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LEA MICHELE AND I WERE DATING IN MY DREAM LAST NIGHT.

Then she laughingly told me to brush my teeth.

Whatever, I still got to kiss her. AND WE WERE SO HAPPY TOGETHER.

I haven't dreamt for a few days but last night I finally had a dream. In my dream I was near railroad tracks and I was almost hit by a train whenever this swirling mass knocked me to the ground. Whatever knocked me to safety transformed into the guy that appears in most of my dreams, and before I know whats going on we are holding hands and running theough the misty woods. Before long we stop and an intense makeout session starts. Then I wake up.

P.S. a train symbolizes energy being controlled, in relation to my dream this means positive changes are near.

[URL="http://imgur.com/a/GHDWh"]nr 10 and 11[/URL] (2 a5 sized entries on an a4 sized paper)

nr10 is lucid, nr 11 nonlucid

about nr10: the dream characters were more elaborate than usual and felt almost like real people. at one point i could force a girl (non physically, i have some control over the actions of dcs, if i want them to want me, they will) to want to have sex with me but i didnt because she seemed reluctant initially, because i wouldnt feel good about it. at some point i told a guy that this is a dream and that i am dreaming right now. i asked him if he dreams and he said i was crazy and superstitious (or religious). later on i used powers to light lamps and looked for people to give dream powers so they could be of more help (we were in a survival type situation in a warehouse and had to work together) and i was looking for a responsible person. (this goal was forgotten moments later) i also thought of asking a girl if she could listen to me summarizing my dream so i can remember it better when i wake up and said "hey.. can i ask you something?" and there the dream ended.

pretty cool.


edit: this past week ive actually been getting lucid once a day on average. yes. holy crap thats amazing. yay for nose plug rcs and counting down from 100 thinking "lucid dreaming" on every count. now the next huge step is to learn how to prolong dreams. if i can do that... its happening! its finally happening = D

according to laberge: rubbing and spinning are effective
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17/2/16:
I woke up about 4 or 5 times last night with my cat distracting me and was basically non stop dreaming. However I made the mistake of thinking I could remember the dreams from the early awakenings without writing anything down... ah well I still recalled a bit haha.

Dream 1: I was a wizard in a secret order of some sort, sort of like a steampunky world. I was in an underground lab place where I was tense. I think I was involved in some plot to trap an older wizard, either a mentor or a rival. I think I trapped him in a sandy wall in the lab, then went through a portal.

Dream 2: Fragment, stuck in some Skyrim like world.

Dream 3: I went to a fancy private school with my dad and brother. It was sort of like the school in Dead Poets Society, castle like but more modern. We travelled through a corridor and then ended up in a classroom with half a dozen other students. I asked one of them what they were doing as it was the holidays for me. They replied that their school was different and they were having their exams now. I laughed a bit at that but then found someones notes on a desk next to me with my name on it about media. I read through it a bit, then walked back out. I found a way out of the building and went to go back outside to find the others. I couldn't see them, so I walked back to the car. The scenery was quite beautiful, I walked through a park to the car which was parked in front of the beach. I waited a bit and didn't see them so I walked down the street into a bunch of little shops, sort of like Lygon Street.

Dream 4: Protesting some social issue with some YAP people. I saw the, initially then decided to join in. We held signs and gave out free stuff. Meryl Streep arrived and we gave her a package of gifts people had sent her. She didn't take the MTG and harry potter ones as she said she had enough, so we all took some, but she took the rest.

Dream 5: I was at a theme park in America, I was walking with my brother around the food court and then tried to find a toilet. I thought we had passed one but kept on walking into a cinema to try and find one.

Oh and half a dozen fragments that I promptly forgot hahah.

Looking at a bathroom in a mall that had the entrance and exist at the same door in a V shape "thats what bathrooms look like in my dreams" didnt catch lucid awareness however.

Phone is in my sock I jump in water and then remember phone. I jump out and try to turn it off before battery gets wet. Dream electronics happen and it dosnt play nice and I thought it got wet.

D1 - Class are drawing something, all the drawings are slightly different but all are wrong, red, blue pen is being used.
Ed suggests he could help. I decide to redo lesson and take class back out on a trip to see the art they have been trying to replicate in the art gallery again. Whilst taking them I realise no way is there sufficient time to complete task, it is 2.30pm.
I meet D in corridor she is smiley and helpful, but just makes me feel inaquedate and totally stupid.

