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We were at some kind of huge house party. The place looked like a giant warehouse. At the entrance was a queen-sized bed where a girl, who we'll call Julie, was laying. She looked very sad so I naturally wanting to comfort every sad person I ever encounter went to go soothe her soul. I sat on the edge of the bed and asked what was wrong. I believe she said something about breaking up with her boyfriend. I got closer and gave her a comforting hug. Then, a girl who we'll call Tamy, arrived and laid down on the vacant side of the bed. She's texting on her phone. Now, a little background about Tamy: I've liked her for some time now and every time I see her, I get nervous and feel like I can fly with all the butterflies in my stomach.

So I get up and go around to her side and say hi. I was just about to start conversating when Julie starts to cry even harder, trying to catch my attention. And as I try to reach over to tap Julie on the back, I'm slyly going in between Tamy's legs and acting like I don't know it. But she looks at me oddly and me playing the fool act like it was an accident and get off her with a nervous laugh. I reach over to Julie and she picks her head up, eyeing me with a glint of what could be lust or love. She lunges at me trying to kiss me but I place an arm out and block her face. I push her off strongly and yell,
"What the hell are you doing?! Get the fuck off me?!"
So much for wanting to make people feel better, right? She responds,
"You are perfect for me Brian! You are so perfect for me!"
But I have absolutely no interest in this woman. And all the while this is happening, that girl I mentioned earlier, Tamy, is witnessing everything. But she is still texting on her phone acting like she's not paying attention.
"I can't make it seem like I'm interested in this girl. I still want a shot with Tamy!" I thought to myself. And I stormed away from the bed and into the interesting part of the warehouse, the dance hall.

Strangely, the lighting here was darker and the golden light of the previous segment of the warehouse did not seem to penetrate the dance hall. I'm pushing and shoving away dancers trying to reach the bathroom. I finally reach the bathroom and instead of a door, there was a drape that could be seen through if one tried hard enough. The wall the toilet was attached to barely reached up to my neck, hardly covering anyone trying to use the bathroom. But I unzip and relieve myself. I then see someone dragging Tamy to where I'm at and they're saying Tamy wants to talk to me. This action has been done in my real life. I tell her that I'm about done and I'll meet her at the bed (hehe). I finish paying the water bill and head through the sweaty dancers again to reach the bedroom once more. This next part is where the dream was the juiciest for me I see.

Tamy is all tucked into the bed laying on her side. She looks disappointed. I open the covers and lay next to her, adjusting the pillow so my eyes could be level with hers. She asked,
"Why didn't you kiss that girl earlier, huh? You really let her down..." and as she saying this, she looks away from me and looks almost jealous. I respond,
"I don't like her, how can I be forced to kiss someone who I have no interest in?" to which she replies,
"She seems like a nice girl. How can you expect to receive chances from someone when you yourself won't give girls chances?" I had a perfect rebuttal. In real life, I asked her out. And she turned me down . So I told her,
"Oh, kind of like how you gave me a chance when I asked you out, right?" I said that with so much sarcasm hoping she would get the message I was trying to convey. She was left speechless. All that came out of her mouth were small chuckles and broken explanations. But then, she stopped. And she no longer looked disappointed when she looked at me. She looked innocent with her big brown eyes. The eyes are the gateway to the soul, they say, and her soul was telling me that she indeed liked me, but something was getting in the way of us having a relationship. I could feel it. Then she smiled and said,
"Ok, but this is a one time thing." and she said something else but I can't remember what. Then, as we looked at eachother, I knew what was coming next. We both had a mutual understanding. It was as if telepathically she was telling me "Kiss me, you idiot." I reached my left arm over her right hip and placed my hand softly on the back of her head. I played with the curls of her ponytail for a second when I lean in close. She smiles and looks away for a second to lick her lips and straighten out. She turns to me and closes her eyes. I do the same. Then our lips touch in the gentlest, softest, warmest, and the most firework inducing kiss I have ever felt in my short 18 years of living. It wasn't wet, but it wasn't dry. I gripped her gently. It was like our lips were matched up perfectly by destiny to form the greatest and most passionate kiss ever. She kisses my upper lip as I kiss both of hers. I didn't put my tongue out, seeing as how I didn't want to seem like a pervert and ruin a passionate kiss. But her tongue touched the tip of mine, inviting me to explore her mouth. So I did, but only briefly and not like a starving wildebeest. And as I put out my lips to make another cycle, she quickly pulls back and ends it with a quick peck on my upper lip. She shrugs and then smiles at me. The dream fades. The feeling of that kiss still lingers on my lips as I type this. It was incredible ...

