non-lucid

31.01.2015

Weird ETs (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Full Dream (+1)
I was in a big house and I think I was staying over night. The house had like three or four stories and pretty much my entire family was in there. I was feeling homesick so I wanted to do some star gazing. As I was climbing the stairs, I heard my that calling me. He pointed at the sky and told me, "You are psychic like me, so I am sure you can see this in the sky. As I looked up, I saw:







I felt pretty amazed, all four squares were alien crafts moving and I could communicate telepathically to them. I spend a while with my dad gazing and chatting about other planes of existance.

After a while, the dream shifted and I was in some sort of major extraterrestial building research. There were actual ET beings here and I was thrilled in exploring this place.

While I was exploring it, my wife told me to go to the hidden chambers and try to get some interesting information. As we were exploring the facility, out of the blue I turned lucid. I knew I was dreaming (+10) and just to double check I did a RC (+1) which it failed. I told my wife (+2), "Don't worry, it is just a dream, nothing will happen." It seems that some sort of emergency was going. My lucid was extremely low quality and I could not focus properly, I was barely holding lucidity about this one.

My wife told me something about intergalactic sex, but I felt bad disrupting the beautiful ET energy (loosing lucidity.)

As I went outside, I was wondering if I could take stuff out of the dream, in waking life. My wife told me to go to produce store and see how it felt to do a robbery in a dream. I imagined I had a gun in my poket and I was able to pull one (+4) but at this point in the dream I was loosing focus fast until I either went to no lucid or woke up.

New dreaming result! I had significant (semi-epic) dreams *both* of my childhood home and my prior adult home, both in the same night (one after another I think).

Dream signs or oddities that captured my attention in the dream, funny/interesting moments in bold.

FM = false memory

This is but a taste of what I dreamed. I know scenes were forgotten, and details.

earlier:

+(f) college friend FG: hands me a piece of fish, then a piece of chicken, I take a bite of both, they're both slimy

+(f) I have FG in a headlock, I'm contemplating knocking him unconscious (editorial: serves him right for the slimy food!)

The location seems to be the doorway of my sister's bedroom in childhood home, looking out into the hallway. I see FG's face up close to mine.

later:

+ childhood home, neighbor tree with projectile-poop-shooting macaques, bathroom window, shower, visit neighbor & more macaque poop-dodging [it runs out of ammo]

I'm in my childhood home, main floor, I'm really happy to be here. I open the sliding glass door in the dining room and go out onto the deck. I stand at the railing looking at the view and look down to the trees/plants in our neighbor's yards down the hill from us. The trees look wrong, something's different. I see one of them (sort of thick, tropical looking tree, tall and skinny, with large fat leaves) is so tall that it has bent over and reaches all the way to the trees/bushes underneath our deck. This is not good, since I think that animals can climb up this tree to reach our house.

I notice movement in the tree, it turns out there's a "macaque" there about half-way up. It's attack is shooting a strong, tight stream of projectile poop+liquid from it's ass at high speed and far distances. This stream heads for me and hits me squarely in the chest / face. I detect a faint poopy smell. This is nasty. There is another macaque sitting quietly on top of the deck railing where it meets the house on the right, quietly.

I head to the bathroom upstairs to take a shower. There is a macaque on the roof, opening the window, I rush to close and secure the window. Macaque opens it again, I close it and try to secure it, I can't seem to lock it shut. I take shower.

I am now in the house/yard of the house below ours where the "macaque tree is." I look up and see the projectile-poop-shooting macaque is still there. It shoots a few weaker streams in my direction which I successfully doge, it's running "out of ammo." A few last nuggets of poop fall out of its butt. The people who live there are moving away. I ask "you're taking the macaques with you, right?" They say "no." I say "oh God these macaques will be unsupervised."

+ adult home [First time both prior homes visited in one night!]: floor uneven, neighbor fence reduced, garage stairs & hamsters, male being & genitals, outdoors and young men making out

I'm walking through the rooms of my prior adult home. I am thoroughly enjoying being back here. I look at the gorgeous hardwood oak floors. I notice in one room there is a depression in the floor, an uneven area like the floor has partially collapsed down there, a few feet long and a few inches wide, I look at it for a while confused, that wasn't here when we lived here. I walk past my kids old bedrooms and think how they'd like to see them again. I head to the master bedroom and go out the sliding glass door to the back/side yard. My attention is instantly drawn to the fence across from my, it's completely different from how it used to be. Instead of a uniform height, the fence at the point right across from the master bedroom door become half height (full height going off to the left), extending all the way to the right edge of the property. The neighbor's yard (M) is fully exposed and visible, I see the plants, trees, and a dog running around there. I also see into the yard of the house beyond them [FM, no such house], because the fence on the far side of M's yard is also half-height.

