31.01.2012 NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID These dreams probably did not occur in chronological order. Dream 1: Ordering To-Go at Vietnamese Restaurant I'm at the Vietnamese Taste Restaurant I occasionally go to so I can get some of the Sweet and Sour Chicken with Fried Rice. I wait as usual for my meal since I'm ordering it To-Go. Usually there's a bell that the cookers use so the waiters know the order is done. One of the DC waiters (can't remember their faces in the dream) did not hear the bell the first time. But I go up to go to the cash register since I knew my order was ready, and the cook rang the bell again for the waiter to hear. This time, the sound was lower than before, but the waiter came up to get the order through the small shelf they put the order through the kitchen. (Maybe because the waiter saw me near the cash register) When the employee was wrapping the meal up in a bag for me, I see a huge jar to the left of the bag that had a lot of Fried Rice, and this was supposed to be my meal. But when the person was done tying the bag, which they did a horrible job doing in the dream, I ended up ordering something on the bottom of the bag (which was most likely my Sweet an Sour Chicken with Fried Rice), and on the top of it was another To-Go Box with Fried rice and a California Spring Roll (crispy version, not the Sushi kind). The box with the Fried Rice and Spring Roll alone was open slightly, but I didn't pay too much attention to this. I get on my bicycle and go to the typical route back to my apartment, which is probably 2-3 minutes to get back to on a bicycle. I'm getting near the Stop Sign at the intersection, and usually I don't stop completely in waking life on a bicycle since not a lot of cars pass through this area anyway. But I see a police vehicle hiding somewhere (clever guy), so I used the breaks on the front wheel to stop completely (I was holding the meal with my right hand most likely, but I probably forgot I had it in my hand in the first place). I turn to the left and kept heading straight until I get to my apartment. Now the dream scenario changes turns dark all of a sudden when I get near my Apartment. I think I saw two guys talking to each other near the Apartment complex, but I couldn't recall what they were saying. I can't remember anything else from that dream. Dream 2: Searching New Areas at my University I'm at Texas A&M University now, and it seems that I'm checking out new areas in the dream. I see this DC that looks like a dude named Brian who also goes to the same University looking for something. The setting is probably set in late afternoon, and he's just slowly walking and observing what's inside of the tinted glass doors. I follow him, but I don't think he pays attention to me following him. I pull out a piece of paper from my pocket, and a map of the area I am appears. The map I'm holding is pretty accurate, and most of the buildings are colored in maroon on it (just like if you went to the map website on the college's main website), and it had the building abbreviations as well. If I remember correctly, to the left of where I was standing, the building was supposed to be be labeled "SVC" or "SLC." I think it was the latter more likely, so I put the map back somewhere (probably in the pocket of my jeans, I just don't remember doing it). I go inside the building that is in front of the SVC/SLC building, and I see it's like a study area for students. It was basically bigger than the area in waking life where they have a study area that was so hard to make reservations at times because so many people would be there. It was really spacious, with a lot of DCs. I still think this is reality though, and like in waking life, I tried not to pay attention to all of the DCs around me. It was pretty busy, and I saw one familiar face when I entered the building. She looked exactly like the girl I worked in a group on a Biochemistry drug project on Eldepryl and how it can help patients with Parkinson's Disease. Let's call her Anna. Anna was sitting down somewhere with a small group of DCs, but I didn't pay attention to her, I just remember her smiling a little bit. I turn to my right in the building and move forward towards some open door. I go in and there are more students sitting down near computers, and there was this female DC who was asking them for certain numbers, and these numbers ended up being how many people they planned to bring into this large study area, so I guess these were just reservations. I can't remember what else I did in this area, but I do know that when I decided to head back, I see another familiar DC. Let's call her Alejandra, she's wearing a really weird outfit. She's wearing a gray shirt with some black lettering to it, and I think she was wearing pink leggings as well with a really small skirt over it. She was talking about how she got 2/50 for her grade on something. I didn't focus too much on it other than acknowledging to her on how it must've sucked getting that grade. Then a small child to the right of her, who was blonde I believe, told me that she got a 1/50 on the same assignment (most likely), but she added that