lucid

Dream Begin:
Although this dream is not clear,I used The Method 2 on this post:http://www.dreamviews.com/f12/attain...minutes-89806/
and it worked,but I let the fragment play out which was the opposite of the correct thing to do.
I started in my living room, and I noticed I was dreaming and started "Spawning" in a memory which was my laptop charger and I noticed I was laughing,and I woke up 8 hours later.
Dream End

DREAM START:
I'm walking with my friends, and we pass by a apartment that we always pass(it's empty.) and Raine Bepler comes out of it wearing safety goggles(safety third)which are neon orange(good color) and hold the same gun i got shot in the finger with but "imagined" it to be modified to shot water filled bb's.She smiles with out saying anything then fires at me and i noticed my "modification" worked and was know shot 3 more times and i was soaking wet.My friends "teleport" ahead of us and Raine's weapon and equipment go away, and I somehow know that we now know we like each other and hug(labor intensive),we go by my apartment(oooo) and i open the door so it's slightly cracked open to see my parents and I appear to say "Can I stay out?" I appear to get an non-clear answer of "Yes" a we appeared in the same arcade I "spawned" in.There(Get ready for some action,readers.) we make out (I broke the record for longest dream-made make out,20.34 seconds)Then she teleports out(Aww,come on!)and the SAME women who is ALWAYS ruining my good dreams is there,looking at me.I "imagined" her out of there and it worked,but she teleported back after a few seconds(WTF?This is MY dream!Get out you Fe-male Freddy Crougar!)she is a short, ginger, and cranky.She remembers me.Then I break a game "accidentally on purpose" (this triggers the 5-6 seconds of my dream to have resemblance of Mine-Craft(I play too much)and she says "you see what you did?" "I'm sorry" I said.She said "Go mine me 5 Diamonds every 5 days!"(5-6 seconds are up) after this a event, a familiar flash of images that I always get when a dream is about to end appears and I appear to be have TWO dreams at once(Side by side like a split screen game)and I notice in the Lucid dream(Original) that im with my friends and I'm explaining how me and Raine made out,"Wow really?" one asked "yup" I said Josh said "Good job!Props to you!"
LUCID DREAM ENDS,I FOCUS ON THE SECOND DREAM:
I'm in a jungle with traps.I appear to successfully complete three traps.
DREAM ENDS

K, so I'm trying to get back into lucid dreaming (3rd time lucky? o.o)


Anyway, on the fifth of may, I became lucid with what I THINK was a WILD (will explain shortly)


The night of this lucid, I was at with my dad and some friends. I had smoked about 1 and a half joints by this time. And had been drinking more than I'm used too. I went upstairs and passed out.


I woke up (I think, I was too drunk or stoned to know, either way, I was aware) In sleep paralysis (or a dream's representation of this) And went, "Wait, I'm in SP" (hmm, now that I think of it, I was awake, so it was a wild) I then closed my eyes, and felt like I zoomed in through a bunch of colours straight into a lucid dream. I flew around, and then didn't remember much because of the drugs and liqour. (I actually had memory loss of the prior night

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Enjoy reading my dreams.


Drank 2 cups of Good Earth Tea For Sleep last night. I also did plenty of subconscious training. And here is what i got!


Dream #1 Lessons of Spirituality.

Im in a school classroom, sitting down at a desk. And there is this Arab lady who is the teacher, explaining to us about our beliefs. She is talking to us about past lives, rebirth, deities, the afterlife, and different roles that we all carry in our waking life.

Dream #2 Whats your dream ability?

Im now in another classroom and there is this teacher who reminds me of David Beckham. He is asking us, what is our favorite abilities, and would we like to show and tell. This one black dude gets up from his desk, and starts telling people to try and guess his ability.

One girl who was white with blond hair said..

(Blond hair girl)

"You must be good with weapons!"

She said it in such a cheerful tone smiling as she said it. Lol

(Black dude talking)

"Lol. Na, i can create fire with my hands though."

The whole class starts cheering and clapping. I notice this girl who was in front blew at his fire and turned it into ice.

(Black dude talking)

"Yo, why did you just do that!?"

(Ice chic talking)

"Aw..chill out man...besides..you looked like you needed a cool down hot stuff."

The ice chic looked pretty good, she had long grey hair, and pale skin, with a silver sports bra on and a whole bunch of different tattoos on her body. She had silver pants and long knee high black frankenstein boots on.

The two got into a bit of a back and forth heavy flirt kinda argument. I remember the black dude saying something like..

(Black dude talking)

"You probably could'nt handle my hot stuff any way Icy."

(Ice chic talking)

"Talk is cheap chili pepper, you wanna go suck on a popsicle?"

(Teacher talking)

"Alright you two thats enough break it up, break it up.

Who else here would like to go up?"

I raise my hand up.

"Ah! Ok, how about you then."

I get up from my desk and shapeshift into The Thing, and everybody is cheering and clapping.
I shapeshift into Some hot supermodel (I think it was Brooklyn Decker or Marissa Miller) One of the girls whistles at me. I shapeshift into Freddy Krueger and lick my tongue out and the class goes crazy laughing as i start wriggling my claws with him.

The teacher says ok, ok thats enough. I shapeshift into Natalia and give the teacher the middle finger and sit back down. The class laughs and the teacher says to me something like..

(Teacher talking)

"Ok mr show off. You wanna show how good you are? Lets see how you do in the sparring class hm?"

5:15 - 5:30 am Did plenty of subconscious training. Went back to bed and did a WILD.


Dream #3 The Dreamprofessor Gives a Lesson In A$$ Whupping!

Im in what looks like a gym, and this one dude turned into a giant black ogre drooling and looked as big as King Kong! He was literally destroying any and everybody who came in his path. I started glowing gold, and my shirt ripped off of me. My pants became more of a looser fit on me, and my ponytail was now just my long golden hair draped to my shoulders. My glasses broke apart, and i casually walked over to the beast whistling the entire time.

The gym now looks like a arena. There are people in the stands watch cheering. The sky is orange, and looks like doomsday almost. The beast is growling and drool is dripping from his mouth. He stands there looking down at me. Im now 6 feet away from him just staring at the beast. He growls at me, i smell his stench..the rotten breath is enough to make anyone vomit.

But i held my breath breathing calm. He roars and raises his right arm about to bash me. I quickly dodge the smash, and jump on top of his head i pluck what little pieces of hair he has on his head and he begins noticing and tries scratching his head. I jump off and land on the ground, leaping right at his stomach and punched him right in his navel. The beast falls backwards...and lands on his back.

