non-lucid

These dreams were pretty long/clear and at some points vivid. I seem to be becoming more aware of my surroundings unlike previous dreams but dialogue is almost always forgotten. Gotta work on that.

First dream started out with me being outside in an open field. There was a bonfire and people were standing around it, talking, drinking, and having fun. Some dialogue was had between the people and I was just there listening in. I sadly can no longer remember what I was hearing. Woke up after a few minutes of listening cause I was cold.

I went back to sleep and found myself in this cave like area with a huge amount of people my age.It was a big dark room where the walls werent normally plastered. They were all students (Some had backpacks) so im guessing I was in a part of a school. I was with a few people talking about something and this guy shows up out of nowhere and starts to pick a fight with me. I think I may have said something sarcastic or mean in a way to make the people around me laugh (Never do this) and he got so mad he tryd to punch me. I punched him once in the face and then when everyone looked to see what was going on, a security or administrator came and broke it up. The admin told the guy, who didnt even look like a student, to leave. He was a tall man with dirty dark blond hair and a beard to match. People made a path for him to leave at the opposite end of where I was, in this brightly lit white hallway. He turned the corner into the hall and disappeared. I noticed this Asian chick walking up to me and im sure she asked if I was okay. I said yes and I think I started to flirt with her. Some of her friends came over and started talking in Chinese or Japanese. I couldn't understand them but she seemed to have been laughing by what they were saying. I whispered in the Asian girls ear to tell me how to say something in Chinese/Japanese. When I stated the word, I obviously enunciated it wrong and they looked at each other and repeated it like "Oh, chia odemisi! or something like that . I started to smile, when all of a sudden a huge explosion went off in the hallway of where that guy went into. People were screaming and I immediately moved through the crowd to check it out. I knew that this had to be because of that guy and when I looked through the white hallway, I noticed there were sticky bombs placed all over the sides. The admin from before came up from behind and he knew what my intentions were. He asked me not to be stupid and to be careful. I told him not too worry and that ill stop the guy. I backed up and ran towards the bombs, right before the first bombs I began to slid on the floor at high speeds. As you get close to the bombs, they light up with lasers.This part of the dream became vivid and could feel the floor and air rushing past me as well as hear the sound of the alarm activating the lasers. I slid past a few and at the next set in front of me the bombs were placed in a way unavoidable. These were the last set for this hall, as there was a wall then a right turn coming up; I had to think quickly. When I touched them, they began to beep and I knew I had a few seconds. I hit the wall and noticed a pillar was sticking out of the wall in which I quickly hid behind and waited out the explosion. I was safe and the people at the end of the corridor were glad to see me in one peace. I maneuvered around the next corner of bombs and had one more corridor to slide under. I began to slide and the closer I got to the exit, the lower the bombs got. The last one I managed to miss by what seemed like a hair. The admin screamed out that I got lucky on that one and I agreed. I went out the double doors to the outside, side of the school. I saw a car with someone looking inside and knew it was the guy. I went up to him and before I could speak he pulled a magnum with a scope out on me. He pointed it right at my head and I put my hands up. I think some things were said but then, I seemed to have slowed down time, because I easily grabbed the gun out of his hands and pointed it back at him. When he realized what happened, he started begging for his life and saying sorry. I took a few steps back and looked at the gun. It was a silver magnum with a big scope on it as well. I said to myself "Nice gun" and looked through the scope at some bushes nearby and then pointed it at the guy who cowered in fear. I told him he was going to disarm the bombs and help clean up any messes. He agreed and we walked back inside. Once inside, I noticed the floor was dirty and the bombs had been set off. I saw people turning the corner to a room in front of me and I went after em. I saw the admin and he said "Yeah dont worry, we took care of the bombs and are cleaning up now". I noticed someone putting tile back on damaged floor and some others scrubbing dirt. Im not sure what happened to the guy but I guess I forgot about him because I noticed my friend Tevin was chilling on a platform in the next room. I said "hey" and some dialogue was had between us. One thing led to another and he started mentioned Dubstep and Excision. I told him I was at the last concert and he was surprised because he was there too in the VIP section. He put on some headphones and started playing dubstep loud enough for me to hear. He started playing with his hands and so did I. I noticed in the corner of the room was graffiti that said Excision and it was glowing Red. I woke up soon after listening to the dubstep some more.