D2 - A load of old geezers are drinking in a bar, there is a large pitcher of whiskey which is being refilled. Some have hat and coats on. One looks like delboy out of only fools and horses. They are discussing someone, they don't rate. I have the feeling it is me. That I don't qualify as man enough for their liking.

D3 - Someone is jogging through semi-woodland on a muddy track. They are having a conversation as he runs along, about how his coach has been so great and a fantastic rolemodel. And as I stand by the path, near some training bars, I get the feeling that I am excluded, as i am not a good rolemodel, or father or anything.

D4 - We are at the last minute it seems again, trying to learn the lines for some performance. I try hopelessly to get the kids to remember their lines.
Rob ever helpful, seems to have put me in a barrel and i'm in dark water out at sea.
Next i'm on his boat in a small cabin, I can still sea the dark waters out the little rectangular windows.
He shows me his parasitic worm collection, they are gigantic and very horrible. I try with all my intention to pull away as the worm comes towards my face. I imagine them inside me, eating me.
He is upset about how his worms have not be breeding well, due to the dark wet weather and that the tanks have not been cleaned properly. Inside the wood in the cabin is slightly ornate, not unlike a coffin Oo.

When I awake I am not scared but later remember the extreme sensation and fear.

2200: Ate a meat and cheese rollup and some ice cream with a mug of hot milk and honey
Bed @ 2300 /w half melatonin
Woke @ 0315 with no recall (~5 hours)
Woke @ 0515 /w alarm (~2 hours)

Church doors
I'm trying to craft new doors for the church. I a printout of their original design, and I can see that they were formed by gluing together strips of wood (2x4s?) at a 45 degree angle. I wonder if it's like my wife's bias tape that she uses for quilt bindings, if it's stronger somehow - but wait, that's not right, the whole purpose of bias tape is that it's more flexible and less likely to kink. My pieces are cut unevenly, as if the edges of the board were rather wavy, and when I try to put them together I get something that's very uneven. I think I'll probably have to glue it all together and then trim it down, but the plans don't call for that. Somehow, my pieces are already painted white.


Church weirdness
I'm at church on a Sunday morning when I realize that I'm wearing my jeans and a polo shirt instead of my church clothes. Whoops. At least I don't completely stand out, since there are some families at our church who wear these kinds of clothes every Sunday. My family is all home today, or else I'm sure one of them would have noticed I was wearing the wrong thing and pointed it out before I left. I see Trisha and - after doing a mental double-check to verify that's what she likes to be called these days - ask her how she's doing. We talk for a few moments, and I'm struck by how short she is. I know she's short, but somehow I just hadn't realized how short. She's getting ready for some kind of group babysitting thing to free up the adults to do something.

Now I'm carrying a couple of boxes around. One of them has a gallon sized ZipLoc bag of giant chocolate-covered marshmallows. I set them down for a minute to talk to Alex, and he starts eating the marshmallows. I half-jokingly tell him I'm going to have to take the bag away before he eats them all, though I let him keep one more before I close it up. I notice one of my boxes is empty, so I collapse it before moving on.

Now I'm outside the church. There are a lot of strange people milling around, all young adults dressed in 'punk' clothes. I don't like this, and I try to avoid them. There's a huge pile of backpacks against the side of the church, and somehow I know they belong to these people. I'm looking through the pile for my own backpack. I know I set it down just a moment ago, but now I've lost track of where I put it.

Now I'm at my car putting stuff in. I open the little fridge in the front seat to put a couple of things in, but I have some trouble since it's already pretty full. I manage it, but I also get something sticky on my hands.


Creatively framed
A bunch of guys are sitting around a table. One of them has fallen asleep, and I see that he's dressed very oddly: he's wearing only panties and a cape, and I somehow know that someone changed his outfit while he was sleeping. I see someone put a single drop of clear liquid into another man's cup. When that man takes a drink, he immediately keels over dead. The commotion around the table wakes the sleeping man who, after seeing what he's wearing, immediately dashes away from the table. The others assume that he's fleeing because of the murder, not because of his clothes.


