lucid

So last night I had more than one dream. Each dream I had didn't seem to have a beginning nor end. The first dream I can remember I went Lucid shortly.
It started with me being in this huge creepy (Not old just scary) Mansion of some sort. The inside was endless and I was looking for a way out but each door I opened led to another completely different looking house. For example I would be in a middle class house and could see a yard out side in the country then I would go through a door and I would be in a very expensive looking apartment in the city. I couldn't go through the windows for some reason and there were no exits. The harder I tried to leave to deeper I seemed to go. The new rooms grew more and more dark and warped. Everything started to feel wrong I got a idea in my head that I had to leave or I would die there. At some point I opened a door and the room looked like space yet I knew if I fell I would fall forever. I had to go along this ledge to get to the next door. I opened it and was in a normal yet poorly let house. It looked really familiar but I couldn't figure out why . (When I woke up I realized it was the house I lived in in a dream I had a long time ago) Anyway I'm standing there and suddenly I understand why nothing makes any sense. I was dreaming. I walked around intently looking at everything. I kept saying "This is cool....I'm really asleep.....everything's so real...." I was picking stuff up and feeling it and looking over everything. It was cool. I went and looked out a window and was like "SSSSPPPPAAACCCCEEEE!!!! >:3" At that point I didn't care about leaving because I knew it was just a dream so I just explored some. Ate some point I must of woke up shortly or had a major dream change. The next dream I had I didn't go lucid.

I was in a movie theater getting my ticket. I went in the the show room and looked around for a place to sit. That when a guy walked past me that look just like one of my friends but older. He stopped and was like "Hey long time no see" He was referring to us not seeing each other over the summer but he looked way older the he was. He is 17 but looked 20. Anyway turns out all my friends were there. I go to sit down by them But someone says they are saving that seat. For some reason I get offended and sit away from them (Would never happen...I love my friends) They are like "Awwwww come back" I ignore them and the movie starts. I don't get to watch it though because the jerk next to me start talking and everyone tells him to shut it but in the end a guy asks him to leave ALONG with me because the think I'm with him. I'm like "I don't know this guy! I'm not even involved." My friends come to my aid even though I was a jerk but they still kick me out.
Dream shifted
I'm at a construction sight and I have no idea why. My parents are apparently rich and own the place but there not my parents and I know it. I walk around and everyone acts like they know me but I don't know them. Then my little "brother" whom I don't know ether tell my mom said to inside. I'm just like "meh..." and go with it. I go inside this cool looking rich person house. Inside there is this guy who says "Hey come look at the full moon" He hands me a pirate like telescope (I don't know what they are called - _ -) I look out at the moon but its green and blue. Then I realize its the earth....and I'm not on it. So naturally I freak out.
Dream shift
Ok now I'm on my road that goes to my house. I walk past a park were they are opening a new pool. I hitch a ride with this guy to my house (I guess I could have just walked...idk) So I'm going down the street to my house and I pass a lot of stuff that didn't mean anything in my dream (when I woke up I remembered That a lot of places I passed were more places I had been in other dreams...so that's kind of cool) Then he dropped me in front of my house. I think something else happened my it's foggy because my grandma woke me up soon after.

I am standing in a room that is empty of anything but myself, and kitchen cabinets. Everything is painted pale grey. I realized that the room made no sense, and I had no idea where it was, as I had never been there before. I decided to do an RC to see if I was awake, so I plugged my nose, and breathed in. I could feel the air going into my lungs. For a moment I thought I hadn't even done it, so I tried again. This time I made it a point to pay all of my attention to what I was doing. I still felt the air rushing into my lungs when I breathed. I became excited, and was thinking [I]oh my God I did it![I] Then as I was going to try to change the scene around me, I woke up.

It kinda sucked, waking up from the first time I had an LD and knew what it was. But I suppose since I didn't get to do anything in my first, it will just get me excited for the next ones.

I had a brief DILD this morning, where I came close-ish to completing the basic TOTM:

I was in a relationship with Frédéric Chopin, the Polish composer. We were in one of those morning rooms, talking about something.



