laid there for 1 hr motionless, without realizing it. But when I stopped trying and told myself to go to sleep I became successful, not with OBE, but with sleep paralysis. As I was almost asleep I heard Robert Monroe's voice, "remember what you want" I don't know if it was from the audio that I was listening to or if it was the hallucination. I said to myself, I want to come out of my body. I started feeling the vibration, and also the hallucination. I started hearing a sinister laughter, very high in pitch, it was terrifying. I was terrified, of not only the wild hallucination, but the vibrations. This was my first Sleep paralysis experience as well. So instead of trying to come out my body, after the vibrations have subsided, I let the dream take over. (to be continued down in the dream section)

DREAM: I saw the dream being formed, and no it does not have to be as delicate as other lucid dreamers make it to be, mine was a little bit aggressive. I saw numbers, colors, random objects flying over, I was spinning along side the numbers and objects, which can only be described as an acid trip. And I look down I see all these blocks. They looked pretty simple at first, but when I thought, "is this a city?" it became a city. let me remind you that I was floating in the air as the dream is being made. Then I started falling, and as I was about to hit the ground I couldn't help but think about Prototype, the game. I hit the ground, the floor cracked and the shock wave killed some people. I saw the people running, I kept telling them that it was an accident and they don't have to fear me.( I like pleasant dreams and pleasant lucid dreams). Every one I turned to started running, even if they didn't see me do it, the fact that it was in my conscious, triggered them to run. So I thought for a minute how do I convince them I am a good guy. I imagined a cyclops to appear, I turned and looked, and there was a cyclops. I started to fly and I beat the cyclops with one punch to the face. They cheered and accepted me as a good guy. The dream was starting to get fuzzy, and I lost my lucidity.

Update to self:
I have not came across a technique that works perfectly yet.
I have came across techniques that work sometimes and not other times.
My idea is doing everything out of happiness and love. In most of my LD, I normally go to sleep content not raging for a LD, but still wanting to LD.
So what ever can make it more enjoyable then it is worth the time. Even reading books, watching a show, as long as you are happy with still focused mindset on LD you might get it.
Meditation is important as well but again do it out of happiness. I started doing love and kindness meditation out of love and happiness and I had consecutive LD those nights.
2/16/16: came back to read my first entry on the website. Since I have fallen short on LD because my focus changed to school, I lost my motivation. I come back to read my first post, and this is a reminder to future me that happen to glance at this page: I know that school is important, but it does not give me happiness. To remind myself: Why do I practice lucid dreaming? Its because life is short, and it is best to live it to the fullest, live it lucid.

I apparently always go lucid when Im driving.

Anyways I dont remember much at all about my dreams last night except when I went lucid. I was driving my car and I just knew it was a dream, I didn't do a reality check or anything I just realized I was dreaming. I rubbed my hands together so I wouldnt wake up and I tried driving around for a bit but it didn't last long and I woke up. Thats pretty much all I remember

I only have this one other fragment of playing this game where I had to pour this liquid in little grooves on a board. I let it drip and the girl next to me told me I lost cause if it drips then you lose.

10/30/13

Down With the Sickness
I am somewhere strange. I am still rather drowsy as if I am just waking up from some kind of a drug induced sleep. I also realize I am standing upright, which is odd considering I feel like I am waking up from a deep sleep. As I become more aware I realize I have my hands up above me. I look up and see they are chained. I am chained to a wall. I also have chains on my feet. I focus on forming Witchblade to cut through the chains but nothing happens. I try to use the Harry Potter spell alohamora on the lock on the chains but that doesn't work, either. Something is wrong with my powers. I am sure this has to be a dream, but nothing is working. I look around the room and I see there are numerous Templars watching me closely, perhaps warily as if they aren't sure if I will have my powers or not.

