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I did a proper WBTB - but only after only 2.5 h sleep, because I woke up naturally then, and felt weirdly awake. So I stayed up for half an hour and tried for WILD quite a longish while - maybe even half an hour - but then rolled over and slept and no LD.
So today I do a hypnosis session once more and combine with another, later WBTB.
If that then works - I know, that hypnosis has it's part in it. My latest 2/3 LDs were connected to doing it.

Just to get into journalling again - three fragments/parts of dreams:

I was with friends from work and a woman told me, that there would be a huge charity event, and if I wanted to take part.
Her husband and other doctors were putting on a show to gather money for children in need by -
flatlining themselves!! Bringing their hearts to a stop (medically) and leaving it so for 5 min. before reanimation.
I was horrified and tried to keep them from doing it - told them what all could happen - how mad I find it.
But they did it anyway and nobody died.

Another scene had me in school and a friend from university was there, too - and suddenly she takes out a mirror and a straw and some white powder - again me scampering to prevent her from doing that in the middle of class, whatever it supposedly was. That's a new one - don't think I ever dream of drugs normally - at least I don't remember it, but there's nothing to inspire such anyway - just to make that clear.

Another fragment was me having birthday and coming home with some friends of mine, and my mother had prepared such a food-pyramid-tray - don't know how to call that in English - and it was full of nuts and sweets and for some reason, I can see it clearly and in detail, when I remember it - there are always some picture-impressions, which stick for no obvious reason at all. Then there was a little bit of a festivity in an old childhood room, which was even smaller than it used to be, and we had trouble fitting in. Then we were chatting and eating. Na well.

:sleepysteph:

on a plane and i got off and forgot my back pack. aftwerwards i had struggles in the airport cause a little girl didn't tell me i had left it. so i went to wall greens and the milk specalist helped me find it. i was on a motor cycle later and was trying to listen to head phones. later later my mom wanted to scub dive but i was to worried about sharks so i shut her down and said id chill in the hotel room. then i was on this game show infront of my peers that inolved shrinking down 2 a video game size and beating 2 levels of some game.

THIS was by FAR the BEST dream that I have EVER had.. <3 I love wolves, too.. I always have since I was a kid. Here it goes:



My husband, Jeff, and I were in the woods and we were talking to a bunch of Navajo Native Americans.

*The woods were beautiful.

*I looked around and noticed that there were wolves surrounding us.

*I walked deeper into the woods and three wolves got really close to me.*

I felt fear at first but that quickly went away when they came right up by my side and I started to pet them.

*As I was petting them I felt calm, peaceful, and spiritual. The wolves were so gorgeous.*

I felt so happy. I woke up feeling great, amazing.*

A part of me wonders if the wolf was my spirit guide visiting me in my dreams.

*I love wolves. I have a spiritual connection with them. I always have..

*They are absolutely amazing. I wish I would have this dream again and again. It was the best dream that I have had in my entire life! This dream can also be found in my personal blogger, dream blog..

(/ means my own thoughts on the dream, I write these down simultaneously as I write about my dream)

I woke up in the middle of the night and quickly wrote down what I could recall (I did not know I had done this when I woke up this morning)

When I came home during the day I was eager to see what I had written, because during the day I realized I wrote something down in the middle of the night.
So when I came home I checked my dream journal and this is what I had written:

''A picture of two white dots in a white background.'' /Hard to explain

This sounded like a nrem dream, interesting.
I sat there very surprised, as I could not recall writing this down, then I continued, because I noticed I had made another entry:

''Massacre'' /I wanted to kill for some reason

Erm, this sounded very pshyco-ish to me I'm a bit sad I could not recall the whole dream, because these few words made it sound interesting haha.

-Senju

I had this dream a little while ago. It's almost 5:30am. I've been playing Pokemon Y for the last hour and posted on Pokecommunity.com before that about trading Pokemon on the Global Trading System. Anyway, about the dream.

Dreamt I was being followed and cursed at by angry man. I turned to face him, focused on him, and proceeded to lift him off the ground and launch him into space without raising a finger. First time I've ever defended myself with telekinesis in a dream. It felt semi-lucid...like a reflex.

