non-lucid

I appeared at a subway station and a alarm sounded. There was a announcement that the new governor was making a special appearance at the subway. When the train arrived he came out of the train and people were giving him special treatment. I knew it was a dream than and started walking. As I walked I appeared in a classroom where my old English highschool teacher was. She was upset with me because I didn't do the work.

I told her i didn't care than tried leaving but there was this annoying thing that had no form trying to attack me. I pushed it out of the way, ran and noticed I was in the hallway of my house. I than looked in a room calling for Dawn or Eye but no one was around. The rooms were just dark and empty.The annoying thing came back and started attacking me again so I ran through the halls and up the dark steps. I was screaming for Eye again because I was really freaked out.

I don't normally get this freaked out unless I watch a paranormal thing where a haunting occurs and I watch those shows like once in a blue moon. But yesterday I watched Paranormal files: Fake or Fact and I was having trouble getting it out of my head. So I was calling for Eye on the dark stairs and Eye appeared running through the halls and up the steps to me. He was worried and asked me what was wrong. I told him I was really scared and to take me to my room. Eye than picked me up and was walking up the dark stairs.

When we reached the living room it was pitch black but I could see a transparent person sitting on rocking chair just staring into the darkness. Eye brought me to my room though but I could feel him fading. I started calling out for him again and suddenly everything was pitch black. But thankfully the scene changed and I was in a orange lit bedroom with Eye in front of me. I hugged him happily and noticed that there was a mirror above the bed and a closet opening. I was intrigued to open it but didn't cause I was afraid something scary would pop up. I asked Eye something but woke up.

Dream 2

I recall being in my house and my brother brought me to my room. He showed me where he took the plum he was eating. But I was confused cause I only have apples in my room. I took an apple with a tissue and noticed there was a big hole in the apple and little tiny black things on it. When I threw it out and four dream characters popped out of no where I was aware that I was in a dream.

As I was walking Eye came out of no where with the rotten apple and started chasing me. I ran because I didn't want him to touch me with it. It felt like we were playing a game to be honest because he was chasing me and the other DCs with it. It was sort of funny. When I got downstairs Eye was still playing around and I ran into my brother's room. I tried locking the door but the door dissapeared. I was like "seriously! Oh well, you win" than stepped out the room where Eye was waiting for me.

He than told me to do something really embarrassing since I lost and I did it. Than he started bursting out laughing because I actually did it. I felt weird...and thought "Is this really Eye and is he making fun of me?"I was trying to process the situation when Eye just kept laughing at me and saying he couldn't believe I just did what he told me to do.

That's when the scene changed and I was with a group of prisoners. They were talking when the guards came back and told us to get back into our rooms. They ran in and I followed them cause the guard was huge but I noticed I was on the side where the boys were. I couldn't run back though cause there was a gynormus giant keeping the others in check and I didn't want to get squashed.

Anyways I found Eye and felt safe there so I hugged him and stood there till the giant left. But than Eye dissapeared and one of the guards came and told me it was time for me to be sacrificed or something like that. I ran and appeared in a outside forest place where there were tents and broken cloth hanging and lying around.

There was a Indian man dressed in a huge blue bird suit trying to dance. I tried to do his moves just for fun but he said I was doing it wrong. So I tried doing it again and he said I did good this time but the guard and giant were now coming for me. I started flying than flew up trying to get away. When I tried flying back to where Eye was though I noticed I was in a circus like place and in front of me there was a bloody bible with a orange haired doll inside that reminded me of Chuckie.

I tried keeping the doll from getting out the book but than heard a guy laughing from behind me. I was like "Eye? What's going on?" But he just kept laughing at me so I tried pushing him but couldn't. I asked him if he was really Eye and what his name was but he didn't answer me. The doll started talking about how fun it was to scare me but I told the doll to stop and become good. It didn't want to though. I than went up to Eye and asked him why was he doing all this for. He just said something like it was only for fun. I than went up to the doll and gave it to a pink anime hair girl in the crowd of the circus. The doll started changing to something cute and good than I woke up.

