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I stretch and wake up slowly into the dream. No Templars around, at least, not in the immediate vicinity. There are a couple flying in the sky riding their silly pegasi. The bubble of protection is working. I kiss WinterFae's cheek, and open a portal to the Moon. I see a huge battle on the other side. I step through. On the other side, I am in my spaceship, Future's Hope. The Templars are mounting a full frontal assault on the entire Green Moon. The Moon Orks Castle, The Biodome, and The City of Nowhere are under attack.
Raven tells me to command the forces of Nowhere, she has the defense of the Biodome. I see MoSh and Tigress rocket off the Moon in their spaceships. They say they and Pablo are going to mount a counter-attack at The Silver Tower, the Templar's space station base.
I teleport to the City of Nowhere, my jungle pyramid city on the other side of the Green Moon. Templars on Pegasi are flying all over the outside of the city. The Moai heads in the wall are going off shooting lasers out of their eyes.
Island warriors riding winged pigs and flying sharks throw flaming spears at the Templar knights. The monster under the Temple has risen from the ground, and its green slimy tentacles pluck enemies from the air.
I summon a rainstorm, then a lightning storm, to soak then electrify their steel armor. I blast the Conch of Pan, and slam my Green Lantern ring into my palm. "Distress, Green Lantern number: 666999, Sector: Urth, Name: Nomad Nocturne, Nature of Distress: Full Scale Attack, Enemy: Illuminati Templar Knight, Dream Plane, White Lawful," broadcasts the ring.
An Army of Dream Warrior Corps and Green Lantern Corps appear out of Portals. The Green Lanterns grab the Pegasi and toss them into an equine dimension. The Dream Warriors pluck the Templars off their steeds and throw them into worlds full of only Templars.
The Battle is over. Every cheers. There is damage to the City. Little stone golems fly around the city, repairing it. I fly to my Temple, and go inside. I look in the standing mirror. I see Raven on the other side, looking at the fish in the koi pond. I step through.
"Battle over that quickly?"
"Huh? The battle for the Biodome was over hours ago."
"Really? Weird time dilation thing."
"Weird. Check this out, the battle somehow stimulated the Biodome and the plants in it to grow stronger."
I look around. I can literally see the plants growing taller and broader.
"Hmm... my body's sore... my neck in waking life, I think. Let's go to the volcanic hot pools."
****

I'm fairly sure that in this dream I was in the body of, or playing the role of Walter White from Breaking Bad. Walter came into a cell with a woman who he seemed to recognize. She was in a metal basket of sorts, with packing foam all around her, only her head poking out from the top. The bars of the cell door locked us in momentarily, and Walter started saying something or other to this lady while removing the foam and exposing her extremities which were covered in boxes. In these boxes were her arms (as you'd expect) and in at least one of the boxes was a knife, which Walter took. The woman explained to Walter the situation on the road a block or so away from the prison. There was a gang that was harassing anyone who came through, either leaving for the desert of coming into the city.

At this point I, now the lens of the dream, started going towards this gang on the border of the city and the desert. I saw them harass Biff from Back to the Future, stalled, and continued on the road away from the city and completely bypassing the gang. Eventually I reached a home, completely alone and isolated from anything. I changed into my bodily self and continued into the home. I knew through intuition that this run-down and abandoned home used to be Biff's. I looked in the medicine cabinet behind the mirror in the kitchen/living room of all places, and found some juices, beauty creams, and most peculiar, an Electroshock Therapy kit. The EST kit was held in a red nylon roll-up bag. I remember in particular that there were contacts lined up on the rightmost side of the bag. These were thin metal rectangles with black on the top 1/3 of each of the contacts.

From this point, I have a flashback or premonition, I don't know what, but that was far too long for this entry and it is very fuzzy in recollection.

