non-lucid

Flying Alligator Attack

I was at Mike A's house, though it didn't look like his house. I saw a school bus drive up his back yard and through his front yard. I was upset the driver would do that, but he had an easment, so it was OK.

I went out and got in a school bus and followed him down the front yard. As I went down the hill, I no longer saw the other bus, but I did see an alligator. It flew up into a tree about 30' up. That seemed like a scary proposition to me.

I drove back up the hill towards Mike's house, but I was intrigued by the flying alligator (that scared me so bad). I drove back down the hill and the alligator glided out of the tree.

Now my bus didn't have a roof. I was exposed. I turned my bus back towards the house. The alligator flew up and swooped down landing near my bus. I got very nervous, and my bus was slowing down.

Then there was water all around, and then I was in the water. The alligator was going to come get me. I wondered if I could wrestle the alligator. All you have to do is grab the snout. All their power is in the closing of their mouth. I knew that was easier said than done.

I thought about what it would be like to drown. I could see the murky water.

The End

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XXX Lucid

At one point during lucidity, I tried to shoot lightning out of my palms and failed, so I guess there is a dream fragment missing.

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I was at an indoor pool. The lights were out. There was more light where I was at the shallow end than the deep end.

I dove into the pool and wondered if it was deep enough, so I decided to curve up and come out of the pool. As I came up, I decided to see if I could come up and out of the pool and fly up.

I did start to fly up, but then I was out of the pool again where I started. I saw a beautiful young lady with dark, wavy brown hair at the other end of the pool. She wore a maroon and white bikini. I realized I was lucid and said, "I'd like to see her nude!

She looked surprised and I wondered if I was dreaming after all, then someone said she had smiled. I was confident I was dreaming again.

She was next to me now. I thought about what my friend KristaNicole does to stabilize. I yelled, "I am lucid. 100% lucidity!" I rubbed my hands together. It felt bad. I looked down and I had gause on my hand. I was happy to stabilize though. Then I spun around slowly. My partner said, "Both ways; it's better for both of us!" We spun around the other way.

Then we locked in a giant, wet kiss. She was wondering if that was what she was looking for. I gave her another kiss and told her it was exactly what I was looking for. She agreed.

I looked down at her breast. She was flat as a board. I touched her flat chest. I don't get into a flat chest, but I really liked the girl, so I didn't care. I rubbed it a little.

All of a sudden we were in a room with my grandmother (passed on many years ago), and a couple other people. They were all in bed. We took our clothes off and walked down the hall to another room.

I realized that if I wanted to get dressed again, I would have to walk naked into the room with my grandmother and would likely be in trouble, so I pulled a blanket out of a basket to cover myself up with later.

She had her bikini on again. She was going to take it off, but I told her no. I wanted to reach in and feel her vagina. I did reach in but just felt her hair.

I then got on her chest. I put some "lip gloss" on her lips. She was surprised. She said she'd been beaten up before, but that had never happened. I was kind of surprised and sorry she'd been beaten up, but she seemed really happy, so I didn't worry about it.

She then took it.

I soon woke up.

I'm happier about using stabilization techniques than the awesome sex, but that was good too.

Good morning, everybody.

Last night I surprised myself by having a minor bit of dream control. I didn't control my dream. But I kind of determined the subject.

Kaomea had posted a few cool songs in her dream journal a few days ago. So I wanted to share one song in particular, too. But I would only do it, I told myself last night, if I had a dream about the song or artist.

The first dream is the result. But I guess -- you can see that it's not very good control at all, though.

Here is the video. It's by the Malaysian rock singer Monoloque.



Dream #1

It was a grey-white, partly cloudy day. I was in a car with some other guy. The guy was driving us through some kind of downtown area of a city. We must have been on the outskirts of the downtown area. It felt pretty quiet and desolate.

There were a lot of warehouses and small factory buildings on either side of the streets. The warehouses either looked closed down or vacated. Their gates were all pulled down. On a lot of the buildings' walls and gates, there were also a lot of posters advertising, I suppose, either rock concerts or movies.