I fell asleep for a few more minutes afterwords and found myself with Tevin again and these two girls. One was Blonde the other a Brunette. They were both skinny and pretty but I dont remember what they looked like. This time around I knew that I wasnt in my era. I was about 80 years in the future and they were telling me about futuristic things while walking in this abandoned house it seemed like. One of the girls mentioned how I got there by stating she didnt want me to disappear again. I realized that I got here by dreaming and I knew I was in a dream but because it was part of the 'dream story' I wasnt consciously aware. This guy in one of the rooms was playing music and I asked him if he knew this one song currently playing in the radio now. He said yeah but its from decades and decades ago. "Hacent heard it in forever" He said while laughing. I began to fade away and the girls were sad I was leaving. When I was gone, one of the girls said "I wonder when he'll be back" in a depressed way. The dream switched to the two girls and Tevin walking on a sidewalk with a lot of people around them. They walking inside a Diner to get some seats and while sitting down I re-appeared. They were excited I was back and the girls hugged me. Tevin gave me a handshake and I sat down and looked down at my feet. I suddenly remembered I had to Anchor myself to the dream so I can stay for a long time. I told them I'd be right back but the girls insisted on coming with me. I told them they could come and I was walking to find a nice place to sit and anchor. We walked by a crowd of people and to the right of us was a road where no cars drove on but people were walking. On top of us I recall seeing a series of highways. I saw a nice little edge to hang on and we walked through the grass and sat on it. One of the girls said "This is nice" and the other agreed. Brunette sat on my left and Blond on my right. I began to think about really anchoring myself and being a part of the dream. I could feel my conscious waking up but at the time I thought it was me being planted to the dream world or in this case future. I looked at my hands and thought "Focus" while saying this my vision would become extremely clear than blurry and back and forth. I looked at the sky and it was beautiful bright blue. I breathed in the air and felt the cold go in my lungs. When I breathed out, fog came out but it wasnt cold at all. I noticed the girls breaths were the same. They both started leaning on me while holding on to my hands and I remember feeling so happy and loved. I woke up a after a few minutes of sitting with them.

Last short dream was of me in a second floor food court, trying to get some subway. I went into a burger king at first and someone handed me a bag of fries, he was a tall black man with dreads and said to take it so I did. He later went back to me and asked if I took something, I said no and he just walked away and asked someone else. I left and went into Taco Bell. Again I walked out with another bag of free food and finally found subway. Went inside and woke up.

(LOL PUN)

My dream(s) is/are fragmented, and I can't remember the sequence because I forgot to recall.... AGAIN!

I'm in my dorm for a while, then I think I went out to do a test? (I don't remember walking out), but anyways I got the result and it was really bad.

I went into some kind of portal thing and appeared in some kind of dimension filled with interconnected pipes. I have no idea how but I managed to go down and go into some kind of door.

I'm in Valucre and I'm roleplaying as a wolf that wreak havoc everywhere.

I'm going around shooting a certain group of people with a gun that doesn't work, but somehow manage to banish/kill them when they are shot at enough.

I called Ewan on my landline and asked him was he going to be back this weekend because he'd sent me a text saying he'd be back for Berry. I have no idea what this means now I'm awake but it made total sense while dreaming. He said that some of his texts must have given me the wrong idea but it was OK. The signal on his phone faded out and I was left like an idiot, looking out my bedroom window saying "Hello? Hello?" Into the phone for a few minutes. It was a beautiful day outside and I could see the sun glinting off all the little waves rolling up on the beach.

Dream shifted and I was in bed with Ewan. He kissed me then tickled my sides, really made me laugh. I tried to do the same to him but I forgot that he wasn't ticklish.