He seemed quite distraught. If you know anything about the composer, his life was fraught with emotional and physical distress. In the dream, he expressed sadness about something, and i was trying to console him by talking to him about his music. I may have been George Sand, and quite befitting because George was a baroness who went by a male pseudonym.. even dressed as a man. I explained to Chopin that "You have no idea how much beauty you have brought into this world with your music. Even more so, how your music will impact the Romantic Era and it's genre boundaries after you die as well." O_O DOH! I'm talking to a dead man, I'M LUCID!!

I put my hands on his shoulders and set him down gently on an incredibly opulent Victorian style sofa, and said "Please forgive me, but I have to remember the TOTM, it's very important." He looked at me quizzically, and then jolted as I yelled out "Drink a potion!!! You have to help me find a potion so I can drink it and describe it's effects!!" He looked extremely confused, and possibly worried from his mistress's sudden onset of insanity, then everything went vertigo. I was pulled backwards by an invisible force, and I watched the beautiful man on the beautiful sofa in the beautiful room, fade into the back of my eyelids, and I woke up.

Speed your sorry ass up next time Frédéric, you namby pamby little emo man! I've picked larger men from under my fingernails! <3

I strongly believe in visions and dreams of course. I believe I have a gift of discernment and prophecies. I often get visions and dreams especially when I am asleep. Like Joseph who was engaged to Mary dreamt about an angel telling him to marry.

Well, for me, some dreams really realistically that I believe they are real since I could not forget them. Some others I do not.

For example, in 1985, my dream that night IS real because of what I did for three weeks--I fasted not to think, look, or lust upon women because I just turned 20 (now 47), and want to grow up and not be like a teenager especially after I saw my brother in law was joking with me about this woman he wanted me to meet and made jokes about her chest. He, at the time, was about 35 years old!

It was part of New Year's resolution that I fasted because it was close to January when this joke happened.

Anyway, 3 weeks later, I was approched by a woman who was crying and needed her tire fixed. To make this short, instead of calling AAA, she asked me to fix the tire and I did. That night, I am sure she prayed to God to bless me and I prayed for my WIFE. First time I asked for it. And asked God how can I know and naturally it was opened to Genesis chapter 24 and I read the whole chapter and prayed for clues just like that servant did to find Rebekah by asking for clues. Yes, naturally because I let the bible open from side and it was like that.

After prayer was done, I went to bed, slept.. and then I was called by God and then wow, God is glory! White!! And saw my bride. Beautiful with black hair, brown eyes, thin, etc etc. To make this short (you will have to buy my autobio when published then you can read the rest), God wanted me to go through this forest and 3rd time God asked I accepted and went thru this cold dark forest with 7 wide dirt curved road (similiar to the famous crooked street in SF). This road actually was a dirt unpaved trail. 7th curve, I fell down but got up because it was getting difficult. I got out, beautiful warm day, sunny, saw a row of houses on right side of paved narrow road. Then saw angel leaving and I ran after him. But the road had deadend and then she tapped on my shoulder.. there was my bride! She invited me in her house. We held hands. That woke me up and I found myself hot and sweating in a cold basement bedroom (remember, this January in New York State in 1985!) I believe I was there.. like I was taken by whirlwind...

I prayed again and slept and it repeated and got the house number 917..whatever that means.

I faced quite a bit of things in life similar to the dream. 7 crooked curves wide dirt trail in cold dark leaf-less trees at night.. that was my personal tribulation and I have proof that on the 7th curve, I fell down was on August 10, 1995. The 7 years tribulation I had began in 1988 because I truly understood and accept Jesus Christ.

On that day August 10, 1995, was a personal special day. I ran into a problem and I asked God to take care of it and I will do anything for God. God commanded me to tell the Deaf and the Singles about Jesus Christ and not fall into traps of sins or problems in this world. That day I accepted His Command and problem was solved just like that. Then I served with the Deaf for exactly 7 years till August 10, 2002! The day I came home from serving for the LORD in Miami, Florida! STRANGE!

Then my bride has not yet come.. I err on my part by sinned against God by marrying the wrong one in 2004. Divorced then what?? I had other dreams and visions along the way.

More on those another time since they are all connected. Or some differently like this morning. I had another realistically dream. Yes, she has black hair, beautiful, petite, young...I will say stories step by step.. not mixing up skipping dreams.