I jump on top of him, standing on the giant beast stomach. I look down at him as he catches his last breath and passes out. The crowd cheers, and i do my victory pose and wake up.


Final dream: The desert.

Me and a friend i know, are walking across the desert. She falls in the sand and i ask her if she would like me to carry her, because she seem exhausted. I carry her our clothes are somewhat torn, and it seems like we have been starnded for hours or possibly days. We are searching for some treasure and we find keys, hidden in this chest exposed in the sand. We find other precious monuments that we were looking for. We celebrate and hug and start grabbing all of the items we find, and i wake up.

Before you read, be aware that this dream revolves around a sex scene.
Usually I simply write "I had sex", but due to its important role, I actually described it quite intensely this time.
I left out most of the really explicit or dirty details, but still, if this is something that
you find inappropriate or offensive, please do not read.


I'm walking towards a building with 4 armored guards surrounding me.
I'm full of confidence, walking strong and fast towards the door.
There's anger within me, I am here to set things straight.

As one of my guards opens the door for me, I remember that I am in King's Landing, and that I am entering one of Petyr Baelish's brothels.

The term "Game of Thrones" enters my mind, but I discard it, thinking it is the name of this world or something.
We take the stairs to the first floor, and are greeted by some prostitutes.
They are absolutely gorgeous!
Most of them are wearing slightly see-through dresses that reveal the shape of their bodies underneath, but leave everything else to the imagination.
It is difficult not to stare, but I know that I am in a position where it would be inappropriate to do so.

"I'm here for Littlefinger"

I proclaim, full of confidence.
But I quickly realize that this is all I know.
I am here because some sort of problem and I need to set things with him straight.
Why can I not remember something of such importance?

One of the women makes me a sign to follow her, and leads us through a corridor, presumably leading to Baelish's office.
I decide that once we reach it, I'll most likely remember, and decide not to worry about it.
Well that, and I'm also distracted by the woman in front of me.
She's walking very suggestively, clearly trying to draw attention to her butt which is visible through her dress.
She glances at me by looking over her shoulder, probably wondering if I'm checking her out.

I try to look as serious as possible. Pokerface.
She seems disappointed that I'm not staring and keeps walking.

To the left and right are doors leading into rooms where people are presumably heaving sex.
Well, not presumably, as I get closer I can clearly hear the voices coming from these rooms.
They are intense. Both men and women are screaming shouts of pleasure.
In front of the rooms other women are waiting, often kissing or fingering each other as they wait for customers.

The sexual tension is extreme, and the more I try to ignore it, the stronger it becomes.
I can clearly feel the sexual energy streaming from the rooms.
Some have not even bothered to close the doors to their rooms. I try not to look, but cannot avoid it most of the time.

It makes me feel quite uncomfortable.
It's not the sex, nor is it the women. The whole situation actually turns my on to a great extend.
But the sexual energy from the other men... I don't want to feel it, but it is shoved right in my face.

To top it off, I spot what appears to be a gnome walking into one of the rooms with a lady.
He's tiny!
He notices me and gives me that "I'm going to have sex with this woman" look.
The fuck?

"Here we are."

Well shit, I still don't remember why I'm here.
My guards wait outside as I enter the room.
Littlefinger is sitting behind his desk, and not very far away I spot Daenerys Targaryen with one of her dragons on her shoulder.

The dragon is bigger than in the tv-series.
(Yes, I actually think off the tv-series, but it doesn't strike me as odd that I'm with tv characters or that this scene makes absolutely no sense in the current GoT plot)

Baelish is clearly not happy to see me, and he asks me with an annoyed tone:

"What is it?"

If only I knew.
I decide the best course of action would be to just act all smug and superior and not say anything.
He doesn't really seem to expect an answer, so I just stare at him.
I'm somewhat superior to him right? ... Or... who am I?
Finally he stands up.

"This is outrageous!"

Daenerys steps in.

"Yes it is! Who do you think you are to refuse service to my dragon???"

Aha, so that's what's going on.
...
Wait what?

"This is an establishment that caters to men and women, and not to your bloody pets!"
"I am the mother of dragons and I demand that you show me respect!"

Oh boy, what have I gotten myself into here.
I feel that I should side with Daenerys though, after all I am a dragon as well.
And this request isn't really that unreasonable is it?

I smack my hand on the table and stare into Baelish's eyes and I say in a serious, powerful and slightly angry voice:

"Your whores do seem to cater to gnomes though."
"Are you perhaps suggesting that a dragon is an inferior life form compared to a fucking gnome?"

He is so scared. I can see it in his eyes. He is so scared that he cannot retain composure.
I still don't remember who I am, but I conclude that I'm some kind of amazing badass.

"I... I didn't mean it like that."

One of the prostitutes storms into the room towards Daenerys and offers to take care of her dragon.
She nods and the dragon climbs onto the shoulder of the prostitute and they go into a room.

"To think that I had to come here for this."
"My apologies..."

What am I doing?

"Sir, perhaps you would be interested in some of my women... on the house of course!"

Two prostitutes enter the room and take their tops off.
Boobies! They look so soft.
Wait... this is not something my character would do is it?
It is hard to resist the offer though.

"I have more urgent matters to attend to then to fuck your whores."
"Of course... again... my apologies, if you need anything please let me know."

I turn around and leave the room.
Fuck, I'm so horny right now.
Walking through the corridor filled with sexual energy isn't helping.
I'll just get out of here and get back to...
What was I doing? Who am I?
I stop.



You have got to be fucking kidding me.
I look around me. Half naked ladies everywhere.
It feels so real.
The smell of lavender in the air is doing a decent job of covering the smell of sex.

Uuh, this is weird, did I just make a prostitute have sex with a dragon?
How does that even work?
The idea of going into that room to see how they're doing it pops up in my head but I discard it quickly.
I start walking towards the exit again.
I try to calm down and mentally stabilize the dream, but I quickly notice that it is perfectly stable.
Should I just have some fun with one of the girls? They're all very pretty.

But then everything stops.
I can't feel any of the DC's anymore, except for one.
An extremely strong and vibrant aura is emerging from one of the rooms.
It is very familiar... who is this again?
I walk straight towards the room not thinking about anything else anymore.
I am drawn towards it by a higher power.

