lucid

Had another flying dream, but this time I was near my sons school, it was night, and there was some sort of evil thing I was battling. Objects, big heavy ones, were thrown at me by something unseen, and I dodged them all. The road under my feet changed, but I remember I would just change direction to stay on it. Then I jumped up into the air and spread my arms to fly, and it was like pushing through invisible mud. I did it because I had to find my son. Found him, landed beside him, and woke up.

The mind of my daughter is a beautiful, bright place. ("flying with my daughter" shows that).
The mind of my son, is just....whew....dark and scary. I wish I could rescue him from THAT.

27.04.2013

Sandwiched Between Ada and Eva [18+] (WILD)

Just a heads up, there are no lettuces, tomatoes, bread, or even mayonnaise in this dream. Just a heads up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a bedroom and there's a female in red lingerie sitting freely against the head of the bed. The bedroom and the environment is a bit bland since I didn't want to give much attention to it in the first place. I advance to the female and I take my clothes off as well, and I slowly braced my chest onto hers, and she wraps her legs around my rear and hugs me as I continue to increase my ability to feel her warm and slightly sweaty skin.

I can hear her slowly breathing, and slowly moving up and down her body entices me to have sex with her.

Spoiler for Not for the light hearted:

I waste no time trying to stimulate her since she seemed to be already turned on, and I slowly stroked my penis, getting it hardened very quickly. I spread her cunt a bit and felt a relaxing coolness as I carefully inserted my penis inside of her. The more I get into this, the more I can feel her cunt wrap my penis as if it's trapped inside of a vortex that slowly augments in temperature, sedating my penis, loosening its muscles, and compelling me to go deeper inside of her.

We take things slow, and I continue to appreciate her warm body and sweat as well. Her skin is so soft, and her chest continues to relax my chest as well, and she tightens her grip hugging the upper area of my back and her legs, squeezing my rear more, begging for me to go deeper.

She completely has me locked and I'm forced to embrace her, and we go about exchanging mentally of who makes the first move and who is in control. I wanted her to take control, or at least presume she had control simply because I just wanted to let whatever happen...happen.

I started to get distracted a bit with random thoughts, since it was a bit sudden for me to go into a sex scene from the waking state within five minutes, and it was more of a battle of keeping myself focused on the sex. I wanted to talk to her about other things instead of just sex, but I decided that sexual temptation would be easier to imagine, and that I would be able to discuss things with her some other time.

I just wanted both of us to enjoy each other's company, inside of our spectrum of reality filled with lust and comforting each other and expressing our love more through sexual acts. Her tight grip makes things easier for me and my back, and being locked in her web entices me to thrust deeper but still maintaing a slow pace to absorb every single spasm of her vaginal muscles.

I sustained the slow pace of thrusting to where it becomes automatic, and I place concious effort on embracing Ada's existence by trying to increase my other 3 senses. She's fairly quiet, but I can still hear her slow breaths of relief as she maitains a steady grip around me.

Then my back starts shivering randomly, and I feel as if there was someone watching us make love. I focus more on this other person's existence while making sure that I subconsciously kept my dream body engaged with these simulations with Ada. It's a female that's behind us, and I can tell it's Eva, and she slowly gets on the bed and watches us for a bit.

I didn't pay attention to her at first, only acknowledging her existence, and she ends her voyeristic indulgences by bracing her chest against my back and wrapping her arms around my waist and slowly creeping them upwards to my upper torso region.

Her body is aligned slightly lower than mine, bracing her head on the middle area of my back, and it feels like she's pretending to take Ada from the rear. She holds on to me, and her warmth makes the experience of thrusting Ada even better, and as I'm slowly melting away with pleasure, I have to shift my attention in letting my dream body continue this dull but relaxing rhythm automatically, and I felt less freedom in being able to move other parts of my body naturally.

I wanted to enjoy the pleasure of being sandwiched between two females, and then I start taking charge and letting more sexual thoughts encroach into my already sedated consciousness from this level of comfort. Eva braces her head more into my back, and she tells me,

"Faster...fuck her faster."

I immediately followed her orders, and I quickly clenched my hands to whatever portion of the bedsheets that would be good enough to hold on to. Knowing that being sandwiched between two women motivates me to focus on my pelvic region, and I continue to increase the motion more and more, and the sweat from these two females continues to turn me on that I started to become distracted again with random thoughts.

The sex starts becoming background noises as I let my mind drift into trivial thoughts that were so random, and the sex scene starts to slowly fade away, but I kept telling myself that I will remain strong and focused on what I'm doing now. I'm back to the sex scene, and I started having random thoughts of Eva trying to peg me while I'm trying to have sex with Ada, but I quickly removed the idea since the experience here was pleasurable enough for me.

We decided to stop, since I could feel Eva's eagerness to thrust Ada. I get up, but I'm still on the bed, and I position my body to where Ada's head is between my feet, and I slowly bend down to make her smell my crotch a bit. Eva wears a strap-on, though I can't remember the details on how it looked like other than just a generic black strap-on, and she quickly thrusts Ada vaginally.

I smear my testicles around Ada's nose and mouth a bit until I wanted to fuck her mouth. She reads my mind and willfully opens her mouth and I quickly put it in. I'm still facing Eva, and dream logic continues to defy that this position of putting my dick her mouth would be awkward, but my mind makes the awkwardness work out somehow.

I decided to bend down a bit to give her more working room to chug my dick better, and then I get bored of this since I didn't put much effort into feeling her tongue wrapping around my dick. I get up again, and she naturally picks herself up to sit down while Eva continues to bang her. I brace against the bed head, and she and Eva come closer to me, and Ada welcomes me with her asshole and inserts it on her own.

I felt a tight tug around my dick, and she slowly puts it in. The tightness is amazing, and she goes back to having Eva fuck her while she lets her other hole occupied by me stay dormant for a bit. The momentum Eva is giving Ada lets her easily hump up and down on my dick. I shift my focus into spectator mode, and I go into a side view of Ada sandwiched between me and Eva, and she's really enjoying the double penetration.