19.05.2011

Random dream girlfriend goes to the concert with me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

In this dream I had a random girlfriend, but she had also a boyfriend. I was actually her affair. We went to her house, where her boyfriend was, but I did not care of him. I was more worried that her passed away mom would worry.

As I entered, she had a black dog (I believe this dog is someone's who I give healings in waking, such dog goes berserk of excitement when she sees me) The dog got all excitement barking, jumping and licking. I played with her for a few minutes until we went to visit my dream girl friend system. Her system was a litter older than her, and as soon as she saw me, she said, "Oh! Nice! You found a cute guy this time!"

After a while, we went out. It was night and we walked on downtown. We were going to some sort of small concert inside a pub. When we reached the place, some very rude evangelic people was coming out from somewhere. I avoided them and entered the pub. The concert was over and they were looking over someone who apparently was murdered.

I needed to go to the restroom. Inside the males restroom, there was another door that lead to the female's restroom. Someone beat me up. For some reason, I wanted to enter the female's restroom. I found out that this restroom had a lot of shaving devices and weird stuff for the hair.

19.05.2011

The island of earthquakes (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a vacation island. This dream occurred during day, and the sun was very bright.I was going to the beach when suddenly I felt a few series of small earthquakes. I was worried they meant the big one was coming.

I though it was a good idea to evacuate the island. Some people was running up and down very confused. I could see also how new small earthquakes were happening as well as small tsunamis. My wife was also there, freaking out as well. I decided to find a chopper or something to get out of the island. I got to a beach where no one was but a few sand fishes that were extremely poisonous. I watched to not step on one.

I was able to find an exit that lead me to a roman town. I could find people from my home town who new me. There was some sort of line to go inside a tour cave.

We entered. The tour happened on a small boat. The cave was completely dark. I could hear the water drops and the quietness of the cave. Suddenly, I heard the sound of shamans playing different wooded instruments, but I could not see them. I felt it could assist me on inducing trance.

19.05.2011

A Viking inside a sponge talks to me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The story line of this dream repeated several times. I went back and forth during this same story line.
What I remember from this dream, was replaying a scene were a battle happened. I Viking would spawn from somewhere and attack me.

I decided to look around to find out where the viking was hiding. I saw a small plastic Viking inside my sponge. I could feel how sharp his sword was.

Something about starting level four and five. The viking said, "You wish you never be all"

in this dream i was on my bus at school and this girl i liked liked me blah blah i heard them say she didnt know if i liked her so we didnt go out and stuff. but after that i went home to my room and walked out i went towards my patio door and stopped i saw a mirror looked in it and smiled. in the mirror i didnt smile fully it was like i couldent smile and then i said Im Dreaming. i then remembered on DV's a guy said "when you go lucid immediatly do something. i ran downstairs to my patio i stood in front of the big couch down there the first thing i tried to do was a rasengan "lucid task" i focused hard all of a sudden i saw my hand dip in having a hole like shape in my hand i saw flashing images pop up in my hand of a blue swirling ball "rasengan" i coulden't do it that way so i tried another position i did hand symbols representing jutsu i put my palm facing downward a rasengan detached from my hand was there after chargeing i spun and it shot out of my hand flying towards the sky.. "it looked so cool" next i thought of something else. i remembered me and my friend trying to "dream share" i attempted to summon my friend jason we have been trying these projects together i put my hands on the ground "its how i summon" and a blast of smoke shot up from the ground above me it faded and nothing was there so i remember my friend saying he said"he focused hard and saw images of me" So i then focused hard. i remember him saying after that the dream got fuzzy and he woke up all of a sudden the dream got fuzzy i then thought of what to do i quickly closed my eyes and spun when i opened them it was clear again. i remain in the dream i then attempted to summon again i thought i couldent because of the small space in the patio i still tried no luck. so i ran to my backyard trying to summon again nothing. so i thought of something else to do. lets just say it was over pg-13. and after that i woke up.

