dream fragment

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Hello DV. I am now resuming my dream journal. I will be posting once a day as often as I can. I will also post any OBEs I may have. This will be copied directly out of my student workbook with an addition of my missed dream signs on the bottom. Happy dreaming and enjoy.
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Nasteh (frag)
NON-DREAM NON-LUCID LUCID
I was watching some weird show that had a whole bunch of, well, weirdo nymphos. One of the characters walked into a room and there was a naked dude wearing some fru-fru scarf, a whole bunch of half top-less women, and bedrooms closed with people in them. A women walked out of them wearing a robe and four guys in suits followed. I shuddered and muttured to my bro, "These french anime (lol) shows always have p3nises and stuff."
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Sniper Job for Cripples
NON-DREAM NON-LUCID LUCID
I was walking with Rachel out of the school, and she was helping me out since I pulled my hamstring and the school had no crutches left. She was too damn busy texting and she almost ran into high schoolers. One of them asked, "HAHA! Are you two together! You're so little!" We both said "NO!" but Rachel added, "Not yet..." quietly to herself. "Wha! Not yet!? Well then when?" She stared and tapped at her phone. "Listen to me! We can cross now! HURRY UP!" She let go off me and ran across the street! "NO WAIT! Damnit..." I hobbled quickly across the street ignoring the looks I got from random streangers. The electronic sign on it read [WOMEN] in bold orange letters. Rachel was already gone, so I inched over into the parking lot. My friend told me to hop in his car and handed me a weapon. I shut the door behind me and he said, "I need you to shoot down that man. It has to be drive by, this guy's friends will chase after you." I nodded. My weapon was a sand camo light rifle with a short range scope. I pulled the trigger and it shot a nano bullet into the window. "What kind of gun is this?" I asked. He didn't answer. We started to drive and I rolled down the window. I aimed and shot his chest, and his friends started to chase us. We were already pretty far away, so I shot each of their feet as we drove away. A superviser from the school started to chase us with a phone in her hand.
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Dream Signs Missed:
(1) French nympho anime characters.
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(2) Walking home crippled with Rachel.
Rachel ignoring me while texting (her phone doesn't even work).
The big orange sign that read [WOMEN].
Getting a job as a sniper.
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Fragment: I am in English class and the teacher says we can watch a movie ONLY if we did our homework. I'm because I did my homework last week.

Law and Order Dream: I'm watching an episode of Law and Order. (I've been watching Law and Order non-stop on Netflix lately.) In the episode Olivia Benson is on the case of a man who is supposedly brainwashed into killing orcas. She believes him and as she is in his car she finds a book about how orcas stink and whales rule. She realizes that he has been pretending to be mind controlled so he could kill innocent orcas. I wake up.

I'm at a revival meeting in a school auditorium, only it's a circular stadium. A man is preaching. I become aware that my attendance at high school classes consists of going to one room, reading a chapter in a textbook, and then going to another room and doing the same. (A frequent theme in my dreams.) The revival preacher is saying things with which I don't agree. A protest group enters through a door in the upper section of the quadrant to my left, and I can see them waving signs and chanting. I don't remember what they were chanting, but I know I agreed with them and started clapping. People in the auditorium don't like me because I clearly am on the side of the protesters. I'm supposed to be clapping and cheering at the preacher and being silent when the protestors enter. But that's not the way I honestly feel.

I speak out during the meeting and ask why they think it would be wrong to grow a new kidney for me from my own stem cells, especially after I've given one of mine to an ailing relative. They don't have an answer other than to tell me it's sinful and selfish for me to want one. Then when they're done ridiculing me to make an example of me, they start with a beautiful ballad-style song, sung by a lovely young-church-lady soprano with shorter, conservatively coiffed hair, about how important it is to be selfless and giving and to show the Lord's mercy, especially toward anyone who was different.

I get up and leave at that point, done with the hypocrisy. I go into the hall and realize I don't have my shoes. I see myself in a mirror as a beautiful older woman, but without shoes. I start to slide along the hallway and I suddenly have some kind of skate on. Then the floor becomes a kind of video game and there are images of electronic bricks getting in the way of my skates and trying to trip me up. Circumventing these bricks increases your score. I start skating expertly around the school - as if the hallways, which form a square, are a track - and one of the people watching says they'd love to see the blooper reel of when I started.

