non-lucid

Remembered two dreams this morning. The first one involved...DUNDUNDUN MURDERRRRRRRRRRRR.
Suddenly, there was a murder. I didn't freak out about it or anything. My family and I decided to stay at a nearby hotel, just to be a little safer. While at the hotel, I caught wind of a rumor about some ace-detective-turned-pastor who would be going to the crime scene in the nearby graveyard to solve the clues. Out of no where, I was watching the pastor investigating, almost like a cutscene in a video game. He didn't investigate for very long. Probably found what he needed to.
This is when I decided to go to the graveyard myself. I felt a little spooked, but I brought my iPod with me and listened to MCR while walking around the graveyard. Should've used that as a way to go lucid, I was listening to a song by MCR that didn't even exist.
I got to the back part of the graveyard to find a weird looking bug in a black shell. The shell popped open, and a scary looking, browin-ish colored beetle crawled out, screeching. I screamed and fled in terror, and looked behind me, seeing the beetle take to the air with vibrant colored wings. I ran as fast as I could out of the graveyard, and made it out, but not before feeling a stinging pain on my shoulder...
Now for the other dream.
For some reason, I wasn't in my body, but instead in the body of a police officer with a mustache. I was hiding from this extremely nasty guy in a sumo outfit, and when his back was turned, I jumped out and made him sit on a chair so I could interrogate him. Sadly, I forget how that conversation went, but I do recall it being very short.
I stepped out into the nearby hallway, and suddenly, I was back in my body again. I found some friends of mine who aren't actually my friends irl, and we went down this hallway called 'The Troubled Kids Hallway'. It looked like a normal hallway, but anyways. We made it out into this auditorium that resembled my old lunch room from middle school, and kids were lined up getting ready to watch a presentation. I found my girlfriend, and she waved at me, but her expression was one of unease. Her hair was dyed red-orange in color, unlike the black color she has in real life.
For some reason, I wasn't allowed to sit next to her, so I found a seat far away and sunk into it, saddened that I couldn't be with her.
And that was that. I have a little fragment of me using Assassin's Creed-styled parkour climbing to travel around a city, but I think that was a part of the murder dream. I think.

A good night dreaming; a poor night for recall.

I do remember a girl having some issue which I forgot, then telling me about another issue. I wanted to guess the second problem. I guessed that a restaurant was advertising for a hair-loss product. The girl then showed me the top of her head. She had a balding problem, but bad.

I guessed that there was a new system of hair replacement that worked by replacing hair, but without having to cut those x's in your scalp. She showed me the top of her head and showed me large patches that were going to be replaced at one time.

The thing about this dream is how vivid it was. The dream itself wasn't that good--not the little part I can remember anyway.

I couldn't remember the beginning, probably only three small pieces of the dreams. I'd like to start with the demon I saw in a room where I currently live.

It was my room. I was laid back on the ground floor and night and just laid there staring at the window. The binds on the window weren't closed all the way. I had to get up and check because I sensed something evil outside. I also heard some voices coming from across the street. I was scared.

The feeling of fear inside me rose up as soon as I saw the window binds open up a lot more. But before that happened, I already felt an evil presence in the room. I closed my eyes and begin to feel it getting closer. Suddenly, I hear this loud noise coming in front of me. I couldn't open my eyes to see what it was, I was too scared to. Instead, I put my face towards this scream and started waving my hands all over it until it stopped. The harder I tried, the more force it used against me.


That was the first part. Here is the second.

I'm at a party full of drunken Jehovah's Witnesses and family members. The room was full of them! I walked around and talked to some of them I used to talk to in person. I just stared at them while they were resting upon one another. It was sort of weird because I knew this was not how they looked like in person! Anyways, later I saw an aunt there too and she was drunk as well.

Here is the third part. This dream contains sexual content that is not suitable for young ages! Look away kids!

Okay, so here's how it started out. I'm inside a mall, there was no one there but my accomplice at the time. I was in the middle of it and was preparing to ready myself for an exciting night, or mid-day. There was this woman(I don't remember her name), and she looked like she was getting ready too. Sooner or later, we already starting having sex. I remember we've only done one position. She got on my penis and tried jumping on it. She was having trouble, so I grabbed on to her and done it myself. Unlike all my other sex dreams, I felt a ticklish feeling this time. I liked it. But there was something strange too. As she was doing my penis, I was also making out with her butt cheeks. Then I woke up. Please don't think of me like that! I need something fun in my life right now too.