One of them seems to be the leader and he acts more confident than the others. He said I will now realize all my dream powers are neutralized. I am not so sure of that. The Templar says now I have no choice but to hear him out without attacking them. I pull on the chains a bit. I feel increased strength in my body, and it feels like the chains are about to give way. I am sure it is the Mercer Virus inside my dream body… it is still active. The Templars either can't or didn't neutralize that. But I am wondering what this Templar has to say, so I stop pulling and make it look like I was unable to get free. I tell the Templar that if he wanted to talk all he had to do was ask. He says he tried that last time, but Nomad and I attacked them on sight. That was not going to happen again. I tell him to go ahead and say what he's going to say. He says there is an enemy coming that threatens both Templars and Assassins. A force from another world, more powerful than anything the Templars have witnessed before. He says only if the Assassins and Templars cooperate do we have a chance of surviving the upcoming disaster. So I ask him what he is proposing. He says they need the devices back that we have stolen from them. I ask if he means the devices they'd intended to use to influence the dreams of people on Earth… he says yes, but they won't be directed at Earth… they would be directed at the approaching invaders. Perhaps to use the controls to make some of the enemy's minions turn on him. He says the Templars have developed a weapon that works well on the type of enemy that is coming, and they will share that weapon with the Assassins… consider it an exchange. I ask how I'm supposed to know if he's telling the truth. He says this is far too important to lie about. I ask him if it is really so important that he would risk his life to come here. He says he is not risking anything, but yes, it is important enough that he would die to ensure it is prevented. He says he needs to have the devices in his hands before he can let me go, so tell him where they are. I tell him I would have to go get them, there's no way my allies are going to turn the devices over to a bunch of Templars. I add that it's not like he could keep me from leaving if I want to. He laughs and says all of my powers are neutralized, so I'm not going anywhere. I tell him he has forgotten one thing… I am infected with the Mercer Virus. I pull on the chains again and they snap as if they are made of cardboard. The head Templar takes a couple steps backwards as I transform my right arm into a blade.

I tell them all to stay back if they don't want to be sliced in two. Only one of them has to die here to prove their cause. I move towards the head Templar and he orders the others to kill me. They all move in around me, but I am too fast. I grab the head Templar with my right hand and consume him before the others can get there. I get the information I wanted from him. The other Templars are already attacking. I slice through the first two Templars coming in, feel my blade, you lying bitches! My blade cuts right through their shields and armor and swords. It is a very bloody scene as I cut down all of my attackers. I then turn my attention to the memories I got from the head Templar. There is an evil entity that was going to be coming, but it was the Templars that were bringing it. A demon. They wanted to get the devices back and then set the demon to fight the Assassins for them. What a bunch of assholes! Of course now that their plans have been revealed there is no real reason to continue with summoning the demon. I wonder if they will still do so out of spite… and will the demon really cooperate with them. Maybe the demon will destroy the Templars for us! Or at least keep them occupied for quite some time. I form my bloody blade back into my arm and walk across the room which has been painted red with Templar blood. It seems that I probably should find the blood and the strewn bodies to be disgusting… but it doesn't bother me at all. I laugh at the foolishness of the Templars as I wake up.

10/30/13

Puppet Master
I am in a dungeon of some kind. I am making my way through passages and tunnels of stone. I am thinking of it like a dungeon from one of the Legend of Zelda games. I see I am there with Link. We continue into a larger chamber where we are immediately attacked by some strange creatures. They look sort of like spiders, but they only have four legs. They kind of jump around the room. They are all about the size of wolves. They come at us as soon as we enter the room. Link starts fending them off with his sword and shield but he seems to be holding back. He says he doesn't want to kill them if he can avoid it because they aren't acting of their own free will. He says normally they are quite peaceful. I think stunning them would be a good plan. I use the song spell Battery by Metallica to summon some lightning, but I focus to keep it at a lower power. Sparks fly through the room and knock the strange creatures unconscious. Link checks on one of them to be sure it is alive. He nods at me and starts to continue to the next passage. I tell him to wait, I will charge his shield with electricity so he can knock enemies unconscious with it. I do that using Battery by Metallica again. We encounter a few more of the strange creatures in the hallway but Link knocks them unconscious with his electrified shield. We enter a large cavern now. It extends to unknown depths below us. I look down into the blackness and it looks bottomless. There is a winding path that leads across the room. The ceiling is far above us, almost hidden in the darkness. Fires around the edge of the chamber keep the chamber lit. I briefly wonder how anyone got to those torches to keep them lit but I don't spend much time on that before I see something on the other side of the room. It looks like a huge and creepy doll of some kind.

