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    1. 9/18/11

      by , 09-19-2011 at 04:15 AM (Dreamscapes)
      long lucid. Kept seeing dead people and having spooky vibes at my house. I kept waking up and having the same type of dream where Kara and I would see dead people. Eventually I just realized I was dreaming. Started walking around with kara for a while exploring the surroundings and stabilizing. After that I practiced shooting energy balls from my hand. At first it was really slow but eventually it became really strong and had a rainbow glow to it. I tried shooting it out of my hands, but it did not come out and break the wall. I kept trying and only succeeded in creating them. A dream character laughed at me. I decided to just open the door and go outside. It was super super vivid and full of light. I used telekinesis on boulders to blow them up. It started out kind of hard to blow one up. Eventually I was blowing them up as fast as I could point my fingers. Hundreds were blowing up everywhere igniting the sky. I woke up after that. A voice told me "don't move" I listened. He told me to twist my body a certain way and I was back in the dream. I remembered that I wanted to try spinning my staff to see if I could learn any cool moves. I was disappointing because I could barley spin it and it was super bendy and melting. It looked exactly like my light staff. I just walked around the dreamscape for a while. I tried to create a portal like usual, but failed this time. I worried about not remembering all the details and phased out to record the dream.
    2. Dreamviews dinner table

      by , 09-19-2011 at 02:18 AM
      Notes
      Dream


      I did a wild tonight. I experienced SP vibrations for the first time and it actually happened. I believe i went straight into lucid dream in my parents house. When i woke up i tried to DEILD back in the dream. While also trying to remember key parts. But i decided to write it down. Waking up makes it hard to remember anything but i've got a good chunk/impression of what happened. Writing this down makes me feel more distanced from the dream itself but i'm very glad i did now.

      There where loads of people in the house. All friends from dreamviews (i think, i can't recall this part). I had a little chat with everyone. Conversations where a little rough. Some where even annoyed by me. But that's okay, shit happens.

      In the kitchen it was busy, people going about their business and Oneironaut was standing there. He didn't say anything until i started talking. And he was glad i finally acknowledged him and we kept talking. I was having trouble speaking to everyone in the room but not with O. Actually we had a great talk. It was very nice.

      I was sitting at a large dinner table with Oneironaut next to me. Or not, There was a couch there from my grandma's house and peope where sitting there. There was this girl eating chips or something. An old friend of mine; Aziez. A very dark and very skinny guy came in from the backdoor. He was acting goofy. Stuffing his mouth full of french fries so that he can then try to eat it and most of it will fall on the floor. Making faces all the while. I laughed very loudly. Everytime i laughed he would look at me and be amused and he would do it again. I told this girl on the chouch that this guy is sooo funny. She smiled at me, she didn't laugh at him but she was amused that i thought it was so funny. Oneironaut was sitting next to me on the dinner table and even thou i wasn't looking at him, i felt his energy. He was a bit annoyed by me thinking it's so funny. He maybe even thought it was a little racist. Even tho it was not. Just plain funny.

      I sitting at the dinner table with Oneironaut across me and we where talking face to face. I was talking bout my issues with Oneironaut. I said stuff like, well i am smart and i understand a whole lot of stuff. Very interesting stuff. But i can't share it with anyone because nobody will understand/believe me anyway. I don't know how to formulate things either so usually i end up looking stupid and dumb. But inside i'm not. I only talk with a few people. To the rest of the world i keep my mouth shut. O agreed i'm a pretty smart guy, and he gave me advice. We talked about a lot of things but this is all i remember

      He didn't look like he does in the pics i've seen. In fact, he had a fatter face. And his face was old and wrinkled. He had grey spots all over his face. But i knew for sure it was him. When i acknowledged him and shook his hand he said : "Aaaah. He finally recognizes me." Even tho i knew all the time it was him.

      At some point a glass vase dropped on the floor. The floor was covered with granules of glass. And i was lying in it. Glass was penetrating into my hands and all over my body. I was frightened. This amount of glass will hurt a lot and maybe even kill you. But i remembered reading someone's dream with something similar. All you have to do is remember it's a dream and that nothing can actually hurt you. I stood up awkwardly and still scared. But it was okay, i wasn't in pain anymore. I walked into the kitchen and this is a point of my dream where i can't remember the transition.