And while I'm here, I also had a sex dream about someone famous yesterday too.

Her name was Taylor Swift. We didn't making out a lot and I don't remember doing much with her really, all she let me do was feel her whole naked body. I felt mostly her rear end. It didn't feel too bad. When I was rubbing it around the it and stuff, it kind of felt a little sticky but smooth. Then I woke up.

6 dreams?! Something is really going on here, maybe I'm near a lucid?

Dream 1: I was driving with my instructor (I'm learning to drive) and I came off a roundabout and completely forgot everything on how to drive. This included steering, I was all over the place. To my right and left were rich grassy patches. The road ahead lead to a large parking area after a junction and next to that a square blocky factory-like building.

Dream 2: I watched accidents happen, knowing they were going to happen. I just stood there shocked, I'm sure I would have done something to help but they all happened so quickly.

Dream 3: I went and bought an ice-cream (see, there it is again) and the DC who was serving me asked if I would like help carrying it even though it was normal sized.

Dream 4: I was walking down the road my college is on. In front of me, blocking the road, was a huge blow up slide. On the slide were young children and supervising them were business men who were also their dads. Some of them stood at the bottom of the slide shouting things up whereas others really got into the spirit. One of them even used a rope swing to go from the top of the college building onto the top of the slide. It was crazy!

Dream 5: I was walking on a beach, it was very hot, blue sky etc. etc. typical Caribbean beach. Without warning this black guy came marching up to me and started shouting at me, clearly very angry. I explained to him that I hadn't done anything wrong, he understood and left me alone after belly-bouncing me across the sand O.o

Dream 6: I had magic powers to entertain the children that had just walked into the room, they were very young (between 3 and 5) and there were quite a few of them.

Dream 1: I was at work with my presenter and manager and they kept messing around in the studio, I got very annoyed with them.

Dream 2 I was playing around with a Raspberry Pi (you know that credit sized computer thing) I plugged all of the wires into it, turned it on and then the dream ended.

Dream 3: All I remember is my cat running up the stairs very fightened

Dream 1: I had to protect my lunchbox from a shop owners singing (it sounded terrible)

Dream 2: I meta famous radio presenter

Dream 3: I was a producer making sure the show went to plan whilst working in a studio. The studio hovered above a swimming pool

Dream 4: Met up with a friend, nothing more of interest happened

I was asked to go up to the local park after cycling through some fields with my friends. Once there we all sat on the swings and one of my friends handed me their phone. I decided things were getting a bit boring so when I took his phone I made coloured holographic type strings fly out of the phone. I could do this with all the electronic equipment around, like our phones. Before long these holographic rainbow strings were dancing in the air in front of us, controlled by some kind of magic that I possessed. How was I not lucid in this?

I was at a petrol station with my driving instructor and he was filling up the car. Then something went wrong and it would take a while to fix so I went and bought some chocolate and ice-cream. Keep your eyes peeled for ice-cream, seems to be becoming a recurring thing

Started my new DJ today, wahoo!

I had to save the queen from a flood in my village. It kept on raining heavier and heavier. A car pulled up but it was too slow and suddenly out of nowhere grew a tree, right next to the queen. Without a moments thought she climbed up it, very strange dream.

I am in town I do not recognize and I am with someone who I also do not recognize but we seemed to be friends on a small hill is a building we go inside and talk to the man at the counter he is wearing a top hat and a flannel shirt he says if you can steal enough items for me you will get a prize so we go off to loot the city I don't remember actually taking anything but returned to the building and he tells us that leave earned almost enough credit to win this he pulls out too long smoking pipes he says you need 24 1/2 credits to win these you do not have enough so we leave once more at the bottom of the stairs I stop turn back and enter the building I observed him talking to another person telling him that he needs a certain amount more of credits to win this large vehicle the vehicle is orange and brown has three wheels and is about 7 feet tall the guy sprints off out the door I look around and find the two pipes I grabbed them and ran into the back room of the building this room resembled bathroom but had a sliding paper door and a glass wall where I could see two people watching TV I sit down and commence smoking out of the pipes realize one does not have a hole for the smoke to go through so I throw to the side I finished to get up to leave and then I wake up

Morning of December 30, 2012. Sunday.

Reading time: 1 min 50 sec. Readability score: 63.



In my dream, I am in an open field in an undetermined location. It seems to be late morning. At least two soldiers are present, one possibly a lieutenant. One is using binoculars at times. (I am unaware of directional orientation as is sometimes the case even with unfamiliar settings or distorted composites sometimes including it.)

