non-lucid

I was just getting up from my couch to post a new vid on youtube. I only have 20 subs on it and 1 minute after the video was uploaded, I imeditly had 21 more subs even though I am not a good youtube

06.22.2012

Give Me a Dollar (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Inside a random school building, and I believe I'm at an auditorium. I forget what is going there, but there are quite a few dream characters listening to someone.

Whatever event happened ends, and I believe I get out of the building to go do something, then I forget I left something at the auditorium looking place.

It was dark, so it was hard to tell if it really was one, anyway, I go back and I find that one guy that looked like Spencer from "The King of Queens" (the sitcom) is responsible of containing lost material.

Apparently, some girl to the side of me that I can't remember too well told me about him, and as I'm going to speak to him, she interrupts me and says,

"Give me a dollar."

"Hold on," I replied while putting my up my hand. I talk to the Spencer looking guy, and he starts showing me what I left behind. I get the stuff back, and then I have a dream shift to where I'm near a school bus.

It's pretty difficult trying to get inside of the bus, and I basically spend nearly 30 seconds or so looking like a complete idiot trying to climb up to the entrance of the bus. You literally have to take one arm, lift yourself up, and then find a place to plant your opposite feet just to get a small boost.

The bus starts, which prompts the others to start as well, and I still haven't gotten inside the bus as yet!

So I'm left dangling with my hands holding tightly at the edge of the entrance to get inside the bus. After a few seconds, I managed to pull myself up. This bus is really small, like build for only 2-3 people at most, excluding the bus driver.

I glance over to see some lady trying to run after the bus, and apparently she's some kind of assistant for the bus driver since I heard her screaming at the top of her lungs that she's supposed to get on there as well.

The bus driver ignores her though, and I only remember standing for a while inside the bus, but not sitting down.

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06.22.2012

Small Flood (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe this dream goes with the first dream. I find myself shifted to a place that feels like home. I go inside, and my father invited a few of his friends to hangout and have a drink. There's probably 3 men I recognize.

Let's just nickname them "W," "R," and "C."

R is basically standing there relaxing, and probably speculating about something because he looks a bit spaced out from my view. W is sitting down, and he looks pretty chilled as well, and he tries to ask me a question, but like the other girl in the previous dream, I tell him to hold on a little bit.

I go up to C, an adult I played tennis a few times with outside the realm of being in tennis teams in High School.

Anyway, C tells me that I've lost some weight since the last time we met, which is probably just my mind telling me that I really lost a few pounds.

I forget what I say in response, but the conversation eventually ends. Then I realize that the floor I'm walking on, it's flooded with water. It's as high as my ankles, and I decide to go upstairs.

There hasn't been a house that I remember having a two story, except for one, but it was a really small area to be in, so technically it was still a one story house.....meh whatever.

I have a few dream bits that somehow get incorporated with this dream. I see Kakashi when he was much younger from the Kakashi Gaiden arc or whatever you call it from Naruto Shippuden.

Seems Kakashi is trying to protect something wrapped in white cloth, I would presume it's a baby safely contained with open space to breathe of course. Seems he and a few other shinobi are trying to send these babies or containers for them somewhere else.

They're stored in what looks like a random house, and the most apparent feature of the place were the shelves with books.

I think Obito was there as well, but things went a little fast for me.

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06.22.2012

Demon/Incubus Version of Me? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Seems I'm engaging in some kind of Call Of Duty: War at War-esque type of dream. I believe I'm a spectator most of the time, but I have moments where I'm shooting people as well.

The area resembles the "Cliffside" map in COD:WAW, but the thing that makes it different is that the bases inside look completely new compared to old, dark, and ancient look from the actual game map. It almost felt like being inside a mini locker room.

I don't recall myself dying at all, and I do some weird things too, like lifting dead bodies and using a person's weapon to kill a few people, but that itself is something I'm not sure of.

I continue doing this until I probably get bored decided to spectate for a while. I'm inside from of the bases, and after I've seen that people aren't coming it as frequently, I see a woman come in.

She looks a lot like a girl who was from my art class that I thought was really cute.

It's call her "Allis" for my own sake.

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I get this urge to just grab her as soon as she comes in. She falls on the floor, and she's wearing black lingerie. She's a bit shocked at first, but she smiles at me, prompting me to do the same.

I feel something weird, I feel like I went through some kind of transformation. It took a while for to realize the effects, but in the mean time, I slowly advanced to her and gently slide my penis inside of her vagina.