At this point the revival people, who are now ancient Roman rulers, come out and start a show. One of the exhibits is a man who has had a uterus implanted. He's four feet tall and they call him "Little Man". I open my big mouth and dare to ask why they'd told me a kidney implantation was impossible with me when they'd managed to implant an organ into this man that clearly didn't belong there. Then the uterus-man starts to skate too, as well as all the other spliced people, and they take over the track. I have to circumvent them while I'm skating.

09.01.2011

Skating fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm with an asian girl in a city. I'm helping her do some stunts on her skate, which had videogame-like controls. She doesn't want to continue but I tell her that she's just quitting without really trying. Then we hold hands in a really weird way for the next stunt. After that I vaguely remember dreaming about some guy who killed people who told others about lucid dreaming to keep it a secret.

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09.01.2011

In which man pays for his mistakes (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went to a place with my family where they had a virtual reality program that let you experience what it would be like if man had to pay for all of his mistakes (yeah, that's what the dream literally said) Don't rember mut about the actual experience but after it happened I started a new job as a bathroom cleaner. My aunt was also working as a bathroom cleaner and she told me everything about the job. After I'd learnt everything there is to know about cleaning bathroom a middle aged lady entered and refused to flush her toilet. She was also very rude so I started being a smartass and saying weird things about her shit.

The lady left angry but returned somewhat later as the head of the customer association and I had to go to the bosses office, where I was reprimanded.

After that I sort of wished that man really did have to pay for all of his mistakes and that's whenthe whole world really did go to shit (I think at some point of the dream I or my hole family had been given wishing powers), the apocalypse started to happen, buildings started coming downand some other things happened which I cannot remember. After that I vaguely remember getting into a gunfight with my family. Then we got into a car and had to drive to safety before the sun came up or we'd all burn to death on the way a car from the gunfight started shoting at us but we managed to avoid it.

We arrived at a weird factor where a man stole our powers and did a jedi mind trick on us to make us forget. After some more driving we arrived at a safe town where there was no technology. At this point my family momentarily became the simpsons family and Lisa complained avout the breakfast that was some kind of weird vegetable but Bart said it was good and homer agreed.

In the end it turned out that I'd never left the virtual reality program from the beginning and that It had all been part of the experience. On the way out my brother told me that the whole adventure had been just like a movie he saw where the same sort of thing happened to two astronauts(here the dream shifts and I'm watching the movie)

Two astronauts hadn't made the cut for the next space mission, which had only places for eighteen people, but they'd been good enough that they were selected for special training for the next one. They had to live together for a while and they were told that they needed to have as much trust around each other as they did with their loved ones. The male astronaut said goodbye to his loved one, a beautiful tall blonde woman and entered a train with the female one, who happened to be a girl I'd seen around high school and I thought that I'd never known she was an actress.

Notes: Longest dream yet!

I jumped around from scene to scene, quite erratically. There seemed to be no explicit connection between locations, but I had felt that I was running important errands, like I was gathering necessary items, or accomplishing simple and seemingly mundane tasks. Although the tasks themselves looked mundane, I felt a deeper importance behind them. For a while I jumped between errands, none of them really stuck out in my mind. That was until I stood at the counter at some type of retail warehouse, and payed for some items as I spoke forgotten words to the female cashier. As I placed my items into my backpack, I noticed that my short red bong sat on the counter top a few feet away from the cash machine. I'm pretty sure the cashier noticed as I quickly rushed to hide the bong from sight, and placed it into the backpack before leaving the store. I felt worried that I could somehow be arrested or in trouble, just for having a bong in plain view.

I was on an indoor extreme rollercoaster with my family. This rollercoaster seemed familiar and definitely appeared in a previous dream, but I didn't go lucid. Before the ride began, I realized that my seat had no seat belt to strap me to the seat. Essentially I was sitting on a piece of wood. But the ride operator told me they had no time to give me a strap, and the perilous ride began. The ride sped up and down tracks of extreme angles and "high-tosses" - places where there were no tracks and the carriages had to fly over. I realized that not having a seat belt certainly made the ride more dangerous, but not impossible. Then came a section where carriages with seat belts were attached to and moved across a yellow rope. The bottom was void. Without a seat belt, I was tossed. My carriage flew away. At the last minute, I decided to reach my right arm up and grab the yellow rope. I triumphantly yelled, "Haha! I grabbed the rope! Suck on that! I would've died if I didn't!" I had to slowly climb the rope. Then I heard the people in the seatbelt carriages moving on to the next part of the ride. My brother's (or another male's) voice said, "I didn't realize it would be so STEEEEEEEEEEP!!!" as they fell down the steep edge. This phrase made me confirm that this scenario had been from a previous dream. I found out that without a carriage, I had to climb sideways onto a blue rope and manipulate a pulley somehow so I could carry on. On the way, though, I failed, and probably fell and died.

