non-lucid

Before I begin I feel I've seen this girl before in my dreams. In this dream, I found her to be some sort of movie star, but in a previous dream which I believe to be the same girl, she was a vampire, who I fell in love with and helped save her life from people hunting her. That dream was over a year ago.

The girl and I were dating, and I was going to her house for the first time. It was enormous, a mansion even, and she had loads of people already over. I thought we would go say hello, but she took me out to a room which was empty, which I assume was her bed room. It was octagonal, and the floor was kind of messy. I figured we weren't supposed to be out here, and looked through some curtains at the people in the backyard, which was one giant pool party, and tried to hide behind the curtains as much as I could. I instinctively took off my pants for some reason, and turned around to find a lot of other people in the room, all sitting on a large couch waiting to watch a movie. I was extremely embarrassed, and pulled my boxers back up and sat down (this should have made me question, as I don't wear boxers anywhere but to bed). My 'girlfriend' wouldn't go anywhere near me, I was thoroughly confused and embarrassed.

I was in the large shopping centre of my city, with my Dad, trying to find something fun to do. It was late in the evening, and most of the stores were shut and had their lights off. We found a games shop/arcade somewhere (doesn't exist). There was two tracks set up with slot cars. One was for regular small matchbox looking cars, and one was for really big ones, which looked like big yellow triangles made of wood. The controller for these larger cars were weird, you had to crank some sort of handle to make your car go faster.
There was a small blonde child who was really good at it, and whipped the controller around to make the handle turn. The cars got jammed up at one point, and the second time they were about to, one of them hit my phone incredibly hard and knocked it across the room into a window sill. I went over and found that it was perfectly okay! Which really confused me, but hell who cares? I made sure the phone wasn't scratched with my mouth and then continued on with the dream. End.

I had a weird experience of having two dreams in one, with one dream happening while the other was being told as some sort of folk lore story, which I was able to visualize while the dream was happening, really different for me
The folklore story being told to me throughout the dream was about a man who would smash other people's right hands with a hammer. One day, this man's right hand got smashed by someone else, and he never, EVER slept again. Thrilling, I know

The rest of the dream was a bit weird. I woke up in my bed, (if I made RC's a force of habit every time I woke up I would have realised it was a dream!) I rolled over on my side and sat up, pulling my eye mask up from my face. There was lots of day light, and my dad woke me up by trying to clean my room. He was digging through a pile of stuff which was where my computer chair was supposed to be, and at one point he threw a stick of bamboo at me.

He said 'We need to clean up this pig sty.' I disagreed, telling him it was only desk clutter making it look dirty. I took a look around my room, and it seemed perfectly.. normal for a dream. My clothes were piled up where they were supposed to be, snuggie on my dresser, books and assorted mess on my table. I find it odd that I actually conciously surveyed my environment and didn't find anything wrong with it, at least my awareness is kicking in!

A girl who I met at a party a couple of days ago was texting me, she was relatively boring but I kept talking to her. I used both my phone to text her and then got on msn on my computer and kept talking to her. I sat in my computer chair playing with an LED down light. It was like a faded yellow block of plastic, with an LED in the middle. I remember looking at the LED and noticing it looked more like a yellow lightbulb, but when I turned it around it definitely shone white light in my eyes. I even noticed it wasn't plugged into anything, and didn't think anything odd of it. Dream ends around here.

Non-lucid, Semi-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm in an old, dusty, dark shop with gray-brown, wooden walls, a high ceiling, and lots of rows of wooden shelves. Mr. H. [my first music teacher] is there. When I see him, I tell him that I'm glad to see that he's still around and still active.

There is a sign hanging from the ceiling above a passageway that leads to another room. The sign points the way to different departments of the store. I walk through the passageway into another, larger area of the shop. This area is the grocery store. A large family with a bunch of kids is grocery shopping there. I hear one of the members of the family mention that they only ever buy produce from Ralphs [a grocery store chain in my area], so they won't be buying any here.

