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I had no interesting OBE or dream for longer time.
Yesterday I went out of body only to be immediately stabbed be someone without any warning... some woman like being materialized in front of me suddenly, as I was rising from body- I found that curious. I didn't try to defend myself. Then she stabbed me repeatedly again and again... and after short time that woman like being evaporated away. When I looked on myself to see the wounds, it looked like there is a sword running inside of my body where spine is located up to my head(handle was over my head). I pulled that sword out from up of my head... it had sparkling gems of different colors in the blade... Then i was pulled back to body because my daughter stirred in sleep.
I went out about 6 times more, but all I was doing was only walking and observing, nothing interesting happened there. I have met my older daughters but they don't remember meeting when I asked this morning.

Date of Dream: THU 26 APR - 2018




Dream No. 316 - Separated Sections

Dream 316 A - Scary Multilevel Carpark
I don't remember how the dream started. From where I can remember, it was night time and my grandma were out in this unknown suburban area, supposedly a distorted version of Glen Waverley. We were heading towards the multilevel car-park and so I knew that there was going to be some encounter with lifts; therefore, I attempted to call for Dreamy WB in the time I had left.

I ended up calling out “Miss T!”. This dream made it so my grandma had the most Aussie accent ever, which sounded weird on her. She asked me, “Who's Miss T?”. Since my grandma wasn't anywhere near as harmful as my parents, I told my grandma “She's my dream guide, she's going to help me get to the car”. I kept calling out but there was no response.

Sooner rather than later, we reached the base of the car-park building and I said to myself that I had failed to summon Dreamy WB. Since I was without her, I walked up the stairs, trembling, hoping not to see any lifts nearby... I certainly felt the sense of isolation and vulnerability in me. Around the corner of the stair well, there was a giant lift door, giving me the fright of my life. I was trying to run past it but the dream forced me to be in slow motion. I had to get past before the door would open.

I thought that was the end once I passed it but what I only realised now was that the car was on the top floor, so that meant a further climb. I passed the lift door on the next floor and it was the same thing, trying to hurry away from it, only to be tortured into slow motion. After that, the dream ended there.

Dream 316 B - The Denying Lucid Dream Character (Lucid Dream 16)
The dream started with me heading the local park half way the distance between my old house and my current house. Just like I was a little child, I wanted to go for the swings. So I was swinging for a while and watching as the actual little kids started to walk up the grass, some with their parents and some without, and head for the play equipment.

Eventually, this lady who looked like a mum but didn't have any kids with her came to the park. There was a little boy with dark hair on the swing next to me and the lady offered to push him, she soon offered to push me as well and I quite enjoyed it. The lady eventually got into some friendly conversation with me, I forgot what it was about at the start.

Eventually though, the lady was telling me something about a feature of hers and this is when things started to feel funny. I forgot what the first thing was but the second thing she told me was that she had no nostrils. In an annoyed tone, I said “of course you have nostrils!” as I looked up at her nose; on the inside, I was thinking “how could someone be so dumb”. I was doing a series of reality checks not on myself but on the lady.

I end up saying out loud but more a tone towards myself, “hang on, this is actually a dream.... I'm dreaming”. The lady, who I worked out to have an American accent goes to me, “oh come on, you're not dreaming!”. I looked at her, scrutinising her, judging her, while I had my arms folded over. I then said to her in a quick, no-nonsense tone, “show me your fingers”. The lady lifted up both her hands and I slowly and carefully counted them.

The fingers were hard to count at first but soon I say to her, “you have eleven (11) of them! How can this not be a dream?”. The lady started to look mad now and really frustrated. I certainly knew about the dreaming situation now, so I decided to call out for Dreamy WB which is always the first step to the journey when I confirm that I am lucid. The lady turned from good to bad, I think she knew what I was up to and she had a plan to ruin my fun.

She tells me she hasn't got eleven fingers, she tells me instead “I've got three-hundred and eleven (311) of 'em”, followed by a cunning, evil grin”. Her fingers literally lengthen to be like tentacles and she also grows a few more. She then comes after me, trying to frighten me by tickling me with those supposed three-hundred and eleven tentacles. I try calling for Dreamy WB still as I battle to not let the scary tickling feeling get to me. I failed; the tickling was overwhelming and I was forced awake.

