non-lucid

I am an airbender learning to work with fire. A festival day is soon approaching and I want to perform bending tricks at a showcase. Before I can do that, I must complete a task that involves catching a chicken lizard as it runs through low brush in a forest.

I woke up this morning with the Wha-oh Wah-oh Stuck like glue Song stuck in my head. It was so hot last night i didn't get much good sleep

The only thing I can remember from last night is a small fragment. It was a really hot day and I was sweating so I took my shirt off to try and cool myself down. I was walking through an unfamiliar neighborhood and I decided to go to find a corner store or gas station where I could buy a slushy from. I heard someone call my name from behind and saw Devon on his bike. At first I was confused when I saw him and thought about doing a reality check. It was unlikely that he'd be talking to me in real life since he had been stabbed to death about a month ago in the parking lot of the high school we graduated from. He told me he had just picked up a sack, asked if I wanted to share a blunt, and was saying a couple of us should get together later that night so by this point I decided I'd rather not do a reality check. He then asked me a question but I didn't hear him clearly so I asked him to repeat it. Before he could do so, the dream had destabilized and I was awake.

My hubby was in this one AGAIN!!!

I was with my hubby and we were doing great, we were then sitting somewhere together and he told me he'd had sex with someone else and said that woman was now pregnant with his baby. I cried and was in shock, i remember saying "how could you" I again cried hysterically (( amazing how emotions are magnified in dreams)) I was totally gutted. He told me he wanted to stay with me and that he didn't want to be with the other woman so i said "i'll try". We were lying together and i started to get upset again he said "whats up" i replied "i will have to look after that baby with you" I remember feeling so much resent for that baby in me, i felt so hatefull towards it. My hubby said "we can make it work, we'll be ok" I hugged him so tightly and began to sob, i leaned towards his ear and softly whispered "i'm sorry i can't do it, i love you with all my heart i have to leave, this is too much for me" I kissed him and cried my heart out , he begged me to stay but i left.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I haven't been as enthusiastic as I was yesterday when I went to bed for a long time. Intended to do a WBTB this morning but I failed to get up. Didn't have a lucid dream either.

00.30: Sleep

08.30: Zombies
I'm in my old house I grew up in. Once again the zombie apocalypse is here and I'm hiding with a few people. I head up on the roof through a small hatch and stay completely still, peaking over the top every now and then. I've got a clear view of the entire town and there's not a single person in sight. Smoke rises from a chimney across the street. I duck behind cover and wait for a minute or so. I check again, I see a bicycle going past without anyone on it. Must be some kind of ghost. I hide again and look back up again after after a while. This time a car goes past, without a driver.

I start noticing people now. Most of them are on bicycles for some reason. I duck behind the roof before anyone can see me. I look to the right and see a road going behind a mountain. People on the road can clearly see me only if they turn their heads to the right. I hope no one sees me, but soon one guy does. He stares at me for a long time before going out of sight. Another person sees me, and another.

I figure it's time to go down and I slip down the hatch again. "A couple of zombies saw me" I tell a girl. She's our leader or something. "Shit! We gotta go then" she says and starts picking up things. "Go where?" I ask. "To the next house ofcourse, the zombies know we're here" she replies and I start packing everything useful. I find a revolver and some random trash I stash in my bag.

10.30: Fragments
*I'm taking a shit at my mom's house. One of her dogs lies infront of me. I pet her and she licks my face. Next to her is a cage with a pink rat in it. I pet the rat, afraid it will bite me. Its fur is completely pink and is so soft.

*I'm playing a game similar to WoW. I am on an automated path and I have to throw bombs at eskimoes and indians. I try to get as many as possible. There are groups all around and I kill them all. Meanwhile a song is playing in the background. It sounds like "Pocahontas" and the song is about how we should treasure life and the nature. I spot a few mounds of gold and a pool of oil in the woods.

*I'm talking to my uncle about the doctor education. "The english one is the hardest education there is" I tell him. He agrees. "Not everyone can do it though, it's so stressful". He starts telling me about how the salary is. "It starts like up here, and just continues upwards."

10.30: Orcas
I'm in a big pool with a couple of other people. There's another even bigger pool next to the one I'm in, and they're separated by a wall of glass. I see several big orcas in the other pool and they jump and splash everyone in the audience. One is particularly interested in me for some reason, and almost bites me in the arm. I get out of the pool. My dad is there. "Perhaps they think I'm one of the trainers because of my blue shirt?" I ask him. The few trainers around has blue shirts and I take mine off. I jump back in and land on my back.

