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#169 - 5:20AM - DILD/Fragments

I only recall a couple of fragments. I was very tired and didn't take the time to DJ until much later.

I am at work trying to find some documentation on a wire-harness. I look in several filing cabinets positioned in different awkward places throughout the plant. Finally, I find one but the assembly number ended in G04 and I was needing G05. I go back to look but the cabinet now has someones personal junk in it like a jacket and radio ect. I feel really confused and notice how dark the dream is getting but I don't catch on that I am dreaming just yet. I decide that I can make due without the documents and go back to my workstation.

When I sit down I notice that I am completely naked! I put the wire harness in my lap to cover myself and franticly look around to see if anyone is near me. I see a backpack next to me and start digging around for some clothes. I find a pair of yellow sweatpants and begin putting them on while trying to hid the lower half of my body under my desk. My boss, Carrie, walks near talking to someone. Her back is to me and the need to get dressed is even more urgent. I have a hard time getting the pants on. It's like I'm slightly damp and the pants are sticking to me. Finally after some struggle I get the pants up high enough to cover most of my nakedness. I notice how odd it feels to be going commando but I don't care. I dig some more for a shirt and find my wifes t-shirt then my son's shirt then something that looks like it belongs to one of my daughters. I say screw it and put on my wifes shirt. I look down again and notice I am now wearing jeans. I am confused how that could happen when I specifically remember the bright yellow sweatpants. Spencer walks up and says something to Carrie. When she turns around she looks right at me and I know that she knows. At that point I am so frantic for a way out that I finally realize its a dream. I tell her, "This is a dream anyway."

I immediately fall into darkness. I feel like I am wake but not sure. I try rubbing my hands but the feeling is faint. I think about going to my DJ but really want to DEILD. I relax a little too much and fall non lucid.

I am back at work walking through my work area to the break room. Jim, a quality engineer is being a prick again. He's giving some speech and sarcastically says, "If anyone doesn't understand...."
Being sarcastic back, I raise my hand and say, "Yeah, I don't." I continue walking to the break room. I hear Jim say something like, "He said he doesn't understand." He says it in such away that it was like I just cussed everyone out or something. When I get to the break room I begin to feel bad for it and realize how odd and dream like everything is. I say to myself, This is a dream.


Unfortunately I don't remember much after that. I feel like the dream morphed from wondering around at work to wondering around in a hospital but I just don't remember what happened exactly.

I recall another non-lucid where I am naked. What's up with the nakedness?

I was with my wife and son at some house and for some reason I was going to take a bath but she said why don't just bathe with Riley in the swimming pool. I stupidly agree. There are sliding glass doors in the bathroom. I go outside naked and hop over the wall of an above ground swimming pool. When I get in the water I notice I have an audience. To my horror I see all of my nieces and nephews standing by the ladder on the other side staring at me with shocked expression on their faces. They're all the young child versions of themselves and I feel extremely embarrassed. (BTW the oldest of them is 23 with 2 kids of her own irl. She was about 10 in this dream.) I try to hold Riley in front of me to hide myself but realize how stupid that was. I jump out of the water and run with Riley back inside. I can hear the oldest make some shocked muttered comment behind me.

Now, I am driving with my wife and I tell her what happened. I am upset that I never took a real bath but for some reason I feel clean enough. We go into a store for... Something. Can't remember.

Edit: I remember some detail now. We were leaving a store and there was this odd entry way like in a house with small glass side panels. The panels opened up to let me out but I didn't go that way. Someone remarked that must be how the thieves are getting in at night. I look down and see a strange tick on my leg. I brush it off and as I look at it on the carpet it swells up into a large spider. I step on it and walk away.

When we get back outside I realize we are driving her Sister's husband's truck. When we get in, there are bags of Quickrete in the cab. I say, "Oh Angel's actually planing on doing some work." One of the bags are in the floor and I move it to the back of the truck. I notice the truck is gray and not at all like his tan colored Toyota. I wonder why there is a clutch because I feel like it was supposed to be an automatic. I mention something to my wife about all of this but she conveniences me that all is normal. I look at the dash instruments and see only large letters: P R N D. I shrug and we drive off.

