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I was playing a tornado game with a bunch of dreamers. Everyone tries to suck everyone out of the playing field into portals overhead.

My team won. We were like gladiators. We fought with weapons now, with tornadoes whirling around us, then weapons and magic, then, hi tech weapons and magic. My team was owning, then we kept getting pwned by the same team: TEAM GAWN.

These big devil bastards grinned at us at spat acid. You really want to fuck with us? We are the Sons Of Gawn. I said, "Fuck yeah, bitches. I like the spicy taste of devilflesh." We roared at each other, and had one last match. I morphed into a devilman myself, but, I was badass-iest! I had six horse legs, a snake tail, and a mane of flame down my back. The leader of the other team transformed into a blue flaming minotaur, and we clashed heads, locking horns. There is a great explosion.

Q yells. DRAW.

We buy them all drinks in the City of Nowhere at one of the Bars. The club is amazing. I can't believe I am in a dream, yet, I am surrounded by mythical beasts. This dude with yellow cat eyes, and a red devil face wearing a pink and black suit says, "Ey buddy, you talking to yourself?" Then I realize it's me looking in the mirror.

I stare at myself for five minutes. My face doesn't change. Okay, this is a dream. This dude walks in the bathroom, "But, it feels so real," he says smugly. He has purple skin, and kind of a fishy face.

"Hey who the fuck are you, man?"

"I'm your dream guide, idiot. Don't you recognize me?" He morphs into many forms. I then realize he's in literally all my dreams.

"So, tell me what the hell is going on, Xaphor!"

"You are actively lucid dreaming. You are remembering your dreams exactly as you dream them. Everything is now crystal clear in the remembering. Ever since you drank that Lucidi-Tea mixed with the Vivid-ity."

"So why do I not usually dream like this."

"The reality is quite the opposite: you always dream like this. You only remember blurry. You know what it is: a filter you installed so you would not get obsessed with dreams. Now that your life is more balanced as a result of cycling the power, you are ready for this type of real remembering.

We are suddenly sitting on a cliff near a huge waterfall. It's gorgeous.

All of this, you made, in the Land of Nod. Your dream body, everyone's dream body, does so much more than the waking mind can even comprehend. When you can be aware of all planes at all times, then, you are full of power. This requires great effort, along with non-effort. Please do not try to hard, or get disappointed if your subconscious grows the filter back. Just remember... remember your dreams... and remember... I love you... I love you... Nomad...

I see Xaphor and I in other dimensions, as brothers, friends, enemies, lovers, mothers, it's all so weird, but fascinating...

"Well, it's only parallel versions of us," I tell myself.

Xaphor and I fall asleep on a cloud. He merges with me, and I become a red dragonman.

I fall asleep in a video game. I wake up at a computer. The computer somehow looks like it evolved from an insect, as did everything... I was a kind of bee-man. I walked out of the room. Other bee people greeted me. There were glowing yellow circles in the floor, and other circles glowing... red.. green... I flew through the wall, and saw a room of all red.. and... a room of all green...

The colors were gorgeous, yet, simple.. I suddenly felt claustrophobic. I flew through the crust to the surface of the planet, through an ocean filled with life, and flew into the sky.

Raven was flying by on a swan. She looked like an Egyptian Heiroglyph. I felt like my brain was melting.

The whole dream melted and melted. I felt like I was going insane. That's when I remember I smoked salvia.

WTF. WHERE AM I. BACK IN THE BIODOME? weird man weird

"So," Saber turns to us, and juggles bubbles, each with an image of a different part of the new BanYanLand, "I put a lot of cool shit here... but, would you like to see my [I]planet[/I]?"

We nod, and he grins, and flies into the sky shouting, "Follow me!" We crash through the roof of the Biodome, and it heals itself. The AI scolds me.

Bobby (Saber) shows us this silly golden Star Trek Enterprise, and says it's his spaceship. We board it. The entire ship is a nightclub. Saber says his ship is powered by music. Raven smiles, and starts playing a green guitar from Basara. We go through a portal. Saber says spaceships protect dreamers from parasites when they go through wormholes, so you should always use a spaceship if you don't have a force field whenever you go through a wormhole.