07.26.12
Participated in a race on my father's car and got some troubles, several times count fingers, understood that its a LD and tried to fly and find the planet to make TOTM, but i flew through the clouds so long, and understood that TOTM i will do the next time. I found a roof and landed. There was a little kid and he became to fight with me and i threw him down. I was very upset that i couldn't go through clouds and make TOTM and threw down stones and all i could find on the roof. I found myself sitting on my bed and throwing kid's toys and awoke.

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"]28.07.2012[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]One Hell Of A Ride[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="MediumPurple"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="DarkBlue"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Gray"]Don't remember exactly when I became lucid, and I woke up with a headache and forgot a lot...

[/COLOR][COLOR="DarkBlue"]At the start, I was in a bright, happy looking neighborhood, white pavement and people around...and a gargantuan spaceship on the horizon.

I paid attention to the spaceship, looking at it a bit until I saw something flying at me and moved, it was what looked like a giant origami arrow. When it fired a few more, I focused on at and sternly said "Teleport", a reticle/target appeared where I was concentrating but that's it. [/COLOR][COLOR="Gray"](-.-) [/COLOR][COLOR="DarkBlue"]

In the end I made a rectangle with my fingers and said "Erase". Everything in view with the rectangle was erased, including some people who were walking by...

Looking around a little more I saw that a wide road went on for a while and I looked around for a car to drive in and I saw a policewoman go by on a motorbike, I went after her and kicked her off to jack the bike. After I did, she shouted and some people took notice, but I wasn't chased.

The motorbike was slightly different than a normal one, it didn't have a throttle handle thing that you turn, it had 2 things that looked like brakes with each of the handlebars, except one was pull for acceleration, the other was pull for turbo. [/COLOR][COLOR="Gray"](ohhhh yeahhhhh)

[/COLOR][COLOR="DarkBlue"]I took off on the road going really fast as I was looking at everything and what looked like a hill came up and I pulled on the turbo and tried saying "Speed Boost", which worked. I zoomed over the hill, which turned out to be a huge chasm drop, holding on to the motorbike, I looked around and saw the skies were red and everything was in ruins, like a catastrophie happened. When I landed, I contined on with my ride over a few more giant jumps and eventually I saw another one coming up which I zoomed to but the road collapsed and I fell and was riding on dirt for a bit before I skidded out. I got back on and kept riding on the ground though.

Can't remember exactly how, but I was back at a civilized area, looked similer to the last area, can't remember what I did here except for one thing. There was someone, I think he pissed me off, but made up for it somehow. I said "I could just roast you right now [/COLOR][COLOR="Gray"](as I built up a bigger and bigger fireball in my hands) [/COLOR][COLOR="DarkBlue"]but I won't. [/COLOR][COLOR="Gray"](fireball receded, or well...got smaller? :P)[/COLOR][/INDENT]

Finally had another lucid last night! Attempted a WILD but failed and fell asleep. I had a lucid, near the end of the dream so it was short.

I was at some big lake with a giant floating building right in the middle of the lake. Katara (From Avatar: The Last Airbender) was with me, and some assasin woman came and attacked Katara. The assasin was a lady with two swords. She snuck up on Katara and slashed her in her side at least 4 times, each slash went halfway through her abdomen. (It was pretty nasty.) Then the lady threw Katara into a white cloth bodybag, which she then slashed into like 20 peices. She threw Katara into the water, but there was some magical shark in those waters that could bring people back to life. (And probably other stuff, cause it was... magic.) The shark saw the lady throw Katara in and it found Katara and brought her back to life.

Later me, Katara (I think it was her, but it could have been someone else.), and some guy with airbender tatoos were in some camp with a big pool. The guy with the tatoos was our counselor. He could control all 4 elements, I think. He was earthbending a rock, aking it float over water, and I earthbent and flung it all the way to the other side of the pool. Katara goes over to grab it, and I swim over there too. It underwater and I want to try to to breathe fire. (By this time I knew I was dreaming, IDK how though.) I let out a small stream of fire, and that was pretty impressive, considering I was underwater! I was above water coming to the side of the pool and I want to blast fire from my mouth and hands at the same time, so I put my hands to my face and then pointed my hands and arms straight forward, blasting fire from my hands and mouth.

