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A standard MILD atempt. It seems to have worked, but it was very short lived.
I was standing near a standard American mailbox, when I realized something feels not right. I pinched my nose, and I could breathe through it. I woke up after that, I believe...

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This dream consisted of walking out into the hall, realizing I was still in bed, failing to turn on the lights, filling the void with a few pictures of anime characters in slightly suggestive positions, having a false awakening, which was really obviously a false awakening since my laptop was in my bed, I didn't lose lucidity for more than a second. Then my parents arrived home in their car, I wasn't sure whether that was real, so I entered the void again, and managed to maintain the dream state by adding a picture of skulls in a catacomb


kind of like this picture but cartoony and only skulls, there also was a large skull in the middle.

After that I lost the dream, and woke up.

I've been reading Robert Waggoner's book so I took the opportunity last night to ask my subconscious a question. I had to ponder the reply a bit, but in the end the message made a lot of sense. Cryptic, yes, but felt very relevant.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #34: The Dinosaur Petting Zoo

I'm walking down a suburban road on a cloudy morning. I look up at the sky, noticing the way that the sun gently illuminates the back of the clouds. Even though everything in the scene feels as real as waking life, I know this isn't any place I've ever been before.

When I shout up at the sky, my voice is loud but takes on a slightly buzzing, almost robotic quality. "Tell me something important!"

There's no response, but I hear two dream characters chattering across the street. There's an Asian lady in her early 60's, dressed in a silvery fairy costume with puffy sleeves and fairy wings. She's talking to a young girl. (Her granddaughter?) I approach the lady and decide to talk to her directly.

Me: "Will you tell me something important?"

Her: "Yes. I'd say that you're not usually afraid, but sometimes you let yourself get scared."

Me: "When should I be less scared?" I can see the scene shifting around me. The house behind her is turning into some sort of white wall, but I ignore it for now, keeping my focus on her.

Her: "You're the kind who won't try the dinosaur petting zoo."

Me: "The dinosaur petting zoo?" Now her face keeps changing. She's becoming younger, then older again, her hair lengthening and shortening while we talk.

Her: "Yes. You're the kind that will walk right up and make a donation... and then be afraid to go in yourself."

I see that we're in a bustling airport terminal now, all white walls and windows. The lady has become a young woman, and she smiles and turns away. I lose her in the crowd.

Briefly, I consider exploring this new environment but decide that I want to remember every detail of this conversation so that I can think more on it later. No more exploration, and no DEILD. Time to just wake up.

A Hippy Friend

I was with a hippy friend of mine. She used to talk to me sometimes. She was with her boyfriend and I was jealous.

They got in a small pick-up truck. I started to get in also, but for some reason, I could only get on the rear bumper and hang on. I was afraid of falling off as we went down the road.

A tire was in the bed of the truck. The girl (I) gave it a small push and it rolled out of the truck, which was bad for me for some reason, somehow though, it rolled back in the truck.

I ended up in a room with her, and her boyfriend wasn't there. She left the room.

I wanted to take her, so I thought I might be dreaming. I had a hard time finding my hands, but I kept looking. Finally I found my hand and counted. As usual, I started out with what seemed to be five fingers, but then there were several.

Realizing I was dreaming, I took off my underwear. It got caught up around my feet. I spent my time trying to get it off from around my feet. She never came back in before I woke up.

My alarm woke me up.

I went back to bed and thought about the girl. I was lucid right away, and did a hand RC (my favorite). Then my alarm went off again.

My alarm goes off every five minutes. I keep saying I'll change that. I'm going to mark this as two lucids...even though they sucked.

I've had a total of about 4 that ended right when they started. I'm going to break those out of my total so I can know how many times I've successfully become lucid, and how many times I had any kind of a dream to speak of at all. I consider it a success to re-enter a lucid. It just sucks the way it happens sometimes.