Both of my hands are on the sides of her shoulder, not touching though. I begin thrusting her, and I see her close her eyes and moaning in pleasure.

I kind of feel how it's like to be inside her, but the sensations seemed to be suppressed, so all I feel is a nice slippery sensation.

Sucks being a virgin...

Anyway, while I'm thrusting her, I get her into the doggy-style position, and this time, I change my perspective to where I see the lower regions of my body. I can still see myself thrusting her vigorously, and my skin is blue.

Wait....I slowly look up a bit, now I have abs.....still humping Allis like an animal....then I look up and I see myself with purple wings and slightly bigger afro than I do now in waking life.

My eyeballs are yellow, and my pupils are black, and the Sclera is black as well. I have one mark below each eye going vertically, and they're red marks too.

They don't go all the way down, I'd say maybe 1-3 inches long. Sweet, guess I'm a demon. I can't be an incubus because Allis was sleeping, or maybe I managed to share a dream with her and have my way with her....hmmm...she liked it, so I guess it's not so bad.

So much for morals and ethics.

After thrusting her, I decided to go after her anally. Damn it, just doing it in the vagina was just fine Link......

I tried to forced it in, because deep down (now that I'm recalling this dream), I hated this bitch in waking life. I knew she liked me (maybe I'm just being full of myself right now), but she was always a bitch and tried to make herself look like she's all that, sure she was nice to me, but meh.

Okay, enough of that little confession. I see that forcing it isn't going to help, so I rub my cock a little bit around the rim of her asshole, and slowly push it in.

After that, I barely feel any sensations of a nice tug inside me. Think the dream fades after that.

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06.22.2012

Middle School Again... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a Middle School environment all over again, more specifically, Thornton Middle School in Texas. Some parts are a little different, but the section with different food selections and all that is still preserved like in other dreams I've had about this school.

I wait in line to get the side meals for the foam tray we're using to contain it. One of the servers, who was a male, looks young, like he's probably still in college, asks me if I wanted another part of the meal added. I kept saying yes because all of the food looked pretty damn good.

While I'm waiting in line, I arrange the food properly, and even took a little bite out of the french fries on the tray. It seems the line I'm in, the supply of the main meal is already done, so we have to move to another line, but there isn't anything interesting.

I get out of the line, look around for other sections, and I see there's a soda machine. I get a foam cum and start filling it up with Sprite, even though the logo for the part that I'm getting the Sprite from said "Asian."

In fact, all of the soda names were "Asian."

I was this close from doing a reality check, but assumed it was just some prank.

I woke up in a couch bed at my dads, the hall way near the cearial
closet and the staircase, it was literally crammed into it, I was
frusterated that my WILD technique didn't work again, followed by
some stuff I can't remember, then I had the funniest though.
"What if I was dreaming?" I did a reality check, and everything
started to collapse again, and fade. I grinned and tried to yell
"CLAIRTY NOW" but it only came out as a squeak, so I sang, I can
see clearly now, the rain is gone, I can see all obstials in my
way.." and everything was clear. A few seconds later, my dad woke
me up and I told him about my second long lucid dream, I didn't
do a reality check or anything so that didn't make me lucid again.
that was a 3-4 layered dream.

I just write everything down in a notepad doc, then copy and paste it here. This was my second lucid dream if it counts, but atleast my second sucessful reality check, and a unique dream for me.

Date: 21/06/2012
Place: My holiday caravan
Time of getting into bed: 00.22am
I took 100mg B6 tablet before bed

My notes claim I woke up at 2.55am after a dream, but forgot the dream instantly.

Dream 1 - Non Lucid dream - 3.51am

Myself, my partner, and two of our closest friends are talking in a room. I am discussing dreaming with one of my friends, although I don't remember mentioning lucid dreaming, I do remember talking about dream signs. We decide to try and share a dream, and look out for each other in out dreams. I do remember talking about how dreams were another life while you slept.
Suddenly we are on the streets of Manchester, England. We are walking over a large, old stone bridge, very wide with old stone buildings up either side. It is a beautiful place, but very stone and grey. I am still talking about dreaming, and telling them what to expect. I do tell them a wave of water will crash over us, but not to worry because it cannot hurt us! Soon enough, a huge, crashing flood of water rushes onto the bridge, like a tsunami. I climb with ease up a telegraph pole, and the water just wets my feet. I am not scared, but the others are a little. They get washed away a bit by the water (so they are now behind me) but are not hurt. After I climb down, the water has passed and I now tell the others that what happens next is called Hypnogogia, and although it can be frightening, it will not hurt us and will pass. (How I did not get lucid I do not know) and then, a mist-like wind (like the spirit, or ghost of the water) rushes by, it makes a noise like screaming, tortured human voices shouting out. I am alarmed but know it is safe so I just watch. There appears to be neon, glowing, shadows of people (the people screaming) they are not real, just like holograms or visions. They soon pass and it is quiet again.
We are now back at the room (where we began) but now we all have beds and sleeping bags on the floor. We try to settle down for the night, but one of my friends has a young girl (8yrs?) at the bottom of his bed, sleeping. He cannot sleep because she is taking up room making him uncomfortable. Eventually I ask her politely to go on her own bed, which is empty. She agrees, but only if she can have a sleeping bag as she was cold (hence her being in said friends bed) we agree, and we all fall asleep.

