24.08.2014Drums recorded in my reading. (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I guess this would be a silly nightmare, but oh well. This is what happened in waking. Yesterday I got an order from someone for a psychic reading, and he was pretty much disrespectful and it felt it was making fun of it. He requested for me to not have the music on during the reading. Upon awakening, he received the reading and was very happy with it (even though there were tough thing for him to hear, I am glad he accepted it lol) We live in a house and we have a 2nd floor rented, and the neighbor likes to play the trumped and the pipe bag and he is a bit annoying lol. So here was the brief "nightmare." I was in my computer wrapping up my work and sending all the readings to my clients. As I played the reading from this client that did not want music, I could only hear drums, and not my voice at all. I was like what the heck is going on... and this guy did not want music and he is going to think that I put rock in my readings instead of a soft spiritual background music. I was upset because I thought if I had music playing, it would have recorded instead of the drums, and my voice would be heard as well. I started to wonder what to do and I figured that the best was to channel all the information again and start the reading over, but I was upset because it was a long reading.
00:00 Sunday 2014-08-24 Messed up night, taking family member to airport EARLY. 00:30? bedtime 03:15 alarm 03:45 alarm wow felt awake the whole time but that went fast. 07:00 back from airport, BTB, slow to sleep Lost of vibration moments, haven't felt those in a while. Lots of HI but no dreams forming, almost start to see skyscrapers forming from the HI and hope to enter an urban city scene but it never happens. 10:30 final waking, try to sleep again, get relaxed and close to sleep but decide to get up to keep the new sleep schedule 11:30 (actual dreams distributed over 3.5 hours, the lucid was early on and the first one of the bunch) up out of bed + I feel totally awake, I'm in some house walking around a corner from a hallway into a living room, deep in thought, do a random/habit nose plug RC for no particular reason (this is hopeful, maybe I'll get more of these now!), I can breathe, that gets my attention, I do it again, yep I'm dreaming! OK: slow down, engage, meet Sensei [major ongoing new dream goal], but I feel dizzy and the dream ends just afterwards. +(f) yellow-vested subway workers like to ride on the roof + I'm at the dentist he's working on my right lower backmost molar, I can feel that there is a big valley in the tooth now an tell him he went too deep. Riding the dentist's customer shuttle bus standing up near the front with wife, the dentist is driving, he wants us to clean the bus for him (in payment?), I'm confused about when we're going to do this, I think we're going to do it on Tuesdays and Thursdays. We need to get off and I don't want to clean it now, he says just a quick cleaning and wiping down of the hand-hold bars that line the bus. I look around and see piles of dirt on the floor and a small pool of dirty water on the floor against the back seat, we get off. I see a restaurant to the left and one to the right, to the right is a Mexican restaurant with a name and neon lights ("Mexican slide?"). I'm standing outside a food vendor kiosk, I take a look inside, it's a real total mess, garbage strewn everywhere and tons of wrappers on the ground, I think that the food cookers don't clean it and a specialized cleaning crew comes to clean it the kiosks. I pick up a toasted hamburger bun and a (slice of tomato? a pickle?) and intend to use this to soak up the pool of water in the van. I should bring some paper towels, a half of a sponge, and a cleaning bucket to help. My wife takes the hamburger bun out of my backpack because it's nasty to be carrying that thing around. Pee in a toilet at the top of some stairs, using a portable toilet bucket as a container for the sprouting cup, I wonder if I should carry it in there + I see a pile of bright coins outside sitting on their own, I look for subway tokens and choose one bright copper-colorer coin and leave the rest. I'm walking/running somewhere and I see across the street a former work colleague out for a jog, he's talking to someone. I visit my "old workplace", it's very dimly lit. I enter a work corral area it's an open square area room with a large square "lab" area in the middle with cube/desks placed all along the perimeter around the outer edge of the square work area. This is my old group, I see they're still working on the project. They ask me if they should close the circuit on the trucks, I say I don't remember. The lab is made up of long rectangular boards/platforms that can tilt up and down, and they're testing (little toy trucks?) to see how well they roll, I inspect some switch to the side. I say this is a really cool area with the cube/desks on the outside of the lab area. I suppose I should walk around to say hi to all my former colleagues, there's SunSh, she says a really small head and is wearing a cap that looks like the tip of an eggplant including the stem which is sticking up in the air, she's just staring at me. I walk around and say a short hi to people sitting at desks, mostly young women (see a redhead), nobody responds to me hardly at all, I feel sort of humiliated by this complete indifference to my presence, and very unenthusiastically say "hi...yeah...great to see you...". I walk by a cube and see a pile of trays of taco casserole. A woman says that the chef will be giving a very boring presentation, and that I should just tell the wifes/mothers (sponsoring this lunch) that I can't make it, I plan to do just that.