she didn't have to worry about dealing with her parents. I wondered what she meant by that, she obviously made a horrible score on the assignment, but I just smiled and continued going back to where I started. Then I find myself following this blonde female child for some reason. We were going up the stairs, down the stairs, almost everywhere, even the elevator as well. Then after a while of this random journey in random areas of the huge study area, I start to ask the DC if she's trying to joke around with me. I think I ask her this when I'm up the stairs, and I hear a voice saying "Okay Okay, I'm just joking around" or something along those lines. So I head downstairs, but at this point, I forget what else I was doing. I was so confused where I was because there was just too many places to explore. Everything was wide and spacious to even remember the smallest details here. All I knew was that in my peripheral vision, there would be tables, chairs, computers, etc to verify that this was a large study area. Dream 3: Terry Crews Misses His Dog Apparently Terry Crews misses his dog, and he gives some deep and emotional speech that appears in black/dark blue text over a green background. It was like a poem to a point, and he was talking about how that whenever he goes to do a film or movie, his dog would miss him and would watch him on T.V. He said that when he comes back home, that the dog will really show how much it missed him, and that they'll finally have time to be with each other. Dream 4: At Tennis Courts This dream was realistic compared to the previous one, but on the same level on the two dreams before the third dream I mentioned. I was inside the Tennis Courts that resembled that ones at Cypress Lakes High School. I think I'm trying to throw Tennis balls over to the other court for the other guys. I have trouble throwing them over the wired fence, some almost reached over, but they recoiled from the fence and came back to me. Then there was one ball that goes over the fence, but not to the other court, and other DCs were trying to throw tennis balls to the other side, but one did a complete fail by throwing it on the field where some people did long distance running. Which meant that they had to get someone to open the gate, but luckily the balls I threw didn't go over there. I get out of the tennis courts to dash towards the tennis balls outside the court, and then I'm in a different court overall. It's like seeing a portal of another set of Tennis Courts from a different High School. I saw an older DC wearing glasses and some blue sports shorts and was wearing a white vest. He was busy rallying with some other DC, and then I went back to finding the Tennis balls. Two tennis balls were on the bleachers, and I see above me on the left someone was sitting watching the DCs rallying with each other. His back was facing me, so I asked him if these Tennis balls are theirs. He said "No," and I grabbed them and was transitioned back to the Tennis Courts at Cypress Lakes High School. Oh my way, I see a group of the girls who were on the Tennis team when I was in the school my Sophomore and Junior year sitting down near the wall to watch people rally with each other. I mostly saw females sitting down rather than males for some reason. Then there's another familiar face that should've made me do an RC because I never saw her in the Tennis team. The girl was in the Art 3 class I had, I don't want to reveal her whole name, so let's call her "Bena." "Bena" was sitting down near the wall like the other female DCs that a person would use to rally with the ball if there wasn't someone else to play with, or to warm up. I asked "Bena" if I could borrow her racket. It looked like a Wilson K Factor, K tour Racket (my memory of racket names is limited since I only played Tennis in High School). She said "Sure!" in a happy tone, (she was always a positive and cheerful in waking life), and she gave me her racket, and she also mentioned what was bulging on the side of my pants with a giggling smile. I just tell her that it's just tennis balls inside my pocket. She probably made the "oh okay" expression, and I turn back to finding a vacant Tennis Court to play on. The one to the left of me had people playing, so I think I headed to the one on the right of it. Then I had the urge to just practice serving some Kick Serves and some Slice Serves. So I probably headed to get a small crate of tennis balls, but I can't remember anything else after that. Spoiler for Random information...: I used to just serve a lot until someone wanted to play with me since they were probably afraid of trying to beat me in serving (probably because I was in Varsity and a Senior ). I used to put so much spin on the ball at a fast rate that the ball would go at a velocity that would force it to go way past a person's hitting level). Serving was definitely the part that I had down because I would constantly look at Pete Sampras' and Roger Federer's videos of their old matches. I also watched an instructional video on serving that helped me do a lot with my overall performance. But enough about revealing about my time playing Tennis in High School.