      But i was going outside of the house, And i had to be somewhere. (Probably Chicken-Pittza) I knew where but as soon as i was outside and seeing all kinds of people i forgot where to go. But in my defense, the scene was completely out of this world bizzare strange and most of all. INTERESTING. What a giant mystery lol. Walking around in a lucid dream you see people all going about their business. But they are doing the most weird stuff. I was captivated.

      Right in front of my parents house there is a broad busy street. There where 3 people. I think 2 guys and 1 girl. One of them was wearing an orange raincoat. They where riding bikes and staring at the same direction. They all pointed there and where amazed by what they saw. I did not care, i was trying to figure out their origin. Are they dreamers? Are they lucid? Why are they riding bikes when this is a dream? I tried telling them ; "Hey guys, this is a dream you don't have to ride bikes you can do whatever you want." "Look at me, i'm flying!"
      No success. They where to absorbed in whatever was going on across the street to even notice me.

      I was walking/flying/riding a bike and gradually losing lucidity. I watched as people did weird stuff. I passed a van and they where putting stuff in the van. It looked like they where burgling.
      A few meters i passed the Phamacist. And there was a crowd of people there. In the middle of the crowd was a beautiful girl wearing a brightly coloured woolen sweater. All the people where trying to touch her and pulling on her clothes and stuff. She looked bored and annoyed but she didn't do anything to stop them.

      I witnessed a lot of things and i noticed that, Everything that was happening around me followed some theme. Everything i saw was somehow relative to me, and the thought got confirmed by something that someone said around the corner. But i can't for the life of me remember what it was.

      At some point i decided to go flying and i wasn't paying attention to anything anymore. I was just enjoying the thrill of flying around the city when the thought occured that i will probably slip into non-lucidity like this and i might forget all about the dream. I'm not sure how i woke up but i remembered my physical body. At some point i became aware of lying in my bed with my eyes closed. The dream lost it's vividness because of it and i was desperately trying to get back in the dream. (DEILD) While also trying to hold on to the memory of the lucid dream i just had. I kept repeating the words ; Oneironaut, LD, people on the street.

      Soon after i was going to have the most intense wake up of my life. I just moved to a new place but i was lying in my bed under the impression that i was in my old room. Actually the furniture was dispositioned and it looked like the room i am in now. But the door was white like my old room. I wasn't quite myself, and i don't remember this. But it seemed like there was some guy standing across my bed. I was still trying to remember the dream repeating those words in my head but for some reason i started screaming. So loud, so real (i have yet to confirm with my fellow house residents if this happened) i screamed : "SHUT THEEE FUCKK UPPP!!!!!!!!!!!"


      Then i realized, i just woke up from a FA and i screamed for no reason at all. My dad was downstairs and he heared me scream. He was extremely pissed and i heared him running up the stairs. With loud noise he made his way over to my room. I was frightened.. Paralyzed, frightened. Scared shitless. What was he going to do to me? He might not listen and hear me out that it's a dream punch my face in and maybe even kill me. I was beyond frightened. I tried to scream; Don't hurt me. I was dreaming, i can't help it. But no words came out. I was too paralyzed. All i made was high-pithced noises of fear and helplesness. I was desperate, he was almost in my room.
      I wanted to wish the whole scene away. Fuck this, the entire world is a dream i can wake myself from this one even tho it's real life. I tried changing the scene, and the whole scene was shaking. I saw the my old room's white door shaking and just before my dad opened the door all noise stopped.


      A white ghost floated through the door. It had white cloth, like in the movies. And i'm not sure if it had a face but it had a cross in the middle of his face. Leaving an impression of an actual person. But definetly a ghost. It moved trough the door and through the bed. Not interacting with anything. At some point i thought it stared at me and it was going to murder me. But it did nothing. It completely ignored me and floated right though my body. I was still paralyzed and frightened. I wished this ghost away aswell. It was probably going to float through the wall and it would be gone. But because i wished it away i stopped seeing it just before it passed trough my face. I was both relieved and disappointed.

      I looked around the room, and i noticed i was in my actual room where i really live. People where outside, laughing. I heared people coughing in bed . And maybe they heared me scream and i woke them up. This is the point where i went outside to smoke a cigarette and evaluate what just happened. It was fucking crazy.

