Woke New Years Day 2 pm my dreams gently fly away, uncaught. As I walked down the corridor to the loo I became aware that I was humming what was in my head: "I am gods creature. Of him I am part I feel his love awakening my heart" here it is https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZZF...e_gdata_player New Years Eve (yesterday) I went to pictures ans saw Les Miserables, it ended with: "When you Love someone else you see the face of God" just now as I was searching for a Youtube of the song I was humming. Here it is: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZZF...e_gdata_player My dream for 2013 is to put 365 dreams in this dream journal and bring at least one new person every ten-days to post some of their 2013 dreams in their own DV DJ. I hope to bring at least 36 to DV (36x50= 1,800 Community Hall Pionts) That is my dream. Wow look what I just found: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKFb...e_gdata_player "If you want your dream to be build it slow and surely small beginings greater ends Heart felt work grows purely If you want to live life free Take your time, go slowely Do few things but do them well Simple joys are Holy Day by day, stone by stone, build your secret slowely. Day by day, you'll grow too, You'll know Heavens Glory. if you want your dream to be. Build it slow and surely. Small beginnings Greater ends Heart felt work grows purely. If you want to live life free Take your time go slowely." actually when I put "brother son and sister moon" into the Youtube search bar and the list appeared, the second picture of the guy in the snow made me click it first. So I got the above "message" before I found the song I woke-up humming.
Contentious Parking Spot (LUCID) [The alarm woke me up at 10:00, but I fell asleep at about 10:07 and had this dream sometime after that. Content warning: some sex at the end.] The field trip is over and everyone's figuring out how to get back home. A tallish guy walks down the line of students, trying to make eye contact with me. I'm pretty sure he's trying to ask me if I want to take the bus with him, so we'll both have company. When he reaches me, I assure him that I will (after verifying that he's talking about the same route as me); in fact, I had been planning to take the bus anyway. Our stop is at 58th street. I get off at an underground stop and ascend the stairs to the surface. I emerge a couple blocks south of my dorm, in a neighborhood I usually try to avoid for safety reasons. The trouble is, I don't want to look scared, either. Thugs would find that encouraging, and innocent residents would find it insulting. So I try to maintain a measured pace as I walk to the corner. I see two men my age coming my direction. I now have an agonizing decision to make. Do I run and be labeled as a prejudiced bigot, or do I keep walking and be mugged? Fortunately, they're far enough away from the intersection that I think I might just reach it far enough ahead of them that I don't need to worry. Unfortunately, when I turn the corner, I find that the dorm is still two blocks away, rather than the one I thought I remembered. Holding my pace, I try to stay calm. Soon I'm in a car, turning a corner to find some empty street parking. In fact, there's a sign that states only people from my home state are allowed to park here, and two of the spots are labeled with the logo of the university in my home town. (I go to college out of state.) Apparently they're very organized about their parking around here. I pull into the spot. When I step out of my car, though, one of my high school friends is standing there. "I'm going to have to move your car," he jokes. Apparently he uses it on a daily basis. Perhaps he even has a claim on it, because he actually goes to school at that university. [IRL: I'm not sure where he goes to school.] I assure him that he needn't bother; since I barely use my car anyway, I'll just put it in one of the long-term spots in the nearby underground parking garage. It's a bit of a nuisance, but hey, I'm a nice guy. The parking garage is four stories deep, with a curving ramp going down. Once, I miscalculate the turn, and end up having to perform an elaborate K-turn in order to get the car aligned well enough to go down to the next level. On the third level, I find some empty spots, but they're far enough away from the ramp that I'm worried I wouldn't spot the car right away. It's a given that by the end of the quarter, I'll have forgotten completely where I parked. It'll be easier to find the car if I put it in one of the close spots on the fourth floor. So I keep going down, find a spot, and park. Now my car is disguised as some kind of lightweight wooden framework [??], and I realize it would be very easy for some obnoxious fellow to pick it up and move it somewhere else. In fact, there's a guy trying to do so right now. I walk back to the car, thanking him not to do that any more, and I try to manifest some tent stakes into my hand so that I can pound them into the ground and hold the car in place. But obviously, if I'm manifesting things into my hands, I must be dreaming, and of course tent stakes are then a ridiculous waste of time. I'm a bit fed up with half-lucid dreams where I get nothing done, so I throw caution to the winds and try to force the dream to change to one where I'm having sex. To my surprise, the dream doesn't immediately fall apart, and a few seconds later I'm lying on the floor with a plump woman in a white sweater leaning over me. "You get two kisses," she says with a stern look, clearly implying that I will get no more. I accept this. The first kiss seems a little off, though, and this isn't really what I wanted to be doing anyway. I change my mind and try to change the dream to actual sex. The woman, now directly on top of me, thins somehow and becomes naked, and now this is definitely a sex dream. The girl says something about being 18 again. A few seconds later, it's over, which wakes me up.
