non-lucid

02.05.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up pretty late (~9:40 AM), so I'm really holding on to the images in my head of the dreams I had late last night (I slept around 12AM-1AM).

I set an alarm to wake me up at 3:45 AM, and I did the same for the online one. It woke up probably to turn it of, but I was most likely too tired to get up to try a WBTB. And the external alarm clock, I don't know, it still has the preset time for 3:45AM, and the dot to show that the alarm is set should've been gone by now.

Did a reality check, but nope, guess something is wrong with me.

These dreams most likely didn't start in chronological order either. My recall from them is shit because I slept too long.

Dream 1: Classroom and Concept Map Assignment

I'm in a classroom, and I see a DC that looks exactly like the AP Psychology teacher I had in High School as a Senior. The class was over, and everyone was handing in their sheets of paper.

I get up to go towards the teacher, Mr. White (IRL last name), but then I stop and turn back because something in my mind told me that I had to turn something else in to the shelf at the back of the room. I turn in a worksheet that felt like it was two pages, and then I realize my name wasn't on it, so I go back to the desk and quickly wrote my name (but I couldn't see clearly if I did).

After I put that worksheet with the stack that other people were putting it on, I turn back to turn in the other paper in my hand, which seemed to be a concept map. I had some random things written down, and I'm waiting in a short line to turn in the paper. Before it was my turn, I decided to write down a concept that said, "Objective?" and I drew a link and wrote an answer of "Yes."



I turn in the paper to the teacher, he looks at it for a while, and I was worried because I was writing something a few seconds before the DC in front of me turned their assignment in, but he puts mine along with the other stacks and I leave to go somewhere.

Dream 2: Science classroom & Lunch

This dream, I'm not too sure if it was chained with the first one, but I felt like I was going back and forth somewhere...I know I had to do some weird things like making sure that I met the conditions to enter a room....but again, my recall is crap because I let myself doze off too quickly after waking up to the alarm.

I'm inside of a room, and I'm not even sure if this was the room I started out in the dream, I most likely was in a room that kept shutting on and off every few minutes I think and then came to this room, but I see a few DCs inside of this class that looks like a Laboratory class since there were large black top tables with the brown cabinets holding them in place. And students were just chilling there, probably waiting for the instructor to come in.



I think I see a girl who is a little chunky, and she's wearing a dark blue shirt and jeans as well. She has brown/black hair, and she's looking at me, but I couldn't remember what I did next or how I responded to her.

Okay, I don't remember anything else from that dream, so I'll just type a dream fragment I just remembered after this.

I was at lunch somewhere waiting in line, I can't remember what types of food I was getting, but I do know that it was condensed down to a small bowl that looked like a rice bowl or soup bowl or something like that.



This fragment is kind of similar to the dream I have a few entries back when DCs tried to cheer me up when I was pissed a Cash Register broke my debit card in half with her index finger and thumb.

Dream 3: Team Rocket Jessie from Pokemon

This dream was different from the rest, so I'll just separate it here.

I'm looking at some poster in my hand, I think it's a drawing, and everything is colored. Then after a while of whatever I was doing in the dream, a picture of Jessie, part of Team Rocket from Pokemon, was included in the picture on the left side.




She had her arms out and turned her body to the side next to whatever person was inside of the picture.

Not too sure on what I did next.

I was being given a tour of Facebook's headquarters. Facebook was an 8-story tall building with items like a walk-in aquarium and robots. I kept running into people I knew (RL: people I know who actually work at Facebook), and a few I wasn't expecting. I told my tour guide I heard there was a roller coaster and asked if we could see it. We rode the coaster, which was technically impressive but didn't go very fast.

Still seemingly at Facebook, I was then helping an elderly man who was about to die. He asked me to take off my pants and pressed my knees down onto his I laughingly declined, but then someone told me this was "how it must be done." I took my pants off and kneeled on his knees. The man died, and I saw his essence being uploaded to another plane of existence, where it swirled and played with an infinitely large and beautiful data set. He had become a part of the code of life.

I followed a white man to his home in Jamaica, where he works as an aid worker. I was interested in becoming an aid worker there and asked about his experience. He gave me a tour and showed me the local population, telling me about the troubles he's had because the poverty is so severe.

