non-lucid

12/26/11

Donut Data
I am in my car and on my way to work. I have a job at a data center at a hospital. I didn't really want to take such a position again, but I felt I had no choice since I haven't been finding a job in computer or game design. I get to work and I park in a parking garage that seems much larger than it needs to be. I realize I forgot my lunch. I work nights, so it isn't really lunch, but I know I will be hungry. I also have no money. It's ok, I think, I'll just jack someone else's lunch. No one will ever know it was me. I don't stop to consider that the other person will be hungry or that there might not be anyone else's lunch available… I go to the data center and get ready to start working. There are other people there with me, but they are not computer operators. They are going about other business. I fill out a couple of forms I need to complete before starting the nightly backup. As I fill out the forms I wonder if I am getting it wrong. The form looks different somehow… In the data center I find a box of donuts being kept warm on the exhaust vent of one of the computers. I take two donuts. An idiot comes in and starts eating donuts in the data center, dripping jelly everywhere, including in the computers. I hear jelly sizzling inside the circuits, but nothing goes wrong. I head to get the backup tapes, hoping I can get a backup of the data and get out of there before the computers take a major jelly-induced crap.


Lord of the Flies
I am in a strange place, I look around and see it looks like the interior of a volcano or something… actually the entire area is filled with volcanoes. The sky is filled with black clouds and there are actual rivers of flowing lava coming from some of the surrounding mountains. The result is that the landscape is bathed in an eerie reddish glow. Somehow the air isn't choked with smoke, though, most of that seems to stay in the upper atmosphere. Maybe kept there by wind currents? There are cloaked people around me, eleven of them to be exact, standing in a circle around me. I realize I am lying on a bed of soft grasses and hay, and the people around me are chanting. It's as if I can hear a song playing in my head… Iron Maiden's "Lord of the Flies" is clear in my mind. I feel healing energy washing over me, and I know they are trying to help me feel better, I am feeling better already… more motivated, less depressed. I relax and let them do their ritual.


I don't care for this world anymore
I just want to live my own fantasy
Faith has brought me to these shores
What was meant to be is now happening

I've found that I like this living in danger
Living on the edge it feels... it makes me feel as one
Who cares now what's right or wrong it's reality
Killing so we survive wherever we may roam
Wherever we may hide we've got to get away

I don't want existence to end
We must prepare ourselves for the elements
I just want to feel like the storm
We don't need a code of morality

I like all the mixed emotion and anger
It brings out the animal the power you can feel
And feeling so high on this much adrenalin
Excited but scared do you believe what we've become?

Saints and sinners
Something within us
We are lord of the flies

Saints and sinners
Something willing us
To be lord of the flies

This is my first DJ so I'll start with an explanation. Most of my dreams transition into other dreams or "bridge" to other dreams I like to call it. The bit of dream that I can remember I'll write down now.

I started at a fair or carnival. I was on some sort of Canoe type ride that sent me through a type of forest. There was no water, it was a dry land canoe ride. Bobbing and weaving through the trees we went. I was with at least one girl and one guy in the canoe. We stop in a small nearly dried up river bed. I look behind us and see a 50ft wave coming at us carrying everything from trees to a small one room house or perhaps a tiki hut type of bar. I had a sense that we were in the canoe from the start to outrun the wave but the wave caught up. I knew then the only way to survive was to let the wave take the canoe and ride it to safety. We rode the wave to safety and the dream "bridged" to a new dream.

I was now in a walmart type of store and walking through it with my Ex-gf. I'll start with a little bit of info. My ex and I broke up about August of this year and while I rarely think of her awake... In my dreams she's frequently there. Back to the dream we were walking through walmart. I had a sense of needing to "steal" her away from her now current bf and found with little ease that I was able too. We had a small conversation about her bf and that I was better and all that.