4/17/2013

Dream Journal
WakingNomad AKA Keola Pirata

I leap out of bed with a roar, a black werelion with a necklace of skulls around my neck, wielding an adamantium spear. Templars in the sky riding Pegasi are raining down flaming spears at us. I cast a force field of protection over Winter Fae and I. I fly like a rocket into the center of the Pegasi squadron. “YE THINK YE BE ANGELS, DO YE, MY TEMPLAR BROTHERS? THEN, I WILL SHOW YOU THE FACE OF A DEIMON!” I scream, and demonize. Demon eyes grow and pop open in my forehead. A small black hole appears in my chest. A portal opens, and a bear-boar with six legs, eight eyes, and a snake tail leaps out. I mount my steed, and my spear comes to life. The spear’s head sprouts eyes and a mouth and screams: BLOOOOOOD! Writhing in the air like a sea snake swimming in the depths. Two more small portals open, and a pair of tiny dragons land on my shoulders.
The Templars fly together, and say, “Form of: BAPHOMET” and all together become one giant goat headed woman breasted goat legged disgusting god. Then they say: MASK OF: MICHAEL, and wear a costume to disguise themselves as the archangel , Michael.
“I must admit, fighting Michael the archangel him would be quite the challenge, but not so a foe as you parasites are no match for REX CURSON!”
I roar and clap my hands together, and there is a peal of thunder, then the Baphomet egregore is struck by lightning. The metal in the armor begins to melt and catch fire. The Templars scream in agony. “Zasaz Zasaz Nasatana Zasaz!”
“Hail Satan, Lord of Fire
May your flames rise ever higher!
Hail Pan, God of Nature,
Bless the Beast, Imbue the Creature!
Hail Gawn, Lord of Dreams,
Nothing is, as it seems!”
A portal opens, and Raven flies out, riding a giant raven. Cool! She’s wearing all black, but in her assassin gear.
She throws bolts of dark energy from a staff she has. She tells me the staff is called the Darkstaff, and its sentient like my symbiote. She told me Washu gave it to her.
Interesting. We can probably take these Templars ourselves, but I blow the Conch of Pan because it just feels so good. The blast reverberates through my demon skull, and I grin as portals open from everywhere in the universe, and Gawn, the Dream Warrior Master appears with an army of elite Dream Warriors Corps. They are so varied and strange looking. I wonder what their physical bodies look like. I see centaurs, and octopus like things, and people that look like rocks, and others like blobs. We simultaneously attack the Baphomet egregore. Bolts of energy, bullets, rockets, arrows, and spears fly at the Baphomet. The egregore breaks apart, and becomes a group of Templars riding Pegasi again. “For Michael!” They shout and charge us. Gawn charges the nearest one shouting, “I AM SURE YOU DO NOT SERVE MICHAEL!”
Then he lightly shoulder bumps the Pegasus, and horse and rider go flying back into a portal. He blows the other ones, and they start flying back, back into portals he casts behind them. The battle is suddenly over.
“Why don’t you kill them?” I ask Gawn.
“They’d just respawn, and we’d have to fight them five seconds later.”
“So, you send them into other dimensions alive, instead.”
“Yes, and it disheartens them when they end up in dimensions with no other Templars, so they become weak because of their big egos.”
“Funny. So where did you send them.”
“Hippie communes, mostly. Another one I sent to be a lighthouse keeper. So, you want to come check out the Dream Warrior Planet, now?”
“Yes, Father, but our aid is requested on the Moon. The Templars are attacking the Dreamhackers Moon Base.”
“Those crazy Russian orks. Good Fighters.”
“Right. But, I suspect the Moon orks are being infiltrated by Templar orks.”
“So, you want to infiltrate the infiltrators, while I cause a big ruckus on the outside?”
Raven smiles at the idea. “Yes, Father.” Raven opens a portal to the Moon Orks Castle on the Moon. We are standing on a hill watching a huge battle of Templars on pegasi with swords and lances versus orcs on giant beetles with axes and speas. It’s so epic, we forget our mission for a second. Raven taps my head. “Hey, Nomad, the mission!” Pardon me, I forgot the mission for a second. We morph into Templar Orcs, then put on Moon Ork disguises. We look at each other and giggle. We teleport right outside the castle, then run through a battle near a castle archway. We hear the voice of the Moon Ork King crying for help down below. We run down flights of stairs to a dungeon, and we see the Moon Ork King being tortured by Dark Templar Orks. “Ha! You see, we have him!”
“NO YOU DON’T!” shouts a voice like a thousand bears from above. The Moon Ork King runs down the stairs with a giant axe. The ork being tortured transforms into a Templar ork, his true self. Raven and take off our Moon Ork costumes, and reveal our Templar ork shapes. We take the left and right guard of the Templar Orks running at the Moon Ork King. Right as the Moon Ork King takes his first axe swing, we turn on the Templars, and thrust two sword length hidden blades into them, killing eight or nine. “Traitors!” They shout. We turn into our Assassin forms. “Assassins! We laugh, as we teleport behind them, and assassinate any Templars that the Moon Ork King’s axe misses. Cheering is heard. The remaining Templars make portals and boogie on out.
We throw a huge party with the Moon Orks on the Moon outside their castle. There are trees growing in grey rock. Interesting. I take a sip of wine, and everything fades to black.

