lucid

Had lucidity for a little while before losing it. I forgot exactly when I had it and what I did with it, but I used it to set up control for when I was non-lucid. It was a mine craft themed dream with better graphics and I had .mod commands for the rest of the dream. I made a fort with secret rooms and trap doors and portals to the ground. I spent a lot of time trying to summon a girl, I was successful, but couldn't get further than that.

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Before I went to sleep I did my prayer to my guardian angel and asked for him to come in a dream.

So last night I had 4 dreams I can recall.

1)I'm with christian and his sister steph. We are in the states in a park , beside me is D. We looked so happy together, i could not forget her smile. She said "Hey the traffic light is red, we should wait".
PS: there was no traffic light.

-I'm pretty sure that this was a metaphor, she's my crush and I believe that the dream means to wait a bit, it still isn't our time and that when the moment comes we might be together.

I wake up because I hear my dad waking up for work at 5 a.m, I try to dield but fail, next dream appears.

2) I'm a pest exterminator, I'm with my co workers at a big house, we are in the back yard and we cut down a tree because it had a lot of bee hives. Everything was ok, we killed some bees on that tree and we went around the house to exit the place, when I saw a very shocking image. There were around 5 HUGE bee hives on the houses roof and anjother tree next to it and all of them had the biggest bees you could imagine, an adults finger size bees. We were only 3 and we panicked, inside the house there were dead cows. We could here our radio saying that the bees from this place ate the cows and they had 12 dead cows in there. I saw a bee from close up, it still creeps me to think about it, the bee was disgusting with cow blood on it, I got really scared cus they ate meat. , i woke up.

3) I'm in the water with 3 other friends. We're swimming towards the shore when I see a huge shark come at us, I scream to swim faster, the shark ate a friend of mine. We swam fast , my other friend was in front of me and a shark swam past me to go eat him, the shark was about to bite him but I got him from the tail and threw him with super strength back to the deep ocean. We got to the shore and there was a baseball game going on. Barry bonds was up to hit the ball, there were 3 players on bases, if he made a homerun his team won. first try: strike, second: strike, third: (I imagined him hitting the ball so hard he made a record) and so he did, he hit a homerun like never before, his team won, i woke up.

This time i remembered to Dield and it worked.
4)I'm inside a van, next to me is my mom and i don't know who is driving. we passed by a park that had a public gym. We get to a restaurant and as i get of the car i tell my mom i'm dreaming, she calls me crazy and insane. I do a RC and yep i'm aware. At the entrance of the restaurant there is a huge muscular guy with a girl , he's yelling " whoever can kick my ass i'll pay them" so i told my mom to look at this, i tapped him on the shoulder and when he turned to look at me I punched him so hard i could feel how his nose went threww his skull.
I started with my objective, and called out loud "Hey gabriel please come!! (gabriel is my angels name), I turned around and saw a boy coming up to me on his bycicle, he gets off his bike and comes to me, he had Ians face from Smosh
(I'm sure he had this appearance to look friendly) ,I said:
-Are you him?
-he replied
-Yes, i'm gabriel
his brown hair started glowing and turned white and his eyes also glowed and turned white!, then he turned normal again.
He proceeds talking about my dad, he said that my dad needs a lot of motivation and moral hel because of his job. In his current job everything happens to him, his car breaks down, he loses his papers, his boss is a dick, he barely sleeps 4 hours =/. I asked him
-why does this happen to my dad?
he said
-it's his destiny.
I was very shocked, that sucks... and then gabriel spots something in the distance, he says
-don't be scared, don't panic
There were 2 demons walking on the road and heading towards ud. The demons had red skin and a raptor like head. A third one appeared and they were getting closer. I said:
-Gabriel this is freaking me out, I'm gonna wake up i can't see this.
he said
-no, don't be scared I got this.
Gabriel went in front of me acting like a human shield, he started to do some movements with his hand (I thinks prayers), One demon dissapeard. The other two were more close and flew above us, I fell on the ground and gabriel went on top of me to cover me. I asked him
-Hey this is a dream, can i call holy mary?
he didn't reply because he was busy doing his things. I closed my eyes and at this point I was more scared. I yelled in my head for holy mary to appear, I opened my eyes and I was in a new dream scene.
I WAS STILL DREAMING. In this new scene i had just woken up from the lucid I just had. I was layin on a bed and remembering the lucid dream that just happened and I was shocked. Then I woke up for real.