I had yet another short lucid early in the night and forgot it. I'm beginning to question what the heck is going on here. Why does this keep happening to me?

I was with a couple of faceless dream friends sandboarding down a large hill on pieces of scrap metal. The hill seemed to be on a treadmill of sorts as in we didn't seem to be getting any closer to the bottom. The bottom of the hill led into the ocean.
Eventually we began seeing the stumps of long-dead trees and we had to dodge them. The scene became like a video game and we were trying to dodge the stumps as they came at us faster and faster. There were also angled stumps that you could go off of like ramp to get more points.
...
This somehow led to a dream about a town at the bottom of the sand dune. Some story involving a young boy with spiky black hair named Tarek. I think he was a character in an anime.
There was something to do with sewer monsters involved. I can recall these red and black venus-fly-trap-like creatures living in the sewers that he was responsible for killing or befriending. I think he ended up getting eaten or captured and his boss had to come save him and was angry for failing at his duties.
...
Some other dreams about being on the beach at the bottom of the never-ending sand dune. Manei was there. They were very long and I can't exactly recall what happened. I think they might be old dreams that were triggered by this one.

Me and S were on a bus. We both had laptops. S stated that he had decided to join me on Dreamviews, but he wanted to read thorugh my dream journal. For some reason I didn't want him reading that sex dream that I entered a month or two back, and I was frantically trying to take it off of my page. I messaged an admin asking to hard-delete it.
S commented that many of my dreams were very interesting and he asked me why I hadn't told him about these.
S, despite having just made an account, somehow already had this chibi anime character set as his avatar. The style of it actually looked something like the artwork that I am going to upload at the end of this dream journal entry.
...
The bus ride dropped us off by my old middle school. The two of us began walking along the path heading to my house. It was a cloudy day, actually raining a little bit, and for a non-lucid dream, it seemed unusually vivid. I also saw that the woods next to the middle school had been flattened and all of the trees broken. I asked S if he knew what had happened. He told me that there were a couple of lucid dreamers fighting, and that he had seen them going at it earlier this morning.
Just then a couple of 'lucid dreamers' showed up. Both of them male. One was just wearing a pair of shorts and had a very muscular physique. The other wore a long black assassin cloak and was hovering above the ground. The buff one picked up a log and leaped into the air swinging it at the assassin character. He made a fire wheel and cut through it. he retaliated by forming some ice spikes with the rain and flinging them back. The buff dreamer got impaled but he broke the spikes out of his chest and regenerated.
He lunged into melee range and the two had a DBZ style fight. The buff guy used earthbending to send some rocks after the cloak guy. He shot back fire spikes/drills. The fight broke down into a long interlude sequence that I forgot.
S stated that he was surprised that they were still fighting, thinking that by now one of them would have won. He said something very quote-able about how people always take fights and competition too far.
I questioned how lucid dreamers could be fighting in the 'real' world. There was some kind of faulty logic going on here, something to do with the fact that these people were actually asleep somewhere and OOB, but their lucid dreaming selves had somehow manifested in the physical world. I kept asking S questions about what was going on and he was trying to explain it logically. I started to become lucid when I woke up.

Good recall and lucidity, considering I went to bed at around midnight with little intention of lucid dreaming.

I was returning to my car in a parking lot, and when I went around to the driver's side door, I was surprised to find the headlights on. This was surprising. Had I left them on somehow? I hoped the battery hadn't run down too much. But then I noticed the passenger side door was open as well. I peeked into the backseat to make sure no one had gotten in and was hiding back there, then went around to close the passenger door. At that point I saw three guys in front of the car, one holding jumper cables. I'm not sure how they got my car open but apparently their aim was to use it to help jumpstart the car next to me. It looked like they had just finished. I indicated the other car, from which I could distinctly hear the purr of the engine, and asked "So it's running now?" to confirm my impression what had just taken place.