I try to WILD with the 30mins I have left before the alarm goes off but I was unsuccessful. I don't recall any additional dreams.

I am not sure if this was a real definate lucid dream or not, but this is one of the most recent dream I've had this week.

I suddenly found myself flying, and I started off as hovering outside of my house nearby this boy school. I realized I was hovering, and I said to myself, "Wow!" and I was really excited. I think at this point, I realized I was dreaming.
So I decided to take this oppertunity to go off somewhere and fly. But the thing was, I couldn't get myself to fly up into the air. Instead I was slowly floating down. I was at a street intersection and and I was very close to the ground. Then I was hit by a purple (dark blue?) car.
And thats where I woke up. It was a very short and sudden dream, but I remember it very clearly.

I was in school, and remembered immediately that I need to a reality check because my school is one of my dream signs.
I looked at the clock, looked away, and it had changed, I kept doing it, about 3 times, and it kept changing.
Surprisingly, I didn't actually get that excited, so I stayed in the dream.
So, as soon as it hit me that I was dreaming, my vision twirled, and this yellow, Chinese/Korean, text appeared in front of me.
And then immediately, I was back to clear vision again.
I decided to tell one of my teachers I was dreaming and then I was watching her and her husband playing golf, and then I flashed back to where I was in the classroom.
So, I went through the day until I was in a computer suite. I told people I was dreaming, and they just went "Cool." and stuff.
Then I heard someone say "I need some earphones", so I tried to materialize one, it ended up looking like a pencil, but oh well, it was my first time, and he seemed to like it!
I was then at home, on my laptop, and I could hear my Mum, sister, and Dad come through the door, and I immediately had to tell my mum I was in a lucid dream!
When I told her, she started shouting "YOU'RE NOT! YOU ALWAYS DO THIS! YOU'RE SO SELFISH!" etc... and then I woke up.

-End-

I was at my dad's and it was sunny outside.
I was in my room and had just woken up, I rolled over to check my laptop and noticed the time was "100:3", so I looked away, then looked back and it was now "100:4", I kept doing so and it kept going up one digit.
I knew I was dreaming.
Everything turned dark and fuzzy, I got up and couldn't stand up properly, it was like I was drunk.
I started rubbing my hands together and the dream started to stabilize. I walked through the corridor and could hear my sister in the shower; I started talking to my dad but can't remember what either of us said.

-End-

I'm not usually one to sing around people, at least not on my own, so when I found myself in the middle of a 7-11 singing along with the overhead music I became lucid. It's not uncommon for me to have music in my dream or sing inside my mind while in the grocery store but this is a new treat for me in a lucid dream and I go with it.

The song I'm singing is All-Star by Smash Mouth, not my first choice for a musical number but apparently easy to remember. As I begin singing I start walking around the aisle, checking out my control and it occurs to me that I should make the most of this neat scene. I have always wanted a musical number in my dream and now I have one.

As I finish the first stanza I slightly raise my arms and the dozen-plus people in the store all stop in place, shopping baskets in hand, and begin singing the chorus. It sounds really cool and I'm totally digging on making this happen.

"All that glitters is goooolllddd! Only shootings stars break the mold!"

I continue singing and I'm even impressed I can recall the words so easily. the novelty of singing in a dream isn't wearing off though I find I'm not so keen on my voice as the solo participant. Still, I keep singing as I slowly walk among the stock-still shoppers.

"It's a cold place, and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now, wait 'til you get older
But the media-men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture."

"The ice we skate is getting pretty thin
The water's getting warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire, how 'bout yours?
That's the way I like it and I'll never get bored."

And again the people erupt into song and I'm thankful to blend in with the harmony.

"Hey now, you're a rock-star
Get the show on, get paid..."

I don't know any of these people but it's funny watching them standing there like an awkward music video.

"All that glitters is gooolllddd!"

As they sing this part they raise their arms in the air and wiggle their fingers for emphasis. I can't help but smile. :)

"Only shooting stars break the mo-o-ollld!"