It looks like one of those evil clowns like Pennywise from the book It or something similar. The clown doll is alive, and it is holding puppet strings that are hanging down into the darkness below. Even though they don't appear to be connected to anything I figure those are what the thing is using to control the strange creatures in the dungeon and who knows what else it is controlling. There are armed guards standing along the narrow passage, blocking the way. Link says they are acting of their own free will… he knows that because they were enemies before the Puppet Master showed up. So we make our way along the narrow path. One of the guards lunges at me. I time it just right to grab hold of him and push him off the edge of the pathway into the darkness below. Link shoves another one off with his shield. I actually jump over Link and grab the next guard before he can react and I push him off of the passage as well. The Puppet Master is getting angry, saying he has to do everything himself. But he doesn't do it himself. Instead he summons forth a lot of strange creatures. Many of them are like the ones in the passages, others look sort of like ewoks with white fur.

Link says they are being controlled by the Puppet Master… but how do we set them free? I tell him I am sure all we have to do is cut the Puppet Master's strings. He looks past the army arrayed against us and at the strings hanging from the creepy clown doll. He sarcastically asks if that is all we have to do… clearly he doesn't think it will be that easy. How do we get past the guards without killing them? They are all innocent. I am thinking of Prototype, so I use moves from Prototype. I jump. But I don't just jump, I crouch and charge up a large jump. I then glide right over the Puppet Master's pawns. I form my right arm into a blade and slice through all the strings on the one side. Link is just staring at me now as if he can't believe what I just did. The Puppet Master screams in rage and about half of the army blocking Link just looks disoriented. Before he can attack me I do another charged jump and cut through the strings on the other side. Now all of his slaves are disoriented and none of them interfere with Link as he passes through them. Link says the only way to kill the Puppet Master is to destroy the gem on his forehead. I look up and see there is a red gem there that is glowing. Link says only the sword of light can do it. I have my doubts that the gem can hold up to my Prototype sword, but I decide to play along. I take hold of Link and charge a jump, getting us out of the way just before one of the clown's huge hands crashes down in an attempt to crush us. When we are high enough Link jumps off of me and drives his sword into the red gem. Red sparks fly and the gem shatters. The Puppet Master collapses to the ground with Link still standing on top. The former slaves of the Puppet Master are still a bit disoriented, but they seem to be regaining their senses. The spider creatures are dispersing. Some of the white ewoks are coming towards Link and me. They are talking to us. One of them says he does not know how to thank us for freeing them from the Puppet Master's control. Link isn't listening to them. He asks how I did that. I ask what he is talking about as I transform my blade back into a human arm. He points at me and says that. I tell him it's a long story and I'm sure I don't have time to tell it. I am right about that, and Link has barely begun to ask me more questions when I wake up.

First Entry!
Sorry if this ends up being a bit graphic towards the end- I'll try to keep it relatively clean.
In the dream, I remember being half asleep on Robert's couch in the den. I believe the television was on, though I can not be sure what was showing. In his den, there are five light bulbs- there is a single one in the center, and four larger ones placed around the room. Only the center one was on, so it was rather dimly lit. The door to the den was closed at first. I was trying to fall truly to sleep when my friend Robert came into the room. He tried to wake me, but I was being stubborn- half asleep, and deciding that I would continue to feign sleep, to see what would happen. I wanted to see what he would do- would he be sweet and tender, maybe cuddle me or cover me with a blanket? Or would he just let me sleep undisturbed on his couch? His attempts to stir me were somewhat rough at first, talking loudly and prodding me, as we generally do to each other. I felt his hand on my backside at one point, and I remember being distinctly pleased by this. But I was still determined not to stir. He began to speak softly, touching me gently and trying to get me to rise from the couch. I remember thinking that I could no longer feign sleep, and so I rose halfway into a sitting position and got to my feet, feigning grogginess. He sat down on the couch and I simply stood there for a minute before sinking to my knees and resting my head on his knee. I remember at that point believing that I could pretend to plausibly doze like that in a sly effort to get close to his "junk." Not to try anything, but just to be in close proximity to it. All I remember after that was him being mildly amused at my position and apparent sleepiness before he undid his zipper and started to play with himself with long, rapid strokes. After that, I do not remember anything of the dream. I do, however, recall waking up somewhat, acknowledging to myself that I had just experienced a strange yet satisfying dream, and slipping back into oblivion.