Things seemed resolved so I was about to get in and drive away when I discovered that one of the men was now in the driver's seat and my husband, who hadn't been in the dream at all before this, was occupying the passenger seat. When I asked if I could have my car back, the driver said something like, "I just need to do this first," and started backing up. I don't know if he thought he was being helpful by backing out of the parking space, but the car kept rolling backward, and since there was no room for me inside, I was trying to run backwards right next to it while keeping my grip on the passenger side door, which was still open in front of me. This was challenging and I worried I might fall and be dragged across the pavement. It occurred to me that it might almost be worth it if it made the guy realize how unhelpful he was being, but I managed to keep my balance.

The guy kept backing up to the point where he—accidentally, it seemed—overshot the edge of the parking lot altogether and went rolling backward down a grassy embankment, me still hanging on outside and struggling to keep my balance and pace them. Finally the ground leveled out and the car gradually rolled to a stop on the grass. At this point I was rather annoyed, and leaned in to tell the driver, "No one else can drive my car the way I can. Can I please have it back now?"

November 09, 2014

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I was walking with Zukin along one of the streets by my house in my hometown. We passed the house of one of my highschool friends. His sister was out in the yard playing with their dog.

When we got closer to the intersection with my street, we were both squished by a truck. But it was more like being sat on my something big and heavy, but squishy. We almost suffocated, but the driver realized and moved. We threatened to sue him, but he gave us both something to keep us from doing that. I can't remember what it was, and it probably wasn't anything all that great IWL, but to my dreamself it was the best shit ever apparently, because we left happy.

We got to the intersection of that street with my street, and apparently Zukin was living in the house on that corner. We went inside, except I went inside first, unlocked a door on the second floor (it was a door at the end of a hallway, that opened to what looked like a place where they used to have a balcony, but didn't anymore, or something). Anyways, I unlocked and opened that door, and two people jumped up through that door.

Zukin had mentioned something about a "ceremony" (she used the hand gestures). I assumed it was going to be drinking, or something, but when we got to her room, she takes out a pink anal vibrator, and was getting ready to use it in front of everyone who was there. My linguaistics professor was one of the people there, for God-Knows-What-Reason. I was basically like "WTF Zukin" and excused myself to get something from my own house. While I was walking up the hill to my house, I was looking at all the trees. There were small, and looked like they were for harvesting something or other. I knew what they were for apparently, and I could tell which ones were ready to be harvested, and which ones still needed growing.

I went back to that house for an amazing dessert that was planned.

November 08, 2014

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Dioramas

I was a prince of some fantasy country, and there was a celebration for my family. I was the oldest son, and we all had to participate in this ceremony where we face ourselves. We were all sitting on our knees, Japanese Tee Ceremony style, on some pillows. Next to me, the floor opened up. It was dark, and the hole had a part that looked like it was stairs, and a part that seemed to go straight down. I thought it would be too easy, a trick, to go down the easier looking stair-like part, so I lowered myself down into the unknown, through the plain hole. My feet soon touched a platform, and I lowered myself lower so my eyes could adjust to the darkness. I kept lowering myself to platforms on the walls of this square-shaped vertical tunnel. It was a little like a well, but square-shaped.

I saw a point of light at eye level at some point, and I moved my head to get perspective and pinpoint where it was coming from. I leaned on the wall, and it moved. I realized I could slide the walls to either side; It opened the hole a little more, and so I slid another wall a few feet until there was a hole big enough for me to get through.

When I got through the hole, I was in a room that looked like it went around the original well-like tunnel. There were dioramas that moved lining the walls. You had to pump them or something to get them to move, but they were devices I was familiar with and fond of, so I knew how to use them all. They were all scenes from my life. I followed the room all the way around until I got to the diorama of this day, and was a little bit surprised and scared to see that there was one more diorama after it. When I mustered the courage to look at it, it was simply the garden with a piece of a stone wall missing. But it still bothered me somehow.

I went back up to the surface and told my family about my experience, and how the missing wall really bothered me. The foreboding feeling had grown since I'd seen it.

I think there was something about an uncle betraying us or something after that.




