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05.30.2012

High School Cafeteria (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Things start out with me being inside of a classroom. I'm pretty sure it was a Spanish class I was taking, and it was almost time to leave as well.

I'm being passive by listening to the people talk and not taking part of anything. They mostly were talking with the teacher, and the teacher was declaring on what she will do in the class and such.

I leave the classroom when everyone else leaves, and my vision is saturated and diluted. I can barely see anything, just faded out outlines of whoever it is in front of me. I had a feeling who it was even with the horrible vision.

Then my vision starts to synch back, and it's John again that I knew from a High School tennis team. For some reason, I was talking to him like I was drunk, but I don't remember drinking in this dream, and I have never taken alcohol in waking life as well.

So much for reality checking..

I ignore John, and continue heading to the cafeteria, and the school itself was familiar, and it's obviously one of the ones I attended before. I think I find another person that looks familiar as well, and decided to sit next to them.

Then more people came, and I see that two people that were going to sit next to each other, I waited until one person asked if I could switch seats with him. I said "Sure," because I assumed they were good friends.

I don't know why, but I just did because I know that the waking life ones know each other pretty well, since they live in the same neighborhood.

Then as more people come in, more people wanted to switch seats, not with me though, just with other people I think.

I look around the cafeteria, just what's left and right of me, but not the back of me. There's one guy with a serious and dull face.

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05.30.2012

Using Two Penises on Ashley Graham? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I honestly don't know anymore.....but something felt like I did......anyway.

This dream was kind of weird, it was going good for the first few moments, then I'm confused as hell later on. It feels like I'm playing Resident Evil 4, with the over the shoulder shooting.

Except, I feel like I'm actually IN the game. What I mean is that the mechanics that define the game was incorporated into this random dream environment I was in that probably wasn't even close to the environments in the game.

It felt like I was in a very nice mansion with red carpet all over. It had your classic brown doors with golden door knobs, fancy chandelier lights. I was on the top floor, and saw the bottom floor when I was about 4-7 feet away, so the pathways on the top floor were kind of closed in a little.

This meant that since this is a shooting match with random dream characters, there would be a lot of close quarters combat, and weapons ideal for short range would be a smart thing to use.

I move around, shooting a few things, hell, I can't remember what or who I'm shooting at.

Then things get a little hectic, and I see Krauser from Resident Evil 4 as well. He's close to me, getting ready to attack. Then the body that I'm playing as, I see it in a third person view. I'm wearing a fancy black suit and pants, and I believe I was wearing shades along with a purple shirt underneath the suit.

As for the face, I can't really recall it too well, it could've been me or just someone random. But yeah, the reason why I think it was me is because when I'm kicking Krauser like I'm freaking Van Damme, I can feel the sensations of lifting my legs back and forth.

Then another dream shift and.......it's hard to remember what I did exactly.

Edit: It's best I didn't post that little section there >.>

If you can find out why I added two pens, well, you'll get yourself a tasty cookie.

Spoiler for 18+ Material:

I see Ashley Graham, naked I think.....all alone in a room, she's blonde too, so...more dream signs for me! YAY.

I....I only remember her being penetrated in both of her holes, and it's not with two people she's engaging in double penetration in.

I think it's one guy with two dicks formed conveniently for vaginal and anal penetration.

I think Ashley Graham is sucking a dick as well, because I don't hear her complaining at all.

Just...BDFMANKFDJHDKGJSDKAGJDFGKJSAKGDFJGKGFKDJSGF HJDFHKSSDJGKDFJSGHKHJ, probably, don't recall hearing at many sounds.

OH, and I didn't feel anything when (if) I had sex with her.

Yeah..>.>

I can't remember anything related to that, so I'll just assume there's a dream shift.

I think I'm facing Krauser....AGAIN....and we're in room that's closed in as well, even less space than our last encounter.

I'll tell you one thing, you do NOT want to be in a small room with that guy, that's giving yourself a hard time just to stay alive with the things he could do, especially if he used his Enhanced Arm Blade from the Plagas within him.