Dream 1
I was at my friend Jacob's house and we were talking about some TV show and he said he hadn't seen the new episode yet because his TV was stolen. I looked over and there was a stand for a flat screen TV but no TV. He told me that he left his window a crack open and they got in that way. Then I freaked out and went home because sometimes I do that. I got home and closed the window, and then looked out the window for a moment. (I live in an apartment building and my bedroom window looks out onto the balconies of another apartment building) I looked at one balcony that had the actors that play Serena and Eric on gossip girl and waved at them (Or it could have been the characters, I'm not sure because I only waved at them) and then I looked at the other balcony and just stood there staring at the people on it for a while.

Dream 2
Kind of a fragment, I made some kind of study guide for my english final with my friend Maxx. There was some kind of panic over it either going missing, messing up the information, or just the test itself. I don't remember.

Going to sleep now, it's 10:35 am. I will become lucid.

First dream I remember was having Sherry come to me and be like, "i think Dan might ask me to prom because vlahblahblah" and she asked me if I knew anything, I said no. So she asked me to tell her if anything came up cause she wants to know beforehand. Soo then it goes to just me alvin and ian playing basketball. I do remember we find out that Ian has a crush, and kuya don don was like dude she's in the philippines? forget about it! but Ian was like no and he said he's waiting till he's 18. So were like whatever lol. Then we go play basketball.

edit: remembered a couple more things (2 things that i had to stop and think about because of it's weirdness.. almost became lucid i think)

first thing was me seeing katrina in 5th period with a motorcycle. i was like, hmm.. that's weird.. she got a motorcycle instead of a car? then my mind goes.. OK, THAT SOUNDS TOTALLY FINE. NOTHING WEIRD ABOUT THAT. then i continue whatever i was doing.. which i forgot.

second was in a FA. I woke up, and I still had my boxers on (i put back my shorts after WBTB cause it was cold, but i didn't question that). Then I look at my thighs and I see cuts, almost like I cut myself on purpose. There were quite a few, and I think I remember seeing cuts on my arm too. I was just like.. WTF? when did I get these cuts?? then again, my mind goes, HMM WHATEVER I JUST DONT REMEMBER. IT'S FINE. and I go into the bathroom and wash my face and everything, and I wake up for real and I'm late to school

It seems like I'm getting closer to become more aware in my dreams, as I'm actually questioning these weird things that are happening in my dreams. I've never done that before, so hopefully my awareness will boost up over time and I can finally have a DILD in fantasy land.

May 19th, 2011.

I slept over at a friends house today. I don't remember my dream today so I don't have fresh material, so I think I will just write down a memorable dream of mine. I don't know why I remember this dream so well but to me it has always been significant.

I remember the dream started in a city. For some reason I know it was Chicago, though I don't know the roads or the layout in the dream I remember knowing it was Chicago. It was snowing heavily and I was on a wide road, and the only car on it. It was white out conditions. This was during the winter time and it had snowed previously so I'm certain that was the reason I saw the snow in my dream.

I pulled up to a office complex. It was a sky scraper, I know that much. What was so interesting (and the reason why I think I remember this dream so vividly) is that I could have sworn I had been to this particular building before. I know for a fact I haven't been in it in real life, so maybe I had visited it in a past dream, but it felt very familiar to me, and I knew I had seen it before. I even remembered in the dream I thought to myself "I know this place, and walked over to an elevator. I rode the elevator to one of the higher floors, where I saw my roommate and good friend. I remember looking out of the windows and seeing the snow fall, more so than when it was driving even. I felt very comfortable watching the snow fall in my dream, much like I do in real life. My friend for some reason had a bunch of chicken mcnuggets (this was when mcdonalds had it's 50 piece deal going) and I watched him down a considerable portion while we talked. I remember he was going to clock out, and the time was 10 something (I looked at a digital clock) and I felt scared. I didn't want him to leave, because I would be the only one in the office. I woke up shortly before he left.