Rooster Tails

I was at an entrance of a building that was on a lake. There were platforms to jump out onto, and I jumped to one, and it moved away from the building a foot or two. There were eels or something, maybe some huge catfish, in the water, and something making rooster tails in the water next to and around me. I kept jumping to new platforms, each one moving further and further away from the building, until there were no more platforms I could jump to. I was afraid of whatever was making the rooster tails in the water (think that scene from the Princess Bride with the man-eating eels)

non-dream dream lucid

I was looking forward to this morning. Really was.
Made an improved alarm clock, with louder volume, and a reality check reminder (with 10 sound clips firing randomly every 30 minutes).

Even cleaned off my bed and tried laying on my back for an SSILD.
And that's when things started to go bad.
At first, my bed wasn't that clean even after I'd wiped it off, so I still felt like I had dirt on me.

And then I had an upset stomach, so it was very hard to concentrate on anything.
So I decided to go to sleep.


So I end up waking up like 2 hours into the 4 hour clock, and everyone else in the house is starting to wake up in ernest so there's loads of sounds.
Ended up staying up for 30 minutes or so, so this should be an ideal WBTB.
Since it's waaay too late for FILD, I try SSILD again.
It's actually pretty interesting, I actually get to the point where my hands and feet feel really heavy and almost numb. But that's as far as I get.
Once again, I don't feel comfortable enough. My pillow is too tall so my neck hurts and I'm getting a headache.

So I decide to get up and switch sides, sleeping on the other side of the bed. This is much better and I'm able to get a bit farther into SSILD before the discomfort rears its ugly self.

Eventually I turn myself over and sleep on my front side, and it has quite an improvement in that I'm actually able to go to sleep. It's almost impossible to concentrate on SSILD cycles though. I remember at one point I actually get to the point where bits of dreams start to form.

I remember thinking to myself, "I want to see a giant bird! ". Almost immediately I'm greeted with an image of something that looks like a cross between a parrot and a hornbill. I never actually saw how big it was but I assume it was larger than the bushes it was around.

Similar experiences permeated the next 15 or so minutes.
At the end I just decided to give up and fall asleep normally.

Ended up having a few dreams that I can't recall, and one that I can recall in some detail.

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The visit from OTG
Fragmented: no
Lucid: no
TGMG: no
Recall rating: 5

So I'm looking into the jeep, and everything's all poppy green. The windows are all mossed over.
Next thing I know Overthegun comes in the door. I'm thinking "This is really weird".

He ends up going into the bedroom and laying down on my bed where my mom is. I go into the bedroom, laying on the pile of clothing opposite the bed, and watch. I'm thinking to myself "What the actual fuck is going on here".

End up running into the living room, where I look on my computer, where the WJR jingle is loaded up. I think "Right, this would be interesting to show to OTG since he's british" .

That's when I wake up, laying there in my bed. It's around 1400 again. I'm tired, so I end up drifting in and out of sleep for the next 30 or so minutes, but never deep enough to dream, or even forget the dream entirely.

Once I get up, I look at my laptop, JUST as the countdown clock is hitting zero. Once it does, nothing happens. No sound. "Great, my alarm clock doesn't work at all". Neither did the reality check reminder. Might have to remake them in C or something.

Once I finally got to the point where I was willing to make a DJ entry I'd considered the dream too messed up to enter. This is the first time DJing it in full.

Dream recall chart for last 5 or so days:

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non lucid

CT was talking about how he was about to go see some chick.


There was a stage with tabla drums on it. I thought I should go see if I have still have any skills. I attempted to play and
this lady said that I should not doing so. I had the feeling that she didn't believe I had any prior training. I asked the
price of the tabla drums and she responded saying that were over 300 hundred I believe. I then told her that I had a teacher
that played tabla so fast that you couldn't see his fingers.

Dream 1

I was playing Monster Hunter and some game characters came out of it. I also had to take care of my own pokemon but I think I was punished for not taking good care of my charmander and bulbasaur. (Locked my Charmander in the bathroom)They were pretty annoying in the dream though.I also remember going inside another game and doing a few things but I forgot what it was.