I'm going back to bed...still tired...

Ok, so this dream was one of the longest, most realistic, and lucid dreams I have ever had. But I will try to make it short, without skipping any detail. So the part where is remember the dream started, was on a bus. Myself and a few other people were going into a jungle (something like the amazon). We were part of a movie, as far as I remember, and before we know it a two men that looked like mayans jumped down from the ceiling of the bus and landed at the front, In front of me and my crew. As soon as they land they start to throw huge sharp knifes towards us, and all of sudden it turns into a sort of game. Of course this is still all too real and I'm still not lucid. The knives fly past me, missing me but slowly by slowly hitting and either injuring or killing my crew. I at this point am shitting myself but at the same time able to dodge all the fast flying machetes. They realise they had killed all of my men and look towards me with hate and despise, because they were unable to hit me. So they both start throwing knives at me and I jump out of the windows of the bus, and watch the two mayans fall to their fate off of a huge cliff. I'm surprised I'm still alive at this point but I continue my journey into the wild to find a huge school, that resembles hogwarts but is 5 times bigger. There are majestic, magical lions tied up like regular pet dogs, colorful red stands where you can but things like hotdogs and different foods, and also there were trailers parted in the field. I head inside to check the castle out.. The first floor is quite, without a sound. People are just walking around in this library like floor, all just doing there business. I got on some magical elevator and found myself on the fifth floor. But when I got out of the elevator I found myself with a girl. Unable to still understand it's a dream the girl and I walk down a floor, as if we were trying to get to the bottom again. But on the third floor it was dark, and cold.. Drops of water would fall from the ceiling and there was a huge beast that came galloping towards, with a murderous roar while at the same time crying. This shit was fucked up. But anyways with the two of my hands I focused on stopping the beast and what do you know.. It worked! I levitated the best and threw hin against the wall. After that point I knew I was dreaming but here is the weird part. Whenever I Know I'm dreaming and turn it into a lucid dream I always get excited. Almost kicking myself out, but this just felt normal. In the dream I said to myself "ok, so it's a lucid one.., "and I carried on. On my way down the second floor, my powers of telekinesis were getting much strong and the dream became all the more vivid. I emobilised many enemies and found myself in a tent full of girls. And with heavy focus I was able to give them a spectacular show with my powers and of course I got laid. I won't go into detail.. All I will say Is the sex was amazing and very very real. I remember when I was a kid and had a wet dream, I wouldn't be able to" stick it "'into anything because it would hurt or I'd wake myself up, but this was just full on" in out in out".. So after that I found myself in my house, which is my real house in the real world. And I do some magic for my mom and her husband, and they just don't understand what's going on. They are absolutely stuttering now.. Then I wake...

.../It's twilight time. No lights outside. I went out home but must get back, I forgot something. 3 guys are walking close in a suspicious attitude. I keep my distance, they don't look too friendly. I don't want to walk in front of them. I see them changing direction in a crossroad. I get to the door, open it and get in. In the corridor, there are 2 doors to get into the apartment. My cousin's wife opens the door which connects to the kitchen, I prefer to use the other one that leads to the living room. I have a bag in my hand, I let it on the floor. There's something about their daughter/...

* That apartment is an old recurrent dreamscape

.../I see a friend of mine from my elementary school times. He's older now and takes part in a sport event with other students from his new school. They are formed in lines wearing sport uniforms in white and light blue. I remember he had a little sister. I remember he was the only one who could help me stop crying when I squeezed my finger with a tree trunk when we were little kids. I think I should say he acted like an angel/...

* From time to time I tend to remember in dreams, people who I don't see since a very long time. I don't know if I'm going to see them again but in dreams.

.../I'm at the bottom of some long stairs. I'm wearing my folk dance custom of a devil. It's the second day of the party. I'm with a DC who is a mixture of my wife and an ex-girlfriend. She helps me to push a mountain bike I'm riding to go up. In the middle of the stairs we meet a friend of mine who greets her with a kiss in each cheek and one in the lips. I pretend to ignore it. He asks me if there was something wrong. I say him I just didn't like that. There's nobody else from the group at the top of the stairs. Apparently we are the first people to get there. We walk around. It's twilight time...