It was cool, but I wanted to do the Task of the Month. I felt the dream slipping and I was thinking I could try to DEILD, but I don't really know how to do that very well. I remember I had to tip people off of their skateboards or something so I could DEILD, but I think I kind of lost lucidity at this point.

I wanted to do the TotM, but I couldn't so I hope I'll get another lucid before this month ends!

I was in my room. I was showing someone (can't remember who) my cat Oliver. He was a tiny, grey kitten, the tiniest kitten you ever did see. In real life, however, he's actually black and white and pretty much all grown up. I realized this and figured I was probably dreaming. I looked at my hand for an RC and had six fingers. Now, I knew I was dreaming. Unfortunately, I woke up within seconds. I noticed the grey kitten was still in my room, concluded I'd had a false awakening, and RC'd again. Once again, this woke me up nearly straight away.

I had a feeling that I was still dreaming. I didn't want to wake myself up again, so I just wandered around the house, paying attention to everything around me, as I'd heard that was a way of stabilizing a dream. After a little while, I decided to tell my mom I was dreaming.

"Are you?" she asked. I showed her my hand and told her that's how I could tell (I still had the extra finger, and I couldn't even keep my fingers straight if I looked at them for more than a second or so). "Oh, okay," she said.

Then, I decided to try teleporting again, since I'd failed before and wanted to get it right this time. I decided that maybe I could try using a portal this time. Since I'd heard it's harder to make objects appear right before your eyes, I decided for some reason to jump up, expecting a portal to appear under me. It didn't. I decided to try spinning instead. I stood in the middle of the living room, arms outstretched, and made sure I had enough room to spin without hitting the TV. After confirming that I had enough space, I started to spin. Realizing I'd need a destination, and that I should actually visualize it this time, I briefly closed my eyes, as it's easier to visualize anything that way.

That was a mistake. I woke up right away. This time, I had a feeling I was really awake. I did an RC and confirmed that I was.

Date: 26/07/2012
Place: My caravan
Time of getting into bed: 12.14am

Waking thoughts in black
Non lucid dreams in blue
Lucid dreams in red

Dream 1 - non lucid (3.54am)
I am walking in a large underground tunnel. Occasionally cars pass me, and there is snow or frost covering the ground. For the first few minutes of the dream, I was watching myself from above, then I switched to being myself. I'm about to enter a door, or smaller tunnel, when a nice smily lady stops me. She tells me to take one of her Lucid Dreaming pills, so I can become lucid in my dreams. I take it, and she reads some sort of leaflet or program with me, telling me 'oh wow, this is gonna be fun, you're gonna really enjoy this!' then I enter the door / tunnel, which splashes water all over my head as I walk under / into it. I didn't actually get lucid, but as always I'm dreaming of lucidity and don't click on! What can I do to go that little bit extra?

I woke after this dream, and in my sleepy haze, thought I'd had no dreams and the dream was real. (I thought I'd really taken a pill to get lucid) I got up and shut the hatch window because I was cold, and realised it was a dream, so quickly wrote it down.