01-04-2013 -- [This one contained a bit of everything, failed dream checks, eventually becoming lucid, the switch from writing my dreams on envelopes to using a fully proper dream journal again for the first time in years (bought two weeks ago), remembering several other recent dreams in the dream ... all kinds of great things.]

Out somewhere with Dale, seems to be a shopping mall. People are gathering around in the area, and taking seats in much the same area we are. It seems some sort of show or presentation is about to take place. Some people start talking to us, but whatever we're waiting for never seems to actually happen. There is one lady here who seems to be an interpreter for the deaf, who is talking in sign language, and Dale is replying the same way. Odd.

Her pants are half-undone, and her underwear is peaking out, yet oddly she seems to be wearing sweats. This is the first point where I start wondering if this might be a dream. The thing ends, and Dale disappears. I'm wondering where he might have gone to. I walk a little bit south, and end up taking a seat on a curb, waiting for Dale to turn up again. Instead, Dave D, a childhood friend, wanders up, recognizes me, and starts a conversation.

We talk for a while, and he eventually morphs into a high school friend, Chris V. I am getting kind of hungry, and want something to snack on, so I reach into my pocket and bring out a small brown sack. It turns out this contains the jawbreakers I bought a couple of days ago in this dream. They aren't very good, have kind of part dissolved, and are rather sticky. Yuck. Won't make jawbreakers there again!

Chris is drinking a beer, and I continue to talk to him. He reaches the point of having to go to the bathroom, but for some reason he doesn't want to get up, so he just kind of hauls it out and starts peeing on the ground and himself, still chatting away like nothing is happening. As it starts to spread, I grab my backpack and put it on my shoulder to keep it, and my new dream journal, dry. After he is done, he stands up and walks away without a word. Very strange.

His pool of pee is still spreading, so I step off the curb and start to walk across the street. I pass some people carrying a bag with the Carl's Jr logo on it, and wonder if I am back in California? On the other side of the street, there is a kind of courtyard, so I take a seat on a bench that is maybe 30 or 35 feet in from the street. I am far enough back that I am afraid nobody will find me.

But just a minute or two later, Dale walks right up to me, and we start walking and talking, back to the area where the dream first started. I tell him this weird situation I just ran into with Dave ... erm ... I mean Chris. Wait a minute.... As I realize Dave turned into a Chris, I really ask myself if I am dreaming, and try to push a couple of my fingers through my palm. Nothing happens. So I guess I am not dreaming.

Dale and I are in Disneyland Paris, and I ask him where we are going now. "Don't say Fantasyland, please ... from here, that's the furthest place in the whole park!" His reply is that he thinks the furthest place in the park from here is actually Splash Mountain, which is the other direction. I don't argue with him, but I know a short-cut to Splash, which begins right about where we are. But it seems we are walking to Fantasyland.

We reach the new Orleans Square type of area (which actually doesn't exist in Disneyland Paris) and find ourselves standing outside the Phantom Manor. The line is quite long, stretching outside the queue, so we probably won't go on that. Somehow we find ourselves listening to an argument involving different cast members and guests about homosexuality, and I'm not getting involved with the conversation, but can't help but think it is not something to argue about in the middle of a theme park.

Dale has disappeared again. I glance at the line, and he isn't there. I glance in the direction we were walking, and he is nowhere in front of me. I have no idea where he has gotten to. I continue walking, hoping to find him, and pull out my cell phone to give him a call, but my cell phone keeps cutting out. Just then I get a call, but it isn't from him. It is from a performer at the Adventurers Club that was trying to warn me off her in a previous dream [might have been in this dream, though I didn't remember the warning off bit when I was typing up the dream]. We're arguing about how strong a weak a person she is, but again the call keeps breaking up, so the conversation can't really get anywhere.

By this point, I am now deep into Fantasyland, near the very end of the park. There has still been no sign of Dale, but I am trying to push both my cell phone and its charger back in my pockets, when I find the wires running from my pocket to another guy's hands. He was trying to pick my pocket and got caught. He tries to act nonchalant, but really, how caught in the act can you get?