Dream fragments - Non Lucid dreams - 5.08am

Here my notes are very sparse.

'I was eating something... and thinking that I wasn't eating when I was falling asleep, so where did I get this food from...?

Me and my partner are naked, in bed with someone else. Although there is no sex or sexual intentions, we do accidentally 'rub' bodies with this other person and make jokes about it.'

I feel relaxed and decide to try and WILD I seem to be trying for some time and decide I am too awake. At one point I enter SP, but fall asleep. I wake and try again a few times, hazily between sleeping. Perhaps I wasn't really sure what I was doing. At one point I enter SP and my partner moves around, waking me up. I am too annoyed to try again. I seem to not be able to fully relax inside my head, maybe the B6?


***NOTEWORTHY***
I believe I was being woken by my partner's movements, and the sounds of birdsong outside when trying to WILD, my mind wandered frequently, maybe the B6?
Dreaming about LUCID DREAMS didn't make me lucid!
I was reading about SP and Hypnogogia during the day
I was a little ill (eaten something bad) before bed

The dream started when I was on a mw3 map, zoomed into a missile type thing. When I realised this must be a dream. I zoomed out of it and looked at my hands, my 2 fingers in the middle of each hand were curled, funny that happened because I saw a teacher at school who had fingers like that just yesterday. I then tried to stabilize my dream but got distracted and forgot to do a nose pinch rc, I then thought of what to do and I tried to spawn someone I wanted to see they where there but disappeared when I turned around. I tried a few times but it didn't work. I looked at my hands and tried to visualize a beach but ended up in blackness, then im not too sure what happened but I think I lost lucidity around here, but somehow the dream turned into modern warfare 3 and I was shooting people and it was coming up on the feed. After a while I saw a nice car and I thought I hope my dream don't end because I want to drive this, I done a nose pinch rc too at that moment, so I got in the car and I was there for a few seconds then the dream ended. Im a bit confused to whether I was lucid when I saw that car.

My 2nd dream/ It all started off weirdly where there was a camera looking somewere outside my house and there were people and my mum said it was happening again and she got up the news on tv so I thought lets call the police, it didn't work.

Im not sure if this was the same dream but this is when the good part comes im with this girl and im introducing her to my family, we planned to go out to dinner but there was lots of family there and I got shy, so I told them im not going and I was going somewhere else with her, so I went to find her and my dad came with me, when he told her she looked sorta surprised but then my dad started to get forceful and he said u better go then im not sure what happened but he started to sort of push her away and I told him to stop it then after a while I didn't know where she was and the dream ended.

Today is the first day I started wondering if I could explore my dreamworld, and use it to realize my deepest feelings and to accomplish my best wishes. All of this happened with a vaguely remembered dream from last night that I think was very weird but interesting. I only remember few details, I think it's because I don't have so much training like you guys, but I did my best to remember it.

Suddenly I was in my house, in my homeland (far from I am today), standing in "my" room looking at a forgotten friend, somebody that I really know but because of life issues and mistakes I made we had to separate from each other. She... was somehow standing at the window, watching the street. Then I heard somebody to say "Be careful, you will fall off". Immediately I thought it was impossible because the window blinds are separated by three inches and no one can fit and pass through it. But it happened... I vaguely remember her body (specially her legs), moving like falling from a balcony through the window. I started to feel that sensation of problems and stress and bad thoughts about the girl. I run to the balcony to see what happened, she was hanging from an edge beneath the window... I run to safe her, but something stopped me: WITHOUT SHOES?? "What did I care about it?" I thought later, but in the dream that was SOMETHING THAT I HAD TO WEAR...