      Updated 11-01-2011 at 10:53 PM by 39772

      Categories
      dream fragment , side notes , lucid , nightmare , false awakening , memorable
    3. Crazy Train

      by , 09-18-2011 at 09:10 PM (Land of Amanda's Head)
      Non-Lucid
      (Side Notes)
      Lucid

      (I am just going to post some small fragments from a dream I had last night and the day before.)

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      - I was brought to a semi-dumpy psychiatric hospital. I remember screaming and crying because I knew they were going to do experiments on me and use pills isolation to try to alter my mind and personality.

      - I was in a medium sized dorm room, except my bed was in a rectangular nook area. I looked to my side and saw a black guy laying in the bed next to me and I remember asking: "They let boys and girls stay in the same rooms together?" then I said how I didn't mean that in some perverted way. He smiled and said yes, then went to sleep.

      - I was in a large office. A head psychologist who I'd been fighting with off and on about treatments was talking with me when I guess I collapsed and was coughing up blood and blood was also oozing out of my head. I remember him saying that I had some sort of infection and that the only way to get rid of it was...for him to find a dried up hornets nest, pee on it then shove it in my mouth??? My P.O.V was like I was watching a movie, then switched back to first person view where I noticed the hornets nest in my mouth and yanked it out. I started screaming how he was crazy and I remember (as if I had another body) thinking that he felt horrible about what he was doing and was scared I was going to die.

      I don't remember much else from that


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      - I was on a plane full of people and someone had a gun. They were going around picking people to shoot off and I eventually got shot int he shoulder ( I think ).


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      (From the 16th or 17th, I believe this was...)

      - False awakening. I woke up in bed, looked around and came to the conclusion that I was dreaming. I did the "poke finger in hand" RC and it worked. I plugged my nose and I could breathe, so I decided to move onward. I walked through my house and out to the car where I drove into town (which changed to a complete different town) and ended up waking up for real a few moments after.
    4. 9/18/11 Supervillain Magic League and Walking the Streets of Old

      by , 09-18-2011 at 08:22 PM (Scrawlings of a Mad Man)
      1) I am some sort of supervillain, playing a game of Magic: the Gathering, Elder Dragon Highlander, with other similar sorts. Starting off the game, I draw much too many cards, finding new ones and supersized versions. (one was a 10ish mana green spell to put a named 14/14 into play, other was a 4 mana spell that got more mana). I comment to the player next to me, "Yeah, these games last a while and are absolutely chaotic. It makes them fun. I've always wanted to make a red deck just to screw with everyone else." On a woman's turn, she brings in 4 or 5 lava monsters into the room through the front door. I place my hand on my wrist, a teleportation device I apparently have. Think about trying for Chichen-Itsa pyramid, but didn't become lucid...

      2) WILD. I am walking through a hotel or casino like building, looking for someone.

      3) I am LUCID, in old, roman like city. White granite buildings, a large multilayered fountain. I jump up on the edge, walking along next to the water. A storyteller is weaving a tale on the opposite side of the fountain. He makes a mention of Kreig, which is a fantasy world I've been making for years. I smile, as he talks about the Dragons of the Game.
    5. 8/19/11 - 24th LD: First WILD

      by , 09-18-2011 at 07:33 PM (Sydney's Nightly Adventures)
      I was in my room. I sat up in bed and RCed, just to make sure that it was a dream. It was! I tried not to get too excited. My room was dark (since it was nighttime), and I tried to "turn on" the lights. I yelled, "Light!" Didn't work. I closed my eyes, pointed at the light, and said, "Light!" Still didn't work. So I gave up, and walked around in the dark. As I walked down my living room stairs, I saw these weird bomb-omb looking animal things. They were different colors. I assumed that my mom made them.

      Where my kitchen was, there was a tropical bar; and in front of that were little pools of clear water, with candles and lily pads and flowers on top of the water. It was pretty. I saw my sister and told her that I was dreaming, but she didn't think anything about it. I walked into the little bar place and tried to summon.. guess who.. Taylor Lautner.

      I looked up at him. He was ugly. So I tried again. This time I closed my eyes and thought of his face, then summoned him. He was just a tad cuter this time; but still not good looking. So, I summoned a chocolate bar instead, which kind of looked like Hershey's, but had a yellow wrapper.

      I looked at the words and entertained myself by looking back and looking at it again. I eventually ended up throwing the chocolate bar away for some reason Lol. My mom was outside, and she was talking with my friend's Aunt. They looked a ton alike, except she had longer hair than my friend.