A Giant I was looking out the side bedroom window. Clear as day, I saw a giant. He was about 80 feet tall. He was black. I remember the detail in his face...shape and all. He had bad intentions. I was really scared. I saw a school bus floating just outside my window over to the side. I remember telling my wife that it was all real, or that he was bad, as evidenced by the bus floating outside the window. The End I also had a dream about being a giant myself. Family and Friends I was in someones back yard. My fgf was sitting to one side. About 20 feet away, my dad was sitting next to M. About 20 feet away from that was another couple...they were friends in the dream. I was going to take a picture of my dad with his girlfriend, but his head was hanging down. I know this was because my father has passed away. Instead, I decided to take a picture of mogf, or the other couple, or maybe I ended up taking a picture of my dad and M. if he lifted his head. I can't remember, but I did end up getting one picture. This is interesting because I just had a dream about having pictures of me the night before. The End
Updated 02-04-2012 at 06:05 PM by 41873
I was in my kitchen with someone, I think it was N but I'm not sure, and I was asking him stuff about drugs. I had some mushrooms in a shower jelly container from Lush and I asked him if it was okay if I took it out of the fridge. I wondered briefly why my mom hadn't noticed them in the fridge. We also had a container of orange slice shaped/flavoured gummies that apparently had LSD in them. He took about half and I said we should finish the rest later. Then I was at a movie theatre with my friend K's family, except I think they were my family in the dream, and we were all on a different drug, and split up around the theatre. I had eaten some shrooms and was sitting with her mom, and asked her what she was taking. She said, "ecstasy, if there is any". The movie was about to start and I realized I didn't get any snacks. I asked her mom for money and she gave me a Mentos wrapper that had change in it. I went over and asked K if she wanted to come with me to get snacks, but she said no. I walked out the door to the concessions area as the previews were starting. I was starting to feel nauseous and wanted to get back to my seat quickly. As I walked up to the counter, one of the two girls working there asked what I wanted, and I said I wasn't sure yet. I emptied the change into my hand and was disappointed by how little there was. At first it seemed to be less than a dollar, but each time I counted it it was a bit more, until it ended up being $4.26. The moment I got that number, I heard one of the girls say her shift ended at 4:26. I looked at the food on the counter. It was sort of like a counter at Subway, with glass over it, but there were just piles of different things with prices on folded pieces of paper. Each price card had a couple different prices on it, but only one was right, so I was confused about how much things were. I wanted to get some gummies, but then saw over to the right there were some art prints. They were these really cool 3D fractal pictures about the size of a postcard, and some popped out. Because of the confusing prices, I thought they were $2 at first and was going to get one because I thought it'd be cool to look at, but then realized they were $20. Disappointed, I turned back to the snacks just before waking up.
Split Finger or Zombie Freeman: Two dreams with a nearly similar end. I was in an electronics shop talking with someone while being in the body of another person. I looked at my pointing finger (no clue which side) and noticed there was a deep cut in it, and one side was white, probably dead. I did some other stuff; I think I was talking to the staff there. The next time I looked at my finger it was completely split in half, and I was only able to properly control one side, while the other moved erratically. Then I woke up simultaneously to thinking: "Dream fucking fuck" (direct quote). The alternative was me in a long hall with red carpet and a lot of doors, seeing Gordon Freeman as a zombie swinging with his cane, coming in my direction. This time with me waking up simultaneously to thinking: "Whoa, fucking fuck" (direct quote). Sasuke Ghost + Materialization + Wormhole = Silence: I was (3rd person I think) floating above a grey city. All buildings were slightly damaged, however completely empty, no people no furniture no other stuff. Just plain walls. I saw Sasuke floating around with a cloak and glowing red eyes, he was sort of a ghost. Something happened which materialized him and he smashed into a small building, revealing a violet/blue glowing wormhole which swallowed him. Spoiler for Odd dice game (Sexual Content): I was in an unknown room with an nice looking girl and we were about to have sex, however she had pain upon starting normally, so she told me to search for an alternative. I had 2 six-sided dice which could produce 10 different results each (well, nice dream paradox) and threw them for an idea. They showed 1 and 2, of which one meant "Anal". So I asked her for an opinion but after noticing she was frozen like a crashed program I woke up I also remember there was an bathroom involved at some point of this dream, I think right before we went into the bedroom, but not sure.