Dream 316 C - Beware The Panda King
I don't remember how the dream started. From what I can remember, I was at my other grandparents' house, mainly in their sitting room. What was taking place was sort of like a Mario Party event, four players like the actual game, two that I didn't know, and then there was Sly and the Panda King. The first two players took their turn as normal, hitting a floating dice and then doing whatever they had to do. When it became Sly's turn, he hit the dice and went over to “interact with the Panda King” who was situated near the front entrance of the house.

His interactions with the Panda King at the start were normal but as he took more turns, I noticed that things were starting to not feel right. The dream now acted in first-person mode from Sly's perspective. I am going to write the recap as if Sly was writing it:

So I roll the die a third time, just like the other times but on my way to the Panda King, I see three girls at the sliding door. It's Karla with her friends who she calls Leah and Jasmine. Karla looks worried and she tells me “Sly, Jasmine and I are here to warn you. Beware, the Panda King, he is up to no good”. So Leah must have come just now. Well, I certainly didn't heed her advice and I stayed well away from the Panda King.

I don't remember anything else about this dream.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None



Dream 316: Competition Results

316 A
Competition Night: 25
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid
Estimated Length of Dream (Lucid Only): N/A
Dream Guide: None
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes

316 B
Competition Night: 25
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Lucid
Estimated Length of Dream (Lucid Only):1 - 5 Minutes
Dream Guide: None
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes

316 C
Competition Night: 25
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid
Estimated Length of Dream (Lucid Only): N/A
Dream Guide: None
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes



Points For This Entry: 9.0
Calculation Details:
- Full Non-Lucid Dream (1.0)
- Initiation Of A Lucid Dream (5.0)
- Maintained A Lucid Within 1 - 5 Minutes (2.0)
- Full Non-Lucid Dream (1.0)

+ Previous Total: 13.5
Total Accumulated Points: 22.5

When it began, I was going to the regional spelling bee (which I'm doing IWL ). My nerves were shaky, but it was happening. I was excited, especially since, in the dream, it was taking place in South Korea. My father and I were at SOU, where the spelling bee is being held IWL (it was still SOU, just... In Korea) and walking around campus when we found an adorable animal. It had a huge fluffy tail, little paws, and... A human face?!
However, we thought nothing of it. It was cute and that was all that mattered. It basically had a small, adorable, pinkish purple raccoon body- it seemed to love us, so we decided to take it home. The dream drifted away from the spelling bee, and I was sad that we had to leave Korea. So I came up with some better ideas.
In a Coraline-esque movie, I had seen a character say a poem, and go through a painting, taking her to another world. I decided to do that, and return to South Korea, so I could meet my idols. I remembered the four-line, rhyming poem, and noticed the painting leaning against the wall behind my bed. It contained lots of dark colors and red, reminding me of hell, or Hades. After I said the poem, I took a deep breath, and stuck my hand through the painting. It sucked me in, and I began to fall from about 6 feet up on a wall. The surrounding area was dark- certainly a hellish landscape. I was in a room, though. Albeit a large one. I felt a weirdly strong connection to Kim Taehyung at this point- mainly just thinking of his name. Anyways, as I exited, random dream characters were like "wHAT'RE YOU DOING HERE?? YOU'RE FROM THE MORTAL WORLD,, YOU AREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE DOWN HERE, PLEASE GO BACK, THIS PLACE IS CURSED," but I was just like "nah fuck u, im gonna go make out with [my favorite idol]."
This turned out to be a rather large building, but it was all comprised of the same materials, colors, and designs. I found an area which was supposedly [my favorite idol]'s room. His bed was red and black, and there were some dirty clothes scattered around it. I just... Sat there, waiting. Then I just decided to have a walk around this dimension until they kicked me out. Outside of the building, everything was pretty much normal, and I remember walking along a highway alone at night. It was kinda cool. Eventually I returned home, upset that I couldn't make out with [my favorite idol], so I decided to do it another way. A safer way. Lucid dreaming. (Pretty ironic, huh? I didn't even think to do a reality check right then and there.) I basically became lucid immediately, in a new landscape- which just so happened to be the main street of my current Town. I rubbed my hands together very frequently, amazed at how well that strengthened my hold on the dream. I decided to hunt down BTS, so I floated up, until I saw the town in a map view. In the Northeast area, rightwards of the town park, I saw a large square crowd of people with a few in front, on a stage. I assumed that it was them, holding a concert, so I flew over. However, there were NINE people in front, instead of seven. It wasn't them. My dumb ass didn't think to turn around and change them into BTS, but oh well. I don't really remember much after that. I'm happy to be having more LD's and that I used a lucidity strengthening technique, though.