As I continue walking, a couple of other people are trying to steal things from me, and I am starting to get worried. I remember reading about how bad the pickpockets are in some tourist areas in Europe, and moment by moment I am carrying more and more stuff, which would make me easier and easier to steal from. I think I now have a video game system in my hands, as well, or maybe a microwave. Very bulky.

I've now managed to wander right out of the theme park, into a residential street, and since there were no limiting gates or turnstiles, I am hoping it is a residential area for cast members. But whatever it is, I obviously don't belong here. I turn around and start back for the archway that I just walked through to exit the park. But there are now several punks trying to steer me off the path, and away from the gate, to somewhere they can mug me for my stuff, since pickpocketing hasn't succeeded. I push past them, and force my way back into the park.

I find myself being followed by Pluto, who it turns out was one of the 'people' trying to pickpocket me (find myself thinking of one of the Capital Steps parodies, 'You're a Pest'), but now that we're back in the park, he has to behave. I need to use the restroom by this point, so I go into one, and find they have very, very large stalls, but with very low partitions, so while in them, you can see the rest of the restroom. I remember something about people reaching under stall doors to steal stuff, so I am trying to set down all my stuff far enough away from the stall door that it is safe.

Again, I have more and more stuff with me, including my backpack, my dream journal, a towel, extra clothes, more electronics. It almost seems to be multiplying. Others are now walking in, and some of them are women. I again start to wonder if I am dreaming, since this is one of my common dream situations, but I think 'I'm in Paris. They could have some unisex bathrooms. As long as there is no nudity where I can see it, this probably isn't a dream.' Then one of the ladies takes off her top, and we've got boobs!

I notice a sound, glance down, and notice I am peeing on the floor, facing away from the toilet, watching these people. I turn around and finish my business, while thinking more and more that I am dreaming. I try pushing my fingers through my palm, and again it doesn't work. Then I remember a recent dream where I proved I was dreaming by looking at my hand, where my fingers were damaged, wrinkled, bent at weird angles, or even cut off, and I bring my hand up to my face and stare at it.

It looks perfectly normal. I continue to stare, and as I do, it seems to wrinkle and whither slightly, but not enough to prove I am dreaming. Then suddenly, my fingers and thumbs start to stretch and morph, and I am suddenly turning into Edward Scissorhands, and am terrified, wondering what I am going to do ... then I start to laugh and it registers ... yup, I know I am dreaming now! Time to have some fun! And I immediately wake up.

I'm talking to a friend of mine before entering a hospital. I see myself lying on my left side in the hospital bed and I'm sleepy, but I can hear that nurses are talking about me. At that moment I feel that someone is naked in my bed. I open my eyes and a naked man goes running out of the room. I wake up.
I do not move in bed to try to continue the dream. Almost immediately I enter a scene where I'm playing a Puzzle Town. I'm building high towers and imagine how they would look if they were real. Then something interesting happens. The towers appear on a television screen and are not only towers but buildings, a complete city. I think in the dream that what I was seing were hypnagogic images. But then I think they were very stable and therefore I was dreaming.


Realizing that I'm dreaming I get out of the hospital bed and head for the door but before I had to wrestle with something that I was preventing me from oppening the door. When I opened the door the dream began to fade so I started to rotate. And the scene changed. I was in my backyard in Cuba. But it was not as it is now a two-story house. It was the old colonial house where I was born. Immediately I began to experiment. I put my attention on a piece of clear plastic hanging in the yard to see if its appearance was "real" and to be honest, looked perfectly real.

Then I remembered how hard it is to read something in a dream and look for anything written and this time it was difficult to read something twice. The text looked similar but not exact. What I remember most about this dream was a feeling of Solitude. The courtyard was empty and no one was living in the house. It was as if the whole thing was nothing but the past.
Then I woke up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a lucid yesterday that I never wrote down. It wasn't much at all, but the competition is on and I have to stop slacking so here it is.