I was supposedly around my neighbourhood, though there was little resemblance. I was walking down to the QU, and I think I was with someone. We passed this whole other strange neighbourhood. It was quaint, but at the same time really shabby, and it had a really unpleasant vibe. There was a fork in the road that went up a hill, and on all the properties were rickety white wooden townhouses. They were like giant shacks. The paint was torn and peeled away on most of the houses, and the white made it look dirtier than it should have been. The town looked so grungy.

I kept walking south along a sidewalk. Eventually we were walking by massive fields covered with bright green grass. Most of the landscape was empty, save for the few wires and poles here and there. It was like a rural highway, but somehow this was just by my urban neighbourhood.

I eventually ditched whoever my accompanist was, and decided to return from my pointless journey to the QU. I walked back up to the fork in the road. I passed some people along the way, and they had a horribly negative vibe. I walked as quickly as I could. Though it was bright daylight, I was in fear of this odd town. I noticed that all the people were completely silent, which seemed really strange to me.

I decided to make my way down a narrow alleyway between two grungy white townhouses. Apparently this was a shortcut, though I have no idea where it could have led. Then there were two people at the entrance, and I pushed past then, bumping one of their shoulders. They were all girls, maybe 2 or 3 of them. I looked back and said,

"Sorry! I didn't mean to bump you like that!"

All of the sudden they took an aggressive stance. They seemed like they were going to pounce on me. Then I realized that it must have been because I had talked; perhaps that's why the rest of the people in the town were silent.

"Sorry! I didn't mean to talk either!"

At this point I just turned and ran as fast as I could. I was struggling to run, as in all dreams. But then, as I came to a barrier, I realized I had some strange other powers.

I had come to a wire fence. I ran up to it and threw myself against it, knowing my pursuers were close behind. As I was looking through it, the wire vanished from my vision because it was so close to my eyes. Then, with some odd sort of telekinetic willpower, I managed to "push" my body right through the fence. I looked back, and they were still after me. I had no idea how they would get over that fence; I felt that they didn't have those same powers, but at the same time, I knew they would somehow overcome it and still yet chase me down.

I was running all across this dreamland, trying to escape. I wasn't so fearful now with my new powers; it was almost fun. I remember running across giant fields, massive deserts, at one point I was at some icy tundra near a frozen pond and some frozen cattails emerging from it.

The last of the adventure was when I reached a little cottage-like house in the middle of nowhere. I went right up to the door and pressed my face against it. It was a little harder to phase into the other side. Unlike the fence, this was a solid object. As I pressed my face forward, I projected my eyes' focus forward, hoping it would somehow penetrate the thick wooden door. I felt a sort of pushing motion in my head, and suddenly I could see through to the other side. I willed my whole body through, and felt the door sort of warp as I fell through.

I ran up the wooden stairs. The whole house was just wooden, a polished dark brown. Here yet was another door to get out again, and I phased through it too. Then the dream ended.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

A woman was possibly moving down a series of dark hallways or a cave. Somebody was following the woman, possibly the devil, some demon, or a big criminal like a mass murderer. The woman was glamorous, like Kim Novak in the Alfred Hitchcock movies.

The being had made a deal with the woman He wanted her help, and he would share his wealth and power with her. But the woman had declined. Now the being was following the woman to kill her. If she was going to know about his work but not work with him, she couldn't live.

The woman was now in some big, wood-floored room filled with yellowy-white light. It was like some room up on the deck of a nice ship. But it was completely empty. The woman stood facing the door on the stern side of the ship.

The being stood on the other side of the threshold, facing the woman. I couldn't see the being -- in fact, I may have been seeing from his viewpoint --, but the being now seemed to be as tall and wide as the doorway, and to have a very Devil-like appearance.

The woman faced the being and told him again that she couldn't work with him. But now there was a man in the room with the woman.

The being had posted up a $1,000 bill on one of the rafters of the ship's room. The being was using it as a test, to show the woman how unworthy the man was to work with him. The being, after posting the bill, mentioned a hidden $100 bill to the man. The man said that there was no incentive in working for the being for only $100. He walked away.

