lucid

Went to mothers with bbaron. There were cars that were driving outbox control and I wAs scared for baron. A car blew up and I ran inside. Mother was home. I immediately noticed something was different. I asked her about it and she said everything was normal. I did a nose check like 10 times and was shocked to find out it was a dream. I laughed and kept telling mother that it was a dream. She didn't believe me and I went outside. I started by using telekinesis to push her into a wall. She was amazed. In the back yard I made trees fly out of their root and into the sky. I realized I was destroying too much and I wanted to create. I started making trees grow from the ground. I went next door and went into the neighbors house. Alex's sister was really young again and I left to their back yard. Alex was annoying me so I killed him and started making trees grow out of his body. It was funny to me. He came back to life and attacked me. I worried that all this would wake me up and it did.

(I do not recall doing a RC, in this dream I was simply lucid) the dream begins and I already find myself trying to fly. I close my eyes and begin slowly floating into the air, as I open them I am extremely excited (flight has been a long working goal for me) I turn and float through the air head first. I can feel the cool wind on my face, and the smooth sensation that comes with this mode of flight. I come back to the ground and gracefully land, I am in what appears to be an abandoned carnival, but I do not mind by surroundings, there is Optimus prime and star scream from the movie transformers here, however only about half their suposed size. I try to take off in flight again, this time by forming metal around myself, however it fails and I end up simply jumping. So I try the first way and I succeed, I take off into the air for the second time. I cut swiftly though the air and then I reach a wooden platform suspended in the air high above the ground. Written all over it is wretten "Top Secret, you can not see" ignoring this I just phase through it and teleport to ground, I nope stand nexto a large body of water with a group of people in tubes near me. I leap tward the water and land in a tube. The water is dark in color and the sun will be setting soon. I then see the two transformers from earlier and one says "we are re entering the dream" as a yellow car drives into the water and floats, I hear it speak again "the wheels are indestructible" I look away and back, all of this has vanished. I begin paddling (as the dream fades out I say) "who wants to race me" to the other tubers. Before I try to stabilize be rubbing my hands together. ( the dream ends anyway)

Flashes of euphoria into ecstasy. Today's dream is about control, as I feel the pleasure in my brain there are sometimes neural offshoots down into my body that if I let get out of hand can wake me up. So I keep them short and sweet, never traversing past my shoulders.

I'm being chased by something up a giant curved hallway, with a step upward every few paces. I look back and see it's a kind of giant dragon/monster hybrid. I have something on my mind I want to ask, so I wonder out loud "How do we communicate with beings across the universe?" Last time the answer was that there's a special structure within our cells that allows us to do so. This time I am reading through some writing, come to the bottom, and see information on a dragon ring. I stop running and ask the dragon/monster about it, and it shows me a glowing cyan ring it's wearing. After it takes the ring off, the glow stops, but I put the ring on and the glow reappears. I notice the monster is gone, so I try communicating with it through the ring. It works!

I am gliding along a path in between 2 forests, with a clearing between the path and the forests. I am looking for T. I see her just ahead, but notice there are trees set up around her like bowling pins, and between me and those trees are giant bowling balls that could roll down and crush her if I'm not careful. I figure this is a way for the dream to test my level of control. I slow way down, gliding around the bowling balls. I walk around to the back of the trees, hook the one that's blocking her escape and pull it down, then invite her to walk out. She does and we head off down the path. We stop and get down and dirty. She's wearing a blue dress with a yellow skirt. I pull up the frills of her skirt to see she's wearing panties. I pull those off to the side, then have some middle-of-the-forest hero sex with her. I reach climax (only in the dream), then the dream ends.

There was a bunch more to this dream I wasn't able to recall.

i walked into a room with floating dimonds i steped on each one and walked to the center then it was like a boss fighttwo huge eyes appeard and my sword from my room in waking life appeared in my hand and i knew i was dreaming but the only thing i could control was my voice so i beat the boss by stabbing its eyes and then he turned into a man with a black coat and gave me a black cb pokemon game i threw it back and he said wheres the (i think it was AS or AG) on your tonge i said what then he tried to cut my hand but i wouldnt bleed he said your the dreamer the one who comes every night you are the hero of this world then the scene changed and two anime girls where fighting on the air in a city but the one girl won then another sene change happen and another anime girl was fighting the one that won and she beat her to and she bursted in the room and said wheres quinton then i woke up shocked at how the dream characters where acting.