There is a very strange planet in front of us.

It's orange and brown. It looks carved and tunneled heavily, and some parts have structures on them like coral.

Suddenly we are on a cheesey orange brown Star Wars Landspeeder, and Saber is giving us a tour.

PLANET THORAX

Called so, because everything evolved from insects, sentient life, plants, and even bacteria.

We are zooming over a jungle. Everything looks insecti-ish.

Suddenly we are all in a 2D megaman game. UH WTF!

"Dude, everyone loves Megaman!" Bobby says.

Suddenly it becomes a mix of a D&D game, and a Megaman RPG... Uh... We lose lucidity getting into the game. We get to the end boss. It's Bobby as a octopus. We beat him, then he blows sleep dust on us. We fall asleep. And I have a dream of interacting with the beings. We awake back in BanYanLand.

"So How do you like my planet?"

Everybody in my family became Infected with this strange virus, so I took it upon myself to end their misery. It was hard, and it was before they turned completely, but I managed. Somehow I was not infected, so I moved on with my dog - to a place where other survivors were gathering. I was hoping that maybe I could stay safe with them. And for a while, we were. We gathered supplies and moved into this large asphalt/brick house that was both sturdy and spacious, and isolated. A heavy-plated truck was our escape vehicle in the garage, and we took it upon ourselves to memorize every nook and cranny of the house in case something happened.

Axel (my dog) took well to living there. He never strayed far from me, so protective he was, but he'd play in the sunlight and happily go to and fro with the smaller children and play with them.

But like all good things, it had to end.

Hunters broke in, and my dog attacked them. He was Infected, then, but before I could go to him, I was ushered inside o the house and we were scrambling to get safe. My dog was taken inside, and I remember he was taken behind a door I was not allowed to enter. When we were attacked again, the next night, everything had been packed up into the getaway truck and as I was about to enter, I saw my dog, bound and insane. I bit my lip as I entered the truck, and away we went. The Hunters had attacked in the sunset, so we used it to our advantage.

We drove for what seemed like forever, but finally got to another safe haven - in Colorado. It was an incredibly fortified visitor's center of sorts, and it acted of somewhat like a store. We grew and sold food and other important things to people who travelled there in search of us. It was there that we discovered the alien life form that had come down and polluted the people, mutating them into Hunters.

But we had a small creature - another alien - and it raised the alien flora that had taken root in the visitor center. Everything was beautiful, captured into tubes and perfectly temperature-controlled. I took the small creature into my hand and had it give me a small tour. Against my will, however, I began to cry. The kind of deep heaves that leaves you feeling exhausted and tired. It was because I had killed everything I had ever loved.

Over time, we effectively found out how to stop the Hunters. We would lure them into the building and test possible ways to kill them. And we eventually found the correct way to do it.

Again, it was compromised.

I remember everyone was running back and forth and was screaming. A woman I was fond of ran back inside to save something, back inside of the building filled with Hunters, and I knew she would die. Her husand and I waited outside, in the heavy duty truck. A girl who was with us tried to plead with him to leave her, because if he cared about survival he would. He was going to wait for his "fool wife" he told her.

I was spurred into action, ran back inside of the building and began to search for her. I ran straight into a Hunter, which turned around and looked at me with eyes that only reeked of murderous intents.

"Don't," I pleaded, "Don't hurt her. Just turn around and leave, there are plenty of other things for you to eat besides her and me."

To my surprise, it did. It turned around and walked off calmly.

Something else was beginning to happen, but I was so scared and shaken that I pulled myself out of the dream.

I figured it'd be a good idea to have a large list of dream goals to keep myself occupied, rather than the small list in my signature. Here goes.