The being had disappeared. After the man had walked far enough along the deck, toward the bow, so that he could no longer see the woman, the woman went to the rafter on which the $1,000 bill had been posted.

I was now seeing from the woman's point of view. The woman took the bill. The being had made a deal with the woman that if the man was too stupid or lazy to look for the $1,000 bill, the woman could take it. The woman had also been tied to the man previously. But now that the man had walked away, the woman was free of him.

The woman still wasn't going to work with the being. But she did feel a bit of fondness for him. And she did feel flattered that someone as skilled as he was would treat her as nicely as he did.

I'm at ASDA, it's a supermarket in the UK. I trick a worker into getting some towels for free... wtf? lol!

They are these 3 girls there, there really good looking. All of a sudden one start's shouting, want to see how you can get cancer from me shouting and breathing at you..?! She start's laughing then begins to shout words out. There Brazilian. I think there crazy...

I woke up, shortly after.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had an interesting and long dream this morning. My brain still comes up with random explanations for why I'm experiencing weird things in dreams. This time fever was the case.

00.30: Sleep

10.30: Feverish MILD
I've been sleeping on the train on my way home. I'm very groggy as I walk up the hill toward my apartment. After a few houses I realise I've passed it already and head back a bit. I enter the building and walk up the stairs a few levels. On the third I realise I'm living on the second. 'What the? Man I must be sick or something...' I jump over the railing in the stairs and walk up to my door. It's been painted in light green, pink and white colours. I take out my keys and try to open it with the old key. 'Oh right, I've got a new key now.' I open the door and is greeted by Monica. "Hey babe, what are you doing? Going into the wrong places and all" she says.

"Hey, yeah I must have a fever or something, my head is spinning" I say and put my hand to it. I feel very weird. I spot something on the bed, it's a head. "What the fuck!?" I say and point at it. It's my coworker Kristoffer. He's got a hat on. "What?" Monica asks me confused. I pick the head up, it's very heavy and I juggle around with it for a while, not on purpose though. I put the head back after almost dropping it. It must have looked hilarious to see me hold the air, like as if something was really there.

"Give me some Ibuprofen babe" I say and head into the bathroom to take a crap. I sit down on the toilet and Monica stands next to me. "Wait, what day is it?!" I ask. "Thursday" she says. "Oh damn, I'm going to miss the trip with work! Oh wait, no that's next week..." We keep on talking for a while, there seems to be no end to my need to take a dump.

"Wait a second... This is a dream right?" I ask Monica. She just smiles at me. "What if I really do have a fever? Then I'd jump out the window and kill myself by accident. Whatever, I'm finished taking a crap" I say and get up without wiping my ass. I walk out the bathroom and hold my hand up. I count seven fingers. "Yeah, I'm definitely dreaming." I look out a window and notice a ladder against the house just under the window. It's missing the last pegs so it's around two meters down. I hold on to the ladder and slide down to the first peg. I look up and prepare to fly up the roof. With a jump I fly up to the roof and land. It's made of old wood and there's a hole in it. I can hear it creak under my weight.

With another hard jump I fly straight up into the sky. I watch the small town with surrounding fields grow smaller beneath me. "Wooooooohooooo!" I yell out in excitement. It feels amazing. I fly down toward Monica who's down on the ground. I circle a bit before landing next to her. "Want to fly?" I ask her with the biggest smile ever on my face. "Yeah" she says and smiles back. "Alright, do like this then" I say and hold out my hands and look down. I make a few small jumps and expect to rise with each jump. After a few jumps I fly straight up, fifty meters or so. I start to fly horizontal but I descend as I do it. I touch the ground with my stomach and close my eyes to try to imagine myself being in the air still.

The dream fades and I wake up in bed. I start writing down my dream but I have real trouble doing so for some reason. The text doesn't look right.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

February 5, 2012
I had a pretty vivid dream last night, although not the most vivid one I ever have had. Strange thing is I saw a building in it that I believe I have seen in previous dreams Possible dream sign? Maybe....