* Alarm clock went off.
* The DC mixture appears from time to time, she didn't like it when I told her it was a dream once.
* I'm still trying to find a proper timing and a structure to fit my daily activity.

Mostly all I remember is these two big tower building things at a school and I climbed up one of them and took a zip line to the other and jumped down like ten stories inside of the tower to the ground, but i wasn't hurt because, you know it's a dream... then there was some part after where it was like I was talking to people through mics in a video game but it was like real, and I was shooting people, some war type thing. Couldn't remember much because to many distractions waking up.

12/5/2014
sometime between 3am to 5:40am
i was in my science classroom. it looked regular, except everyone was sitting a desk back than they usually do, other than me. i got up because school was almost over as science is my last class. i look at the girl i like and smile and she smiles back, and i pass a girl and this guy shes talking to that we refer to as "joe moneybags" as im walking past him he says "hey!" and i turn around and he tells me some inspirational stuff. he says "a lot of people would give a lot to do good, but i believe in you man and you can do it." then i continue to walk out of the classroom. and then it skips to when im in the hallway and walking with the girl i like, i put my arm around here and i tell her something, i can't remember, though. she rides car and i ride bus so we split off and then i guess i woke up.

09.05.2014

Succubus Performs Oral Activities on Me (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A purple skinned succubus sucks me off, and she doesn't seem to be interested in taking my soul away. Yaaay.

07.05.2014

Danced and Fingered a 3D Model (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Spoiler for 18+:

Made a 3d female model with blonde hair who wore only a dirty dress like the one chick from windwaker (Melia). Except she wasn't ugly, and was around my age I think.

I danced with her, got sexual, fingered her anus, said she likes how things are going, I take my finger out, sniff, lick, and other stuff.

Why?

06.05.2014

Forced to Marry My IPC Teacher (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The irony of being forced to have chemistry with a Chemistry teacher.

The starts out in the same room where I had IPC in High School, and since there seemed to be one lighting shining on me, the rest of the room was dark, so I didn't pay too much attention to any finer details.

I believe I'm wearing a white dress shirt that isn't tucked in along with an open black suit along with a black tie. I have black dress pants and maybe black laceless shoes. I'm sitting on the floor in an awkward manner, with my legs folded in an upside down V position, and my arms titled at a 45 degree angle to stabilize myself.

I started to become aware, at least through spectating myself in the dream, that I was dreaming. My IPC teacher appears, and seems to be a decent emulation of her in general. She seems to have features, both for her visage and body composition, of another lady at work. She doesn't make the sudden proposal apparent, so I end up being coerced into following her direction, and we're traveling through all sorts of areas.

After a while, she states something which makes me imply that she wants to marry me, and although it was kind of predictable, the emotions from my end were kind of overwhelming to the point where I probably forgot that I knew she was going to hint it at me. It takes me a few seconds to make a response as the tinging sensations surging through my spine and head augmented, but I agreed to go along with her.

However, I didn't say "yes" to her indirect response that wasn't even in a form of a question, just "yes" to continue on our escapade I guess. After a while, we stop at an area where there's quite a few dream characters, the most noticeable was an emulation of Reba in a light blue dress suitable for a wedding I believe.

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06.05.2014

I Win A MP4 From A Claw Machine (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I presumed that today within the dream was my off day from work, but for some reason, I went ahead and wore my work clothes. I noticed the sensations were completely different. It feels as if I’m existing in waking life, but that subtle atmospheric dream quality is there, and it seems prevalent whenever I tried to use my peripheral vision.

I noticed that I wasn’t paying too much on the external environment, but judging from the lighting within the building I’m in, it seems to be a late afternoon. From the gravity, to the usual feelings of being relaxed and prepared to work, this dream really emulated waking life pretty well. As I’m entering the building, I noticed one of the employees standing around some computers and other electronic devices. She’s of Indian descent, has a short body composition, and the same hairstyle as in waking life.