The dream ended or I cant remember anything past that or before it. Feel free to comment as I would like some insight but let me tell you. When I say I barely think of my ex now it's because I'm with a 5 foot tall, 105 pound filipino model. Trust me, my ex is a shadow compared to her. Haha

Thebeastofold's Dream


Giant bottle of wine, high school odd friend


I was in a strange living room and an old high school friend, D, wandered in and i had the feeling he had come for an unannounced visit...i got up and when i went to greet him, he turned around and went back outside. i followed him and he was rummaging through boxes that looked like boxes i had seen in the past..maybe in storage, or the garage, he pulled out a huge bottle of wine out of one of the smaller ones...it shouldnt have fit in that box, i cant remember the name on the bottle, but he, my parents, who suddenly appeared next to me and I got in an arguement about the bottle, i wanted to drink it, parents wanted me to re-store it... " you can use it later" they kept telling me...the next thing i know, i'm chasing D all over the house and garage etc as he opens and rummages in everythng he could get his hands on... finally he runs out in the back yard and as i apporach him he gets a huge grin on his face and hops away backwards on one foot at very high speed out the back gate and disappears down the street......dream shift

dream fragment:

I'm having a phone conversation with my late grandma......

NON-LUCID

12/26/11

Dream 1:

I'm on YouTube and apparently every video that I posted on my account had at least 300k-400k views. I was pretty surprised since most of them were Runescape videos (I never posted a Runescape video).

One video was me falling all the way down in Dragon armor and a slayer helm.



I was going to kill dragons probably because I saw Super Antifire potions and a huge load of Super Restore Potions.



And people commenting on the videos were basically spamming random crap like they always do on YouTube videos.

I was island-hopping with my friends, quite literally: jumping and swimming around to get to the nearby islands. There was a big, gold buddha monument and buildings that looked like toys everywhere. My sister held my hand, as she led the way. We dove under. The water was crystal clear blue (much like swimming in the pool). It was beautiful. We resurfaced and waved at our friends. There also were boats and planes around, a cartoony-like image.

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Upon arriving at a place that was dim and damp, with wooden floors and walls, I was introduced to my fiance. An arranged marriage or so it seems. I recognized him (Hyun-Bin), but in this dream he's just some random guy I met for the first time. We were told to answer slam-book like questions in the blackboard to get to know each other.
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We were being chased (can't remember who I was with). We trespassed a building that was fenced all around. It looked like a school, a monastery, and a convent all at the same time. The ceilings were low. Walls were cream and maroon-colored. When we passed by a dojo-room with an ongoing martial arts class, we barged in and said we wanted to learn, thinking we could get away from whoever was chasing us. They caught us up though. One guy pointed a big pencil-like weapon (which is weird) directly at my right eye. I feared for my life, but I wasn't able to move either. He wasn't able to hit me because people around saved me.

Dream #1: My GF and I were leaving my house. We were sitting in my car in the drive way and she had presents for everyone. She told me that she still needed to wrap more, and wanted to put a red ribbon on some of them. I looked around my block and noticed most of the houses had long bright red ribbons out front. I had the "brillant" idea: "Why don't we let my next door neighbor wrap your presents!" (In real life I've done nothing but exchange awkward waves with him.)

Stationed in his driveway was a heavy looking sewing machine from the 50's, for some reason I felt it could be of use (with the ribbons?)...

Note: My next door neighbor has not taken down his Christmas tree since he put it up before Christmas 2010. I have joked about this a number of times with my GF, and I have lucidly entered his house at least once (see Blackbird Flying. I also caught a reflection of myself in his front window in the lucid dream: Cloud Form)

Dream #2: I was laying in bed when Fred walked over and laid down in my usual spot. He told me he had been working hard on the computer and his neck was hurting. So he needed to lay down in a special way using my pillow.

Note: This is the second dream I have recalled in which Fred was in my bedroom as if he lived here. I also recently posted a dream in which I was in his and Katie's room (Stealing Mexican Food)

Dream 1
I was playing basketball in a two-on-two match. The match took place in an arena I don't know which one but Ron Artest was taking the mick. He kept saying stuff like "Not in my house!" and he was always blocking my shots,since he's tall I couldn't do anything nor could my partner, I don't know who Artest's partner was.

After the match Ron Artest was like "No hard feelings" and drove us home in a blue chevrolet captiva. A dream sign occured when we started driving through a supermarket like Westfield. I still didn't go lucid.

Dream 2
I was in college and I left my classroom. I turned into Jango Fett and had to hunt bounty. I decided alive would be best. The bounty was a smart kid who probably skipped detention or something.

When I found him I didn't taze him but I did shoot some blue thing from the top of my wrist that made him freeze in his position. I tied him up and carried him to the teacher.

Side Notes
I had an hypnagogic image. Something happened, I think my Dad read something that didn't make any sense. I made a face like "WUT!" I felt my eyebrows go up and mu face scrunch up. I think I could've gone lucid.