I open the door and find a very cute, attractive and beautiful woman, wearing a rather revealing dress.
The look she gives me is the exact opposite from cute though. It is so horny and dirty.
Is this... is this the hibiscus girl?
I search for a hibiscus flower. She's always wearing one, or it is painted somewhere on her clothes, hence why I call her "the hibiscus girl".
I can't see it, but my sense of global awareness tells me it is there, strapped into the back of her hair.
I glance into her eyes, and sure enough, they are those amazing eyes with infinite detail.
She has long brown hair, which is beautifully weaved together in a rather extravagant fashion.
I also notice some kind of long skin-tight silver bracelet on her left arm, which seems to have been sculpted to look like a dragon.

I close the door behind me and walk towards her full of confidence.
All of my encounters with her have been very sexual and I know this one isn't going to be any different.
Dream Journal Entries tagged with 'Hibiscus'

The sexual tension between us is extreme.
I can see in her eyes that she is feeling the same way I am. She can't seem to stand still of excitement.
Once I'm close enough she immediately hugs me and moves in for a kiss.
But I stop her just before our lips touch.
I'm teasing her, and I see a small opportunity.

"Who are you?"

She's breathing heavily. She can't stand it that I'm teasing her.
The sexual tension between us is so strong that it begins to manifest itself physically.
Arcs of lightning are shooting between our bodies where our skin is close.

"I won't say."

Her voice is shivering.
She tries to pull me closer so that we will finally kiss, but I keep resisting.

"Tell me!"

She clearly considers it, but decides against it.
Following a dirty smile she rips off my shirt.
She moves in again.
I'm not stopping her this time.
We kiss.

As our lips touch I get the most intense feeling all over my body.
It feels a bit like goosebumps, but it is so much more intense.
Colors quickly become ridiculously vibrant.
I can clearly hear both of our hearts racing.

She moves back a little and tries to pull me onto the bed.
There is no need to say anything, her eyes clearly scream "I want to have sex"
She moans as I rip off her dress and push her onto the bed.
She spreads her legs and holds out her arms towards me.

I quickly get rid of my clothes and jump onto the bed.
A few memories rush into my head.
Memories where she suggested that she is a dreamer and that she reads my DV DJ.
Is she real?
The train of thought vanishes as we commence.

She pulls on me to make me move faster.
Quickly things become pretty rough and she starts using excessive force to turn me around and get on top.
She keeps going faster and getting more violent. She is a lot stronger than I would have anticipated.
I need to use some of my dragonic power to gain the strength to get back on top.

This is so intense. Seeing the expression on her face.
She just can't get enough. And she is very vocal about it.
Magic abilities start "leaking" out of her.
She pushes me around so hard that her ethereal wings light up, which I see for the first time.
I love it, and I push back. We keep throwing each other around.
My senses go into complete overload, just like they did last time.

Some of the prostitutes are hiding behind some curtain, trying to sneak a few looks.
They have never seen something like this before.
She's an animal. She even bites me in the shoulder to get a better grip.
But so am I. We're both animals succumbing to our most basic urges.

We keep going until our muscles can support our bodies no more.
I let us fall backwards onto the bed, but as I hit the ground I feel that I've landed on grass, not on a bed.
For the first time in many minutes I bother to take a look around and notice that we're outside in a huge field.
She hugs me.
I can feel her exhaustion and her heavy breathing.
I try one last time.

"Who are you?"

But she just smiles. She's so happy, it's complete bliss.
Then she fades away.
Well, that's unfortunate.

I get up and look at the landscape.
All my muscles hurt, but I cannot help but feel profound satisfaction.

Then I realize that 2 women are standing behind me.
I turn around, realizing too late that I'm completely naked and that a specific body part is still fully erect.
They don't say anything, they just stare and their faces turn somewhat red.
I walk past them, finding the situation humorous.

"Good afternoon my ladies."

A crow far away starts yelling "peeeenis... peeeenis"
It is barely audible, but a good reminder of the randomness of my dreams.





I wake up and surprisingly I go from complete exhaustion to well rested.
I try to remember my previous dream which makes me scratch my head.
I take a page of notes to help me remember in the morning.
For some reason I write

"I am a dirty man"

at the very end.
Why did I do that?
I change it to

"I am a dirty an awesome man"

and smile like an idiot.
Then I go back to sleep.





...
Yuya sends me a signal that she's with Liv visiting some place and that I should come.
I teleport to their location and find myself on a rather odd planet.
It has a green sky, and the entire landscape is covered with what appears to be glass biodomes linked with each other by bridges.


I try to say hi but Liv takes a step back. She seems to be in full shyness mode which I haven't seen in a while.
Yuya on the other hand seems highly amused.

"What's going on?"

She whispers in my ear, with an evil grin on her face that tells me whatever she's going to tell me will make me feel really weird:

"You smell like sex."

...
Shit.

She bursts out laughing. Fortunately I don't feel too weird about it.

"Speaking of which, do you have any idea who this girl is?"

She closes her eyes and scans my memory to get a better grasp on whom I'm talking about.
Unfortunately, she immediately skips to the sex scene, which I did not expect at all.

"HEY!"
"Oh my!"

She gives me this "well done sir" look, that only guys are supposed to give each other.

"That was... impressive."

What makes it worse is that she means it.
And I can feel that she's a little turned on by it.
I feel rather ashamed now.

"Oh calm down, how often have I told you that we don't have those weird notions about sex you have in the waking world."

Yes, she has. And I know it isn't weird for her, but I still didn't want her to see that.

"I'm sorry."
"It's not your fault."
"And no, I don't know who she is, but she seems to be a rather curious individual."

I try to change the topic.

"So, where are we?"

She explains to me how and why the biodomes were built.
The one next to us apparently holds a collection of the most amazing candy that has ever existed.
This explains why the room is full of guards. You can clearly see it from where we're standing.
The candy is also in the open, laid out on different tables.

"Huh? Do they only have old-fashioned guards? No futuristic or magic security systems?"
"No, just guards. I mean, how would you sneak in there?"

Exactly! How would I?
I can't blink there because there's a physical obstruction in the way.
However...

I summon my phoenix wings, trying not to alarm Yuya.
She doesn't notice.
This is gonna be fun.
I look over at the biome and immediately see that I have a short window right now where nobody is looking.

*Zap*
*Pick*
*Zap*

Yuya looks at me curiously.

"Did you just do something?"

She must have felt my aura change for a split second.

"Maybe?"

I reveal one of the candies I've just stolen in my mouth.

"!!! No you haven't!"

I grin.

"Are you mad? Oh who am I kidding, of course you are."
"So let's skip to the important question... did you...?"
"Of course!"