The song ends and I'm slightly glad the pressure is off. My throat feels dry and scratchy and I wake up, still smiling and feeling happy.

I'm an All-Star! :D

I'm in my bed when I just realize that I'm dreaming. So I shake off the slight paralysis I have when I start LDing and fly out through the window over my bed. It's night, and the surroundings are slightly familiar, but different. I fly around for a bit till I get to a cousins house (different house in the dream) I have trouble getting through the window(possibly because of the blinds) but get in. I see three of the daughters and 2 sons. K is playing on the piano, and I join her. Others are arguing.

I get bored and leave, again having trouble with the blinds. I fly outside (Now it's day) from house to house, peaking in. I just wander for a bit, then decide there's nothing here. I go faster and higher, flying over a dessert, until I see los vegas. As I near, I lose lucidity and I can't remember what happened after.

i was very drunk last night so my memory is shot i just have a small flash back of my dream because i was lucid

being drunk made me wake up numerous times through the night most likely allowing my lucid through WBTB and DILD

like i say i have very limited memory of the start or end of the dream but i do remember a small part, the dream wasnt pleasant and i remember i was walking in the middle of a large dusty open area and i saw huge crowds of people, there was 1 road running beside me with big metal girders alongside ( the type you get to stop cars veering off the road ect. ) suddenly the crowd of people were running in all directions and i wasnt sure what was happening as i got closer i saw all the men chasing the women and dragging and hurting them in any way they could, they were cutting them and burning them and then chucking them in a huge cage like a trailer cage attached to a wagon.
im not sure how the DILD kicked in but somewhere around that point i realised i was dreaming and that i was also naked ( i dont know why ) so i used my normal method of basically calling out what i wanted and i put my hand out and asked for some shorts to put on but instead of just getting the shorts as i usually would a huge part of the metal girder beside the road ripped off in front of my hand and started to bend over and over flattening itself into a pair of shorts it was strange and the shorts felt like normal material i then turned my attention to the huge groups of men doing awful things and i ran over and took a huge swing at 1 and hit him clean in the nose but it didnt do a thing to him at all and all the men seemed to stop turn to me and start running toward me .. i assumed i was in control of the dream but i couldnt stop them running towards me so i thought back to how i got my shorts and i held my hand out and like a magic wand i just started throwing several people in the air like rag dolls and i just kept going untill they were all flattened on the ground. i then pointed to the cage and tore the sides off of it and all the women ran away.

i forget the rest but never the less another confirmed lucid

Dream recall from today's nap.

I was at home, and i decided to do some WILD attempts, the room looked completely different but i didn't noticed. For some reason i was trying to do WILD in the uncomfortable corner of the bed, i noticed that and moved to the better position.
Then dream skipped and i was going through some greyish town ruins and there were some zombies that i was shooting.
After a while i was back at home and i was playing some abstract shmup. It was in the space and there were energy platforms floating around, enemy was attacking with spaceships and there were also tanks at the platforms. And out of everything that shmup was using Hellsinker OST for the music. I got through a couple of levels, each of which was ending with an boss fight versus some big abstract spaceship.
But after i have done that game suddenly not just switched to the first person, but i was actually in the game. I was walking down an spiral set of the dark red spiral stairs, descending into the darkness. It was deep underground. Soon i have reached some kind of island, floating in the middle of the darkness. At the island there were ruins of the castle and a few more buildings. I crossed the bridge, and music started playing. As music was catching on, glowing white dragon flew out of the darkness and stopped above the island. Shortly dragon became darker and he started talking about something(can't recall what), shortly i recalled one of my dream goals and realized that i am dreaming, but before i could do anything, some force started attracted us together, and everything went pitch black. I feel weird sensation, like my body was changing in some way or getting fused with, but shortly everything stopped.
I woke up but the room looks different so i am still dreaming, i get up and rub hands but dream fades out again.
I wake up once again and it's daytime, i look at my hands, 5 fingers on the right, 3 fingers on the left, then suddenly back to 5 on the left. Balcony door was blocked by some garbage, so i decide to do small trick with the window nearby. I go backwards through it while expecting it to disappear and as i start falling backwards i notice that window is not there anymore. I feel the wings and fly around while randomly shouting commands for transformation and doing visualization(And completely forgetting how to do it properly ), i get my hands to slightly change, but once i look back at them they change back. I even try visualizing that dragon from before but no dice. After a while dream fades out and i wake up properly.