[The dream shifts, and] I'm playing Petpet Park. I'm controlling my usual player character from a third-person perspective, just like in real life, yet my computer isn't part of the dream; the world of the game is the world of the dream, and I'm controlling my character using only my will. [That was pretty awesome, especially for a non-lucid.] I'm walking around a spooky, Halloweeny-themed area [that looks nothing like any of the ones that exist on the real site]. I'm inside an old building. While there, I set off a quest by causing a penguin non-player character to start walking forward from his spot next to the wall. He's off on his way to make a potion. This event is the first in a quest series that is accessible to non-paying members as well as paying members. I spend some Nickcash to get into a small room off to the side.

I decide not to go through a narrow doorway into an area where I could start some other quests. Then, the spooky atmosphere of the area starts to scare me, and I decide I want to get out of there. After getting outdoors, I decide to try to fly to Celestial City. [Celestial City is another in-game area with a more beautiful, peaceful mood. In the real game, player characters cannot fly. I think the fact that it occurred to me to try to reach another in-game area by flying indicates that I was gradually beginning to realize that I was dreaming, and not playing the actual game.] I fly away from the ground [or rather, my player character does; the dream is still in third-person point of view], deliberately playing the Celestial City background music in my mind. I close my eyes [somewhere around here, the dream shifted into first-person point of view] and open them again, trying to make it daytime, instead of nighttime. It works for a few seconds, but the sky quickly darkens to night again.

[The dream shifts again, and] I'm watching a scene from a movie involving a flyover view of an airport. I can easily identify the shooting location as Ontario International Airport because of the view of the mountains rising behind the airport buildings. In terms of design, the buildings resemble the old buildings that were all there was to the airport back when I was a little kid. They're bigger than the old ones, though, and in the same position as the new buildings, although they're not as long as the new buildings.

[Dreamskip.] I find myself flying over L.A. and the ocean. I am now definitely lucid. I can feel my pulse pounding in my head. I strongly suspect that the sensation is coming from my real body, but I choose to ignore that thought and focus my attention firmly on the dream. I use the moving-my-fists-together-or-apart technique I've described in previous entries to control my flight.

I'm driving along Pacific Coast Highway. I decide I want to drive to Newport Beach. I know I've succeeded when I pass a motel that has a sign on it that says “Newport Beach.” I also pass another, two-story motel that has water slides built right into the front of it.

When I get to the street that leads down to the beach, I turn left, then peel off to the right to follow the road that leads down from the mesa and over to the beach. [This road exists in real life. The motels do not, as far as I know.] Since I've met my goal of driving to the beach, I think, I am awesome!

Night of May 23-24, 2011

I'm at Disneyland. I'm visiting with some guy who [apparently] designs and develops roller coasters. I watch a video of a roller coaster in action. The video freeze-frames at various moments.

At Disneyland, there is a new building under construction, and it is visible from the hub. [I think] It's in that space that they can never quite decide what to do with, the space that used to be home to the House of the Future and is currently a character meet-and-greet. The new building fits in well in its location; it's built in the same architectural style as the rest of Main Street. [It made sense in the dream.]

It is dusk, and the sky is clear and incredibly beautiful. I walk slowly down a completely deserted Main Street, carrying in both hands a lit candle in a clear glass cup. I take the time to deeply appreciate the deep beauty, calm, and peace of the scene around me. As I walk, the following thought crosses my mind: No matter who you are or where you go, you'll always find your way back home.

The goal toward which I'm walking toward is a single lightbulb, mounted in a light fixture in the teal-colored, wooden wall that forms the main entrance to the park. This light fixture is right next to one of the doors by which people enter and exit the park. I set my candle down on the steps leading up to the door, then go out through it.

On the other side of the door, there is a wide, concrete-paved entrance plaza. Out here, it's still earlier evening; the sky is on fire with the golden light of a sun that hasn't set yet, but will soon. There's still nothing but a vast expanse of parking lot beyond the perimeter of the entrance plaza. I see F.J. [a real-life friend] crossing the plaza, approaching me. He's been looking for me, because he's there to pick me up and take me home.