23.00: Sleep

11.00: Driving like crazy DILD
I'm in a jeep with my boss. We're driving around my hometown in a neighbourhood with lots of houses. He's driving and we're going way over the speed limit. He pulls the handbrake and slides a bit. "Woohoo!" he says and I think it's funny even though I'm a bit scared. Soon we're going impossibly fast. The road ahead is straight and leads to another road crossing it. He floors it and we must be going 200 km/h. I can see a ramp on the other side made out of snow. We basicly fly over the road crossing, hit the ramp and fly through the air over the forest. [B]"This is impossible!" I yell out while holding on for dear life. After a few seconds we land on the front of the car and starts to slide backwards on the two front wheels. "Alright this can't be happening, this has to be a dream" I say. The car slams down into the ground and I get out. "Yeah this is definitely a dream" I say and look around. We're in the forest and my boss and his wife gets out of the car behind me. I look around for a second before the dream fades.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! My lucidity rate is going up. Awesome!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Ok so after 2 months or so, I finally have another lucid dream. Since after summer, I've been busy with high school so it's even tougher to have LD's now because I have to wake up early for school. It was weird that I had this one... Anyways, like the title says, it's really short. I remember literally just a few seconds. You know how clocks don't work in a lucid dream? Well that happened here. I've had a few LD's a long time ago where the clocks didn't work, but they weren't digital, they had hands. I had really always wondered how a digital clock would be in a LD considering that I never saw one in a LD before. Well, I found my answer here. I remember just tilting my head up in the LD to look at my digital clock, which, oddly enough, was on the opposite side of where it should be, like my whole room was mirrored. The clock didn't have any legible time on it. To give you an idea of what it looked like... It did have numbers on it, where every number on a digital clock should be. Except... All of the numbers were changing at a really high speed. They were just... scrambling, I guess.

"It is very late night. I am standing on the 7th floor of my apartment. Nobody is there but just me. Suddenly I become self aware that i am dreaming. As usual as a beginner lucid dreamer I got excited and my dream starts shaking. I realized that I am waking up. I remembered the technique that I read to attain lucidity and to have the most vivid kind of a dream; to rub my hands and to focus on its palms. I started rubbing my hands to feel the physical presence of my body. And it worked! The dream stopped shaking and i looked up, and when i looked up the floor was so vivid that it was like the waking reality! All the details: lights, the ground, the railing and the stairs, all was pellucid. I was stunned. Obviously there was no time to lose. First I tried to perform moving objects with my hands. I focused on a ball and tried to raise it up in the air. First it didn't worked. But with more affirmation i tried again and the ball raised up in the air with the motion of my hand! Then I went near the one of the railing. Telling myself that i can fly, i jumped! This time the jump was not 'down' but i started flying! I was floating above my building and within seconds was up above, very high. I was going forward looking down at the beautiful sight. It was the sight I can never forget. But as I was floating not flying, I did this. I pushed my hand forward with my fists closed like superman and i took off at super sonic speed. Flying and looking down at the most amazing sight i had ever scene. It was something know one can understand. I then imagined that now Pakistan would end and Canada would start showing up. And it happened. The buildings started to change into very tall ones with snow everywhere. The scene got even more beautiful. I got so exited that the dream started shaking and i woke up. But i woke up in another dream! 'A DREAM WITHIN a DREAM'. In that dream i was telling everyone about this dream and also telling them about this art of Lucid Dreaming. While explaining them i said something to my family that i would never forget 'All you need to do is to ask yourself if this is a dream? So that you become aware. Do it now to ask about this world as if its real or still a dream? But of course you wouldn't believe me cause it not a dream...' And in real i was actually dreaming!"

See so it was all the will power of my concious mind that its my dream and that i can change anything.

'I guess I thought that the dream space would be all about the visual. But it's more about a feel of it. My question is what happens when you start messing with the physics of it all...?
~Ariadne, Inception'

That's it i started messing with its physics.
I filed at super sonic speed that most of the lucid dreaming find it very hard. And i did something that very few of them have the guts to do it i.e changing the DREAM-SCAPE. I can't wait to have my next lucid dream.

Whenever i remember this dream it feels like it was not a dream. That i was actually there and I had once flown in my life :p

'They say we only use a fraction of our brain's true potential. Now that's when we're awake. But when we're asleep, our mind can almost do anything.
~Cobb, Inception'

DreamLucidAwake

Angel Falls TOTY

I lost stability in the last dream and woke up. I used it as an opportunity to perform a DEILD. I wanted to go back into the dream I was just in because I realized the place would be very good for the Angel Falls task of the year. I rolled over and tried to think of the scene of the last dream I was in. For some reason a scene from a dream I had the night before came to mind though. When I went into the dream, I ended up in that scene instead. The scene was a house next to a river that had been wrecked by a dragon. It was a cool dream so I might write it tomorrow.