Things for fun:
[]Zombie attack
[]Kill a baby
[]Revive a killed DC
[]Slow motion fight
[]Become a wolf
[]Become a dragon
[]Run with a wolf pack
[]Dreamscape a dream without moving
[]Dreamscape while running with a wolf pack
[]Have a fight with a wolf
[]Have a fight with a wolf as a wolf
[]Have a fight with a dragon as a dragon
[]Shapeshift 5+ times in one dream
[]Merge my body with nature
[]Blow up my body
[]Fight a vampire
[]Be a vampire
[]Fight Cerberus (or Fluffy)
[]Create a mini-city with people, and control it
[]Play chess
[]Play wizards chess
[]Learn 5+ common battle archetypes and use them all simultaneously.
[]Communicate telepathically

Serious things to do:
[]Find my spiritual guide
[]Find my dream guide (might be a different being, idk)
[]Speak with my divine inner father
[]Speak with my dead uncle
[]Dilate time by 3+ hours
[]Dilate time by a day
[]Find my personal dream trainer
[]Speak with Pan
[]Speak with Odin
[]Speak with my subconscious (or "the real me")
[]Meditate through a whole dream
[]Have a variety of intellectual conversations with DCs Waking Life style.
[]Share a dream with my dad (he's lucid every night)
[]Make a song on the piano or beat on drums
[]Have a dream that lasts a lifetime.
[]WILD 5+ times in one week

Note: My first goal for this night was to look for Asuka. MoSh said he is worried about the situation due to not having seen her in the past few dreams, so I agreed to help locate her and see if there was something wrong. With this in mind I fell asleep and slipped into a WILD.

As my WILD began I found myself in the same familiar location in MoSh's inner world. I didn't have to wait very long, MoSh came right out of the house and came over to me, clearly in a hurry to get moving. He came over to me and looked like he was surprised that I had not yet opened the portal, we most certainly had to get moving before… well before what? I had no idea what he thought would happen if we didn't depart immediately, but I went ahead and opened a portal while focusing on locating Asuka wherever she may be. MoSh followed me through the portal.

MoSh and I emerged into a beautiful place, flowers growing everywhere, a sparkling stream flowing through tall green grass, the path we were on led to a small bridge over the stream… it was all beautiful. I wondered where Asuka might be, although it definitely looked like the kind of place we might find her. After scanning the area for signs of her energy, I led MoSh across the small bridge and into an area filled with particularly beautiful flower. Asuka was at the end of the path near a small pool, crawling through the plants and flowers as if looking for something, she was so distracted with her search that she hadn't even noticed we were there. She was looking closely at some strange flowers floating in the pool of water right next to her, staring very intently at the flowers as if she wasn't sure what to do next. She only became aware of us when MoSh spoke to her.

"Asuka?" MoSh said, getting her attention, "What are…" Asuka interrupted, she asked him to please not say anything until… she picked one of the strange flowers off the surface of the water… until he had smelled the flower. MoSh looked rather confused, he asked what the flower was for as Asuka came over and held it out to him. She said it was a heart flower, a blue lotus flower with a heart in the center, and whoever smelled the flower would only be able to express their true feelings. She said if MoSh could smell the flower and still wanted her to go… she looked like she might cry, but she went on and said she was sure he would not be able to say such things if he smelled the flower first. So if he really meant what he had… MoSh interrupted now, saying he hadn't said she should go, she had decided that all by herself, after the lucid dream they had shared together, she had just gone silent and he hadn't seen her since. Asuka looked momentarily confused, then said no, he had called her a whore and said he wanted her to go… Something wasn't right there, I was wondering what was going on. Maybe the best thing to do would be to see exactly what had happened. The first thing I thought about was viewing the dream, so I summoned my laptop and activated. I dialed the dream up, hoping I wouldn't see too much of the actual action of the dream.

