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[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"]28.07.2012[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Doors, Doors, Doors[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#9370DB"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#808080"][/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"]I, again, don't remember much of the dream, I had this a couple days ago but didn't have enough time to record it :(

[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I think, at first I was in a shopping center like place, can't remember much here. I was walking around and practicing making balls of whatever energy I choosed, but like I said, can't remember exactly...

When I was outside, I was in what looked like an old britin like area, there was even a slight weird colour overlay in the whole area. I saw a girl I used to like and I decided to talk to her, but she just stright out said get away from me you creep. I tried making a ball of energy again, I put my hands with a sort of sphere space in the middle and concentrated while thinking "Love". A pinkish sphere grew in between my hands and I fired it at her. She then confessed her love for me, after which I just slapped her saying get aways from me you creep! [/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"](:3)

[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]At some point, people started chasing me, I kept running and when I came to a dead end, I made a energy sphere thing thinking "Door", and I fired it and a light blue door showed up, it was tiny though. I just kept rushing through a lot of places I can't remember well until I came to what looked like a cinema like place.

I went through the curtains at the cinema which lead to a different place, can't remember well, but all this place was, was an uphill to another door. That one lead to another door, and another, and another, eventually the hill was too tall for me to climb and I took a detour.

[/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"]All I can remember, I know there was more but yeah :([/COLOR][/INDENT]

* Non-Lucid * Lucid *

I was with A.A., her sister and mother in a car going to A.A.'s college meeting. On the way, I saw a road sign that said "Colombia". During the ride, her sister got a call from her boyfriend and they chatted really briefly. We started going upward on a mountain, we kept circling on the same spot really fast. (Imagine the teacups from Merry Go Rounds). --- We got to the place, it was really plain and tiny, it was more like a store. On the window was a sign that said the meeting was over in red. The family went in anyway, while I waited outside. --- I was hanging out with the Avengers, Loki with ill fitting BBC Sherlock clothes, and the 3 from Supernatural outside. Castiel had his back to me, I think I went up and poked him or something. We all laughed and had fun. I couldn't stop laughing, someone told me to defend him and I said "I shouldn't come in" as in I shouldn't get involved. Someone mentioned banana and some other danced around.

I was with an acquaintance, A.B. We were at an outdoor shooting game. We were both under an open shelter with other people as a team. I moved to the opposite side of the shelter so that I could see the front better. As soon as I got to the other side, the leader announced that he's splitting the opposite sides as enemies. --- I followed A.B. toward a glass door that leads us outside. He went out but I stayed in. He came back after a moment wearing a red t-shirt and cap. I followed him outside in to the forest. I continued walking and became lucid. I didn't do RCs but I had a strong feeling that it is a dream. I did the 5 senses activity to stabilize myself, I remembered licking my thumb because I didn't want to taste anything there. I told myself to feel his arm but I don't remember if I acted on it. (A.B. was no longer there.) I was still on the pathway but I was surrounded by brick buildings that looked very familiar to my middle school. I saw a creature in front of me, it was like a llama with giraffe patterns. I followed it cause why the hell not. I saw another creature and it was a lion with really blonde highlight in its mane. I walked back out to the pathway. I observed my left hand and while I did that, I thought to myself that I shouldn't do that yet since nothing's fuzzy or fading. It went black and I woke up.

I was at a gathering with my friends. I walked away and went to a corner near the pool. It was busy, there were people everywhere. I sat there by myself and took small bites of my PB&J sandwich. A few of my friends came to check on me and I ignored them. H.W. told P.W. that I like her. P.W. got really excited and asked "really!?" and said that we should talk. I got really angry at H.W. inside cause how did she know and why would she say it out like that. Everyone looked like they already knew I like P.W.

I stepped on my break cause it was red light, it took a lot of effort then I realized that I was driving really fast locally. When my car came to a stop, I was right next to a police car. It seemed like he didn't notice how fast I was going. --- I went on the freeway with a lot of confidence and I didn't even care if anyone's behind me. I was reckless.