[COLOR="#800080"]I was somewhere in my room when suddenly I did a rc And I could breath ..Then I dont really remember much anything but I wanted to eat And i ate chocolate with oranges and some chips it was delicious!I thought about why not going to Mcdonalds?And i gone to MCdonalds and still couldnt get the Happy Meal one! Doesnt matter how much I tried ,I couldnt get a happy meal! Ok in my dream I also thought about much things and I closed my eyes and thought about it and pretty much times it appeared but the first time I wanted some SNSD girl appear but It was only a child! I didnt looked in the mirror because I was scared Ok,So there was a nice weather one time in my dream Which i really liked! And I closed my eyes and thought about it and bam! There it appears...I was running happily people was watching me as I was running thinking :Omg this girl is crazy whats wrong with her? Oh and i also told my mom in my dream this: Mom,Im dreaming! and she smiled..Well..Its kinda weird ..I have butterflies in my stomach now writing these words..I remember i was running(another run) for a marathon..Lol..I remember kissing someone IDK who..And I think i know how this dream started..I slept at 00:00 and i woke up at 6:00 spontaneous..And i was thinking about lucid dreaming then I went back to sleep and this is how it started..I hope ill get one again too..Yay![/COLOR]

I was with my mom and dad, and we were alone in some woodland area. It was bright and sunny, and the forest looked healthy. The dream was actually quite vivid. Somebody had explained to me that this was like Minecraft but in real life, and that our goal was to build shelter and find food and stuff.
I found a purple clump of grass. When I picked it up, I was explained that it was a food source plant, but it would only grow when planted next to the water. Me and my mother agreed to go find a river or lake to plant the food plant.
Up until this point, we had been standing on a path that ran around a small mountain. The path was about halfway up the mountain, but it was difficult to judge because of all the trees and such.
We began making our way down through the trees the slope was quite steep, perhaps 30 or 40 degrees. We had only walked for about a minute when the forest opened up to a huge sandy slope that ran down the face of the mountain.
I was being careful not to fall and tumble, but also trying not to move too slowly down the sandy slope. I could see a good sized river at the bottom of the mountain.
I decided to innovate. I broke a huge piece of bark from a dead tree stump and began "snowboarding" down the sandy slope. This was much faster than walking, and I reached the bottom very quickly.
I reached the bottom, and got off the piece of tree bark. I was ready to plant the purple grass. But I did a nose pinch and realized it was a dream. I moved my hands to stabilize, but noticed that I could feel blankets whenever I moved.
I tried very hard not to wake up, but ultimately, I did wake up.

I was in my science class at high school. My teacher was talking about some dream that he had, and told us about how his dreams were never as clear and realistic as real life.
I raised my hand, and I was going to argue with him, and tell him that when I lucid dream, that sometimes, I can increase the clarity of the dream to the point that it is close to real life, and I know that other people have dreams where the clarity they have in the dream is actually greater than that of real life.

#168 - 4:54AM - WILD?/OBE - DILD

I have one more round of OBE FA for the night

*warning sexual content*

I find myself in another OBE but it feels slightly more stable. Still it's dark and I feel the need to stabilize. This time I go ahead and resort to floor licking wishing for light. Soon I see light coming through the windows. I get up and make my way out the back this time. I see my Stella, my cat, lying by the back door. For whatever reason I give her a lick too. My mouth becomes full of hair and I have to spit the fur out. Then I notice a strange sound. As I listen it become clear that it is raining hard outside.

I open the back door and see its raining so hard the back yard is flooded. I can play in the rain! Suddenly, the thought of playing in the rain because the best idea every. I excitedly step outside but as soon as I do the rain stops. I thought, Ah you've go to be freaking kidding me! I see the huge puddle that is my yard and get an idea. I think that if I dive into head first it will become deep enough to transition into an ocean and I'll be able to do the Australia TOTY.