The side view of her legs spreading on and bent, and just seeing her being filled in both of her holes makes me want to thrust her more, but then she starts taking control by slowly moving her body up and down, giving herself a nice squatting workout. The view is amazing from my perspective as I shift back to first-person view, and she makes things very complicated motion with controlling her anal muscles.

I decided to go back to shifting on the pleasure rather than worrying about how I'm moving my body. I starting to control my breaths more, slowly pausing breaths for 2-3 seconds, going back to breathing normally, and closing my eyes to visualize the intensity even more. Then I started to make shorter breaths and quick and short pauses of not breathing until we all climaxed at the same time.

It was so powerful that I could hear the ooze churning inside of her asshole, and she's forced to squirt the sperm out or else her stomach would agitate and eventually make things worse for her when she has to let it out.

Definitely not the mayonnaise you expect to come out from being sandwiched.

Anyway, after all that, we decided to just chill in the bed and I spread my arms open so they could rest their heads on the side of my chest. I close my arms in and we snuggle.

Yep.


Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.


You know, sometimes I wonder how far I can go with this shit man. Where do I draw the line? There is no fucking line here.

Oh well, guess I'll just have more sex after this gets posted.

#172 - 5:44AM - DILD

I was going for a second WILD this time but felt too tired to keep concentration. At some point my wife kissed when she left to go to the city wide garage sales and I tried DEILD. I don't know if I was successful as I felt like I as in and out of lucidity and forgot a lot of dream content.

There was something about my daughters coming in the room while I was trying to WILD. They kept interrupting me and I sent them out several times. I got on my laptop to check something in my DJ and laid back down.

I remember a lucid fragment of examining myself in the mirror and had the same long blond hair as my older daughter. My face looked the same only beardless. I noticed how similar we look now. I lose concentration and lucidity. I wonder why I chose to grow my hair so long. That must have taken me a long time.

The next thing I remember I was in an inmate in a prison. I have the feeling that I was lucid briefly and lost it. I am sitting down at the tables in the prison cafeteria. I look at my hands and notice that I have dark skin. I think about how a group of us kept trying to escape but always fail. I see a man near me that looks like Jerry from Parks and Recreation. I start crying and sounding a little like Chris Tucker and say to him, "Man, what I did wasn't even that bad... AND THEY LOCKED ME UP IN HERE IN ALCATRAZ!... whatchu in for?"
The man, Jerry, says matter-of-factly, "Nothing."
I cry some more, "See!? You didn't even do nothing and they locked you up toooooo! ahhhhhhh!"

Then a man in a suit sits next to me and whispers something to "Jerry" that I can't remember. Jerry stands up looking totally shocked and just keeps muttering "Yep" and "OK". What the suited man said didn't make sense and I looked to him for clarification. He turns to me and mouths the words, "He's free to go."

Then I am genuinely happy for Jerry and several of the inmates and I start congratulating him. Jerry continues to look shocked and slowly walks off. I shout something like, "Don't worry we'll all be at your house for diner tonight to celebrate!" Several of the inmates laugh because we all know that's unlikely.

Then I see a headless man in a t-shirt with bright red, yellow, and green stripes. He's doing a happy dance for Jerry and everyone treats him like he's just comedic relief. They laugh at him and shout out random heckles. I remember this sign from several of my dreams and become mildly lucid. I shout, "What does his neckline look like?" I want to see if he is smooth like he was born that way or if there is gore. I fly over everyone and look. Of course, he is smooth but looks like he is made of some fabric and stuffing. For some reason I get the urge to bite him there. It's is soft and spongy. Then, I get the idea to merge with him and disguise myself as a way out. I place my head in the empty place and our bodies become one. I continue dancing around and grabbing at my junk, making everyone laugh. For a brief moment I feel like I am grabbing another mans junk like a reach around. I pause feeling a little sick and lose lucidity.

Now, it's like I am totally disconnected from the dream and I feel like a fly on the wall just watching. The headless man is not me nor is he headless... He's the LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE fool from youtube! Anyway, he's just sitting in the drivers seat of a convertible riding long with some Hispanic police officer with a thick dark mustache. He reminds me of a character from Super Troopers or Reno 911. I get the feeling like they are a gay couple. They are talking to each other and the leave-Britney-alone-fool is crying about something while twirling his hair.

Suddenly, I say, "This is a dream. I am dreaming!" I am now sitting alone in the convertible in the back seat. I realize how disconnected I felt and look around. I just need to ground myself. It looks like I am near some businesses and a semi busy highway. I see a blue dumpster with a sign. I focus on the lettering and watch as it morphs and moves around. Then I look around again and I feel solid and stable. That's better. I feel fully lucid now and in control.

I get out of the car thinking of the China TOTY. I think that maybe if I climb over buildings enough I can repeat my last attempt. It doesn't seem to be working. I see a bright red building and decide to try one last time. Still it's just plain-jane-suburbia. I notice it's getting dark and worry that this is the beginning of the dream collapsing. I try not to worry about it and fly. I don't get up very far when I notice a storm cloud with vividly clear starry night sky above it on the horizon. There is a flash of lightning and the dream starts to get dark on me. I decide to quickly fall back down. I see a tan colored station wagon below and land on top, smashing it. I turn to look and start laughing. I say out loud to no one in particular, "Dude, look at that car! I totally smashed it!" I really study the car because I think I'll draw it later but the more I look at it the more non-car-like it becomes. I move on.

I notice that I landed in the yard of some housing complex or apartments. I see there are no trees and the wind starts picking up. I feel a few drops of rain on my face. I try to ignore the coming storm and focus on making a wormhole. My concentration weakens and my half hearted efforts fail me. I find the wind very distracting. But I remember my back up plan.