07/27/2012
1AM - 11AM

So last night I had more than one dream. Each dream I had didn't seem to have a beginning nor end. The first dream I can remember I went Lucid shortly.
It started with me being in this huge creepy (Not old just scary) Mansion of some sort. The inside was endless and I was looking for a way out but each door I opened led to another completely different looking house. For example I would be in a middle class house and could see a yard out side in the country then I would go through a door and I would be in a very expensive looking apartment in the city. I couldn't go through the windows for some reason and there were no exits. The harder I tried to leave to deeper I seemed to go. The new rooms grew more and more dark and warped. Everything started to feel wrong I got a idea in my head that I had to leave or I would die there. At some point I opened a door and the room looked like space yet I knew if I fell I would fall forever. I had to go along this ledge to get to the next door. I opened it and was in a normal yet poorly let house. It looked really familiar but I couldn't figure out why . (When I woke up I realized it was the house I lived in in a dream I had a long time ago) Anyway I'm standing there and suddenly I understand why nothing makes any sense. I was dreaming. I walked around intently looking at everything. I kept saying "This is cool....I'm really asleep.....everything's so real...." I was picking stuff up and feeling it and looking over everything. It was cool. I went and looked out a window and was like "SSSSPPPPAAACCCCEEEE!!!! >:3" At that point I didn't care about leaving because I knew it was just a dream so I just explored some. Ate some point I must of woke up shortly or had a major dream change. The next dream I had I didn't go lucid.

I was in a movie theater getting my ticket. I went in the the show room and looked around for a place to sit. That when a guy walked past me that look just like one of my friends but older. He stopped and was like "Hey long time no see" He was referring to us not seeing each other over the summer but he looked way older the he was. He is 17 but looked 20. Anyway turns out all my friends were there. I go to sit down by them But someone says they are saving that seat. For some reason I get offended and sit away from them (Would never happen...I love my friends) They are like "Awwwww come back" I ignore them and the movie starts. I don't get to watch it though because the jerk next to me start talking and everyone tells him to shut it but in the end a guy asks him to leave ALONG with me because the think I'm with him. I'm like "I don't know this guy! I'm not even involved." My friends come to my aid even though I was a jerk but they still kick me out.
Dream shifted
I'm at a construction sight and I have no idea why. My parents are apparently rich and own the place but there not my parents and I know it. I walk around and everyone acts like they know me but I don't know them. Then my little "brother" whom I don't know ether tell my mom said to inside. I'm just like "meh..." and go with it. I go inside this cool looking rich person house. Inside there is this guy who says "Hey come look at the full moon" He hands me a pirate like telescope (I don't know what they are called - _ -) I look out at the moon but its green and blue. Then I realize its the earth....and I'm not on it. So naturally I freak out.
Dream shift
Ok now I'm on my road that goes to my house. I walk past a park were they are opening a new pool. I hitch a ride with this guy to my house (I guess I could have just walked...idk) So I'm going down the street to my house and I pass a lot of stuff that didn't mean anything in my dream (when I woke up I remembered That a lot of places I passed were more places I had been in other dreams...so that's kind of cool) Then he dropped me in front of my house. I think something else happened my it's foggy because my grandma woke me up soon after.

I am standing in a room that is empty of anything but myself, and kitchen cabinets. Everything is painted pale grey. I realized that the room made no sense, and I had no idea where it was, as I had never been there before. I decided to do an RC to see if I was awake, so I plugged my nose, and breathed in. I could feel the air going into my lungs. For a moment I thought I hadn't even done it, so I tried again. This time I made it a point to pay all of my attention to what I was doing. I still felt the air rushing into my lungs when I breathed. I became excited, and was thinking [I]oh my God I did it![I] Then as I was going to try to change the scene around me, I woke up.

It kinda sucked, waking up from the first time I had an LD and knew what it was. But I suppose since I didn't get to do anything in my first, it will just get me excited for the next ones.