2:17 a.m. I was sitting in front of a table. The place seems familiar. A canteen. I was talking with a friend (Jade?) who I haven't seen in a few months. There were other people there I believe. The color theme seems white. I was talking with him when he took offense at what I said. He stood up and said something (I can't remember now). I was answering back. He was sarcastic. I was just being calm. He left after saying something sarcastic (something about sleeping with friends). I let him walk away and told the other people there that sometimes you lose some friends. Then there were trains and others. Suddenly, I was talking to Ivan and a memory about attending a PK jam shook me awake. NOTES: - Woke up feeling tired and almost sick - I had minimal sleep during the week because I was attending whole-day training and trying to work at night. - I wasn't able to do much exercise. - I was drinking a lot of coffee during the week. - I feel sleepy most of the time. - I slept around 11 a.m. and set alarm to 1 p.m. so I can prepare. - I woke up 1 p.m. but promptly fell asleep.
August 23rd 2013 - Focused on RRC during the day. I have been slacking off on my daytime practices and it has been showing. 11+ 410 At some function related to my #business with a #tall #sexy #Asian colleague. Another tall sexy Asian woman is there relating some mnemonic device that is supposedly commonly used to remember some rule related to the business. She stands close to me and I say that I always tease my colleague about how tall she is (false memory)...I guess I should tease you as well! I look at her face more closely and say "Damn you're gorgeous!" #boldness .. She really likes that and moves closer to me #flirting back. She calls someone on her cell phone and makes arrangements for us to go to some house together. Something about her kids who she's leaving behind tonight. We are now #driving to this house supposedly when she #disappears and some tracking device tracks her to...underneath the car! (I literally get goose bumps recollecting this detail while I write this during WBTB.) / let's take some pictures! #GirlFriday and her first pictures feature some under boob cleavage. I'm even so bold #boldness to touch the cleavage suggesting that I am semi lucid. I take some other pictures including a shot down from the top of her. / coach M and his wife A at some fundraiser giveaway event. I found them when I went inside the auditorium. There were other people there that I knew or I had a false memory of knowing. Possibly J's mom "J" - my son's old classmate's mom. I also have a bunch of stuff that I got from the giveaway and I see my eldest brother in law outside heading to his car with some stuff and I realize it's a good opportunity do not have to carry all this stuff. Someone like J comments on where am I going to put all that stuff in my house and I realize I have enough junk already. / *I wake up from the dream wishing that I had cut some of those details and became lucid but my dreaming mind threw me a little help in the next dream. I get a call from coach M it was featured at last dream and he asks me where I am. I tell him I'm on one of the main streets in the town where he lives and I am walking. I'm almost to such and such street. He says ok meet me in five minutes at the corner of X Street. When I get down to that intersection it becomes a dead end and it is not supposed to and at the same time I noticed there's a party at the house on the left and I can hear my friends voice, J from up north 90 minutes from here. I'm already suspicious and semi lucid to hear him here when I'm supposed to meet coach M. Logic tries to tell me that it may just be someone that sounds like J. So I look around in one of the rooms and sure enough there is sitting J. I say out loud this is a dream and he looks at me funny but I immediately start thinking about my goals. I remember reviewing DutchRaptors goals to test your lucidity and felt that the only ones that I hadn't tried specifically before were the week four goals. I thought about a future event and when I thought about this when I read the goals I couldn't think of any big events coming up even during the day! But then I thought of one. During the dream I thought of a completely different one coming up this coming Thursday. I named what it was (the one at 8:30am not 6pm). I've then thought about what I do during the day which was one of his other goals or tests. And I was able to name that exactly. I start losing the dream here. 193 But I think it may have just been the end of REM. / *earlier I had a super short lucid in