I was on a highschool trip in France when I decided to leave a camping site. I went to Luzern, Switzerland, to find a Japanese girl I've met at IAESTE conference (in reality I met the girl, Yuki Motoda, 3 years after the actual highschool trip, and fell in love with her). I didn't know where to search for her, so I just wandered in the streets, asking random people about her. Most of them didn't reply at all. After a long long time I got into ZHAW campus. I walked in the corridors, asking the students about Yuki Motoda, but most of them didn't know her. I saw Swiss students doing various things - studying, eating their lunch, partying, playing volleyball. I almost gave up. When I asked the last girl in the school eatery about Yuki, she started to laugh. Then I noticed why. Yuki was sitting next to her. She was fast asleep on the table, wearing her favorite green pullover. I grabbed her hand we started to run fast. When we stopped, we were near some creaky, roof-less cottage in Alps. We went in and that was the first time Yuki said something. "Why?", she asked, starring at me. I didn't reply. We went to a cellar of the cottage. There was a horse waiting for us. I lifted her and set her on the horse, then I sat behind her. We left the cottage through some underground corridor. Before we entered the corridor I saw various warning boards. The only one i remember is "The corridor is safe to use, with the exception of blind riders." [Then an alarm of a car near the house woke me up.]

I was in a basketball game. This felt like when I was in middle school and played at the CT gym. I had some girls on my team and was playing against some people I knew. I can identify only Mustafa and Craig as my opponents. There seemed to be some kind of hostility between me and them. Mustafa would guard me by basically hugging me, and I got pissed off, and Craig was talking shit.

My team was not doing well, I do not remember scoring a single basket. Whenever I pass to one of my teammates, they would either lose the ball, or miss a shot. When I had the ball, I felt like I was guarded very tightly and forced to make a bad pass. When I dribbled, it felt like I had very little control of the ball and I was unable to make any baskets.

I was in the area on Brookhurst street and I see a dairy queen across the street. I have a craving for some ice cream so I cross the street and go inside. I don't get any ice cream, but I ask to use the rest room. They give me a key attached to one of those rods. I leave the restaurant and walk along the street. It is now starting to become night time. I notice Julie in her office doing Laundry. I didn't want her to see me so I just continue walking, and thought about seeing her later.

When I get to the end of the street, I cross over to the side that I was originally on. Strangely it feels like it is day time again. On the other side of the street there is a comic book store, with one guy working behind the counter. I go in and look around briefly and then I leave. I check out some of the other stores and then return to the comic book store again. This time I stick around and check out the place. The clerk showed me some Pokemon and street fighter stuff. They had T shirts of various designs on the walls. The one that caught my attention was a series of C.Viper shirts in a Marvel comics style.

While inside I kept checking time time to see if it was too late to go across the street. My watch told me it was around 11pm yet it was perfectly sunny outside.

12/15/11

NON-LUCID, SEMI-LUCID

Dream 1:

In school, couldn't take my AP exams because I was too late. I run to class, and I see a girl I knew (let's call her Ang and her friend "A." They were holding hands together, or not, and they were walking to class.




I end up in a government college class with a professor who looks like the teacher I had AP Government for.

He draws some circle and a "U" in the middle with two dots (that had to be a day residue of me typing an equation on google thanks to seeing this post -> http://www.dreamviews.com/f16/post-i...ml#post1795910 <-).

Someone asks me a random question as to why I took the class or something like that.

I told them that I was late to take the AP Exams (I wasn't late waking life though), and that I had to move to 4 high schools. Then one voice said that I'm just using excuses.

I turned around and said, "NO!" and was going to say something else (but I forgot what exactly I said).

That's all I remember for that one.

Dream 2:

I think me and other DCs are running away from something, I don't know what it was, but I conformed myself into panicking as well when I saw them running like it's the end of the world.

It was bright outside, but we were hiding in places that were fairly dark. I think the dark areas looked like Orochimaru's room in his lair in Naruto Shippuden (but I rather not make that assumption because I know I'll probably get tentacle-raped in future dreams ).



I saw someone find a perfect hiding place where it was really dark in the corner. So I followed them and at first though the spot was dead obvious for whoever is trying to get us.

But when I hear that they were getting closer, I went back to the same dark place, and had some cloak on me and adapted to the color of the environment.




I don't remember much after that one.