I had a brief DILD this morning, where I came close-ish to completing the basic TOTM:

I was in a relationship with Frédéric Chopin, the Polish composer. We were in one of those morning rooms, talking about something.



He seemed quite distraught. If you know anything about the composer, his life was fraught with emotional and physical distress. In the dream, he expressed sadness about something, and i was trying to console him by talking to him about his music. I may have been George Sand, and quite befitting because George was a baroness who went by a male pseudonym.. even dressed as a man. I explained to Chopin that "You have no idea how much beauty you have brought into this world with your music. Even more so, how your music will impact the Romantic Era and it's genre boundaries after you die as well." O_O DOH! I'm talking to a dead man, I'M LUCID!!

I put my hands on his shoulders and set him down gently on an incredibly opulent Victorian style sofa, and said "Please forgive me, but I have to remember the TOTM, it's very important." He looked at me quizzically, and then jolted as I yelled out "Drink a potion!!! You have to help me find a potion so I can drink it and describe it's effects!!" He looked extremely confused, and possibly worried from his mistress's sudden onset of insanity, then everything went vertigo. I was pulled backwards by an invisible force, and I watched the beautiful man on the beautiful sofa in the beautiful room, fade into the back of my eyelids, and I woke up.

Speed your sorry ass up next time Frédéric, you namby pamby little emo man! I've picked larger men from under my fingernails! <3

I strongly believe in visions and dreams of course. I believe I have a gift of discernment and prophecies. I often get visions and dreams especially when I am asleep. Like Joseph who was engaged to Mary dreamt about an angel telling him to marry.

Well, for me, some dreams really realistically that I believe they are real since I could not forget them. Some others I do not.

For example, in 1985, my dream that night IS real because of what I did for three weeks--I fasted not to think, look, or lust upon women because I just turned 20 (now 47), and want to grow up and not be like a teenager especially after I saw my brother in law was joking with me about this woman he wanted me to meet and made jokes about her chest. He, at the time, was about 35 years old!

It was part of New Year's resolution that I fasted because it was close to January when this joke happened.

Anyway, 3 weeks later, I was approched by a woman who was crying and needed her tire fixed. To make this short, instead of calling AAA, she asked me to fix the tire and I did. That night, I am sure she prayed to God to bless me and I prayed for my WIFE. First time I asked for it. And asked God how can I know and naturally it was opened to Genesis chapter 24 and I read the whole chapter and prayed for clues just like that servant did to find Rebekah by asking for clues. Yes, naturally because I let the bible open from side and it was like that.

After prayer was done, I went to bed, slept.. and then I was called by God and then wow, God is glory! White!! And saw my bride. Beautiful with black hair, brown eyes, thin, etc etc. To make this short (you will have to buy my autobio when published then you can read the rest), God wanted me to go through this forest and 3rd time God asked I accepted and went thru this cold dark forest with 7 wide dirt curved road (similiar to the famous crooked street in SF). This road actually was a dirt unpaved trail. 7th curve, I fell down but got up because it was getting difficult. I got out, beautiful warm day, sunny, saw a row of houses on right side of paved narrow road. Then saw angel leaving and I ran after him. But the road had deadend and then she tapped on my shoulder.. there was my bride! She invited me in her house. We held hands. That woke me up and I found myself hot and sweating in a cold basement bedroom (remember, this January in New York State in 1985!) I believe I was there.. like I was taken by whirlwind...

I prayed again and slept and it repeated and got the house number 917..whatever that means.

I faced quite a bit of things in life similar to the dream. 7 crooked curves wide dirt trail in cold dark leaf-less trees at night.. that was my personal tribulation and I have proof that on the 7th curve, I fell down was on August 10, 1995. The 7 years tribulation I had began in 1988 because I truly understood and accept Jesus Christ.