which I was in a false awakening and I could hear my son making gasping sounds and I am running down the hall frantically looking for him to try to help him assuming he's choking or something. The scene goes dark on me and I realize that I'm dreaming and I calm down and realize that there's nothing to worry about, that my son should be just fine. I wake up. 192 / I have lots of dreamlets that go, on average, about 10 seconds each - full scenes and all and one of them feature 2 sexy Asian girls like in my first dream but not tall and these two are twins in matching black dresses. As you can see I like women from all over the world! My only type is feminine and sexy! Quick notes 8/12 & 8/15 short LDs 8/15 I am in a community shower setting like in a gym and I see this short Asian woman little heavy set naked walking in front of me semi-lucid. I feel as if I become lucid as I step into a big shower room with lots of naked women various ages I only notice attractive ones but not sure if that's just my focus. I can feel my thing swinging between my thighs and I reach for it and it is a good size Spoiler for X-Rated: and perfect for "slapping some hoes" with it! I have a great time. I do it in a sexy way it seems and it is a lot of fun! I wake up to my alarm, smiling! 191 8/12 scene turns dark...I fly slowly forward...hard to tell if actually flying. I just keep moving forward. 190
8/23/14 had dreams, and good feeling from them, but no recall. Something interesting happened today at work though. [20:45] <@gab> have you had past life regression done, omkar ? [20:46] <OmkAR> no, but i asked to see my past lives in a lucid dream once [20:46] <@gab> have you? [20:46] <OmkAR> and i was about to teleport to my past life . . and some guy grabbed me out of nowhere and said "YOU DOn'T WANT TO DO THAT YOURSELF RIGHT NOW MIKE" [20:46] <OmkAR> and then i was all spooked out ever since [20:46] <OmkAR> er do that too youreslf [20:46] <@gab> oh lol, damn DC [20:47] <@gab> or was he?!? [20:47] <OmkAR> it was a strange vibe though, i was thinking maybe . .. geeze, what happend to me in my past life [20:47] == OpheliaBlue [[email protected]] has joined #DVLounge [20:47] == mode/#DVLounge [+o OpheliaBlue] by DreamBot [20:47] <@gab> hey OpheliaBlue [20:47] <@gab> I'm sure you had good ones and bad ones [20:48] <OmkAR> maybe i was gangbanged in medieval times [20:48] <OmkAR> u never know [20:49] <@gab> would that be a good one or the bad one? [20:49] <@gab> 0_0 [20:49] <OmkAR> in medieval times .. probably bad [20:49] <OmkAR> lol [20:49] <@gab> hehe [20:49] <OmkAR> oh OpheliaBlue is here [20:49] <@gab> I just had a weird experience at work today [20:49] <OmkAR> we were just discussing being gangbanged in our past lives [20:50] <@gab> she not talking, so maybe she is not here [20:50] <OmkAR> did you get a de ja vu [20:50] <@OpheliaBlue> sorry, comp ran out of juice while I was watching Divergent [20:50] <@gab> I got more than that [20:50] <@OpheliaBlue> some big lucid and shared dreaming themes in that movie [20:50] <OmkAR> Divergent is out [20:50] <@gab> oh she is here [20:50] <@gab> so I'll tell you some other times omkar [20:50] <@OpheliaBlue> almost over, brb [20:50] <@OpheliaBlue> !brb [20:50] == OpheliaBlue has changed nick to OpheliaBlue|BRB [20:50] <OmkAR> oh ya DIVERGENT [20:50] <OmkAR> i watched that [20:51] <OmkAR> it was 100x better than hunger games [20:51] <@gab> didn't see either [20:52] <@gab> so omkar, you gonna be here for 5 more mins? [20:52] <OmkAR> ya [20:52] <@gab> I was at work and doing my stuff and thinking about this japanese warrior female mismagius told me about [20:52] <@gab> tomoe gozen [20:53] <@gab> and why I kinda identify with her [20:53] <@gab> and with my sig picture of a warrior [20:53] <@gab> and decided to change my usertitle so something reflecting the worrior thing [20:54] <@gab> and that moment I just started crying out of the blue [20:54] <@gab> I had to leave the room to collect myself [20:54] <@gab> just the strongest feeling of something with past life warrior [20:55] <@gab> no clue what to make of it [20:55] <@gab> and add my frequent dreams of being a leader of some freedom fighters [20:55] <OmkAR> oh weird [20:56] <@gab> I never felt anything like it [20:56] <@gab> as if I just connected with something [20:56] <OmkAR> could be legit, u should try a TELEPORT to your old 'home' [20:56] <@gab> I will do that [20:56] <@gab> I wanna know so bad [20:56] <OmkAR> i had these weird experience in the astral once, i saw this old log house, looked like it was from medival times [20:57] <OmkAR> there was straw beds [20:57] <OmkAR> and