Dream 2

I was in my house and Eye was in his annoying kid form. He brought me a cart filled with his toys. I didn't feel like playing with childish toys but I just said thank you and started playing with a toy helicopter. But than I got up and went to my parents room because I didn't want to spend my time outside or playing with toys. When I got to the other room though Eye was annoying me like crazy. I pushed him away and ran out the room than downstairs calling for Dawn. But Dawn wasn't in the room. As usual. So I just layed on the ground and tried appearing somewhere else but Eye came up to me, grabbed me, than carried me back up. I was like "dang it! Whhhhhy!? "Than I just told Eye to get ready because were going on a lucid adventure. But than I changed my mind and decided to try something runner. " Were going to go through the T.V Portal instead and this time I want to see if I can appear before Manei instead of just summoning her." As I used my mind and hands to open the t.v portal with my intention for finding Manei I saw a girl with front bangs, long straight Dark brown hair, a little bit wavy though, green eyes, dark tan skin in a simple pink dress running. I wasn't sure if this character was her or not so I told Eye to come with me and we entered the giant HD T.V in my living room. When we went in I took the girl's form I saw on the t.v for a bit but I think it dissapeared. So anyways me and Eye were now somewhere outside and there were lots of characters talking around us. I called out for Manei but I was looking around so much I couldn't really focus. Perhaps a regular hand summoning would have been better. Than as I went up to a couple of DCs me and Eye were pulled somewhere and the scene was now different. There was a DC that trapped me and Eye behind bars and wanted to do an experiment with us or something. I was like " I can't get out of here." Than Eye just went through the bars and I was like "Ohhh...Right." So I went through like it was nothing too. The guy who wanted to do experiments on us managed to get Eye chained though on a bed or something. He said that Eye had cancer in his private area and that he was going to die. Eye just laughed though and told him it wasn't cancer. That's when another DC called my name and I went up to the DC. The DC looked like he was going to tell me something serious. But I didn't really like that serious face he was giving me and slapped it's chubby cheeks lightly. The DC than smiled for a bit but than looked at me
like I was out of my mind. I than walked back to Eye who looked like he was going to be tortured. But he dissapeared... So I decided I was just going to use another t.v portal to see if I can find Dawn. A huge HD T.V appeared and I said Sayonara to the DC's because I was gonna go on another lucid adventure. I went through the T.V and was now flying up a huge tall mountain. The sky was red and from above I saw three characters battling. I saw them all in anime form and I saw one that sort of looked like Dawn but when I flew closer one of them pwned me with a spear to my head.Everything turned black, than I appeared outside walking with my mom.It was morning and I saw a guy and another DC holding a spear. I was like " Mom, I had a dream that a spear hit me in the head and I died." My mom than said " Of course you did. Didn't you know that if a spear hits you in the head all your blood leaks out." I was like "I know...it was just weird." Than we appeared in a house and my parents were going through my cousin's box and looking at her movies. Than I woke up.

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11.11.14

Last night bed 12:30am - 9am

1. This could have been a DILD, but not sure, maybe not.

It's at night and I'm in old Rome. I'm telling myself it's just movie props, but I have a feeling it's a real deal. There are old churches, already very old and almost in ruins. Lots of tumbs, graves, sandstone buldings with walls half fallen down, burned out and never rebuilt.

It's a place of my nightmares, but somehow I'm not scared. But I know flying would be safer than walking, so I try to fly up. I can just a little bit. So I do what I sometimes do. I grab on a branch of a tree, pull myself higher, then hop on taller tree and keep pulling myself higher till I can jump off and glide or kinda fly to next object, like a roof.

At some point I'm trying to fly differently. I remember not to try to fly, but rather imagine myself "going" or being at a desired location, so dream does the flying for me.

I also remember to fly up at 45 degree angle to get to next dimention.

So I'm kinda tree-and-roof-hopping from place to place. I land outside of a very large and imposing church. The front courtyard and some walls near are collapsed, burned out. I don't really look at it coz it's scary as hell, if I was to go in there. So I keep flying-walking to tumbs and graves and stuff.

Sometimes I see people that are walking slowly, without emotions. They all look like ghosts from movie 13th. ghost I watched just before bed.