On that day August 10, 1995, was a personal special day. I ran into a problem and I asked God to take care of it and I will do anything for God. God commanded me to tell the Deaf and the Singles about Jesus Christ and not fall into traps of sins or problems in this world. That day I accepted His Command and problem was solved just like that. Then I served with the Deaf for exactly 7 years till August 10, 2002! The day I came home from serving for the LORD in Miami, Florida! STRANGE!

Then my bride has not yet come.. I err on my part by sinned against God by marrying the wrong one in 2004. Divorced then what?? I had other dreams and visions along the way.

More on those another time since they are all connected. Or some differently like this morning. I had another realistically dream. Yes, she has black hair, beautiful, petite, young...I will say stories step by step.. not mixing up skipping dreams.

07.26.12
Participated in a race on my father's car and got some troubles, several times count fingers, understood that its a LD and tried to fly and find the planet to make TOTM, but i flew through the clouds so long, and understood that TOTM i will do the next time. I found a roof and landed. There was a little kid and he became to fight with me and i threw him down. I was very upset that i couldn't go through clouds and make TOTM and threw down stones and all i could find on the roof. I found myself sitting on my bed and throwing kid's toys and awoke.

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"]28.07.2012[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]One Hell Of A Ride[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="MediumPurple"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="DarkBlue"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Gray"]Don't remember exactly when I became lucid, and I woke up with a headache and forgot a lot...

[/COLOR][COLOR="DarkBlue"]At the start, I was in a bright, happy looking neighborhood, white pavement and people around...and a gargantuan spaceship on the horizon.

I paid attention to the spaceship, looking at it a bit until I saw something flying at me and moved, it was what looked like a giant origami arrow. When it fired a few more, I focused on at and sternly said "Teleport", a reticle/target appeared where I was concentrating but that's it. [/COLOR][COLOR="Gray"](-.-) [/COLOR][COLOR="DarkBlue"]

In the end I made a rectangle with my fingers and said "Erase". Everything in view with the rectangle was erased, including some people who were walking by...

Looking around a little more I saw that a wide road went on for a while and I looked around for a car to drive in and I saw a policewoman go by on a motorbike, I went after her and kicked her off to jack the bike. After I did, she shouted and some people took notice, but I wasn't chased.

The motorbike was slightly different than a normal one, it didn't have a throttle handle thing that you turn, it had 2 things that looked like brakes with each of the handlebars, except one was pull for acceleration, the other was pull for turbo. [/COLOR][COLOR="Gray"](ohhhh yeahhhhh)

[/COLOR][COLOR="DarkBlue"]I took off on the road going really fast as I was looking at everything and what looked like a hill came up and I pulled on the turbo and tried saying "Speed Boost", which worked. I zoomed over the hill, which turned out to be a huge chasm drop, holding on to the motorbike, I looked around and saw the skies were red and everything was in ruins, like a catastrophie happened. When I landed, I contined on with my ride over a few more giant jumps and eventually I saw another one coming up which I zoomed to but the road collapsed and I fell and was riding on dirt for a bit before I skidded out. I got back on and kept riding on the ground though.

Can't remember exactly how, but I was back at a civilized area, looked similer to the last area, can't remember what I did here except for one thing. There was someone, I think he pissed me off, but made up for it somehow. I said "I could just roast you right now [/COLOR][COLOR="Gray"](as I built up a bigger and bigger fireball in my hands) [/COLOR][COLOR="DarkBlue"]but I won't. [/COLOR][COLOR="Gray"](fireball receded, or well...got smaller? :P)[/COLOR][/INDENT]

Finally had another lucid last night! Attempted a WILD but failed and fell asleep. I had a lucid, near the end of the dream so it was short.

I was at some big lake with a giant floating building right in the middle of the lake. Katara (From Avatar: The Last Airbender) was with me, and some assasin woman came and attacked Katara. The assasin was a lady with two swords. She snuck up on Katara and slashed her in her side at least 4 times, each slash went halfway through her abdomen. (It was pretty nasty.) Then the lady threw Katara into a white cloth bodybag, which she then slashed into like 20 peices. She threw Katara into the water, but there was some magical shark in those waters that could bring people back to life. (And probably other stuff, cause it was... magic.) The shark saw the lady throw Katara in and it found Katara and brought her back to life.