I walk along the fence to the right a bit, then two young girls, M's daughters [FM, M has only one adult daughter] are sitting there, (I get a no-panties up skirt peek at one of them?), they go running into the house to get a present for us they prepared for our return. I wonder where M is?

I go down the stairway (to a basement?) [FM, just short steps into garage], and while heading down I notice a small hamster cage on a high windowsill. It is 3/4 covered on top with a white cloth draped over it. I see one hamster clearly inside. I'm confused, I thought our hamsters died a long time ago, the new owners must have bought new ones?

Heading back up the stairs with a bunch of chidden, it's hard to get through the opening, I instead manage to pry open the door and the kids can easily get through.

I'm right next to a (young man? A male being, maybe not human) sitting in a (large hamster cage?) He's rubbing his genitals in the bark at the bottom of the cage, this will increase his power? He's rubbing back and forth, there's not much "down there". Then I look again and he has a large, erect penis. I think "uh oh looks like he achieved his power."

Outdoors in the backyard, I'm talking to someone but my attention is caught by a sight I see through a window/the walls inside the house, two young men making out. Better not to disturb them.

+(f) preparing to question guide about equipment in large indoor dock

+(f) trying to access bank account with banker, keep entering access code wrong, 90-degree left rotated "c" (is is a "u"?)

I ask the banker "will I be able to access my <my bank's name> account through this system?" He says/nods "yes." Can't enter the code correctly. Funny "u" character that looks like a "c" rotated on its side, or an "o" with just a small bit of the top missing"

+(f) long narrow walk-in shower with ex-GF SB [non-sexy]

I'm maneuvering past SB to get to the water.

I was in some kind of prison/school. A guard was showing me around. He showed me a shop where we could download something but only from certain terminals. He told me the others were for public use. I vaguely recall traversing the prison before this point but I don't remember what happened during that time.

At this point I watch a circle of leech like creatures in a containment unit. There are people outside the unit working with their hands through those wall gloves. Next to the circle of leeches I see what looks like a human leg, but it's grey and covered with boils and pus. It has a leech like mouth where it's toes should be. The leg is somewhat flat but it still looks like a human leg. The side of the containment unit obscures the upper part of the leg, so I don't know if it was connected to a body.

I attend an awards ceremony. I brought something up to the stage and walked down to get a seat. I saw some of my old classmates and sat down beside them. One of the girls said "Sean one" (Sean is my name) and I joked back that I should take this chance while I can. Right afterwards I said that I'd "one" many more in future.

I was on a school trip with my classmates on a bus. The bus journey lasted for quite a while but I don't remember much of it, I think I spent a lot of time looking out the window at scenery but I'm not sure. Eventually I saw a sign for a shopping centre and Cinema. I assumed we were going to the Cinema. As the bus drove up to the entrance of the shopping centre, a girl wondered out loud "Is this one of those drive in shopping centres?" We crowded into the centre and walked down a hallway. Many of my classmates walked to a leaflet stand and picked one up. I started walking towards the main area (meaning to ignore the leaflets) but turned back and picked one up anyway. At this point I saw a guy I recognised from my old secondary school walking up stairs. I hurried to catch up with him. (I never did) When I was in the main area with my classmates I realised I had accidentally picked up four leaflets. I offered three of them to classmates who didn't have one and they were happily taken. I then looked down at my own leaflet but the pages had become loose and the text looked like gibberish. I became frustrated.

At this point I woke up and wrote down everything I could remember about my dreams. My hand was sore from the furious writing. I went back to bed.

In dream land again I was in a primary school for disabled/ill children. (I don't know what, if anything was wrong with me) I was sitting in front of a computer screen. (all the kids desks had computers) One of the computers adjacent to mine had something about werewolves on the screen. I spent a while just sitting around when a bald dark skinned girl sat down beside me. I think she noticed there was nothing wrong with me because she became agitated and started asking for help. She was foaming at the mouth and when she screamed I could feel her spit on my face. Eventually the school day was over and I began to leave the school. My mother had come to collect me. As I was leaving a boy tried to hit me (bully I guess) but I kept walking, sidestepped him and then pushed him over with my left hand without even looking back. (It was pretty cool)

At this point I had left the school and began walking between two iron barb fences. (not at ground level, at the top of the fences) The space was pretty tight and I think there were branches and bushes growing between them. I saw my mum at the end so I kept moving. When I reached the end I felt the fence bend under my weight, my mum and two girls from my secondary school helped me down. We walked home.