2.
I just arrived to India. I'm suppose to babysit there. So I'm talking to mom and I'm impressing here. There is more going on here, we are walking around, talking. I compliment her place, having such a good location in middle of the town. Then I talk to her and she sounds like a grownup. She offers me Bud and something else. I realize I'm thirsty and I ask for a Bud, after I figure that I'll be still able to talk inteligently with them, coz Bud has no grades.


3. We are watching the ocean. It's so beautiful and sparkly from the sun being at just the righ angle. Sudenly there is something happening. Some 4-5 large indents form on the water. They keep changing, It's a beautiful and misterious sight. I'm devastated that I don't ahve my camera with me. Then I say, "oh wow, I really hope it's not a commercial". And sure, suddenly there are cars on the water and it's a car commercial. I'm so mad and disappointed.

11.11.14

This was few days ago.

I'm climbing up a latter. It's standing on the bottom floor and top of it ends in a small circular opening in the ceiling few stories high. It's not near the wall, more like standing in the middle of the room.

I got to the top and here getting off is a bit tricky, because some old wood rigging that doesn't look too stable and there is a gap between the latter and the floor you need to get on to.

As I reach the top, I stay there and help others behind me to get to the floor safely. They are all children, maybe just a few adults. Like a class or something.

I have a feeling we are leading them to a safe place, because end of the world is coming in form of some explosion. So after we tuck everybody safely in some room, me and another person stay out there in the room with the latter. We sit down and we ahve a view through a window on a nearby wall. We are discussing if it's a safe place to be for us two, if the blast wave from explosion wont blow us off from that room. Maybe we should hold on to some metal railing, but I don't see any there. I don't feel very safe, but I think we are going to be ok.

I guess I'm still a little off my game.

There was a lucid down there last night, albeit a short one. Forgot it though.

A NLD involving being at this country restaurant with some friends. They had a gift shop that was selling gameboys for one dollar and I thought about getting one along with one of the old Pokemon games. There was also something to do with an eating contest.

It started as I was driving a car through city. A policeman stopped me and told me that my car is leaking ladybirds I got out of the car and went to look. There was about 30cm wide and as far as I could see track full of slowly crawling ladybirds behind my car. I told policeman that I don't understand where they are from, that we have only turtle My wife and children came to me with turtle and skateboard. I put turtle on skateboard but she didn't want to come out of her shell. I told policeman that she often sleeps. Surrounding was slowly changing during this part of dream and there wasn't car anymore and it looked like we were in large room. Turtle came out of her shell and started to flap with her feets and propelled herself on skateboard till she rammed into wall. She flapped a few moments aimlessly and then started to go back into shell singing the song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C65TN8j5OIE Well only a few lines of it :
I takové dny jsou,
že rána za ranou...
zas právě tebe najde,
a málokomu dojde,
že padáš únavou.

Translation:
There are such days
that hit after hit
is finding you again
and hardly anybody will conceive
that you are falling from exhaustion...

Then that turtle come out of shell on opposite side, head at the tail side and started again to flap and propel herself from wall... till she again rammed into opposite wall. She had fallen from skateboard and started singing next part of song:
Zas připadáš si sám,
máš v hlavě hlavolam...
Proč hůl nad tebou lámou,
a lásky dál tě klamou,
vždyť nejsi odepsán ...

Translation:
You feel alone again,
with mind-bender in your head...
Why they give up on yourself,
and your lovers are cheating you,
when you are not useless...

I walked to turtle to take her up, but I found only plushy toy at the place where she had fallen from skateboard... I was losing contact with dream at that time, my vision got more and more uncertain, blurry. I found something else on the ground, hard, maybe the real turtle, but that touch was last contact with that dream and I was awake.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

Last night I nearly had a WILD, felt myself going into the dream and then I was like "Um what do I do" since I haven't got a clue how to WILD and it kind of just happened by accident. I got caught up in a conversation inside my head with my girlfriend and I thought she was there with me (she is in another town atm) so I tried to tell her that she was distracting me. I then got really fidgety, I need to itch and scratch my arms and neck and hair, then I felt like I had to roll over and in less than 30 seconds with all this occurring I had completely lost it
So I still haven't had a WILD yet :/. Also I had terrible dream recall last night, only recalling the last dream I had.