I jump off the back deck and dive head first only to get my head stuck in mud and in darkness. Stubbornly, I make swimming motions and try to picture the coral life. Nothing happens and I am forced to give up. I pull my head back and find myself still in the same dream. I see some movement on the other side of the privacy fence and vault over to see who's there. There are a few very attractive young women hanging around. I feel menthol calling and I move in close to what looks like an Asian/Causation her hear is long curly and black. She jumps on me and I catch her. I notice she is completely nude from the waist down and we begin to have sex standing up right there in the alley. But before anything really happens I come to my senses. I push her off me and toss her to the side like a rag doll.

I start running down the alley to the South. I'm now curious what I will find as I realize that I have never explored this area during an OBE. I begin running at super fast speed. I've never done this before and I was really enjoying it. I could feel my legs moving inhumanly fast with little effort. The only problem was that the faster I ran the longer the alley got. I decided to stop and as soon as I did I was at the end of the alley on 20th Street. I decide to fully transform in to a werewolf and have some fun in traffic.

This time I distinctly feel my body shift and streatch. I begin running again but I am on all fours. I feel my hind legs in perfect rhythm with my front legs.

Just like this


I try to get in front of the cars and attack them but the deftly avoided me. The closer I got the fast away they moved. It was like polar opposites. I tried various approaches but I could never get close to any car. I soon lost interest.

I looked to the right of the road and saw a woman and man calmly walking away from me. They looked really cyber punk. The man had a black leather jacket with some orange and red design on the back. But my eye went strain on the woman. She had birthright orange hair with black yoga shorts with some colorful design on the butt. I am immediately turned on and quickly move to her. She looks a little like Gwen Stefani or the white rabbit chick from that matrix. Not that it mattered I just want to pull those yoga shorts off. I snatch her up with superhuman strength and carry her off. As I reach the other side of the street she become burdensome and I notice I am back to human form.

I completely lose myself and don't want to wait. I bend her over and pull her short down and have my way with her. She yells, "Oh... Right here? OOOOOHH YEA!"

After some time I regain my self control and stop. I realize I that I could really have issues when I woke up. I move away from her and try to wake up but have a FA instead.


This is getting embarrassing.... I am in the bathroom trying to clean myself off but am having difficultly. The strangeness of it all makes me think this is still a dream so I do a nose plug. I laugh out loud and can't believe how many FA's I am catching on to tonight. I decide if I really do have a mess it doesn't matter now.

I go out the front door and find that the day light is super bright now. The air feels cool and I notice I am wearing a jeans and a jacket that I don't own in real life. I decide to go for the China TOTY now. I think I'll make a sliders wormhole and teleport. I move into the street but the sun seems so bright that everything is getting white washed. I move to under the big tree in my front yard and the lighting is perfect.

I make a hand motion to create a wormhole. Nothing. I try again. This time I see a white ball of energy suspended in front me but it refuses to form. I let it dissolve and reach behind me to summon the "timer". I point and shoot, see the beam, but nothing happens. I give up and decide to try flying there.

I look around and see the terrain has become slightly mountainous and some very modern Chinese buildings are on the hills to the North East.

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I begin to fly in that direction. I jump and land hard. hmmmm. I decide to "focus fly" by picking a spot on a building and focus on going there. I feel myself levitate but I never move. Damn, why is my dream control failing now? I run to one of the buildings and begin to manually climb up it. The effort is labored and I feel tired when I reach the top. I look down the other side and notice its a REALLY long way down. I see something down there. It looks like the Great Wall! The shadow of the building covers part of it and the darkness worries some but I try not to let it manifest. This is it. I just need to jump down there. For some reason the height make me a little apprehensive and I hesitate. After a moment, I get over it and jump. The dream time lerches and there is no falling. I simply find myself on the ground next to the thing I saw. I stand up and look it over. It's just some stupid fence made of sticks and river rocks! I feel horribly cheated as I wake up.

#167 - 4:23AM - WILD?