I just remembered something else while typing this. I was in a car being driven around Bangkok. I saw a lot of burnt out buildings but eventually we came to the main part of the city. I don't remember what exactly was said but somebody implied that a famous Bangkok landmark was just a flat screen with the landmarks image. I took pictures as we circled an important building. (The camera didn't feel like a camera) I've never been to Bangkok so I'm sure it was just a nonsense location, but I'm impressed with how real it seemed.

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Last night was weird because I felt like I didn't fall asleep at all. As far as I knew I had been tossing around in my bed until early morning when I suddenly remembered all these dreams. It was really hot last night so it was hard to get comfortable.

It was in the cloudy afternoon. It was cold. I was in school. I was going from the entrance. Scenery changed to dark, moonless and starless night. I couldn't see anything, but luckily I had a flashlight with me. Weapons from Half-Life appeared, and other people were running and taking them. I decided to arm myself, and deathmatch started. When I've got some weapons people disappeared, and I went to the boiler room. It was dark, I couldn't see anything and my flashlight gave faint light, so I could see only blurred shapes in front of me. Suddenly I saw something moving up on some kind of platform. I jumped up there, and faced an old hag. She tried to kill me, but somehow I started flying. I attacked her from the air with the weapons I've found before. She resisted most of my attacks, and I landed because I couldn't fly anymore. I landed near the platform, and she tried to attack me from the top of it. A DC came to watch the show. He was staying near me. I somehow took a battle axe from my pocket, and striked the hag, killing her. Her body have fallen of the platform, and landed on the floor near me. It started changing, and now I saw a body of young woman lying on the floor. I took the axe, and hacked her head open. I couldn't see te brain and told a DC Something's not right. Where's the brain? I looked again and found it, filling only half of her skull. I told Why is the brain filling only half of her head? The DC told me It's fine, don't worry about it. I replied But shouldn't it fill all the space available for brain? Shouldn't it fill all of her skull? DC told me I told you, it's fine.

I've been terrible these last two weeks. Not getting enough sleep, not a consistent sleeping pattern. On a day to day basis, I'm doing my MILD/DILD checks less frequently because I'm just too busy and swamped under a lot of pressure at work.

However, I remember quite a bit from last night's dream, which is surprising because i'm not sleeping more than 4 hours per day at the minute, something that needs to change.

Again, it's another non-lucid dream, and it's video game based.

I am the dragonborn, and I have been roaming the lands in search of dragons. Protecting people from dragons, and killing dragons I meet. These dragons weren't the same as in the game though, no, these dragons were really really really big and more often than not I had a group of people I had to get to safety before any fighting could begin, normally through barriers and what not. This goes on for awhile, protecting people, flying away from dragon, and protecting more people, and so on.

Then at some point I am teleported to a room, a bedroom. Someone was asleep in the bed, but woke up when I arrived there, asking who I was. The reason for me to be in this bedroom was the big tv screen, it gave me a large view of the world map. I said "I am the dragonborn". At which point an alarm starts going off. 3 hours until the world ends. The guy who was asleep, asks "can you do it?" I say, I dont think so, there are so many dungeons I haven't cleared, as I show him on the screen, "theres just no time, fuck". I say, when the world ends it will restart and I will have the same amount of time to save the world than I did this time. I will definitely do it then. (OP note: think majoras mask).

Then, I am teleported outside with 5 mins to go, I see a massive golden dragon head statue poke it's way through the cloudy skies above, as it aimed for earth, it signaled the end of the world.

I think I woke up at this point, but immediately fell back into a dream.

January 29, 2015

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Back to Romania!!

I was one of three siblings from Romania. While we lived in Romania, there were lots of adventures, mainly running away from this flying monster that was always after us. I'm not sure that we were human; in fact I think we were some medium-sized rodent-thing. After running away from this big flying monster (we were swinging through huge trees that were much more like a jungle than Romania, but whatever) we ended up going through a magical portal which landed us in the field behind my house back home.