My last entry for the year... I woke up in a stranger's home during the night. I did not know most of these friends but I feel like I saw one of them on television before. Me and my family were hanging out here for the night. There was one room where I saw my parents and another married couple sleeping in the same bed just enjoying themselves. Now that I think of it, it's sort of creepy... Anyways, later on I ended up all by myself in this very dark room. There was no one in there at the time, so I expected something scary to pop up. This room also felt like one of the dreams I had before, one where I had to spend a whole night living a ghost town with demons. I walked around this room for just a few minutes. I was also smoking a cigarette and laying down on a bed at the time. I threw the cigarette to the ground a few seconds later after realizing I knew it was bad in reality. I had no idea how it happened but, I turned lucid when I first threw the cigarette to the ground. I still thought the dream was real and if I let that cigarette lit up, the house might not be able to make it alive. I couldn't get up from bed. I felt paralyzed to it. I tried using all my force to get up and destroy the cigarette but failed. I then laid there closing my eyes hoping it wasn't real.
Im not sure how the dream started, but all i know was that i was living in a big town with my mother and a couple siblings. My parents were divorced in this dream and weren't actually my parents . There had been a recent series of killings, mostly children, in our town. And some of these children were my siblings. I was with my mother in a diner watching the news cast about the murders, and the camera moved to my father and his golf buddy. They were golfing and i believe they talked about the murders and turns out they were both committing them. I was the only one who figured it out, but i didn't tell anyone because my father was very popular and no one would believe me. We went back to our apartment where we had left my younger brothers and there were police and caution tape around our aprtment. I walked in and saw one of my brothers (who was blonde and blue eyed and chubby, but our mom was raven haired and had hazel eyes and our father had brown hair and brown eyes) crying and crouched over one of our siblings who had just been murdered. He saw me come in and i kneeled down and hugged him. As i pulled away i whispered softly "It's dad" or "dad is the killer" into his ear. He looked up at me with a sorrowful and scared expression, but slowly nodded and went back to mourning. We all went to sleep but during the night i was kidnapped by my father and was taken to his mansion. I was tied up and licked in the attic. My mother, who also knew that my dad was the killer, came to his house. I managed to whisper through when of the air ducts and she heard me. She crawled up through it, found me, untied me, and brought me back downstairs. We hurridly walked out the door and passed by my father. We did a slow motion stare walk by and kept going. He was arrested later that day
When the dream started, it was night time and the moon was glowing very brightly. I was running across a mountain top away from Bruno Mars and a man in a black cape. i was already lucid, so i lept off the mountain and flew into a building (which was the only building in the city with it's lights on). I went on a killing spree (which i for some reason wasn't controlling) with several police men trying to catch me but they all were frightened into stillness. I flew back out onto the mountain and BM and Cape Guy started chasing me again. I summoned a glowing, sparkling orange sword, turned around, and attacked BM. He layed on the ground and i tried to impale the Cape Man with the sword and i managed to get him a few times, but then i recieved a little notification that my sword was running out of power. So i dropped the sword and flew away. I was suddenly in front of my house, heading toward the small forest in front of it. the air was so crisp and the moon was still bright and the trees were like pitch black towers. They began to chase me again but were far behind so i just began to sing a song to myself. They both heard me and started to catch up. Then BM decided to start singing a very short part from one of his songs and he sang it over and over and it was extermely annoying. i flew even faster and was about to break out of the trees and to the lake with the beautiful moon (which looks very similar to the picture on the top of this website) but right before did i woke up.