12 am S
3 am W drank a strong peppermint tea (three tea bags). back to bed at 330. didn't actually get back to sleep for a while after that
4-430 am S had to be closer to 4 considering all the dreams.
5 am W - nightmare, wrote everything down and went back to sleep an hour later
6 am S
9 am W - final

Had gone to my grandmothers house when she wasn't there ((nothing like their RL house)). I cleaned up some stuff on a counter and when they got home told them I had. 'thats nice dear'. There was someone there they didn't like.
Transition
My grandparents were no longer around and the house was a little different. K and B were behind a bar and in a kitchen. Me, L, and random guy were in the living room. ...sexins ensue... i'm invited to play with K and B and go around to do so. i cant seem to kiss K right - something just keeps feeling 'off'.
Transition
I'm in some sort of apartment. The guy 'next to' us (it was kind of embedded in our apartment and connected to another apartment network as well (used shadow memory of a previous dream to briefly touch on what that network looked like - I was never there in the dream)). had just installed an awesome AC system. The controls were in our apartment though. Apparently they had to wire it that way because of the buildings design. They guy there came out and talked with me, my mate, and a friend of his. They all started talking about some game and/or the computer. At some point I was outside the apt along with the neighbor guy. One of my cats (oci) was there as well - he slinked back into the apt - clearly uncomfortable where he had been. i think i was smoking outside. while the guys were looking at a comp, I started focusing on a magazine. I got about 1/3 - 1/2 way in when it got to the main article. It was all on a movie that was coming out soon. It was filled with gory shot after gory shot - all stark whites and reds. It started with an image of a chick kinda grainy and turning her head - very reminiscent of the grudge. I told my mate that I wouldn't be able to see this movie - too disturbing. I keep flipping though and the article doesn't end - the rest of the magazine is nothing but those disturbing images. I close the magazine.

Spoiler for Nightmare:

she is lying on the floor - coming for me. I freak out. I try to stab her in the head with something, but she doesn't react. I have something sharp and I cut off her head and toss it (after imagining her holding it). She is still reaching for me - I'm terrified. I chop her hands off - with a lot of difficulty - she is wiggling around a bunch still trying to 'get me' as i'm doing my best to pin her while chopping. She still seems to be coming for me somehow. Despite the lack of hands she seems to be able to grip a tiny bit. I'm hysterical at this point. I go for the window - its smallish and high up - as if we are in a basement. Its as i'm opening this window and she is reaching for me that I realize this must be a dream and immediately wake myself. I could feel myself creating the next part of the dreamscape - parking lot and cars. There was super creepy heavy base music to go along with her coming after me. ((there was no thought at all of turning on her. The terror sensation lasted a bit into waking life - lots of RCs. I'm still a little shaken up (this is at ~530/6 when i'm writing this) and uncertain about my ability to go back to sleep))

((this dream was really confusing to write - the location kept changing in my memory. i might have been mixing two different timelines))
There was some sort of fungus being spread on all the pot crops - government conspiracy. Wanted to find and hide the little bit that I had, but the cops got there too soon. They weren't after pot though. Eventually it was just a large group of people being held in a smallish space At some point in the dream the space was larger - like two houses to either side, one above, and a common area in between. Some of the 'prisoners' were organizing a resistance. They met up above. There was a slip of paper with someones # hidden on it. I was trying to find it and somehow call them - they could end this captivity. They guys name was Travis or Tailor or some other T word - I don't think it was actually a name, but it slipped away quickly. A person's head was snapped in front of me by invisible hands - she knew too much and was going to spread that knowledge. A friend was getting pulled out of the captivity 'room'. She was special in some way - had money or friend in really high places. They said they were neither holding nor not holding her and moved her elsewhere (i'm assuming somewhere nicer).


((So, i'm thinking that the Peppermint tea Definitely had an effect on my dreams. Dont know if i will ever try that again though as the nightmare was extremely vivid and disturbing.))