I was in the dream, in the wrecked house, and I was lucid. I looked around and realized that this place wasn't where I wanted to be. I was tempted to stay in this scene and continue from where I left off the night before. I thought about it for a moment, but decided that I should do a task of the year. I gathered some energy in my hand and made a swiped at the space in front of me. This swipe ripped open a hole in space-time and jumped in. The portal took me to the void. While thinking of the scene from the previous dream, I opened up another portal while focusing my memory on it. I jumped through the new portal and fell into the new scene.

I was on top of a mountain now. It was very flat and open there. I could hear the rumbling of the waterfall, so I walked towards it. I looked over the edge of the cliff and saw a rain forest below and a river running through it. Next to me was the waterfall which I assumed was Angel Falls. At the bottom of it was a large pool of water that emptied into the river.

My task was to jump off of Angel Falls. So I simply did that. I jumped off the cliff and into the waterfall. I slid along the outside of the waterfall as I fell. I landed in the pool of water at the bottom, which was very deep. I went down pretty far below the surface. Luckily I can breathe underwater in dreams. The pool of water was surprisingly calm.

I swam back up towards the surface as quickly as I could. As I got closer, I noticed there were a few people swimming in the water. When I came to the surface, I looked at them. I recognized one of them as River, my dream guide. River was excited to see me and impressed by my jump. I can't really remember the actual conversation though.

On land, I saw a couple men loading some crates onto a truck. They seemed suspicious to me I guess. I used the dragon morph on my eyes to give myself dragon vision. Dragon sight gave me the ability to see auras/energies. When I looked at the crates, I noticed that there were a few shadow men stuffed inside. It seemed like they were trapped inside, which I thought was hilarious, but it was also very strange. Something just as strange in of the crates was a large bell. The reason I thought it was strange was because only magical or living things should have an aura.

I started swimming over towards the shore so I could question those guys about it. As I was swimming over, I heard a roar and looked up at the sky. I saw a large group of dragons flying over us. It was just like the group of dragons in the dream I had the night before. A dragon then came down from over the mountain and landed on a nearby rock. I could tell it was about to breathe fire at us. I immediately grabbed River and dove under the water. The fire hit the water, but we were safe. A few seconds later the dragon just flew off and forgot about us.

I rose back up to the surface with River and swam to the shore. The men with the crates were now gone. I chose to chase after the dragons. I called to River for her to follow me and ran into the rain forest. I just kept on running in the general direction that the dragons were flying. I wasn't running through the forest for long before the dream destabilized and I woke up.

(Non-lucid)I was in a regular dream in this backyard of someone's house where people were dressed up for homecoming(school dance) and people from my school were standing on this wooden boat step-thing posing for pictures. For some reason I can't remember who my date was but this girl from my school named Kassidy texted me but I did not want to talk to her. I look behind me I see some sophomores still half dressed trying to put on the rest of their clothes for the pictures. I walk up onto the boat behind everyone.

The dream is lost and I'm in paralysis in my bed. I'm thinking how bizarre that last dream was so I go back into that regular dream and everything plays through again the same way and I go back into paralysis in my bed. At this point I'm trying to get my body free but remember I can't move. I conclude that I want to roll out of bed this time, so I roll and land at the foot of my bed in a lucid dream.

(Lucid) I stand up in my room and sort of notice this is my lucid world but jump back onto my bed. Then I think 'wait this is a dream let's go explore' so I walk out of my room. I keep looking at my hands to keep stability and as I walk down my stairs I start to think I might lose the dream but it stays. I turn the corner still looking at my hands to walk into the kitchen. I see that there are flashing blue lights against the walls but then assume it's from the T.V. since there aren't any other lights on. When I walk in I sense someone to my left, so I slowly look and it's some guy I don't know. He's probably 5'7'' has buzzed brown hair and stubble. Then I turn to my right to see people laying on my living room couch. A kid named Austin from my school is laying under a blanket asleep and someone else is on the other side. There's also a chair in my living room corner that's big enough to sleep in so I walk over there to see my friend Katharine laying under a blanket with her head out. She looks up at me and I get this strange feeling that she wants to get with me. No... this isn't why I started to lucid dream again... but the temptation. Without realizing it my arm is already placed on the top of her back and I feel she's naked. I start to run it down her back and grab her ass... then I keep going under until I feel her zone and she gives out the most seductive moan like she's been waiting forever to be touched...
Then I woke up.