1) There is a substitute in History class and he tells us that our teacher ordered us to get a packet of worksheets done by the end of class. I look at the board where she usually writes down our homework and realize that I haven't done the homework that was due that day- so I start it. I can recall sitting at my desk and doing it as descretely as possible so our sub doesn't notice. I think he was watching me with a disapproving glare but didn't say anything. Everyone begins to split into partners and so I sit down with my friend Abigail. We begin our packet and I remember the question being "what are the names of the four slaves?" or something similar. My dream switches to a new scene of a family of slaves in a wooden pen (the whole slave thing is relevant to what we have been learning in school on RL). The whole thing is fuzzy but I can remember writing down their names on the paper. The man's name started with a T but I can't remember what it was. I think the dream went back to the classroom where I was doing a few more questions and then finally switched back to the slave scene. This time the man's name wasn't the one that started with a T, but Olaudah Equiano, a famous slave that we had learned about in RL. They are still in the wooden cage-thing when someone (possible me) goes to their prison and tells them that she will help free them. She orders them to do something but I forget what it was. Anyway, after they do what she tells them she comes back and breaks wood off of the side so they can step out. They are all happy and thanking her but she warns them that they have to move quickly and get to this diner to meet someone. All of them start to move out and crouch next to a building, except for Olaudah. He gets too excited and says he is going to run across the feild to get there. She warns him but he takes no notice and starts to sprint. Everyone is worried but miraculously he makes it across without a scratch. He runs into the diner (this is the building that I have seen in my dreams before) and starts to skip around all happy. He is all of a sudden in a nice suit and runs down the isles to get to the woman they are supposed to meet. I remember wondering why no one did anything when he saw him. When he reached the booth he sat down and started talking animatedly to the woman about how he's never been so clean. They chat a little more about stuff I cant't remember. Then I wake up.

2) My second dream was about me looking on my iPad at my email to see if my teacher had emailed me back about something. I remember noticing that she had replied- but I don't know if I replied back. I wouldn't have remembered if I hadn't checked my email when I got up

fading start
medieval war blue uniforms a story of a man who stopped a certain revolt i actually see some sword battle and then a chief telling the simple soldiers to get out for him to make a kind of one man stand then the scene changes in some strange things where dad is going and coming to and from France and then after i end up in my grandmother's house with miley cyrus and me i have the power of invisibility but i have activated the power and am afraid to freak her out showing her that i am invisible
so i always face my back at her she tries to ask why i am doing this and i give various reasons ...

First

There is some kind of a performance at a movie theatre. I thought we were going to see a movie, but there was none. Just people acting in weird, mildly interesting ways. I tire quickly and go home.

I live in a rather large house, where I have a small room, but there is a large common area. I change my clothes there and decide to go to the center of the city. I take a bus. For a while I'm afraid that the bus is going to the wrong direction, but then remember that the route turns at a bridge.

Second

I'm walking a dog amidst and ancient city. There are columns and stone buildings around me and I follow a road made of natural white stone. There are also decorative statues, plants and water canals. I enter an open area with a statue in the middle that looks like a wall. There is a man with a large black dog. The dog growls at my dog and a fight almost breaks out. Somehow it doesn't and I play with the black dog for a while.

Third

Something happens that I don't remember. I'm getting back now, without a dog, and decide to swim along a ditch. The current is to the right direction. I have a receipt from a store and I put it on the water. I can step on it to get out of the water later. Unfortunately, it sinks in a torrent. So much for the swimming idea. I get out of the water and hide behind a line of trees.

A man with a dog appears from behind a building and continues along the walkway. There is another walkway and some bushes between them. I crouch and stay behind the bushes, and get to the other side of the building without being seen.

There is a wall in the middle of the next area, and there's some text on it. I'm interested in one piece that has to do with yoga.

#2

(Weird to have a dream like this since I haven't seen any of those movies for years.)

Jump right to fighting a random chick and Darth Vader with light sabers at a mall. I used the force (haha) to hide the chicks light saber in a coat rack and began to fight just Darth Vader. I remember not being able to move the saber right like I was under water, but Darth Vader was having the same problem. Then Vader turns to the red faced one (Sorry fans), and that continues for a while. No real climax or ending. Probably should have realized I was dreaming though. Oh well..

Eating things

There is more to this dream, but I'm having a bit of trouble remembering it.