I hand her one of the other candies I've stolen.

"Nice!"

I also offer one to Liv but she doesn't want one.
The fact that I've just committed thievery makes her rather uncomfortable.

The candy in my mouth starts to become extremely sour. I did not expect that.
But it tastes so good... yet my tongue feels like it can't handle it.
Then suddenly, Yuya and I spot a guard walking by.

We stand up straight and try not to look suspicious.
Unfortunately, at that specific moment, the candy becomes so sour that none of us are able to keep a straight face.
The guard looks at us both and presumably witnesses the two worst attempts at a pokerface in history.
He is visibly confused but decides to keep walking.

Both Yuya and I have to laugh out loud once he's gone.
Good times.

I don't know how I got so lucky, but I had WILD, than after waking up, several subsequent DEILDs. And the transitions were so quick and clean: Vibrations, no SP, quick HI, then instant lucidity. I'm gonna blame the 5-HTP since I've been taking it more regularly. And possibly jusdt more awareness. I had maybe 4 or 5 DEILDs. I honestly lost count, since I don't write them down until I'm fully awake. I might remember some of the events out of order, but I'll write everything I can remember. I had a damn blast!

I woke up at 7am for my usual WBTB, but I have a cold, and there were so many loud animals, that I wasn't able to fall asleep until around 9am. I would sleep and wake up alot, coughing, having vague dream recall but nothing specific. Then finally I woke up on my side, and as I drifted back to sleep, felt the vibrations. After a few seconds, my vision was filled with what looked like an early 1900's black and white documentary about automobiles. This little "movie" would fade out while my vision would fade in. And I could see my room. If I didn't know any better, it would have been an FA because it looked like my room exactly. But I could feel my eyelids closed. After a moment, I could see my room clearly, and knew I was lucid, and got up. It happened this way for each and every DEILD this morning. I felt like such a pro.

I'll have to fill in details later, but here's some highlights:

• Sex with Danny but we were both guys. I transitioned from the b&w movie thing and got out of bed. I had decent clarity, but I decided to look at my hands anyway. I remembered in an instant that another DV member mentioned that he/she noticed missing fingers during a lucid hand examination. Sure enough, I noticed fingers on my right hand disappearing one by one until I had a knuckly palm, and nothing more. I chirped and pulled my hand from view. Because it was ewwww. That's why I hate the finger/palm. It's so grody. Then I left the bedroom and went to the living room, Danny was lying back in a recliner that we don't actually own. I details details.

• I awoke, and instantly DEILDed into another lucid in the same way. I went straight into the kitchen this time, wanting to attempt lucid food. I opened my palm like I did the last time, trying to will a bagel to appear, as easily as I did the last time. A faint, bagel-sized outline appeared on my hand, then went poof. So I went to our pantry and tried eating some nuts, but they didn't have much flavor.

• I woke up again and went straight back into a lucid the same way. It's strange, I'm almost afraid that if I get out of my bed, that I will be getting up in real life, but I never do. Lucid is lucid. I left the bedroom, and went straigt out the front door. It was beautiful. I saw a courtyard in an Italian-style villa. There were lush gardens, bursting with freshly booming bougainvillea. There was a gazebo, with golden silk panels, and a woman sitting underneath, in a stunning dress made of seemingly endless layers of golden silk peau de soi. She had a gold, silken hat, and a golden lace parasol as well. She was looking down, reading a book, and I couldn't see her face. I remember Chris suddenly appearing beside me, looking only about half his age (he's 8 in real life). I said "Hey Chris, how old do yuo think you are?" He said "10." Haha ok then. I wanted to see who the lady was. I lifted the rim of the hat ever so slightly, and it was MY MOM!! She looked ticked off, like I had interrupted her. Never does that in real life. Still, I knew it was a dream so I played along for the giggles. I told Chris that she was his Nonny, and he wanted to take a picture. I thought "pointless!!!!" but I just told him that I didn't have my camera.

• I remember watching the dress rehearsal of a play of some sorts. It looked like it took place in the late 1800's, because they were all dressed like Little House on the Prairie folk. I was still feeling randy, because the dream with Danny didn't turn out quite right. So I eyeballed one of the lead characters, a pretty young blonde, and went up to her as I felt my gender adjust. She was all like "Noooooooo!" and started to run across the stage. So I went after her, darting this way and that. Some other characters on stage blocked her, and I grabbed her, lifting her up and carrying her off. I remember feeling intense compassion for her. I wasn't trying to be mean. She just... ran lol. When I was carrying her to a nearby table, she said, "I just want you to need me, not just want me." I said "Oh yeah, I need you baby." And I kissed her. To answer Alyzarin's earlier question more fully, I remember when I kissed her, some of my long hair got in the way for a moment, so I was still female me, just with a schlong. I remember french kissing her and it felt so incredibly wonderful. I got about halfway with getting her lovely dress off and then I woke up. Too many emotions I guess?

• Walked around in some really fancy mansions, taking note of the expensive, opulent furniture, wishing I could take it back to real life with me. In every DEILD, I would start out in my bed as usual, then leave the bedroom. But when I left the front door of the house, it was always another room that doesn't exist in real life. But it was always beautiful, full of ridiculously expensive furniture. At one point I remember remarking on a footstool, covered in cream colored silk peau de sois, or silk dupioni, with little flower buds embroidered on top in a symmetrical pattern. The Queen Anne legs of the stool were covered in cream colored silk suede, and when I picked it up, I wished I could take it with me. I knew it was just a dream stool though.

• I ate a bagel and cream cheese and could taste the cream cheese, but not the bagel so much. I can't remember the order of the DEILDs at this point, but I remember that this was the 3rd time trying. The first two attempts only produced a circle on my palm. But the 3rd time, a perfect egg bagel manifested itself on my right palm. I willed it to be toasted, and filled with cream cheese. It did, but when I took a bite, I only tasted the cream cheese. The bagel itself had the soft, light crunch of a New Orleans po'boy baguette, and not the chewy, eggy, savory voluptuousness of a proper Jewish bagel to which I am accustomed. But better than the last lucid bagel, which had nearly no taste whatsoever.