2018, 04-25

Demon Knocking

I am watching a child with a dog in a forest. The boy approaches a house and peeks in a window. Apparently, he saw something he shouldn’t because he gets really shocked and scared. He runs away from the house with the dog following. Two men come out and give chase. The boy comes to a cliff where he can go no farther. The dog takes a different route, but the boy jumps off the cliff and lands in a lake below. The boy swims to shore and goes into a shop on the edge of the lake. The owner of the shop says the boy can hide there. Shortly later the dog finds its way to the store, and then one of the bad guys arrives. The bad guy gets angry when the store owner says he hasn’t seen the boy. The bad guy smashes a couple things then leaves in a rage.

The boy says he has to keep moving and goes out the back of the store. He runs into the bad guys in the forest. A man gets in between the boy and the bad guys. The man looks like the angel Jonathan Smith from the Highway to Heaven show. Jonathan tells the bad guys to leave the boy alone. The bad guys aren’t human, they transform into demons. They are saying something but I can’t hear what. Then the demons laugh and both demons disappear along with Jonathan. The boy continues through the forest to a cabin in the woods. He knocks on it and someone inside lets him in. I go to the cabin as well and they let me in when I say I want to make sure the boy is safe.

Inside the cabin the boy is telling a man and a woman about the demons and he also says Jonathan let the demons take him in exchange for leaving the boy alone, but the boy is certain they will pull some kind of trick and still try to get him. The man and the woman don’t believe him. There is something banging on the door. The boy says the demon is here. The man and woman are hesitant now. The thing banging on the door bangs harder and the entire wall gives way. There is a huge demon face there. I know it can’t enter without permission so I stand my ground and tell it that it is not invited in, and it can not enter. YOU CAN NOT ENTER!

The demon looks pissed but does not enter the cabin. It retreats through a portal. I follow the demon through the portal into what looks like the town in Silent Hill. There is no sign of the demon. I call to the demon, I call out and say I have come to challenge the demon for Jonathan’s soul. I tell it I know it has to answer such a challenge and it had better show itself now! There is a lot of smoke and then the demon materializes in the street, as tall as the surrounding two story buildings and glaring down at me. I focus on the song Battery by Metallica and call down bolts of white energy lightning on the demon. The demon throws fireballs at me but I deflect them with Whiplash by Metallica. This demon is weak, it never really had a chance. The demon gets mad and then says fine, Jonathan’s soul is too weak to be of any use anyhow. There is a swirl of darkness around me and the next instant I am back in the forest with Jonathan. I think he is about to say something but then I wake up.

So I remembered most of this dream this morning, but unfortunately I had to finish preparing for a school presentation that I gave this morning so I was unable to record it immediately, and now I remember very little. Ok, now that I finished writing down the dream I remembered a lot more than I thought.

I was playing Diddy Kong Racing on the N64. For some reason a computer player was really really fast, and kept ahead of me even though I was playing well and not making mistakes. I actually remember the characters, too I was the mouse character (been too long I can't remember her name) and the computer beating me was Diddy. I was getting really frustrated and started complaining "this is ridiculous how can I beat that?"

So my brother who I haven't seen in several months (he currently lives on the other side of the United States) was apparently sitting next to me and he said "huh that is weird how hard that is. let me try." I gave him the controller and he proceeded to restart the race and beat the same computer by a lap. (which is actually pretty realistic, he is legitimately one of the best Diddy Kong Racing players in the world in waking life) "wow that computer was really fast." I just rolled my eyes at him.

Later in the dream I was standing next to a vending machine trying to buy pepperoni pizza. The machine isn't taking my dollar bills, and I remember I needed 50 cents more to buy the pizza. I notice now that the machine says "exact change only" so I get out a couple of spare quarters, but to my dismay the machine just spit them back out at me. My dad came over and said to try his quarters. I put in his two quarters too and one was accepted, but the other kept getting rejected. In the midst of this frustration I woke up.

The being I met was a gigantic spider. His body was a lime-green sphere, with one eye and a jagged mouth. He had eight spindly brown legs extending from his body, and wore a crumpled purple top hat. He introduces himself as "the Wisest Spider", though it is questionable at best if the things that come out of his mouth constitute "wisdom".