      I wanted to fly out in the same spot; which I noticed we were on our church's sidewalk. The Aunt stood by me and yelled, "You can do it!" So I ran, closed my eyes, and jumped. I felt gravity flip me over in the air as I hovered. It was awesome. I didn't open my eyes which was a bummer.

      Somehow, I had flown back into my own bed. Or transported there. My "dream" bed that is. I looked out my window, to see lights in a circle like fireworks, and I wanted so bad to go out there. I was thinking of breaking through my window, but I got sleepy.. and lost some of my lucidity. I sat there thinking about it and eventually "fell asleep" and found myself awake in my real bed.
    6. 8/6/11 - 23rd LD: Possible DEILD

      by , 09-18-2011 at 07:29 PM (Sydney's Nightly Adventures)
      This was really cool. I may have not set my alarm last night, but as I was falling back to sleep at around 5:30 a.m., I was daydreaming. Eventually, that daydream turned into a dream! Then I realized, wait, I'm not imagining this, my mind is doing it for me! So I "pretended" to RC. I "thought" about RCing. (I didn't want to actually do the movement, because I was afraid that I was still awake)

      So I started daydreaming about something I can't really remember, then it turned into a dream. There was this cat like person who had a "time out" outside on a dock with a humongous shark! I remember sitting at a window about 15 feet above her. The dock was floating on the water, and she was able to escape, but she could not. She didn't mind the shark, she actually talked to it. The shark was as big as the dock.

      I turned around from the window and saw two nerds playing a game or something. Can't remember. I turned back to the window and wanted to go save my friend on the dock, so I jumped from the window (stupid thing to do, I know) and lounded on the dock. It hurt my legs. I stood there for a second with a weird expression on my face. I said, "Ow."

      Then some more people ran ahead out from the house to the cat girl on the docks. This time, more docks appeared. Sometime during the dream, I thought, "I think I'm dreaming now. Let's RC!" So I thought about the feeling of RCing. I thought about how it felt to breathe through your nose. I think I did it, but I can't be sure. I don't really remember what I did next.
      Categories
      lucid , memorable
    7. 33rd shared dreaming attempt- whiterains dream

      by , 09-18-2011 at 06:09 PM (International Oneironaut Shared Dreaming Journal)
      whiterains dream

      can only really remember a brief bit of lucid flying from last night. also a little bit with a group of people talking about fighting techniques and teaching each other things. damn im sure there was alot more but i had to get up
      Categories
      lucid
    8. second lucid dream

      by , 09-18-2011 at 06:03 PM
      [COLOR="#2f4f4f"]Non-luci[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00bfff"]lucid[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="#2f4f4f"]I am at my apartment. I am hiding from this guy who is out to kill me. i do not know exactly why he wants to kill me, i just know that he does. i see him slowly searching my apartment looking behind couches and what not. i my porch and decide to jump down to the floor. when i jump down, i see that exact same guy but from the past. I think about if i were to make him not hate me now, would he not try to kill me in the future. then i wonder if that would be possible or would it just make a paradox. [/COLOR] . [COLOR="#00bfff"] Then i say in my head, " this must be a dream". as soon as i thought that the whole scene changed to this blurry snowy white scene. now i know it's a dream because scenes spontaneously changed so i do not need to do a RC. I want to make the vividness and lucidity more, so i say out loud " i am dreaming" and i start rubbing the ground. this really helped. i am at a snowboard park. there is snow everywhere. i somehow have a snowboard (or atleast expect a snowboard to already be on my foot) and i start going down the trail. I see some dream characters also snow boarding and i see him break his legs. i help down the rest of the way down the lane. after helping him down, i walk away and see a sports bike. i decide to steal it. I saw the owner right next to his bike but still decide to take it. a few seconds after i get on, he pushes me off and he makes his bike shoot at me. like the bike had some build it machine gun or something. the whole seen was like saints row 2 because i saw my map at the right side of the screen. ( or my vision) Also i kinda just dangled to the ground when he killed me. I wake up soon afterwords. [/COLOR]
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable , lucid
    9. Yet another Lucid Dream

      by , 09-18-2011 at 04:19 PM (It's all about Awareness.)
      Here I am waking up from along dream after I went back to bed earlier this morning, I went to sleep and had a long dream like I said, Woke up after that and I felt like I couldn't open my eyes, So I drifted back into a dream. So I was in the dream, I was in a bedroom. I noticed something was off. I saw some water falling down a door that looked like a shower from when you take a shower. It was falling and everything. I was thinking something was off. So I didn't know if I should walk through it or not but I did it any way. I ended up in the living room and I noticed a glass table with game consoles sealed in it. I went up to it and saw my parents around. I felt soaking wet when I walked passed the water.

