non-lucid

I bought a house overlooking the ocean. It had a large sloping front yard. I knew it rained a lot here and I was excited to plant a garden that I wouldn't have to build a sprinkler system for.

My bedroom was also very large with huge windows. Along side of my bed were planter boxes already overflowing with beautiful flowers. I was so excited to live in this house that had so many plants and opportunities for huge gardens.

I keep see this one girl in my dreams time and time again I fell like i recognize her but I have never seen or met her in my life and every time i try to get close to her and when i do the dream ends before anything else happens and i can barley remember anything that why i really cant go into great detail about it but all i can say is that every time i do see her all this emotion just hits me like a brick wall, so can someone plz help me understand all this, i would be very grateful.

I dreamed that I was playing Counter-Strike in "real" life, moving with my dream body instead of controls. I forgot specifics, other than a part where I threw a flashbang through a gate, ran through and found three enemies crept up in a corner, blinded, but I won a very tough match on a map that was a mix between de_dust2 and with elements that looked like parts of a griefed Minecraft house.

I was playing a computer game called Avatar Star, when suddenly my friend (who goes by the name rickyboi on the internet) called our house phone. We talked on the phone while I was still playing, and I was not even trying to listen to him. I was busy playing until the call ended, ending the dream.

After waking up, I imagined myself logging in Skype and asking him how he knows our number even if I hadn't told him anything.

Hello hello DV it's been awhile. But I shit you not this time, I solemnly swear I'm returning for good. I've had a recent want to lucid dream again. Last night I was successful for the first time in months. I've have LDs on and off in recent months but this was the first premeditated one. So I have to put 100+ in my LD count cause I've lost track...or I'll put 1 since return...but anyway, on with my dream...

From what I remember I start off in school. It's the first day(I fucking hate school dreams over summer vacation...) and as usual in dreams, the school looks very different. Some parts are as they are IRL but the rest is distorted. I'm on my way to 10th period(might've been 9th) and I stop and have a miny heart attack(not a literal one) when I remember something. I've been following my previous year schedule, not my current year one!!! I decide this is no time to worry, and get moving to my next real class. I move down the hallway and begin investigating for room 248 for Forensic Science(IRL its room 148, and I don't have it 10th). I see my friend Rachel who passes by with some friends and says hi. I return a greeting and continue walking. I am hopelessly lost, so I decide to obtain the help of other people. Several people direct me the right way, and I begin my journey to class. On the way there, this girl named Paege who I know IRL stops me. She asks me a question I can't recall, and I answer yes. She asks another, so I decide to play a game. I say you have to pay up for an answer. So she pulls out a handful of coins and slaps them into my hand. Surprised, I answer the question. Then she pins me to the wall in almost a sexual way, but I vag-block her and say I need to get to class. I then proceed to the proper room, oddly marked "2048" instead of "248." I enter the room and see how large the room is. It's almost like an entire building.
"Wow, this room is large," I remark. I enter the room, which is filled with books on books and computers. I then see there's a door to an outside area, and I go outside. Outside there's a whole other residential house and my classmates. I see my friends Trevor and Jason. Trevor is engaged in a conversation with some girls, so I leave him alone and go over to Jason. We greet and sit together. Our teacher now comes out, my Independent Living teacher last year. I'm confused that she is my teacher, but I go with it. So she now proceeds to take us inside her house to her living room(NOTE: I've never actually been to her house IRL). She turns on her TV and a Playstation 3. I'm pleasantly happy, as it appears we will be playing PS3 rather than having class. She puts The Last of Us and boots the game up. I notice she's still very early into the story and point that out(I think the dream made up a fake story for the game). These larger douchy kids make a smart ass remark to my comment. I suddenly lose interest and proceed outside. I notice my teacher has a pool, so a bunch of us jump in, including the douchebags. As we swim, the water turns reddish-green for some reason. The douches blame me for it, so I step out and disprove them. It's actually their obese friend. I have no clue why the water turned, but he did it. Pissed off, the kid came over and punched me three times in the arm. I simply brushed off the pain and walked away. The teacher had moved the TV outside and was playing The Last of Us as I walked by. The douchebags were still swimming and I really had to use the bathroom. So I went inside to the toilet and commenced. A girl came in now and saw me, but didn't seem to care that my Johnson was out. I didn't seem to care either. She walked past me with zero fucks given and walked through the wall of the bathroom. I raised an eyebrow, thinking of how out of place that was. So I decide to do a reality check. I try to remember everything I've done up to when I "woke up" this morning. I can't remember anything before school and I become lucid. I zip my pants up and decide to try another RC to be sure. I look at my right hand, and its normal. I flip it over to look at the palm, and it becomes distorted. I have six fingers, and two of them are stubs. I freak out and whip my hand around. I leave the bathroom and it appears a wild animal is running rampant. It grabs another wild animal and rapes it(literally). Disturbed I choose to ignore the animal and begin to walk away. Some girl I don't know stops me for help and then I have a false awakening. I attempt to FA-DEILD(False awakening DIELD) not knowing I'm still dreaming. I see a lot of strange images in my head as I attempt it and I then wake up.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was in some kind of city and then catacombs, searching for something.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing AI War and talking with SilentEternity, there were some bonus ships that were really overpowered and i was capturing some systems, there were a few battles, we were talking about those new ships and nukes and at some points i was switching to some other game that looked like some kind of platformer. Also a fly was distracting me.