I got separated from my two siblings, and while looking for them, I found out that the Power Puff Girls lived there. And they wanted to eat us. Well, Bubbles and Buttercup wanted to eat us. Blossom thought it was wrong to eat animals (she must have been a vegetarian). Anyways, Buttercup and Bubbles had laid a series of traps for my siblings and I. One of them was at the little trolley line running from the shed to a large tree. There was another wire running along the ground there, and if we tripped it, we'd explode or catch on fire, or something. The other thing they did... was use our call. We used a call back in Romania to make sure we were all safe (kinda like what Rue and Katniss did in the Hunger Games, but the tune was the one my mentor teacher uses to call the kids to attention). It was so strong in us to reply when that call was made, that when Buttercup made the call, I yelled, "THAT'S NOT FAIR. THAT'S ABUSING THE POWER OF THE CALL." And I came out from hiding. My siblings had also heard the call and were with me then. And so we had to fight the Power Puff Girls.

I don't remember specifics about the battle, but we beat them somehow. I remember something about using the trampoline that used to be in the yard against them, maybe we took the net off and trapped them in it?

Anyways, after we beat them, there was a tall, skinny man in black who was also from Romania. He had falling into the same portal, and didn't know how to get back. He came out with a huge gun, and was going to catch us, because Bubbles and Buttercup had promised him they'd get him back home if he helped them get us. I convinced him to help us instead, so we could all go back home together. He said I had a good idea, and I replied, "Dude I know I have great ideas, now LET'S GO."

I assume we all got back safely. I vaguely remember flying above my house, maybe the portal back to Romania was in the air?




Fragment: Class

I was teaching a small, extra class and one of my students was there, and her mom, too.




Odd Way To Fly...

I was learning to fly with this weird contraption where if you blew through a tube, you went up, and if you pinched the tube, you went down. I was in a sort of game with my brothers and a few others (I think Zukin was there), and we were seeing how high up we could go. Everyone was afraid of losing oxygen, but I was like, "screw it, I can't get hurt!" and kept blowing through the tube until I hit a barrier of sorts really, really high up. I think I had a suuuuper low level of lucidity, because I was confident that I wouldn't die even if there was no air. I was so high up that the others flying around looked like ants, I could barely see them. When I looked at the land, it was a little bit like in Minecraft when you fly super high in creative mode, where it's just this big square of landscape. I also remember going through phases of different colored atmospheres, like the sky above me would change color until it was white, when I hit the barrier.

I flew back down and reported that there was a barrier before you'd run out of air.




Evil Overlord Waterbender

I was playing a survival game of sorts on a deserted island. There were two teams of three people each. My team had decided to set up our home base right on the beach. We had built up a foundation for our house with large square rocks (almost Minecraft-y) and used straw and bark and newspapers and magazines to build up a more comfortable floor and walls. I had become the leader of my group (though I'd like to think it was through honest means, I think I was more of a tyrannical dictator).

There was a sort of refreshment store right next to our house. They sold a drink called Grape Rape (How could you, subC, HOW COULD YOU) and another, alcoholic drink, called Rum Running. Apparently it was enough rum to keep you drunk until you drove all the way across the state. Like you were supposed to buy it, drink it all, and then drive across the state. IT was like the House Special Challenge, or something. If you made it there in one piece, you got another, apparently.

Anyways. The opposing team tried to cut off our access to the water by blocking off the spot where we were going to put a dock, so that we would have to make some sort of deal with them. But I was like hahaha FUCK NO, and went all waterbender on them or something. I raised my arms and the water started to rise from the shore and move out into the ocean. The way the water flowed out was really trippy and hard to describe. It was strait and dramatic, then moved out with 90-degree angles and whatnot. It rose three levels, and then the guy ran away. I threw a huge boulder out into the water, where the guy had been in a boat (as if it weighed nothing) and then tossed out a suspension-bridge-like set of planks that automatically connected to the boulder, creating the dock we had desired.

The water had lowered again, but when it rose, the walls of our house got torn down, and all that was left now was the floor made of newspapers and magazines. It was strange, they were like rolled up and filled in the space, so it was lumpy. I was laughing maniacally and gathered my two underlings and we just laid out on the magazines and fell asleep.