I'll summon CL and hitch a ride. I walk into the street and shout as loud as I can, "HEY CANISLUCIDUS! YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO PICK ME UP!" I wait a moment in the street rubbing my hands for stability. In a few seconds something like a red minivan shows up with bright headlights on. I stand waiting with excitement and put a thumb out so he knows it's me. The vehicle stops to pick me up. I open the door and climb in like it's now a bus or some jacked up truck. I look up and the top half of the driver is shrouded in darkness but I can clearly see shaved feminine legs. I climb the rest of the way in and sit down. I try to change the character into CL visualizing his face but as the light clears things up I see that it is a young attractive woman. She is petite and slender with dark short cropped hair. She looks like she is wearing something like a Laura Croft outfit and I admire her beauty briefly.

Confused, I ask, "Where is CanisLucidus?" Her response is garbled and sounds like gibberish and I try making sense of it but I think I get the gist of it. "You mean you already dropped him off at my house?"
Responds with a clear, "Yes."
"Ahhhhh... Well, just call him up on the cell and tell him to teleport in here with us."
She pulls a cellphone out of her pocked and dials. She says something sort of garbled again but it sounds like she is doing what I asked.

I look at the road now and see what we are driving down a long hallway with many doors. Each time we get close to one it opens. I notice there are many different types. Some white some brown. Some wooden. Some metal. Now I feel like I am running. I start to turn back to see If CL is with me but I abruptly wake up.


As soon as I open my eyes there is a bright flash of lightning in the room. I assume the storm woke me which explains my dream a little.

Next, I pretty much pass out hard until 10:30am with very little recall.

One of two lucids last night, the other one was way less interesting.



Lucidity: 9/10
Control: 7/10
Vivacity: 8/10



I'm in an amusement park, with my sister and my brother. They drag me in a deadly attraction.
The rules are simple : you gotta pass several deadly traps. Only three persons can survive. If over three persons do, one' s gotta sacrifice himself and some people will come and kill him.
We pass through all the trap; I specifically remember one where there was loads of (very) dangerous spiders.
We pass through those, and we all survive. Oh, ok then.
My mum comes and wants to do it with us. I' m all like " WTF ?! we' re four, one of us' s gotta die anyways ! "
But they don' t listen to me, and once again they drag me into this shit. We pass all the traps, they all have some trouble passing through the spiders ...
Here.
We' re four.
Every one panics, and my brother decides to sacrifice himself. He gives me a letter in which he says that i' m a good sword fighter and that he' s got a key that opens some important things (I' ll have to find that important thing in another lucid).
I become lucid.
I think about dreamwalking but I feel an epic battle coming; I would miss that for nothing in the whole world - not even a shared dream.
A wave of excitement hits me. I see a shadow in the nearby forest (under us, we' re at the sixth floor of a building).
It' s fast. I look for a weapon. I want a weapon. I get to a carpet full of swords ... no shurikens. I wanted a shuriken to try my technique "duplication" out, but I' ll have to do without it. Dammit
I get a sword, it' s got sharp teeth like butcher knives do. I come back in the room and I look through the wide window.
Heck yeah.
A tsunami of enemies is running to us. They won' t get us. I lock the door, break the window and jump in the scrimmage.
I punch and cut everywhere, people are flying everywhere, that' s terrible. After some time fight I get that the only way to win the battle is to kill the leader.
I jump back in the building and look for the most powerful guy. There you are.
I fly to the cave in which he fight a guy; I throw my sword, hoping to use my technique ... I forgot the name. I try to duplicate the sword just by thinking of it ... but as I feared, it does nothing.
The sword hits a ... Susano' o

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Dammit.
I land on the floor, hard.
The guy looks at me, he was fighting another guy before, not anymore.
Somehow I get pretty strong (really), and we start fighting ... but I wake up before beating him up - or get beaten up.

#171 - 4:41AM - WILD/OBE

I am too wakeful during my WILD so I turn on the irrational thought while maintaining focus on my face and back of neck. Soon that "feeling" alerts me and I focus more on my body. The moment I do that the vibrations start.

I transition out easily unhindered this time but I notice a strange sound. It's my own snoring. It sounds odd and half like apnea, like my breathing is obstructed. I think that I just need to adjust my pillow or roll over to my side but I don't want the dream to end so soon. I try to just ignore it.

I go into the dark kitchen and flip the light switch. Nothing. I try again and imagine the florescent lights flickering on. It works! I am now in the well lit kitchen and notice how everything looks pretty much the same. Including those dishes we failed to do last night. My throat feels extremely dry and I see a glass of water on the floor. I pick it up and drink it but it tastes something like warm spit. I realize I am probably just swallowing drool in my sleep. Either way it's gross and I instinctively get some more water out of the tap only to have the same effect. Good God this snoring is annoying. I try to even out my breathing but it only helps when I concentrate on it. I decide to try to briefly wake myself and roll over but I feel stuck in the dream and can't wake up.

My efforts put me back in my dream bed and I feel like spinning and I do so until I am standing next to my bed. (NOTE TO SELF: This may prove to be a useful way of teleporting if I can change my location by changing my expectations.) I can still hear my horrible breathing and it really distracts me from any goals I have. I think about just holding my breath until I wake up but the last time I did that was really painful. I decide to just wait this one out and play with the environment. It's really dark again and I wander into the bathroom. I decide to get some light in here by opening the blinds. The right one was only dark void but the left one lit up the room. I look around and notice the shower is actually on the window side. This is totally backwards but it doesn't matter to me. Then, the dream starts getting dark and I concentrate on the light. I close and open the dark side and now there is twice the light.

For some reason the snoring is so distracting that I just literally hang out in the bathroom. I float up and climb on top of the shower doors. Then I hang there as menthol kicks in. (Is this really the expectation now?!) I imagine my wife coming in and giving me a blow job. She doesn't show up but now I am really excited. I float into the bedroom. I try not to look at my side of the bed and don't worry about seeing my other body. I focus just on her. She is awake sitting up and ready for me with a warm smile. The light coming in from the window makes me feel like it's early morning. The rest of the dream is none of your business! But ultimately my snoring was so distracting that I didn't fully enjoy it as much as I could have. At some point I closed my eyes during my love making and the dream broke apart waking me up. That was a bitter sweet moment as I was enjoying the realism of the dream but I was so glad that horrible sound stopped.