Dream ended.

very weird dreams. the dream, everything in it it i knew was going to happen it was like reading a book and seeing the movie.

the walgreens i stole a little bit

at an island stranded with people a man got seperated by hsimelf and was walking no the beach alone when a dog bit him. the blood attracted other dogs from far away and he was chased by a hoard of dogs in the night. a crowd of green eyes sprinted toward him leading the man to run towards some civilization. he ran into a man who grabbed him pulled out a gun and shot him.

Just a heads-up, if you don't know about my tulpae or don't know what tulpae are, you're going to have no idea what I'm talking about here.

Okay, so, I was on the tulpa.info IRC channel, and Kayleigh was possessing my arms so she could type. I had to try to force control back because I remembered that Link was supposed to be the one possessing me, since we're the ones working on possession IWL at the moment (Kayleigh and I haven't started yet). Then I woke up.

D, and J are with me. We were scoping out this crowed building full of mobsters. I think they called a meeting together, and we were sitting near the entrance. J started randomly hitting his panic button on his car. Over and over. One guy was getting pissed. I had something...like a mirror. I used it and flashed it in his eyes. He kept talking trash, and we all gave each other that look, and started rushing all of them at the same time. I went for the trash talker...he had to be about 6 foot six. I was hitting him with straights and elbows. Then the guy pulls out a 22. I backed off ducked around the corner, saw D disarm a guy with a .45 and point it at the other dude. We continued to wreck shop on these guys while backup came to handle the situation.

I came in another room where a kid was at, and I swear she had drugs on her. I frisked her, and she was clean. Someone else was watching me, and I told them "damnit I quit". I wasn't going to write up this long drawn out report about how we ended up in a gun fight without finding any drugs. My plans were to move to California and handle the rest of the case my own way, since I remember they said that was their main base of operation. I met up with the guy who was the girls father, and he was offering me these 12 packs of stimulants for the drive over there. I'm wondering where he came up with all of that crap, and I've never even seen most of the stuff there. Either they're banned, or just don't exist. Maybe this is our guy.....

08.11.2012

Ryuuji (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being with Takasu, Ryuuji in the anime Toradora. We were pretty good friends (I guess I could have been considered Taiga). I remember we were both sitting on my bed in my room, talking and laughing about something. Suddenly he stops and says, "Hey... do you want to go out with me?"
I gave him a puzzled look. "Like... out on a date?"
"Yeah.."
"Okay, when?"
I don't remember his reply.

We walked outside together. It was raining, just a light drizzle. Ryuuji took an umbrella from out of nowhere and held it over me. I blushed. That was nice of him.
We sat on a bench outside for a while, just talking about the future.
I woke up later and missed it so. I thought it was real.

08.11.2012

Space Organazation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being outside where our garages are at my mom's house. This woman was taking some sort of photoshoot of a woman I didn't know. The photographer looked a bit familiar. She looked at me. "Will you go tell Miss _____ (can't remember her name) that the _____ (party?) is on ______ (a date)?

I contemplated that sentence for a minute. I walked back through the garage, but then forgot it. I walked back out to the photographer and asked her to repeat it again. She growled at me but repeated it again. I then ran back inside so I wouldn't forget. My house was transformed into some kind of super galactic space organization where everyone had what looked like huge razors but were lit up, like light sabers.

I walked to the back where a huge room was sitting. There were two double doors leading into it. One was closed, and the other was a little open, so I wasn't sure if I was allowed to go in there. To my left, I heard a man saying, "Oh no, I am so sorry, I ruined it all." Over and over and over again.

A little creeped out, I walked away to find the woman. Instead I found a man playing with some kids on a playground set inside the house, and I asked him to get the message to her. He said he could, and left.

I was watching him from a distance now. He was really clumsy. He accidentally hit a wall and his razor went through it, a clean cut. He did this three more times before somebody got a hold of him and told him to calm down.