28.06.2013

Arrested for Not Having a Light While Skateboarding (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It seems I'm heading for the apartment I used to reside in college, and as I'm going through this very familiar dream environment from College Station, the setting of the dream goes from afternoon to night time fairly quick. I'm apparently using a skateboard, which is rare for me to do in a dream, and as the walk light confirms I can move, there's a police vehicle about 15 feet away from me.

I ignore it because I didn't feel I was doing anything bad, just strolling along and riding a skateboard back to the dream apartment. Then I look inside to find a police officer is looking at me suspiciously, and he prompts me to stop and then informs me how I have get arrested for not using a light while skateboarding.

I couldn't even fathom why I needed a light in the first place if I have nothing to attach it on the skateboard, and holding it on my hand wouldn't make a different either. It just didn't make sense to me since the setting wasn't even that dark. I enter the police vehicle, and the composition of the vehicle is very abnormal. There's about 3 more police officers in the vehicle, and suddenly the same car as the space of a limo. There's two cops sitting on the left side, and one on the right, and I guess I sit somewhere on the left, and I didn't even pay attention to see if anyone was going to operate the vehicle in the first place.

It's almost as if the moment I said that, the dream characters that were police officers suddenly lost all competence and awareness of their roles of actually BEING officers. But I decided to just let it play along and see where this is going to lead me. The dream shifts, and I'm not in the police station office, and it's pretty busy, but not too hectic. People were going about doing their usual thing, and I'm not even sure if I had handcuffs attached or not. There were moments where I had my hands in the position that implied I was handcuffed, and other moments where I was venturing around the huge police station office with many stairs, levels, and floors.

The environment inside mostly was saturated in a turquoise color which really created the theme of how chilled and relaxed this area of the dream was. I could sense that it was fairly air-conditioned, and it just had that office smell to it, most likely because of the blue-violet carpet that had all sorts of colors in small dots, but not too much to where they dominate the general color. I could hear some fans blowing when I'm going around the police station office, and just random dream characters that are occupied doing desk work and such.

I was beginning to wonder if I'm really committing a crime here, seeing how I'm not in jail. The dream shifts and I'm sitting down bracing my back against the wall with handcuffs still attached. I turn to the right and saw I'm near an exit of the building, and then I turn back to find some random blonde male coming near me. He seemed like a friendly guy, and I guess he asks me what I got in trouble for.

I told him I got stopped by the police for not having a light at night while skateboarding, and I started to explain how it was silly to even be arrested for doing so. Everyone but him started to make those quiet remarks to themselves about what I just said, like:

"Ooooh, look how he's trying to *insert whatever they said*"

He looks around them for a bit and focuses on me again. He mentions if I wanted to hang around with him sometime later on, and with this logic, I'm not so sure if an office is supposed to ask anyone to hang out when they're handcuffed. He stated how he has friends that drink, and I felt his logic was even more contradicting especially since I had a hunch that he arrests his friends for drinking as well.