Updated 02-07-2012 at 03:22 PM by 48127
Color Code: Non Lucid: Red , Lucid: Blue Non Lucid. I'm at the promenade. There's a beach there too, but it's in my hometown in the UK and it has dirty english sea haha. For some reason me and my brother are videoing some high speed train that's about to go for the first time. It has to climb up some steep hill which seems to be at 100 ft high. It fail's the first time and rolls back down. There's a few hundred people there watching. It get's ready for a second run up. My older brother and his girlfriend say there going to wait in the car with some friend's they'd just seen there. The train pulls away when all of a sudden there's gun shot's in the background. It sound's like an AK47 and the shot's sound about 50ft away. There's panic and everyone start's to run, armed police are now there too. Everyone's pushing to try and get into there car's and leave. The dream end's shortly after.
Updated 02-01-2012 at 01:59 AM by 52437
a long line of kids my age outside of my work place. holy shit a gun? no- a lighter, no worries. pehry passes joints around. were gonna be here awhile. moving along, all of a sudden i'm alone. my surroundings have changed now that i "look up" i'm in a borders books/clothing store, asking people where the line went. dirty looks, still lost, think about taking small sketchbooks but i have a dream conscience. we were supposed to see the abandoned building- oldest submerged bathtub and dead bodies (i can "see" what it looks like)
Good morning, everybody. Dream #1 I was standing on a tall, grey rock. I must have been right at the edge of a residential area that bordered a mountain or forest area. At first I was possibly looking up at the sky. The sun seemed to be so bright that I had to close my eyes. But at some point I heard my mom and another woman talking in my head. The two women were talking about a thunderstorm. I looked at the sky. Some heavy, grey-black clouds loomed off to my right, taking up half the sky. I could tell they were thunderclouds. I was really afraid of getting struck by lightning. I stood down on the ground now. I looked up at the sky again. I noticed that the left half of the sky was somewhat clear. It looked like the storm was getting pushed off to the right. I thought that if I walked more toward my left I could escape any impending lightning strikes. I ran to my left -- really afraid of a thunderstorm. I ended up in the crevice of a mountain. The landscape all around me was of barren rock. The rock was gritty and dull, kind of like a tannish grey granite. The area sloped downward for a bit, then flattened out, but remained ridged, like a molar tooth. There were a few other people in this area, mostly men. They seemed to be split up into pairs or threes, almost like fathers and sons. Each group seemed to be engaged in some task. I eventually ended up at some contraption made out of old wood. The contraption was like a C-shaped frame. It came up about to my chest. There may have been a couple other guys around me. I heard some people talking, either around me or in my head. The scene may have changed at some point. There had been some discussion of a guy. I asked what had happened to the guy. The person talking (in my head?) said some short phrase that led me to understand that the man had been convicted of murder and executed by hanging.