      Any way. I noticed the glass table. I saw a purple PSP, it looked like a game boy colour. And something triggered me. I noticed. Wait a moment this is a dream! Then after that I begin to stabilize. Again with the hand rubbing technique. I got fully lucid. I saw my DC dad looking all mad at me, He got angry with me for no reason and came after me, He looked all pissed off, He tried to come after me, I got a Japanese fan with some rice in it. I tried to turn it into a sword but it didnt work, Instead it turned into a sword like stick. I got mad and when he was coming after me I told him I'm not afraid of you, He walked pass through me and I woke up. I woke up feeling with confidence and thinking wow this is really neat.
    10. High School Horror

      by , 09-18-2011 at 04:08 PM (It's all about Awareness.)
      Ok I was at some kind of High School and I was sitting at my desk listening to the teacher talking. I was minding my own business and the teacher told me to go to the copy room to do something. I told him I don't really feel like going in there it looked really creepy. The entire dreamscape had a horrific atmosphere to it. But I liked it. Any way, Here I am, sitting in my desk. Looking at a piece of paper that randomly appeared out of no where. It had allot of writing on it. I couldn't see any of the words because the words looked like it was smeared all over. And I saw some words but all the letters and sentences were all mixed up and it was really creepy. So I decided to get out of my desk and go to the bulletin board.

      I saw some sentences on some paper on the bulletin board but all the letters were all mixed up so I couldn't read the hand writing. So I realized this was a dream. I became lucid in a instant. I slowly calmed down and relaxed my mind. I stood still and looked around a bit. I looked at my hands and stabilized the dream using the hand rubbing technique. The dream then became stabilized. After that I looked around and saw a dream character sitting at a desk looking at me with a pissed off look.

      I asked him whats the matter? He said nothing to me and I kept hearing the teacher talking, He kept looking at me, "I think all the other students were looking at me" as well. I talked to the kid, I said, Nice shirt, Because he was wearing a Akatsuki shirt from Naruto. He smiled at me and things calmed down a little, I confronted him and put my right hand on his right shoulder and said its ok nothing to worry about. And he got in a good mood. So he didn't scare me out of my lucid dream.

      So everyone has left the class room, I think I stayed there for about 6 minutes when the teacher was giving out a lecture to the entire class, He said to everyone go to the copy room we need to do something, I they all got up and left the room. I stood there watching them all leave.

      After that, I was thinking of going to another dreamscape and get out of this horrific atmosphere type dream. I closed my eyes, Fell back and tried to teleport to another dreamscape, I tried to visit Hogwarts, I told my self I will visit Hogwarts but the minute it happened I woke up in my bed. When I woke up I got mad that the teleporting didn't work.

      The main reason I wanted to teleport is because I wanted to get out of the classroom as soon as possible since everyone left. I had a feeling that something was going to come out of no where and come at me, But apparently, not. The dream did have a horrific atmosphere after all and a horrific like dreamscape.
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid
    11. i think lucid idk?

      by , 09-18-2011 at 03:29 PM
      i was out side a house in the backyard. there was no sun out so im guessing it was night time. i randomly did a RC(nose plug) and it worked. but i dont think i became lucid. the dream didnt become vivid at all. nothing really changed in the dream. and i didnt really feel anything either. after that tryed to changed the scene. i closed my eyes and thought of a scene which i dont remember and when i opened my eyes it didnt work. next i tryed to walk in side of the house. but i was only able to take about3 steps befor i couldnt move. my legs were not working. i then did another rc and this time it failed. i didnt even know what to think. i remember just standing there for a few seconds then i woke up
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment
    12. 33rd Shared Dreaming Attempt - Mayatara's Dream

      by , 09-18-2011 at 01:00 PM (International Oneironaut Shared Dreaming Journal)
      Mayatara's Dream