We had driven up a slope, then around a block, then back down another small slope. We were -- or at least I was -- looking down the streets for something. I don't know if we were lost.

The man was talking this whole time about how arrogant the singer Monoloque was. It occurred to me from this that we were looking for the location where we were supposed to pick up Monoloque. We were either going to take him somewhere else, or spend the day with him, like we were collaborating with him on some project.

But the man was really not looking forward to picking up Monoloque. He thought Monoloque was really arrogant.

As an example of this, the man said, "One time Monoloque told me, 'A man hasn't really done anything with his life until he's directed a film.' As if anybody who hasn't directed a film really isn't a man! Well -- this was only right after he'd directed his first film!"

I think I may have seen a tall-spired, stone church in the distance, down the block on the left side of the car. I looked at some of the posters on the wall again. I realized that they were all for Monoloque's film. They were done in a kind of psychedelic, 1960s style, with block printing, big, chunky letters, and a swirly circle of color in the center.

Dream #2

I was in a bedroom. I stood before a dresser. I think I had just pulled something out of it or put something into the top drawer. I was now closing the drawer.

I must have been getting ready to go somewhere, although it turned out that I wasn't going to the place I'd really wanted to go to. My mom was taking me wherever I was now going. And she'd told me she wasn't taking me to the other place.

I looked to my right, to the doorway. The living room, apparently, was right outside this bedroom. There was a couch against the wall opposite from the bedroom door. A young Muslim woman wearing a head covering sat quietly and patiently on the couch. On the wall behind the woman was some beautiful, possibly iridescent, piece of artwork.

I walked out of the bedroom. I was frustrated that my mom wasn't taking me where I wanted to go. But the Muslim girl was so gentle-acting that I tried to mask all my frustration, and just smile gently, as I walked past her.

I was now in some kind of warehouse. The warehouse was huge -- maybe as huge as an airplane hangar. Where I was standing, it seemed like there was a living room set all laid out, with a bunch of stage lights cluttered around it.

My mom stood off to my right, about thirty meters or so away. She seemed really impatient for me to get started with something. She was being really insistent and mean -- almost like my mom had her spirit combined with one of my old shithead co-workers. My mom also seemed a lot skinnier than she is IWL.

I was frightened into doing whatever it was I was supposed to be doing. I turned around. There was something like an entertainment center -- it looked more like a TV and a bunch of other junk all piled up randomly on a cheap desk.

But over that stuff there was a huge tangle of old TV-top antennas. I knew I was supposed to be doing something with these TV-top antennas. But I couldn't reach them from the front of the "entertainment center." I had to go around.

I walked around to the back of the "entertainment center." I walked into the thick of all these old antennas, as if I might have walked into the center of a tall, brambly shrub.

I must have tried to arrange some of the antennas or something. But suddenly some of the antennas started throwing off fountains of sparks! I thought the antennas must all be catching on fire. I was really afraid. But, like an idiot, I think I grabbed a paper cup full of water and actually threw it on the sparking antennas!

Things were really a mess. My mom, madder than ever, called me out to the front area again. The living room, I now saw, also had one setup on either side of it. These setups were like cheap offices: there were a desk, a computer, and a kind of flimsy desktop bookshelf. There may have been a man working at each station.

Things were a big mess. In some weird clutter of technology surrounding the office on my right side, another fire, or some other kind of malfunction, was raging. Whatever I'd done in the antenna-nest had probably started this mess, too.

The person working at that station looked like one of my old co-workers. He seemed to be just about as mad at me as my mom was. My mom may have been standing behind him and on his right side.

I turned around, backwards and clockwise, to face the office station that had been on my left side. The office worker here was just as panicked. He looked like the 1980s actor Andrew McCarthy. He had shoulder-length hair and wore a pale-blue, button-up shirt.

This guy was on the phone with someone. But he was also dealing with some major computer issue he was having. I knew that all this was probably my fault, too.

Finally the guy started slamming his mouse against the desk, as if he were trying to aim it against something. It was like whatever the problem was with his computer, it had turned real and left the computer. The guy was trying to smash it and kill it, or poke it back into the computer, or something. He really seemed to be raging.