Restarting a game
I'm playing a creative sandbox game. I've just finished all the missions it offers, and I get a message stating that I can go to the next planet, but that there won't be any missions there to guide me - it's totally free-form. I'm terrible at that kind of thing - I need suggestions of what to do - so I decide to start a new game so I can do the missions over again. Now I'm in the intro / tutorial area. I already know how to play, so I try to hurry through it as quickly as possible. I start out walking through a kind of school area - it's grassy, and there are buildings and covered walkways to my left and right and a building further in the distance. Now I'm walking along one of the covered walkways with a building to my left and grass to my right. A rather chubby guy stands right in the middle of the walkway ahead. I do something with his bag, go around him, and move on. Now I'm in a restaurant. Tables are split across a couple of levels, and the whole place is covered but open to the air on all sides. I pass the cashier's station on my left and walk between the tables to the back dining room where I find my friend. I ask him if he has a moment, then ask him to look up an answer. He Googles it, but instead of just clicking the link with the answer, he follows a link for something else that came up that's completely unrelated. I try to tell him it's the wrong link, but he wants to look anyway.


Insomnia
I'm in a hotel room with my wife and her parents. Her parents are sleeping on one large bed, and I'm with my wife on another one. I'm having trouble getting back to sleep. I get off our bed so I don't wake my wife while I go through some strange poses, but somehow I wake her up anyway.

I dreamed about lucid dreaming using WILD technique (I usually do DILD in reality). I had an SP, and the whole Wow, I am dreaming, like it would happen in real LDs, but I wasn't really lucid because the dream was totally irrational.

Instead of being in the dream, I watched my dream on a small transparent screen in a car, I saw some fantasy-like images on this screen, a very vivid blue fantasy-like bird. Close to this picture.



Also an amazing vivid pink flower.

Then somehow I managed to move my (not so) real hands and touch them inside the dream (which is happening on the screen ), I was amazed at the fact that I could move my real hands while in SP (I wasn't even lying down, I was siting sleep paralyzed ). I freaked out, and woke up (not really) and wrote about that in some LD group and probably in DreamViews too. I'm sure the touching inside dream thing was influenced by something I read a few weeks ago about someone who could move their hand in real life while lucid dreaming.

According to my notes when I was half-awake (for real) I almost had another fake LD before I woke up for real. My memory is foggy right now as many hours have passed, but the picture of the bird stayed on my mind for a while after waking up and it was really amazing. I've never seen these vivid colors in my dreams before. I had a banana before bed and another before the dream when I woke up for the bathroom (because I was having some tummy issues ), could that be the reason for vividness ?

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So I was in a debate team but it was 5 vs 50 people and I didn't actually know what we were debating. Then we're given these articles to read about whether it is acceptable or not to remove other people's limbs. Naturally I was on the team that was against the removal of limbs, however it seemed that the rest of the world were not of the same opinion, for when it was my turn to talk I started receiving large amounts of abuse, both from the crowd and from the opposition team. I said "It's ok if you accidentally lose a limb, like in an accident with a guillotine or something". Sadly I was no longer able to finish my argument because of the huge amount of abuse I was receiving.

Fragment

I recall a really colorful fragment. I was at a beach, watching a beautiful sunset. It all looked like it was painted.

First dream

I was in a city, in some kind of government building. I was waiting for something, sitting on a bench in a corridor. I was masturbating until people appeared in the corridor for their break. I wanted to go up to the toilet, but the stairs were really steep. I decided to go outside for a short walk and find a better place to finish. I wandered the alleys close to the building - there were some old buildings, they were a bit rundown but had their charm. One of them looked great, with ornamented wooden door that had a small, crystal window. The building had brown gambrel roof. There were several trees of pseudotsuga species planted in front of it.

Second dream

I was in home. I went outside and met with my family and some other people I knew. Someone wanted to meet me, but I tried to go back into house. Others closed door inside, so I went out. My brother was doing something, so I decided to help him. He wanted me to bring him a chain so he could chain up a machine of some kind. I knew that it'd be inside toolbox in fathers tractor. I went to check it and there was none. Suddenly I found myself in front of the tractor, which was turned on. Someone tried to hit me with it, though couldn't as I dodged it, then jumped on it to see who was inside. It was my father.

to bed late (not by choice), ~1am

+ team-based conflict. Sabotage: one guy used an incendiary clicking device to attempt to ignite the underground gas lines via the electrical outlets and blow up several city blocks. "You can't escape" he called out. I ran anyway. Through a door, a guy far stronger than me was pursuing, but I had prepared a small pitch-fork just outside the door and picked it up and stabbed him putting him on the ground, and I called for reinforcements and they beat him up on the ground.