Dream 3:

I was running to class, the environment looks like the inside of the Biochemistry Department at my University. As I'm running in first-person perspective, I see letters varying from "L" or "M," which mean what side of the building I was in.

Apparently I had to turn back and look for a "E" sign to get to my next class.Then I'm in some class that seems to be a Communication Course (but I didn't take it as yet in college).

I had some Asian professor (now that I think about it, she looked almost like the Scumbag teacher meme!



Some guy was doing a presentation (let's call him Jon the Cool Dude). Jon the Cool Dude was doing an oral presentation on why he decided to pursue a biomedical major (though the paper said Biochem).

After he was done, the teacher told him that she couldn't find how what he said was related to the topic he was going to discuss, but she said he had a way with words, and he just had to use them right to make things more interesting.

I think he even mentioned on of my Dream Journals too! (How the hell do you know I have one?)

I was going to ask him about that, but I can't remember anything else from that dream.

Dream 4:

I'm in an Asian restaurant I occasionally go to, but when I went inside, the place was different. It looked pretty fancy, like the store got an upgrade in quality, but this dream was still fuzzy at the time.




I think I was refilling some soda, and I went back to my seat (I was sitting on those rotatable stools near the entrance of this restaurant.



I turn around outside to see some DC that looks Asian, and he looks suspicious to me. I'm not sure what he was wearing, but he kind of looked like Otacon in Metal Gear Solid 4.



I made the prediction that he was going to do something bad, and he did, he pops out a mini-pistol (future pocket gun I guess?), but not the old-school kind, it looked like some futuristic one that was simple and black.



He pointed the gun at me.

(I started panicking of course; I felt a lot of emotions during this time, even the feeling of helplessness too...wasn't really fun feeling like a piece of crap to him now).

He told me to get down and go to some section of the restaurant. I do so, but I couldn't comprehend WHERE he wanted me to go, and I didn't want him to get pissed off.

So I decided to go slowly and hopefully he would repeat what he said. He then said something like this, "I guess someone here isn't paying attention I said go over there!"

But I didn't know WHAT THE F*** YOU WANTED ME TO GO TO YOU FREAKING OTAKU!!
I just lie there like a fish on land trying to breathe.

I didn't know what the bloody hell to do, I turn around to the guy while still on the floor, and all I can see if just this person who is a nerd throughout a video game just turned into some psychopath.

(Guess he was pissed Naomi died....HA HA HA (that was a little side joke for anyone who played or watched walk-throughs on Metal Gear Solid 4))

Dream ends, I think I woke up out of fear.

Morning of December 25, 2011. Sunday.



Zsuzsanna and I have a large vineyard that starts from about the middle of our backyard at our present address on W Street. The rows are oriented north to south and there are at least seven of them.

In the distance, to the east, I see the tower Big Ben. However, I erroneously associate it with being in Manhattan (even though it is in the UK in reality and I otherwise correctly perceive myself as being in Australia). There is also some sort of ambiguity where I also associate it with the Empire State Building.

More to the south, beyond where the apartments would be in real life (as our backyard is otherwise much longer to the south), are ancient ruins. I casually (without incident) explore them for a short time prior to slowly waking.

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I associate Big Ben with puzzles, as my older sister Marilyn collected Big Ben jigsaw puzzles. (This reflects the dream self as being puzzled about the level of unconsciousness in being between dreaming and waking, though subliminally). However, a clock tower is also an emergent consciousness factor linked to a subliminal focus on what time it is getting to be while still sleeping (loosely associated with a real alarm clock that wakes a dreamer up in the morning). Big Ben appeared in a dream of December 20, 2010, so there is a loose marker here, though in that dream, I related the possibility of mortality, as it occurred on my 50th birthday.

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Windhover's Dream

dream 1 - I'm in my high school(weird, the class was from my elementary school, but the kids were my friends..) My seat buddy is Katsuno. He does not speak and I dont recognize his face, as if his face is void with question mark on it... and I know that we only talk thru Facebook.(wth?) Our teacher is Amy Lee. (wtf?) idk why, but she almost looks like my mentor teacher. I get excited that Lee is going to teach us. Dont recall what she taught, then at the end of class a guy brought several Christmas gifts saying who wants them. I raise my hand and receive one gift. I open it and there is a scumbag (literally, that brown scum 'bag') I see... I laugh with bad poker face.
I walk out of school from the back door with Katsuno. I pull his arm to walk together...