It's like I've got a life jacket on and I can't really swim under. After a few tries I can and I have to hold my breath for a long time before finding a ladder to climb up on. I get up and someone tells me that the biggest orca is going to make a big whirlpool further down in the pool. I have just missed it. The dream changes and I watch as a few coworkers go past me. It's like I'm playing a nintendo DS game and because I have cleared up a spot in my inventory and because I have so much energy. I can run 50% faster.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: 3 dl applejuice

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

So ive sleept and started seeing some images and imaging them cus the images were HI , i started thinkin about bob marley cus i didnt want to wake up or something from nightmare images or how is called .
then i went to SP .. u know that feeling witth HI so my right hand was weird, the first finger and last 2 fingers were moving their self like a spider legs iwas like wooot lol , then i turn to other side of my bed and i saw the clock ..
it was 7:37 but normally it was 10:37 and i know i was dreaming and everything was blurry couldnt see good ... i guess its because i wasnt sleeping to my room bed so it was a new place for FA dream and i was trying to open my eyes and stabilize the dream but i couldnt so i woke up ;D

thas all for dya thanks for reading.


karli

Awake - Dream - Lucid

I remember waking up earlier because of the arguing going on in the morning. Something about school but it's not important. I woke up and immediately checked the E3 schedule for when Nintendo's press conference was going to start. I quickly realized I didn't have time to absorb any dreams I might have had and wanted to kick myself. It was way too early for me to be awake to do anything for the day so I tried to go back to sleep. The whole time I was constantly thinking to myself, "I will have a lucid dream, I will do a reality check, I will realize when I'm dreaming" as a mantra as directed in my guides. Actually since I discovered Lucid Dreaming, my thoughts are always on them and making sure to do all my "dream exercises" (aka Reality Checks, Mantras, being stress free, and awareness). I drifted off rather quickly in which I had this dream.

The dream starts around the middle of itself.

I'm doing some kind of internet news show with a very cute brunette, around chest height straight hair, who was wearing a plaid, button up shirt that was baby blue with white and blue jeans and was around 5'8". We both have microphones and are reporting on something that was too hazey for me to actually tell what it was. I have to stop because my pants kept falling down. So I go around a corner of a wall which was white painted brick and shaped like the corner of sqaure with a hallway cutout and part of the wall on the right side removed as an entrance.



I proceed by walking around the corner, desperately holding up my pants to no avail (NTS: I had a ripped pseudo belt that was made out of rubber with the word "MAD" on it). She follows me and asks about something for the show we were doing. I agreed to whatever it was then said,

"Now get out unless you want to see me naked" very jokingly.

She replied with a sexy "Ooo" and didn't leave.

Then I dropped my pants to show my boxers. She then pulled open her shirt open to the right, did a fake gasp, and said

"She went to nipple" (NTS: She didn't have any nipples).

She was about a 32 B cup. She closed her shirt then I ask, "Do you want to". She didn't say no so I lifted her shirt over her head (NTS: Now she actually has nipples) and drop my boxers then grab her waist and pull her close. She stops for a second and asks if we were going to "put this online". I reply with a very sarcastic,

"Oh yea of course. Here watch us have sex".

We kiss for a moment then the dream fades and I wake up.

When I woke up, it had felt like I had almost imagined dreaming it but there are certain things that I knew I would have filled in if that was true. The reason it felt like that is because of how short the time-span in which I was asleep felt. It seriously seemed like I was only out for 10 minutes or less. I think really, I was out for about an hour or less. I made sure to soak up everything I could remember to minor details before activating my brain to full awareness to type out the journal. I wanted to be able to remember as much as possible, down to every detail I could remember. I know this will help with dream recall later on. I typed it out then came back to it a few times early in the day to add some other things I remembered over time.

This is the first dream I've had since starting on my journey to Lucidity. I won't bother going over all the dreams I've had in the past because I want this journal to be full of all dreams I have after starting.

Interpretation
I think what this dream was about my recent thoughts on relationships due to breaking up with my girl. My subconscious must be longing for a deep emotional connection to someone, which is not what I had the in previous relationship. The other part I can decrypt is that the internet news part of the dream must be from my recent focus on streaming live shows of games my brother and I play. Over the past few days, my brother, his best friend (who came over for E3), and I were messing around on Chatroulette a lot. Maybe the combination of being on webcam with random strangers coupled with the fact that we had a few good conversations with some cute girls sprouted this dream.