A flock of birds, possibly ducks, flies overhead. There is something about “retaliation.” I am unsure if the soldiers are referring to the birds or an unseen human enemy beyond.

They have a model white plane without any detail on its surface. They send it into the flock of birds by remote control. I anticipate something dramatic will happen. One of the soldiers looks at me curiously for a short time.

The airplane seems to have gone out of sight and crash-landed in a marsh. It seems to be my task to get it. I wade through soft wet ground near a river. I grab what I think is the model aircraft.

Upon my return, the soldiers are now duck hunters. The airplane I am holding is now a duck decoy. They seem to be annoyed that I have “retrieved” it as they are still using it. I give it to them, and we do not exchange words, angry or otherwise.

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Vestibular system correlation, which has occurred in at least one dream per sleep cycle for over fifty years (typically more, especially in the first stages of sleep), has infinite dynamics. Certain incidental elements are part of it, but outcome stems from levels of non-lucid or lucid control of anticipation of the waking process. I have documented and decoded thousands of such dreams, and the nuances are always unique (just as I have never dreamt of the same place, in the same way, more than once).

In this dream, the simulacrum of emerging consciousness is a projection as the model airplane. The remote control aspect is the reactive representation of RAS mediation, the preconscious avatar as the soldier with the binoculars.

The transition stems from the fact that this was not my last dream of the sleep cycle. In those, RAS personification is more dominant when present. The change comes by way of reinduction (water as sleep). There is the transition of “toy” airplane to “toy” duck. The duck is not alive, which means less chance of a hypnopompic trigger under these circumstances. (This is also true when I see a picture of such as a helicopter rather than a present or moving one.)

Reactive representation (autosymbolism, though not restricted to Herbert Silberer’s usage of the term as all dreams are a result of it, not only hypnagogia), has many different possibilities. Although there are not that many variations of the waking process, the nuances are seemingly infinitely unique.

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I had a dream that made very little sense.

However, I remember a handful of it. It started with something very drastic that happened on my property and Northbranch. Someone who I was trying to stop must've caused the death or something very very bad because after he had accomplished it he was able to escape and I couldn't forgive myself for not being able to catch him. It got to the point where me and a few of my friends went to this unknown place, and through some occult method, they were going to try and solve or undo what horrible thing had happened.

Oddly one of my friends grabbed a defibulator and tried to zap me with it, and I didn't know why. He did zap me, and then I fell to the floor in pain. It turned out as they were dragging me, that they were going to attempt some sort of time travel.

The next thing I know I was on the street in front of my house. The street was very very busy and it took me a while to get across. Then I approached my house and oddly enough a few things were different. I checked my phone and my phone said that it was 10 days earlier, but when I went into the house asked my mother she said that it was the next day. I had thought that it had not worked at all but that I asked her and she told me that it was the year 2000. This makes no sense to me, because many things were different but they were also new.

So in the end, my reality was tampered with. =( ... The logic of my dream was utterly inconsistent.

Standing on the pavement next to me, is a blonde girl with freckles under her ocean-blue eyes staring back at me. She looked as confused as I felt. "Is there a place you would like to go?" I asked. "I don't know Copenhagen very well." In a bored tone she replied: "I don't either." "Let's walk in a direction and see what we stumble into then," I suggested. "My friends and I often did this back in Århus, when we didn't know what to do." Staring at the ground in front of her she let out a tame "sure I guess". We took a stroll down the road while I tried to keep a conversation. She however seemed more interested in her own thoughts than in me, causing me to struggle with not keeping it awkward. We made it to a white bench of resemblance to one in my garden back at home. She sat on the bench, folded her hands over her legs and continued staring at me.

This is the dream that with slight variations has been repeated for years. These are dreams that are classified as anxiety dreams. Last night, the dream began with the fact that I was again accused by the authorities in Cuba of doing something against the government. I could not remember doing anything . Supposedly according to the dream, I should stay six months in prison and then I was worried about losing my job here in America. Some nurses were trying to examine me and I began arguing about the lack of rights in Cuba. At that point I woke up. This is a non lucid dream that has been repeated many times with slight variations. In spite of having been repeated so many times I have never become ludid in them.

NON LUCID

Roberto trying holla at my girl mexican style.
Teaching deity yoga to Roberto and then put into practice.
Female black Dj from miami playing Trance music.
Vampries that incarnate over and over.
Akward skinney model poses.
Invitied to a million dollar party with roberto.