((oh yeah, when i was writing in my DJ after waking up at 9, i realized i had tool's song parabola running through my head))

This was a a very vivid, pleasant lucid dream. My Task of the Month attempt didn't succeed, but it was a beautiful experience nonetheless. Also, this is the third time that my dad's DC has hinted to me that I'm dreaming and finally I listened!

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #86: Rock Candy

I'm standing at the door of a lakehouse with Dad, recounting an extraordinarily vivid dream from earlier in the night. I lean against the doorframe, looking out over the water. "I can't believe how much of this stuff you remember," he says. "And then that whole 'vivid dreaming' thing you do."

"Yeah," I respond. "It's actually called 'lucid dreaming'." It hits me that this is all a dream. I step outside to a wooden walkway, leap over the railing and take flight over the lake. "I'm dreaming right now!" I shout over my shoulder.

"That's amazing," I hear him say as I cruise away over the lake. I pass through a cypress canopy and get high enough to survey the lake. The lake stretches as far as I can see, its surface criss-crossed by dirt paths that are decorated with beautiful marble archways.

I land on one of these paths and walk along for a while, enjoying the serenity of the moment. I pass a bulbous, bright blue flower that's the size of a basketball. Its petals ripple gently in the sun and give off a glow that looks like a bloom effect you'd find in a video game. Just before I come to a marble archway, I find a pile of rocks and think of the Task of the Month (find a piece of coal and change it into a diamond.)

I dig through the rock pile, hunting for coal. The closest thing that I can find is a black, rectangular hunk of glassy, volcanic-looking rock. It looks too crystalline so I get the bright idea of crushing it into coal by popping it in my mouth and chewing it up. I bite a hunk of the rock off and begin to chew. The taste is amazing! It's like a homemade raisin bar with just a hint of chocolate. I'm immediately reminded of the goodies Mom would bake when I was a kid.

I wander the paths for a long while, contentedly passing under the shadows of archways, walking by strange, brightly glowing plants, and happily biting off pieces of this delicious black rock. I feel immensely pleased with what I've created for myself and unmotivated to change anything.

Eventually my path takes me to an ancient-looking stone wall. Oddly, there is a working escalator alongside the wall, and I board it, curious where it leads. As I ride up, I pass many people that I know, most memorably my friend DX (who I recently saw for the first time in over a year.) His short hair has been replaced by an enormous ball afro. We swap greetings, but the escalator quickly moves us past one another.

At the top of the escalator, I remember Task of the Month and spit out a bit of the black rock to see if it's coal-like enough to work. Unfortunately, it's more like slightly sticky, finely-chewed glass. I look back at the escalator and see Fedora, a guy that I used to know in college but was never friends with. I say, "Fedora, go ahead and give me that piece of coal you have." It works! Fedora hands me a perfect lump of coal and I get to work on squeezing it. It's becoming smaller and smaller, and I feel like a tiny diamond is beginning to form. Fedora demands that I give him the diamond when I'm finished since it's "his". I'm about to tell him that this is fine when the dream gets really unstable.

I prepare to DEILD, and it goes black. I'm very aware of my body now, almost awake. I release all awareness of my body and try to let the dream take me under. Apparently I let my self-awareness go too, because I'm shortly back in the dream, but no longer lucid.

I'm standing about twenty feet from the escalator talking with my friend The Schwartz and another person that I can no longer recall. "So what went wrong?" asks The Schwartz. I walk them through the last portion of the dream in detail. As I'm describing what happened, I see an attractive stranger in her early 20s eyeing me. She smiles and waves me over. Excited, I begin walking toward her but suddenly feel super guilty. I remember that I'm married and feel like a dirtbag. Then I remember that I'm dreaming and feel awesome again. The stranger smiles and turns away, an older guy (her boyfriend?) draping his arm over her shoulder and walking away with her. I start thinking about Task of the Month again, but the dream fades...