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I was in a hotel room with my family and extended family. A Japanese woman who I knew was the wife to one of my uncles (though she's Korean IRL, I perceived her as Japanese in the dream) was watching the international TV. I switched it to the Indian channel where many cubes with Indian-style patterns enlarged to fill the screen. I was thinking, "What if I could smoke one cigar in the bathroom?" The Japanese woman snapped, "What do you want?" I snapped back equally as angrily, thinking she was being racist towards the Indian channel. A mediator from the hotel suddenly burst into the room to mitigate the fight. He asked what was going on; walking to the bathroom, I said, "I wanted to smoke one cigar in the bathroom." Then I saw the no smoking sign on the bathroom door, and said, "Ohhh, right, no smoking in the bathroom!" My mother nodded and frowned disapprovingly.

A boring non-lucid fragment. :c (Sorry, had to delete the original because I forgot tags!)

I was outside in a field on top of a hill with my sister and a random old man. The old guy had us pull up a cart and ride it down the hill until the car exploded. He then came over and congratulated us for our hard work. I don't remember what happened next, but then I woke up.

I was in a bus with my friend and his sister. A couple of seats behind us was a kid who I always see doing floor wiping at Perth Wildcats basketball games, he was sitting next to a girl. Throughout the ride all 5 of us kept laughing at something. My friends' sister got called up to the front for some reason and she stood up the front smiling at us. My friend told me that he thinks the girl sitting behind us wet her pants. I turned around and she was sleeping, so I told my friend that.
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I was on my school's basketball courts. Someone I used to play basketball with had the ball outside and we were telling him to shoot from outside, he did, and the ball went all the way to the other court. So I went to get it and did a big sling throw to make the distance. When I got back my science teacher from year 10 asked me if I had tried out for some basketball team. I wasn't sure which team he was talking about but then remembered, and told him no.
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I was at a school camp, here are some things I remember happening:
- I found a huge piece of cheese on the ground, and on a table next to it was slices of cheese. I asked the teachers if we were going to be eating this and they just told me to put it back. I told them I wouldn't eat it as it was on the floor but still had to put it back. When I put it back the young teacher standing at the table asked me smiling if I was going to eat it. I told her no way, as it was on the floor.
- It was late and everyone was in bed. Earlier in the day I had seen two attractive girls from my primary school at the camp, so I thought I could have some fun with them. I went to the girls sleeping area and thought I saw them, so I went up and said, "I haven't seen you two in a while". Suddenly I realised it was other, less attractive girls from my school. All of the girls were now looking at me and I told them that they were the wrong girls a couple of times.
- After a while I realised I hadn't seen my roommate for a while, his stuff were still in his room though. I looked out the window and saw him standing outside with his friend. Later, I asked him where he had been the whole time and he said he was waiting for someone to arrive on a train.
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I asked my basketball teammate if he was going to play in our next game. He said that he would but has no one to take him. So I asked if he'd like me to take him and he said that would be awesome. So I got his phone number to ring up later.
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I was at a shop when I saw this guy from my school, he was walking with someone older. I started walking away but he kept following him. Something I did or said scared him so he walked off. I later saw my friend walking past in the shop.
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Sorry for my lack of details everyone, hard to remember.

1/8/10 - Water Slide (fragment)
Dream Non-dream Lucid

Something about a water park, I remember that some of my younger girl cousins were with me on an epic water ride, with a few drops so steep they were straight down. Apparently because I had no bathing suit, I went topless, which was super awkward.

That's all I remember.

I only remember bits and pieces of the dream I had last night. But I know I was in a car and it was nighttime. I felt this sense that everyone was in danger from something bad happening. At that point I saw all these streaks of fire in the sky like missiles being launched. It felt like the end of the world. But instead of missiles, I saw this huge light up Happy Star from Carl's Jr dropping out of the sky. And someone told me that instead of bombs being dropped, they were sucking up fast food signs and dropping them back down to the ground to cause destruction. I was scared, but somehow I felt that whatever this was about wasn't going to affect me.