Asuka's View
The hologram now had me in the dark of MoSh's and Asuka's bedroom, I really felt like I was intruding here, but I wanted to know what had happened that Asuka's report of events was so different from MoSh's. I peeked up at the bed cautiously, I wanted to be sure there was nothing going on there anymore, and the two of them were just lying there. MoSh was facing the other direction, Asuka was facing him, and though it was pretty much impossible to see, there was a shadow between the two of them… was that the problem? Most likely. A voice seemed to come from MoSh, it sounded like MoSh's voice, but it didn't sound like something MoSh would say… he told Asuka that had been so disappointing, he told her if he had known that was all he would get he wouldn't have bothered rescuing her all the time… Asuka just had a shocked look on her face, she said that wasn't funny if he thought he was joking. He (or the shadow) said he wasn't joking, and then added that Asuka had been nothing but a disappointment since day one, she had brought him nothing but trouble, so she should get the fuck out of his house, she was no longer welcome there. Asuka touched MoSh on his shoulder, MoSh responded with, "I know you're stupid… but don't tell me you're too stupid to know what it means when I tell you to get the fuck out!"

It looked like Asuka was crying, but she said to herself that there must be something wrong, someone had done something to him… she went to Data, who was in the other room, she said something was wrong with MoSh, but she couldn't see what, he had to help… So Data followed Asuka back to the room and did a scan of MoSh. The shadow thing was gone, so there was nothing there for him to see. I also took the opportunity to scan MoSh, but there was no sign of infection or anything. Asuka went and used what looked like a laptop and contacted Q, asking him to take a look at MoSh and see if he could find anything wrong. Q also took a look at MoSh but he was unable to find anything wrong. She used the laptop and now contacted Basara, she wanted him to check MoSh, but MoSh agreed with Q, she asked Basara where I was. Basara said I was out dreaming somewhere, but he didn't know where, but I would surely be back soon. Asuka looked in on MoSh one more time, only to find the bed was empty, apparently MoSh had woken up. She turned away from the bedroom and walked down the hall looking very sad, but then she seemed to get an idea. She opened a portal and went through it immediately. I followed her through the portal thought I wouldn't have had to since the dream shifted right away to the new location.

The rest of the hologram projections on Asuka involved her searching through a lush and beautiful garden near the edge of a pond, heading into a rather dreary swamp also near the edge of the water, up to the top of a mountain right near a natural spring that was flowing strong and clear. By now she seemed to be getting frustrated and discouraged, I wondered what she was looking for, but for now she sat down in the middle of a patch of flowers and cried… but not for long, she soon got up and was off again, deep in the woods there was a cave with a clear stream flowing out of it into a sparkling pool. She was looking near the water's edge once again, and looked disappointed and frustrated again when she apparently didn't find what she was looking for. The next stop she made was the place MoSh and I ended up finding her, in the garden where she had found the strange flowers. The hologram ended before MoSh and I appeared.

MoSh said that was not what had happened, he said that Asuka had gone silent, and had refused to speak to him, and then when she had disappeared… Q appeared in front of us, he was holding a strange wiggling little imp like creature by the scruff of its neck. The thing was wiggling and hissing and squirming, cursing and spitting… Q said this annoying little thing had been creating illusions, a little troublemaker with no energy to speak of… MoSh wanted to know how it had gotten inside his inner world, why had it been screwing around in there… the thing was hissing and spitting expletives, hissing something about the entire idea of love being nothing more than a farce, all methods of manipulation, all lies, so those fools might as well find that out now, because anyone who falls for the tripe that is love is only mmmph mmmph mmmph mmmph… Q had covered the little thing's mouth, it bit him… MoSh wanted to rip the thing's head off… Q said he had some use for such a creature, or thought he might, then the two of them disappeared…

The dream starts out with me riding my bike along a suburban neighborhood road. It curves to the left constantly, and judging by the surroundings, the curve of the road, and my distance from home, I'm riding my bike home from the neighborhood park. The sky is orange and purple, so I assume the sun is setting. Something catches my eye and I look up.

Floating a ways in the distance above the sky is an alien spaceship, slowly heading towards my house. My heart starts to race and I bike as fast as I can, trying to beat it home. Somehow I manage to get home before it, but not before crossing its path. I'm positive the aliens can see me entering my house.