[The dream shifts.] I'm in a fancy restaurant, [possibly] in Downtown Disney or at the Disneyland Hotel. I'm with someone who I know is actually Eames, even though he looks exactly like Leonardo DiCaprio. [:-) Plot bunny?] He picks up a drinking glass from a nearby table and shows it to me, showing me that this restaurant is where one can find the kind of glass that my candle was in. He then tosses that glass onto the floor, breaking it. I'm horribly embarrassed by him.

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Side notes:
This was a particularly clear, vivid, and beautiful non-lucid. Not only was the scenery beautiful, but so was the sense of happiness, peace, and well-being I experienced while in the dream. I still felt wonderful when I woke up from it.

Night of May 24-25, 2011 [I think; or it might have been any day between the 25th and the 28th. That's what I get for not bothering to write them down immediately.]

I'm in my current bedroom with J. [a real-life student of mine]. I'm hugging her and pouring out love and affection, as if she were my own child, even though I know she's my student. She returns the love and affection, hugging me back.

the dream started with me appearing in the front of my school i was going out with the girl i liked named adriana i barely got to see her "pretty much looking for her the whole dream" so i went looking soon i found a boa looking staff with a sharp diamond tip and something.. at the bottom. cant remember. i had a cross in my pocket "for a neckalase" and a dog tag shaped rectangular accessory that had carvings of a ak47 and other things on it i again cannot remember. but in the dream i found a sephorothe toy from final fantasy and found his long sword peice to go with it but it was bent D: so i went to find another one i went onto this rocky cliff and a guy hade two peices for the toy on was a short sword but it was red with flames the other one was a dagger. so i took... THE AWSOME RED WITH FLAMES SHORT SWORD!!!!!!!!. and put the peice on him i was happy then i found an RV with a fat dude with glasses driving it he asked me hey kid. "who me" yeah you. wana join the dream team! he said. they discussed there dreams when they awaoke helped eachother attain lucidity and traveled in an rv everywhere and they were fat. its like a dream come true <--lOl get it. but anyways when he asked me this i said. id have to ask my mother "i said in my head" but anyhow i found adriana and she wanted jewelry so she took off the sharp diamond from my boa staff and gave me her neckalase i felt used. after that she left didnt find her and i woke.

I was supposed to be part of a show on stage. I will be the last person to "talk," even though the show is something like dancing and singing and stuff, and I don't understand why I was just going to "talk" in the end. Perhaps I was assigned to give a closing remark, or something.

I was observing the whole show, organized by a Ms. Mon, and I said that I'll observe first before I give the closing remark. However, I left in the middle of the show, thinking that I seem to have no room in that kind of show. I told my agent/manager to tell Ms. Mon that I cancelled my speech as we went to our room in the hotel. He told me that we'll have to pay for our hotel and food if that's the case. I told him that's not a problem.

Then I went on an incoherent travel, in a school, with a lot of hiding from enemies in dark suits and stuff.

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Dreamsigns:

on stage
Monique
chase

I was walking somewhere with T and realized there was a tornado just maybe 20 feet or so away. I remember the light dirty brown color and it swirling, and I saw a twister coming out from the side and breaking off, but it was a darker smoky color. I told T we needed to get out of there, but he said we'd be okay. Then it hovered closer and passed. I saw two more in the distance and thought how amazing it was to be that close to a tornado and not get hurt.

My recall has been shit this past weekend, so hopefully once I get back into the monotonous routine of school amd work, I'll be able to focus more on dreaming and rememer to write these down before I forget them. I swear I remembered more than one dream from this night, but I didn't write them down in time.

I dreamt I had bought a gun from the pawn shop for $150. Or maybe a couple guns; I'm not sure. I was still staying at Rosas house and apparentley it was this big deal I even owned them. The entire dream was basically me justifying my purchase of the handgun and everyone telling me I didn't need it and me getting in trouble just fot owning the thing. Thankfully, I didn't end up shooting anyone.