-WBTB WILD

Happened after only like 3 hours of sleep so I was really tired. Vibrations came in like 30 seconds But weren't very strong. But when they went away, I could just tell that I was dreaming. I got up and did a couple nose plug RC's. My nose was sort of stuffy but It worked. I was in my bedroom as always and I flew like superman down my hallway to my living room. My dogs jumped off of my couch and ran to me to say hello as they do every morning. It felt so real to pet and hug them For some reason I thought it would be funny to take one of my dogs flying, so I picked him up and tried jumping to take off but he was pretty heavy and I had to put him down and it wouldn't work. I walked back to my bedroom to see if I would see myself sleeping there, but my bed was empty. I jumped on it and took off flying out my window.I landed on my neighbors garage roof and noticed that there were orange autumn leaves on the roof so it wasn't summer. Shortly after I lost focus and it went to a non lucid about halloween :p probably because I knew it was autumn

I have had 5 LDs in the last month or two that I haven't recorded. Not sure why I have been so lazy in getting them written up. For now I will start with a some key words to make it easier to come back and write them up.

LD#1: Jeff falling, flying in canyon

LD#2: Flying

LD#3: Falling back off roof, sex, closet

LD#4: Asking questions, kissing

LD#5: Fish, question, flying over London, red canyons, break machine, girl/guy, sick

I had another LD a few days ago.

I was in a room with all these fish tanks. I noticed a tank sitting on what seemed like my bed, the water and fish were spilling out becasue it wasn't level. I scrambled to pick up all the fish I could find.

The dream went on like this for a while. I kept trying to pick up fish that had jumped or spilled out of their tanks. At one point I reached my hand in a smal tank with baby fish. They all started sticking to my hand like little leaches. i tried to get them off and back into the water, but some of them smeared. It was stressful.

I also remember picking up a dogfaced pufferfish off the floor. I remembered thining that it was odd that I had a pufferfish since they were salt water fish and I had only fresh water tanks.

And then I noticed all the fish "swimming" in the air.

This was the thing that finally made my question my state. It only took a second to realize that this was a dream. Of course at that point I wondered why it took so long to figure it out.

Suddenly I was with Carl so I took him flying. I noticed how vivid the wind and motion of flying felt. We were at my grandparents house. I also wanted to jump from rooftop to rooftop like I had in the past, but I didn't have very good luck. I remember flying towards my grandparent's neighbors roof, but I don't think I got to any other roofs. I'll have to keep trying that one. When I did it in the past it was so exhilerating...possibly better than flying.

23.07.2012

The old theater (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I didn't dream last night. Its something that happens from time to time. I've been told that it happens to some people. They just go to bed and wake up later unaware of how much time has passed. They may feel refreshed or even more tired then when they started. Some times they don't even realize how much time has passed only to find there late for something. Thats when they have to go threw the shock phase of running around in a hurry unsure if they entered the twilight zone or not.

For me to say I don't dream isn't entirely accurate. There is some form of dreaming going on but its very primitive and not even what i would consider mental activity at all. I would go to sleep and soon as the lights are out in my mind it would just stay dark. Like sitting in an old theater. All alone in my chair staring at a big screen. The previews just finished playing, you can hear the speakers pop as it switches off the radio station track, and the whole room is dark waiting for the picture to begin. It never dose. So I sit there for what seems like 20 or 30 minutes just waiting. I have no thoughts and hear no sounds. Even the theater i just described is just my way of explaining the situation of sitting in total darkness.

In movies when a character either dies or enters some kind of limbo they show up in a white room with a ceiling and floor but no walls. The room is massive and goes on forever. If it wasn't for the ceiling over head you would believe you are just in an open area. When I don't dream its just like that, but reversed. I have no body or thoughts or even feelings, just emptiness in the void.

A DEILD. I woke up from a really pleasant dream this morning and after I woke, I didn't feel like getting up, so I fell asleep.

[COLOR="darkslateblue"]I am at my neighbour's place with a few of my relatives. I look at the walls and [/COLOR][COLOR="seagreen"]suddenly the room looks very minecraftish.
A helicopter crashes through a wall and my cousin yells "OMG, THIS IS A DREAM!" and everyone starts talking excitedly. We fly out through a big window, the world outside is fully minecraft themed.
I land by a small lake and dive into the water for a sec. Feels gut man. Then I fly around the large mountain and come back to the lake.
This time I stay underwater until I wake up. I couldn't breathe at first, but then I thought "this is a dream, damn it, I'm supposed to be able to breathe!" xD[/COLOR]

I was already kind of aware when the dream started, but I became really lucid when I stared at the walls.
It lasted for ~35 minutes in real time.