I lock all the doors and try to find a place to hide. For some reason the most logical place is in front of my couch, which is in front of a giant window. I duck down and cower. After a few seconds I get my courage up to look out my window. My heart skips a beat. The spaceship is landing in the street right in front of my house. I watch as the main door hisses and slowly lowers itself open. At this point I get up and sprint into my room, slam the door shut, and hide under my bed. I can feel my heart pounding a million miles an hour.

Somehow the aliens managed to get inside. I can hear footsteps walking down the hall towards my room, and my doorknob turning. Then I wake up.

For some reason when I remember this dream, I also remember a fragment of me being a ghost. People can see me and are chasing me, so I fly away and hide in decorative oil pots. But they always break them open and try to catch me. I don't know how they know where I'm hiding...

I had this dream a while back, like when Steve Irwin was still alive.
So me and my friend Brittany were going on a roadtrip to Wisconsin Dells. They have this waterpark there called the Kalahari, which is for like little kids but that's not the point. So we checked into the Kalahari, and when we opened the door to our room, it opened into the real live African Kalahari. So we ventured inside, and looked around. We started to walk to nowhere in particular. Along the way we saw lots of different animals like girrafes and snakes, except they were made from paper like origami animals. I went to touch them, but when i did they died. However, their angel spirit floating up to heaven was a real animal. So they were fake when they were living but real when they were dead? Anyways, I cried when they died. In the background Britt was turning into a tree.

All of a sudden we hear a rustling coming from a bush. (Britt is no longer a tree.) We look over at it, and suddenly this crazy guy wearing a comical wolf mask with a huge nose jumps out screaming, "RAAAHRBOOGABOOGABOOGA!!!" We look at him like, what the fuck is wrong with you? He whips off his mask. "AHA!" he says in an Australian accent. Apparently Steve Irwin has found his way into the dream. "I bet I fooled you lassies didn't I? Ha, no, you two youngsters are smart enough to know that the REAL African Wolfhound has a much LARGER snout!" he says as he makes a circular motion around the mask's nose. Britt and I look at eachother like, whats with this clown? Suddenly he's right in our faces, smiling as wide as possible. "Say, how would you two like to join me on a wild Native American horse hunt?" without our consent he throws us each on a spotted white and brown horse, then jumps on his own, and we ride of into the sunset with Steve laughing maniacally.

I went out onto my street and heard a very loud snoring. It was a large bear under a car and apparently he was disturbing the neighbors. So I decided to throw a rock at it to get it to leave. It woke up and started to chase me.

I ran furiously to the apartments across the street and I jumped over a concrete wall into a pool area (Which is not there in real life BTW). Thinking bears cannot swim, I leap into the pool... Turns out they can...



It starts swimming towards me, throwing punches and trying to drown me. (This bear was acting like a human and I was genuinely frightened... Don't fuck with bears...)

This is the point where I skip in time...

I find myself on an endless highway at night, still in a panic from the bear attack, I see a saloon style bar on the side... I go inside and hide in the bathroom stall, I crouch down on top of the toilet and hope...

The bear walks in and searches around, he punches the mirror and then sees me peek over the stall door.

He busts in and starts beating me up furiously, I struggle my way out of the bathroom and into the main bar area, as he enters the bar area I am flailing my arms and roaring to try and deter it. It punches me across the room and while all the people watch I am furiously fighting with the bear. I summon up enough strength to punch it in the gut and then I get something to beat it in the back of the head with.. It starts to get weaker and weaker then it's head falls to the table... It somehow obtains the object and beats my head...

I don't remember much more but I'm pretty sure I won eventually

So my first experience with dream control was amazing.