I went to go visit my grandparents who happened to live in South Dakota in this dream. When I got there, I met with my grandparents, my dad's wife, my step cousin Dylan and my friend Courtney. We set up this huge projector-like screen and started playing a Wii game on it(New Super Mario Bros. :3). I introduced Courtney to Dylan and made sure we all knew each other. Then out of nowhere, we were at my house playing the same game as before, in my living room. Courtney was playing the game this time while sitting on my lap and I kept getting her killed

I am in training to drive a big rig.

I dreamed I was watching an old training video for trucking. My road instructor was in the movie; he was
about 25 years younger than he is in waking life.

Well that was like 10 dreams i had i've sleept like 15 hours lol....

so i forgot the some dreams and i remember like 3 of them which were the last i can say..

it was so that i was with my close friend outside and we were walking he wanted to walk me somewhere , and in 1 moment we found a hole ,big hole that u can build anything lol.
so my friend did something with that hole he took a plastic paper or so and put it everywhere at the top of the hole so u cant fall down lol..
then we were playing with the nails we wanted to make it more secure and so .. and litle sand or a rock fall down and we hear there is water ..
aha ok he said to me look we can jump and swim or something lol..

i told him will u jump?
he took a ciggaret he smokes and he jumps.
here is a picture example where he jumped.


after jumping he told me that
"Man i jumped and felt down with my Tongue !" Loooooool.
i laughed and told him ok lets go lol ..
then we walked outside dont know where.. cus the pool build was inside a long wall.

and i dont know how.. but m friend was so crazy that he found or had a bucket full of water and he throw all the water at like 5th stock appartment Balcon and the windows and everything went wet ...

then i told him lol lets go to other site .. he went to the side of the appartment and was walking so i jumped from the wall to the other side cus i saw 2 guys coming which were the owners of the appartment .
and i met together again with my friend after like 20 secs and told him hey man whats up bla bla.. so those ppl dont understand that we did throw that bucket..
and we walked somewhere else but they came somehjow and they were talking to us something ... we went to buy ciggarets [ i had all the time in my mind ,Lucky Strike" ] i wanted those cigs lol. i wanted luck so those ppl dont get us or something..
.. and they said in 1 moment some fuckers throw us a full bucket with water at our balcon and its all messed up ..

i asked my friend we buy lucky strike right?.. and went to buy.. then i wkoe up and writed that dream .. just few words that i dont forget .
[btw i knew this place. it was in Cyprus there was/is a Big Pool and big appartment's that i remember and also the ciggaret shop near it..]

so i sleept again ..and i went alone somewhere and i was walking ... then i figured out where i was and wanted to walk home..
then i saw a House from a Pater who i knew in cyprus when i was young like 11-14 i was going to him very oft and was talking to him..
then i said .. lets go in
i looked from the window and so [door was closed]
and he looked me at 1 moment he was excited so was i and the door opened it self and walked in..
he watched me he didnt recognize me good that i was the boy who was visiting him alot.
then i told him my name i am .. he got excited i went inside.. we sitted we talked about few things , where was i wht i was doing and so i told him .. then i hear something at the other room and i see 1 hot girl..
woot.. anyways continued talking and somehow he hurts his hand with a nail it made a hole at his hand and then more 2 mans come and 3 girls from other rooms and trying to help him.. i was like wow????
i told him relax relax it will get better put paper to avoid the blood etc..
he said yaya..
i told him dont loose ur blood u need it pater.
then somehow he made the blood stop.

and what was strange.. was that he opened or someone else opened the TV and there was PORN... and the pater started taking Photos? with his Phone..

i was like woota??
then i dont remember what happened with him but i rememeber that i moved to otherplace somehow with these girls and friends.. it was a weird dream.. there was a river and everytime i see it its like a TV and the river has some weird monsters inside that if u swim u will get hurt so much that u wont walk again
cant find an image of it cus its not onlinit was like too 20 feet and head then at the end 1 boy comes out from the water and screams with his bluh face...