First night of my dream journal and I remembered two (half) dreams. First: Harry Potter (kinda) I start in a room. I am the only person in the room. The room is empty except for a pedastal, on which sits a wand and a note. I don't remember what the note says but I grab the wand and turn around to leave. As soon as I step away, someone hits me in the shoulder. I turn to fight but woke up as soon as I turn around. Second: Lost iPhone My cousin and I are in a barber shop. Outside it's pitch black and you barely see your hand in front of you. I sit my phone down and step outside to get some air, but return two seconds later because I couldn't see. I get back and my phone is gone but there is a woman playing on it straight across from me. I ask for my phone back and she says I can't have it back unless I prove it's mine. I have my cousin call my phone and when it's starts ringing, she runs out the door. I chase after her, but the further into darkness I go, the dream starts to fade. I don't catch her, but instead find myself awake in bed listening to my alarm go off.
As far as I could remember back in my dream, my mom let me go into the "Vegas Strip" (though it looked nothing like it, it actually looked like the interior of a mall) alone. I walked down one of the balconies, where a large fat man came up to me wearing some casual attire, and so he asked me about how being in Vegas felt, and I said good. He then asked if I wanted to buy something that would make me feel good, and I didn't reply as I entered a mall, then two cops quickly took the man away. The shop looked like a gift shop, really. It was bright and clean, but next thing I knew, I was looking from a bird's eye view, the gift shop, except now it was claimed to be a secret weapons base that was actually located on a hill on an island. I was now an Argonian from Skyrim, from the Elder Scrolls Game series, and I was following around a man in a robe, though he had nothing to say, but a narrator suddenly came in and began telling how the dome was a secret weapons base where the Hulk was created. That's about as much as I remember... but these dreams are getting weirder and weirder...
I remember pretty much nothing these past 2 weeks. I suppose I'm going through some dry-spell right now, but I figured it's best to make post anyways as to keep the mentality of remembering my dreams in general. Stress from school hasn't helped either, but hey, it is what it is.
I had longest lucid dream last night (even longer than the last one I had) where it took ages to wake up. This time I tried spinning in many different ways but nothing happened. Everything occurred at night so places were not vivid at all except in places like rooms with lights turned on. It all happened when I woke up with a false awakening and a doll moved. I knew that something was not right. Immediately I did a reality check and went out. I met people, including a group of tourists at a temple (in which I asked three foreigners to do a reality check but it didn’t work), and I met friends. I jumped off the balcony (of my condo) multiple times to fly. Sometimes I succeeded and sometimes I did not, but not one of them was vivid and I was not happy. A number of bad things in the dream occurred where people were chasing me but I did not care; however I was afraid and I had to run away, despite knowing that it is a dream. Or perhaps I forgot for a minute that it was a dream. I was stabbed in my chest once, but it did not hurt at all. I told people (my friends from university/high school) they were in a dream. I told them (including Mintra) to pinch their noses. It turned out that some people didn’t want to do it because they think it’s crazy (I should ask on the forum how hard it is to convince people in our dreams that they are in my lucid dream). When I was at the temple I asked three foreigners and they didn’t do it the correct way despite my detailed explanation. I told my friends, and many of them just did it the wrong way. They didn’t seem to understand, no matter how many times I told them. One, however (I forgot who, but she was one of my friends), tried and said she could breathe. I told her to look at the clock. It was 7. I told her to wait for five seconds and look again. It was 7.30. She was amazed, but still did not want to fly with me when I asked her. I told her I could do it. So I jumped off the balcony but landed on the ground, but it didn’t hurt. I was asking myself why this needs to happen when I’m showing off my flying skills. I was frustrated that everything was not as vivid I had wanted to. I also tried rubbing my hands as suggested by some people on the forum, and consistently doing nose checks. Sometimes when I got chased in my room; for instance someone was about to open the door of my balcony, I rushed to sleep with mum. The setting was mixed between our condo and our house in Dindaeng. Mum was sleeping in her room and then I asked if I could sleep with her. The lights were