• I took Chris flying, then later swimming. I left the bedroom as usual after the same DEILD scenario, and I came upon another beautiful room in some foreign mansion. I thought to myself, in a haughty way, that I was having a kick ass time with this having DEILD after DEILD, that I decided to do something more constructive than chasing women. So I decided to try flying. The hard part was the fact that this room only had a window to get out. I was losing dream control. And Chris appeared again. So I asked him if he wanted to go for a fly. He said yes, so I put him, rather a reduced in size version of him, over my shoulders. I looked out the window, and it was a beautiful scene: something like the Mediterranean, though we were somehow stories above it. I looked down, and it appeared as though there was a wedding, or small scale sport going on, for there were several rows of white fold-up chairs facing the shore. I remember thinking to myself that even though I'm lucid, flying with Chris might be hard, because I'm used to flying low to the ground, and never with the weight of another person. And starting from so high up! I usually just run on the ground and get a few feet up. But I was tired of being a chickenshit, so we just made a leap of faith, and we landed right on top of those people in the chairs lol. They all grunted in disapproval, and I said, "I'm so sorry everyone, I didn't account for the difference in weight." I tried again and we bounced up into the air, miles above the Mediterranean shore. I can still see it in my mind. So beautiful. I could see villas along the outskirts. I went up and down, never quite falling, never quite losing control, just trying to keep from plummeting. I remember saying to myself, find a wind and use it. So I did. I was flapping, and feeling Chris's arms around my neck the whole time. He had reduced to quite the passive character at this time, which was good. Any feelings for my son can make me lose my grasp on lucidity.
  

• FINALLY I thought I'd get extra courageous and brave the dark, murky, lucid waters of my demented subconscious. After I was done flying above the sea, I decided to plunge down. I still had Chris on my shoulders though, so that probably made me too ambivalent. Still we went under. I wanted to get out immediately. Even in a lucid dream, I can't stand the thought of something happening to a Chris, even if it's just his DC version. But when we tried to get out, we ended up in a fat, metal tunnel, nearly full of water, and flowing nonstop. I felt along the water to the side of the tunnel, until I could feel it. Almost see it. I drew a wide rectangle with my fingers, hoping to contrive an escape window. When it formed, I opened it, only to find out that the tunnel was actually partially submerged under water. The opening began to fill up with water, and gobs of fish. So we floated above it all and i tried the same maneuver on the ceiling of the tunnel, hoping somehow that the top might be even a little above the water. Nope. I opened it, and not so much water, as tons of slimy fish plopped down, nearly smothering us. I felt along the walls of the tunnel, amidst millions of wiggling fish, and managed to find metal bars leading upward. I could feel Chris's tiny arms around my neck the whole time. I was always checking for that, even though I knew it was just a dream. Some fears take time I suppose. Still, all in all, it was a damn party.
  

I'll have to fill in more later as I remember it. And I'll add details. Some of them made me laugh when I woke up from them.

[edit] DONE! Took ages.

I had a lot of other dream this same night, but seeing the effort it took to write this, I decided to only write about the lucid one. As a side thought, the guy from RL mentioned in this dream went to sleep at 4am and I woke up from this at 4:18am that same morning. He didn't remember his dreams, but I found this interesting.

[ ] = uncertain
( )= random details
{ }= post commentary
[…]= continued but not shared

April 23rd, 2012

Dream 1:

I’m walking down this hallway in this seemingly random house. The flooring is hardwood and it’s fairly dark [as if it’s night outside and the only bits of light present are from within the house]. I take a left turn to peer inside a room. Like the hallway, the room has wooden floors and is for the most part bare, containing little to no furniture. I take no more than a step inside the threshold of the open doorway before I suddenly become lucid {I still have no idea why, guess I just asked myself if I was dreaming out the blue}.

I then turn to my left and look toward the left side of the room. I focus on making this one orange-eyed girl appear there {I met her in a previous dream months ago and she’s the first dream character I’ve tried meeting again (for the most part to see if she’s real or just a projection of my conscious)}. I don’t as much try to conjure her with my mind but find her, try to reach out with my consciousness {or whatever..lol} and bring her to this space. The scene starts to waver/ become unstable (?) so I stop and try focusing on stabilization as it seems that my efforts are either not working or I’m simply getting ahead of myself. I start to use my RHTF (rub hands then floor) technique. Rubbing my hands together, I feel heat from the friction. Though the my hands feel rougher than usual, it feels real enough to make me fear that I’ve woken up and am simply doing this curled up in my bed. I then squat down to rub the hardwood floors but somewhat a bit unsuccessfully (as in I’m not able to really feel them too well).

I get up, still a bit disoriented, and try to turn on as many lights as possible to make the atmosphere less dark and scary. I flip several of the light switches on the wall, but only one or two of the lights in the room/hallway turn on; the rest don’t work. I think, ‘Oh yeah, that’s right..DAMN IT, DREAMWORLD!>__<’

I then start descending a flight of stairs to the first floor (from this point on, the random house I’m in becomes pretty much my house in RL). As I descend down past the dividing wall of the stairwell, my mother’s office area on the first floor comes into view on my left. The lights in the alcove are all on. All is normal with the space except, instead of its ordinarily door-less arch way that serves as its entrance, there is an enormous red, wooden, rectangular door. It’s made of up thick, vertically-running planks with two horizontally-running, black, metal bars (one near the bottom and the other near the top). It also has [two rows] of black, circular studs and a [downward cuving (?)] black handle. As I go down the stairs, getting closer to the door, it starts to slowly close. When I reach about the third step from the bottom, the door starts moving faster and slams shut. This startles me, but I do my best not to be scared. I skittishly think, ‘Well, that was weird..heh..heh O_O’ ‘. (kind of looked like this) -->



I reach the end of the stairs, turn left, and continue down the hallway, past the huge door, to the kitchen. Once there, I stand in the space between the living room and kitchen facing the living room. I sense a presence suddenly. Behind me. By the fridge. O_o Slowly and cautiously, I turn around, afraid of who/what might be there...

It turns out only to be my guy friend from one of my classes in RL. My eyes meet his steel greys. Relieved, I walk over to him. He might have started to greet me but I excitedly tell him, “Michael, we’re dreaming!” His eyes widen and he replies bewildered, “Wha—?? How is that possible..?” as he looks down at his hands, turning them over, then looking back at me. We continue talking as I turn to walk back down the hallway, this time with him at my side following my lead. It feels SO much less scary to finally NOT be alone in a lucid dream and I’m more than grateful to have his comforting company. We reach the front door with the office door to the left. He turns right and starts going up the stairs. I would have followed, but I pause looking at the front door. I interrupt him mid-sentence to say, “Hey wait, come check this out,” The front door is exactly the same except for its oval, beveled window. The glass is undulated inward toward me. I run my right hand down the glass, feeling its cool smoothness. Michael comes to my right side and does the same. We both are amazed.