so i said " i won't swim again in a river "Isar" isar is a river here where i live ^^"

so then i had to go to school i thing or something and i went to the doctor with 2 Glasses? wtf????
1 glass with my piss 1 glass with a proof why i am sick and i dont wanna go to school it was a flying pet a small one.. and that wasnt my doctor it was my teacher .. she said we are closed its 2:35 or something.. i said i am waiting like 10 mins here and it says at 2:28 its the last chance
she called somewhere and explained then she took that small flying pet and i told her it was in my stomach.. then she ate it and she tho it will come out from mouth ..
i told her it wont u ate it it will die inside..

also then she gave me the paper to show in school and i left.. oh damn finally..

then again continued dream with my close friend..
the thing we were challenging was we were going in places and everywhere everyone was watching us.
at the building he throwed the bucket those ppl was watching us and few more.. also i told him to come on the place where my Pater was and explain him abit..
we climbed in like 2-3 feet Rock and seat there. and it was just next to the window of the house of pater..
i started explaining him.. " it is very strange, weird and different that 3 -4 years ago when i came to pater he was different that i seat and we talk about interesting stuff and it was warm and everything ...
then he told me hmm is he in the room now or something?
i didnt knew and the lights got ON.
that was in middle room Lights.
then the lights of that window which was next to us got ON too and it was the Pater with 1 Woman doing something on Computer or writing i dont know i just climbed down quick that he dont see us and my friend aswell .. lollll


ok then he told me . now i take u to a place. [ like it was my turn to challenge u xD]

i saw a Big Pool. he said now we must go to pool.
we went to pool we were inside there was aloooot of ppl. like 30 swimmin and 10 siitng.

what i saw was That guy from twilight "Robert" with 1 Lady and 1 Other guy friend of him with other Lady.
my friend says...
now u go to 1 lady and take her and jump with her in pool and swim and do it with her, ill go with the other lady..

woot i went and i did that i jumped with 1 lady and the man was jacking of before that and i swimmed with her i tried to do something and my friend aswell and i see the 2 guys jumping inside and trying to catch us.. lol it was fulll of funny ..

somehow my brother was there and he was tripping with the 1 girl and my friend also
the 1 guy catched me and he blocked my hands or feed so i cant move.. but somehow i jumped and moved and also continued with that girl i did it and my brother too and my friend also and when i did it .. they all thumb up for me lol , it was like i won..

that was all i remember ... thats my weird dreamy..
15 hours dream no Lucid tried to when i woke up severalt times but no chance.



Thanks for reading .

karli

I was somewhere in an unknown area. I was standing there and someone who i called 'father' ascended and came to me. I was like hi dad. And he had a serene smile. It was not the father i have known for a long time. It was someone near the age of 30-40 so it was probably a younger version of him. He had beautiful black wings. It was as if i was kneeling and he held out his hand to me and i grabbed it. Then he pulled me up and suddenly I had wings as well. Mine were white.

And that was all I could remember, but i know there was a lot more though..

Dream - Lucid

I was in what looked like my mom's car. I was parked somewhere, in a driveway I think, and I was sitting in the passenger's side seat. Someone, I think it was Dakota and I had no idea where he came from, handed me a phone, not sure if it was mine or his, but he said there was a "7-page text" on the phone. He handed it to me, and the text was from Austin, an ex. It was a very long message, and all I remember about what it said was
"Tear down two walls and build one up.", something along those lines. I think he was trying to break ties with me or something, but in a nice way.

I remember having another message or something, but I can't remember who it was from.

I then fell asleep in the car. I woke up and it was nighttime outside. Two guys were knocking on the car door. I opened it, and one of them asked me if I'd take the other one home. The guy that he wanted me to take home looked crazy, kind of like the guy that reappears in my nightmares (messy, medium-length brown hair, crazy look in his eye). I told him no. I tried to shut the door, but the guy with the crazy guy held it open. The crazy guy got halfway in the car and started trying to talk to me, I don't remember what he said. I shut the door, but they opened it again. I finally shut them out just in time for some more people to try to force their way into the car. I got in the driver's side seat to try to drive away. I was really scared.