Later me, Katara (I think it was her, but it could have been someone else.), and some guy with airbender tatoos were in some camp with a big pool. The guy with the tatoos was our counselor. He could control all 4 elements, I think. He was earthbending a rock, aking it float over water, and I earthbent and flung it all the way to the other side of the pool. Katara goes over to grab it, and I swim over there too. It underwater and I want to try to to breathe fire. (By this time I knew I was dreaming, IDK how though.) I let out a small stream of fire, and that was pretty impressive, considering I was underwater! I was above water coming to the side of the pool and I want to blast fire from my mouth and hands at the same time, so I put my hands to my face and then pointed my hands and arms straight forward, blasting fire from my hands and mouth.

It was cool, but I wanted to do the Task of the Month. I felt the dream slipping and I was thinking I could try to DEILD, but I don't really know how to do that very well. I remember I had to tip people off of their skateboards or something so I could DEILD, but I think I kind of lost lucidity at this point.

I wanted to do the TotM, but I couldn't so I hope I'll get another lucid before this month ends!

I was in my room. I was showing someone (can't remember who) my cat Oliver. He was a tiny, grey kitten, the tiniest kitten you ever did see. In real life, however, he's actually black and white and pretty much all grown up. I realized this and figured I was probably dreaming. I looked at my hand for an RC and had six fingers. Now, I knew I was dreaming. Unfortunately, I woke up within seconds. I noticed the grey kitten was still in my room, concluded I'd had a false awakening, and RC'd again. Once again, this woke me up nearly straight away.

I had a feeling that I was still dreaming. I didn't want to wake myself up again, so I just wandered around the house, paying attention to everything around me, as I'd heard that was a way of stabilizing a dream. After a little while, I decided to tell my mom I was dreaming.

"Are you?" she asked. I showed her my hand and told her that's how I could tell (I still had the extra finger, and I couldn't even keep my fingers straight if I looked at them for more than a second or so). "Oh, okay," she said.

Then, I decided to try teleporting again, since I'd failed before and wanted to get it right this time. I decided that maybe I could try using a portal this time. Since I'd heard it's harder to make objects appear right before your eyes, I decided for some reason to jump up, expecting a portal to appear under me. It didn't. I decided to try spinning instead. I stood in the middle of the living room, arms outstretched, and made sure I had enough room to spin without hitting the TV. After confirming that I had enough space, I started to spin. Realizing I'd need a destination, and that I should actually visualize it this time, I briefly closed my eyes, as it's easier to visualize anything that way.

That was a mistake. I woke up right away. This time, I had a feeling I was really awake. I did an RC and confirmed that I was.

Date: 26/07/2012
Place: My caravan
Time of getting into bed: 12.14am

Waking thoughts in black
Non lucid dreams in blue
Lucid dreams in red

Dream 1 - non lucid (3.54am)
I am walking in a large underground tunnel. Occasionally cars pass me, and there is snow or frost covering the ground. For the first few minutes of the dream, I was watching myself from above, then I switched to being myself. I'm about to enter a door, or smaller tunnel, when a nice smily lady stops me. She tells me to take one of her Lucid Dreaming pills, so I can become lucid in my dreams. I take it, and she reads some sort of leaflet or program with me, telling me 'oh wow, this is gonna be fun, you're gonna really enjoy this!' then I enter the door / tunnel, which splashes water all over my head as I walk under / into it. I didn't actually get lucid, but as always I'm dreaming of lucidity and don't click on! What can I do to go that little bit extra?

I woke after this dream, and in my sleepy haze, thought I'd had no dreams and the dream was real. (I thought I'd really taken a pill to get lucid) I got up and shut the hatch window because I was cold, and realised it was a dream, so quickly wrote it down.