I was home alone and I was supposed to be waiting for my parents to get back, my dad gave me specific instructions to stay in the attic or else I'd be tied up with some tape (it's weird when my dad shows up in my dreams because I haven't spoken to him in 4 years). So I was on my way up the stairs to the attic but the stairs seemed endless, and even though I was really afraid of what my dad would do if I didn't stay in the attic, I decided to go back downstairs. I ended up leaving the house and going to my grandma's old retirement home and I was going through all her toiletries when her nurse came and told her she had to pee on this thing that was supposed to determine her sexuality. It was like a pregnancy test, except it had something to do with food and cells in your pee or something, I used really big words to explain it in my sleep except now I don't understand the explanation. Anyway, my grandma peed on it and it said she was a lesbian and she was furious and then I think I was chasing her down the halls of the old people home, and my dad showed up and I woke up.

after initial wake up i stayed awake for approx 25 min and then went back to bed
i changed positions 3 times thinking the WILD was a fail but my final position was laid on my stomach with my arms wrapped around my pillow.
i seemed to fully skip the HH and 1 minute i was laid in my room which im questioning me being awake or asleep? but a minute later i was high up in the air holding a cat spinning in circles , it was night time and there were thousands of building lit up bright below me , i had no control over the spinning so just held onto this random cat and let the dream take its-self for a while i kept spinning high above the ground then dropping fast beneath the ground there was no soil or earth it was like being in a game and editing the landscape i could see the buildings above me while i span around up and down untill finally i dropped fast

The scene changed after i dropped suddenly i was standing in an expensive perfume shop in a fancy suit and i was in full control of the dream, there were 4 women working in the shop and to test my control i walked over and kissed 1 of the girls which was greeted by a smile. I was also thinking about the TOTM which was a taste test so i picked the nearest object to me up which was some sort of achievement or rewards slab made of marble and i gave it a good lick , it tastes just as it would in real life, smooth with no taste. i took a minute to steady my dream rubbed my hands and used a focus method giving me time to fully connect with the dream.
i then made a terrible mistake i was in full control of my dream and i left the shop and started to walk down the long hallway i was in some big fancy shopping mall and just as i was thinking of everything i wanted to do in this lucid a DC walked past me wearing a vest that was almost identical to the one ide fallen asleep with and without hesitation i messed up and pictured myself laid asleep with the vest on and immediately was dragged out of my dream back into my bed

Big mistake waste of a promising LD but still nice all the same

I had little time to sleep this night and I made it worse by getting overexcited about TOTM so I couldn’t fall asleep. Managed to have a mini-WILD when doing WBTB; instead of turning the alarm clock off as planned for today, I had on this occasion unintentionally pressed the snooze button, which interrupted me while trying to DEILD back.

Fragment1: OK, I wrote three key words in my notepad and made some drawing. I can’t read what I have written! One thing I do remember reminding myself during the restroom visit was that some parts of TOTM were there. But it wasn’t lucid, that’s for sure.

Dream2: I am kind of in front of grandma’s place, but not exactly. I’m watching some kids playing, they are very young and I wonder how their parents could have left them alone there. They are climbing a tree, two of them fall, start to cry. I go there to see what I can do. I get worried that parents will arrive and think I have done something to the kids. I see a pinkish flash of lightening and hear the thunder. I decide to get in the building. I was expecting to see some dog on the stairs, and there were four. One unidentified breed, one Dalmatian, two white terriers. The terriers were absolutely friendly and happy, jumping on their owner. I thought again how emotional dogs can be.

Dream3: I am back to some woman with whom I talked some dream fragments ago. This time I am with my boyfriend and we are looking at some items she is selling. My boyfriend selects a metal monopoly type of toy with Lincoln and a cylinder hat. I tell the woman that was exactly the piece she recommended a while ago. She gets very worried, it seems that her gift is working again, she has some psychic powers obviously and doesn’t want people to know. I think of telling her to just ignore people if they come with unreasonable requests, but she doesn’t want to listen.

Fragment4: Made some kind of cake, the size of a large baking tray, and I remember eating almost all of it. Left only one piece of it for my mom.

Fragment5: In a bus, the inspector comes to check our tickets, I tell her that I will not show her mine, because I can’t hold my poo anymore? I nevertheless decide to show her the ticket.

WBTB alarm. I try to shake myself more awake, restroom [did not poo!], back to bed, concentrating on mantra. This time it was the perfect combo of sleepiness and mantra. I fell asleep, and transitioned in the dream.