I don't know why this dream is so memorable or significant, but it is. I enjoyed this dream a lot, and remember kicking myself for not using visual cues to pick up on my dream. I wonder if I will see that office complex again.

So I tried this last night. I told myself, "I lucid dream. Lucid dreaming is easy. EVERYONE can do it. You're holding yourself back by your doubts and false beliefs. Let them go. I lucid dream."
Sadly, I didn't get a lucid. But I know that it will happen. Cool part was though, I haven't remembered any of my dreams in literally months, because of school and all that. But the first night I try this technique? I remembered my dream in the morning. I can already tell it's progressing me along. (: I'll lucid dream tonight.
It really is a belief/subconscious thing. Our standard conscious belief is that lucid dreaming is difficult, and that it takes a lot of practice if you're not a natural. But in reality, everyone can do it. And by truly believing you can do it, and like Silverbullet said earlier 'Not just believing. It's fucking KNOWING.' <that right there says it all. KNOW that you'll lucid dream. And it'll happen. Sure, it may not work the very first night you try it, but it progresses you towards your goal (lucid dreaming) and ends up giving you the desired result. (:

This is exactly how it works for me! I think many people using this technique are "trying" a bit too much. But what is the difference between trying and knowing? For me trying is when you continue to tell yourself that you are going to have a lucid dream that night in bed. But if you knew that you would have a lucid dream that night, why would you continue to repeat that in your head?

I didn't get this simple fact before I started to look into my own dreams a bit more. First I started to look at what I did differently when I had my lucid dreams, of course I looked in all the wrong places. Was it the food I ate? The things I did? The time I went to sleep?

Well, I tried to completely replicate all of those little things and guess what I got? Absolutely nothing. I was left dumbstruck, if I did everything in the exact same way as I did when I had my lucid dream, why wouldn't I get one then?

Then it struck me, no small thing would make me lucid, because the only thing holding me back was myself. What held me back was my own state of mind. Every single lucid I've had throughout the years have been successful due to my state of mind.

So what was my state of mind like when I had my lucid dreams? Perhaps I thought much about lucid dreaming before bed? Maybe I played some game to make me more alert? Nope, the only thing I did was being careless about lucid dreaming, I didn't focus my strength at becoming lucid. I focused my strength at falling asleep.

So, what did I do when I failed my lucid dreams then? I pressured myself. I continued to think about lucid dreaming at night, trying to induce it by thinking hard about dreaming and by doing that i increased the already high pressure even more. It didn't matter if I fully believed that I was going to lucid dream, by pressuring myself at night I managed to destroy my chances of having lucid dreams.

I wish I would've seen my facial expression when I came to that conclusion. I think it was something in between of looking extremely happy but at the same time extremely dumb. This simple thing had flown past me millions of times and I didn't give it a thought at all. For years I sat and repeated my mantras, tried to fall asleep while aware and thought about lucid dreaming. But the only thing I needed to do was to look into myself and figure lucid dreaming out for myself.

The "method" i use in a nutshell:
1 (optional). I meditate about an hour before bed to make my thoughts more manageable. This makes it easier for me to induce the dreamscapes I want to visit (horray for cool dreamscapes!)
2. I go to bed and sleep. (If you have a hard time feeling careless about lucid dreaming try to think of it as something less important. You could pretend that you have a big test at school tomorrow and you really need to be 100% awake in the morning, so you don't have time to think about lucid dreaming.)
3. I lucid dream

If you choose to meditate you could use that to reinforce the fact that you're going to have lucid dreams tonight (or every night ).

So if anyone feels like they're trying a bit too hard, stop trying. Watch some movies, play some games, read some books or simply chill out. You are going to get your lucid dreams anyway!

(TLDR; I agree with Ctharlhie, don't focus so much on lucid dreaming at night, confidence is key, over-thinking is not.)

Well, last night's dream was (almost) delicious and featured an interesting coincidence, which I mention below.