I was in Math class, where we got to make burgers for some reason, I got one and moved to the back to get my homework done before eating it. This took till the end of class and by that time the teacher took my burger for herself. She felt guilty for doing so when I told her it was mine and let me make another while physically holding me there, I told her I had to leave for my next class, and on the way there I seemed to have gotten from the high school into the middle school, which made me realize I was lucid, I did a reality check, and tried to fall through the floor, unfortunately landing me in the void, where I got stuck and woke up.

Last Nights False Awakenings And Lucid Dream

I wake up in bed and feel vibrations and that strange feeling that I'm about to go into a lucid dream. I think to myself "float up" and with this I feel myself float up and land on the floor at the end of my bed. I can't see, but I can feel something stuck to me, I've never had this before. I feel my face etc. and there's something stuck on me. I pull hard at whatever it is and manage to prise it off and with this I can now see. I decide to get out of my room by flying out of my window. I go over to the window and go to fly out but my hubby now wakes up. He says "what you doing?" I say "I'm dreaming" and he settles and goes back to sleep.
I go back over to the window and feel for glass, just to make sure I'm dreaming. I feel a small boy with me but I can't see him. Well I can't feel any glass because there isn't any and I now know that I'm definitely dreaming, although I was already pretty sure I was. (( I didn't want to jump through my window and plunge to my death if I wasn't dreaming lol)). I lean out of the window and come back in. I decide to double check that my flying is working before I zoom myself out of my window. I fly from my window to my landing and I know I'm now ok to fly. I point my hands forward, do a jump and fly out of my bedroom window!
I'm now flying outside in the sky, it's quite foggy so I can't see much. I now call out loud "Nan F" but nothing, so again I call out "Nan F". I now hear my Nan calling me ((or who I was hoping was her)) she yells "I'm here baby" I call her again as I try to find her and again she calls back. I carry on flying, trying to get to her. Suddenly I stop flying and feel hair in my hands, it's a long plait. I now say "is that you Nan?" She rises up to face me and hugs me tight. I say "I've missed you so much" my Nan now says "you need to go back" we hug again and she says "I love you". I now wake up and feel my pillar uncomfortably behind my neck. I get up out of bed to go to the toilet and I hear a noise, it's a rattling noise, like an old knackered motor. It starts then stops again, then starts and stops again. I look at the space next to the side of my bed and there is some kind of machine there with a long handle, I perceive this as a lawn mower lol. I look at the handle and it's vibrating violently as the motor makes it shake. I now panic and see my hubby in bed so I shout to him "K look!" He wakes up and says "what?" I say "a law mower and its turned on" my hubby says "what the fuck!, did you do that?" I say "no!" sharply and my hubby now turns it off.
I now hear my mobile phone ringing and my hubby says "what the fucks going on?" I think to myself "it must be because there are a lot of spirits around me and there making everything go haywire!" Lol
I look down at the floor at the end of my bed and see a happy naked baby boy sitting in a baby seat, he has a blanket over him and his arms out. I make my way to the toilet because I need a wee. I get onto the landing and my sight is now blurry. I get by the stairs and my bathroom isn't there, it's gone!. I'm now really confused and look at the stairs again and I manage to force my eyes to see properly.
Again I look to where my bathroom should be and it's now there. I go into the bathroom still desperate for a wee and see a blue shower curtain around the toilet. I grab it and try to pull it from around the toilet but it feels like there is a force stopping me from being able to pull it away. I think to myself "maybe I'm dreaming again, I know I'll touch the mirror to see if my finger goes through it, and if it does then ill know that I'm dreaming!" So, I touch the mirror and it feels solid and normal, my fingers don't go through! At this point I'm really confused. I'm now not sure if I'm awake or dreaming. My hubby now shouts something to me and I hear him go downstairs. I now manage to pull the blue shower curtain from around the toilet a bit and I sit on the loo and have a wee. Wee now splashes all up the shower curtain and I can't understand why and think "what the hells going on, I must be dreaming" with this I wake up for real.

A short lucid, but it featured some of the most arresting visual imagery I've encountered so far. I'd wanted to see the Great Pyramid, but this was well beyond what I'd had in mind.