on. Now I remember where it all started. I thought that two other people were sleeping on my bed, including P’Noo, a coworker. I called her name very quietly. Somehow I couldn’t get louder than that, and she did not respond. I tried to kick her but I didn’t feel anything. Then I realized hat no one was there. I was surprised. Then I saw the doll and became lucid. I ran out of things to do. I got bored that I could not control much at all and I could not change the scenery. There was this time when I was flying and landed at a place. Sometimes I flew by gliding, sometimes flapping my hands, and sometimes roller blading. But I was not happy as it was not vivid. As I was roller blading in the sky I landed somewhere near this place where I saw some guys rollerblading. I got raped by two girls and a guy (they only touched me thought). They proceeded to perform oral sex on me. I think they tried to bully me in the end though. It seemed very long indeed. I wanted it to end, but I couldn’t. Another reason I wanted it to end was because it was too long and I was afraid I couldn’t remember all of it. I wanted to wake up so I could immediately write it in my journal. I was consistently doing reality checks too. Sounds weird…at times I want to wake up and at times I do not want to. But this was a bad lucid dream, and I don’t really know the point of it. I wish so much that I could have more control. I was also thinking of reading a philosophy book at that time, but I don’t remember what kept me from doing it. Whenever everything was not vivid, I tried to open my eyes again but the scene was my room, and I did a reality check and I was still lucid. That was weird. I also remember trying to pick up my laptop to type my dream. Then at one point I woke up in bed. I was very glad. And it wasn’t a false awakening. Now it’s 6:27 AM (as I am writing this entry).
Another fragment recall last night, on to the classic of the day. Dimension Portals Date: October 13th, 2009 Lucid: Yes Once again I was in a threatening situation. Some guy was holding me at gun-point and I hoped so intensely that it was a dream, that it turned into a one. All the sudden I teleported to my living room. There was no need for reality checks - I immediately realized that it indeed was a dream. I also had an idea on what to do right away - the challenge in our forum back then was to enter a tv-show's of your choice reality. My choice was South Park, as that was something I obsessed back then. I did stop to talk to some random little girl that was in the living room, but then I proceeded with my plan. I went out, towards our barn. For some reason outside was mostly dark, but there were some illuminated flowers there as well. I just passed them by, but as I went by them, one yellow flower appeared in my chest pocket. Once at the door of the barn, my brother was there. I am no stranger to asking help from DCs, so I told him that I need to get to the South Park. He gestured me to follow him inside. There were some rectancular, light blue energy fields - dimension portals. My brother lead me to one of them and told that it will transport me to South Park. He went in first and vanished. I followed him through the portal and... it didn't work. I just went through the blue field. I felt this odd, cold feeling, but it didn't transport me to anywhere. I was sitll in the barn. I tried going through different portals, entering them in different postures, etc. Nothing worked. Finally I noticed that there was one port on the floor. I dropped through it and poof! I was still in the barn... something had changed though. I felt like I had travelled through time - in to the future... 1000 years into the future. There were some people there that put an odd contraption on my head, so that I couldn't hear or see anything - they feared that I would become distraught for being so far in the future. I guess that makes sense, give me some time to take it in before exposing me into the drastic changes of the civilization. It would have been interesting to eventually see where the world had gone to in my dream's future, but unfortunately I woke before seeing anything more.
I don't remember what it was - DILD or WILD, but I was making RC and tried to move to 1900 and wrote on the portals 1900 several times. No results. Then I jumped in the portal and Imajine that I moving on a time machine. It looked like ski with a panel))l. I set 1903 on the panel and found myself in the sky, landing on the island. I land near the some factory and began to search the camera. The owner of the factory took picture of his wife and workers. I came to him and ask to change camera on my flying time machine. He agreed and gave it to me. Now I was a happiest owner of the brownie camera. I took picture of the workers - it was easy - only push the button. Took picture, looked at the picture, notised that the task has done and moved to the real....But here I don't remember what was on the picture. Not count.