dream 2 - WILD. I get up from my bed and summon spider web that attaches to Katsuno. It's first stretched thru the wall, so I open the window and follow it. But the web's attached to a big, dark, ufo-like space ship that resembles something from like Starcraft (I think). it is really detail, but I've never seen it before so I dont recall all details of it. I detach the web from my wrist, and observe the ufo. it comes down on the ground. it's not big at all; almost same as car's size.. I think it's dangerous so I transform into my dream battle character Tyon and jump on the wall, standing steadily. there's a small square mirror on the wall; I look at my aspect: my uniform is Tyon's, but my face is still me. so I turn my head and imagine Tyon's face. when I looked back at the mirror, I have a tiger's face
anyway I land on the ground and nudge the ufo. it has something like a small gate, so I open it to see what's inside. then these small digimon-like purple small monsters come out, with evil giggling. I beat them up.

dream 3 - did WILD again and summon really thick spider web, but wake up immediately.

dream 4 - I am in a house trying to rent it. the owner of the house is a small girl..

Good morning, everybody. Happy holidays!

Dream #1

I was reading a book (???). The book at least claimed to be historical. It was about a group of kids who had paranormal powers.

But the government was somehow involved with the kids. And right after the kids had any paranormal experiences, the government would come brainwash the kids. The kids would be programmed to believe that their experiences had only been dreams. Sometimes the memory of the experiences also had to be distorted, to seem more dream-like.

I now had an image in my head. Six or so glowing, yellow spheres were all gathered in a line in a small space, like peas in a pod. All the area surrounding the peapod was black.

(I think this last image probably comes from the Christmas Google doodle.)

Dream #2

I was at my family's house, unwrapping Christmas presents. I sat on the floor. My mom sat before me and to my right. My oldest nephew sat before me, about a meter and a half away from me. Everybody else was wandering all around the house.

All the wrapping on the presents was white. There was also white tissue-paper padding a lot of the Christmas present packages. Pretty soon, in the space between my nephew, my mom, and me, there was a whole bunch of white paper piled up.

I figured I should probably work on getting some of this stuff cleaned up before everything got so messy that we couldn't get a handle on it. So I stood up and looked for a trash bag to put all the paper in.

I asked my nephew if he had any more garbage bags left. He said something like, yes, he had a whole bunch left. He handed me one. For some reason, I may have walked away from my nephew and my mom, as if I were going to start cleaning up at some other end of the room.

But as I was walking away, I realized that my asking for garbage bags was the first thing I'd said to my nephew in the entire time I'd been home for the holidays! I felt terrible. I wondered how I could have been so thoughtless. I was trying to think of a way that I could show my nephew how much I loved him.

Dec.22, Thursday. B-100 7pm, bed 2am.

DR1 - my former classmate M.H.
DR2 - Big museum like mansion, Family from LB likes to overnight there. I'm suppose to take one kid by my car to this place to sleep over. I don't like to be there, place is haunted. I talk to this friendly spirit and I'm not so scared anymore.

DR3 - I'm traveling on a blimp with my mom to Finland. The front and left side has huge windows with metal frame forming a grid. I look closer out the window - we are flying over bautifull icebergs. Sunlit place reminds me of Baltic sea when traveling IWL from Poland over Scandinavia and Greenland. The seats are in U shape, light brown colored wood. I sit next to a guy. Another guy sits on my next side and they start talking to each other, while blocking my view and squishing me. I say 'excuse me", but they are ignoring it. So I lean forward to get some space and I feel how they are leaning on my back with their elbows, making my spine pop up and down like an empty soda can. It hurts and I yell at them.

Friday, Dec.23, 2011. No supplements, bed 1 am.

DR ar 6:20 am
Some kind of a retreat/school for LDing.

DR later on
Im walking on a berm with some kids. Looks like NZ. It's fall. We see some dry tree branches on the ground. I notice bunch of snakes hidind there and show them to kids. One snake comes up to us and is slidering around the girl. She is laughing, but I'm worried.

We turn to go home, but after a while I realize, I put down my DJ somewhere on the ground when we sopped and forgot it there. We had to turn around and walk back. We came to a train station and we hop on a train that's only being repositioned on the tracks, but I hope it will take us closer to place where I left my DJ. Train goes the wrong way, we hop off and I finally see where we need to go. There is an obsticle between us, but we make it over.