I open the front door out of curiosity. It's day time [and over cast]. A black sedan is park outside the house and an Irish-looking man, probably in his late thirties, steps out of the car. He sports a suit with a dark green overcoat. I'm not sure if he's walking passed the house or towards it, but he definitely is looking in its direction. For some reason, I feel threatened by him, and try to shut the door and lock it as nonchalantly, but quickly as possible. I swing the door shut easy enough, but the lock's bolt hole is slightly too high off alignment. I have to raise the door and then twist the lock in order to secure it, just as I feel the most panicked by the suspicious stranger's presence outside. I close it before anything bad can happen. {I swear, I have to find a way to make my dreams less horrifying}

I then continue up the stairs with Michael who had been patiently waiting for me. Once upstairs, I'm unsure what to do next.

Suddenly in my thoughts, I see the actor Peter Krause (from the show Six Feet Under) from the neck up, floating in a sort of colorful void. My view goes from farther away looking at his left profile, and then zooms in and around counterclockwise into his blankly staring brown eyes. This happens two or three times (as if stuck on replay in my mind) until I think loudly, "Enough!" shaking my head to free myself of the random thought.

I'm then back in the upstairs hallway and I look up. I see the same actor in a void of smoke and clouds, varying in colors from pink, yellow, and wisps of aqua blue. He's shirtless and curled up in a ball with his back mostly to me [he might have had black tattoos along his upper back and arms]. He appears to be sleeping peacefully. I think to myself, "No! Don't wake up! Don't return to your own body!" but I start drifting upwards. I regain consciousness.



WTF?

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


I drink 3 cups of Good Earth Tea for sleep last night. I certainly recommend this tea to anyone out there, who wants great recall and vivid dreams. It has Valerian root as the main ingredient, and Valerian root is a very powerful supplement that can certainly aid in a very restful sleep, and has a very relaxing feel to it when you drink it. It has a very minty taste to it, and i drink it every other night to help me re enter dreams, or to look for specific people. Anyway, i am not yet familier with how to post pictures on my entries yet..soo once again the name of the tea is..

Good Earth Tea For Sleep.


Now...for the good stuff.


Dream #1 What makes a dream seem real?

Im walking down a alley, its daytime and the area looks almost European in a way. I notice two Catholic Nuns walking to a nearby church. I don't follow them, but i notice a house that seems familiar to me. I walk in and notice a White lady with red hair who looks to be in her mid 30's. She is in the kitchen putting something in the oven. I ask her..

"What makes a dream seem real. The people you interact with? Or the places of the dream..hm?

"Well how about i show you?"

I nod my head rubbing my totem. She takes me to a downstairs basement, the stairs are spiral shaped, and she is talking to me about how she brings people here often, to conduct experiments herself.

"How long have you been studying dreams?"

"Every since i was a teenager. I wanted to be a teacher, but just don't like waking up some mornings."

"You could try teaching night classes?"

"I've thought about it, but i always procrastinate things."

"I see."

She shows me these different jars of herbs and sleep sedations and different books. I mention to her about wanting to be able to navigate my dreams more proficently, and be able to share more dreams with people. She says to me..

"Certainly, you seem like a very skilled an experienced dreamer. Why on earth, would you possibly need my help?"

"Truth is, i don't possess all the skills needed to be considered the best. Why sure, i have knowledge of the dreams, the dream characters and so forth. But i want to be able to go further and beyond the dream it self. So, are you gonna teach me? Or do i have to go somewhere else and learn?"

She gives me a look and agrees. Im now seated in a chair, she hands me a glass of water, and a gold pill, and tells me to count to 10 after i take it. I take the gold pill and drink the water, and fall asleep in the chair. I hear a robin singing outside and feel my eyes getting heavy, i close them and begin counting.

1....2....3....4....5....6....7....8....9....10


Dream #2 Samina shows me her new friend.


I awake in some chair at a house with a bunch of little kids playing board games. I see little boys and little girls all laughing and playing with one another. I spot Samina outside playing tag with another little girl.

"Hi Samina."

(Samina talking)

"Dreamprofesser!"

She runs up to me and gives me a hug.

"How ya been?"

"Good. I want you to meet my new friend, she came all the way from Egypt."

"Wow! all the way from Egypt huh? Well its nice to meet you uh...

(Samina's friend talking)

"Cleo. Its short for Cleopatra."

Ah, Cleo. Thats a pretty name for such a pretty princess."

(Cleo talking)

"Thank you."

I sit down on this chair, and watch as Samina and Cleo tag play with eachother. It is evening time, and its a bit windy in this backyard. I begin thinking about my childhood when i was little, such a simple time it was. I hear my Edith Piaf music goin off in the background and i wake up.


5:25 - 5:45 AM. I did plenty of subconscious training and fell back asleep.


Dream #3 Smooth escape from some goons.


Im running down a back alley wearing my usual attire. (Like the one im wearing in my profile pic) Im jumping over fences and shooting at some men in suits chasing me. I go thru this side of a building and begin running thru a night club and try looking for a bathroom. I find the mens bathroom, and look in the mirror and shapeshift into a white male who is in a Chef uniform.

The men come looking in the bathroom and im washing my hands and they are looking around.

"Whats the matter? You guys uh..looking for someone?"

(One of the men talking)

"Its none of your business. Now why don't you go cook or something and make yourself useful!"

I hold both of my hands up and say..

"Whoa whoa easy there buddy. Take it easy ok?"
I walk out of the bathroom looking around the club and find a backdoor exit and shapeshift back into my regular self. and start walking down the dark street whistling with one hand in my pocket and the other one flipping my coin.


Dream #4 A night ruined by Natalia.







Im in a bed making out with this beautiful woman who looks like shes either french or some other European background.

Spoiler for Strong Sexual Content:

I penetrate her tight pink pussy and begin pounding away at her doggie style. She screams in some language as shes bent over gripping the sheets. I tell her that saying it in another language really gets my juices going and tell her to scream louder. She does as she is told. She takes her legs and wraps it around my waist and i start pounding away at her even harder hearing her soft skin smack against mine as it echoes thruout the room.

She moans in a a growling sound. Sounding like a sexy cat in heat. I turn her over and look at her as she grips her tits and puts her toes near my lips i pound harder and harder and harder until i complete myself. I fall back, and lay there breathing heavy.

I hear a knock at the door. I get up to answer it, Its Natalia.

"Getting your dick wet huh? C'mon get dress, we gotta go see about that business i was telling you about the other night."