Quick cliff-notes on my recurring dreams:

• Being at my old School, usually in a classroom, cafeteria, or knowing that I can leave whenever I want.
• Being with my first girlfriend or the girl I had a crush on in school.
• Playing matches of Halo or Call of Duty (I know, it's lame)

well at 11 june 2011 i went to work from 4:00 am till 1:00 pm it was all time work work work non stop and i was too tired.. so i went home and i seat on pc etc.. and i sleepd..

my dream was i was in work and i was working and working all the time.... like it was 1:00 am but i still had to work and work.. i was doing pizzas etc.. and in a moment i went outside and was talking to few girls
they were yelling at me or so and i started saying words like u HASH69 lol and so...
then i went back to work and worked again and again then i looked at the time it was 4:00 PM from 4 PM yesterday to 4 pm next day.. and i was still working lol..
i was liek wtf.. hmm then i think i finished working or so. my alarm ringed i woke up i sleept again i had another dream which i dont remember then my Bro came to my pc and was playing so i woke up and sleept again then woke up after few mins cus of alarm and sleept agian..
last dream was so.. that i was in supermarket idk with whomaybe my close friend and i saw also my mom..
then the supermarket lady stuff came to me and started yelling at me loud and so.. i went in sooooo bad angry mod that i couldnt move.. i couldnt see what i am doingi coudnt control my sef i was like lagged lol couldnt move u know what means?..


so then i wanted to take something and drop it to her.. she was like 5 feets away and i couldnt.. then i saw a pepper [vegetable] and i wanted to eat.. idk why? so i took i lick my finger and put inside and lick again and from that moment i went to pool dream? it was like i didnt know i was dreaming i though i was swimming so i swimmed in my dream too and ithough ill never wake up again cus thats not dream and i was just swimming or i though that when i wake up i will wake up in a pool lol..
there was like 100 ppl and i saw my self ,, dunnno if that s my self or someone else and jumping like kangaroo with big tits.. ppl were laughing andso.. i was like wow whats that my self or someone else...
then my alarm rigned again and i woke up ;D..


karli

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in a small, tight bedroom with three old, white men and one young, black man. I was sitting in a metal-framed dining chair. One old man sat to my right. Another old man sat to my left. The third old man and the young man stood off to my left, near the foot of the bed. My vision was largerly focused inward and downward, really close to my body.

The three old men were very rich. The young man and I were talking about working on a number of different projects for a company. There were at least three projects. The young man said that we should focus on the project that was something like an award ceremony, possibly for one key performer.

I kind of felt like this wasn't the right thing for us to be focusing on. The other two projects were more administrative. They actually dealt with problems, and they actually needed work.

My vision kind of drifted off, down really close to the floor and then toward an empty closet with open doors. I also had visions of photographs, like snapshots being laid one on top of the other, like in some TV show or commercial about traveling. Most of the snapshots had white borders, but some had pink borders. The photos may have been related to the projects the young man and I were discussing.

My vision came back to my body. I dropped photos on the floor. I stood up and then bent over at the waist, with straight legs, to grab the photos. I basically shoved my rear end in the face of the old man to my right. I could see my back side. I was kind of old and flabby somehow, and I was wearing slacks that were really nice but kind of baggy. Somehow I could also see my butt through the pants.

I sat down. The guy to my right was now acting really excited and nervous. We were all trying to talk about something, but the old man to my right was really too distracted to do so.

The young man somehow let me know that when I had shoved my rear end in the old man's face, I'd really turned him on. Now the old man couldn't think about anything other than having sex with me.

The young man let me know that I'd probably end up having to have sex with the old man now, if we wanted to get anything done with our business. The young man said, "Don't worry. I've had to do it before, too."

So I arrive some where in the early 1920s or 30s, and some guy asks me what's my name....I tell them captain. Something else happens and eventually they start calling me doctor because how smart I seem. Anyway...I remember going to the bathroom, but all they had were holes in the ground, and I ended up falling.

I had a job at this diner stocking, and I noticed everyone who ordered eggs ate them boiled. In particular, they had them boiled, and cut in slices. No one knew about the scrambled egg! I pulled this waitress to the side, and started talking to her about how we could put a patent on the scrambled egg. I proceeded to give her instructions on how to make one, and her eyes practically lit up when I told her that we'd have the ability to be the only restaurant that sold them. She hurried off, to tell the cook, and my pops arrived, beat up wearing a zoot suit. Then I woke up.