Dream 2 - non lucid / slightly lucid at end (5.43am)
For the record, I was mega hungry when I went to bed, as I wrote in my DJ each time, I considered WILDing but my stomach just kept growling!It's my birthday, and I'm sat with a group of people. I have a teddy bear shaped chocolate birthday cake, which I start eating. It's yummy! I finish the whole thing to myself. I laugh, and tell the others I'm sorry I didn't offer it out, but they don't mind. I offer to go to the shops to buy another and share it, but they say it's ok they really don't mind! Someone has been shopping already and has got lots of food that was reduced for 9p and so on. They let me help myself. Suddenly, a live band is about to come and play. I get excited and settle to watch. THE DREAM SWITCHES AGAIN. It did this the night before. Suddenly I AM the performer, instead of watching. I don't notice any change in dreaming other than this, and it doesn't dawn on me until I wake up. So now I am the singer for the band. I decide to sing well, I need to be lucid, and 'become' lucid in my dream.I wasn't really lucid, I still didn't know I was dreaming, I don't think my sleeping mind comprehended what 'lucid' really meant.As I am lucid, I can now fly, and sing really well, I put my heart and soul into the performance. I now switch back to watching the show again, and someone gives me a shot of vodka, with salt around the rim of the shot glass. I drink it, and it tastes like grapefruit and sugar! I like it so I have more, but I drain off the grapefruit juice / vodka and just eat the salt / sugar as I don't want to get drunk. I notice on the table there is a large snake. The snake is evil looking, it is very shiny and smooth, with a red and cream or off - white pattern, similar to a Corn Snake. However it has a head like a king Cobra, and huge, red fangs. I don't panic, but I know not to go near it. My friend who is sat with me tries to grab it, and does so very clumsily, leaving himself open to attack, however the snake doesn't attack, he does look very agitated though. My friend grabs it's neck and pulls, the snake is so strong and large, that he cannot move it, but instead he stretches the snake's neck in a painful way. The snake now bites him. I decide to 'become lucid' again to avoid being bitten. I know if I am lucid, I am only dreaming and so the snake cannot harm me. I fly up into the garden, and fly a few laps around, looking at the trees and bushes. As I do, I see many more snakes sat in the trees waiting and hiding. I want to get 'proper lucid' as I am aware I'm just dreaming of being lucid. And so I try to wake my brain up, while I'm still asleep, so that I will be lucid.I wake up for real. A very low level lucid at the end.

Dream 3 - non lucid (8.22am)
I think I have forgotten the beginning of this dreamFor some reason, I HAVE to eat some raw eggs. The eggs are like little blackbird's eggs. There are about 5 of them but one keeps breaking and leaking everywhere, I carry them in a little plastic bag. I am in the back of a van, while someone drives the van to an underground car park, for some reason to do with the eggs. It is important I eat these eggs soon! I am completely naked, which I'm a little embarrassed about, so I try to find some clothes to put on, but I can't while I'm laying in the back of the van. Eventually we get to the car park, where several policemen block the entrance. We worry we won't get in, and the policemen asks for our names, I give them my surname, and to my surprise they let us in, showing us where to park. We park and I get out, the car park is empty except for a big, red double decker bus parked in the corner. We all talk about how we'd love to own one of those buses. A fashion show starts, and everyone is invited to join in, I am given a long shirt with a Union Jack design on it, and an Orange T-shirt to wear over the top. It's not my style but I'm naked so wear it anyway. I look ridiculous, but someone takes photos of me anyway. I go to put my socks on, because the floor is hurting my feet. There are a couple of little spiders around, but I ignore them as I'm not afraid of spiders. One bites me, and it actually really hurts. I flick it off and carry on, another one, bites me 3 times, and I flick it off, but it leaves some little bumps on my skin. The pain is quite intense. The spiders range in size, but all look the same. They are grey, with a white pattern and have 2 hairy back legs, the rest of the legs are thin. Someone googles them on their phone, and we find out they are called 'Cadavern' spiders. One bigger one, is red and black, and this one bites me again, the pain is terrible.

I get up early for the day, but easily could have stayed in bed and had more dreams.

Working 12:57am

I am at working doing some strange new cable assembly. I learned how to install something with lights. All the time I had some very alien looking overseers. #vague

At The Park 00:00? *LUCID*

#I dream I am at the same park doing the same thing that I was doing earlier in the evening. We went to a Hospice Memorial Service for my wife's grandpa in real life and this coupled with my ADSA I've been working on immediately trigger a lucid.

I am sitting at the picnic table with all the people. I know that I am dreaming. I want to do TOTM so I make my water bottle be full of the magic potion. It is still clear like water but no I know it is the potion. I drink it. There is not sensation or taste. I immediately begin to float up (like Charlie at the Chocolate Factory). I am completely weightless and I am floating among all the balloons we released in real life. I am so high up that I lose my grounding and feel myself wake up. I fight it.

I am now on the ground staring at the big oak tree in the park. It is covered in balloons.I use that to focus on and ground myself. As I focus and get more detail the balloons become giant white flowers. Very nice. I look around and see no people. The park looks pretty much normal. So I walk around forgetting TOTM. I just taking the scenery and remind myself that I am dreaming. I hold it in me like I do with self-awareness. I anchor my mind to it and not forgetting.