Dream6 [mini WILD]: A short moment of darkness, then I find myself staring at my hands. I am a bit surprised at myself, but anyways satisfied to have made it. I am in our old neighbourhood all by myself, so no distractions, I am also calm. I concentrate on holding the dream, as I usually do in my DILDs. I may have mumbled a few things, for I remember some vibrations resonating in the air? I feel that the dream is slipping away, so I try chanting Om to stabilize it [I was in the middle of the street nothing nearby]. I notice the sound resonating better this time, but it doesn’t help the dream. One moment I feel my dream body, and then this is happening with a tremendous speed, I cannot feel it anymore and find myself floating in the void. No! I try desperately to hold on to something with my mind, and DEILD back. At that very moment the snooze alarm sounds and wakes me up. What? I didn’t put snooze this time. I must have hit the wrong button 9 mins ago. [snooze usually works great with DILDs for me; also almost in most DILDs snooze or regular ones, I don’t get driven out of the dream so fast, so I take it is the WILD to blame? Will monitor this in the future]

After that, I make sure I turn off the snooze and set for 30 mins later- final wake. I go back to sleep almost immediately, some dreams may have started I don’t remember. I wake 10 mins later rather stressed that the sleep time will be over soon and I won’t be able to lucid. Then I remember I just had a lucid and become angry at the alarm clock. I can’t fall asleep anymore and there is no point either so I go to DJ.

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Last nights dream was weird in the fact that to me everything seemed to be happening all at once and fast, I can't really put across in words how it felt, but it was like watching a film on double speed with sound at normal speed, but it still making sense, I don't know if you can imagine it, but that's what it was like.

First off, someone was driving me around town and we saw this awesome motor in front of us, it was lowered to the knackers, full body kit, black paint job with full front and back headlight conversions etc...

It was similar to this, just a little more square, it was a beast

As we drove past it, I turned and looked to see Stuart Montanden driving, now that's a name and a face I haven't heard/seen for years, like 20 years or more.

I was dropped off at home where my partner was waiting for me - not Joy - , for some reason she and our next door neighbour were fighting for my affections, I didn't recognise either of them, but I knew them both.

Spoiler for The Circle.:

In Scunthorpe, there's a roundabout that is fairly unique to the UK in that you can drive around it in any direction you wish, it's locally known as The Circle, it's quite large too...

Scene change - I was stood with Barney outside of Henderson Avenue school, just off the circle - see spoiler - and they had built a rail road straight across it, we were aware there was a train approaching and we waited for it to pass, as it came into view I noticed it was tilted onto only one track, but it was natural in the dream, however as we watched, the tilt became more severe and eventually it fell and crashed. It was a massive event, loud and a little scary. I immediately said to Barney that we should go and check for survivors and then ran across the road, I vaulted the divider in the road and then vaulting the fence. As I got to the train I saw it was a mess, I noticed the train operator was already helping the passengers out. I said I'd go in and start getting the others out, I entered the train and as I did I noticed that it was much too large inside than it should've been, just like the Tardis is. The first room I entered was empty and as I walked through, I saw a tool box like a drill box that has the lot, you know the type, all the bits included, I went over to I checked it and I knew that if it was full, I was going to steal it. I opened it up and there was like 2 drill bits inside of it. I carried on into the train and started to rescue the people.

Scene change - same dream - I was stood outside of the train and I saw that my Dad had turned up and was starting to cut through the couplings with a gas axe, I got upset with him as I'd been set to do it when he just turned up and took over. I wiped a window to look inside, there was only one person left and so I left as the operator went in to help them.

I was back on Henderson Avenue when someone called out 'Nicho', I turned and saw an immigrant on a phone, he said "It's him, he answered to his name." He passed me the phone and pointed to a window down the road, I took the phone and looked where he was pointing, I saw curtains twitching, I put the phone to my ear and heard "Did you think we'd never find you again Nicho.?" I asked who it was and he just laughed, so I hung up. I turned to give the phone back, but he was gone so I kept it. (He called me again later in the dream and the exact same thing happened).

My Mum turned up, she asked if I'd decided to move home or not, I said I didn't know. She mentioned she'd cooked some cake, there were clean clothes for me and that she had gotten me some weed.

Scene change - I'm in the room at my parents, I find the clothes, they're all old and too small. I look for the weed, but I trouble finding it, at last I find it and there was shit loads (which as you may know is odd as I don't smoke).