+ (f) returning to the cages, a tiny (female?) dog had been rewarded and entered the cage of my old dog "L". L came along later?

alarm @ 5.5 hrs, very tired, got family member up, back to bed. Alarms are terrible for recall. I had to reach to remember the above.

eventually summoned the will to stop following random thought chains and implement my Back To Sleep Mojo (tm) with the intent of lucid dreams. It worked again

BTS mojo: start with deep breathing. Totally relax and let go of everything: tension, thoughts, all trying and effort. There is a very special "sinking" feeling for a moment at the end of a long exhale when you successfully let go of tension and start to sink deeper. What I do then is try to hold on to that "deep sinking" feeling, including during inhales and exhales. While breathing, I sometimes imagine I'm breathing through my "3rd eye" in the middle of my forehead. Breathing in dream energy and breathing out tension and thoughts. HI may begin during this time. Try not to focus on them, but simply remain lightly aware of them.

+ I'm walking outside in an apartment complex (small, 2 story) in between buildings. It is dark (early morning I think). I hear a sound to the left and look up and see a man through a large sliding glass door [DREAM SIGN], he's doing remodeling in his apartment. He's using a scraper on the glass door, and it's really squeaky and noisy, I think it's rude to be doing that at this early hour, it could bother the neighbors.

The building on the right of me also has a glass wall on the 2nd floor apartment, I know there's a woman in there I'd like to sneak a peek at. I'm staying below the window and trying to remain unseen. (The light comes on?) I sense she's walking around in her robe. I hide under the overhang, and her legs in the reflection of the glass via a building to the left. I think that means she may be able to see me, too.

At one point my wife comes out and I try to hide but she sees me, she's in her bathing suit I guess she's going for a swim/sauna, but she doesn't suspect me.

LD#176 (2/10 goal for LDs for remainder of Feb)
I felt sure I was waking lucid in "my room" in the dark. The room seemed right. I sit up on the side of my bed, and notice vague bits of furniture about, including an alarm clock? [false]. I have a small bit of trouble maneuvering out of bed, but made it OK. Decided to head outside and fly into the night sky and explore the city at night and have fun. Pretty high awareness, and very clear. I get outside and look up at the sky. I think the stars were "beautiful" but in retrospect they were pixelated like computer graphics, and the sky was rather gray not black. The stars were swirling around the sky a bit, interesting. I went to take off flying into the sky and I hear suddenly and unexpectedly a very creepy male voice behind me that startled me and freaked me out a bit, he barked out some statement that I didn't understand. I took off and looked behind me and very very clear and vividly saw two guys on top of the roof of a building. I circled around to go fight them. summoned my lightsaber in to my hand, at first it was the size of a pen with tiny little bumps on each end like a miniature dumbbell from the gym. I reached over with my right hand and "pulled" it which extended it, at first too large, then pushed back a bit and got it to be the perfect size. landed, hit the "on" button expecting awesome sound and visuals (but they were kind of weak like usual), and started fighting. There were several opponents and more coming it seems. Tried force lightning on a 3rd guy who came on me from the right: extended my right arm straight and made a "claw" with my fingers, but managed only a few sparks at best. impaled several guys with the blade at close distance with lunges, one in the chest, one in the face. several good swipes, but just not the vivid blade and effects that I want. There was a bit of resistance to swinging the blade, like swinging a sword in water.
I'm losing the fight, they're getting their attacks in close to me. The main opponent almost got a swing (he had a lightsaber too I think) to land on me, I had to sacrifice my saber to block it and then jumped backwards off of a pier to escape. In the distance in the water some people are standing on a platform.
I climb back up on to the pier a bit away from the fight and look at who's here. It's sort of an open area, looks like a party is going on. Right in front of me, my attention is grabbed right away by a lovely blonde woman in a sexy, revealing, white evening dress. Her hair is in a medium-length braid down her back, and her right side is facing me.

Spoiler for sexy time, explicit:

I approach her and notice as I'm approaching that she's naked underneath her dress, and see that she has a nice patch of blonde public hair. This gives me a "zing" because true blonde pubes are really rare. As I approach her she is now sitting on a bench with her legs slightly open, and I'm kneeling down in front of her. She is looking at me and giving me a playful smirking smile. She is naked now from the waist down and I get a great view of her very substantial bush which is a large triangle of thick, but short-cropped blonde curlies. I tell her "Excuse me, but you have the most beautiful hairy p***y I've ever seen!" She shifts down a bit making her (ahem) fully available to me, and I dive in for oral. It is an exquisite moment: I feel the moist, warm, flesh of her cleft for a few seconds before

the dream fades.

Fragment
> Had a very unpleasant dream in which I had to catch a train and my mom would bring me by car, but I was fighting verbally with her and perhaps some other family members who were present. Time was running out fast as well. I had 5 minutes left to catch the train.