      non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

      Girl power
      On a small self-sufficient community of women only. We live in a kind of fortress, but open and welcoming, because we never had troubles with anybody. Until the day that a bunch of guys, passing as wanderers, come by and we offer them shelter. Soon they start making really bad comments of sexual nature, making remarks about the girls beauty and so on. They also treat us badly, expecting us to serve all of their needs and I really mean all. We decide to put a stop on it and they turn violent. The most disappointing is to see that the girls quitting the fight immediately, in fear. They accept the situation as unavoidable and I find myself alone in the struggle. I conclude I can't do much on my own and decide to wait for a better moment to do something about it. To defend myself from their sexual abuses I keep myself dirty, smelly and really, really ugly. I endure their comments on how disgusting I am, but at least I'm not raped as the others. One day though, they even turn to me, wanting to gang rape me. But I know this place better than they do and I escape them through the ventilation system and get inside the walls. I find out that I am good at parkour!
      I stay in the "secret" areas of the building, just watching them and nagging them whenever I can, so they keep looking for me. I have a plan to trap them in a kind of shaft and I need them to follow me there. One day I manage to attract them to this place and I shut some really heavy doors behind them. They are in a weak position, below me in this kind of shaft. Meanwhile I have called the girls to come and help me, as they also know the secret paths through the walls. I call them to join the fight and beat the guys, but they are still afraid of them, so I jump down into the shaft to start the fight, hoping they'll follow me, but they just stay in their upper position, beating them occasionally with a stick on their heads or something. It helps, but I have to do all the hard work of kicking their asses.


      Saving Jon Stewart
      I'm having dinner with Jon Stewart, at his home. He is wearing a grey or beige shirt and he looks adorable. I'm so in love with him and he is even more in love with me. He smiles at me, almost melting in delight and I caress his face. I realize this can only be a dream and I start laughing about it. I tell him "Jon, my dear. I'm really loving being here with you and the whole romantic scene, but unfortunately this is just a dream." He says "Whaaatttt?" and looks really puzzled, but I keep nodding my head and he seems to start accepting that I may be right. I tell him that this makes no sense, that I'm just some girl he never met, from a country he probably never been to. He seems disappointed, even sad, that this might not be real. I can read in his face that he doesn't want to accept that the feelings he is experiencing for me were just randomly generated in a dream. I tell him not to feel sad, because if he is really there and he is not just a DC, it's because we do have some karmic link and the feeling has some roots from where it sprouted.
      I am not sure if he is a DC or not, but the truth is that is reactions are complex and he never fades. He stays very solid in the dream.
      As we are still looking at each other, some guys invade the house in a rush and kidnap us. I don't even have time to react. When I come to my senses again, we're in a church. Jon is lying on an altar, apparently still unconscious and I'm tied up to a chair.
      I am now only semi-lucid, but I recall all of my dream powers. I fire up red lasers from the palms of my hands and I cut the ropes. When the bad guys see it, they come to knock me down, but I pierce them with my red lasers. It's not pretty, but it has to be done. Unfortunately they keep coming and some of them are about to grab Jon to take him away, while I'm busy fighting. That's when some asian girl breaks in through a wall and helps me by shooting a golden energy blast from her chakras to Jon's chakras, which somehow creates a wall shield between him and the bad guys. But this required a lot of energy from the girl, who falls down in exhaustion. I feel that she is my friend, but I can't remember who she is.
      I protect her, thankful for her help and keep shooting lasers in all directions until I kill all the bad guys.
      Meanwhile the shield around Jon has weakened, so I generate a purple orb of energy around him that is smaller but more stable than the previous shield. Our reinforcements arrive and they take the purple orb with Jon inside to a safer place. Me and my girl friend sit exhausted on the floor and I ask her if I can take a shower at her place. She is sorry to say no, but she is not going home, she has to leave immediately to some other mission. I understand. We give a warm hug to each other, until next time.


      Moving
      Some boring dream with my family, involving moving stuff from my house to my aunt Lisa's house. By mistake I hand her over my hi-fi on a box and then she has to leave it at some friend's attic for me to go get it some other day.