The Wisest Spider has a long list of opinions on what behaviors a "True Spider" will or will not engage in, brushing aside any concerns that this might be a "No True Scotsman Fallacy" by simply not acknowledging that the concern was even raised.

The Wisest Spider continues to peddle his questionable wisdoms in his advocacy for the Breatharian lifestyle. That is, a lifestyle that eschews eating and drinking entirely, claiming the body doesn't actually need food to function. The Wisest Spider is himself a Breatharian, never eating or drinking, and attests that this is the "healthiest lifestyle".

Except, of course, on his "cheat days", in which he eats ("for purely recreational reasons" he assures us). It's not that he needs to eat, he just wants to some times, because he likes to taste things. These cheat days are, well, every other day. Attempts to argue to the Wisest Spider that his lifestyle isn't "Breatharianism" but merely "intermittent fasting" do not appear to work. He is adamant that he is practicing a "Breatharian" lifestyle, and besides, he likes the sound of the word.

////==\\\\ ~Wisdom~

strange backyard.

I was in a strange store or something. Wandered into a backyard area wanting to get out. There were these strange fences all around. I tried to find a way off the property but couldn't/ Saw some guy with a hat wandering around. I asked him how to get out of here. He said there's no way out in the back so I have to go through the building.

The fence looked strange, Made me lucid. Walked through the building for a few minutes and made it outside. I remember wanting to look for jamie so when I went out the door I looked around for a bit and wasn't sure where I was. I tried time dilation. I put my hand on the ground and made it to 40 until I tried to jump. My hand looked really strange as I counted. I jumped so high but wound up in some black space, Tried to float back down but everything was still black. Almost DEILDed but lost concentration.

This is my DJ entry in PDF. Its 31 pages but thats due to spacing/size/lots of images. I wanted to post it as PDF so all the images and formatting would be already embedded since I accidentally messed up the BBcode things.

2018-04-25 - Dreams and Pictures.pdf

If anyone wants to read it but wants something other than PDF please let me know.

I was part of a race with my buddies owen and moo. It started as a monster truck video game and then turned into some sort of ski race. I remember several mountains that we were going up and down. Specifically, there was a moment when we were going up a hill and it seemed impossible we were going to make it up like our tires were skidding in the process.
There were announcers and it turned out it was now between two people lasting up to 10 days. One of those people looked a little bit like a cross between walton goggins and steve carell. I remember being pretty surprised how someone could go day after day all day around this ski course. It seemed like more of an endurance track and whoever decided to quit would lose. At some point I imagined that guy being exhausted staying in a cabin every night and then going out and competing again. His opponent was the bad guy but it seems like he was also the opponent against himself.

Another part of that dream I was in a neighborhood with this redneck guy who was supposedly really rich. He was saying that he'd take care of us. The dream showed a building that had a bunch of materials that he sold to people. We'd go house to house and sell different things like gas tanks. The guy was speaking out loud checking items off of a list. It looked like we were in castle wood or atlee ridge on the other side coming up to owen's house.

Dream 1

I was in my art class trying to paint a almost perfect copy of a mango. I was using red to get the shape when i noticed that the paint was actually a dim glow in the dark type of paint. I was excited to see how it would look like when complete but than I became distracted with someone else's painting.(I didnt know paint like this existed but who wouldn't come up with that amazing idea^w^)

Next I recall being in a fast food restaurant. There were two guys working there handing out McDonalds breakfast sandwhiches. However, after one of them handed a lady with a child a sandwhich, the server made fun of how the bagel bread was not really bread and that what she was eating was something else. This was dissapointing to watch.

Afterwards I was in my old house yard where my dad, brother and I were planting plants in the yard. There was one specific plant that my dad said would remind me of my childhood. I looked at the plant and tried to fix a clump of dirt that was attached to the roots. When i finished with the plant i went somewhere else.

Dream 2

I entered a bus to tour a place with my family. I saw that there was a top part of the bus where people sat on seats that were attached to wires. Kind of like a ride. "Good thing theres a regular seating place" i mentioned to my bro than sat down.

We eventually arrived to a airport where my brother was planning to take to go home. I wanted to go but than i decided to stay longer to enjoy my vacation. When i walked away i ended up at my old home though where a group of strangers who knew my mom walked in saying it was their home.