Now I am bored. I can't think of anything to do. Then, I remember that I had decided to work in some spirituality into my dreams. I guess I haven't really thought this through because this first thing I thought of was to call Jesus and talk to him with out really anything to say.(I say it like this because, whatever Jesus I call into existence would only be a version of me in my own mind. So maybe I'm wrong to even consider spirituality?) Anyway, I yell, "Jesus!" I wait a few moments looking around expecting someone to show up. Then BAM! Total darkness. I wake up.

I was in an office building, much like the one I was in that one time that turned into a labyrinth. I spontaneously became lucid (I think because it was a WBTB, and those usually generate a DILD or DEILD), so I decided to try to leave the building. I could tell it was night, because the building seemed to be deserted, with all the lights off except for the EXIT signs and a few floods. I went out a door, which led to a hall and another door, and so on. I began to get irritated, which was causing me to lose a little of my lucidity, and then I could suddenly hear faint techno music. Like there was a club in the building somewhere. So I tried going through more doors and hallways to find it, each time the music grew louder as if I was getting closer. I started getting a more strong sense of lucidity back, which helped me to focus on the situation. I finally came to a set of double doors, and the music was really loud behind them. I stopped, fully aware that this was a dream, and put my hands on the door, saying "THIS time, I will open the doors, and the party will be on the other side." I pushed them open, and sure enough, there was a lame little party there. Loud music, but only 3 people that I could see in the small room. A table with some punch and plates, and a few chairs, and a small orange sofa. Craig from high school was sitting on the couch, so I sat by him. I was hoping he wouldn't be a psycho and flip out on me like he did irl in HS, but he seemed more calm, like he was when I bumped into him later in life. He kinda snuggled next to me, so I took his hand. I lightly massaged his thumb with mine, then I don't remember anything else.

Later, I dreamed about being on my bike again. This time it was my normal bike, and it rode like a normal bike and not the flying one from the other night. Funny thing is, the whole bike ride was pretty much exactly like the bike ride I had yesterday evening in real life. Even the part where I went over a tiny pothole. See I tried to swerve to miss it, but it was too late and I went over it anyway. But the suspension on my bike rocks, so it went over real smooth, both irl and in the dream. I'm guessing that, since I rode my bike yesterday when it was dusk, just a little light, and not many people or cars out, it was very surreal and dream like. Going to have to start doing RCs on my bike now I'm guessing

A nightmare I saw over and over again for about a month when I was young. I kept returning to the same points to see it all happen all over again and again. Parts in my story signify the "checkpoints" the story started from at different times.

I stood there gazing upon the campground. It was dark and cold, I could almost feel the whistling breeze coming from beyond. Almost no stars were to be seen at the night sky, it was cloudy and treetops were covering the sky. Campground was set in a large pit located in middle of the woods. Branches could be heard cracking deeper in the woods. Slowly I walked towards the center of the campground. Seven tents had been set up and a campfire in middle of them. The fire was out but you could still see little smoke coming out from the ashes. Ashes were spread around the place by wind a little bit.

Non-lucid: first part
A big slam could be heard behind me not too far away, right at the end of the campground. Startled by the sound I turned around, seeing a small yellow entrance. It was a bomb shelter and the door was open, light shined out from inside. A big slam was heard again, followed by a scream of a girl. Friend of mine appeared to be standing behind me by my right side. "I'm afraid, don't leave me alone." - she said. We were petrified. There it was again a big slam, but now it came just by the door, like it was closing in on the entrance. I started to walk directly at the door. A persons foot and a metal pipes end could be seen just behind a corner inside the shelter. With haste a school age boy turned into the view. The boy was wearing dirty and bloody white t-shirt, shorts, sneakers and a clown mask. I stopped frightened. Behind him there was a dark figure.

Non-lucid: part two
The boy was angry at me, I cannot understand a word he says to me. He started slamming the metal pipe to the walls making a terrible noise. A monsterous shout was heard under us, at the end of the bomb shelter. Dark figure was to be seen more clearly now, it was my very own mother, just standing there, like in a trance.