This is the second time I have had breathing issues on my back during a lucid. Perhaps I should look into that!

[SIZE=5][COLOR="#EE82EE"][/COLOR][/SIZE]Primul Vis: Eram intr-o sala de dans si faceam ceva dansuri romantice(erau mai multi dansatori pe acolo) iar eu dansam cu un baiat foarte dragut avea parul cu plete,cret(semana cu harry din 1 direction) iar apoi el creca a inceput sa ma placa pentru ca si eu il placeam foarte mult...Apoi am fost in fata calculatoruloui(cand eram in casa imi tot spuneam mie ca trebuie sa ma epilez pentru piscina) si am incercat sa zbor ma gandeam ca eu chiar o sa simt cum zbor dar defapt doar un character de al meu de pe joc zburase foarte rapid de la un loc la altul(la piscina) iar ecranul de la calculator cu mapul ala era foarte galben si verde cu culori deschise si charul meu avea parul blond si scurt.Apoi am visat ca am fost eu la piscina (sufla vantul,era innorat) si totul acolo era foarte vechi pe un fel de leagan doar ca se rotea(exact ca ala din parcul lui diana doar ca erau scaune ca la leagane(erau rosii si vechi)) si erau mai multi copii acolo care ma tot intrebau daca vreau sa ma dau cu ei(Una din copii aia era lorena de la mine din clasa daca imi amintesc corect)Apoi am fost cu costul meu de baie roz si vroiam sa innot dar apoi mi-am amintit: Am uitat sa ma epilez,si sunt pe rosu..Apoi suparata(foarte suparata) m-am dus undeva unde era ceva ridicatura cu scari(ceva de genul unde era magazinul chinez pe bulevard doar ca mult mai mica si era si veche) apoi am urcat pe ala si m-am uitat in jos iar acolo era baiatul pe care l-am visat ca dansam cu el era legat de un scaun cu niste scoci alb peste tot era prins si el zambea la mine(pe jos acolo erau niste rumegus parca ars) iar cand cobori scarile acolo mai jos era o usa pe unde puteai sa ajungi la acel baiat(eu eram ingrijorata pentru el) asa ca m-am dus sa il dezleg(langa usa aceea era un om care parea malefic dar nu facea nimic impotriva mea ca sa il dezleg) M-am dus l-am dezlegat si apoi am stat undeva (eu , el , diana) iar el se tot uita la mine in timp ce vorbeam si in gandul meu era(wow baiatul asta chiar ma place si nu o place pe diana!) Acum imi amintesc ca era si ceva nunta sau ceva de genul(in care eu ma casatoream cu el) iar acum imi amintesc si ca eram cu diana inainte sa vorbesc cu ea (pe afara)
[COLOR="#0000CD"][/COLOR][SIZE=5][/SIZE]Fragmente din al 2-lea vis: Am visat ca eram cu niste oameni(2 baieti si inca cineva) iar noi ne luptam nu stiu pentru ce(prima data eram langa un frigider de inghetata) apoi mi-a spus rapid : INTRATI IN MASINA! iar eu am intrat(iar cel din stanga i-a spus celui din dreapta : Hey dar cine conduce? Si el a zis:Nu te teme conduc eu!) si el a inceput sa conduca super tare iar cel din stanga i-a spus:Hey lui ....(Un nume cu r,creca ryan) nu ii place cum conduci iar celalalt a raspuns: Nu imi pasa.
[SIZE=5][FONT=Arial][COLOR="#0000CD"][/COLOR][/FONT][/SIZE] The lucid one!:Am fost undeva(creca la mine in casa) cand dintrodata imi amintesc sa fac un RC(n-aveam nicio banuiala ca visez pentru ca era prea vivid visul) asa ca am facut unul iar apoi am inceput sa ating toate lucruri(in bucatarie am atins frigiderul,mobila,etc.) iar apoi m-am dus intr-un magazin(in timp ce mergeam la magazin ma gandeam sa fiu vampir si am devenit! m-am uitat in oglinda(de la perie) si aveam colti)(drumul de la casa pana la magazinul acela era exact ca drumul de la mine de la bloc pana in blocul galben) si in mijlocul magazinului era un fel de sertar doar ca avea doar o usita iar eu m-am gandit ca acolo sa apara tot mai multe lucuri care imi plac cu gandul ca o sa le mananc iar in timpul acesta ii tot spuneam unei persoane:Uite vezi!(zambind) apoi imi mai amintesc doar ca mi-am frecat mainile de mai multe ori si m-am invartit ca sa nu dispara visul iar atunci cand chiar a disparut m-am trezit instantaneu.

Dream recall from today's nap.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was in my bed and i was outside and i was looking at some random pigeon.

Dream 2(fragment):

I was in my room and i was having some problem with cables and speakers, location of everything on the table was messed up, like one of the speakers was hanging on the lamp somehow(i don't even use speakers IWL), but i thought it was normal. After a while there was weird sound coming out of somewhere. I checked the speakers but sound was getting weaker. I decided to check the lamp, and sound apparently was there. I suddenly remember that this sound is very familiar, and sounds like binaural beats, but i don't have headphones on, which means i am dreaming. Dream fades out though before i can do much and i wake up.