I return home and the two girls are still arguing over me, I suggest that I live with both girls, spending a week at one house and a week at the other. To my surprise and obvious delight, they both readily agree, however they then start to argue about where I start first. The guy from earlier called, I had the feeling that it was something to do with my tome in prison and I start to get worried, I wake up proper at around 8.30am.

took:
- no 5-HTP before going to sleep
- 0 dose galantamine + choline
- no Piracetam when I got up
lucid dreaming: 0 lucid experiences
note:
- this is one large block of sleep, dreams had been crisp

5:55

My son wanted to do experiment with poop. I vetoed him, saying that poop is too dirty and can only be studied by scientists in special labs. He reminded me that we are in a lab. I said that this lab is not special enough. He had some poop in sink with either red flossers or red bubble making toys. I ran water to make it go down the drain.

Went to bed around 10:00pm

11:30 kidnapper in a car garage in our van wants to take my kids - I retaliate, I rescue the kids, I prepare to fight using martial arts which i don't know in real life. I felt sure that I would win. I don't remember dreaming the actual fight - i think the dream ended on my intension to fight and sureness of winning. It felt very empowering. A surprisingly vivid dream for this early in the night. A typical mother protects her kids dream.

"12-30 this us a reas," - at first I assumed that I was not awake enough to make sense while typing. But now given my struggles with typing in the morning, I assume that I just did not double heck the result. It could have been a clear sentence in my mind.

4:00 cannot remember anything and distracted by my husband while trying to recall

Been dreaming about sex a lot lately. Maybe the past five days. I also had a third person dream where I was some woman with a bow.

Last night I had a dream where I was walking with a rope on my leg. Each step, would tangle the rope more, and more. I was walking through school, and I was leaving early to get a surgery. One of the teachers started talking to me about how they've changed the layout of the rooms, and hallways are harder to navigate because back doors are locked.

"White rabbit" Keeps popping in my head as well. This morning I popped out of bed because I thought it was playing during HI.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Nap #1(fragment):

I was at home and i had bunch of desk fans and an huge disk collection for some reason. Then front fan on the PC broke and i was figuring out why.

Nap #2(fragments):

I was at some kind of coastal area with forts. Later i was at home and dreamviews was an actual place and somehow it was an part of my room. There were offices of some kind and some weird mechanism in an sub-room upstairs. Someone was suggesting to watch a movie, and each time he suggested the title was completely different.

So my parents were already in new york about 2 weeks befor i got here.
I started exiting the airport of new york, around me were my cousins elizabeth,caroline, sebastian.
I have my luggage with me and I see this officer checking everybodys passports so they could exit the airport and leave. I see my dad at the other side waiting for me to get out of here. I reach in my back pocket and to my surprise there was my paspport so the officer saw it and just let me pass.

I was in america again, I was in america with my cousins and my aunts were also here (teresa,diana).
My mother was waiting for me at the apartment where all the family was gathered. I looked to see caroline, she was so happy. But I was just shocked of joy, I WAS BACK , i SAID TO MYSELF:
"I'M BACK, I MADE IT, I'M BACK!!"-and you could see tears of joy running down my cheeks.
You could also see carolines smile, she was equaly happy.
(I've never felt so happy in a dream before)

My dad and my cousins are walking with me to the apartment and we are just carrying our luggage with us.
I see a girl riding a bycicle. But this bycicle was out of this world. The bycicle had a cabin where inside the cabin were 4 small children with a small bike for them to pedal, while the girl was pedalling the bycicle itself. This cabin had black windows so noone could see what was inside, it was a very interesting bike. The children that were riding in here were araonf 5 or 4 years old. I yelled at her
-Hey girl, nice bike!--Inside myself i was so glad that i could talk in english again!

And then it hit me, as i'm going up the stairs to the apartment I knew that in reality it was imposible that i could be in the usa..so it must be a dream. I look around, check out my hands doing a reality check and I count my fingers, i saw all 10, and poked my palms, and then i became lucid...the real me landed in the dream. I could see again!

I went in the apartment very exited cus it was me, i was infinite, I was lucid alex and had control. I looked at everyone in hear, my aunt angela hugged me, and there was people i didn't even know. I looked around for D but she wasn't there. Since i hadn't plan on what to to I couldn't come up with something to do while lucid so I looked for a women. The only person I found that I could use was elizabeth so i took her to a room. I finished and exited the room.

I jumped to the first floor of the building and there was a pharmacy, I looked around and the lady was really old. I looked outside and it was raining, so I thought "Hey, lets water bend!"
But then I said "nono,First let me try levitating stuff with psychic powers!" I saw a statue and concentrated on tearing its head apart. I concentrated but it was really hard to move that thing. I tried again and I concentrated so hard I blurred out of the dream. end