At this point, I knew I was dreaming for a second and tried to wake myself up. I blacked out, I may have woken up for a second even. I was then in the car again, and Kacey was there outside the car. I told her about what happened with the people trying to get in the car, and Kacey said
"You can be here until 5:30."
I said I knew, but I couldn't stay with all those people trying to break into the car.

I decided I was hungry, and needed to go get some food. I stopped at Panera Bread. They closed at 9, and it was 8:45. I saw that they were trying to close up. They had already taken their soups off and everything. Even so, there was a line. I stood in line and waited for my turn. I remember the guy at the register was being a complete smartass to everyone. I figured it was because they were about to close, and there were still people ordering food.

I got to the register, and it was now about 8:50 or so. I was trying to decide what to order. I said something to the guy about them closing. He said something about some supervisor being there to interview him. Apparently, he wasn't going to be at that job for much longer, so he was just being a smartass to everyone because he could. He said something smart to me, I don't remember what. I'm pretty sure I didn't order anything there. I went to go find another Panera, one that closed later. I remember going into another one. I think they closed at 10 instead of 9.

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I remember being at Subway, ordering a sandwich. The lady taking my order was a bigger black lady. She looked like she wasn't very happy. I ordered a veggie sandwich (my usual at Subway in waking life ). She got to the veggie bar and asked what I wanted. I listed things off.
"Spinach...banana peppers..."
She slowly built my sandwich. I then told her I wanted black pepper and vinegar. She started to put salt on the sandwich, stopped, poured some salt on the cutting board to see if it was salt or pepper, and then said
"Oops."
She put pepper on it. Then, she started to put mayo on it, which I hadn't asked for. She put a little on it, then figured out her mistake and again said
"Oops."
I said it was ok, I'd eat it anyway. She gave me the sandwich. I sat down and scraped the mayo off, and took off any veggies that had mayo on them.

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I remember walking down to the beach. It was a nice day outside. I walked down some stairs, and saw the back of Jarrod's (an ex) head. He was sitting on the stairs and wearing a grey hat. I almost walked past him, but decided to get his attention. I ruffled his hair/hat as I walked by and said
"Hey Jarrod!"
I thought he'd ignore me or not respond, but he said
"Hey Krista.", and we talked for awhile.
I remember his voice sounded different from what I remember (we haven't spoken in over a year in waking life). As I talked to him, I noticed his hair got shorter.

I'm back in middle school. I see all my friends from there and I'm a little confused because I seem to be able to recall which high schools everyone chose to go to. So I wonder, how is this possible if we're still in middle school? Come to think of it, i kind of remember going to high school..? I dismiss the thought and talk with my old "friends." Suddenly I'm on a bus. The bus is really big and I lay down on a huge seat. It's like one of those travel buses instead of a city bus. I am laying down facing the back right in the front, there is a blanket wrapped around me. I figure I am going to IS 27, but its weird because it's not like a city bus. I'm in a half-way sleep when Felix enters. I'm in a bit of shock, and I only see his back. I can't look at him in the face since I'm supposed to be sleeping! Nevertheless I get a pretty big rush, and stare into his back in slight panic as he puts his stuff down. I cover my face with my blanket a little as he turns around and recognizes me (as I always do when I sleep), but I'm asleep so he doesn't rouse me. I feel around for my metro card in silence but I can't find it, which worries me. What if I have to get up before he leaves? I look a mess (haha). I fall into the halfway sleep again and kind of recall him getting off. As he does, I rush to the bus driver and talk to him about Feef. I ask him to tell me what stop he got off on. I feel content.

The bus gets off in a pretty big parking lot, and I see the Forbes twins. I'm not really sure why we got off in such a place, but I hang around, still happy about glimpsing Feef. The dream has shitty recall at this point..and I remember showing up at school. The cafeteria lady gives me a paper with a key and tells me I've gotten a single at Tidewater (or rather, I read so). This is great news! I exclaim my joy.