Dream 2 - non lucid / slightly lucid at end (5.43am)
For the record, I was mega hungry when I went to bed, as I wrote in my DJ each time, I considered WILDing but my stomach just kept growling!It's my birthday, and I'm sat with a group of people. I have a teddy bear shaped chocolate birthday cake, which I start eating. It's yummy! I finish the whole thing to myself. I laugh, and tell the others I'm sorry I didn't offer it out, but they don't mind. I offer to go to the shops to buy another and share it, but they say it's ok they really don't mind! Someone has been shopping already and has got lots of food that was reduced for 9p and so on. They let me help myself. Suddenly, a live band is about to come and play. I get excited and settle to watch. THE DREAM SWITCHES AGAIN. It did this the night before. Suddenly I AM the performer, instead of watching. I don't notice any change in dreaming other than this, and it doesn't dawn on me until I wake up. So now I am the singer for the band. I decide to sing well, I need to be lucid, and 'become' lucid in my dream.I wasn't really lucid, I still didn't know I was dreaming, I don't think my sleeping mind comprehended what 'lucid' really meant.As I am lucid, I can now fly, and sing really well, I put my heart and soul into the performance. I now switch back to watching the show again, and someone gives me a shot of vodka, with salt around the rim of the shot glass. I drink it, and it tastes like grapefruit and sugar! I like it so I have more, but I drain off the grapefruit juice / vodka and just eat the salt / sugar as I don't want to get drunk. I notice on the table there is a large snake. The snake is evil looking, it is very shiny and smooth, with a red and cream or off - white pattern, similar to a Corn Snake. However it has a head like a king Cobra, and huge, red fangs. I don't panic, but I know not to go near it. My friend who is sat with me tries to grab it, and does so very clumsily, leaving himself open to attack, however the snake doesn't attack, he does look very agitated though. My friend grabs it's neck and pulls, the snake is so strong and large, that he cannot move it, but instead he stretches the snake's neck in a painful way. The snake now bites him. I decide to 'become lucid' again to avoid being bitten. I know if I am lucid, I am only dreaming and so the snake cannot harm me. I fly up into the garden, and fly a few laps around, looking at the trees and bushes. As I do, I see many more snakes sat in the trees waiting and hiding. I want to get 'proper lucid' as I am aware I'm just dreaming of being lucid. And so I try to wake my brain up, while I'm still asleep, so that I will be lucid.I wake up for real. A very low level lucid at the end.

Dream 3 - non lucid (8.22am)
I think I have forgotten the beginning of this dreamFor some reason, I HAVE to eat some raw eggs. The eggs are like little blackbird's eggs. There are about 5 of them but one keeps breaking and leaking everywhere, I carry them in a little plastic bag. I am in the back of a van, while someone drives the van to an underground car park, for some reason to do with the eggs. It is important I eat these eggs soon! I am completely naked, which I'm a little embarrassed about, so I try to find some clothes to put on, but I can't while I'm laying in the back of the van. Eventually we get to the car park, where several policemen block the entrance. We worry we won't get in, and the policemen asks for our names, I give them my surname, and to my surprise they let us in, showing us where to park. We park and I get out, the car park is empty except for a big, red double decker bus parked in the corner. We all talk about how we'd love to own one of those buses. A fashion show starts, and everyone is invited to join in, I am given a long shirt with a Union Jack design on it, and an Orange T-shirt to wear over the top. It's not my style but I'm naked so wear it anyway. I look ridiculous, but someone takes photos of me anyway. I go to put my socks on, because the floor is hurting my feet. There are a couple of little spiders around, but I ignore them as I'm not afraid of spiders. One bites me, and it actually really hurts. I flick it off and carry on, another one, bites me 3 times, and I flick it off, but it leaves some little bumps on my skin. The pain is quite intense. The spiders range in size, but all look the same. They are grey, with a white pattern and have 2 hairy back legs, the rest of the legs are thin. Someone googles them on their phone, and we find out they are called 'Cadavern' spiders. One bigger one, is red and black, and this one bites me again, the pain is terrible.