Dream - Lucid

My dad and I were driving up a snowy mountain in his car, with my mom and brother driving behind us. It was daytime, I think. We saw a lot of wildlife. We came across some deer as we turned a corner, one looking kind of cartoonish and very cute. It was a fawn.
"Look, it's Bambi!", said my dad.
Then, there were black bears in front of us. HUGE black bears. One reared up on his hind legs and roared. We reached the end of the trail, and my dad got out to go look at the bears. He came back with a mangled sleeve and huge gashes in his arm from where a bear had attacked him. It wasn't bleeding, and he was walking around like it was nothing. We knew we had to get him to a hospital. My mom drove up, and my friend Leigh was in the car with her and my brother. Leigh was sitting in the passenger's side. I decided that I needed my iPod before we went to the hospital, since everyone else had theirs. We were then back at home suddenly, and my best friend Mk pulled into the garage in her blue Mustang between my parents' two cars (in waking life there's a pillar there, and definitely no room for a third car). We thought she had gone back to North Carolina for school the day before. She was wearing the clothes I last saw her in in waking life, a sweatshirt from her school, and black sweatpants.
"Sorry!", she said.
I got my iPod.

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I was at a wedding ceremony of the Maymars? I had an invitation to the ceremony in my hands. It was outside and I was sitting in the front row. I remembered more of this one, but I didn't write it down immediately, so it has been forgotten. -_-

I thought this was worth noting. I had a dream about Colm last night. We were, at one point, in the midst of the physical act. It was very vivid; I physically felt every sensation. And that was strange, because in real life, the sexual act is usually physically extremely painful to me. Here there was no pain, only love and an indescribable, beautiful connection. The one I felt with him when I was with him in Mexico. He is one of only two people with whom I have felt that kind of connection.

It's nice to be able to see what the big deal about the penetration phase of sexual intercourse is all about, even if it's only a dream. It's also nice to have a break from my nightmares. I suppose my mind needed the respite. I am also at the onset of menopause, and have likely had that in the back of my mind as well.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Actually I'm tired and grumpy. I didn't get very much sleep.

04.30: Sleep

11.00: Bookstore
I'm in a car with my three friends G, Felix and Eric. It's dark outside and we're infront of a bookstore. G has something he has to do in there and tells me to go knock. I get out of the car and walk up to the door. It's completely dark in the store but I still knock. Nothing happens for a long time. The door opens after some time and its getting brighter. I get in and start looking at a few books. I want to find an old book I had when I was a kid, it was about a new planet and surviving and stuff. I only find alot of "Wheel of Time" books and two other interesting ones. I grab those two and hand them to the girl behind the register.

"That'll be 18 kr" she tells me. I am amazed by how cheap they are. I hand her a 20 kr bill. She hands me way too much change back and I decide to keep my mouth shut, greedy bastard that I am. I push my way through a long queue to another register and meet up with Eric and G. "Hey dude, I bought you a book!" I tell Eric, he doesn't read. "Just take it atleast, I don't care if you read it" I say in hopes of him actually reading it. "Actually I know you won't, so I'll just keep it" I say and keep the book.

11.00: Rich dad
I'm walking down the road in the summer. I don't know why, but I was about to get a blowjob. A girl positions takes my hand and leads me further up the street. She positions me ontop of a few cut tiles. She takes one and puts it under my legs so that I will be in the best position. "Oh wait, I just gotta pee" I say as I notice my bladder's full. I run across the street to a couple of trees. My dad is sitting in a park and he smiles at me. I walk up to the mountain and takes a piss. Afterwards I can hear my dad talking to someone. I start climbing the mountain and I almost fall off as my nice black shoes won't get a proper grip.

I step on a fire ant nest and get up on the thing. Suddenly I'm not on a mountain anymore, but I still am. I can hear two of our master chef's arguing about something. I spot several plates filled with cakes and cookies and I realise I'm up on the attic. The younger one of the two women starts speaking "Remember that I am the boss now, not you" and she stalks off. My dad is really depressed and I get kinda sad for him, all that money but no happiness. I find a very nice coffee cup that I grab and climb down to my dad. I greet him and we start talking. I mention a czech hockey player. "Is he good?". "Yeah, we played once but we didn't get along" he tells me.