Next time I was in the street, looking (just knowing that it was there, without details and blurring) at her dead body, and someone (I knew he was my little brother but don't really remember his face) said "She broke her back..." A jump again to something like a little grave made of rocks with her dead body in there just at the same place of her death. I remember me feeling so sad and stressed, I wasn't aware that I was dreaming at ANY MOMENT...

The dream slowly diffused in my recalls as I later talk with my mom about calling my friend's mom at a neighbor's house.

I tried to find some specific symbols to this dream but I don't really find something interesting, maybe if someone can tell me his/her interpretation... I would really appreciate it... It was everything make up from my subconscious, I wasn't lucid...

Non-Dream Dream

I was able to recall bits and pieces from 5 separate dreams today:

Dream 1: When I woke up I remember thinking "I am not prepared." That is all I can remember.

Dream 2:

One of my co-workers, WW, appears to me looking like Kung Lao from the Mortal Kombat video game. He is very wise.

Dream 3:

I am participating in a sort of corporate olympics for my company. The two events I play in are baseball and basketball. The baseball tournament is a very big deal and I am the star player. Our team goes on to play coaches from MLB. Someone on the team named Chung (fit, bald Asian guy - don't know him in real life) has a baby.

In the basketball tournament I help some crappy player dunk the ball. I eat a Big Mac and some other burgers. The Big Mac has 4 patties and I am allowed to eat them because I am playing basketball (I can burn it all off).

Dream 4:

I am in some sort of college scene in a weird apartment building run by an old lady (someones mom?). The apartment walls are covered in 100's of pictures of all the tenants.

Note - this old lady has appeared in my dreams before but I don't know who she is.

Dream 5:

My current neighbors have a zoo in their back yard. Even though they are my current neighbors, my house is the one I grew up in on Pam Ln. I get into a fight with the neighbors because their zoo animals escape and come into our yard. My cat Vito kills two of them and tracks another over the fence (this was rather comical because this cat is 17 pounds and does not climb fences).

I clearly recall seeing a baby giraffe and two very strange birds looking at me through the kitchen windows.

So i went to bed thinking about visiting The World That Never Was, or Neverland, and sort of thought out how a continuation would play out. Who I would look for and now the places would look....etc etc. I mainly focused on Neverland because that dream was so bizarre. Who knows....maybe the Lost Boys were pirates now.

I'm outside in grassy parking lot next to a brown truck with a couple of people. The guy who owns the truck is a friend of a friend, and he's some kinda drug hustler. I'm very cautious of the situation, and I want to leave before I hear too much or get involved. Just then the guy says "I need some bookends to guard my stuff". Before even questioning "who the fuck says bookends", I'm given a choice of weapons to use to guard his truck. There's a full automatic shotgun, and some long range rifle. He's asking me if I know what they are and how to use them. Oddly enough I had my M-16 with me and told him that I'd be fine with Kasha. The rest of the people leave and I'm left there with one other guy to guard the truck.

I see a truck that circles the parking lot, and there's a couple of guys on the back of it. As they pass by, they eye me and the other guy up and down, like they're looking for trouble. They make another pass, and stop the truck right in front of us. This one guy, couldn't have been older than 18 pulls out this long 22 that's modified into a rifle. He points it at me, and starts talking trash. I placed my hand over the barrel and moved it out of the way, and tried to convince him that he needed to do something else with his spare time. He got out of the truck and pointed it at me again, and I shot him in his right arm. Now they feel like the need to call the cops and paramedics and all that jazz, and I'm running through all the details in my head. Even if it was in self defense, I don't have a weapons permit....so I may be screwed. I'm talking to D's parents about the situation and .....yeah things change.

I'm in a building and there's a lot of people there. Both D's are here, and maybe J. I see a bunch of girls in purple scrubs, and they're looking at me like "don't they know you"? I told them "nah, they're most of my friends have graduated, these are new". Just then on of the girls comes up and yells my name and hugs me......then another and then another. The last one kisses me on the lips, and says thanks. I look over at my friends and say "You see this shit right? All over me....but as soon as I try to make a move they'll shut me down". Hell, I didn't even recognize those girls...the last one was amazing though. Chocolate skin, and eyes that would make you forget the world was even created.

I'm watching a debate between Abraham Lincoln and Elvis Presley, and they're going back and forth and Lincoln says something that Elvis doesn't like. Elvis walks up to him and starts yelling, (he sounds like Ronald Reagan for some reason) and headbutts him in the nose. Then security comes out. They have yellow suits with white rifles that look like M-14's that shoot rubber bullets. I started complaining to a girl who I was with about how I hate that security is a reactionary method that gets worse because of "one guy that had to mess it up for everybody". I think I remember being in a car.......more weirdness ensued, but I don't remember now.