"Aw, c'mon not tonight can it wait?"

"Noo. Now get dress, c'mon chop chop!" (She claps her hands)

I get dressed, and kiss the woman and she waves at me and i head out the door.


The way Natalia deals with things.


Im standing by a door in some mans house, watching Natalia smack around some heavy set half ass naked white dude. He is on the ground on his back shaking his head, holding his arm out extended to Natalia saying..

(Man talking)

"I...i...i told you i did'nt see anything! Please im sorry, i got a family here!"

(Natalia talking)

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!"

Starts hitting him with a leather belt and the man is screaming in pain and has welts all over him.

(Natalia talking)

"Turn around."

(Man talking)

"Please im sorry. I told you don't know anything please please please!!!"

(Natalia talking)

"Turn...the Fuck...AROUND!"

(Man talking)

(Crying and pleading)

"No no no, please please please!!!"

(Natalia talking)

"Oh you think im fucking playing!? I said turn your ass around goddammit!"

WARNING!!!
The Following Details Contain Extremely Graphic Nature, and Strong Acts Of Violence.
Parental Discretion is Advised.

Spoiler for Disturbing details of punishment:

I watch as Natalia reaches in her bag and grabs duck tape, handcuffs, a long steel dildo, and a Knife.
She kicks the man with her leather boots in his stomach and gets on top of him and starts taping his mouth up. The man is screaming and she starts slaping him in his face telling him to shut up. She turns him over and takes his hands and cuff them behind his back. She now pulls down the mans underwear off, leaving him completely naked now. With her knee on his back, she pulls out a knife and puts it to his throat saying..

"You will remember who i am after tonight!"

She takes the steel dildo, and jams it in the mans asshole. I turn away and begin walking out the door as it was enough hearing scream in pain and watching the poor guy get punished like that. Im still hearing him screaming at the top of his lungs crying, and decide the hell with this..i walk away down the hall and hear the door open.

(Natalia talking)

"Hey! Where you goin"?

"I got better shit to do then watch another man get brutally raped by you Natalia."

"Aw grow some balls Q! Besides that fat fuck deserves every inch that im giving to him. He seems to enjoy it up the ass."

I shake my head. And she hands me a a huge folder with pictures of different people in it, and tells me to take it with me. I nod my head and feel the dream closing in on me..and i wake up.

Dream; Semi-Lucid; Lucid; Memorable; 1-4 My Recollection;

I was lucid briefly

2; Nightime ended up running from a few dc's and flying around hopping from roof to roof.

i was at a church then i had a scene change and i was in a room with a couch with my friend derick he was playing video games then heres the freaky part i ended up in my house n the steps and as i was walking up i started to beacome lucid but it felt weird i was dizzy and i was wobbling around when i got to the top i leaned on the wall i didnt go through (thank god) i looked around for a second and then i thought the dream was fading so i spinned around and ended up i a place then i woke up.

And again it wasn't directly from awareness, but as I expected I'm getting constantly closer to be able to do that as well.

Everything started with me hearing some music (it was inspired from Eisenfunk), it still was very basic but kept progressing and I saw some simple moving patterns as well. I immediately snapped back into being fully aware but that didn't interrupt anything, I just let the music progress and try to stay still, waiting for stuff to happen. The music became more complex, but the patterns vanished, quite a few seconds later I started to see some greenish patterns, so I focused on what it was and tried to make the picture clearer, with success.

I am lying on the second floor of some kind of open building, the ground is a certain type of greenish roof, a little bit dusty, old and also somewhat bumpy. Since I'm lying on my sidethe ground covers half of my vision, in the other half I see a part of the structure I'm in and a little bit of the sky. I feel that the time has come to move since I'm deep enough within the dream, so I slowly get up. I thought a second about whether I'm dreaming for sure but conclude I don't even need an RC to be sure.

Now that I'm standing I focus a short moment on stabilizing and raising my awareness, than I immediately start summoning the WSS, this time it consists of 6 Pillars, which are however really small (they look a bit like huge Q-tips). They connect to each other creating a ring of light. I seem to be unsatisfied however and constantly try to summon a better one, I use the already existing ones and some strange type of energy but without real success, on my second try the energy I try to send into the sky comes down as something paper-like. Some stuff happened and I know that I made a reality check before I lost lucidity.

I'm getting somewhat pulled into the progress of the dream, it involved eating some potato sticks and apparently me possessing some small dog, using the speaker system of the building I was talking to someone about these things (don't remember it that well). There was also a part involving some kind of skill evaluation with a game, don't know if it was at this part of the dream but since I wasn't lucid then as well I'll just throw it here.

Then someone was speaking to me about the WSS I was trying to improve, and said maybe I should check my eyes, and that he could do it, for some reason I was fine with it but I told him to apply the lucidity visor first, then I woke up however.

Starting with this entry I will make some notes on each lucid dream on how to improve myself and what I could've done better or what I forgot.

Spoiler for Improvement Notes:

Progress throughout the WILD was good - remember
Totally forgot about trying to get into contact with my dream guide - bad
Immediately stabilized and applied the WSS - good
Wasted time with trying to improve the result of the WSS - bad (it's only a ritual to tighten the mental connection to the dream)
Getting distracted by strange occurrences and losing lucidity - very bad
Remembering the lucidity visor - good
Suddenly waking up due to not stabilizing (as well as the "to be removed" schema) - bad
Had only medium control and though to much about what I can do instead of doing it - bad

[Today i succeeded with a WILD, but sadly couldn't keep up the dream for some reason, it fell apart 3 times, then i couldn't go back anymore]
[This dream occured later at around 9:30AM with DILD]

In the beginning, i got lucid on a street in my city, but i immediately found myself in my room for some reason. Just like often in my dreams, my room was really dark again, so my first thought was that i need to get outside. Before i could get out though, i woke up 2 times in a row, thanks to the darkness.
[I could go back both times with DEILD].

When i was sure the dream is more stable and the room was less dark, i decided to fly through the window, just as usual, but then something stopped me in this. I noticed a little girl standing near my bed, staring at me. [There is nothing that freaks me out more than children that act weird/scary].
I couldn't see anything unusual on her, she wasn't deformed or anything, but for some reason i felt like she is evil. I suddenly turned around and flew through the blinds and glass, got outside.