Not wanting to argue about it, i left and as i was walking a dc approached me and began poking me a lot.
I became aware somewhat that it was a dream and ignored the dc till i noticed we were in a place surrounded by people from tailand. We were under a car repair shop. They made me think of the palace but i didnt quite grasp that i wanted to go there. So I turned around but than a dc asked me to enter a narrow place. "Why?" I asked. "So we can play a korean game. You go inside and we'll sing the song. It goes like this-" he replied back.

I did go in curiously but than went back out cause it was ridiculous. I ended up meeting a girl there wearing glasses, who was in a short light yellow green dress too. She was in the kitchen working as a cook there. She didn't want to be there but she kind of had no choice.

Last thing i recall is that the dream shifted to another old room of mine.I was fully aware it was a dream and saw a cousin step in and take out a mouse trap from the closet. "What are you doing?". I than followed them to the hall where they placed a mouse trap on the wall than walked away laughing.

Than the scene changed and i was in a dark void where a dc began telling me to draw a crocodile. I watched as its form changed till i was in a classroom. I saw some old friends and began to wonder what they were up to now. But that didn't last long till i appear in another room.In that room a dc was trying to scare me saying a 5 yr old ghost was following me but than i waited till the shadows approached and they turned into the children i use to see at a daycare where i assisted the teacher. I hugged them happyily than looked at what was the trolling dc. He kind of reminded me of Eye personality but he didn't have his form




Notes:I was hoping for a better dream but eh, it was an okay dream. I might buy glow in the dark paint someday to see what i can come up with.

An extension of a recurring dream. The company I am working for has a long standing contract with a company abroad and I am in charge of the paperwork.
I am responsible also for a key. The key unlocks a metal ornate grill then another door into a very old wooden building that looks Dickensian. I like the smell of the wood and it feels strangely comfortable in there despite the lack of modern conviences. It reminds me of my dad's workshop/shed but much bigger.
Initially I go there and am followed by thieves who follow me in but I manage to escape past them and lock them in. The police come and arrest them.
Next I decide to stay in the building as it would be rent free as long as nobody knows I am there. I spend time working out how I could survive there and sneak in and out without being noticed.
Then there is a party taking place there again with old fashioned people, almost like a western saloon with woman wearing big frilly dresses lol.

Morning of April 25, 2018. Wednesday.



In this brief waking dream, I am in an unknown library. A very vivid voice mentions “Shirley Holmes” at the end of a phrase. I believe it relates to appreciation of a book. I consider how it is a play on “Sherlock Holmes”. However, I soon consider that it may be dream state distortion implied to suggest “surely homes”, but I do not see it as having potential meaning other than being happy at home based on the tone of the voice.

It turns out that there actually is a Shirley Holmes character of which I am certain I had not known of before, or at least never gave any notice to (though again, I am quite certain that I would have remembered a play on “Sherlock Holmes” as such). Even so, the detective essence is a recurring factor of being in liminal space, which represents the enigma of being between identities, dream self and conscious self. This has been a factor since very early childhood.

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Quick update: As usual, this dream seemingly came partly from content from what Zsuzsanna had been thinking earlier, with no way of me knowing. She had seen a game show that focused on Sherlock Holmes. This happens continuously, but I often do not go back to edit the entry.

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Created Tuesday 24 April 2018

Got two LDs to note, though not everything is as clear as it should be.

Dream 1 - Those Punks Got Bonked!

The visuals were a bit dim and blurred. I was working the evening shift in my old job at the gas station. A former co-worker, Yana, was there. During rush hour, the machines started malfunctioning, ludicrously overpricing stuff at both the registers and the pumps. While trying to sort this mess out, two punks snuck off with unpaid goods. I almost gave in to fury, when I realized the dream. Still, I wanted to punish those miscreants. So I warped behind them, then bonked their heads together. Things collapsed soon afterwards.

Dream 2 - Inanity and Ice

Scene 1 - Baking Glossary Mixup
The visuals were clear. I was walking across the neighborhood during a clear dusk, just across the street from my home. Almost instantly, I became aware. Just as quickly, I'd somehow acquired a book in hand. After taking a moment to breath calmy, I searched through it, looking for any info on either time dilation, the Backyard, or my dream guide, E. But, it was just mostly gibberish, save for a baking glossary haphazardly placed somewhere in the middle.

I then sensed my actual body, specifically, that I (supposedly?) felt out of breath. This distorted the dream. Unknown transition.