Woke up around 3am, popped a 5-HTP, B-6, and one Choline bitartrate. Did this because my dream recall has been lacking for the past 7 days. Back in bed I started a WILD, focusing on my breath and a vision of a star, which immediately came to me. I started to see the dream I wanted to re-enter, and allowed drifting thoughts to come and go while I came back to this vision. A tunnel-vision grew stronger and before long I popped into the dream state with awareness. I drifted across a grassy field toward a town, then proceeded to scan the town when I realized it was familiar from a past dream. It was night as is often the case in my dreams. I saw a familiar area of town with some nightlife, and went past this toward a hotel that caught my attention. It was a small hotel, like something you'd see in the streets of Paris, and two gentleman were working the desk. I remembered one of my goals was to ask the question "Where are we?" to one of the dream characters, so I did, unfortunately I don't remember the answer. I went upstairs to my room where two maids were cleaning, one vacuuming and the other picking up the carpet. That's about all I remember.
This is last part of the dream that i remember. There's some sort of tournament on the game XCOM TFTD, and someone in the team can't play for some reason, so i am replacing him. It's somehow game 1v1v1v1(dunno how that works) and the map is underwater temple area. I move my troops through tactical positions and eventually end up fighting for the center of the map. Don't remember who won though.
NON LUCID (Each title represents a different dream) The declaration of Shiva as Chenrezik in the Ekta mandir. The kung fu fight in the sky in Japan. Dad and the unknown DC arguing, SHUT UP! A fitness trainer giving advice about how to eat.
Dream 1: I don't remember much about this one, but I was in a post-apocolyptic world with a constantly rising floor of acid. There were bandits, but I can't remember much about them. Dream 2: A few friends and I were talking about the mythos Slenderman. We're currently in a building with a meeting room, theater, etc. A fat kid and I decide to go look around, slenderman appears, he gets taken. I rush to the meeting room where I'm laughed at, but we then gathered weapons and went off into the forest. I remember I also spent a considerable amount of time asking for ammo.
I was off in the wilderness doing some fishing with Mike, Dan, Calvin, and myself. (The people listed are my friends and roommates) Somehow, I was convinced that I had to be at work the next day (which in waking reality, i did,... but this was a vacation dream, so in hindsight, it made no sense!) I decided I would go one last trek into the wilderness away from our cabin. I traveled to a narrow peninsula set between two lakes. One smaller lake to the southeast, and one larger lake to the northwest that wrapped around the land barrier between both lakes (one lake cusping the other, if you can visualize it) . I had a tube (which was actually a pillow. yay for sleep!) that I used to travel across the smaller lake to the other side, paddling my way there. Then I did a little bit of exploring on the wooded land, and then after the sun started coming down I decided it was time to head back. So I took my tube and I ran, and with perpetual physics that one would only find in dream state, I started skipping across the lake. The distance was so far that I ended up skipping across the smaller lake, off the peninsula, and onto the larger lake. I stopped and I was amazed by what i just did. I ended up taking my awesome sense of inertia into the wilderness southbound again, and I came across Mike and Calvin, camping outside with a bonfire, right in the middle of an outdoor exposed shack that the randomly found out there. I started hanging out with them, having a lot of fun during the night, inside the cabin shack thingy, and I wanted to tell them about my awesome journey . As time went on, and we got a little drunk, I forgot the story, and we started looking at some older notebooks, and I was going to try to burn some of them. Oddly enough, some of those notebooks were some of my older dream journals and personal thoughts, and I decided I would put most of those aside for safe keeping. Then I was playing with my tablet, which turned into a picture frame for some reason, and I put it up on one of the walls. I heard Calvin say "Holy sh*t!" and I looked, and the sun was already up. All of the sudden, I felt something on my leg, lifted my leg, and there was a raccoon h*mping me! I tried telling everybody, but nobody was listening. For a brief moment, I just stared at it, wondering where it came from in the first place. Then, I tried to pry it off of me, but to no avail. It was latched on tight! ... I looked around and I told everybody again, and they noticed, and Calvin pointed at it and once again shouted "Holy sh*t!" End rape scene!