I was looking for something to eat and decided to put some bacon that was in the fridge inside a toaster to heat it up. My parents were around annoying me saying i was being too picky. I opened the toaster to see a whole pack of bacon with the cover on. Baffled i asked my parents "Did i really just put the whole packet of bacon in the toaster!?" They said yes. I was still tempted to eat the bacon.

The next thing i recall is i ended up in a place where a few kids were. I saw a stack of boxes in a place and looked inside a box and pulled a toy out of the box and asked why there were toys inside. They told me someone put toys inside. Than someone made the boxes collapse. After that the scene changed. I was now in a anime world and was on t.v. The channel's logo was Tihiti i think. XD Everyone in the show was running around and a narrator was describing lots of terrible events that was occuring. After that i jumped out of that scene and ended up inside a weird looking place.

It looked like a redish and bluish painted place and was decorated to look like a deserted cave like place where a ship was. There was a huge door too. I heard my brother's friend and my brother talking excitedly and laughing. I was going to peek inside but stopped when i saw a girl walk out with something. I ran after her into a hall than jumped her and asked her why she was here.

Than out of no where i heard a guy ask me why i was beating up his manager. I turned to see Jim Carey."Who are you?" I asked pretending i didn't know."I'm Jim Carey! Come on! How can you not know that!?"he asked. I than said i didn't know why than ran. He chased me and everything was starting to turn black. I grab a little girl's hand that appeared and was pulled up but he still caught me.

So then, after sleeping most of the afternoon away and being up for most of the night, I fell asleep around 8:00am. Expected nothing in terms of dreams/lucidity, but it seems as though I at least got a little bit of lucidity.

I decided to use this game I found, universe sandbox to try and re-create some of the scenes from one of my outer space dreams this time around. Though these dreams still appear to be utterly random in nature.


-Something to do with a speedboat crash.

-I was skiing on a completely unfamiliar slope. One of my skis seemed to be dragging in the snow. I fell over and did the splits but for some reason it didn't hurt. I was stuck in deep snow though. Another family came to help me out.

-Something to do with a bunch of orange tabby kittens sleeping together in a pile.


So the dream had something to do with traveling through a wormhole to another planet. The wormhole was orbiting next to a white star, something like this.



I can recall the spacecraft that was used to travel through the wormhole was heading for a nearby planetary system orbiting a gas giant. There was a planet orbiting the gas giant that was similar to earth, though a little smaller and with thicker atmosphere.

As it approached, it looked something like this:



The spacecraft landed and the people got out. The spacecraft was rather small and there were only four or five people in white spacesuits. The suits looked more like armor than spacesuits.

The people on the spacecraft eventually had to return to their home star system. They were talking about how the wormhole on their end was much larger than on the end here. Supposedly the wormhole back at their home star system was some kind of wormhole hovel where a whole bunch of wormholes linked to. They had somehow discovered this by traveling through it to one star system that with a slight tweak they could wind up traveling to any place in the galaxy.


I was in an all white room, about 20 feet by 60 feet. The place felt strangely familiar, like I had been here as a kid or something. It also had the feeling of being a couple stories underground. The whole room was full with toys. I felt like a kid as well. I felt shorter than normal. I wanted to play with the Legos. I began looking through the different boxes of blocks and action figures trying to find Legos.

I then recognized a dreamy feeling and became lucid. I began using the boxes of toys to stabilize the dream. I thing that the dream had started with appearing in the white room, it felt a little bit like a WILD in fact.

I started talking with the older, a boy with long black hair. He was about ten. There was a younger boy with blonde hair, about 5. There were two girls, both about ten and five as well.

I then noticed that the room only had one exit. I asked them what was outside. They told me that they didn't go that way, because their caretaker tried to leave the room and she never came back. So they had been stuck in the room full of toys playing for a very long time.

I told them that I knew things about this world that they wouldn't even understand. I told them that I would help to guide them out of the room. They seemed eager to go and started running into the doorway.

It was dark and eerie and the light was flickering. The ceiling got higher the further you got down the hallway. Partway down the hallway I jumped and fell forward, catching myself into flight only a few inches off the ground. From there I made my way to the front of the group, oriented myself upwards and got ready to guide them.

I saw that the hallway ended in a cavernous room with a labyrinth for a floor. The room was dark and appeared to be all white, like the previous room, though parts of it had collapsed. It had something of the feeling of a gymnasium.

I told the kids to slow down, but they started rushing into the labyrinth by themselves.

It was at this point that I realized that what I was undertaking was not pertinent to my lucid goals and that I might not be quite as in the moment as I would like.