Unknown Date

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Sunflower Seeds
Kangaroo station, payed with cash
Hot wings
Nanairo Nico Nico Douga
Cheetahmen

June 6, 2012. Nap.

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Powers, tiny people (I had watched Arrietty just before), Maigo song (From My Neighbor Totoro)

June 6, 2012. Bedtime: 3:15 AM; Time of awakening: 9:35 AM. No WBTB.

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something...battle
robots - my daughter (protecting her, iirc)
Ctrl+O = Shield
Gardevoir
Lasers, escaping

Type: Non-lucid
Level of Control: N/A

June 8, 2012. Bedtime: Midnight. Time of awakening: ??? WBTB: ???

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Pokemon Red/Blue
Guy living in my attic
I was The Chosen One again
Lots of FAs and LDs, but I never really became lucid. The RCs never made it CLICK for me at all.

Type: Non-lucid

Level of Control: n/a

June 13, 2012. Bedtime: 12:30 AM. Time of awakening: 7:30 AM WBTB: N/A

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Changeling - short hair, spiky, boy
Doctor Who
Gas can, ask construction workers for it, I'm a girl so they give it for free (changeling)
Girl is blonde, she's an actress?/me
Bling (lolidk)

Lava
Tower
Bowser?
Sonic/Speedrun
Invincible/Unarmored but skilled
Lion Kind - Timon & Pumbaa
Dad

Type: Non-lucid

Control: N/A

Unknown Date

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2 Lucid Dreams. In the first, I had a hamster and I was going to take it out of the house but I was like "Oh, I'm dreaming" and became lucid. I lost lucidity quickly but the dream continued. I don't know how I regained lucidity, but I went into this living room of this house and said "Show me how to have more lucid dreams!" but nothing happened. I couldn't talk at first: it took me a little bit to figure out how to do it.
I decided to start climbing the walls and lost lucidity at one point
My sister's ex was there wearing a wig. We were at a pool that had go-karts go around it. A pig chased a cow over a fence and we heard lots of animal screams. Cow murdering pig maybe?

Big part of this was that I could FEEL things. It might have been the ADAish stuff I've been doing, but I was more aware of how things felt.

Type: Lucid
Level of Control: Little

June 19, 2012

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This was a very very very exciting dream for be because I used PORTALS. It's been one of my dream goals to learn how to use portals and even though this was a non-lucid dreams, I did just that.
I had watched Sherlock Holmes just before going to bed so it influenced this dream a LOT. There were gypsies and birds as part of the plot, and I could do time travel with the portals (maybe. Not sure.)

So I finally learned how portals works, even if I wasn't lucid. Awesome. This dream was very much inspired by Sherlock Holmes, too. There was a point that there were like gypsies and I deciphered a code that used bird whistles as the code.

Spoiler for Warning: Sherlock Holmes spoiler:

I also "died" at some point but not really like Holmes did.

WBTB was slightly better. 5:30 AM might be a sweet spot for me. Next time I'm lucid I'll practice portals more (Hint: I didn't xD)

June 20, 2012

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Kumquat (a person who hosts a My Little Pony page on Facebook)
MLP stickers
VERY light trees. I was picking up logs like they were nothing
Tall guy. I mentioned for some reason that "I'm a trap, y'know."

June 21, 2012 Nap

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Dwarf and I were running/hiding from giant sloths.
Castle - built by Toph

Became lucid, don't remember much. The DCs made the castle for me, the dreamer. They were very nice. I liked them.
I lost lucidity at one point while I was playing with my dogs, not really doing anything. Just playing with them.

EDIT: BEFORE I FORGET. I called out for the Golden Fox, which I've decided is one of the forms I want to learn to shapeshift to, but I don't remember much about it. Come to think of it, why'd I call for the Golden Fox if I want to be the Golden Fox? Maybe he's my Dream Guide?

I got in a car with a couple of dudes. My friends, I guess. Dunno where we were going.
I re-attained lucidity when I looked at my hands. At first, they were real blurry and I just had one extra finger, but then they were like...bent and I had lost of extra fingers and stuff. I spent a lot of time just staring at my hands cause I found it interesting. I controlled a few things in the dream, but I had to repeat my command a few times.
I remember we were driving and I saw a trolley cart thing on a zipline. You know the ones. Whatever they're called, I saw one. I was like "Man, what would you do if I just grabbed that and threw it...wait, that's stupid. Nothing, because I'm dreaming. Open the sunroof."
The DC really really didn't wanna open that sunroof, but I was adamant. I kept repeating "The sunroof is open" until it did so.