Out of dream
In dream
Dream control

So I was sleeping (obviously) and I can hear noises of my mom talking out of my dream. I instantly knew I was dreaming because my mom was nowhere to be found. So I was just looking around at stuff I could do and I suddenly wondered "Well, I wonder how long until I wake up" so I was rushing to do something just to prove I could. So I find this metal sheet or whatever it was and I was just starring at it, I told myself "This thing needs to be bigger, A lot bigger." So I just imagine that thing about 20x's its size and I blink my eyes, all of the sudden when I opened them I have this giant metal sheet that was 20x bigger than the last in front of me. I then woke up and was disappointed but I was still amazed at how it happened.

Also, when I woke up I found out my mom was talking on the phone.

this one starts outside an apartment building, at the bottom near some stairs. me, my sister (i think) and some other people were talking about Ipod's. i was like "yea, they're so easy to get i mean look..." i then precede to pick up a random Ipod Touch off of the ground lol. i wasn't standing, i was laying on something. then the scene turns into my livingroom, im on the couch looking at my new Ipod, and were all still talking. there's people talking behind me, which they shouldn't have if the furniture was in its normal position. i was on the Ipod, looking at new apps to buy, free ones of course, while talking. then, after a small memory gap, everyone's gone and im in my livingroom alone, and all of the lights in that room were off, it was night time. i go into the kitchen, and turn and see my neighbor looking in the window, asking to come in, i think it was snowy outside. for some reason, that was the normal way for him to come over to my house lol. i motioned him to wait, and went upstairs to ask my stepdad if he could come in. when i asked my stepdad, he just started yelling at me about taking the dogs out late, but in the dream i knew he was wrong and defended myself. he continued to yell and be unreasonable (much like the real thing), and said no, my neighbor couldn't come in. i went back downstairs, but my neighbor was gone from the window, i just assumed he knew he couldn't come over.

It was hot, and me and ?Nomad? were in some sort of shed. For some reason we decided to dig a hole, but then decided to dig two holes, and connect the two with a tunnel, that was going to be braced by wood. When I started walking to the other hole place, I noticed my other friends there and...
I was in some sort of field. A wall of sorts was behind me, and my clothes were strewn all over the ground. I had clothes on. Some were wet that were on the ground. My friends from highschool, Tyler, and Horace, were with me. We were outside a hotel complex, and the bright sun was beating down on our necks. I told them to put some stuff on, and when they go inside the hotel, to act as if they were waiters to not get caught. We went inside the hotel complex, I believe because we had to get through it, and some massive event was being planned, like a giant party. Horace had gotten nabbed by my Dad, who used him to write and take notes. I went in, and pretended like I was nobody. I ended up going with this guy who had a treasure box. Scene jump. I was in the car with this girl, and she was driving down a street. It was next to the seaside. There were paper figures going across the road, like the miniature targets see at a county fair, escept they were life size. There was this one chinese figure, who looked like he was running in spurts. He ran from a dock up a hill, stopped, across one side of the road, stopped, and then ran right in front of us. We almost hit him, but it was like the whole thing was choreographed. This other paper girl, who was attached to some sort of mechanical system underneath the road, was in a lane. I asked the girl what would happen if we ran over them, she shrugged said,
"We'd put up another". . I almost asked another question, but we passed a huge sign saying "TREASURE HERE". I shouted, "Stop the car". We got out of the car, and went over to the place where the treasure was. This Navy dude was there, showing all the tricks of the chest. He opened the chest, and another chest popped out. Except this chest was a fake chest. He showed that when you opened it, nothing would be there. He cackled a little bit. There was a hidden latch that I saw, because he was shuffling dominoes at the time, that when they were chosen and put in the fake chest, once a person got to the correct amount, the real chest would open. Anyways, he was shuffling them, and I pushed the chest shut, but at an angle, and I saw a hidden latch system. He also commented about how you could make the dominoes just so, and He would win(the navy dude). A priest looked on and shook his head at this. In the hidden latch system, I knew there was a chest for big $$$, and thought about stealing it then and there, and I heard others thoughts planning the same thing. I decided against it.Scene Jump.
I was in a hallway, with a suit on, a brown suit. The buttons were backward for a sec, but I just had to turn the collar down. I was going to a party . I entered the room, and there were two chairs in the back. One was already taken by my Uncle, the one who just got married, and had his Jacket on it. I took the one behind this, and put my Jacket on it. We were waiting for the girls to come for the party. The other males started talking about some shit, I didn't listen. Then the music started, and the females entered, and we started dancing. I looked for my Jacket to dance, but my Uncle had swapped chairs with me, and he was sniggerring like the village idiot too. I took it and put it on, then I looked in the mirror, and looked like a cross between Kumorosaki and Chad from Bleach .
(While I do have extremely low low low ability to shapeshift IWL, mostly just controlling phsyiological processes, such as blood pressure and such, and a very mild bone structure change(centimeters woot), and changing cell structure minutely, muscle tension, that was why it was really odd for me to see this, and I should have done an RC
We all sat down after dancing, and a couple of us were cheering really, really loudly, cause my sister was about to blow out the candles on the cake. The candles blew out from all the screaming, and my sister said, "Woh, the pressure", talking about the air pressure. Then she started playing the ufonium(RC?), and was actually pretty good(RCCCC?). In the other room, the firls were being taught how to play the flute, possibly ?Nomad?, cause I heard a didgeridoo, and caught a glimpse. I wanted to join, but my sis was shooting me dirty looks.