The dream dropped through very quickly. I think I cut back to the wormhole around the giant white star for a moment. I was tumbling through space doing repetitive front-flips. I tried to steady myself and managed to do so.

I saw that for some reason I was holding onto one of the boxes of toys from the dream. I let it go and decided to just allow myself to wake up.

I started falling though. I then heard a presence speaking to me in the language of thought. It explained to me how I had accidentally created a temporal dissonance.

I asked what that was. It explained that physical matter is not so easily moved through time because it has weight. However, thoughts, memories and consciousness can easily be detached from your brain in one time and moved to another because they are metaphysical and not so easily bound by time.

It then told me I would be able to 'set' how much time I was going to travel back. This was based on a complicated resonance of harmonic frequencies. The first time I had available was 26 years 49 days 11 hours something minutes. That's longer than I've been alive. Give me a shorter time.

I got a time something like 13 minutes instead, and told the presence it could send me back in time now if it wanted to. I told it to keep me in the present. I hadn't made the right preparations yet. (Really I was just doubtful that this was just the dream playing a dumb trick.)

I woke up a moment later.

A woman's feeling every bone in her wings break in half, one at a time, methodically, starting at the tips and working their way up. This isn't happening now - it's a memory. I'm not even sure it was originally her memory - this woman doesn't have wings now and I don't know if she ever did. But she's feeling the pain of it as if it were happening to her now.

She's strapped to a chair, and a man in a suit has just taken his hand away from the top of her head, ending her experience of that memory. He didn't get the reaction he wanted. He says something to the effect of "I was saving this for a reward, but-" and puts his hand on her head again.

This time she sees a memory of Constantine strapped to that same chair, from the perspective of a woman speaking to him. The woman runs her finger under his jaw - he makes a joke about how he would've shaved, but there's this whole held prisoner thing. Although I'm in third person throughout this dream, and although visually, I'm seeing this particular image from the perspective of that woman speaking, same as the woman in the chair is, nonetheless I feel the sensation of her finger on my/his jaw, unusually vividly tactile.

The man in the suit takes his hand away again. From what he's saying now, I get the impression that the woman strapped to the chair loves Constantine, and that this man and the group he's with are using that to groom her to kill him.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

At a school, two boys close to graduation are lying in a field, watching a group of underclassmen playing some sport nearby. There's an underclassman in that game who one of them sort of took under his wing, and now the kid's developed a crush on him. The other boy is saying, great, take him home, get him "thoroughly raunched." The first boy takes this as a joke, says that he's not interested in anyone else, and kisses his throat. The other boy goes distant and pulls away. He resents emotional attachment - the first boy hasn't figured that out yet, but he will.

I'm in my childhood home and I'm late leaving to get to college. I briefly converse with my sister about it then rush to get ready.

I faff about with my bike for a bit checking I've got air in my tyres and have my lights in place etc. I start cycling and it's really hard work, in pushing really hard on the pedals and barely moving, it feels like my legs are really tied and still asleep. I look down at the gears and hear levers and try to work out what hear I'm in and how to change to a lower gear, which I eventually manage after getting thoroughly confused.

Once I'm under way I realise I've probably missed the train I was going to catch and decide that just cycling the whole way is probably my best bet. I start to get a little uncertain of the route (I've not done it in about 18 years!) The weather is glum and gets wetter, I'm getting soggy and muddy and when I get to a village on the way I decide to pull over and find somewhere to get a bit cleaned up and regroup.

I pull into what turns out to be a cycling shop and I fell a little sheepish that I was just going to use the loo to wag the mud off and I'm in somebody's shop. I have a quick wash and return to my bike. My rucksack is a bit off balance on the rack so I decide to repack it and start turning out items into the shop floor. I try shoving various items into pockets and sections, take out and refold no less than three jumpers, a blanket and two woolly hats, rearrange a small camping stove, and a bunch of other stuff I can't remember, and three raw eggs.