Dream 1 - Wandering the school-mall
I'm in school and it's lunch time, I saw my friend leave before me and decided I'd try find him and hang out, since I'm a transfer student and he's my only friend. I seem to remember him having tanned skin and short black hair but I never saw his face. I walk upstairs and see a group of people I'm familiar with, they're playing ball, I continue on up another flight of stairs. Now I'm in the mall, which is a part of the school apparently. I walk through the mall, it's got calm yellow lighting and the scenery is quite nice looking, like it's been polished or something. As I'm walking I meet a couple of guys who want to play ball, and I seem to be holding 2 balls, 1 is a basketball and the other is some other kind of ball that I didn't want to use. I throw the ball to one of the guys but he couldn't catch it and it went behind him and crashed into a shop. He runs and picks it up, then throws it back, I catch it then throw it to the other guy and yet again it crashes into another shop. I no longer want to play the ball game, since I don't want a teacher to tell me off. The guys are annoyed at me and say something like "We want to keep playing!", I turn around and see a teacher where we had just been playing so I continue on again and ignore the 2 guys. As I'm walking back down the mall to the stairs, I pass by a window where I realize my friend is in, catching a peripheral vision glance at him. I think that he's having dinner with his girlfriend so I don't want to intrude and continue on (this time the friend looked like my flatmate O too, instead of the randomized classmate at the start of the dream).

…Still in my hospital gown, I stand barefoot on the cold tiles of the nursery and stare down into the plastic box holding a new born baby—my new born baby girl. The longish hairs growing out of her legs don’t go unnoticed by myself or the nursemaid standing next to me.

“Oh…” Says the nursemaid, “I guess she’ll have really straight eyelashes…”

My only response is to pull out a set of tweezers and start plucking the hairs from the child’s body. The nursemaid is appalled.

“Stop! Stop it! What are you doing! You’re gonna hurt her!” She tries to grab the slender metal from my hand but I brush her aside.

“It’s fine,” I gesture to the child who hasn’t even fidgeted as a result of the grooming, “besides, what I think doesn’t matter. All that matters is what he thinks.”

The nursemaid looks stunned; there’s fear in her eyes. I pinch the tweezers a little harder and dutifully pluck another hair from my baby’s ankle…

I didn't get lucid last night but I don't mind. The non lucids were pretty weird and my recall sucked though.


First Dream

In the dream I remember something about a girl being poisoned and out of no where my nose started to bleed.

Second Dream

My mom wanted to knit me a colorful hat and sweater and I told her she could. I than recall going to my parents room where I found my brothers and their friends playing a game and talking real loud. I was upset when I saw food all over the walls and scolded them for being so messy. Than I took a cloth and started wiping the walls clean. But all of a sudden I appeared on a chair looking at a computer screen. I saw a video with 10 red likes and 22 dislikes. I was like " Oh!? I didn't notice he uploaded the duet cover we did." I pressed play and heard the song play. I was listening to the guitar and out of no where my voice came up but my singing was off timing. I was like " I can't believe he didn't line up my voice right with the sound track." But I decided I would make a nice comment anyways so I wrote that the duet came out great and that I cherish every moment that we have singing together because its another precious memory. Or something like that. As I was writing I heard the guy singing and he sounded really good. I was like wow, than heard myself singing and was happy with the timing this time. But than I heard the guy talk like he was in a voice chat on the computer. He said that he liked my singing and that my voice was giving him a boner. I told him to stop joking around and he suddenly appeared behind me and pointed to my text. He said my writing looked cool like it was in german or something. I tried changing the text style but it wouldn't change so i gave up. We than appeared outside a small office building where I saw a person ring the door bell than run away. Than I woke up.

I think I had the second dream because I was thinking about how I missed doing vocaloid covers. Especially with other people like in a chorus or duet.