Seeing how I implied this was my day off within the dream, I had implications that I wanted to talk to one of the managers, or the admins for certain questions. An image came up of one of them that I talked to frequently, and I was tempted to go up the stairs to see if they were available. Then all of a sudden, I get an urge to play around with the claw machine that’s usually there in waking life, except this time it’s by the small hallway where you could take an elevator to head to the lounge and meeting room.

I didn’t really have to put anything of monetary value for this claw machine, and the prizes consisted of MP4 players, similar to the one in waking life. The machine itself was quite complicated at first, especially since the main lever you control had all sorts of buttons. I try to go slow to gradually see what does what, and saw that I failed on my first try, but it seems I didn’t have to worry about putting in money for another go.

The lever itself has a black coating around its light gray color, and the coating was probably conformed for hands, and there’s one small blue button just a few inches below along with maybe two light gray buttons. Then there’s a switch that you could push up or down, kind of like a light switch on the lever as well. I presumed this was to move the claw up and down, and was right in my presumption.
I look at the black MP4 player, and fixated on getting it since it seemed to be the only color where the red-pink cloth material for the base where the MP4s rested on wouldn’t distort my vision. Though this is merely post-analysis of what I would choose out of unconscious preference.

I fiddle around with the claw, and I finally got it to grab the mp4 player that doesn’t seem to be protected by a case should the claw’s grip pose a problem in damaging the screen. Fortunately, the claw held onto it just fine without crushing anything, and now I’m focused on moving it slowly without the MP4 wiggling out of the claw’s grip.

I had moments where it was close to coming out of the claw, and when I had it near the hole that would slide down for retrieval, it almost landed back on the surface it previously rested on. I finally get the prize, and I grab the MP4 player, and then proceeded to figure out what to do next in this building.

I noticed a dream character that looks like one of the managers or admins is coming in my direction. Let’s call her Liza, seeing how I had a small talk with her on how to pronounce her name later on in the dream. Liza has a name tag where it’s just Liz, and she’s wearing a blue cardigan of some sort with a white dress shirt buttoned up underneath it along with wearing khaki pants and sneakers with a white base near the toe region.

She’s holding a clipboard with some paper on it, and she’s questioning how I seemed to have won the MP4. She expounds that the machine previously could never work at all, and she was wondering if I somehow hacked the machine. I quickly responded “No,” and wanted to give a follow-up that the machine just happened to work when I used it. Then she tried to come up with another probability of it suddenly working because I used “it.”

By “it,” I guess she was referring to inputting my worker id for this building, and she ends up declaring this probability to me as well. She’s writing some stuff down on the clipboard, and I’m concerned if she could be writing a report on me, or at least writing how the machine works for further reference to the other managers. It didn’t seem like she needed my undivided attention anymore, but I still wanted to stick around her for a bit just in case something else came up in her mind.

I saw that what she was writing down were a bunch of long-tailed numbers, which prompted me to feel that there’s really no point in engaging with this dream character emulation of Liza. Liza is about to leave, and I believe I was asking her how she states her name.

I asked, “Lisssssa? Liz?”

She responds, “Leeeeezah”

I tried to pronounce this, and it should’ve been easy to declare back to her, but I’m having minor trouble here. So we ended up using trailing voices for her name for a while until I finally got the “z” down. I finally was able to say her name with a slight indication of a Hispanic accent integrated with that.

After stating her name right, she proceeds to go through the hallway just like in waking life, except this time there seems to be a pathway to the right where one could continue to instead of being closed off in general.