so for some reason, i knew i was dreaming so i had spaghetti in my hand (wth) so then i was walking out of the house, so my mom said to me "finish the spaghetti" so i still walked out, but for some reason, the spaghetti was gone... so i continued walking... so then i went into some place with a guy, he was talking about a shooting about a guy who shot is friend, so when i walked in, he randomly assumed it was me so then he shot me XD so everything was black for about 1 minute so then i got up and ran out of the place while he was chasing me, so i jumped off a clift, and holy *** it was amazing, i was flying! so then i flew into this place full of people, so i said "EVERYONE MOVE!!" so then everyone moved.. for some reason, in the dream my name was SkrillMau5... so someone said skrillmau5 is awesome so then i jumped out the window and flew over this steep clift, you know that feeling you get after a steep drop on a rollercoaster? you wouldn't believe how epic that felt in this dream! XD so then i fell into a car and starting driving, i knocked a guy off the road his car exploded (LOL) so then we were driving steep steep ALMOST VERTICAL i felt like i was gonna fall out of the car XD so then i was driving in the most illogical place ever... (upside down) so then i felt like i was gonna fall out of the car so then i woke up. THE END. :D

It's so damn long ago I had a reason to make a DJ entry, but finally here is one, even if it's not much.

I was in a room that looked kinda like the cellar in my tertiary home (M), but it was brighter, cleaner and more colorful. I was there with my girlfriend and we were talking about something. I totally randomly pinched my nose and 2 seconds later I realized that I could breathe through the pinched nose and what that means, so I repeated the check and got lucid.
I immediately wanted to try and pull my "real" girlfiend into the person in front of me, hence start a session of shared dreaming. She seemed to be interested doing other things but I still tried, woke up a short time after that though.

WBTB 3:30-4:30
Little over 100MG Caffeine
Trouble getting back to sleep
5MG Melatonin
WILD fail - SSILD
Interruptions

115 TOTY Fail - Roman Colosseum - DILD

I am in the living room watching TV and playing on a tablet. I couldn't go back to sleep after my WBTB to I just got up and went to the living room. I notice it is light outside and the girls wake up and come into the living room. I wonder how long I have been up since 3:30AM. I look at a clock. Even though it is day light outside it's only 3:35am.

I tell the girls it's too early and they should go back to bed. I walk into the bathroom and go pee. Am I am peeing I think how my WBTB was 3:30AM so it should be much later. I shrug it off and think maybe I was wrong. For some reason I start thinking about how I need to fish that tablet out of the tank of the toilet. Then, I forget about it and flush the toilet.

I notice I have 4 arms. Two are free but the others are trapped under my shirt and shorts. I can see my hands coming out of the bottom. I can feel my free arms like normal but the two that are trapped feel dead and not apart of me. For a brief moment I think maybe its my wife hugging me from behind and I get a little "happy". I quickly realize it is not her. I struggle a bit and then I realize that this is just too weird and I become lucid. I laugh at the arm situation but the fact that this is a dream seems impossible at first. All I can think is that I just peed and it all felt so real. I decide not to worry about what that might mean in the waking world. I forget about my arms.

I want out of the house. I turn around and see a full window. I notice this window should be in the girls room not the bathroom. I shrug it off and dive through the glass. The top half of me pushes through fine but I get stuck at the waist. I tell myself the glass is not there and push down from the outside with my hands. I grunt as my waist and legs slowly come free. I come outside and land on my hands. I quickly get up and notice how It seems like dawn or dust but is the light well enough to see fine. (Small victory for an easy exit and light!)

Now I am standing outside. This part of my yard and driveway look normal. I don't focus on it too much but the neighborhood looks about right too. I think how I want to do the Rome TOTY. I need to teleport so first, I try to rip a whole in the fabric of this reality. I reach up in front of myself and make a tearing motion with my hands. I try to imagine the scene ripping like paper and opening into a dark void. I thought I saw something for a second but it was like trying to imagine something while awake. Nothing would happen. I felt really stupid making hand motions in the air so I thought to try something else.