I like to think of my conscious mind as the "coauthor" of my dreams, but sometimes I have to wonder if it's anything more than a proofreader.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #33: The Poolside Pyramid

I'm swimming at a pool party. Rather than relaxing and enjoying the moment, I'm scrubbing furiously at algae blooms along the pool walls while trying to make sure that my two kids are keeping their heads above water. A tall, gray-haired man swims up and makes some unflattering remark about my scrubbing technique. First a flicker of annoyance ("this isn't even my job!"), then one of realization. He stops talking as soon as I'm lucid.

I want to go but I can't make myself leave until I'm sure my kids are safely out of the pool. Fortunately, when I check for them, I see that they've already disappeared. I tell the guy I've got lucid stuff to do and he responds, "Oh sure, man. Go for it."

I fly up out of the pool, thinking vaguely about my goal of reaching the top of the Great Pyramid. I'm shocked when on the horizon I see an entire pyramid complex, fully formed. In front of the Pyramid, in even more vivid detail is the sphinx and a towering statue of an Egyptian Pharaoh. Incredibly, the statue stands even taller than the Pyramid.

Rather than the dull sand-colored stone that I imagine when thinking of the Pyramid today, it's clad in brilliant white. The sphinx's face and body is either painted or perhaps decorated from top to bottom with colored stones, the eyes specifically ringed in deep blue, like lapis lazuli. The statue of the pharaoh is gold, similar in style to King Tut's burial mask.



Everything that I see ahead of me is far, far beyond what I'd incubated (or even imagined) for the Great Pyramid, and I'm thrilled with the idea of exploring it further. A little too thrilled, it seems, because not long after I start flying toward the pyramid complex, I'm awake. My heart rate is elevated (though not quite racing) and I can't seem to settle back in for a DEILD.

Ayiee! Let me back in!

Last Nights Lucid Dream

I am with my youngest and I instantly realise that I'm dreaming.
I am on a broom stick and I am flying about in the sky and my daughter is sitting on the front of it. My daughter now leans to the right and nearly falls off so I grab her and hold her tightly. I now say to my daughter "J your dreaming, this is all a dream, your really lying in bed asleep!" I keep repeating this to her trying to make her understand. It's night time. I now fly into a cave because someone is chasing us. I fly to the top of the caves roof and see a hole going up further, so I fly into the hole, still on the broom stick but then I stop as I look into it further. I think "I need to get out of here because a dragon might be up there!" I had seen something up there and decide to make a quick get away!
We get out and are now flying above the caves. I try to move my stick upwards to fly up but it doesn't work, I now think "doh!, I need to think it instead" I now think "up" and we fly upwards.
I now see another building, a modern building which is situated on top of the caves. There is a party going on inside this 3 storey building. My daughter is no longer with me but I don't worry because I know it was just a stupid, dumb dream character! . I go inside and have a walk about, there are loads of people here, all drinking and enjoying themselves.
A man now comes around me, he's not at all good looking but he begins touching me while I have my drink in my hand. I say to this man "do you mind if I just freshen up first!" Lmao, he looks at me and nods. I now walk through the crowd and into the toilets. Suddenly I realise I'm wearing a skimpy white shirt, which is tied just above my belly-button. I'm also wearing a short, tight black leather skirt and black high heels. I have a wet and notice that the toilets are nice and posh. Usually I have dirty toilets in my dreams with doors missing so this surprised me. I wash my hands and look in the mirror, I look really good lol.
I decide to unbutton my shirt so I'm showing my breasts, I think to myself "its only a dream so its not going to hurt. I now walk sexily back into the party. A woman looks at me as if to say "why's she half naked!" Lmao. I pick up a drink and have a sip, it tastes fruity and bubbly. I put my drink down for a minute and when I go to pick it back up it has disappeared. I say "my drink..where's it gone?". I panic because I feel I need a drink to loosen myself up for this man . I now pick up a different one but then that's gone as well, I say "fuckin dreams...this is fuckin ridiculous!!" Lol.
A young man hears me and gives me his drink, it's pink and even tastes pink lol. I now go back to the man who is waiting in his room for me. He starts touching me up again and kissing my neck really gently. He slips off my clothes, leaving me in just my bra and skimpy knickers. I'm thinking "this dream is quite nice actually, and it is only a dream after all", I grin to myself and just let him touch me and then I wake up.