Fragment
I was Toa Kopaka of Bionicle. I was in Ko-Koro or whatever his town iis called. I think I skated on the mountains.

Dream
I was on the top floor of a library and Avon Barksdale (from The Wire) was there. I remember hiding behind a book shelf, Avon also had a gun. The library was very cool, the floor that I was standing on was near some stairs and I think if I became lucid I would've wondered into a futuristic city.


False Awakening
I walked into my living room and saw doughnuts on the chair. There were 2 left in a box. I went to the kitchen and started thinking about Green Street and Michael Bisping morphed into the kitchen with the GSE. He also had a problem with Bovver and a few others in the firm, I remember someone saying "Hit him with the water bottle."

I then went back to the front room and my sister said. "There were doughnuts there a minute ago. But someone ate them".

I was in Nick's room playing osu. He had Andrew over and mike was there too. I played the DBZ theme (JP).

I was playing this "war" with my friends, it involved toy figures and airsoft guns.
I never caught how it exactly worked but i took role of a sniper and shot toy figures from 2 metres away with live size airsoft sniper rifle.
Oh boy that was boring, i did have phone alarm for trying wild but it seems i never awoke to it.

So I haven't posted any dream journals but then again I havent been having very much success with dream recall. So here is a giant or not so giant word vomit of all of the things I can remember. First there has been a re occurrence of large cats like panthers and mointainlions. Also the only concrete thing (call Freud) I can really remember is that in one dream my mother forced me to face my greatest fears.

I was in a library, apparently in the horror section. I saw three books. Two had covers of trees in sepia tone. They had dirt roads, and were really eerie. The first was titled "incendia" with a small i

The title "incendia" would be a command in Spanish telling someone to burn something. In my dream in meant "burried treasure." The book was about a treasure burried in some really scary woods.

The next book was titled "ha habducida" which meant "you have been abducted." Again, this was set in some really scary looking woods.

The third book made this one of the best dreams I've ever had. There was a Tyrannosaurus Rex chasing a little boy about age 4. The Tyrannosaurus was painted in a patchwork of pastel colors. The boy was a shadow. The title of the book was "GOD HATES YOU"

The boy was supposed to be the only person in this prehistoric world. I thought about the setting and understood the title.

I thought about this collection of books and wondered what would inspire someone to read them. I then thought that if I were a librarian, I would probably read every book in the library including these books as I'd want to be able to say that I had read every book in the library.

This was probably caused by me watching criminal minds before sleeping last night.

I was in a house right next to a busy street. I was with a criminal investigation unit and I am pretty sure I was with the guys from criminal minds. I think we were investigating a murder but I can't totally remember. I don't actually remember the full plot of this dream and I'm not certain that I was actually with the people, rather I was watching it on tv. But anyway, they were investigating a possible murder or trying to prevent one. I remember the camera going up to the roof and I remember seeing these very confusing diagrams with these weird symbols on them. I tried my best to follow what was actually happening but I really couldn't because it was so strange. At the end of the episode they solved the crime or something. I remember being extremely confused by the end of it.

So this one took place in my language arts class at my high school. We were correcting a paper in class and I remember being very confused because it is winter break yet I was in school. I remember speaking to my friend Cole about this, he seemed mad at me so I ceased speaking with him. I asked my teacher if we were going to be in school all winter break and I think he just said that this was the only time.

Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

[Last night, I had a long, vivid, elaborate lucid dream that felt like it lasted between 10 and 20 minutes. This journal entry only reflects the most significant and memorable moments of that dream, which are all I remember now. There were other stretches of experience connecting the moments below that aren’t written down in detail, because I don’t remember them that well. They mostly consisted of me flying around and observing the scenery.]