the feeeelings i got being there were sooooo strong [20:57] <OmkAR> i USED to LIVE THERE [20:57] <OmkAR> sleep there everynight [20:57] <@gab> oh wow [20:57] <OmkAR> kinda feeeling, it was reallly intense [20:57] <OmkAR> and scary too [20:57] <@gab> this feeling was so strong, not preceded by any warning or thought [20:57] <OmkAR> trying to imagine how . .. it was . .. just a straw bed like that, stone/wooden walls [20:57] <OmkAR> i mean, no books or computers [20:58] <OmkAR> just RAW [20:58] <OmkAR> raw living [20:58] <OmkAR> nostalgic feeeelings [20:58] <PKJacker> Sounds pretty interesting [20:58] <@gab> I now what you mean, omkar [20:58] <@gab> since today, I do [20:58] <OmkAR> ya i never had that in waking life though [20:58] <@gab> I see [20:58] <OmkAR> that's interesting you did [20:58] <OmkAR> ive only had that on the other side [20:59] <@gab> I was cutting strawberries at work, like a ton of them, so my mind kinda wandered away [20:59] <@gab> and the thought of tomoe gozen, spartan warrior and MAKING IT MY NAME [20:59] <@gab> something clicked [21:00] <@gab> started crying and I'm like "wth"? [21:01] <@gab> insane
Dream - 9:30AM I'm at Stone Hill house with Josh and Brother. I'm having some pre-drinks before heading out. Brother offers Josh a beer, but he declines. He say's that he doesn't want to wake up with a hangover and that he will drop $20 on drinks as soon as he gets there. I'm now sitting in the backseat of a car. Daryl is driving, Josh is in passenger seat and Brother is sitting in the back with me. We're driving down the road where epilepsy OP shop is when my Brother realizes he has left his necklace at home. We insist that we will drive back and get it, but Brother say's no due to being a hassle. Daryl looks to second guess himself a couple times, missing the turn off each time. Eventually he pulls into the turn off and begin to head back to get the necklace. I tell my Brother that he was using reverse psychology I begin to think if I have left anything at home as well. I see a checklist of things that pop up in my vision. Some of the text is different colors. Designer underwear isn't checked, so I must be wearing normal underwear. Dream Fragments 7:55AM 1. Jail 2. I see a picture of a famous person being used for a meme 3. Talking to Josh about leg size decrease due to not training for a month Side Notes Head had larger amount of pressure last night due to big day and cheating on my diet
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Journal Entry Lucid #73 Dream,Lucid, thoughts in dream,(Comments) Background:All I wrote was that I listened to some audio by sleep.(Idk what that means either, dam past me) Lucid Dream # 73, day: 08/19/14, time: 3:23-5:59 Am " "Dinosaur Abandoned Desert"": I am walking in abandoned town in the desert. I am looking around noting the environment. I saw little lizards running across, some hiding in the sand. After looking around at the half destroyed buildings I realized it is a dreamI see ants maybe 2 inches long rush towards me. I am trying to stabilize the dream. I tried to rub hands together but I woke up . I am watching some video. I am in dessert again. I quickly realized that it is a dream. I put hand in sand. It felt very realistic, I could feel the small grains falling down my hands. I look up and I see dinosaurs, a trex to be exact, and the one with three horns. The trex rushed towards me. I wanted to run but I told myself not to fear it. I turned around and acted like nothing is happening. I start to feel like I am waking up. I try to stabilize. I said to myself, "I will not wake up". I watched in 3rd person perspective, the trex killing the three horned dinosaur. It didn't want to eat it but it gauged its stomach to death leaving it to bleed to death. I see a temple and I start to go towards it. The trex cries, it looks at me. I see now it is more cartoonish, maybe 3d rendered
1. I had been sitting down in an odd looking classroom. The carpet was deep blue/black in color, and the walls were blue as well. As I sat down in my seat, I looked around and saw that everyone inside of the class was really young, maybe 10-11 years old. Suddenly a male teacher started giving out ice cream. Alot of kids got out of their seats and went to go get some ice cream. I watched as the teacher gave each kid one scoop of chocolate ice cream. After I had observed this for a while and waited for the waiting line to go down, I decided I was going to get up and get myself some ice cream as well. Just as I got up, the male teacher stopped giving out ice cream and told everyone to sit down because