I get up early for the day, but easily could have stayed in bed and had more dreams.

Working 12:57am

I am at working doing some strange new cable assembly. I learned how to install something with lights. All the time I had some very alien looking overseers. #vague

At The Park 00:00? *LUCID*

#I dream I am at the same park doing the same thing that I was doing earlier in the evening. We went to a Hospice Memorial Service for my wife's grandpa in real life and this coupled with my ADSA I've been working on immediately trigger a lucid.

I am sitting at the picnic table with all the people. I know that I am dreaming. I want to do TOTM so I make my water bottle be full of the magic potion. It is still clear like water but no I know it is the potion. I drink it. There is not sensation or taste. I immediately begin to float up (like Charlie at the Chocolate Factory). I am completely weightless and I am floating among all the balloons we released in real life. I am so high up that I lose my grounding and feel myself wake up. I fight it.

I am now on the ground staring at the big oak tree in the park. It is covered in balloons.I use that to focus on and ground myself. As I focus and get more detail the balloons become giant white flowers. Very nice. I look around and see no people. The park looks pretty much normal. So I walk around forgetting TOTM. I just taking the scenery and remind myself that I am dreaming. I hold it in me like I do with self-awareness. I anchor my mind to it and not forgetting.

Now I am bored. I can't think of anything to do. Then, I remember that I had decided to work in some spirituality into my dreams. I guess I haven't really thought this through because this first thing I thought of was to call Jesus and talk to him with out really anything to say.(I say it like this because, whatever Jesus I call into existence would only be a version of me in my own mind. So maybe I'm wrong to even consider spirituality?) Anyway, I yell, "Jesus!" I wait a few moments looking around expecting someone to show up. Then BAM! Total darkness. I wake up.

I was in an office building, much like the one I was in that one time that turned into a labyrinth. I spontaneously became lucid (I think because it was a WBTB, and those usually generate a DILD or DEILD), so I decided to try to leave the building. I could tell it was night, because the building seemed to be deserted, with all the lights off except for the EXIT signs and a few floods. I went out a door, which led to a hall and another door, and so on. I began to get irritated, which was causing me to lose a little of my lucidity, and then I could suddenly hear faint techno music. Like there was a club in the building somewhere. So I tried going through more doors and hallways to find it, each time the music grew louder as if I was getting closer. I started getting a more strong sense of lucidity back, which helped me to focus on the situation. I finally came to a set of double doors, and the music was really loud behind them. I stopped, fully aware that this was a dream, and put my hands on the door, saying "THIS time, I will open the doors, and the party will be on the other side." I pushed them open, and sure enough, there was a lame little party there. Loud music, but only 3 people that I could see in the small room. A table with some punch and plates, and a few chairs, and a small orange sofa. Craig from high school was sitting on the couch, so I sat by him. I was hoping he wouldn't be a psycho and flip out on me like he did irl in HS, but he seemed more calm, like he was when I bumped into him later in life. He kinda snuggled next to me, so I took his hand. I lightly massaged his thumb with mine, then I don't remember anything else.

Later, I dreamed about being on my bike again. This time it was my normal bike, and it rode like a normal bike and not the flying one from the other night. Funny thing is, the whole bike ride was pretty much exactly like the bike ride I had yesterday evening in real life. Even the part where I went over a tiny pothole. See I tried to swerve to miss it, but it was too late and I went over it anyway. But the suspension on my bike rocks, so it went over real smooth, both irl and in the dream. I'm guessing that, since I rode my bike yesterday when it was dusk, just a little light, and not many people or cars out, it was very surreal and dream like. Going to have to start doing RCs on my bike now I'm guessing

A nightmare I saw over and over again for about a month when I was young. I kept returning to the same points to see it all happen all over again and again. Parts in my story signify the "checkpoints" the story started from at different times.