I’m at my university, at some sort of outdoor expo, standing in a booth made up of some folding tables and an EZ-UP shade structure. It’s a sunny day. I’m supposed to be there to represent one of the organizations I’m in, and I’m supposed to be wearing that organization’s T-shirt, but I can’t find it. The only T-shirt I can find in our booth is one I got from [a client company that my company has done work for in real life]. The logo on the front of the T-shirt I have is the same shape as the logo of the organization I’m representing (an oval), and the overall T-shirt design is very similar, but the letters in the oval are different, and the T-shirt I actually have says “[the client company's name]” across the back. I change into this T-shirt anyway. I do it while standing behind the open back of some hatchback vehicle, hoping that nobody will see me, because [for some inexplicable reason], I’m not wearing a bra.

When I find myself looking at a very vivid, colorful cityscape from the viewpoint of flying over it, it only takes me a moment to realize that I’m dreaming. I slow myself down, controlling the speed of my flight, just observing the landscape around me.

I’m standing on the ground in that city. I look across the street and see the gates of ‘the Asian Disneyland.’ There are solid-colored, blue and pink, cartoony humanoid figures walking around on the other side of the metal gates. [They look just like the figures in this cartoon (WARNING: Ads on that page are likely NSFW).] I think, Heck yes, then fly over and enter the “Asian Disneyland.”

When I get inside, I am on the second story of what looks like an indoor mall, looking down onto the floor of the first story. When I see what’s down there, I realize, Of course, that’s what would be in the Asian Disneyland: casino table games. The entire first floor is full of them. I have absolutely no interest in this at all [true in real life, too], so I turn right around and go back out the entrance to the mall. [I am very, very sorry for the stereotype evident in the content of this dream.]

Once outside again, I go, “Oh, yeah!” when I recall the current Task of the Month: fly up into the sky and find out where all the snow comes from. I start flying up into the sky. There is a puffy cloud there, and I fly toward it, aiming to get on top of it. As I approach it, it turns from white to dark gray. Lightning flashes across it, and it reaches out to threaten me with a pseudopod made of dark-gray cloud. I think, Uh-oh. This dream is going to turn into a nightmare if I don’t take control of it. Just by thinking about it, I make the pseudopod stop threatening me and retreat back into the cloud, the lightning stop, and the cloud turn white again. The threat nullified, I continue flying toward the cloud. It turns dark gray again only a moment later, but I realize that that’s because I know that precipitation only falls from heavy, dark-gray clouds. [When I first read the Task of the Month for this month, my first reaction was, “I’m probably not going to find anything but clouds up there; I’m a little too rational-minded for that.” This dream experience proves that I was right.]

[Sure enough,] When I get on top of the cloud, there is nothing there – just cloud. I sit down cross-legged on top of the cloud and decide to fly around on it, using it as a mode of transportation, just like Goku does in “Dragonball Z.” While flying on the cloud, I find myself flying down a corridor that turns lots of corners at crazy angles, lined with doors on either side. [I don’t know what it was, but] Something about this situation makes me go, “Of course,” and then start singing: “This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine,” etc. I continue singing as I fly through the corridor.

As I fly around some more, I think excitedly and proudly about how I’ll get to have my username in orange on DreamViews tomorrow or the next day. [Although now I don’t think I really deserve it, since I fulfilled the letter of the challenge but not its spirit. I really didn’t find out anything; all I found when I flew into the sky was the source of snow that I already expected to be to be there, namely, a cloud. I am so boring!]

I need to get out of a building very quickly. [It may or may not have been the mall-like building mentioned earlier. I think it was a different one, though.] The building has a glass wall right next to the entrance. I decide to go out through the glass wall. I run toward it. A second before I reach it, I focus my mind on activating my intangibility, an ability I have used in several dreams before. It works perfectly; I run right through the glass wall without breaking it, just like a ghost.

I’m in a circular meeting room with several levels of steps leading down to a central circle of floor. There are no chairs. There are a lot of people standing around in the room. I know that they’re all just DCs. They have gathered here to conduct a sort of tribunal to determine whether or not I am a goddess. Some of them have found out about the superhuman abilities I exhibit when I’m in the dream world, and have concluded that I am one, but others disagree. I think, I’m not a goddess. I’m just a human who knows how to lucid dream. I don’t say anything during the meeting, though. [I don’t know why not.]

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Side notes:
Wow. I really feel like I took a step forward in my dream control skills last night.