My Astral Travel Experience

I wake up from a dream this morning and keep my eyes closed and don't move. I can now hear loud cracking, crunching and buzzing and I can feel my whole body vibrating. I now realise this is my chance to astral project. I try to sit up with my astral body but I can't. ((This happens sometimes, you feel a bit stuck)). Instead, I decide to try and raise my hands. I lift them up slowly and decide to open my astral eyes. Things were a little blurred at first, but within seconds my sight became nice and clear. I can now see my bedroom clearly and everything is how it should be.
I move my astral hands about in front of me and I can see the outline of hand shapes but they were made out of what I can describe as heat energy. It's like the heat that comes from the top of a radiator, the heat that moves and makes the wallpaper look wobbly, that's what spirit energy also looks like. At the same time as I move my astral hands I can also feel my real hands on the bed besides me, it's a very odd feeling indeed! Lol
I now manage to rise out of my body a little. At this point I hear my eldest shouting at our dogs, although I didn't know she was awake and up yet.
I sense 2 other spirits in the room with me. 1 is to the left side of my bed and the other is to the right side of my bed. I don't feel any bad vibes from these 2 so I know they are quite friendly. I now feel myself getting pulled back into my body. I can hear the cracking and crunching again and feel the vibrations.
Now that I'm fully back in my body the noises start to diminish.

last night

I had 2 lucid dreams last night but unfortunately I can't remember much about them. I do remember that in the 1st one I looked down at my feet and suddenly realised that I was dreaming and I said "this is a dream!".
In the 2nd one I also remember saying "this is a dream". I also remember flying.

last nights lucid dream

As I lay down to go to sleep, I decide that instead of going to sleep with my hands lying on-top of my stomach, I would lie them flat on the bed next to my sides. I lay there for about 10 mins, doing the usual count down from 100 to 0 and repeating it. After about 10 mins I feel a calm, beautiful wave flow through me from my head to my toes, like a lead blanket being placed gently over me. There was a slight weighty feeling but nothing too heavy. My head also felt light and a little fuzzy. My lucid dream now follows:
I'm lying in bed and feel myself lift out of my body and I float by my bed for a short while. I look around my room and its totally different. I now look at my bed and see my hubby lying there fast asleep. I want to see myself, so I gently move the duvet off my sleeping body and I can see myself. I know at this point that I am dreaming, because my sleeping self was wearing a pair of pyjamas that I didn't even own
I now know that I'm lucid dreaming. I don't have much control even though I am aware, which does sometimes happen and can be very annoying, so I just have to go along with the plot.
I now float over to my hubby who is still asleep in bed. I lean close to him and whisper in his ear "K,K". My voice echoes , this tends to happen sometimes in my lucids for some reason. My hubby now stirs a little, so again I say "K" and he now wakes up. He seems to look right through me so I say to him "K can you see me?" My voice still has that annoying echo to it!
My hubby says "I can see you!" and he seems quite amazed by this . He looks at me again and says "you look different, look at yourself in the mirror" I get a feeling that I'm just a ball of light or something. I think about looking at my reflection but I say "no, I don't want to" I think it would have scared me. Lol. I now feel myself get sucked back into my real body and then wake up for real.

Last nights SP and FA

I was getting vibrations as I was lying down in bed trying to get to sleep, I must have nodded off after a short while. I now remember waking up at some point in the night and again woke with strong vibrations and the electrical noise I hear with them. I now feel myself get pulled hard and fast into what I say, another dimension. I then feel myself in bed and I'm awake but, I'm no longer in the real world.((people who didn't know me would think I'm a tad crazy lol, but I'm totally sane..I think lol)) it's like a parallel universe to this one but with minor differences which, some experts say is true and explain this as an OBE.
I am lying with my head either at the other end of my bed, or I'm lying in a different position to what my real body is in.
Someone was in my room with me, standing at the foot of my bed. I don't know who it is but I think there are 2 of them.
After lying here for a while I wake up in the real world. I am still vibrating, but as I lie here calmly it soon wears off.