So was walking down a street which I live near, I decided to stop at a ice cream van and asked for a 99 (99p cone of ice cream) he wrote the order down on a piece of paper... But I realized that it was on the back of a sheet from my physical dream journal, so I did my RC! BOOM CONTROL. Stabilized it!

A weird thing to do but I stripped naked and said to myself "I WILL FLY!" while jumping in the air, then I was flying like a boss around my town. It was amazing a felt the breeze and everything. But things began to fade!
It was all back again but this time I had my cloths back on (Not for long) so I figured second lucid dream? Anyways I decided to fly again but read a thread earlier with someone making stuff explode with their mouths. So I said "YOU WILL EXPLODE" while opening my mouth and exploding my neighbours house, then my parents house then our caravan! Decided a little walk down into someones house was needed... Found a woman -R-rated stuff- . Then saw a tub of tooth paste on a table, tried making it move with my mind but made it apear into my hand while it was still on the table as well so I duplicated it! Then I woke up like "Fuck yeh!".

I went to bed around midnight (kinda late for me) and woke up at some point during the night due to a thunderstorm. I fell back asleep not long after it passed and had the first dream I remember from last night. It was about the Doctor (the Eleventh Doctor, to be specific). I was watching in third-person, by the way. Anyway, he went into this weird, cartoon-like place. It became realistic fairly quickly, and then there was some epic battle I can barely recall between the Doctor and some guy I'm assuming was a bad guy.

I woke up again at 6:30 and decided to go back to sleep. This time, I dreamed that I WAS the Doctor... and I was just outside at my church. I went around to the side of the building (which is actually my friend's backyard; she's the pastor's daughter and lives next door to the church. Their backyard essentially doubles as church property) to find the TARDIS and Amy Pond. I found the TARDIS right where I expected and entered it. Unlike on the show, it was NOT bigger on the inside. Anyway, for some reason, I got mad at Amy (who had apparently been allowed to fly the TARDIS) for leaving it out in the rain (I'm not sure why; besides, it was barely even raining).

(It's not really surprising my mind would dream up something like that, seeing as I went to church yesterday and then watched Doctor Who later. Well, it is a bit odd that I was the Doctor, though... I'm almost ALWAYS myself in dreams.)

I woke up to find it was only 6:45. I drifted off to sleep yet again and woke up without recalling any dreams... or so I thought. I noticed a big Pikachu bead sprite on my wall and couldn't remember it ever being there, so I looked at my hand to see if I was dreaming. I counted five fingers, concluded that I wasn't dreaming, and picked up my iPod to check the time. Well, whatever the time was, it wasn't 103:53. Now, I knew I that I WAS dreaming after all. After the two attempts it took to unlock my iPod (it glitched up the first time), I noticed that I had some apps I don't have in real life as well as a different background. The background was bright orange. Upon closer inspection, I realized it had a picture with rather a lot of text over the top (also in orange, but in a different shade). I tried to read what it said but discovered that it was all in gibberish.

I put my iPod down and sat up, ready to try some dream control. Despite having full (or, at the very least, a lot of) control over myself, it didn't occur to me at the time that I had immediate LD goals (i.e., completing the TOTM and meeting my dream guide), so I just decided to do the first thing that came to mind. I closed my eyes. 'When I open my eyes, I will be in... Skyloft!' I thought to myself, naming the first fictional place that came to mind. I opened my eyes, a bit disappointed that I was still in my room.

I remembered that some people unintentionally wake up when they close their eyes, so I checked my iPod again to make sure I was still dreaming. It still said the time was 103:53. I was still dreaming. Being one who likes to sleep in in the mornings, I laid back down and closed my eyes, finding myself back in reality shortly after.

#Don't have much time just want to quickly jot this one. I was really lazy with my techniques even and had a bad night with RSL. I didn't even want to WBTB but I tried to at least take advantage of my wakefulness.

Game Show *LUCID*
I was in some sort of game show remolely like some sort of webcast. The constesents were with me. we were in a church. Then it turned to a house. the others left at the break then it was just me in a recliner. I got a question from the host on a card. I could not read it or make sense of it. My wife wanted me to read it out loud. I told her it cant make sense because I am dreaming and my mind doesnt know what to say on it. I knew I was dreaming but really didnt care much. I felt tired. SO I did my best to read it for her and it was all gibberish and she was frustrated at me like I was making it all up.

Zombies Amusement Park
I ride my bycicle while avoiding zombies. Then I get on an amuzement park ride. It looks similar to the place in this dream: Carnival

The ride is strange. It is white an fluffy and you get on a cushion and the floor vibrates as you spin around. I tried it with my wife but we were too heavy. So I tried it alone and it sort of work. Then I let Deanna do it and she spins so fast she floats away.