Dec.21st, 2011, Wednesday. GM+Choline

I wrote a little contract again to have a lucid tonight. Read Waggoner’s book, did my RCs and my mantra. I also gave thanks for my previous LDs. And I got me my #9.

DR #1- I’m in a back seat behind a driver in my own car. I should be driving and I’m not happy that someone else is.
DR #2- My cousin K
I remembered lots more, but couldn’t wake myself up to write them down for good 20 minutes, and by then that’s all I remembered.

Took GM 4mg at 4:05am.
Tried to either WILD, or if that didn’t work, just fall asleep. Woke up from LD at 5:45

LD and the experience:
At first no visuals, my field of view is dark grey, just like proper backside of your eyelids should look like Then suddenly BAM. Lights turn on, my whole view gets bright and a graphic of top part of classic alarm clock shows up in bright golden color on white (like backlit) background, together with headrush.

I get all excited and I know I shouldn’t so I try to calm down. Then the movie strip starts with some black and white pictures. They are going by at blazing speed. All I can think of is “yes, yes, dream, dream”.

I start to feel/wish to get my dream body hover over my sleeping body and I feel my whole body levitate some inches above my bed. I see my room awash in dark green, as if I was in a pond with green water (just like last time, when I saw my room like this).

I start to will my body to move out of position over my bed. First my head moves over carpet, then my body follows. I’m still in laying down position, just turned by maybe 15 degrees, so my head leads the way.

I start to float over my carpet next to my bed. I’m going through the kitchen, speeding up a little. The whole time I keep saying “keep going”. Then there is a wall separating me from my neighbor’s apartment. I will myself to go through it.

Inside the wall is dark and longer than I thought it will be. I expect to enter neighbor’s room, but no. I emerge in a small room, I feel like its underground. Looks like something you would find in Italy - a cellar type of place. The room is whitewashed and the paint has fallen off in some places. You can see masonry underneath. I’m standing up now.

I don’t like this place. In a hurry to get out of there, I forget to RC or stabilize. By the way, I usually forget to do that when entering an LD by WILD. I go through the nearest wall and I visualize a nice beach behind it. But no, there is another room similar to previous one. I feel a need to get out.

I look to my right and there is a two wing glass door, with one side wide open. There is a street at night behind it. I decide to exit here. By the time I get to the door, I’m already flying. Just like I used to in my previous LD, but not in my very last one. I hover couple of feet over the street. Look up at the sky and see the moon. As I look better, I open my eyes and I’m awake in my bed. RC couple of times in disbelief that it’s over. But it’s over. I get up to write it down.

DR at 7:18am
A girl from church charity comes to the house and gives a boy and a girl living there some swimsuits. As I’m putting them away, I notice, that they change pattern and colors as I hold them. Decide to go and show it to people in the house. I show them the swimsuit, then hide it behind my back and when we see it again, it looks completely different. We are all amazed.

The lady in the house bought some old furniture and I notice, there are some bad forces associated with them. There is a lady, I don’t really remember what I have done to her, but we fought and next thing I see, she is floating in a canal with green water and some algae growing on the sides. She is looking at us and smirking, as if she wasn’t hurt.
A delivery guy brings another piece of furniture. He walks straight to the kitchen a pours himself a shot of vinegar. I told the lady, she has to send the furniture back.

I’m trying to sleep and LD.

Then I’m standing in front of some cages made of walls. First cage has a boarded-up window. I poke at it with a stick. An old, really dirty guy opens the board unexpectedly.
Next cage has two lions behind a screen window. I also poke at it.

12/22/11

NON-LUCID

Dream 1:

This dream was a bit weird, it was me in an office, it was pretty dark. And I think I’m with one of the characters named Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho. I can’t recall much of what I did in this dream other than annoying Hiei a little bit, but he wasn’t pissed (thank god he wasn’t) at the things I did to him.




I opened a door and was wondering how I could balance a sign. Some DC that I can’t remember told me I can just level it against the wall, and I was like “Ah okay!” with a tone of relief, because it was really annoying trying to align the sign to make it stay steady.

I can’t remember anything else from that dream.