Last nights semi-lucid dream.

I'm with a girl and we are walking up a road by my moms house. I decide to fly instead of walking and I say to the girl "come on, fly!"
After a few minutes I say "I can see lots of clear, floating things like orbs, can you?" The girl says "no I can't" I feel amazing and very, very spiritual.
It's night time and everything looks so much more beautiful and amazing than normal. We now get to town and I say "come on, I wan to go to Dunelms"
We get inside and it's different. It's beautiful in here. We walk past some kids, but they don't look real to me so I say, "I need to touch them to see if there real and not spirit" so I touch them and find that they are real, they were sort of see-through but then they turned solid. . We now have to go up some steps and again I decide to float up them. I say to the girl who's with me "this is probably a dream" and she shakes her head like I'm a mad woman . I now know that I'm dreaming but I don't have full control, so I just go along with the dream plot. The girl with me says "why can you see spirit?" I say "I hypnotised myself and they said ill see spirit, and I need the stone in 4 days and this is day 4, so now I know I'm ready!"
We now reach the top of the stairs and come to an amazing room. This room is bright and shaped like a half-moon. In the middle of the back wall is the most beautiful and clear fish tank I have ever seen. On either side of this large tank there are green stone pillars carved with the most beautiful carvings. They are a light green colour and reminded me of a crystal called malachite. The colour and everything is bright. It's like a 3D fish tank lol. People are sitting on a half circular sofa and they are admiring the large tank. I think they were waiting for something or someone. We now go outside the room into another part, but I have to just pop my head round to take another look before I go on lol.
We now come to a lady at a till and she give me 2 small, thin tubes. 1 tube has sea salt in and the other has another substance in. The lady says to me "you look after yourself". I put the tubes into my coat pocket to keep them safe because I know they are important.
We now come to another area and 2 women are here. I say to the girl I'm with "I'll get my stone from here" ((meaning my green crystal)). I now realise I'm only holding 1 thin tube and panic. I panic because I need to swap these for my green crystal. I search my pockets but I can't find it or feel it anywhere. I now think to myself "it MUST be in my coat pocket!" I again put my hands in to feel for it and suddenly it's now there lol

Last nights OBE

I wake up in real life with the loud noise of vibrations going through me, I can literally feel my whole body vibrating!
As I'm vibrating I'm fully conscious but decide to keep my eyes closed and try to leave my body.
I think to myself "lift out" and I feel a slight lift. I know I'm not fully out yet so I keep my eyes closed as I know my astral vision won't work yet and it would just cause my real eyes to open instead and would ruin my attempt.
I gently ease myself backwards, away from my real body and I sit up a little. I am now in a squatting position and I can feel the metal bars of my headboard against my heels. I now place my astral foot onto one of the metal bars, I now do the same with my left foot, I now basically climb to the top of the headboard. This is easy because there is no weight to my astral body. I now feel my astral body being pulled back into my real body, not with major force, just gently. I just slip gently back into place, I'm fully conscious as I do this. I now open my eyes and I'm very pleased that it happened naturally again but a little pissed off that it didn't last longer lol.

Last nights lucid dream

I'm in my bedroom and I'm floating and flying around. I now find a girl who looks similar to my daughter S. we are now both floating and flying around my house.
This part is now hazy, I can't remember it very well but I do remember the girl I was with pushing me. She is trying to make me fly forward with speed. I'm now saying "no stop" and I'm laughing about it.
We are now playing about with our flying and hovering abilities. I remember us laughing a lot and having a lot of fun.
The next bit is a bit of a blurr again, but I do remember waking up at one point and then I shut my eyes again, and again I'm flying around in my house.