Original Notes:
Edits in red.
Notes in blue.
I plan to wake up at 1:00am to use the FILD.
I am trying to sleep at 10:00pm
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FILD = Finger Induced Lucid Dream
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Report - 1
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Notes:
I had issues falling asleep sue to talking, rain, and the dog. 11:30 is when I think I fell asleep. I switched from 1:00am to 3:00am

3:00am - I tried to move my fingers, but accidentally stopped and fell asleep normally.
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Dreams (1)
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It started with me giving Rachel some advice, and talk her into bringing two people on a date.
This was a weird idea, but made sense in my dream.
She texted her friend Trey, and said to me that he asked what for. I said something that I fail to remember.
Trey is Rachel, my sisters, friend. Patty, who is later in the dream, is her boyfriend.
We went to Mc.Donalds to eat, and ordered and got food, in a place that looked like a bus stop. When Rachel saw Patty coming, we went into the real building and started eating pizza. I saw a bag under my foot, and Rachel said it was Trey's food.
Patty got there first, and we oddly said, "Happy birthday!", and did the same when Trey came a bit later.
The dream ended at home in the driveway, where everything seemed zoomed out.I was trowing a tantrum because we forgot my chocolate milk. Rachel said something about leaving it in the 'bus stop area' and I think I remember something about that.

This dream was non-lucid, but oddly different than other dreams. Most dreams of mine don't involve Rachel, or her friends. I think this is because her prom was soon.

It was 9am, I was tired so I took a nap. Than all of a sudden I'm in a dream, I was aware the whole time. I just felt like I was dreaming, so I pinched my nose, sure enough I was. Then the dream was ending right away, I remembered the DEILD, so I did that. And than I saw like a facebook login screen, I did a hand reality check but they were black so I couldn't confirm it, it was dark in the room and then a freaking mosquito comes (irl) and tries to bite my neck. So I woke up..

00:00 Monday 2014-05-12 LD #37 long vivid dream

00:00 bedtime, remee on, same settings, set alarm for 05:00

04:21 wake naturally, start WILD

05:15 ? not feeling sleepy enough, turn to stomach, basically stop WILD attempt

06:32

+ cute girls are sitting outside, tons of people are all around like a festival, I think some are twins, one of them is sitting/squatting with her butt directly on the ground/mud I think that's odd, I see she's wearing a thick leather "bikini bottom" and that's shielding her from the dirt/mud, I see her exposed back and water is streaming down it, it must be from rain

+ playing racquetball with several friends, I can't remember how many points everyone has, the court is normal (first time, normally strange things are in the court), I play a point, winning it, then I serve once winning it, and serve again but miss the ball, I have 20 points, which is bad, because you lose when you get to 21 (?!).

+ standing at a store counter in a foreign country, they're processing something for me, the manager says there's a problem with my folder, it's not stamped, I think this is outrageous I've been here for (I do some mental math) 4.5 years, the girl clerk hands me a large wad of cash as change, I start counting it, she shakes her head that that's a bad idea (thieves could see), there's a guy standing right up against me with his arms around me with both hands digging in to my bag, I try to pull away and shout for help repeatedly.

+ I'm trying to find my way back to the above counter, I replay this several times, I get to the place where I know it used to be but it's not there, I'm very disoriented/confused by this, I ask a woman on a tall stand/kiosk sheepishly for the day, the month, and the year, I"m embarrassed to ask this because it shows I'm out of it, and she tells me but chuckles a bit, I bring out my phone to look at the date, and my old beloved deceased dog appears at my feet, but he's wrong, he's the size of a squirrel and has the face of a pig, I get lucid and am astonished at the clarity and visual detail, it's so lifelike, I fade in and out of lucidity then solidify, the woman calls to her assistant girl in another room, I go to her and tell her she must come see my weird pig-faced dog, then I wake up

+ ...and fall right back into another dream, non-lucid: I'm flying DO by a huge building, I see inside, there are lots of people celebrating, I think that's a great place to get lucid and walk around, I'm flying over huge indoor buildings filled with immigrant workers and their beds laid out in huge open rooms, I see all the little people below lying on beds and walking around, a big group of them is seated for a meal

+ I'm with my wife inside an english-speaking clinic in a foreign country, there are 2 sick men there, my wife goes to sit on the bed of one of the sick guys she wants the doctor to look at her leg, I think it's a bad idea to sit on a sick guy's bed, the doctor comes in and talks to one of the guys that <something> should lessen his symptoms, I see a ferret sleeping on a tray table next to where my wife is sitting, I go to point it out to her but I see it's actually a medical instrument of some sort covered by ants, a guy says somebody must have left out some food.