Dream 2:

I believe I’m in a school gym, and I’m near the exit that is a double door. I believe I’m in Thornton Middle School’s big gym or maybe I was in Morton Ranch High School’s gym (but the gym was on the right side in waking life instead of the left side in the dream).



Some guy was talking about how 158 copies of what looked like a racing car game (probably for the PS3 or XBOX 360 since he was opening an empty case of it I think) was stolen last night in a store.




Someone asked him why, and he said “The Patriots.” Then I realized he had to be talking about Metal Gear Solid 4 (because I was watching a few “Let’s Play MGS4” walkthroughs about a few hours before I slept).




The same guy who was talking about the stolen videogames had a PSP in his hands and was playing some random game while sitting down in the altering gym. A teacher was going to come in, so I wanted to tell him that they’re near and he should turn it off, but he didn’t mind and even turned up the volume a little bit.



I think also in this dream before it turned into a classroom, I see two familiar DCs that look like a guy I knew in my English Pre-AP class I had as a freshmen in Cypress Springs High School. Let’s call him Carlos. The other DC was a girl I had for my US History Dual Credit Course, and her name was Andrea I believe. I was talking to them about the incident, and I said that a guy named Carlos told me about it, and the guy who IS Carlos was like “Yeah.” (I didn’t realize I was talking to Carlos when I was mentioning Carlos knew about it at the time).

Then the gym turns into a classroom, and there ceramic looking desks with a shine to them and had seats attached. I see two familiar DCs. The desks were set up by having 4 people together, it they would basically form a square.



The first DC I noticed was my friend named Alyssa in waking life. She was sitting down on what appeared to be two seats stacked together. So I figured I should ask her if she could get up so I can give her the other chair on top, and she said “Sure!” with a smile on her face.

Then I realized there was already a chair for her, so before I sat on it, I saw some papers on the floor. I picked them up and one had the name of “Elsie” on top. Then I realized the DC that was diagonal to the right of me in the 4-people seating style of the classroom, and I give the paper to her.



She looks at it as if she’s surprised, but then she sees her name and she’s like “Oh, okay thank you” in a rushed tone, as if she was too shy to make eye contact with me.

(In waking life, she looked as if she was afraid to look at me directly…I would catch her looking at me at times, and she would quickly look the other way. I didn’t find that weird, it’s just something I see with a lot of girls, but I never really took it as a compliment for me being “eye-candy” to them).

(She didn't have her hand over her face like in the pic below, it's just that she turned quickly as if she was shy...which she was in waking life)


Then I give a random paper to Alyssa to the right of me and she said “Thank you!” I believe, and I gave the other paper in my hand to the last DC sitting in front of me (she was diagonal to the left of Alyssa).

She said “Thank You” as well. Then the whole class had to get up to go somewhere, and when we got out, I was bit conscious on whether or not my pants would be wet “down there.”

(I sweat a lot near my crotch, so I get a bit worried when I get up sometimes because I don’t want people seeing a small wet patch on my pants when I get up. But then again, you really have to look to see it, so I guess only people who have nothing to do but stare “earnestly” at my behind could see it).

We were walking in a line, and it seemed that before we left the door, we left the gym. So basically the classroom changes back to the gym whenever we got out. I’m walking sideways because I’m worried about the wet crotch on pants thing, then I gave up and just walked like normal.



Then it turns into a race where I’m running pretty fast with a few DCs ahead of me. I dash forward to pass one DC and three were remaining. I dash past the other one and two more remaining.

I thought I was going to be in the lead, until I realize the two DCs were running up the stairs and then headed straight. So I assumed I had to go up the stairs, but I felt I could just run straight.




This is what slowed me down, but I was still skipping many steps at once so it wasn’t a big deal. Then when I go straight, I see another set of stairs, and I hold on to the railing on the side, and take a HUGE LEAP down.
Nothing bad happened to me, and then I see a row of random DCs, so I assume it was the bell ringing for students to go to class.



I quickly dodge them before they went up the stairs and I see an old man sleeping in a dark gray sofa chair (the ones where you can pull the bottom front and you can rest your feet on it).