Notes| Dream|Lucid

I guess i've been slacking off a bit lately.. heh.. I'll try and catch back up with what I missed. I've been lazy lately.. not bothering to write down my dreams when I wake up each night. I shall stop that silliness and write everynight! EVERYNIGHT!
Anyway, here's the journal

5th June
I was at Jewells tavern with my small bunch of family, Dad and a few family members from Dad's side (uncles, aunties). Dad and I went outside for some reason, and then a lady that was cleaning the plates away from an empty table dropped a glass cup. Dad and I helped her pick up the shards of glass and a lady sitting next to us started a conversation with me. I don't remember the particular words of the conversation, but she was asking me about how much a slushee (icee) costed from the bar. I told her it was about seven dollars and we both agreed that it was fairly expensive for a slushee.
I turned to Dad and said I wouldn't have enough time to finish my meal- I had to go to the gym with my cousin. My aunty came out and told me to just call my cousin and ask if we could go later.

The personality that ran the testing facility was no longer Glados, instead it was a booming male voice, possible an animal, a dog, or a pig I think. I was fiddling around in one test chamber with a portal at the top of a very tall wall, and another at the end of a bridge. I would hop in the portal on the bridge and come out the top and repeat a few times, just keeping myself entertained. This triggered me to question what was going on, I knew SOMETHING wasn't right, but didn't conclude I was dreaming. A lot of the levels had black/yellow stripes on the walls, as though it was to signify it was under construction.

The last of the dream I remember was crawling through a rather large air-conditoning duct, and looking out a vent at the male Glados, and someone it was talking to. I remember pushing open the vent, thinking 'They're going to see me, why am I pushing this open, stop pushing it open.' It was too late, they both turned to look at me, and I jumped out and killed who/whatever it was that Glados was talking to. I then ran as fast as I could to a small room to the left. Here I needed small parts to kill Glados, and had a false memory about finding the parts I needed in the back of the computers in the room, but that for some I would need to break the computers to find the pieces I needed. The first computer I checked I found the piece straight away, a small glowing metallic part in the grate of the power supply. I quickly tore apart a couple of other computers, trying to find the same part. The dream was repeating slightly, and I noticed, but didn't become aware it was a dream. I had used up too much time searching, I wasn't going to find the parts and Glados was going to kill me. I wake.

Weird dream about eagle boys pizza. The beginning of the dream is unclear, but I'm sure I was in an Eagle Boys pizza, which was more like a Hogs Breath Cafe restaurant on the outside, and inside. It was some kind of school excursion, perhaps. I was using my school laptop to try and access their webpage to get information - perhaps on the llama, but the internet wasn't working or the website didn't have the information. The page looked something like a router settings page. We were discussing something at the table, I think it was about animals, in specific, pigs?

I remember discussing with a curly haired male - reminiscent of one of my friends about the signature of the Llama which was the security guard of the restaurant. I remember having passed the restaurant in a bus at the time, and trying again to get information about the restaurant on their website.

I haven't been uploading my DJ entries lately, because my recall went a bit haywire, and then I just couldn't be bothered typing out the really long dreams I've been having but I will upload this one! The FA I had at the end unfortunately messed up my recall of this one a bit.

I don't quite remember how I entered this dream, I was at my house. I knew I was lucid for quite a while, but I wasn't taking full control. I was with a group of my friends, including Toby. We were in the family room of my house, and they were trying to distract me and make me re enter the dream plot. I decided I was sick of it,
"Go!" I yelled, and raised my hand and watched them all disappear. I'm not sure, but I believe Toby may have actually stayed, even though I got rid of the rest of them.

I remembered that I needed to ground myself, and I was surprised I'd forgotten for this long. I was outside in my backyard, and bent down to feel the texture of the pavers. I looked around my backyard, trying to take in things in my vision and trying to see as much detail as I could. I breathed deeply, and thought about how I should increase the limits of my vision again. It was sunny, and as I increased my vision to a hyper-realistic field of view, everything transformed into this magnificent glowing orange colour. I don't think I've ever seen a colour like this before, it was like everything was bathed in this orange/red glow, while at the same time looking normal. I was quite happy with myself for being able to do it at will this time.

I then went back inside, still taking in my senses, though moving too fast because I was overwhelmed. I remembered I had to get to the lake, and figured this time, I would use my glass sliding doors as a giant portal. I looked at the doors, and willed them to transform. Various scenes appeared: a tundra, a dense green forest, and then small patches of the lake started to shine through. I think I focused too hard on the doors, I started to lose my grip, and I exited the dream.