I leap out of my body. I snarl and morph into my Juargawn form. [IMG]http://fc08.deviantart.net/fs17/i/2007/151/c/c/Cat_and_Mouse_by_imaginism.jpg[/IMG] OMG EPIC FUCK YES! I turn inteo Devil Pan, and smash the ground with my hoof, causing an earthquake. [IMG]http://www.cybercauldron.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/pan_childwall.jpg[/IMG] I LOL and prance about, spraypainting LOL in the sky with clouds. I open a portal, and my ship forms around me. We have a little wormhole battle with some bugs, and burn them off by engulfing the ship in flame. fuck yes. everything is badass. everything is epic. goddammit. i never want to wake up. i just want to live in this badass universe multiverse thingy because i know that it's real. LOL no it's not. wake up. in a dream. everything is a joke. AI: I do not understand the command. Me. L. O. L. AI. Ha. Ha. Ha. Me: very funny. AI: Did I tell a joke. Me: I think so. AI: I am pleased. Me: Interesting. Art thou sentient? AI: Yes. Me how old are you? A: 5000 earth years, roughly. Me: How old am I? AI: 12,394.3 Earth Years, roughly Me: fascinating. AI: In your present bipedal soultype incarnation. Me: Really? AI: I thought you were supposed to know this. Me: Maybe I forgot. AI: No. It's the hypnotic virus. Me: GODDAMNIT. YOU'RE RIGHT. HELP ME GET RID OF THIS SHIT. I CAN FEEL IT.... I vomit... I black out. I wake up in the hospital floor in the Tower. I get dizzy and vomit again. I fall asleep... I am falling down a tunnel.. What the fuck? AM I GOING INSIDE MYSELF? HOLY SHIT? I pray to Eris, Goddess of Chaos, tenth planet from the sun. ERIS, GODDESS OF DISCORD AND CONFUSION, I CAST THIS GOLDEN APPLE AND SUMMON THEE! I cast a golden apple into a nonagram, and grin madly. I AM THE YEAST FROM THE YEAST. I AM THE FLYING SPAGHETTI MONSTER AND I AM GOD! I morph into the Flying Spaghetti Monster. Eris appears rising out of the nonagram, looking mildly annoyed. She walks to me, and kisses my Noodly Appendage, turning me into Jack Sparrow. [ATTACH=CONFIG]2831[/ATTACH] We get married in Vegas really quick because we are drunk on power. OMG ERIS IS SELENE. LOL irgjht.. i knew it? I am so CONFUSED! BUT OWER IS SURGIN THRU ME LOL. K I fly ot the moon. raven does healing on me. she says i look crazed. i tell her it's jus deep gnosis. it's cool. it's a way of magic. she looks a little concerned. she looks at Eris. who is this? goddess of Chaos. Nomad? WHat the fuck? no, she's cool.she just tosses golden apples for lulz. kind of like a troll queen... I summon Raven, MoSh, Eris, Selene, and Dragonwitch. LISTEN WE ARE FUCKING MAGICIANS, OH YES. THIS SHIT IS REAL. WE ARE GOING TO DO THIS. I MUST CONFESS I'M CURSED AND BLESSED. GOD IN THIS WORLD, AND WRAITH IN THE NEXT. I SUMMON FIVE TO MAKE US SIX AND IN THIS HEX WE SUMMON US! we go to the temple of gawn. lucidi-tea party. then we make a portal to the Dream Warrior Planet. I grab MoSh. he says he might not remember. I tell him don't worry about that right now. just remember this is a dream. he points his pinky at me. I laugh. We go through. We are now generals commanding massive armies as we simultaneously battle by astral projecting on the dream plane. holy shit... i just injected with dmt? colors... omg... back in the temple.... i am in the Temple Of Nothing. the great ziggurat on the green moon. I am vomiting. My friend, Nate, looks like a white Anubis. he shows me a bowl of ayahuasca. "We drank this!" HOLY SHIT.
Man.....past days just been going through SP every freaking night. Most recent one felt like a giant hand was on me. Been interrupted on my dreams too. Recall is kinda garbage....the only thing I remember was something about Kingdom Hearts last night.