I have a long cycle of SP to OBE to FA and back again. During each FA I am back in my bed and I remember nose plug. I am surprised that I am still dreaming. During the SP I find transitioning almost impossible but there is a lot of sensory input. I feel like I am spining and then going up and down on a roller-coaster to the point that my stomach feels like its turning upside down. There is tons of vivid imagery. I remember trying to read some huge billboard that appeared to me but it's all in Russian. Once I am in the white void and I become excited but it doesn't last. I remember hearing some rap song and then a rock song. I tried to just enjoy the show. I did lots of hand motions and noisy hand rubbing. Once I felt like my physical body was on the edge of the bed and I scooted over but I think that wasn't real. At one point I kind of want to bail out because I feel stuck in this long cycle but I don't want to wake up completely so I just ride it out.

Finally, I have an OBE long enough to write about. It was very dark and unstable, but a start. When I got out of bed I remember having breathing issues. It felt like total sleep apnea and I had to force my breath to be steady and long. For a second I focused on my physical head and tilted my head back enough that I felt breathing was easier. I didn't lose the dream when I did that and continued on. I wasn't sure if it was real or not but either way it helped.

I was acutely aware of the sound of the box fan but tried not to pay attention to that because I didn't want to wake up. I notice there is light but it is dimly lit like a dimer switch on the lowest setting. I made my way to the bedroom door but it felt wrong. It was extra wide with 5 or 6 brass and steel sliding locks mounted on it and an odd door knob. Luckily the door opened with ease.

It was dark in the next room and before I move in there I try feeling around for a light switch. I see some male DC standing there just in the darkness. I don't become frightened. I asked for help. "Hey can you turn the lights on, sir?" He steps closer and I see that it is my dad in his PJs. "Dad! Will you turn the light on?" He mumbles something and looks to be half asleep. He reaches near the area I was feeling around at and the lights come on but they are just as dim as the bedroom. Dad staggers off in the darkness of the kitchen and I head for the front door. I look around noticing my house is not at all right. It is creepy and dirty with huge cob webs. Parts of the house looks badly in need of repair. Some of the flooring looks to be a hodgepodge of various scarp boards. I try to make it to the front door but as I pass by the dining table a chair sticks to my arm and holds me back. I have to take time to relax and will it way before I could continue.

Finally, I reach the front door and step out only to find that it is totally dark. Instead of going back inside I turn around and float up the exterior of the house keeping its detail in my vision as a way to stabilize. I notice we now have a second floor and I can see my mom in some bedroom through a series of 3 windows in a row. See looks like she is pulling back sheets and getting ready to lay down.

I continue to float up to the roof. As I reach the peek I notice a super bright construction light and the entire back yard is lit up. I am thankful for the light but I focus on it too much. The white surrounds me and I wake up.

Saturday 4/20/13

last night bed 1:30am - 8am

Had a few dreams about being chased by police. There ia about 4 of us. We are trying to escape from a house, where we did some bad things. We are going up and down the ladder. Then outside, it's late evening, dark. I'm crouching and walking to a corner to hide in a dark shaddow. As we go by a window, I hear a dog from inside of the house. A little puppy comes to where I'm hiding, but doesn't start barking. Police are walking nearby, looking for us. (Was watching manhunt for the Boston marathon bomber all day yesterday IWL)

This wasn't a fun chase dream I normally get. There was something sinister about me. I did something bad.

NAP: around 8:45am -12pm

Started getting vibrations while on back, got up to turn of sound on laptop and layed down on left side.

WILD: Suddenly I'm looking at my laptop screen and I see there is a new registered member. I can read everything very well. I think, that this is a great time to prove that I was seeing through my closed eyelids. So I wanna open my eyes and look at the screen to prove, that what I saw was real in WL. But I can't open my eyes. I realize, I'm sleeping and dreaming. I think to myself, well, if I'm dreaming, I may as well get up, because then I'm lucid. (IWL, I have been watching new registrations pretty closely. If you reading this venn99, it's becasue of you. Thank you for getting me lucid)

I get out of the window and start walking through the backyard in my parents house. There is a toll column made out of concrete bricks with two openings. I keep telling myself "I'm dreaming" and I'm confident I can keep my awareness, but I lose it suddenly.