Key:
Non-Lucid, Lucid, Commentary/Notes, Hypnagogic Hallucinations
i Inner Awareness, a Action, f Form, c Context

Bloodbath Fragment

I was in a dingy bathroom. The walls were brown and the floor was tiled dark red. Everything was dirty and the lights were really dim. There was someone in a bath with attached shower. He was bleeding.

He was then on the floor, blood gushing from his head all over the place ( c ). There were several shades of blood ( f ). Someone else was there and remarked that people had multiple levels of blood in their bodies. The lighter and more saturated the colour of the the blood the less important and the darker and less saturated the more important ( c ). The blood gushing out of the man's head was getting darker and less saturated ( f ). The person commented again that if he lost any more he would die.

Ex-Con?

I was sitting at a table in an unfamiliar room ( c ). It was some kind of apartment with white walls. Also in the room were some other people, but I didn't recognise anyone except two old school friends, L and S ( c ). I was writing and there appeared to be some kind of lesson or lecture going on ( c ).

The next think I knew everyone is leaving. I walked out and found myself on a street walking in to a supermarket.

I found myself at the check out with several items. There was a man with me that I don't recognise ( c ). His eyes were very blue and he had dark brown hair. He was slightly taller than me and wearing a white top.

I was placing my items on the checkout. I remember there being some kind of unfamiliar green fruit or vegetable ( f ). Another man who was wearing a dark jacket picked up two of my items and stuffed them inside his jacket. I gestured to protest, but he gestured that I shouldn't, so I didn't ( a ).

I was rushing to pack the carrier bag, but the check out assistant was super fast ( a ). She quickly handed me a receipt and asked for £1.50. I could read the value clearly on the receipt. I took some change out of my pocket, but dropped it all over the check out ( a ). I scrambled around looking for the money. I picked up a £1 coin, two 20p coins and searched for a 10p coin, but couldn't find one so gave her two 5p coins. I felt very flustered.

I was then leaving the supermarket with the blue eyed man. We walked back towards the apartment and saw L and S going in the other direction. I waved and L waved back, but S just looked typically miserable. While walking back I got the sense we were in a foreign country, probably somewhere in Europe ( c ).

We reached the apartment. It had an external staircase so we ascended. Stopping at the door I remarked to the blue eyed man that I was a murderer! ( i,c ) He was shocked and just stood there. I invited him in and said that we should have a drink ( a ). I walked in to the apartment, not noticing the clear signs of a disturbance throughout.

I found a bottle of some kind of alcohol on the floor. It was open but full. Somehow it was lying on its side but the liquid did not flow out ( f ). I shouted to the man that we should have a drink ( a ). Only then did I start to become aware of the state of the place. Things were broken and knocked over. There was a dart in a red sofa that looked like it had been thrown from the doorway ( c ).