Non-lucid: part three
Boy shouts me with anger: GO AWAY! He begins to run downstairs, accidentally pushing my mother down the stairs. The shouts echo could still be heard. I attempt to catch the boy, as I pass my mother in the stairs she fades away. Stairs were shaped as a spiral downwards. At the end of the stairs there was a doorway to a long hallway. An invisible monster, shaped mostly like a man starts walking at from the other end of the hallway. It could only be seen as if it was covered in blood or water (changed between dreams). It starts running at me, catching me and throwing me to the end wall of the hallway.

Before lucid dream I had just seen part three of the nightmare. I wanted them to stop so I concentrated on nothing but the fact that I wanted to change how it all ends.

Lucid: final part - Final part takes place right after part two.
Boy begins to shout at me more clearly, but I don't care what he says, I've heard it all before, I knew how it would end. I grab the boy by his shirt stopping him from running away. Right that moment I can see my mother fade away, but this time she was still standing still, unhurt.

It began to clear to me. I was dreaming, I was unbound. Everything started to speed up, the room began to smudge around me as if it was moving back and forwards too quick. I look back at the boy just to see nothing but air, he had faded away. I hit the wall as if the world had flipped around me.

I wake up right after. Knowing what just happened.

Never had the same nightmare since.

What I've studied from this site it is somewhat normal to get too excited at the first lucid dreams, I'm pretty sure this is what happened to me also.

It has been a pleasure to write this down after so many years. I hope you enjoyed reading this.

Im in some warehouse fighting chinease dwarfs guards with guns.

But im not worried about getting shot beacuse I got super strength im graping them by the arms and throwing them into boxes high up.

I realize this must be a visulization so I wait for my self to snap snap back to my real body but when I dont I realize im dreaming so I look at my hands right away but I cant see them it too dark all of a suden I only see the outline so I run to ware I see light in the warehouse.
I stand under a industryal light bulb the kind that are realy long when I do I see my hands but it looks like im looking through a magnifing glass then out of nowhere my right hand disappears so I look at my left hand and it disappear too

This piss me off beacuse how can I stabilize the dream if I cant see my hands I didt have a backup plan my hands
Re-appear out of the corner of my eye but when I look directly they vanish I can still feel them but not see them
The dream de-stabilize and I woke up and I voud to have a plan A B and C for next time.

It started with me being in a store and my BFF called me telling me she was on her way down to NC. She was so upset that she just couldn't stay in Ohio anymore. It was like the middle of the night, but she drove down here to hang out and just get away from Ohio. I stepped out of the store and she was in the parking lot, so we went back inside together. Inside, she was alternating between laughing loudly and suddenly bursting into tears. I wish that T had been there to help her, and suddenly he was. He asked her what was wrong, and she told him that she just had to get away from Ohio and burst into tears. So he grabs her elbow and tells her to come on, he's got someone she needed to see. So we start walking to the registers, and I have some things in my arms to buy (can't remember what they were though) So at the registers stand the Blond J she hung out with in highschool. You see him and say his name, then he opens his arms and she runs into them and just breaks down in the biggest sobs ever. He wraps his arms around her, then walks her out of the store to console her. Tracy stays with me while I check out, then I go outside and he offers to give me a ride home. When I accept, we get into my grandma's truck and suddenly I just know this is a dream. Realizing I'm dreaming I am scared that I'll wake up and everything goes black. I reach to my side to grab my cell phone, and find that the phone I grab is a flip phone, I'm still dreaming! So I look through my contacts, and I find L's number (which I don't really have, lol) and call him. I tell him to meet me at the bus stop in front of Walmart. Then I tell Tracy to stop the truck at the buss stop so I can get out and wait. He's not wanting to stop because it's dark and late and he says it's dangerous for me to be alone in town at night and the bus wouldn't run until daytime so I wouldn't have anyone to pick me up. I told him I was sure then jumped out o the truck. The buss stop was more like those smokers chambers at the local college, not a buss stop. All glass and benches, covered so you won't get rained on. As I walk towards the bus stop it's becoming day, and I curse dream time and say out loud, "NO!!! It's still supposed to be night!!!" and the dream goes back to night time So then I go to sit on the bench and it disappears! I remind myself it's a dream and it's still there even if I can't see it, mentally not out loud this time. The bench reappears and I sit on it. I look to the left towards walmart and across an empty parking lot. Then I see someone walking alone the empty parking lot towards the bus stop. It's a short little guy with a bald head and he looks kind of Asian. I realize this is supposed to be L coming to visit me, so I jump up and run up to him. On closer inspection he looks old too, and I'm thinking really?! THIS is supposed to be L? My brain couldn't have been more wrong! So I try calling out to the DC and yell his name at him, "L!" and suddenly he stretches taller and his face shifts and he looks all the world like high school L but with short hair. I am ecstatic that it worked, and he smiles really big at me so I run up and hug him. It gets a little odd when after I hug him he lets his hands linger on my waist. I remember our conversation last night, so I tell him to come here and pull him towards the buss stop. I stop right out side the bus stop and lean back against the glass while he catches his balance after me pulling him so hard in that direction. Then he asks me why I brought him here and if I wanted to talk, I tell him that I could wake up at any minute so there's no time for that now. Then I reach up and gently pull his head down to mine and kiss him. And of course everytime I kiss a DC I wake up, so that's where it ended, lol.