Scene 2 - Inconvenient Parking by Circumstance
The visuals were blurred. I was driving northward towards the site of my old job, all during a cloudy afternoon. The roads were crowded, prompting me to park across the street. Things get unclear. I'm sure I went back to the gas station, where I restocked some coolers or something. Later, a DC animated movie clip. Unknown transition.

Scene 3 - Attacked by the Ice Sorceress
The visuals were dim and a bit blurred. I was at home upstairs. Just then, I was assaulted by a villainess, a pale, light haired young woman with a stylized snow-themed winter dressed, perhaps even an evil version of Elsa from Frozen. Indeed, she attacked me with a wave of ice. This sparks awareness. Anyway, I respond by reflecting her spell back at her, but she was completely unharmed. I sensed the sorceress' magic was too powerful to take head on. So, I fled tactically retreated downstairs.

Once below, I thought to lay an ambush, changing gravity so as to cling onto the sloped wall near the stairs. But, on seeing the villainess arrive, my doubts got the best of me. I waited for her to look away, whereupon I crawled towards the door, then departed.

Outside in the driveway, day sky above. I begin hurrying, only to remember that my family was still inside. Guessed there was no choice but to fight. Such concerns cost my awareness.

Back inside. I became invisible, thinking my best shot was another sneak attack. I also debated shrinking myself for extra thoroughness, though I felt I was too short on time to prepare such. Soon, I found the sorceress in the living room. But now, she appeared as my niece, Emma, grown up from a toddler into a young woman. Yet, I could sense that overwhelming power from before. Was she also hostile? Couldn't risk taking my attention away from her, just in case.

Not too sure what else occurred before the dream ended.

I was thinking about going home and knowing that my dad wouldn't let me borrow his car, i decided to take it anyways.(I wouldn't do this in WL)When i was driving I wasn't able to control the car properly though and ended up passing the stops. I was able to get control somewhat but than i noticed there was a older man digging up some dirt on the road. He looked suspicous so i changed direction.

The dream shifted after that and i was in a home in the country side. My dad was in the room and told me not to get up because he wanted to see who would come in. I told him i wasn't going to do that and got up to go outside.

The scene changed once again but i was inside another house that was dark and purple tinted. There i was approached by a old animated man who handed me a red metal rectangular case filled with red badges that were made out of shiny diamonds. I liked how bright they were. There was also a mewtwo figure present. I wondered why it was there but as i felt the hard cold figure i realised it had to be because the mewtwo pokemon movie had been important to me during my childhood. But did i really deserve all the badges? What was i getting them for?

When i exited the rectangular window i noticed i was in a pokemon like world where the islands were connected.
A blonde anime guy ended up flying towards me there as the sky became a yellow orange color.He told me that the places were connected for the purpose of helping me on my journey. I figured that that was the case since in pokemon ash ends up on the islands without much problems.i also got the feeling it was a dream here but i dont recall how long that lasted.

Last thing I recall was that i was waiting outside a classroom when I noticed a girl passing by. She reminded me of Jewl's avatar. I than looked down and noticed a red napkin on the floor. I picked up and used it to blow my nose. I liked the red color but now i was just being weird so i threw it out. Reminds me of when i read that charles ate something from his shoe.

Well after that i got up and noticed many blue windows on the walls. I picked up one that was detached on a table and placed it on a wall. A classmate from WL than came up to me and asked me what was wrong. I told her nothing was wrong and we entered the class. My teacher ended up talking about the things that make a person happy. Asking us to raise our hands if we got a 85 or 93 on our test. I raised my hand when he said 93.

Here is my DJ in pdf format. The illustrations are contained in this version:


2018-04-24 - dreams.pdf

Here it is in regular text (without my illustrations though... don't wanna miss those )

Round 1 of Dreams

I recorded these dreams on my voice recorder. I remember being in my room at my old house and then going out the window. I couldn’t get back in through the kitchen because I hadn’t removed the screen. There were two little kids on bikes across the road. They went to go somewhere.

Then there was something about wanting to go to a pool. I was walking through a hallway eating tuna from a can. Then I wanted to go to a pool.

The dream time jumped back to 2:45 P M or so and suddenly the pool was closed? Kind of hard to explain. So I was mad.

Then I was at a cash register and trying to get into the pool still. Something about rolls of quarters. While I was still doing my transaction, a woman tried to get to the register. I was like wait I’m not done yet.

There were a few more things on my voice recorder.