      Mystical dance
      I find myself as a spectator of some kind of talent show. There's an asian guy, probably chinese, doing an acrobatic exhibition that leaves everybody extremely impressed. But in the end the judges tell him he has broken the rules, because no circus performances are allowed, only acting, singing and dancing. But because he was so magical, they decided to offer him a second chance.
      I feel so much compassion for him, even genuine love in my heart. There's a brief moment in which our eyes cross and everything seems to stop. I sense his energy and I know he is going to do something amazing. I feel passion and make it flow to him. He returns the passion and tells me in his eyes that what he is about to show is for me.
      Then he transfigures: he was bald and now he has long hair with jewels all over; he was a young boy and he now looks like a wise older man. He makes a sensual mystic ritual dance that hypnotizes everybody, specially me. Slowly the spectators transform into all sorts of enlightened noble beings. The dancer pours jewels with every movement he makes, offering them to the Buddhas. I don't dare to take any of the jewels, not even to touch them, as I fear I am not worthy of it.
    13. 17 Sep: Saving Jon Stewart and mystic dancer

      by , 09-18-2011 at 12:51 PM (Lucid-schizo-dreamer)
      non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

      Finally created a new color category to indicate the semi-lucid dreams. I usually keep them in blue, but they are definitely not regular dreams and deserve their own color.

      23:30

      Girl power
      On a small self-sufficient community of women only. We live in a kind of fortress, but open and welcoming, because we never had troubles with anybody. Until the day that a bunch of guys, passing as wanderers, come by and we offer them shelter. Soon they start making really bad comments of sexual nature, making remarks about the girls beauty and so on. They also treat us badly, expecting us to serve all of their needs and I really mean all. We decide to put a stop on it and they turn violent. The most disappointing is to see that the girls quitting the fight immediately, in fear. They accept the situation as unavoidable and I find myself alone in the struggle. I conclude I can't do much on my own and decide to wait for a better moment to do something about it. To defend myself from their sexual abuses I keep myself dirty, smelly and really, really ugly. I endure their comments on how disgusting I am, but at least I'm not raped as the others. One day though, they even turn to me, wanting to gang rape me. But I know this place better than they do and I escape them through the ventilation system and get inside the walls. I find out that I am good at parkour!
      I stay in the "secret" areas of the building, just watching them and nagging them whenever I can, so they keep looking for me. I have a plan to trap them in a kind of shaft and I need them to follow me there. One day I manage to attract them to this place and I shut some really heavy doors behind them. They are in a weak position, below me in this kind of shaft. Meanwhile I have called the girls to come and help me, as they also know the secret paths through the walls. I call them to join the fight and beat the guys, but they are still afraid of them, so I jump down into the shaft to start the fight, hoping they'll follow me, but they just stay in their upper position, beating them occasionally with a stick on their heads or something. It helps, but I have to do all the hard work of kicking their asses.


      3:30

      Saving Jon Stewart
      I'm having dinner with Jon Stewart, at his home. He is wearing a grey or beige shirt, a flawless shaved skin, looking adorable. I'm so in love with him and he is even more in love with me. He smiles at me, almost melting in delight and I caress his face. I realize this can only be a dream and I start laughing about it. I tell him "Jon, my dear. I'm really loving being here with you and the whole romantic scene, but unfortunately this is just a dream." He says "Whaaatttt?" and looks really puzzled, but I keep nodding my head and he seems to start accepting that I may be right. I tell him that this makes no sense, that I'm just some girl he never met, from a country he probably never been to. He seems disappointed, even sad, that this might not be real. I can read in his face that he doesn't want to accept that the feelings he is experiencing for me were just randomly generated in a dream. I tell him not to feel sad, because if he is really there and he is not just a DC, it's because we do have some karmic link.
      I am not sure if he is a DC or not, but the truth is that his reactions are complex and he never fades. He stays very solid in the dream.
      As we are still looking at each other, some guys invade the house in a rush and kidnap us. I don't even have time to react. When I come to my senses again, we're in a church. Jon is lying on an altar, apparently still unconscious and I'm tied up to a chair.
      I am now only semi-lucid, but I recall all of my dream powers. I fire up red lasers from the palms of my hands and I cut the ropes. When the bad guys see it, they come to knock me down, but I pierce them with my red lasers. It's not pretty, but it has to be done. Unfortunately they keep coming and some of them are about to grab Jon to take him away, while I'm busy fighting. That's when some asian girl breaks in through a wall and helps me by shooting a golden energy blast from her chakras to Jon's chakras, which somehow creates a wall shield between him and the bad guys. But this required a lot of energy from the girl, who falls down in exhaustion. I feel that she is my friend, but I can't remember who she is.
      I protect her, thankful for her help and keep shooting lasers in all directions until I kill all the bad guys.
      Meanwhile the shield around Jon has weakened, so I generate a purple orb of energy around him that is smaller but more stable than the previous shield. Our reinforcements arrive and they take the purple orb with Jon inside to a safer place. Me and my girl friend sit exhausted on the floor and I ask her if I can take a shower at her place. She is sorry to say no, but she is not going home, she has to leave immediately to some other mission. I understand. We give a warm hug to each other, until next time.