I don't know, maybe it was just my dream emotions preventing me from conceptualizing a cohesive thought on what's actually going on with me and this guy talking. I forget what I stated to him, but whatever it was, he casually leaves and probably goes back to his duty.

I can't remember much to that dream seeing how I put off the recall for a day.

Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid.

Robots and zippo lighters:
In this dream, i'm a pilot of a mech, but my mech isn't fully upgraded so i'm hiding in my garage hoping to avoid the other mechs so my mech won't be destroyed. After a while, i eventually walk out and find tons of zippo lighters on the ground, and of course, my attitude is, 'hey these could be useful'. So i walk around collecting a ton of those. I think i eventually see a person but i can't remember. The dream takes place on my farm at night by the way.

Also, i mentioned Shinobu oshino in my log title ( she is a character from the -monogatari anime series ). That's because somewhere in this dream, i saw her or something. I can't remember what happened except for the fact i saw her.

Jailbreak:
The theme of this dream is like the gamemode Jailbreak from cs:s. I'm a prisoner but i get left behind, in this dream, the goal was to get a bomb and plant it somewhere in a courtyard. Since i was left behind, there are no cops to stop me from looting the bomb off a body. So i get the bomb and i go through sewer pipes into the courtyard and as i'm about to plant it. The cops shoot me and i die.

Next round, only my dad and sister are the cops and i'm the only prisoner. Next thing i know, they are in my room attaching pins and buttons to my t-shirt.

Jailed:
I'm in a big open metallic looking room with other people. We are all standing still, there is a girl walking around giving us orders. I open my mouth to ask a question as she walks by and the look on her face was absolutely terrifying, the young tough lady then starting yelling at me and told me to give her 5 dollars so i did. Then she gets even more mad because i wasn't suppose to give her money.

Eventually, she leaves me alone and continues to walk around yelling at people. She gets back around and tells me to give her money again and i do ( forgetting what happened last time) but i was too late, she snatched the money just as i remembered what she had told me. So i start chasing her and i tackle her down and rip the money from her hands.

After that scene, all of us are sent to like this nice little living room place. Not too bad for a jail xD. Next thing i know, the girl is having a feast with me and my family. I'm afraid at the thought because i know she's going to do something bad. So i walk outside for the feast, but i see no one so i keep walking, i eventually get the some woods and i see some indian like shelters, i'm afraid the owner is going to come back and catch me around his stuff so i walk back.

I find my family sitting around a big fire. As i sit down, all the prisoners escape, so i decide that in the chaos, i will flee too. I start running, this new girl joins by my side but speeds up for no reason. I look behind me to see this guy chasing me. He's throwing alcohol on these ant hills and to my surprise, they're exploding. This is all i remember.

I haven't really been bothering with dream recall as of late. I can never fall asleep until after 2 or 3 in the morning, so I keep trying to sleep after I wake up. Anyway, my first dream involved my crush (I think it was at school again), but I don't remember any specific events. A few short, random dreams happened after that. In my last dream, my dad bought me an Xbox One (which doesn't come out for several months). That's really everything worth mentioning. I'll probably forgo sleeping tonight so I'll be tired tomorrow.

First I had a dream that Sam from Supernatural was a merman. Then I woke up, moved to a different bed, and went back to sleep.

Had a dream that a corrupt government was taking over. Since I was part of some kind of committee for the government, I was able to try and change it for the better as much as I could, along with my friend who was in the same situation. However, this required us to each write an essay, and after a paragraph, we both got writer's block, and couldn't complete it. Later, my friend and I plus another committee member who felt the same were all on this big floating structure that we called a planet, though it wasn't. My friend put bombs all over it and when she detonated them, we rode the explosion over to a nearby planet. Later, I'm on another planet as Arthur from Merlin, and I'm walking around a field of corn, and I come upon a house and a giant husk of corn lying on its side. If I remember correctly, I'm seeing most of it from a first person view, but I'm not actually in control of the actions. Arthur walks around, picking off a couple kernels of corn and popping them into his mouth, and makes deductions of the people who live in the house by the things he sees like Sherlock Holmes. The people come out of the house and angrily drive him away.