> I was meeting a slightly older woman to interview her for something. We're both seated on stools quite close to each other, behind a long desk. There are some other people in the room as well. I'm trying to take notes, but this paper and this red pen are ridiculous. I need something else. The woman comes really close to me and she's flirting with me. We both want this, but with her colleagues here this isn't the right time.

Party
I'm driving (not sure what vehicle I'm using) in the evening, towards a party of my friend Ant. A birthday party perhaps? It's somewhere in a city. I'm starting to think that I was driving a moped. Some other people also arrive. My aunt and my little brother. I check the invite / FB event and Ant cancelled / rescheduled it about 30 minutes ago to another day. Nice timing... I tell my aunt and little brother. My aunt is definitely ready to leave again. I wanna check the inside of the building and tell them I'll just be 1 minute, knowing it'll probably take longer. My little brother joins me. We end up in a sort of bouncy castle type of thing, which is pretty neat.

Order
I'm somewhere outside in the evening. It's in a city. The mood is slightly rebellious and reminds me of the NYE in Köln. A girl with long black hair who is definitely younger than I am starts bothering me. I'm not sure what she does, but after a while I start going after her while she runs away. An older looking Arabic male tells me to leave her alone. She's a good person like him, cause they're both from North Iran/Iraq. What the.. no! That you're both from the same country doesn't make both of you good people. Matter of fact, I don't even know if you're a good person. At some point while talking to this man, who seems like he won't budge, I feel my pockets to check if my wallet and phone are still there. They are, but shit now this guy knows exactly where they are. I'm on the move again.

I enter a small classroom. There are a few rows of dark wooden benches, enough to fit perhaps 25 people at most if you cram. Outside it's busy as hell, inside there are just a few people. This is a select group of people, something along the lines of Order of the Kingdom. Princess Beatrix is heading this meeting. We're here to think about ways to defeat IS. It feels quite personal, as if they've just attacked a Dutch city. The door to this room keeps getting opened. People are curious what's going on in here. At one point the door is open for a while. Eventually two people are allowed to join. The first is a man in his 40's, with streaks of grey in his beard. He looks like he's earned the reputation to be here. The other is my classmate Chris. I'm now sitting/lying in what seems like the windowsill, in a quite relaxed position, nothing you'd do in front of the princess. I'm wearing a purple V-neck T-shirt. I tell her I've got an idea, but it's going to be very longterm and might not even work. I'm not sure if it's a good plan. Basically there are at least 3 ways to do damage to them: kill them, make sure they don't attract new members and... ? My proposal is that we need to prevent people living in the countryside from joining them in the cities by taking care of the water supply. I'm not sure if the dream lasted long enough for me to fully explain all that.

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2 A5-sized entries on 1 A4 page

i also had the nightmare with my mom in which i couldnt tell whether i was dreaming or not. i looked at my phone and did the nose plug but detected nothing strange. i wasnt very clear minded.

I am in the living room flying around with some of my friends. I am a demi-god and we are trying to figure out which god is my favorite. Because of the way I am flying my friends tell me that my god parent's name starts with a T. They seem very excited about this. Then I see this lady that is stuffing these perfect looking snowballs into a little cubby hole where the fireplace usually is. She is shoving them in really fast, so me and my sister close out the cubby hole and throw all the snowballs outsideas though they are dangerous. Then we go out into the garage. I am going to be in a Harry Potter movie. Someone says "Anyone in the new Harry Potter movie come over here!" J.K. Rowling is there and I am joking with her. But she doesn't seem to be very happy. I would describe her as dull in this scene.
I am at a wedding, and I notice that the people getting married are lesbian. Then I see Matthew Lewis and ask him if we can get a picture together. He is very friendly and agrees, but we don't have a camera. I consent to just asking for his autograph, which he willingly gives. It is not a very good autograph, barely more than a scribble.
I am at a lunch table with my friends. Then I notice someone who looks like Hayley from Bratayley. I realize that both Annie a and Hayley are there, so I move down the table to talk with them. Annie is acting really sad and ignoring me.

Answering a queen's summons, I kneel before her throne and wait. Eventually, I realize she's ignoring me. Just wanted to see me kneel. That's fine. I think of an old mentor, a meditation style holding one position for hours, and settle in to be here for a while. I can hear her advisors talking to her, two nervous men with high voices pointing out that I'm waiting, using a title for me. But I'm aware she's angry about her son.

When she finally acknowledges me, she says she wants something I'd once promised her. I tell her she's welcome to it.