[Dream happened at around 9:30AM]
[So yay, new week equals new lucid I was a bit stressed about lucid dreaming for the past days, but now it seems to be on track again]
[I forgot some small parts from the dream and my lucidity wasn't always on the top, but it's better than nothing]

My old love was staying at our house. We both got a new phone from my mom as some kind of gift, so we were taking photos and just trying the new phones in the garden. While we were in the outbuilding she broke her phone somehow, so she told me to ask my mom for a new one.
I walked out of the building and was just about to climb into the neighbouring garden for some weird reason, when i had a sudden thought... "How could my mom give us another phone? We couldn't even afford the first two..." "Oh and what is E. doing here in our garden?"
These questions were enough to make me lucid.

The dream was blurry and dark-ish, while it wasn't exactly night time, but it almost looked that way. Well, i flew up into the air to think. [Flying goes so easily most of the time that sometimes i don't even think about why i do it... ].
I was hovering near the roof and was a little upset because of the dream being this blurry... i didn't really think about a goal to do, because i wanted to get rid of this blurry state first.

I flew towards the right side of the garden and passed to the neighbouring garden. I decided to try and "teleport" to the sports center using the eye closing method and maybe it would be more clear over there.
I closed my eyes and immediately thought of the sports center, but instead of seeing full darkness, there was a weird black girl in front of me in the dark. She disappeared fast and i felt my real body, so i knew i must've woke up. I focused back on the dream and got back in.

When i was back i was standing near the 6th road [which is one of the biggest roads in the country]. I recognized the place by the different kinds of wheat and plant fields close to the road, the bus goes this way everytime.
I looked around a bit, but didn't see any cars anywhere, which was weird.

I had a sudden thought that i should turn into a lion. I didn't know how i got that idea, but i found it to be a good one, so i jumped from the road onto the field close by and when i hit the ground i knew that i transformed already. I didn't want to be a lion that much, so i changed it into a tiger form. Since the dream was blurry, i couldn't really see my hands too clearly, but i've seen that they were much bigger, cat-like and had stripes on them, so i took it as a success.

This was the moment when i realized how i don't feel ANYTHING. It made me upset, i basically didn't feel my body at all or anything near me. I was in control, but it just felt weird, like i wasn't really there. [This is a rare occurence].
While thinking about this, i started running through the field. I didn't really have an idea how to run on four legs, so i was kind of just running and jumping at the same time, i couldn't keep running correctly

During this time i noticed another weird thing: There was music playing in my head... i just knew it that it's coming from my head as it was really loud and no matter where i looked, i couldn't see a source. I didn't know this music or at least i didn't recognize it. It was some kind of old jazz and rock mixed music.
Soon i reached a side road and at this time i started hearing talking, mixed with the music from before. I didn't understand anything from it, like it was in a language unknown to me.

Finally i noticed some cars that were about to pass onto the side road. I jumped next to a car and stood in front of it. I checked inside to see who is the driver.
It was a guy around his 50s, he looked emotionless, but i could still feel that he was annoyed because of me. There was also a blonde girl sitting next to him, who i recognized. She was an old classmate of mine [who i always found attractive ].

I decided that i'll take the opportunity and kiss her... just because. I didn't hear anything other than the weird mix of music and voices in my head, but i felt like something told me that i should grab her by the neck and pull her out of the car like that. I didn't want to do that, so i just grabbed her by her shoulders and pulled her out through the window. I let her go when she was on top of the car's hood.
At this moment i realized that i'm still a tiger, as my hands were still huge and striped. When i looked back at her after observing my hands, she has turned into a housecat... [My first thought was that the dream is trying to troll me... ].

Well, i'm not into that sort of thing, so i moved on. Now i was flying instead of running through the fields. I was just enjoying the flight, even while i couldn't feel anything other than some heavy feeling on my hands as i pushed the air time-by-time around me.
I passed by lots of fields and roads and even our garden yet again, even while i had no idea how i got back there, but i went on [and while flying, i turned back to my normal human form].

Soon i reached some kind of city. I descended to the ground here and looked around. It made me think of a part of Liberty City from GTAIV, but i wasn't sure that it was taken from there.
There was a long building in front of me, which had lots of small windows all over it. There were many roads going in all directions from my standing point.
There was a parked car in front of me and i just randomly grabbed it and thrown it to the wall, it heavily crashed into it.
[I became semi-lucid here].