the "lesson" was about to begin. A few other kids had gotten up out of their seats along with me, and when the teacher saw us he got angry and repeated his order for us to sit down. I became disappointed but nonetheless I went back to my seat. I looked towards the middle of the class room and saw a medium sized stage. The teacher came up to this stage and told everyone that the show was about to begin. He then got behind a curtain and kneeled down and picked up 2 puppets. He put his hands inside of them and started putting on a puppet show. I watched out of curiosity. For no reason, I looked down at my lap. I saw that in my lap, there was a small plastic cup that was filled with what looked like white ice cream. I put my finger into it and then licked it. It wasn't ice cream at all, but instead, it was butter. Somehow, I accidentally smeared some onto my pants that I was wearing. I could see the butter spread out on top of the threads of my jeans, and I didn't care at all. 2. I was inside of some kind of portable house, and it was all made of wood. Inside, the interior was all brown. The walls were made of brown wooden panels and the floor was covered in a layer of light brown carpet. I was chilling with my friend Patrick, Dylan, and a few others. As we sat down on a couch we talked about how Patrick wanted us to all live in his house for a year. I then found out that this portable house was Patrick's. I looked to my left and saw my sister, and 7 other friends from real life. "Oh by the way, John is coming to live here too", Patrick told us. "Dude then we are going to have 8 people and its going to be really crowded", I said. I then thought for a moment and corrected myself, "Nevermind, my sister will be leaving soon so we will have enough room". Patrick acknowledged this positively. Our friend John then walked in through the front door and we all greeted him. We told John about how everyone that was currently inside of this house was going to live here for a year. He seemed down for the idea and told us that he'd do it. Later on I remember that we were all getting ready to go to sleep. We each got an individual sleeping bag and lined them up next to each other. These sleeping bags were a deep blue like the night sky and had yellow stars on it. I put my sleeping bag against the wall and everyone else put theirs next to me. I remember seeing my friend Dylan's brother Jordan putting his sleeping bag to the left of me and directly going to sleep. As I continued setting up my sleeping bag, Dylan's sister McKenzie came and put her sleeping bag directly to the right of me. I felt a little awkward at first but then relaxed. I started getting comfortable and saw that McKenzie was still setting up her sleeping bag. Everyone's sleeping bags were directly next to each other, there was no space in between. 3. I was outside at my neighborhoods play ground. It was dark outside and the moon shined brightly against everything. I remember walking up to the very top of the playground and standing there, just enjoying the view and relaxing. I looked down in front of me and saw an elderly lady. I then looked around myself and looked at the slides and everything in greater detail. One slide to the left of me was a dark green, another slide to my right was orange. I continued chilling on top of the playground and down below me I saw a golden retriever and its owner. It walked towards the playground and looked up at me, and so did the dog's owner. 4. I was outside on some highway at night time. I remember running away from cops and at the same time, chasing other drivers. I had god-like powers and flew towards the people I was chasing. As I neared a white building, I landed on the ground. I walked inside and was met by a cute girl that looked like she was in her twenties. She had short black hair and had a noticeable amount of make-up on, but not in a bad way. I remember talking to her about the people I was chasing. Suddenly she disappeared and I was left standing in the doorway of this building by myself. Out of no where my sister showed up behind me and we talked for a second. We took a step back from the doorway and talked about what was going on. While we were talking, some kind of small SAW looking demon showed up in the doorway. He had all white eyes and they looked trippy. He stared at me and my sister. My sister was struck with terror, and I told her to calm down because there was no need to be afraid, this guy isn't doing anything to us. He continued standing in the doorway. 5. I remember seeing a girl and her dog. I petted her dog and played with it.