Dream 1:

I was on some island in the middle of the swamp, and there was an base. I was with the team, we called ourselves 'ESP' and we all had special abilities of some kind. We worked as mercenaries, but only with people who had 'correct beliefs' about our abilities. Some people contacted us and we went on some missions on different island which was in the middle of the ocean and there was also some kind missile silo there.
After the mission we were back on our island-base and we had a long discussion about abilities and missions. Some other people decided to contact us but they were acting like they didn't had 'correct beliefs' and we started throwing random stuff into their boat. Shortly we had nothing to throw, so i went to grab more stuff and for some reason one of the things i grabbed was shower, which was on as well.
On my way i had weird sensation and i spontaneously realize that i am dreaming, suddenly i am back at my room, but i still have shower in my hand. The water felt... really nice and was kinda fascinated by that sensation. I looked around and decided to try to summon something. Was not very successful, but i managed to randomly turn a random shadow into an physical shadowy hand. Then i looked at my own shadow and apparently it didn't had a head( )/ Shortly dream faded out and i woke up.

Dream 2:

I was playing some platforming game, which was happening in some dark place and i was controlling a bunch of characters through it. At times it was switching from 2D to 3D and back and there was also weird zooming going on. There was an section with some weird platforms that looked like combination of skeletal parts and stone, and they only appeared after an special condition was met, which opened the way to the secret exit too. Also there was an section where characters were traveling on some kind of railway platform/transport through cave.
The game was getting harder and at some points it was getting almost IWBTG hard with enemies suddenly and quickly appearing out of the walls and almost no space to dodge them. The levels as well were getting more organic, i especially recall passage where there were some big insectoid things with tentacles moving in and out of walls.
Later on, there was an final chamber, the game went into 3D and the final boss walked in. It looked like some arachnid thing and it had a face. We defeated it and the place started crumbling apart and then dream faded out.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was browsing dreamviews and was discussing lucid dreaming and shared dreaming with someone. Then we decided to go for an attempt.
The dream switched to some game that looked like AI War, but we had lots of overpowered units.
Then i woke up, and for some reason i was sure that i was lucid that dream(I never realized that i was dreaming at any point, also forgot to RC again ) and i went to discuss it with person i was discussing shared dreaming with before(can't recall who though).

this was a short lucid dream i had. i became lucid right away. ~~~ i said to my self im dreaming again, oh and im lucid. every thing came clear, i walked to a small gate and opened. i didnt see anything that was interesting. just some regular houses and streets. then i flew up to see if i could find anything of intrest as i was glancing at my hands and touching the nearby trees to keep my dream stable. every thing felt so real but that was to be expected. although my body felt like i was on a salvia trip it but i was calm and realaxed and clear headed. then i came to a tree with pink and purple white flowers growing from the trips of the branches. it was great and stunning to look at. after all that i seen a computer animated looking cheracter that looked like peter pan or something flying around in the tree with some of his fairies. he said something i dont remember then i woke up. ~~~ lol haha what a fruity ending right salvia dream trip indead.

#170 - 4:16AM - WILD

I decide to go for MILD this time but I have a hard time getting comfortable and end up on my left side. I'm dealing with some insomnia so I decide WILD might be better. The last time I check the clock, it's getting close to 4AM. I still feel wakeful with racing thoughts as I focus on my face and back of neck so I turn on the irrational part of my brain to avoid thought. I think of random nonsensical words and phrases and soon they come to my mind without any effort. I begin to seen random images and soon I feel myself in a deep trance while maintaining consciousness.

I suddenly feel jostled as if my wife is turning over in bed or getting up. I feel the vibrations now but wonder if she is going to ruin it for me. I concentrate on the back of my neck and the vibrations get stronger. I hear some sound like she is walking in the room and going around to the right side of the bed for the bathroom. Then, she says something to me. I don't quite understand the words but I am becoming annoyed that she is unwittingly sabotaging my WILD. She keeps blabbing away and I am considering waking myself to tell her to stop but I remember this is a common dream sign during the early stages of WILD and I consider the possibility that none of this is really havening. At that moment I hear my wife snoring on my left side and I now know this voice is a dream character.

The vibrations intensify and I transition out. When I am standing I see a figure in the dark directly in front of me. I become startled and I instinctively throw a right hook to the face of this DC. I pull back at the last instant as I realize this might be my wife. I feel my hand softly but forcefully make contact with flesh. For a brief second I cringe at the thought that I may have just attacked my wife in waking life. But no, I remind myself that I am dreaming. Without waisting any time the figure turns darker than night and takes a more shadowy, demonic and feline shape. The entity has an appearance like Katz but more muscular and realistic and dark. It takes hold of both my arms and crosses them over my chest so that I cannot swing at it again. I am forced hard on the bed with this entity pressing on top of me and I fall victim to true sleep paralysis. I try to take control of the situation and yell, "You better leave me alone. Get out of here right now!" It doesn't respond. I see red glowing eyes mocking me. Then I think of the only help I can call on. I begin to say, "I comma...." My voice gets stuck in my throat. (typical for SP) I try again forcing each word. My voice is a gasping whisper, "I command you...In the name of Jeeee... In the name of...JESUS." In that instant the weight is lifted and the presence is gone... or at least held at bay.

I am a little scared to transition again so I wait awhile and begin to spin. I feel myself rotating faster and faster. The feeling is somehow comforting and safe. At some point I feel my central axis shifting and find myself standing, then lying down, then standing again, all while spinning. Then, I blindly phase out through the bedroom door and push onward until I think I'm outside. I look around and see that I am still in the bedroom. I try falling backward through the wall and circle around through the door. I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere.

Then I am back in bed and I begin to see something bright. It looks like just a chunk of vision but it looks like our hardwood flooring. I feel like my physical eyes have opened and I close them. I see the dark line of my eyelids close over but I maintain the visual on the floor. I feel like I am seeing through my eyelids now. I move forward.

I am now in the living room but its dark again. I flip a light switch but nothing happens. I remember the demon and become frightened again. I can feel the presence of it in the dark kitchen. I look around and see the rest of the house is lit as it would be at this time of night which always adds to the realism. I say to the demon, "I'm going to kick your ass!" I start thinking that I should not have said that and I start running backward to the front door. I distantly realize that I have never ran backwards in a dream and the feeling is slow and awkward but I want to keep an eye on that demon. I am afraid I will be attacked or held back. When I reach the door I yell again, "Ill kick your ass if you follow me!" I hurriedly step outside and close the door. Safe.