I tried to spin to see if the scene would change. Every thing blurred in motion and then went dark. I fell to my hands and knees. I was not happy but told myself not to worry. Just wait and try to imagine a Roman Colosseum. I waited sightless feeling the ground with my hands, straining to see something.

After a moment, I see I am back in my front yard. There is a large red truck with a camper shell parked on the street. I think of how I used a "vehicle" in the September TOTM to travel. I decide to make this work. I hurry around the side of the truck. I feel rushed as I have no idea how much time I have. I pull on the driver side handle. Unlocked, Yes!

I don't even look at the ignition because I worry that I won't see a key. I reach and expect to feel it there. It is. I start the truck. I focus on the street outside so that I keep focused and don't loose my vision again. I feel around the steering wheel for buttons. I push random ones like in Sept TOTM and say, "Roman Colosseum." I see the buttons light up but nothing happens. I push the gas and expect to see light blur and streak like a Star Trek warp but, to my disappointment, the engine just revs.

I say, "OK,We will do this Back-To-The-Future style." I throw the shifter into drive and punch the gas. I see the street in front of me begin to darken but I just focus on the speedometer. I don't see any numbers but I have and idea of where 88 MPH is. I repeat "Roman Colosseum" over and over as I accelerate. The engine is making a horrible noise like the truck has no muffler. I find it odd but ignore it. As I am waiting to reach speed as the dream fades to black and I wake up.

100mg 5-HTP 1 hour before bed + WBTB4+hrs.

I had a false awakening in some random house, it was dark but had just enough light for me to see around. I believe it was really early in the morning. I woke up and walked around and for some reason just knew [COLOR="#FF0000"]I was dreaming, I verified with a reality check and when I saw my index finger pass through my knuckle it confirmed my suspicions. I leaned against the wall and started to just casually enjoy the fact that I was dream, then I heard a voice in my head say "شرب السجائر" which means smoke a cigarette. I didn't have a pack of cigarettes, so I just snapped my fingers and a cigarette spawned in my hands. Then I noticed i didn't have a lighter and used my palm as a match pad and lit the cigarette by striking it on my palm in a swiping fashion. I started smoking and just walked around and found a door leading outside, I opened it and saw a metropolis-style city on a mountainside, beside me was a guard rail for the stairs leading down. I leaned against the guard rail, finished my cigarette in one breath, grabbed the railing with my hands, and hung my self upside down with my legs supporting me and just started at the sky. Above me was a gigantic super-sized highway that went over all of the towers and buildings in the city. I noticed some graffiti on its supporting column but can't remember what it said. I just enjoyed the crystal clear view and my dream eventually just started to blur out for no reason[/COLOR] and it was gone. This all probably lasted about 5 minutes.

It started in a time of quake and fear. Everyone was inside homes protecting themselves from the creatures that lurked outside. These creatures would kill anyone they have their eyes on. The weather was rainy outside but not so much of it. I stood in a room with the rest a lot other people waiting for an absolution.

I took no refuge here, instead I went out and searched areas out of curiosity. Then something happened. There was a dog to my left coming towards me. It was a big one, almost as big as a tiger, but I stood my ground and prepared to dodge and attack. The dog ran past me and attacked someone else standing behind me instead. A perfect time for me to escape back in to the building of refuge!

When I made it back in to the room, I appeared in a short, narrow room. Me, my sister, and both my parents were there. I had not realized I was dreaming until I raised out my right hand and summoned a lady. This lady was not just a lady, no. She was a ghost. And every time I tried to summon this same lady, one of my parents disappeared. This ghost scared me. The only one with me was my older sister. She's always there in my ghost dreams. I took it to be a great idea to stick a syringe in me and go to sleep from it. I did and woke up a little too sleepy.

When I woke up from the dream, or a little later(I don't remember), I was paralyzed. I could not move a single muscle. This always happens when I decide to really relax before going to sleep. I could not get up. I felt this sensation growing inside of me, it was building up. I don't know what it was but once I felt too much, I heard a loud scream on my left ear, a demon maybe. I'm not sure what it was but this was all I could get out from it.