The man was still standing at the door, shocked that I had randomly just told him that I was a murderer. I realised that something bad had happened while I wasn't here, but somehow knew that I would get the blame for it! ( i )

Some police walked in. One of them was a black detective guy. He was accusing me of something and I was being arrested ( c ).

Suddenly I felt that I wasn't a man any more but a blonde woman ( i,f ). I had a flashback to some kind of prison where I was sitting at a table wearing an orange jumpsuit ( i ). Another woman was being lead through a door by some guards. She looked at me. She had long dark hair and was extremely beautiful. I felt as though we were friends. I knew she was being released and that I would be soon ( i ).

Back in the apartment I felt as though she had been there recently with me and I also felt as though I had betrayed her somehow ( i ).

I fell asleep and this was my dream-

I found myself, standing next to a fake looking puppy golden retriever held by one of my friends from school. I then
preceded to walk through wallgreens then I decided to run at super speed and steal my friends puppy and I yanked
the dog out of his hands, and placed it down right next to him and started to run through the store. Then I stopped running
at super speed and decided to find my grandmother, who I found later while running through the store in a panic. Then later
in my dream after walking around wallgreens and kicking over things, I woke up.

Still can't LD to save my life. Really frustrating. On the upside, I am recalling better so I guess that's something. Maybe a few more nights of good recall can help me achieve LD.

Anyway, the first dream is a little fuzzy. We are at Ceder Point, or "my version" (one of many) of it, with my aunt Delores (whom I am estranged from) and her three boys who are in their twenties now, but for the dream, still children. I wanted to ride a roller coaster, the Raptor, but couldn't find it. They all were eager to ride this pirate ride, which I shied away from because it didn't seem safe to me.

They get on, and the operator loses control of the "rope" he pulls to make the machine sway (why he's using a thick "rope", I have no idea). He tells me to help him hold it so the people won't get hurt. I don't know what to do and start panicking. There is no way I can keep that stupid ship from crashing. I never see the end of this dream...

Second dream is about Star Trek...two girls are fighting in an arena. They are held in these black anti-gravity straps (hovering there while they beat the crap out of each other). They have powers akin to androids. Laser beams and super strength, reflexes. As soon as the fight starts, one of the girls loses her powers and gets clobbered by the other. There were other details, but nothing concrete to describe. I do remember seeing stars outside the window...but that's it.

Third dream was me at my parent's house going to sleep on the couch. I had colored pencils and ended up clinking them a little as I settled down. My mother comes out and bitches that I'm making too much noise. An argument (no surprise there since I have spoke to her since last December) ensues, and my dad comes out to back my mother up. Again no surprise there as he always does that no matter what her problem is. They say I need to move out, and the rest of the dream is spent trying to call people to pick me up, and trying to find another place to live. I do recall my best friend popping in the kitchen at one point to give me advice where to go.

Fourth dream took place in twenty minutes and was my best chance to WILD. Alas, no go. But it was really vivid. There was boy with a strange creature following him. It would take over people to catch him. I was watching all this, and it became aware of me watching. The boy, somehow, was tricked into entering this apartment with two older men. One wanted to hurt him, the other wanted to ransom him for money or something. I ran out and tip a detective who, instead of arresting the men, calls them on the phone. Either way, it provided a distraction for me to grab the boy's hand and get him out of there.

We enter a door, and inside the room there is another door. It's blue. A dark-haired woman opens it, and I know her sister peeking over her shoulder is infected with this thing that wants the child. Apparently, stupid me went into a connecting apartment. Oops.

I'm in a car now, and two women are in the backseat (have no idea where the boy went) who ask the driver (an older man who I never met) to stop at the bank. I realize the man is that thing again and I need to get out of the car. He stops at this large bank, the sign and building something out of the twenties or thirties. Vintage looking. This is when my alarm goes off.

Recurring themes: Amusement Parks, blond women, a child in danger, something lurking inside people, family estrangement.