I am in a walled city that feels like Ba Sing Se (From ATLA) mixed with the city from Attack on Titan. (God help me for the name.) The city is supposedly a refuge for people who possess any type of magical or special power. I am in a district of the city that has these tall cubic glass skyscrapers and all of these lighted signs written in an incomprehensible language. It looked to be one of the wealthier districts of the city. I cannot recall much until these five kids show up. They are the villians; Supposedly each one of them has the power to turn into a monster that is representative of the world's greatest fears. One monster is representative of the fear of spiders. It is a large humanoid with spider legs coming from its back. The entire monster is made of millions of spiders and held together with spider webbing. Also, for some reason, the monster has an oven in its chest that spiders come out of. Another monster is representative of death and is represented by a hulking humanoid form that is made of a mass of bones. Another monster is representative of the fear of becoming overweight (because I guess that ranks among the five greatest fears in the world) and is a huge grease blob. I cannot recall what the remaining two monsters were. I think one of them had to do with bees. Then Goku (Dragonball) and Soul&Maka(Soul Eater) show up. I think the guy from Onepeice was there too (Can't recall his name). There were many other characters there as well, all of them looked like heroes, but I cannot recall any more at this time. Goku is supposedly the captain of the city's defense force. He starts yelling orders to everyone on how to fight the monster. Then I 'remembered' that I was a demon weapon too (Soul Eater) but I couldn't remember who wielded me. I just recall that I was some kind of sword or spear and somebody was using me. While I was in weapon form, I could still see, but everything was a dark blue color. Whoever was using me was fighting the spider monster.
Hi ever since I was 3 I have had dreams and I see other peoples deaths and they happen the next day.Then, Im also able to see just everyday things before they happen but forget until they do happen now I have been able to remember them more and more often.I also see ghost not as apparitions but as colored outlines instead like each color means something about that ghost I also scream very often in my dreams and my grandmother says I scream in my sleep and at random moments when I get thoughts that relate to my dreams.how do these things connect to each other and what do they mean am I like some weird psychic or a banshee or something I just want answers please help.
From what I recall: Was sitting by the water with some people. I looked up into the sky and an airplane is writing something in the sky. I keep watching and then I realize it has written "I love you" with a love heart. I think it's cute and I go to take a photo with my camera because it was so well designed. I see some people in a air balloon in the sky drifting up maybe a wedding. Then I see a massive wooden tank driving across the sky. I start laughing and say what is that doing? Then beside me a massive truck starts driving up and down across the water. I say again how is that truck driving across the water what is it trying to do? And the girl next to me responds, it's driving across wodden planks. I say again why what's the point. We watch it drive out, i can see that it's not balancing well, again and the truck falls off it's pathway and splashes into the water completely. We react with a mixture of extreme amusment and shock and horror. It was like it wanted to crash. Then fire starts coming out of the water, and she says "it's blown up the water pipes". We start backing away to run, and someone sounds a trumpet and says "everyone evacuate, authorities have blown up the water supply. And I look and there is a massive fire spreading through the city and everyone is running around in complete chaos. Then I remember the message in the sky and thought it's from Angels letting me know that none of this is for me. The dream is becoming so chaotic and ridiculious that I almost become Lucid but wake up just before it happens. I dreamt a lot of other stuff but it has slipped my memory.
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