Stupid me, I wanted to fly up there and get that cart. I started losing lucidity, not being able to fly well. Eventually it just...stopped. I was like "Oh, I'm in that black void thing. I'll just reenter my dream" but I could tell that I had just woken up.

Making another note here: HUGE SUCCESS.

This was brilliant. Long, stable-ish, vivid dream, just like my mantra. I think it's time to start working on switching my focus to dream control, since I'm having a very good number of LDs now, and I'm getting to the point that I can control them.

Type: Lucid and non-lucid
Level of Control: Although it was far more than I usually have, I'm still going to have to say it was very little control. I just followed along with the dream plot and couldn't figure out what I wanted to practice (portals would be that, remember? )

Oh yes, before I forget: one more dream. I didn't write it down because it scared the shit out of me and I think I just wanted to forget it at the time.

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I don't remember much, just the ending. I was talking with a group of people I don't know about like demons/whatever they were and I mentioned that I'd seen some before. They asked me what it was like and I started telling a story that was nothing like my actual experience with what I've noticed people here call "shadow men."

Well, as I was telling the story, I could hear this vibrating ringing in the distance, and I could feel something near me. As I continued to tell the story, it got closer and closer and the ringing got louder and the vibrations became harder until it was just way too much and I begun to scream. The last thing I heard was myself screaming, and I was all of a sudden just lying in my bed, staring at the darkness of my nightmask. It was like in the movies, where you have a nightmare thing and your eyes just shoot open. Yeah, like that. First nightmare I've had in a while. Had a lot of similarities to the DJ entry "Vibrations" of mine

Funeral

I was going to a funeral for someone (?). People were packing for the occasion, and I realized I was late to pack. I started folding my clothes thinking I'd be OK if I just got on it. It was kind of stressfull.

At the location of the funeral, it was kind of like a party. I was supposed to dress respectably, but I didn't have the right clothes, though nobody was in a suit.

At one point I was going to change. I had 2 shirts on and was trying to take the top one off. Later I still had to change my shirt. The nicest one I had was a Hawaiian shirt, but someone said it would be fine. I tride to take of the shirt I was wearing, but now there were 2 shirts on underneath it, so it was really tight and I couldn't get it off.

At one point I was in a prop plane with Oprah or something. I thought how it was interesting to be in a plane. I asked if it felt weird being in such a large vehicle. I said, "I drive a bus, but this is still a pretty big vehicle."

We were going to drive the plane to the funeral, but we never went anywhere. Now, outside the plane, others were already up at the body. I was running a little late.

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A Superfine Girl

I was with a girl who was so hot it was unbelievable. She was stuck up and knew she was hot, Another girl was there too and she looked really nice.

A question came up about who I thought was beautiful and I said both of them. She told me to wash my hands because I should have known that was the wrong answer or something like that.

I just stroked her hair and held her around the waist. She was so-o-o-o hot!

i was texting casey talking about our all nighter and discussing random shit when i told him something about being able to come through aim at which point he attempted to crawl through our IM's and did so succesfully he came through and laid next to me on the floor [i think i was already kindof lying down somehow] it was crazy i looked into his eyes and i was so excited that he was there i couldnt believe my eyes...he was so handsome and right there and i just wanted to kiss him so bad and then i leaned over and started talking to him the next thing i know is the dream flashes over to a different time and we were again talking i think this time he came through aim already all dressed up [i believe i was having a party or something of the sort or somebody was anyway..] i saw him walking along buttoning up his shirt [white, collared] i think he ended up finding his way over to me and we chatted before the dream again switched over to a different time this time i remember talking to him on something smililar to aim [our IMs] and we were talking about how amazing it was when he had come over to lay down and while we were at the party and just in general and i think it went to the conversation of how cute we used to be back in the day at this point i think we had a video up and then i leaned up and i guess it was this weird app but i leaned toward his name on the im screen and kissed him...and then there came the fireworks in me belly and then i hahd to 'send' the kiss and then i could nt believe i had kissed him but i wanted to again sooo bad but he was all the way in jersey and i remember my friend being there and i looked up at here then suddenly i was outside standing on some mailbox type thing and these guys came up thinking that they were so fuckin cool and trying to do shit and i said somdthing to them but i dont really remember the rest because i woke up pretty soon after that. also i think there was another part in theere with that house but, he was only vaugly in it via my thoughts in the dream.