I'm not sure what happened to him, and I woke up.

I find myself standing in front of the mirror. I am looking at my hair and it is surprisingly long. I wonder how long has it been since I went to a hairdresser and I know it hasnt been so long. I think to myself "god, I must go soon, its going to be such a change. How did this happen??" (At this point I should have realised I was dreaming, but for some reasons I didn't)
Next, I finished some kind of running race and I know I made it in 1:48. Others were telling me that it was marathon race, but I know that it could not be, as I would never run it in that time. It must have been half marathon. (surprising event, where I should have done reality check!!!)
Then, to our house comes a group of my brothers old class mates or maybe their friends or family as I am not too familiar with what they look like. They come to tell us that there was an accident of the school bus of my brothers school trip and many people are injured, so they coming around to take something to the hospital for them, if we want to send it. I sure am going to send something, but when I ask what, they say fruits of vegetables. So I run to the green house. For some reason I am trying to get in through the side by pulling out one of the glasses. But the it cracks!! And I think to myself SHIT!!! My mom is going to go crazy, because it is sure very expensive. But luckily it was just the thin glass and not the big, thick glass block. I take some vegetable (I think) and I am also pushing the glass in front of me (WHY??). But then as I push it over the stone steps, it breaks into many pieces including the thick glass. (Mom is going to go metal for sure). I panic a bit as the people are still waiting for theirs stuff. There is a lots of trash hanging on the glass. Some cables and other crap. I give them some knotted wires and an old valet and they take it. (I have no idea, it is strange and I should have done reality check at this point!!)
And I am still wondering about my long hair!!!

Next, I am still in Zasada, going to our shopping centre (which is closed and I should have realised that!!!) There is a girl going on a scooter, so I stop her and ask her if she would give me a lift to the shop. She agrees and is quite keen. When we get there, I get off and she wants to kiss me. So I kiss her on her cheek and and she tries on the lips. I think I do it, but not too keen. (she reminds me of the german girl from the bar!). When I get to the shop I am looking for something. Then I notice that the singer from EdGuy is coming there. I am not sure if I talk to him, but I know that they have concert.

Next, I am in a bus and it seems like its mostly people from my class or school mates. (This is screaming for reality check!!) I am sitting at the back, and there is a big guy, dressed in sport clothes, showing off that he could beat anyone from us. I kind of believe he could. Then the buss stops and most of the people get off. I look through the back glass and see them whirling around for some reason. I dont know why. There is another really sporty guy, who looks like hes into martial arts so I tell she show off if he could fight him. Then I tell him that I show him really good hand massage techniques, but my intention is to break his arms or fingers. But I dont remember if it happened or not at the end.

I certainly missed many clues for the reality check, especially the long hair and the location.

Well another night, another Grimm dream. What I remember is only a fragment but still from what I can remember:

Nick is called out to the murder of two people but to say it's strange is an understatement. He calls Monroe over to the scene and it turns out the pair aren't dead at all. They are a type of Wessen that need to be hit by lightning every few years to keep on living, however the lightning strike puts them in a death-like state until they recover from the strike.

I don't remember much else but I can remember when Nick first walked onto the scene, he entered the living room and all you could see when he walked in was an overturned armchair with the occupants foot sticking up in the air. They were wearing tights and a slipper.

There was also something in there about the incredibly hot Captain Renard but I really don't remember anything other than he was in the dream at some point.

Was playing the day[9] mod of starcraft called “team monobattles”. I rolled mutalisks and for some reason the bases were really close, and it looked a bit more like Free For All because I had no vision of my allies’ bases. Also I had two starting hatcheries which was kind of odd, since zerg always start with a single hatchery. I didn’t notice any creep either, which I should have because that’s pretty much what zerg is all about. Had I noticed that I would’ve easily gone lucid.

Last night I can recall two dreams.