I was still floating in the air and looked around a little. I noticed that there is a teenager girl outside, playing with a horse, they were chasing eachother and the girl kept laughing.
I decided not to care much about her, but as i flew by she looked at me confusedly.
I thought i'll just fly away from there, since i don't want to be close to that freaky child.
At first i decided to fly with swimming moves, but then i changed over to a mental controlled flying, just like superman

I went up as high in the air as i could, but for some reason the sky looked like it's made of paper or something... I looked around and noticed huge forests on both sides, the trees touched the sky. There was a grassy field in the middle, with a fruit tree plantation in the very middle of the whole place.
I enjoyed the scenery, even while it was a little weird. I wanted to shout a "Wooohooo!" out loudly as i was flying around, but my voice turned out to be throaty and deep for some reason... It sounded weird, so i tried again. This time it was better, but still not that good, so i stopped.

I got to the end of the grassy field, where some kind of station were built, but it was covered with forest trees on both sides, like there is no other escape from this place. [Now that i think about it, the whole place looked like a dollhouse or something, because it was closed on all sides and even the sky looked like it was made of paper].
For some reason i didn't feel like that station is a good way to go, so i turned around and flew back to the fruit trees. I decided to stop and get back to the ground here.
Just as i reached the ground, i looked back to the house where i came from, it wasn't our house, it looked like a toy and it was pink. Just as i was looking at the house, i noticed that little child coming out of the house.
She passed by the teenager girl with the horse, who then asked the little child:
- Can you come and play?
- Not now, i have to finish something first.

Okay, that was enough for me to know that "something" is me, as she slowly walked in my direction.
I got even more scared now.. i couldn't even think straight.... [Don't blame me, i really can't stand scary childen ].
I was thinking of a way to escape this place, but i forgot that station... I decided to wake up in this hurry...

It seems like i succeeded. I was in my bed. I got up and wanted to go out of my room immediately as it was dark in there. I thought about turning on the lights first though.
I pushed the switch and nothing happened. Now i knew it already... must be a false awakening.
I tried to turn the switch on more, but it didn't work. Then suddenly i heard that child again, she said "Me so so?"
That voice was just too much for me... it sounded like a normal little girl voice, but there was something behind it, i could just feel it.. something evil.
I woke up myself again intentionally.

I was in sleep paralysis, which is nothing new to me. I wanted to get out of it fast, but i forgot the slow breathing, because that child was still in my mind. Of course i unintentionally brought her into my hallucination as well.
I couldn't see much other than my small wardrobe's door and my bed. The wardrobe door turned purple-white and started moving slowly, when i noticed a bill of some sort in front of me on the bed, i couldn't read the text on it. I also heard the child singing or something from further away, as her voice was quiet. It took around 1 minute to get out of paralysis finally.

[Thanks to that child my plans for today's LD were ruined... i couldn't focus because when i'm terrified i just lose some of my control... ]
[I wonder what that "Me so so?" question must've meant... maybe it was in another language, but it sounded exactly like "Me so so?"]

So.. Saterday night(the night of super moon) I had this strange dream... I was walking to the park nearby my house, and so it was dark, and no cars were passing by and there were no cars in the parks parking lot. I crossed and went to front area of the park (by parking lot) and stood under a street light. All of a sudden the bushes in front of me rustle and out steps this teenage boy probably a little older (15 or 16) than me. He had brown hair, brown eyes and was wearing a red shirt. (all I can remember from the looks of me..) then that was when the boy transformed into a wolf, and a screamed (I cannot remember what the wolf looks like but ik he shifted or transformed like the snap of the fingers) I had gasped waking up, and felt pain in my leg like I had gotten bitten.. Funny thing is right before I woke up I remember him running towards me and me backing up into streetlight for safety. I found out that the boy looked exactly like my friends ex. I can and will never forget that dream.

Another FA Lucid

I wake up, and go to use the bathroom. While I am in the bathroom, I am thinking about a family member who has been having some vision issues going on lately when waking up in the morning. I look at the medicine cabinet above the sink, and realize that I seem to be having problems seeing as well. I can't see the medicine cabinet, and the towels which hang on the back of the door seem to be above the sink. I look again, but things still don't look normal.

I do a nose pinch RC and discover that I can still breathe and am dreaming.

I think of what I ought to do, and consider doing something like eat the doorknob (lately I have been having weird ideas of what is fun in LD's). I suck on the doorknob, and then decide to leave the bathroom. I open the door, and see a big microwave hanging on the wall. About this time I wake up.

I haven't had any good Lucid dreams of late, most I had lasted only until a couple of seconds after realizing it was a dream, but this one was different.

Non lucid / Lucid

The first thing I remember is me getting a package I ordered online, it was a package containing laptop parts, but also iPhone parts.
I was thinking about upgrading my laptop with the parts when I started becoming suspicious, I just ordered the parts and they were already delivered.
So I did the nose pinch reality check that I do as often as possible, mostly when I think something strange occurs, it worked it was a dream
After realizing I started rubbing my hands to stabilize the dream, afraid it wouldn't be enough I also looked at my hands, which looked pretty normal, but after looking for a few seconds they started deforming and I felt that the dream was stable enough to continue. I found myself somewhere outside in my street (I didn't pay any attention to the scenery switch at the time), I went on walking, thinking of things to do. I came across some plants and inspected the leaves, they seemed so real, when I looked very close I could see more tiny details on the leaves then I probably ever could with my eyes in real life. Before continuing on I stabilized the dream again by looking at my hands until I felt I could continue.
Next up was flying, I wanted to fly and so I did, I flew about 5 meters up in the sky and went back to the ground being afraid I would wake myself up, but I wanted to fly higher than the buildings I wanted to look over the entire neighborhood, so I flew again straight up, this time about 15 meters, just above the buildings. I could look over a lot of houses, and in the distance there was nothing there but sky. (as in a video game where the map has not yet been loaded) I realized this and was again afraid the dream would end so I went back to the ground and decided to walk around a little.
I kept thinking to myself "This is a dream" because I was afraid I would lose lucidity if I didn't. I came across streets with lots of Dream Characters, to my regret I didn't interact with any of them, I just observed and continued walking.
When I came to the park I saw an empty bench and I decided to summon someone to it to interact with, because the park was very empty at the moment, I looked away from the bench and back expecting someone to be there, and there was. It was a unknown girl, who I do not recognize other than the slight representation of Kurisu from Steins;Gate
I went over to talk but as I got closer the dream started to fade away very quick, and I found myself back in my bed, trying to DEILD but to no avail.

This is as much as I can vividly remember, although I'm pretty sure there was more going on as I walked through the streets, as I started to think to myself "This is the longest lucid dream ever" during the walks in the dream.