I look around the neighborhood. There is no light but star light and the stars are uniformly spread across the night sky in a dotted grid of purplish blue LEDs. It's beautiful in a dark and dreary sort of way. I gasp and let out a ,"Wooow." I think of trying to fly to a star but like that one dream I feel this dream is still a little too unstable. Then, I remember my original task and walk out into the street. I call out, "Doctor? Doctor Who?" My voice is strong and loud now and I find this comforting. I am looking for an intelligent DC and I want it to be The Doctor.

I see a parked truck at the neighbor's and look in the back for the TARDIS but it is too dark. Now, there is a bright street light and nothing but void beyond the light's glow radius. Several times the darkness takes my vision but I bring the dream back by looking at my hands. I rub them and feel the asphalt. The sensation is surprisingly realistic as usual. As I do all of this I continue to yell for The Doctor to come.

This waiting is hard as I really have to focus to keep the dream together. I wander a little down the street to keep the dream flowing and stay somewhat active. Soon I see the headlights of two cars coming my direction out of the void. They park haphazardly around me and I begin visualizing the doctors face as people get out of the cars. My seems to be unstable and blurry but I see two women and two men. There may have been a fifth person but I cant tell. One woman looks like Bob's wife, Linda, and the other looks and older, heavier version of Sally Field. I didn't realize this until after I woke up but one man looks exactly like a version of The Master"

and the other guy stood farther back in the darkness but he was tall and slender like The 10th Doctor.

I ask Linda, "Where's Doctor Who?"
She looks confused, "who?"
I clarify, "I mean The Doctor. Where is The Doctor?"
She shakes her head.
"You don't know what I'm talking about do you? No? Of course not." I roll my eyes.

I feel the dream fade and I grab her arm to stabilize. Then, all the DCs become very animated and start talking to excitedly to each other all at once. The conversation was very fast and seemed intelligent. I tried following but only understood bits and pieces that I can not longer remember. l speak over them all, "I want to talk to the most intelligent dream character." They don't respond. They just keep talking to each other and the noise begins to sound like a crowd of people. I am annoyed but also amused. I say with a smile, "This was supposed to be a simple thing but now I have all these multiple personalties in my head!" I raise my hands in the air in aggravation.

Suddenly, the "Sally" one stands out the most and I pull her away from the group. "I want the most intelligent dream character. Is that you?"
She nods "yes" but her eyes stay fixed on the group like shes still following the conversation.
I beg her, "Please talk to me."
She calmly replies, "In a minute."
"No. I don't have much time." I know I will wake up soon.
She looks at me now. "OK. Ill talk to you."
I forget my original questions and pause for a moment. Then I think of the nightmarish transition earlier. "Why did I have that horrible image earlier?"
She automatically and quickly replies. "Because of your background history."
I pause and think this over but the dream starts to fade. I take her in a hug for stability and let the others fade out though I can still hear them like in a tin can far away someplace.
It is dark but I can feel her next to me. We continue our conversation in the void as I speak into her ear.
"OK, That makes a lot of sense but what is it?"
There's a brief silence as if she is thinking it over then, "It's your mobile imaging..."
I feel like the DC is breaking down to gibberish now but I continue anyway. "My mobile imaging?"
"...unfolded."
"My mobile imaging unfolded?"
She replies with a flat, "Yes."
I start to ask what she means but I want to remember this so bad. I repeat the phrase over in my mind. I have thoughts that I might forget the first parts of the dream and I unintentionally wake myself up.

The "background history" comment makes a lot of sense to me but the "mobile imaging unfolded" seems a little abstract. What I take from her response is that I sometimes get these bedside demonic entities from my radical evangelical religious background coupled with childhood fears. My subconscious mind merely manifests these things into being when I feel confused that my wife or some other person is in the room with me. Basically in short, It was just a figment of my imagination. Nothing more nothing less. Definitely not spiritual warfare.

Finally ! I Finally tried to dreamwalk ! Here' s my very first Dreamwalking trial :


Tensō


Lucidity: 9/10
Control: 7/10
Vivacity: 8/10


I WILDed two times before that, this is the following of the second lucid I had this night.

I wake up from a lucid and automatically DEILD. At one point, after closing my eyes for around two seconds, I give up on DEILDing, I just turn around to observe the moon...s. There are three huge red moons, kinda like that :
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After a while I stopped being amazed and decide to check reality. It doesn' t work. Screw reality checks, that ain' t possible. It's a dream. I get up and go out of my room. It' s dark. Too dark. I feel the dream fading, like sand slipping out of my hands. My sister comes; she starts making me loose my lucidity. Great. I can' t beat her up or I' ll get back in reality, so I rub my hands harder and harder doing my best to stay calm. As soon as I feel like I got my stability back, I rush to the light switch and light the room up. I renounce to the urge of destroying my sister and get out as fast as I can.

It' s raining. The night gets less dark and some kids come up to me and tell me something I don' t remember.
I try a standing front flip, I land like I do in real life : squatting. Oh well.
Wait, there' s something I wanted to do ... ah ! that' s right.
I get away from the pool and start shouting "Oneir --" nah, that' s not it.
So I start again doing the signs I chose for that technique and scream " Oneiros - TENSO" (tenso' s "transfer in Japanese), I fall on one knee and do the sign at the right upper corner of that photo :

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"Miaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggg gggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
Mia being how we' ll call my girlfriend ( whose dream I chose to walk in )
Looked like I wanted to become a super sayan.
I don' t see any bright light like I wanted, so when I' m done screaming I do a front flip to give the dream another reason to change scenery. As I flip I see the kids looking at me like I' m crazy. I guess they got a good reason.