After a while, my clarity starts to get fuzzy, so I think I’m done with the race for now. I talk to the two random DCs who were in the lead what are we going to do next.

One DC said that we have to go to “Floor 7” to meet someone. I was wondering who, but he said females. I turn back to talk to the other DC, but he looked like some kind of mini-yeti. Kind of like the one from Twilight Princess, but it did had a combination that looked like it had the head of the huge mammal named Appa I think from Avatar that Aang used to ride.





I wasn’t spooked out by this and simply looked at it as another person and it said we’re going to meet someone. I didn’t know who they meant.

I woke up, and then I realized that these DCs where probably going to help me get to my dream guide.

Dream ends

I awoke in my old house I haven't seen in 15 or so years. My parents received a fluffy creature. It looked like a mouse but much cuter and it had a personality much different than a normal mouse. I felt a bond to this creature and I was set out to protect it.

We played together and I watched him run around enjoying his life to the fullest. Then suddenly he flips over and starts shaking uncontrollably. I feel sad and helpless as I know I can't help him.

He then flips back over and seems like he's normal again. I then realize there are random pills all over the floor, under the couches, tables, and small places where the mouse could go and I couldn't. I knew the mouse would again encounter another pill and perhaps die if he eats it again. This also worried me and I tried to tell my parents the concern but they didn't seem to care as much as I did.

I then followed the mouse to the back laundry room. I encountered 2 massive badgers. At this point they were just crawling around very close to the mouse. I hit one of the badgers with a broom so he would pay attention to me and not the mouse.

The mouse than ran into the living room away from the badgers and I too ran away. The door was left open and the badgers came closer to us. I told my family we have badgers and they look angry.

The closer they got to us the more they turned into larger/walking badgers. Once they got next to use they were human sized and could talk. I remember feeling vulnerable and having to act like I wasn't scared so they wouldn't eat me.

There was more after that but I don't recall the rest.

Dream:

I was a passanger in a car driving down the freeway. I suddenly saw two little girls (ages about 5 and 4) in the road walking right to where out car would be passing in seconds. They were so close when we passed I couldn't tell if we hit them or not. We pulled over. I looked back and saw a man standing over two little bodies at the side of the road. I ran back. I was horrified.

But when I got to them the little girls were sitting up and appeared to be alright. They had been knocked down, but not directly hit. I suddenly recognized the girls. I said" I know you. I taught you in preschool last year.....or was that two years ago? Remember me?" Neither girl seemed to remember. But then I realized that they were so young. Of course they wouldn't remember something that happened two years ago.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was going somewhere, possibly on a long trip somewhere where I wouldn't be able to get anything new to read. So I either had to take one book with me or read one book really quickly before I left.

I was in a living room which was filled with natural light. I was looking at a shelf-like niche that ran across a white wall. The wall served as a bookshelf, and the bookshelf was mostly full.

I felt an urge to look to the left end of the bookshelf, almost as if a voice were calling me to do so. The voice may have been speaking about psychic phenomena. I think the voice was low and a bit gravelly, but gentle and intelligent sounding.

I saw a book that was much bigger than all the other books. All the other books were small and black, almost like binder-shaped date books. This book was tall, hardcover, with a red, cloth cover. There was gold lettering along the spine, giving the book's title, which probably had the work "Psychic" in it.

I opened the book. The man's voice was, I think, now talking about either the Book of Revelations or the end times. I thought that the book I opened must have been the Bible, and that I must have been reading a passage from the Book of Revelations.

But when I looked closer at the words, I realized I was actually reading the text from a Christian book called Renewing Your Mind, by a pastor named Marilyn Hickey. (IWL this was an important book for my family when I was a young boy.)

Dream #2

Possibly down in the canyon of a United States National Park. Probably in the parking lot for the visitor's center at the park.

I stood outside my mom's car. My mom was dropping me off here. I was going to be here for a long time. I was possibly going to work and live here.

I saw all this as if from outside my body and up in the air, at least three meters up in the air, and at varying lengths from my body -- between three meters away and fifty meters away, at the other end of the parking lot.