I took a late nap, and had a couple WILDs that fizzled out kinda quick. Then suddenly I was dreaming that I was in the car with Danny on my way to work, and I was like 'hey! I was just dreaming a minute ago.' So as Danny was turning a corner, I just opened the car door and jumped out and said later.

I took to flying and the scenery was beautiful. So green and lush. And the sky was completely cloudy, but with lots of this silver linings (I will have to find a pic). I was flying in my goofy little slow way, where I'm upright, and just kinda flap my arms to change direction or gain altitude.

I flew near a store that had wedding dresses and wedding cakes in the window display. I thought 'Oooooh I wanna go in and look around.' I landed and looked in the window. I could see a case full of little individual confections of all shapes and sizes and colors. And two Asian ladies were working on a wedding cake on a little island counter. Just a really pretty store.

I decided to try something I had never tried before, and phase through the glass window while keeping my eyes open, and see if I could keep my vision the whole time with nothing changing. It totally worked haha, beginners luck? Anyway the Asian ladies looked at me and smiled, looking a little confused. I just said "hey don't worry it's just me," and I pinched off a piece of the cake they were working on. The outside was white fondant, but it was impossibly light and not overly sweet. And melted in my mouth and was just delicious. Not possible really to make fondant irl. I praised the ladies for it. The. I went to the pastry case and just stuck one treat after another into my mouth. Everything was delicious. I remember something powdery and hazelnut flavored, and something else carrot cake like. Best dream food ever.

I decided to leave and on my way out I opened my wallet and it was full of twenty dollar bills. I dropped 4 of them on the floor on my way out lol. When I got outside, the sky had changed drastically! All those silver-lined puffs of clouds had turned into giant jellyfish!!! The sky was filled with them. I looked in awe and excitement and yelled "Wooooow!! Cloud jellyfish !!!!" And as soon as I said that, the sky got dark gray, there was thunder and lightening, and the jellyfish started to move toward me. And they started raining. And where ever the rain hit, here was smoke. Like some kind of acid rain. I wondered if it would be neuro toxic rain too since they were jellies.

So I admit, fully lucid, I was kinda excited and scared. Kinda like when you play tag but you're outnumbered. So I ran into some random building, just before the jellies got to me. I found some stairs that went down so I ran for it. But as I descended, the acid rain from the overhead jellies burned through the building and started raining on me! I felt it, and it burned and sizzled a bit. It did t hurt really but it did have a kind of electric feeling.

I kept finding more stairs going down, hoping that the acid rain wouldn't be able to get too me. After a couple more fails, I finally reached what appeared to be an underground garage parking for the building. I was close the the exit and could see outside. Three REALLY big jellies were hovering by the exit. I quickly bid behind a cement pillar. I admit I felt like I was grinning from ear to ear, this was fun! I peeked around the side of the pillar and saw 2 of the jellies leave. Where was the third???? I peeked around the other side, then the opposite side again, nothing. So I started for the exit and the big jelly was right there!! Fucker was hiding on the other side of the pillar!!!! I freaked out and made a gun shape with my hands and went "pew pew pew!" and it hit the floor dead. Fuck yeah.

I went back outside to have big war against the jellies but I woke up. All fun though. It's nice to take a break from totms sometimes, and just go with the flow

10/30/2013, 10:00-6:00

I woke up at 2:49, and couldn't go back to sleep for like 30 minutes. I then had these dreams:

Dream 1:

I was in school. I remember first watching the marching band practice. I don't remember their music; I just remember them on the football field.

Afterwards, I went to the chorus room, where I was singing. I remember K.A. there, and I remember talking to her. She was walking with me for a while. We talked and laughed and smiled and stuff. She ended up giving me her number and going off to class. We said bye and went to our classes.

I then went to lunch. The problem was the cafeteria looked like a large version of the junior high cafeteria. I saw a nerdy guy with a laptop doing a sort-of web vlog. He had a weird tube coming out of the computer, which apparently was his webcam. I then went over to him when he was sitting and playing a game. I talked to him for a while. We talked about video games and nerdy stuff, then eventually I asked him for his number to hang out. I told him to write it down on a slip of paper, and he did so. I then walked away, and the dream ended.