I land in a park. I see some random kids from school. No Mia. I feel like I' ll wake up soon. I give myself no more than 20 seconds. I hurry and run up to a girl. I need to find her. I need her to see me, I need to wake her up so she remembers that. I turn that girl around. It' s not her. I was gonna ask her where Mia was but I woke up before I could say anything.
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So here it was, my first dreamwalking trial.
Anyways, for some reasons I didn' t feel like this was "just" a dream, I felt like it was another reality, where time is even more important than in real life.

The good news for this LD is that the light switches worked great! The bad news is that my prospective memory wasn't the best and my DC summons didn't work like they should, but I had fun trying. Some more focused mental prep and reminding myself of my goals would have helped, I think, so I'll just blame the short WBTB.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #89: Under Construction

I'm walking down a hall in my office with my friend "Leroy" and one other guy. The hallway is dimly lit and even though we're far from any windows, somehow I know that it's night outside. We're looking for some room that we can use to host a remote meeting that's scheduled to start in a few minutes.

The door at the end of the hall has been replaced with a thick sheet of plastic and the entire area looks like it's under construction. I think, "How do I know that this isn't a dream?" and I become lucid. I run my fingers over the wall, and it feels just like the walls at the office. "[Leroy], I'm having a lucid dream." Leroy doesn't respond and just stares robotically ahead. I continue to mutter about how I'm dreaming, but the target audience is really just me -- Leroy seems to have checked out.

We reach the end of the hall and I phase through the plastic into the next room, which should be a large, windowed room of cubicles, adjoining offices and meeting rooms. The windows are there but all of the furniture is missing and the room is incredibly dark. I reach for a switch on the wall without looking, knowing that it will be there, and flip it. The lights come on and I watch as the room quickly populates itself with gym equipment! I see a treadmill, a couple of stationary bikes, and a weight tree with 45-pound plates appear. I stare at the weight tree for a moment, and the image wavers self-consciously, forming odd little rectangles and finally disappearing entirely.

I decide to "give the room a moment", and look over my right shoulder at the wall for a few seconds and then look back. The room is still mostly the same but now there are five or six arcade-style redemption games arranged back to back in a circle in the middle. (The sort of ticket-winning games that you might find at Chuck E. Cheese's.) I take a quick lap around the games to size them up. During the lap I notice that Leroy is still standing by the room entrance and still seems unresponsive, so I don't worry too much about him.

I have the nagging sense that I'm supposed to be doing something but I can't remember what it is. I try to think of the tasks that I had planned but nothing comes to mind, not Task of the Year or Task of the Month. I remember talking with NewArtemis about trying to see whether her DC could shapeshift the way that she can in dreams, so I attempt a handshake summon, averting my eyes and extending my right hand. I do it incorrectly, though, more asking for her to show up rather than expecting that she will. Nothing happens for a while and at the end I rather pathetically say, "[NewArtemis], don't leave me hanging!"

Now I've become fixated on summoning so I decide to try getting Xanous to join the scene. Again I do the handshake summon, but the result's the same. I think of shapeshifting again and realize that Xanous can do this too. For some reason I remember that he uses the term "blutbad" in conjunction with shapeshifting so I randomly blurt out "Blutbad!" like that's going to help somehow. No idea what that was all about, but it doesn't work!

Edit: I remembered one more part of the dream. I give up on the summoning for a moment and try speaking directly to the dream. "Show me something important!" Nothing happens, though, and I try this twice more before giving up.

Amazingly, the thought of simply phasing through the walls and flying off into the night doesn't occur to me. I turn my attention to the redemption games, hoping that this could be fun and might even reanimate Leroy. I stand in front of one machine that's about 6 feet high and has a joystick on the front and a tall, tapering tower of lights inside its case. The lights are illuminated in a wave that moves repeatedly from top to bottom. I place my hand on the joystick, noting the little red button on top, and the dream starts to fade. I feel it coming and ready myself for DEILD, but when I emerge from the dream I'm too awake to go back in.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Nap #1(fragment):

I am walking around my room and shortly i feel an familiar feeling, like the feeling that i get when i become lucid, i decide to rub hands and indeed, the same feeling. But before i can do anything, dream fades out and i wake up. I attempt to DEILD but it seems like it's the end of the REM.

Nap #2(fragments):

I was in the helicopter and i was preparing to drop onto the roof of the tall building and do an assault operation, there was a pool and i dropped onto the garbage platform on it. I jumped around a few more platforms as they went down and pool looked to be very deep. In the end i failed one of the jumps and dropped into the pool. It was apparently very shallow and suddenly i was indoors and both the scene AND the storyline changed and i was just talking with some people and getting out of the pool.
Later on i was at home and was talking to mom about something, it involved menu which used icons from AI War for some reason.
And after that there was scene in some indoors area with yellow walls. There was a woman in black with an black hole generator device of some kind, which looked like three black rings that rotate randomly, as an part of the arm. She also had an companion which looked very stupid but was pretty smart. There was an talk between them and somebody else and after it dream ended.

4/22/13
I got into bed and just decided to go through my usual process for WILD instead of turning off completely. There are a lot of naps I take where I just practice going to sleep instead of practicing WILD. This time, I just went with my old strategy of not talking to myself and actively reminding myself not to talk to myself without using any words.

So I go to bed laying down on my stomach in a very comfortable position. HI starts up extremely fast. Or maybe I missed it. I began to feel a little funny and it wasn't SP. The lower half of my body begins to lift off the bed with a sensation that felt exactly like the times I had inflated myself before. I contemplate going with that, but I'm still not anchored into the dream and I didn't want to do anything that was going to interfere while I could still feel my real body. I tried to move my hand and it didn't work, so I could tell the dream wasn't quite ready.

I try to replace the floating sensation because there's an association with inflation and waking up in me right now. (I'm trying to remove this, because I do like the sensation otherwise.) The dark dream like state fills with water and it has a very refreshing feeling. I'm content floating in it, but I didn't really get rid of the inflated feeling. The water has the pattern of beach waves, and I get tossed forward and backward gently, floating halfway in the water. I don't offer any resistance to it.