I had a feeling that i must fly to one of those windows and do something inside, so i did. I flew up to a window and looked in there. There was a mechanic looking guy just walking out of a door. I passed through the window and got inside. It was a really small room with barely any space. There was a machine of some sort on the wall with lots of cables.
I opened some tiny door on the machine and wanted to check it from closer, but the mechanic guy returned. I hid behind the door and waited.

The guy just leaned close to that machine and started working on it, but at the same time he started mumbling something about his co-worker and he welcomed me. I thought that he must think that i'm his co-worker. I became fully lucid here again.
I jumped through the wall and flew back to the road where i was before. When i reached it, i started walking to the right side of the building, trying to find something to do, even while the dream was blurry and i barely felt anything.

I turned left into a smaller street where a huge crowd was standing around. I wanted to see what they were watching with such interest.
While going that direction, i thought that i should try some telekinesis... i didn't do it since a long time anyway.

At first i used one hand to bring a car up into the air with telekinesis. It went really easily and i just thrown the car away. There were some other parked cars on the right side of this small road and some people were walking next to them as well. Now i held both my hands in front of me and i made two cars and two people hover up into the air. The DCs i grabbed with telekinesis didn't seem to be too scared, they took it well.
I made them spin around in the air for a bit then thrown both the cars and the DCs far away with my powers. I heard some quiet crashing sound from far away.

Now i walked towards the crowd and checked what they were watching. There was a stage to the left side and there was a choir made of around 30 people on it. I could only see their mouths moving, but i heard nothing they sang... [probably related to this not-so-clear state of the dream].
Well, that choir seemed like a good challenge... without much of a second thought i held both my hands up again and tried to move the whole choir up into the air with telekinesis.
It was somewhat hard to do, i even felt some pain and tiredness in both my arms finally as i did this. I succeeded in bringing them up into the air, but i couldn't really make them float too high like with the others.

Some of them seemed a bit scared, but others were still singing without me hearing anything. I held them for a while and tried to move them away from the stage, but it was too hard and my arms were really tired now, so instead of throwing the choir away, i let them go.
Some of them ran away, but some were still on stage, singing... o.o
Soon after this i lost lucidity fully.

[Ah well, this blurriness, lack of feelings and some sounds were disappointing... but what can i do... :/]
[I didn't even think about my Lucy goal during this lucid, but i would've skipped it anyway, because in a blurry state like this i would rather not try to fight Lucy...]

A few years ago, I had a dream I was standing in the street... I got randomly hit by a speeding vehicle, but instead of getting splattered on the pavement or waking up, I was launched into the air, still in standing position, (here's where I become semi-lucid) then I notice how far I am from the ground, (actually about triple the height of telephone poles), but instead of freaking out, I just crossed my arms and said "Is this really supposed to scare me?" Just after I said that, everything turned distorted, like it was television, and someone was messing with the antenna. Then everything went dark for a few seconds, and I woke up. Before I had that dream, I was terrified of heights. Now... They don't bother me in the least. Has anyone else had this sort of experience? Like, gotten over a fear in a dream?

Technique(s): WILD - Failed, DILD - Success, DIELD - Failed, Awareness (Sageous)

Thoughts:I am happy with this dream. It was short but it was still progress. I don't remember all of it clearly because I tried other methods after waking. Plus it was a really boring and mundane dream until I was lucid. I think the biggest contributor to becoming lucid was the fact that I really concentrated on Sageous' idea of self-awareness all day. And my wife and I did in fact go grocery shopping that night and I practiced awareness all much as I could.

WBTB. Up for 5 - 10 min thinking about dreams and lucidity. Fall asleep during WILD. Turns instead into DILD

Shopping *LUCID* - 7:00AM
I am shopping with my wife. (The store reminds of a store in other dreams) It is supposed to be Wal-Mart we are in (the store seems darker or dimly light) I am doing the normal check out thing. Waiting for the cashier and then put the sacks in the cart. My wife forgets something and runs off.

The next thing I remember, I am pushing the cart in the parking lot to my car. It is night time outside. Then I remember my self-awareness. Then suddenly I realize. "Hey I AM dreaming!" I quickly think about what I wanted to do. TOTM. I reach into my pocket and pull out a glowing florescent green potion with carbonation bubbles in a clear glass bottle with a cork on top. (I have imagined this prior) But at that very instant the world goes black and I feel my waking body lying in bed. NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

DEILD - I enter SP and feel the vibrations. Then they fade and I move (or I think I move) because I feel uncomfortable and I wake up for good.