Sleep. All I remember is being in a coffee shop. It is dark, not as though it is nighttime, but as though there aren't enough windows. In fact, I don't really remember there being any. The predominant colour is a dark chestnut brown. The walls are made of wood of the same colour, as is the L-shaped counter. Behind the counter is one of my friends from school, Helena, wearing a gray apron and a white uniform. As usual, she is smiling as she works.

I approach the counter and ask for a chocolate-dipped pretzel, as I know that they will be a foot long and delicious. Helena tells me that there are none, even though behind her I can clearly see a couple left. However, I do not press her for questions, but wait as she tells me she is in the process of making new ones. I never do eat that pretzel. Wake.


(Interesting side note: Today (May 19, 2011), one of my friends (not Helena) brought in chocolate-dipped pretzel snacks to school and shared one with me during lunch.)


Here is a picture that best represent the coffee shop from my dream (except it's dark chestnut and there are chocolate-dipped pretzels behind the counter on a rack).

Hello, everyone! I've been busy with life. Since my lucid dreaming life had not been going so well, I put it aside and now I cannot lucid dream at all. My dream's recall has degraded, and I don't keep a dream journal anymore. But I'm going to try again! I promised myself that I would. After all, it's been over five years.
- Kyhaar


Legend:
Non-Lucid Dreaming
Lucid Dreaming
Dream Signs (or other interesting things)


Current Dream Signs:

• Chocolate (often involves the consumption or attempted aquisition of it, sometimes in a dessert buffet)

I am in a bar waiting for someone and I have a beer in a pint glass. There is a tv with something science related on. I don't think the person I am waiting for is going to come, and I'm feeling kind of anxious so I leave. I am outside on a city street and I have a knife with me. I hear a siren go off, like the kind that you hear from fire houses. I start rushing back home and I realize I don't have my phone. As I walk in the door I see M ripped my old backpack in half. I look at my knife and see it kind of curves upward at the end of the blade, then I go over and stand in the hallway and lean against the wall and take the knife and start slashing at my wrists. I see cuts but the blood isn't dripping so I do it faster and in different directions. M says he can't help me.

i was looking out and red window in the staircase to the second floor in my house. when i looked out the window i saw a small cloud outside of it and then my dad came flying up near the window with weird willy wonka glasses on and he had a yellow sphere on his back and he had some kind of purple dotted yellow cylander in his hand and he made a bigger cloud come out of it and onto the small cloud but i was soooooo jealous i ran downstairs and into the basement then i ran out the basement door outside and i saw my dad by the garage so i walked up to him and asked if i coukld use the yellow sphere and tht i could pop it and tape it on my back and my dad said tht he was working on it so that it could be straped to you i just took the yellow sphere from his hands and put it on my back and it stayed then i flew off around the front of the house.

i was outside with a bunch of people and they started to run off toward a barn but instead of walls on the barn there were pillars i ran into the barn and to the right there was a wooden ladder i decided to climb them up, once i reached the top i was in a attic in the barn so i looked around and there were two other ladders going back down so i walked back to the ladder i came from and some guy was coming up it so i knifed him cod black ops style and he died then i ran to the other ladders and more people were coming up the ladders so i knifed the guys then some of my teammates came up to me and said i was crying so i denyed it and ran off the attic onto the ground but when i hit the ground i found i had a small silver P with a p ingraved into it so i thought it was a tomahawk and i treated it that way then i ran around the outside of the map on a dirt road with a few houses here and there but i rarely ran into people mabye twice but i just knifed them so once i reached a house with a guy on the roof i entered the house and ran up the stairs then once i got onto the roof the guy turned around and saw me so i ran to him and knifed him then i ran south and jumped off the roof but when i hit the ground my friend sydney was about 20 meters away from me in a purple dress and she started to speak..she told me that i had to go do my laundry and the handicapped peoples laundry. i didnt want to so i took my silver P with a p ingraved in it (the tomahawk) and i threw it at her trying to kill her but i missed and the P tomahawk landed a few feet in front of her so i was upset and i walked the other way. That was my dream