I stood there gazing upon the campground. It was dark and cold, I could almost feel the whistling breeze coming from beyond. Almost no stars were to be seen at the night sky, it was cloudy and treetops were covering the sky. Campground was set in a large pit located in middle of the woods. Branches could be heard cracking deeper in the woods. Slowly I walked towards the center of the campground. Seven tents had been set up and a campfire in middle of them. The fire was out but you could still see little smoke coming out from the ashes. Ashes were spread around the place by wind a little bit.

Non-lucid: first part
A big slam could be heard behind me not too far away, right at the end of the campground. Startled by the sound I turned around, seeing a small yellow entrance. It was a bomb shelter and the door was open, light shined out from inside. A big slam was heard again, followed by a scream of a girl. Friend of mine appeared to be standing behind me by my right side. "I'm afraid, don't leave me alone." - she said. We were petrified. There it was again a big slam, but now it came just by the door, like it was closing in on the entrance. I started to walk directly at the door. A persons foot and a metal pipes end could be seen just behind a corner inside the shelter. With haste a school age boy turned into the view. The boy was wearing dirty and bloody white t-shirt, shorts, sneakers and a clown mask. I stopped frightened. Behind him there was a dark figure.

Non-lucid: part two
The boy was angry at me, I cannot understand a word he says to me. He started slamming the metal pipe to the walls making a terrible noise. A monsterous shout was heard under us, at the end of the bomb shelter. Dark figure was to be seen more clearly now, it was my very own mother, just standing there, like in a trance.

Non-lucid: part three
Boy shouts me with anger: GO AWAY! He begins to run downstairs, accidentally pushing my mother down the stairs. The shouts echo could still be heard. I attempt to catch the boy, as I pass my mother in the stairs she fades away. Stairs were shaped as a spiral downwards. At the end of the stairs there was a doorway to a long hallway. An invisible monster, shaped mostly like a man starts walking at from the other end of the hallway. It could only be seen as if it was covered in blood or water (changed between dreams). It starts running at me, catching me and throwing me to the end wall of the hallway.

Before lucid dream I had just seen part three of the nightmare. I wanted them to stop so I concentrated on nothing but the fact that I wanted to change how it all ends.

Lucid: final part - Final part takes place right after part two.
Boy begins to shout at me more clearly, but I don't care what he says, I've heard it all before, I knew how it would end. I grab the boy by his shirt stopping him from running away. Right that moment I can see my mother fade away, but this time she was still standing still, unhurt.

It began to clear to me. I was dreaming, I was unbound. Everything started to speed up, the room began to smudge around me as if it was moving back and forwards too quick. I look back at the boy just to see nothing but air, he had faded away. I hit the wall as if the world had flipped around me.

I wake up right after. Knowing what just happened.

Never had the same nightmare since.

What I've studied from this site it is somewhat normal to get too excited at the first lucid dreams, I'm pretty sure this is what happened to me also.

It has been a pleasure to write this down after so many years. I hope you enjoyed reading this.

Im in some warehouse fighting chinease dwarfs guards with guns.

But im not worried about getting shot beacuse I got super strength im graping them by the arms and throwing them into boxes high up.

I realize this must be a visulization so I wait for my self to snap snap back to my real body but when I dont I realize im dreaming so I look at my hands right away but I cant see them it too dark all of a suden I only see the outline so I run to ware I see light in the warehouse.
I stand under a industryal light bulb the kind that are realy long when I do I see my hands but it looks like im looking through a magnifing glass then out of nowhere my right hand disappears so I look at my left hand and it disappear too

This piss me off beacuse how can I stabilize the dream if I cant see my hands I didt have a backup plan my hands
Re-appear out of the corner of my eye but when I look directly they vanish I can still feel them but not see them
The dream de-stabilize and I woke up and I voud to have a plan A B and C for next time.