1. It was night and I was at this random girl's house I had never met. For some reason though it was like she was my GF or something. Anyways, despite my lack of interest in such things in real life, we were very excited for her parents to leave so we could um... get to business. *wink wink* Anyways, her parents finally left and then we went outside on a trampoline and had quite some time.

After this dream I woke up from REM wondering wtf I had just done. Quite frankly I was apalled with myself that I actually let that happen, but I guess it was just one of those dreams I couldn't control.

2. I was in this little town and rumors were going around about this disease or something that had infected a few residents. I was then at the hospital of this town and a girl there got REALLY angry over something very trivial. (can't remember what it was) Anyways, she then changed into this HUGE and quite frightening beast that started on a rampage through the town. I remember that everyone madde it out of the hospital however and we went around telling everyone in the town to evacuate. I then remember getting my car keys out of my pocket and after making sure everyone else had left, I went and drove off myself.

For some reason everyone had decided to meet at this large international airport. We all made it there safely and then found a phone to get ahold of the military to go bomb the town and kill the monster. However, i then remember just BARELEY escaping this plane that flew literallt about a foot over my head and then had a rough landing. Then there was a large earthquake as the beast made its way to the airport. Thankfully, a couple of Abrams had shown up by then and blasted it to pieces. I can then remember watching some soldiers carry the remains to a forest to bury them there for some reason.

I'm at a nice place....it it's some structure that's separated by a river, but they have things like boats and stands that go along it. N and F are pushing me to ask HER out....not just a date, but to be my girl. My only excuse is that i can't find her...and that's easily shut down with "go out and find her, I'm sure she's here". As I search around the place, I'm running scenarios through my head.

What do I say to her
Do I just ask her out
Do I just kiss her and then roll with that? I can't do that because kisses don't always mean as much to some people.
It's all so weird.

I mean I know she was going to say yes, so I'm not nervous about it...I just want things to come out alright. I look out towards the river and I see her on a legless dock that's held to the shoulder of the river by chains. I guess it's purpose was to allow people to get the feeling of the river with out having to go anywhere. Her hair is curled this time...I head over to see her, with all these thoughts in my head, and the dream ends.

I was in a place that was supposed to be my house, though it looked more like an apartment. I was out in front of it a ways, when I looked back and saw these kids (young teenagers) running out carrying some of my stuff. I started to chase them to recover my things. But when I looked back more kids were running in my house. I stood there in the middle feeling helpless watching the kids running in and the kids running away. I felt like no matter what I did I would lose.

I've been watching a lot of Grimm this past week and it's started showing up in my dreams, especially the delicious Captain Renard!

I'm sitting in the front seat of an ambulance talking to someone about Cpt. Renard. I don't remember much of the conversation, only what we were talking about. I remember seeing a black man with dreadlocks at some point in the dream but that's all I really remember

Tryglycerides

I was at a restaurant at the bar or at a high table. I saw a guy with a book about 8" thick, maybe more. It was ridiculous. The spine of the book said, "Triglycerides." There were other words, but I couldn't make them out. That really didn't matter.

I study diet IWL. I'm no more interested in triglycerides than anything else, but I figured in my dream that this guy obviously is studying them in depth, and it is something I'm interested in, so this was a great opportunity.

I asked him to tell me about triglycerides. He said, "OK..." It was as though he was going to say something, but he wrote it on a napkin instead. When I read it, it was in cursive and said, "I" "I have" "I have" and kept going with similar stuff. It looked much the same from one pair of words to the next. I Mentioned how odd it seemed.

The guy said, "Well, there are thousands of definitions for 'trigycerides." I thought to myself, "Well! I'm not about to work out thousands of definitions." I turned and looked at a lady beside me who was possible a friend of the guy I was talking to. I turned to her and her bare breast was right there. Her nipple was shiny with some kind of grease or water or something. It was pink and lovely.

I don't attribute this to precognition by any means, but it is very interesting that today IWL, I was reading a new book I got on synergies and came across triglycerides and why they are bad. They come from animal fat and they reduce the effectiveness of leprin, a hormone that tells you when you are getting full.