I can only remember 1 short dream from last night so here goes. logic and reason were 2 guys in my dream and they were trying to teach me that you can't have both logic and reason in a dream. which was kinda weird since thats what they were representing in my dream yet they were both there. The logic guy had a suit that had a big L on the front of it. The reason guy the same thing but with an R.

21.06.2012

British Money! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


Me, my mum and my sister all enter a corner shop to buy some food. Once we've taken our items to the counter I hand over a pile of coins with which to pay.

Unimpressed, the Swedish woman behind the counter asks about a particular coin, a 20p. After attempting to scan it in the barcode scanner she tells us she won't accept it, unsure of what it is.

'It's British Money!' I shout, suddenly agitated.

After arguing for a few minutes, I casually knock over an empty wine bottle as an intimidation tactic. She draws a knife and beckons me over to her.

Of course I know that would end with me being stabbed, so I refuse. A punch up starts, and I win easily.

We begin to leave with our shopping, but put it down by the door in case it sets off the alarm.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

It looks like being chased may be a dream sign. I almost became lucid in the exact same spot as I did in my last LD. The only difference is that I was actually pretty quick when I ran, I'm usually slow and out of breath.

I was walking out of the school car parking area (possibly car parking lots are a dream sign too?) and I noticed a suspicious looking black van. It was almost dark and the van's headlights were on. I saw a guy opening the door furthest away from me, so I sprinted faster than I ever have until I reached the spot where I was lucid in my other dream. I performed a reality check, but I was too busy running from the man. I also thought it was real because I was running at a decent speed, so I kept going. I turned right into the forest which was all of a sudden day time and noticed a big tree was blocking me. I didn't stop running so I had a couple of seconds to decide what way I was going to go around it. Left which was narrow or right which was a little swampy. I turned left a little bit but changed my mind and the last second and crashed into the tree. I heard the guy behind me but he was on a bicycle and I woke up.

My recall was okay this morning, even with my WILD attempt, but I didn't have any time to write down some notes, so I only got the one dream down later on in the day.

This morning when I attempted a WILD, I got closer than I have in a long time. I managed to actually get out of bed, empty my bladder and go back to bed. There were 2 things that prevented me from relaxing though. There were birds screeching outside and my stomach was empty and hurting. I have an idea, I will take some snacks, a drink and I will set my alarm 30 minutes earlier. 4:30am to 4am, maybe the birds will not squawk at that time.

Thanks for reading .

Dream One: I'm sitting at a school desk in a concrete parking deck. There are other desks, and it's like this parking deck is a classroom. There's graffiti on one of the walls, but I can't remember what was written/drawn. The teacher is a female, but I didn't pay much attention to her either. Whatever she's teaching us about, I'm so very sure she's wrong about it so I'm ignoring her and thinking to myself, "That's wrong. That's so wrong! Why are textbooks that are supposed to teach us and make us smarter, filled with lies that leave us none the wiser about anything even if we read them cover to cover?!" Then the girl beside me and the girl in front of me are chatting, and they turn around and ask me if I have apiece of paper they can borrow to write each others numbers down. I say sure, and reach into my bag to grab the notebook I always carrying around. In waking life, this little palm sized notebook is completely blank, I'll jot down my grocery list or whatever I need, and tear the page out when I'm done because I like seeing blank sheets rather than sheets and sheets of my horrible handwriting that look messy. In the dream however, this book is filled with hand written pages detailing dreams. I start to worry that I won't find a blank sheet, and so I rip out the last sheet of the journal that has June 25th and 26th on it (and there's no way my dreams would fit on a single page, let alone in a notebook that small! Let alone have two days worth of dreams on a single page, ha ha) I hope that the girls won't laugh at me when they read my dreams on their sheet of paper, and I rip the paper in half so that each girl will get half to write her number on. Then I realize there's a blank sheet stuck to the back of the sheet I just ripped, so I hand them the blank sheet that is now halved instead of the sheets with my journal entries. I crumble the entries up in my hand and toss them into my bag. I momentarily feel sad because I feel like I've ruined those dreams, but then I realize I can just rewrite them as the first entries in a new dream journal and I'm happy with this. I notice that some people are walking around handing out small gifts to everyone. There are a few gifts on my desk as well, but I don't know any of these people. I realize they're giving the gifts to the whole class, not just their friends, and I find this very generous. The only gift that really sticks out to me is a little lamp. It's a brown square base, with a palm tree on the right side. The light is in a coconut in the palm tree, and it shines down to illuminate little gold sequins that are glued to the brown base to look like pirates gold on an island. For some reason, this lamp reminds me of Tinkerbell, and I ask who made it. A guy with sandy brown hair stands up and takes credit for it, and I tell him it's beautiful, then tell him how it reminds me of tinker bell and just needs a little gold glitter to look like pixie dust. He offers to teach me how to make them myself and I can make my own lamp with pixie dust, but he's not very interested in the whole Tinkerbell thing. I tell him thanks, but I'm not very good at making things. Then everyone around us is leaving, so I grab my bags and start to leave too. I walk out of the parking deck into an ally, and I look out towards an open street with a field on the other side where the sun is shining (the parking deck and large building made the ally all dark and shadowy) I start walking towards the sun, and I either thought of my mom or saw my mom, but I woke up before I could make it into the sun.