My bff and I had talked the night I had this dream about how she kissed L once, and I asked her if he was a good kisser. She couldn't remember. For some reason I forgot I actually wanted to ask L why I keep seeing him in my dreams because all I could remember was the conversation my bff and I had that night and not having the answer to my question, lmao. It's sooo hard to remember my waking world plans when I'm dreaming, things I decide on weeks in advanced are totally forgotten for things I passingly wonder about the night before >.< I'm totally kicking myself for that

Euphoric flashes into ecstasy. It got pretty intense today.

I feel myself get out of bed, open the door, and leave my bedroom, all while not seeing anything and still feeling as if I'm lying down at the same time. Only when I reach the laundry room do I start seeing things. It's dark in there and I'm searching for J (gotta remember to do Mindraker's password next time). I walk a bit farther in and find her, but she's a zombie and comes after me. I throw her in the wash, able to fit her, and shut the door and turn it on.

The dream starts over and I get out of bed to look for J again. She's outside on the deck, and I walk up to her and chat for a bit, about what I'm not sure.

The dream starts over again and J is in my room. We start making out, then I see me making love to her so I don't get to feel anything. Unfortunate.

I'm in an apartment, and I turn out to be roommates with Brian, the dog from Family Guy. He goes on about how we have to stop Bugsy, an outlaw pug.

I now find myself in an epic battle to stop a demonic summoning. The man who holds the key to where the demon will be arriving attacks me, but is taken out by a stray arrow. I grab the key away from him. The tide of the battle is turning our way, so I decide to make it interesting. I see five objects on the wall that I hookshot and pull out. Before anyone can stop me I rush down to the wall and insert the key in the appropriate hole in the middle of it. The wall comes down and...

Nothing. I walk into the room and see an elevator off to one side, so I figure the demon just hasn't taken the elevator yet. A few cohorts and I take the elevator down to an expansive dank, dark cave. While walking forward I am able to make out a fishy face in the mist, and this thing was huge. The size of a blue whale. The face opens its mouth and shoots its tongue at one of my comrades, wrapping it around him. I quickly chop off his head so he wouldn't have to suffer being eaten. I fly down to where the fish was and get a good look at him. It's a giant navy blue hagfish. It opens its mouth again to attack a comrade, but I knock her out of the way before it can feed on her. I see that the hagfish demon is sitting in a shallow pool of water, so I coax it to come after me. It starts to open its mouth again, and I back way up, out of its reach. It then rushes at me and when it reaches a certain point I come running after it and dive under its belly. I then thrust upward with my sword, raking it across its stomach, and I get a pleasant feeling as its insides wash down on me. Victory!

I'm back in my apartment and am getting congratulatory phone calls about what I accomplished. Brian is there handling some of the calls. He tells me there's something on TV he wants me to see. It's a program on Bugsy the outlaw pug's latest wrongdoing. Go figure.