Transition was weird. My arms were tingling the whole time, and kept tingling throughout the dream. It was pitch black in my room, but my vision lit things up like a LED flash light. I tried covering my eyes, and my head to see if that made a difference, but it didn't. I don't know where the light source was coming from other than my head...maybe my eyes...I'm still not sure. I headed to the living room, and woke up. Arms were still tingling. It couldn't have been because of the way I was sleeping because that's my usual position.
Kind of Fun Work I had 2 or 3 jobs. I was actually starting to get tired of working all the time, but last job I was at was phone sales, and it wasn't that hard. I also kind of liked the job and the people. The dream was boring to retell, so I'll only say this much. There ended up being a pretty girl. Everyone lined up against a wall so the boss could talk to us. This girl said something about me parting my hard in the middle. I held her shoulders and got "upset" about it. I was using it as an excuse to get close to her. Then she said that my brother got upset about the same thing. I then "got upset" that she compared me to my brother. I ran my hand down her sides and brushed my thumb against the side of her breast. She quickly told me not to do that. I stopped, but she wasn't really so upset about it. If I hadn't woken up, we might have played more of that game. The End -- After discussing an example miracle IWL that if my lime tree were full of limes over night, that would be a miracle, I dreamed last night that it was full of limes all of a sudden. -- I dreamed that I explained to someone that the letters Q and K in Morse Code make the Darth Vader theme.
Updated 01-01-2013 at 05:03 AM by 41873 (Add 2 dreams)
Remembered two dreams this morning. The first one involved...DUNDUNDUN MURDERRRRRRRRRRRR. Suddenly, there was a murder. I didn't freak out about it or anything. My family and I decided to stay at a nearby hotel, just to be a little safer. While at the hotel, I caught wind of a rumor about some ace-detective-turned-pastor who would be going to the crime scene in the nearby graveyard to solve the clues. Out of no where, I was watching the pastor investigating, almost like a cutscene in a video game. He didn't investigate for very long. Probably found what he needed to. This is when I decided to go to the graveyard myself. I felt a little spooked, but I brought my iPod with me and listened to MCR while walking around the graveyard. Should've used that as a way to go lucid, I was listening to a song by MCR that didn't even exist. I got to the back part of the graveyard to find a weird looking bug in a black shell. The shell popped open, and a scary looking, browin-ish colored beetle crawled out, screeching. I screamed and fled in terror, and looked behind me, seeing the beetle take to the air with vibrant colored wings. I ran as fast as I could out of the graveyard, and made it out, but not before feeling a stinging pain on my shoulder... Now for the other dream. For some reason, I wasn't in my body, but instead in the body of a police officer with a mustache. I was hiding from this extremely nasty guy in a sumo outfit, and when his back was turned, I jumped out and made him sit on a chair so I could interrogate him. Sadly, I forget how that conversation went, but I do recall it being very short. I stepped out into the nearby hallway, and suddenly, I was back in my body again. I found some friends of mine who aren't actually my friends irl, and we went down this hallway called 'The Troubled Kids Hallway'. It looked like a normal hallway, but anyways. We made it out into this auditorium that resembled my old lunch room from middle school, and kids were lined up getting ready to watch a presentation. I found my girlfriend, and she waved at me, but her expression was one of unease. Her hair was dyed red-orange in color, unlike the black color she has in real life. For some reason, I wasn't allowed to sit next to her, so I found a seat far away and sunk into it, saddened that I couldn't be with her. And that was that. I have a little fragment of me using Assassin's Creed-styled parkour climbing to travel around a city, but I think that was a part of the murder dream. I think.
took: - 100mg 5-HTP before going to sleep - 1 dose of galantamine + choline lucid dreaming: 1 lucid experiences note: - took 100mg 5-HTP (used to stack all the REM sleep towards the end of the night) - got to sleep at 11:30PM - WBTB @ 5AM (this was too late should have been 4AM) - great dream recall - 1 very clear lucid dream - 5-HTP does not seem to be stacking the REM sleep towards the end of the night so far, need to do more research on the topic
All I remember is something to do with a mobile phone which a teenage girl handed to me.
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