Dream Two: I'm in a car, in the back seat with my BFF. My husband is driving, and her husband is riding shot gun. We're driving through a big city at night. We see a limo, and I tell her it's a celebrity who ran for president but didn't win. I tell her I think we need a younger president that will bring our country up with the times rather than trying to set so many "moral" codes straight out of the bible like a grandparent. (Real sore point for me, I have nothing against Christians, I just feel like it's not fair that people of other religions have to form to christian ideals when it comes to marriage and such. I mean really, it may be against the christian religion for people to be gay, but it's not against MY religion... and maybe it's not against most gay peoples either, so why on earth can they not have a legal union through the state if their religion allows it?) Right, back to the dreams, ha ha. So then we're driving by all these huge sky scrapers because it's a BIG city apparently, and I point to a hotel where I think I went to an anime convention. My husband tells me no, he'll show me when we pass the right hotel. So he does, and there's an old man and an old woman holding these antique guns with the little blades on the end like in the civil war. They're dressed in old country clothing, and look straight out of a time machine. Then for a moment my bff and I get out of the car and go look at a water fountain. Someone says something about how people often look down on the free things they can do in big cities because others make a big deal of the sights you have to pay to see. But even if your poor, you can see some amazing things. The best sights are the free ones that everyone is too snobby to admit they went to see (or to even bother going to see because it makes them feel poor). Or that was the basic gist anyways, I don't remember what was said word for word. I ask my bff is she wants me to get a penny of my bag so we can make wishes, but she just wants to get back in the car because she's scared our husbands have left. At first I don't see the car, but then she points to it and it's a sky blue hatchback. Neither of us have a car like that, in fact she has a blue car and I have a hatchback, so maybe it was a fusion of both. We get back in the car, and after a bit on the road, my husband falls asleep or something and the car is out of control. I end up standing up in the back seat and reaching over the seat and steering. Somehow the pedals got moved to the back of the car too, so I'm able to break and put on the gas. My BFFs husband complains that I'm driving crazy, and I tell him to get over it, It's hard to drive straight in this position! Then I make a lane change and cut across three lanes to make a left hand turn. Then suddenly it turns into a video game and instead of a car, I'm using a gaming controller to control a guy on a snowboard. It actually looks like that game on the N64 when I was a kid, "Snowboard Kids" I need to make five laps to win, but for some reason it skips me to the next course even though I've only done one lap. Then it does it again with the next course, and send me along after one lap instead of 5. This I find very odd, then I wake up.

Dream Three (LUCID! for a second): I'm standing in what looks like a parking lot, and there's a wooden structure to my left that is very crudely built with gaps and stuff. It's just a couple of platforms where you'd climb on one, to climb on the other. In the dream I'm pretty sure I'm playing assassins creed and about to practice the parkour stuff in the game (forgive me, I can't remember what they call it in the actual game, lol) So I run and half run up the wall of the short platform, then pull myself up onto. I stop and think for a moment, wow that was really easy! It shouldn't be that easy for me to climb up here. This is probably a dream. I lift my hand, and I see that I am wearing black fingernail polish like in waking life, and I have the ring on. I count my fingers, and I only have five, but I'm still really sure this is a dream. I wake up before I can nose plug reality check -_-

I almost don't want to count that lucid because it was so short and usually I have a couple lucids, then go three or four weeks until I have a couple more in a week, then go another 3 weeks to a month before I have two more, and so forth and so on. Maybe if I refuse to accept that one, I'll have another one sooner rather than later