12.00: Fragments
*I'm looking at a map of Sweden. I can see several big houses with labels on there. Rich family houses. The next scene I'm at a table reading a newspaper about some old rich guy who died. There are a few rich people at the table aswell.

*My friend Felix tells me he's together with a chick he's been hitting on. They haven't met yet.

12.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements before bed: Nothing

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Not dream Non lucid Lucid
4:30-10:00 PM
While trying to do a MILD during a nap, I successfully slipped from half-wake to dream state. First accidental WILD. I was relaxing and had a hypnagogic hallucination that I was hovering just above my bed. Then a dream scene enveloped me and I was instantly lucid without dreamsigns/RC's. Little to no rush. I was in a small dark beige-colored room with a door in front of me. It lasted 5 seconds before I turned to face another wall and slowly realized the wall was my bedroom ceiling.

Reading web news about Syn making a choice to leave A7X. "My Quit or ??? Departure". Talking about them moving base between 2 cities and Syn's difficulty with that.

1:00-4:00 AM
I learned about stabilization on DVChat and vowed to try it in my next LD.

4:00 AM - 10:00 AM
Longest LD I've ever had to date - felt like around an hour. I don't remember much of the plot, only fragments of the whole dream, which I'm sure is 1 dream. I got lucid in a walled area, but forgot how (no RC's or dreamsigns, and no rush.) When I became lucid, I realized I had to stabilize and maniacally touched the walls and floor. It worked! The dream felt stable. I spun around to make sure the dream lasted and it did. (I went on touching floors and walls in the rest of the dream to prolong it. At one point I remember yelling "Stabiliiiiize~~!!" when I reached an indoor room and started pawing the walls.) I left the building into an open field and started successfully doing control. I made the ground turquoise and the clouds red. (Though I thought "sky: red", only the clouds turned red.) I did many more color changes that I can't remember. Most amazingly though was telekinesis. I could make small objects rise with mind command, and with what I now call a "finger flick" (a flick of my left index), make them fly in the pointed direction.
Next bits are bits and pieces of what I did in the dream in no plot order.
- I succeeded summoning Gates! I was in a computer lab of some sort and used passive control. I believed and knew he was sitting in the row behind me. I turned and there he was. (In the attire of the purple lazer pic) I went to him and tried to think of a good opening line, and told him I was looking for someone named Synyster Gates. Crafty bitch pointed to a midget bent old lady and said she was Synyster Gates. I had no idea what to say. He took me to her and we were brought out of the room. I later brought her back but Gates was gone.

-A game show where people had some cards in front of them. I turned invisible and used telekinesis and the finger flick to chuck the cards around.

-I teleported myself backstage to an A7X concert.

-I showed off telekinesis/finger-flick skills to Wong Lee and others. Victoria wasn't too impressed. I remember walking on an expansive field and walking onto a construction site on a gigantic red squishy tomato where Ivy was working. I left and worried if I should wake up, since I thought I was asleep at school during lunchtime and was probably missing some classes. But I thought it would be a waste, so I spun and continued. Victoria came over and I told her I was in a dream and showed telekinesis (failed on large objects, succeeded on small). She asked me about the major project and I said "Later" but felt bad for procrastinating. I went into an apartment bottom with her and used the finger flick to make a fan on the ceiling spin so quickly it lighted up. Lotty was there too and warned that it was releasing sparks. While exclaiming, I got hit with the falling sparks - it stung.

-A domestic helper I didn't recognize talked about a new bra. My mom told me she'd bought a new pushup. I used passive control to make my boobs bigger and wore the new grey pushup.

Wake.

Notes:
Longest, best-control LD to date (b/c of stabilization techniques). First attempt at and success at stabilization.
Dream accomplishments: Stabilization, significant passive control, summoning person, large-scale color change, telekinesis.

I am playing basketball, but the ball is one used for dodge ball. I think nothing of this because it still bounces and can be used to toss into a net. Mr. C is playing on my team. There are way too many people playing. We almost always have the ball, rather, I almost always have the ball. It seems to be deflating, and sticking to my hand! It is getting annoying. I am about to toss the ball to Mr. C when I wake up.