Anyway, I am either at my brother's house or on vacation. We are going to eat, and I start eating roofing shingles (or something like that. It may have been tarpaper.) I stuff a few of them in my mouth, chew them and swallow. They taste awful, but I'm hungry and somehow I either don't think there will be anything else to eat or I'm enjoying it in some way. Then I move on to cardboard. I eat a lot of this.

Then my family shows up with some real food. I think that perhaps the roofing material and cardboard might actually make me sick, so I decide to dilute the junk in my stomach with real food.

I woke up this morning to no recall, only to look through my DJ and see this scribbled down:

Went through some obstacle course, sitting a bench in gym hallway (school) talking to some kid asking what my powers are. "I'm really fast and strong and I can turn into a vampire and be even faster and stronger" I told him.

lol... I don't remember writing that I think the vampire thing is from reading the Rosario+Vampire Manga these past couple days

I enter my dream inside of my school. Everything was like it should be, but people were gathered in the gym and they seemed excited. I enter the gym and start to ask people why they are excited and find out that all of the people in our school is moving to a different school. Next thing that I know, I am in an airport. I see people ahead of me getting their tickets to get on a plane to leave. I get handed my ticket and board the plane. There were two planes, and I had gotten on the first one. When everyone was on, we tried to take off, but failed because we didn't have enough room to get enough speed. Immediately we start to look for another place to take off at that would be longer. Everyone decides to go onto a highway. We somehow manage to get onto the highway-my dream turns into third person so I can see the plane. It was plain white with a couple of windows on the side. While on the highway, we start to take off once again, but we can't because of traffic on the highway. I then wake up.

I was at some random place with ST. He was trying to convince me to hang out with him for some reason. I told him fine. Nothing else happened, but I wondered why he would care to ask me.

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I was in some dungeon/cathedral-like stone building, in the corner of a stairwell. I had brought this random dun colored horse there, and it was hitched to the wall. I was trying to do something to it, but the dream faded.

Red Lobster seems to be on my subconscious a lot lately... Probably because I used them as a reference for one of the restaurants I applied to...and when that restaurant called them, they were told it had been too long since I had worked there for them to give a reference for me (only 2 years). So I didn't get that job - and I guess my subconscious mind just hasn't gotten over that. But this dream ended up being an exact play by play of me confronting my general manager LeeAnn about this happening.

I walk up to the front doors of the Red Lobster I used to work at. I look at the sign at the right of the door that displays the name of the general manager who works there. LeeAnn's name is still there - good. I go inside and look to see if I can find her. The layout is definitely different than what I was used to when I worked. I spot LeeAnn in the doorway to the kitchen. She has an apprehensive anxious look about her, which tells me she probably knows why I am here. But unlike on the phone, she can't exactly ignore my presence. She sits down with me at one of the empty tables.

"How are you?" I ask her.

"I'm good. Look. I have to cut down right to the chase. I can't give you a reference from me. It's been too long since you've been here."

"It's only been two years though," I say, "I wanted to transfer to a Red Lobster where I live now, and I couldn't find any that were accepting transfers. So I applied to Best Buy and was hired there. I've been with them for two years, but I've always wanted to go back to serving. Now that I had that opportunity, I couldn't get hired because you guys refused to give me a reference!"

"Yeah, the other managers told me they get a lot of reference calls about you though."

"Why does that matter? To be honest, I know I was a great employee. I gave you 2 MONTHS notice when I left. I never made any trouble for you and always did a good job."

"Well, why get back into serving again?" she asks.

"Because it's the best pay for the time spent working that I can get right now. Not only that - you get to interact with many different people and it's never boring. It's fun, and not monotonous whatsoever."

She laughs, "You are so passionate about it we should get married!"

We get up and walk together, down a corridor and into a seperate room. There is a queen bed in the middle and I can see my friend Brittany laying down in it. She makes a joking comment about how me and LeeAnn better not be having sex. LeeAnn gets out a piece of paper and asks what I want her to write for a reference letter. She ends up writing down a list of good qualities I have. I don't remember what exactly they were. I just remember that I wasn't too impressed - but it would do.

Brittany speaks up to her, "Don't forget to sign it for him!"

She quickly signs it and then hands me the slip of paper. I feel accomplished right before I wake up.