I take my hand out of the water to see what would happen, and some bubbles appeared. I laughed, because I didn't have to think about the bubbles for any to come. The subconscious expectation has such a power that I can barely wait to start messing with it. A wave knocks over my head and I'm breathing underwater for a moment. I think about how dangerous this would be if I couldn't choke in real life.

4/23/13
I took another WILD nap today and had basically the exact same dream. The only difference, was that at the beginning, instead of avoiding inflation I tried to embrace it. I remembered that if I could initiate flight I would get some points for the LC. I didn't really start the transformation (that I could see, but I felt a little different) but I at least started floating more definitely than last night.
The dream still filled with water despite me not going for that this time, so it really seems like a huge copy.
I was going to try getting out of bed when my phone rang.

4/24/13
So I waited until the usual time before taking a nap again. I did more or less the same thing, but saw a bit less HI. I was planning on summoning the persona of someone I knew.
The same as the last two nights, I had a feeling of being lifted off the bed. The difference was that the previous two nights, it felt like I was being hoisted upwards by myself (A consequence of associating the lift with inflation), but this time it really only felt like my bed wasn't there. This was how my mind was presenting sleep paralysis onset, so I waited for sleep paralysis this time. Once the floating sensation transitioned to sleep paralysis, I did a DEILD roll and entered a complete dream version of my room at night.
I thought about summoning that dream character, but I didn't get very far before it destabilized. I don't remember what went wrong here, but I probably didn't strengthen the dream vividness enough.

04/21/13

Treasure on the Mountain
I am in a green field lying on a blanket, staring up at the clear blue sky. Someone is standing over me with a sword, and it looks like he is going to run it right through me when he gets struck by lightning. I hear, "Pii… kaa… chuuu!" as the lightning bolt goes off, the attacker collapses to the ground smoking slightly. I sit up and see there are more enemies around me, and a pikachu sitting right beside me. An angry pikachu. He uses his thunder attack on more of the people standing around me, I recognize them as Templars… I use Battery and add my lightning to Pikachu's storm.

Templars are taken out in a massive lightning storm. The field of green grass is now clear, though there are some burned spots on the grass where Templars got struck by lightning. I remember that the plan was to get to the moon and do some healing. I open a portal to get to the moon, then I go through into the area around the balancing pools. Nomad is already there, as is Winter. Winter is floating in the water as if asleep, she is a mermaid just floating in the middle of the pool about a foot under the surface of the water. I get in the water and feel its relaxing warmth, I focus healing energy into Winter and through Nomad's foot as well. Nomad has said the injuries on his foot are just about gone, which I am glad of. I focus more healing energy on Winter. I drift in the water for a few more minutes, or it might have been longer, I can't be sure. Nomad gets out of the water and I follow him to the moon tower. Inside the control room there is a display showing the deck of the Black Pearl, I know what ship it is because I can see Captain Jack Sparrow on it. A portal opens near the display and Nomad goes through it, I follow him. On the other side Jack doesn't seem surprised when Nomad and I just appear from nowhere. I notice we are sailing rather close to a sheer cliff on an island. The rock face climbs into the sky, it looks virtually impossible to scale. I see a ledge far up the cliff, almost to the top. I know that is where we are going. Jack says we have arrived just when needed as usual, so how do we go about getting to the treasure cave? I activate my tiara and form raven wings, flying up into the air briefly and then landing. Nomad transforms into a winged black feline, a lot like a large winged panther.

Jack says something about how having a pair of wings sure would be useful… I use Of Wolf and Man to transform Jack to a winged form, his wings turn out to look like the wings of a giant sparrow. He flaps them a couple times and easily takes flight. All of the crew are watching the three of us with their eyes wide, no one says anything about wanting a pair of wings of their own, however. I pick up a golden monkey statue before taking to the sky and flying up to the cave entrance. Nomad and Jack follow me. Inside the cave there is a pedestal near the far end of the cave. There is a spot on the pedestal that is the right size for the golden monkey. I set the monkey on the pedestal, it fits into an indentation like a key. It sinks down farther into the indentation and then a door slides open in the back of the cave, a door that had been completely invisible before. We go through the door and down a long passage before coming to a huge chamber. The chamber is illuminated through a hole in the roof of the cavern through which I can see blue sky. The room looks even brighter than it would otherwise look because there are piles of gold coins scattered through the room, huge piles, it definitely looks like a dragon nest. And in the middle of the room there is a large golden egg nestled in a particularly large pile of gold.

Nomad has gone over to the egg and is looking at it closely. I comment that without its mother's flame to warm it the egg won't hatch. Jack asks what I know about dragons, I tell him I have seen a dragon egg hatch one time before, and this one looks like that egg off of Harry Potter. Nomad transforms into a humanoid winged black panther and takes the egg carefully in hand. I look around and see Jack Sparrow collecting some gold in a large sack. He looks and sees me watching, he says his crew won't work for nothing… There is so much gold there that the small amount Jack collects isn't even noticeable. Nomad suggests taking more, the egg probably needs to be in gold when it hatches. I collect a bag full of gold before we leave the cave and fly back down. The door to the treasure chamber closes when we remove the monkey statue. We all fly back down to the ship where the crew is still waiting in the Black Pearl. Jack tosses his bag of gold over amongst them, telling them that is their cut to divide amongst them, they look in the bag and seem very happy with that. Someone asks what about the other bag, and what is with the egg? Jack says he's going to be a father… then indicates a chest, which I pour my bag of gold into. Nomad sets the egg in the chest carefully. I tell Jack it's going to need some fire to hatch… fire like its mother would provide if its mother had still been there. We build a nest out of hay, grasses, and some wood, and then I use a small fireball to set it on fire. The fire caresses the surface of the egg. Jack tells his crew to gather what they can find that will burn, that fire can't be allowed to go out. They start bringing various items over. I wonder if the egg can still hatch, how long has it been without its mother? I am still wondering this when I wake.