      5:30

      Moving
      Some boring dream with my family, involving moving stuff from my house to my aunt Lisa's house. By mistake I hand her over my hi-fi on a box and then she has to leave it at some friend's attic for me to go get it some other day.

      Mystical dance
      I find myself as a spectator of some kind of talent show. There's an asian guy, probably chinese, doing an acrobatic exhibition that leaves everybody extremely impressed. But in the end the judges tell him he has broken the rules, because no circus performances are allowed, only acting, singing and dancing. But because he was so magical, they decided to offer him a second chance.
      I feel so much compassion for him, even genuine love in my heart. There's a brief moment in which our eyes cross and everything seems to stop. I sense his energy and I know he is going to do something amazing. I feel passion and make it flow to him. He returns the passion and tells me in his eyes that what he is about to show is for me.
      Then he transfigures: he was bald and now he has long hair with jewels all over; he was a young boy and he now looks like a wise older man. He makes a sensual mystic ritual dance that hypnotizes everybody, specially me. Slowly the spectators transform into all sorts of enlightened noble beings. The dancer pours jewels with every movement he makes, offering them to the Buddhas. I don't dare to take any of the jewels, not even to touch them, as I fear I am not worthy of it.


      7:00

      Updated 09-24-2011 at 10:51 AM by 34880

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      non-lucid , lucid
    14. Tropical

      by , 09-18-2011 at 06:11 AM
      I appeared in a tropical environment on a beach and saw a long beach house out on the horizon near the sand, i start running towards it. it feels amazing, just like running on the shrooms. i arrive at the house, its empty but made specifically to my liking, a huge bed lays on the floor and a TV with a screen saver of the ocean playing. i lay down on the bed and feel immense happiness. in doing so izra enters and lays down on this big bed beside me. He turns on the ps3 and we begin playing some racing game, we are laughing our asses off and i notice that allen and stefay are laying on an opposite big bed on the other side of the room smoking and looking towards the beach and ocean having a great time. leo brings in some food he cooked and gives it to us luna being full size following him everywhere. i tell izra i want to go out and play in the sun since its peircing its way through the entire room making the tv look insignificant. izra takes a frisbee and follows me outside, he tells me he learned to throw it miles away and tells me to run a mile across the beach. i do so in a split second with a big leap forward. this junks me back to an understanding, i cud not leap like this in real life, i am lucid. i wait paitiently and see izra as a small dot in the distance, and see a miniscule object approaching me at light speed. i jump 50 feet in the air but miss the frisbee in slow mow, and hear izra laughing in the distance. i leap after the frisbee but the scene changes and the frisbee lands in a field far away. i enter the feild but the frisbee is gone, blue roses surround the entire landscape and i am fully bewildered by their beauty, intricately designed and symbolic forces of power they stare me down and force enregy inside my body. they are speaking through vibration. being lucid is extremely important when nature feeds u energy as they can only channel it to you, and you must harness them inside you in order to progress. the blue roses teach me this in an indirect way and feel my understanding, therefore intensify the amount of energy them inside me. i feel utter gratitude from this energy and feel my entire body lift as if on the DMT experience. with a jolt i awake and realize i have only slept 5 hours and now need to go to school, but am not tired. it seems dreams never tire of their creativity and teaching, hence the reason why they are so important and the waking life.
      gherman
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      lucid , non-lucid
    15. Tried to make fire.

      by , 09-18-2011 at 05:36 AM
      I was in my room and everything looked normal.

      The dream was unstable, so I rubbed my hands together. The dreams clarity came back pretty well.

      I walked up to the front door, wondering if I was sleep walking and was gonna get hit by a car. I opened the door and stepped out.

      I the jumped up and started to fly. The world became upside down do I was flying with the sky below me. I then tried to cast a fire ball.

      In the effort of trying the dream faded.
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      lucid