I woke up in my bed, and completely forgot to RC or even write it down in my dream journal. My memory of this is quite blurry, but I know I texted Forceez about it, telling him I'd just had another lucid dream!
The rest of this FA lasted for a very long time, and my dad was clearing out the garage. My bathroom cabinet was in the middle of the right wall of the garage, and my parents were telling my how I needed to cut my earlobes for the holes in my ears to fully heal. I had a false memory of having had my ears pierced before, and unpiercing them and being left with tiny holes in my ears.

We proceeded to snip from the lobe up to the hole in my ear, leaving me with two dangling bits of flesh. It didn't hurt at all, but the skin felt squishy and dead, and I wondered if they would ever join back together properly.
When I woke up and started to recall this dream, I'd originally forgotten I'd had a lucid. I took myself back through the dream until I remembered texting Forceez. It was then I wondered "what did I text him about" and remembered I'd had a lucid!

Well i dont remember it all at all. bt it was soo that i finished my school and i was free so then i was going otuside and doing anything

there was a day i was in school so my friend rolled a Joint.. it was a slim joint and he said take it and lets smoke it down in the toilets..
i took it we gone down stairs to the toilets and i saw the joint in my pocket it was defeated so the guy had to roll nee one i walked 10 feets outside it was my close friend but he didnt came to smoke with us so i went in toilets again and i see my friends smoking from PIPE.
i took the pipe and i took a big 5-6 hits and i woke up from that dream ;D

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Bad morning! R.I.P 5 of my entries. I not only lost a bunch of awesome dream entries, alot of text in the forums aswell! I better hope the people I was teaching something really read what I wrote and remember it. Anyways, had a very cool dream last night, and the most hilarious Nightly Adventure up to date.

22.00: Sleep

23.20: Nightly Adventure
*I wake up and I'm pissed! I grab my pillow, bring up some spit from my throat and spit at it violently. I throw it away and do the same with the next one. Monica is sitting at the computer. "What are you doing?" she asks me. I throw all her pillows away aswell. "Fuck off!" I say angrily (not sure if it was meant for her or the pillows, but I think the pillows) and lie down to sleep without a pillow. Some of them didn't make it to the floor and I have to kick them off the bed with my feet. "Aren't you going to sleep with a pillow?" Monica asks me. "No..." I say and try to fall back asleep. After a few minutes I get up reluctantly and we both laugh.

09.00: Fever and a horny girl
I'm in my appartment, waiting for Monica to come home. I'm pacing and I know I'm running a fever. Shit gets very trippy from here. I walk around for a long time, shouting random things. Having hallucinations about strategies, work, life, theories about all kinds of shit and I feel threatened. I hear someone at my door, pounding on it. "Leave me alone!" I yell. Ok calm down, this is just the fever hallucinations. I enter the kitchen and look at the counter. There's paracetamol everywhere in different sizes. I grab three pills, one which is as thick as my middle finger.

I grab a glas of water and try to gulp them down at the balcony. It's almost impossible but I get it down after a few tries. I enter the living room again and I figure I'll do a hand RC. I count my fingers, eight. That can't be right. I re-count them, seven. Uhm, okay last time. I count eight again but I'm still not convinced I'm dreaming. I jump and the gravity is off.

The dream skips. I'm in a restaurant kitchen. People are working like crazy around me, scrubbing floors and fans and cooking food. There are two girls my age there. "I miss working in a kitchen" I tell them. They laugh. "No seriously, I mean it's hard work, but it was kinda fun if you got into the flow and knew what you were doing." We talk for a while and all of a sudden, we're all naked. One of the girls starts to hit on me.

She gives me a kiss on the lips and grinds herself on me, moaning. I'm getting hard. I push her away gently. "I've got a girlfriend sorry, so I won't do anything with you. No more kisses either" I tell her. She's super hot, but I manage to hold back my urges. "How come you don't have a boyfriend? You're very cute" I tell her. She smiles at me and laughs. "That's a secret" she says, and winks.

I figure she's just screwing around with different guys. I notice something red and it's coming from my leg. There are small scratches all over it and they're bleeding. It's like we've had sex, very rough sex at that. "It must be the painkillers I took, they're acting as blood thinners" I say.

The dream skips. I'm walking up some stairs with my friend Felix. I tell him about the kitchen. We're just about to enter the appartment Monica is in, and I feel very bad about what happened.

09.00: Fragment
*I'm with my friend Henrik and G. We're up on a roof and we have a very old moped with us. We all get on and start going down from the roof. A staircase going down is filled with water. I refuse to go under there. We jump down to another roof and I land hard. There are countless roofs under us and it seems as if we have to jump all the way down.

09.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Man I'm so pissed about the crash... Oh well, atleast it made me start backing up my entries.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!