LD1: Probably a DEILD. I get a headrush and hear someone dusting bedsheets few feet away, which turns into a chain saw soound right next to my head. I keep telling myself "I'm not scared, no matter what you do". And I really am not scared. Again, I'm getting out some window, this time it has consistency of liquid glass, but I still get out. I jump out of the kitchen balcony on first floor. As I'm falling fastand enjoing this awesome roller coaster feeling in my stomach, I'm determined to hit the ground and see what happens. But just before I hit, I get the smallest thought not to, although I still want to, but I switch direction and few inches above ground start flying paralel to the ground.

LD2: Not sure what type of LD this was. Wow, I even forgot, what it was about. I didn't get up after, just replayed it im my mind with words and went back to sleep hoping for moar. Oh, I just remembered. I was trying to summon Linkzelda. But someone else walked in through the door at fast pace.

#166 - 3:55AM - WILD

My memory is getting weak on these early ones this time. There's not much to post anyway but I'll do my best.

I entered a dream scene were I was talking to my wife about something. There was something bad that happened. I kept saying to myself, This is a dream it's not real

Suddenly I am sent back to bed and I have a brief OBE but nothing really happens in it. It is dark and unstable.

Then I have a false awakening. I am sitting at the table with my laptop in front of me. My wife walks by saying something to me. I am wondering how I fell a sleep at the computer.

I wake up, remember to do a nose plug and tell myself to watch for FAs.

#59

I woke up to pee. I don't know what time it was. I went back to bed and cycled (SSILD). It hasn't been working lately, but neither have I been trying very hard. Last night I made a serious effort with my cycling.

Spoiler for Sexy Time:

My dream opens with a chick spread wide open for me. I don't even see the girl except for her vaginal area. I was nervous for the usual reason, but I conclude that I really am dreaming even without an RC.

I eat the girl out with a fervor, ass and all for as long as I can. Eventually the dream shifts.

I lost lucidity, and I can't remember what happened afterward, but compared to the lucid portion of the dream, I couldn't care less about it.

I woke up and had to pee again after this dream, or possibly later.

I decided to cycle again and see if I could have another lucid. I have my typical itches that disturb my cycling, so I scratch and move around until I can rest and cycle properly. I do, and eventually I dream.

#60

I'm with B. L. and my wife. At one point I think R was there. I'm walking down a long, curved street. I tell B that I have dreamed of this road before. It was actually a false memory.

We walked down the hill to the bottom where there was GA red clay piled up from a construction job, and it was spotted with rocks. I tried to tell B that I remembered that also. It was as though I had dreamed of the very same road.

I said something about my birthday in relation to the memory. My wife started crying because I said I had the dream on my birthday. (This stemmed from her not caring about dreaming at all IWL) I responded to her, "No, it was my birthday IN the dream when I had been down the road."

Beyond the construction type Earth pile was a gully, and turning to the left about 130° was some modest housing. This was also a false memory that just amazed me. The whole scene was like I'd been there before. The only thing different was that I remembered the housing being not as nice as it was now.

I turned around and B was up a ramp (that hadn't been there before) and was walking away with R or my wife. I started trying to go up the ramp, but I had a bit of a hard time getting up it. It was steep and slippery.

I held on to some black piping and made it to the top where I found a black girl. her skin was like an iron skillet, but it was nice just the same. She was easy enough to look at.

I told her that if this were a dream...and I became lucid.

I started singing a Bee Gee's tune with different lyrics

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and took down her white shorts. I looked her in the face and I had no trouble pulling her pants down.

I touched her vag and paid special attention to how it felt. I mashed down and felt her skin on my hands and fingers. I then picked her waist up to eat her and she was small. I thought, as long as I'm picking her up, I might as well turn her around so she can suck me, so I turned her around. She started sucking me and a woke up.

I was sad to wake up, but I enjoyed my dreams. I went to pee and tried cycling again. I dreamed, but I don't remember what, and it wasn't lucid.