Later, I'm in a dream that keeps switching between first and third person. There are two slugs on a whole planet full of sentient slugs, and the corrupt government is back again. On giant screens is the one in charge, a religious leader who is completely changing the christian faith to his own desires, and almost everyone on the planet calls themselves a Christian and follows him. The two slugs are not followers, and so they're on the run from the police. They hide on top of a tall building, where there is an entrance that is nothing but a squishy hole in the roof, because apparently that's an entrance for a slug. One of them tries to go down into the building to hide, but he comes back up after going halfway through the hole because he discovers that the building is a middle school, and the hole is only large enough for middle school-age slugs, but too small for an adult. The other slug urges him on, reminding him of how good he is at squeezing through small holes. The other slug tries again, squeezes through all the way, and is crushed to death.

Later, I'm me, and I'm exploring this big living complex thing in the future. Everything is white and clean, and I'm on the first floor, which is like a grocery store. The corrupt religious leader is fully in power, although I don't mind much since I'm not from this time, and as soon as I'm done looking around, I can go back to the past before anything bad happens to me. I look around the different sections of the store - I visit one labeled on the wall as "Miel" which is "honey" in French. There are many different types of honey products, including shampoo. I leave this to go to the candy section, and grab a bunch of different stuff - chocolate with peanut butter, chocolate with M&M's, and fruit candy. However, I realize that the packet of crayons I have in my pocket is not currency, as I'd been confused about earlier. (Earlier I also gave a grey crayon to a cashier to check to see if it would work, but then I walked away before I was able to see the results.) Since I was in the future and I would have no repercussions for my actions, I decided, oh well, I'll just steal them. As I walked by the check-out lines, the lady with my grey crayon was asking whose crayon it was, and I hurriedly walked past to avoid interaction.

I found an elevator (I hadn't previously known that the floor I was on wasn't the only one) and went to the top floor. It was some sort of museum exhibition-type-thing. I waited for a bit, and the elevator went to the right, and I discovered that once you go to a floor, if you wait, the elevator will cycle through different parts of the floor for you to get off at. I wasn't interested in any of the museum pieces, which were mostly art-related things, if I remember correctly. I went to the second floor, and I found a place about frogs and slugs, so I excitedly got off there. As I looked at a giant dark brownish statue of two slugs on a branch and read about their biology, I rooted through the candy I bought to decide which one to eat first. I pulled up from my pocket a dead frog encased in chocolate, and I thought, ew, I don't want to eat a frog, I wonder why I bought that. However, I now believe that I never actually bought it in the first place.

Dream recall from today's nap.

I was chatting with SilentEternity on skype.

Just recall a fragment, but there were some kind of tools which were different in some way if my children were nearby. One time I was looking for my kids who were hiding, and I was almost ready to give up when someone reminded me I had these tools in the car, and they indicated that my kids were nearby, and it turned out they had been hiding in the car.

All I remember about this was waking (or thinking I had woken) and looking over towards the bedroom door. There, floating and looking like your traditional spook, was a woman, dressed all in white and with a faint aura around her, vaguely lighting the room.

I remember that, even though it was creepy, I wasn't scared at all. It was more along the lines of 'Oh, what are you doing there?'

1. [non-lucid]

fragments:
We were talking about the dreams we had and it was my turn so I told them or at least someone did.
Was about these children that were different (maybe genetically altered), I think I may have made them in a lab of some sort.
I'm standing between a bed with a light green sheet and dark wooden shelving to my right
A guy sat on the bed writing/drawing something on some paper.

I think i was male, anyway definitely not my waking self. In this dream I knew the nature of my reality. To clarify: this was a non-lucid dream, but I believed I knew the nature of reality - that was part of the content of the dream - and in the dream I did not mean by that whether or not it was a dream. In this dream there was a powerful cast of high priests/priestesses, and all of us were connected to some sort of electric web. I at some point changed the current in this Web. The priests/priestesses immediately reacted that I must be stopped, but I was not worried (unstoppable?).

I have the strong sense that there was more to it, but that's all I recall.