Round 2 of Dreams
I had RLS so I got up to bike and stretch in the dark. Then I went back to bed and had 3 REM cycles before I dream journaled again. I chose to stay still because I thought I’d remember it all. I didn’t remember every bit but by the end of the 3 REM cycles, I had a good percentage.

REM cycle 2-a

My memory of this one started with my friend. And he asked me to watch something as he went in the bathroom.

Then there was a vitamin powder jar. I became lucid some how and asked a woman there if I could eat the last of the powder.

I woke up and thought those through. One more dream flash of a building.

Eventually got lucid in another dream which was with me and 3 friends in a study room. I was lucid again and telling everyone how I had won a game against my friend (S) in a previous lucid dream. (S) was the one next to me.

As Looked at him, he shape shifted into ( C ). I almost didn’t notice!

Then I was like… “Wait! (S) just shape shifted into ( C )! I caught you this time!” because usually people will shape shift and I will have no clue. I tried to will him to transform back to (S) but he just stared at me blankly. I started losing my voice. I tried to stay lucid but I woke up.

There was one more dream flash of a man wading through a lake.

REM Cycle 2-b

I dreamed in this one. I initially remembered it. But by the time I went to record, it was gone from my mind. I regretted that.

What had happened was I began to dream about an Asian woman. It was like we were dating or getting to know each other in the dream. I felt connected to her as time went on.

I remember remembering it at the time. But not when I finally recorded.

REM Cycle 2-c

There was a bunch of earlier parts to this dream chain. Especially involving the Asian woman. But just vague memories by the time I got to record them. This dream chain went on and on.

I remembered a Pokémon game where there was an elephant character (like Musshi) but he was a Pokémon trainer.

Then I remember being on a computer with a big screen next to me. Not lucid yet. Going to look something up on the computer while the Asian woman was up. Then she came back. I wanted to hide what I had looked up but the screen froze.

A blonde woman appeared and said something about how “I have to think about addiction in many different states of conciousness for it to finally sink in.” I understood what she meant.

I woke from that hoping to dream chain and apologize to my “dream girlfriend”.

I did a dream chain where I went out of body. I got up, not sure if I had gotten up physically. (It turned out I hadn’t.) I went to try using my computer. It was in the same place as my physical computer. Eventually I popped back into bed.

That was one thing from the TV.

I went out of body again. It looked like the sun was up. (I wasn’t in my physical body but thought I was again.) I popped back into bed suddenly.

Up out of body again. This time a car appeared to the left of my bed. Now its more of a dream.

I drove the car down a stair case and a hall way and out a door. Willing it to fit through the narrow space. Then I drove around the road. I was lucid. So I put out my hand and stopped cars at will. It was kind of fun.

That dream ended but I hadn’t woke up yet. I was in a grocery store. “Oh, another dream,” I thought. “I have had enough. I will just close my eyes and be in my bed,” I thought, as I looked at a little cartoon thingy. An older woman walked by me.

But JUST before I closed my eyes… To my right, on the counter… A TRAY OF DONUTS APPEARED. I was like, “WAIT!! DON’T WAKE UP YET!!!” And some how the dream lasted long enough for my to go grab a donut.

I chose a tan colored one, thinking it was like a coffee or cinnamon flavor. There were all sorts of colors donuts with various sprinkles.

A guy walked by me and grabbed a piece of donut. Ripped it right off the donut in my hand! He was like, “Wasn’t that weird? That I just did that?” But I was lucid. So I was like, “No, not at all, bro! Come on, let me buy you a coffee!”

Another woman walked by. I was like, “Hey, let me buy you an ice cream shake!” And ice cream shakes appeared on the counter. She kept walking LOL.

I totally forgot to apologize to my “dream girlfriend”.

I woke up back in bed but still not done dreaming. Went out of body again. This time it was kind of dim. There was a creature there.

At first it scared me. Bound to run into something that scares me when crossing dimensional barriers. But I decided to embrace it some how. I woke up before anything else happened.

Then I was in my bed… but it was still a dream! (I didn’t know it then). There was light coming in, and the sound of rain drops. I stayed still and tried to remember the dream, not knowing I was still in a dream!

When I woke up in Physical Matter Waking Consciousness it was not raining and I knew that the rain drops had been a dream.

Notes

I didn’t really feel like typing these but I’m glad I did. Some days I don’t feel as motivated to type them. Other days it is effortless.