At this last item evinces a quizzical grunt from the shop keeper and I explain that they're a gif snack when camping and that it you pack then wrapped in your clothes or blankets or whatever, it's not difficult to keep then safe. I note that of course you have to remember they're there when you get your jumper out of your bag or you'll to them onto the floor. As I'm explaining this I'm trying to zip up my overstuffed bag and manage to pop two of the eggs like zits, looking like a fool

It was during the thaw. I was going from the bus stop to school. There was a group of classmates behind me, and we were in friendly terms. The head director made an obstacle course in the entrance of school as an action to encourage students to sport. I tried to climb up to the entrance, but I've fallen into the puddle of water. The classmates that were behind me started to laugh and joke from me. At the end they said Where did they get people like him? I shouted back In Hell! and climbed up to the entrance. A DC classmate, that was quite annoying told me Don't care about them. I've also failed to enter the school for the first time.

NON LUCID
*I was sitting across from my girlfriend at this table. She ended up tossing a penny at me by mistake and it landed directly in my hand. I brought this to her attention and we both agreed that this was a good omen, a sing of good luck.

*I was looking at my self in the mirror thinking that wow I have a big penis. LOL

*There was two black women laughing at me for some unknown and I felt really offended.

LUCID
*The dream started in a parking garage with my brother and my mom. My brother pointed out to me a lady wearing the exact same dress as my mother. I said how is this possible, could this be a dream? I did a nose RC and I could breath! I became extremely excited and soon reminded my self I have to stay calm and stablize the dream scape.

When the dream started to fad I became still and relaxed until the dream fading back into existence, then I proceded to move again. I was in a cafe so I decided to talk and engage the enironment until I felt a stable presence with in the dream. First thing I did is walk up to a table and said how are you all doing? The to people at the table said we doing fine sir. I walked to register to order a latte. The cashier gave me a receipt to sign and I signed it. Remember I am doing all of this just to engage the dream until I feel completely anchored. The barista making my coffee which was a women gave me some advice on my relationship, she said do not move in with your girlfriend until two years later.

I said to my brother standing next to me, I should take this advice it right!? I looked at the wall and noticed that my picture was hung up. Out of no where I got really horny and decided to mess around with a beautiful women but the more I looked for one the more all the women around appeared to be ugly and old. Thank you subconscious lol. As I am walking along trying to find a dream partner lol, everyone appears to be for the 70s era. I thought could this a manifestation of my past life karma since I have always felt that if I had to choose I time to live in it would be that time.

Then I noticed a crowd of kids singing a song with the words "I LOVE YOU" in it. I thought this loving manifestation of my mind. I walked up and joined everyone. They were smoking ganja, I thought I wanna try dream ganja! Pass me that I asked of the people and they did and smoke it lol. I felt high and enjoyed the sensation.

non lucid
*I met with roberto after going to school, I told him I had some good weed and asked if he wanted to chef.

30.01.2015

A banshee turns into a beautiful light-blue skinned human being (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

WBTB-Failed (+2)
Full Dream (+1)

I was in a huge house and there was a rainforest inside the house. I believe I was not human, but an Avatar and I needed to look for a Banshee to ride it. I entered a room in the house it was looking a lot like Pandora, but among the banshees, there were some weird beings also:







As I explored the room, without turning lucid, I walked around. I really neither felt like blissful or anything. I knew I was on Earth despite the beings I was seeing. I started to look for one until I noticed that the room was very brown. It looked like Majora's Mask moon:







I found that to be a very weird room and it felt familiar to me, but really did not focus on it much (+15) so I focused on catching a banshee. One of them, turned into a humanoid looking female. Her skin was blue, but not like the avatars, it was a pale blue and she fell in love with me instantly.

We went together to a differnet part of the house and for some reason, I was afraid to go to jail because I did not get a banshee. There were some cops around but I woke up.

I was sitting down at a table in a pub when a man entered and sat down beside me. I don't recall what was said but he either told me (or I just knew) that he was a pirate. He flirted with one of the waitresses. (I think) Either that or the waitress had some kind of importance.

At this point I jumped to watching a ship coming into port, towing another ship behind it. (it looked shipwrecked) I got the impression they were going to use the damaged ship for spare parts to fix their own ship. I saw a ship splitting in half like a barrel. (it was very unrealistic)

At this point I jumped again and I was on the pirate's ship (I guess I joined the crew) however we had become trapped on a part of the sea that had frozen over. I left the ship nervous that the ice would break under my feet but it carried my weight and didn't break. I picked up a shovel and ran across the ice to a large pile of snow where other crew members were shoveling away snow. I began shoveling the snow away. I got the impression we were creating a path for the ship through the snow.

Earlier in the night I woke up and felt that I had been dreaming about "monsters" but I don't recall anything about that. It didn't seem like it had been a nightmare.