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05.30.2012

Shoot out (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Seems to be another crazy dream where people are out to kill other teams.

I only remember getting on top of some fairly large vehicle, the size of a van, and it was white too. I think I was taking cover the whole time, since it's war zone now to me.

last week during hiking i had 2 LD - but nothing interesting - in the end was sex. Tonight there was LD again. I bought wine and there wasn't enough money in my pocket. I thought - its dream and i can give the customer any paper, and only after that i really understood that it was a DREAM. (I think practise from rinpoche's book works) but i understood that this customer 'hold' me. I paid all my attantion on the flor and he let me go. I flew and made several somersault back in the air. It was really wanderfull. Then i want to make TOTY made portals, but they didn't work and i land. 3 people came to me, and become to fight and i tried to exit and awoke.

A Recent Peak

I recently saw a women's lib chick. I did the Step and Lean to get a better view as she leaned over. I got several good looks.

Last night I woke up to go to the bathroom and started thinking about her and ended up dreaming about her.

I was with J, I saw her breast. Her nipple looked funny, but her breast was really, really soft. That was the story at least. I don't remember feeling it. One of us said something about it and the other explained why it was so soft. I wish I could remember who said what.

A Dream Girl

I was in a weird setting. I don't really remember what it was, but there were girls about. I ended up doing a reality check and my hand kind of looked normal, then I had a thumb and 4 stubs.

I was off on my hunt. There was one really pretty girl with long, dark hair and I went to find her. I did find her and started kissing her, but my dream fell apart.

I had an FA, but I didn't fall for it. Thinking I was awake, and very disappointed, I did an RC anyway and I was still dreaming, so I found J again.

I told her I like small breasts like hers. She told me not to be shy, so I started feeling her up. This was more vivid than the other dreams I had.

I felt the bottom of her breast, and then forced my hand up to feel the rest of it. I got my hand around the rest of her breast. I didn't ever feel her nipple, but it was really nice anyway.

The End

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

(...) I meet some guy at an outdoor café. We talk about the lucid plane. I think I say something about reading Castaneda's teachings at the moment and ask him some question about my awakened hyper-lucidity experienced during the day. He is some big head of the dream warrior elite and is handing me out some important info and answering some of my questions. I only became semi-lucid at the middle of it, so I don't recall much.
Suddenly we are approached by two menacing individuals with swords and this guy tells me to deal with it and please cover his retreat. I agree, because he is to important to be caught. He hands me a sword I hadn't seen before and I stay behind to fight the two attackers. The first one is easy. Just demands some brute force. The second one is harder and I have to pick up the weapon of the previous one and fight with two swords. It feels awkward, because I have a katana on one hand and an european sword on the other hand. Somehow I manage, but honestly I feel that he gives up very easily and I don't know why. He simply runs away when he still could keep fighting.
I then had a rendez-vous with a group of dream warriors at some hideout I just learned about (from the other guy). It is some sort of cave. I enter through a round hole on a wall, like an air passage, which takes them by surprise. They point out that there are a bunch of other entrances, like normal sized doors. I tell them I thought they kept all the entrances locked, so I had to find a way to break in. They reply that the entrances are never locked, not even closed, as there are no doors at all. I find that strange. They say it is a much bigger security to simply never allow the secret of this place to be revealed. And if it is found out, why bother locking behind doors? If any enemy wants to confront them, they are always ready to battle, no point in running or hiding and avoiding the inevitable. I find that very brave and valiant. But then it proves to be shitty when we are suddenly surrounded by a bunch of the bad guys. I had been followed and the hideout had been discovered. My fellow dream warriors couldn't be more pissed off with me. I couldn't be more pissed off with me! I prepare to fight alongside them, but they tell me to go get WakingNomad to help out. I think it's a good idea, but I also feel that they use it to get rid of me for a while.
Following their instructions, I go look for WakingNomad and I find him at some art studio looking beyond some canvas, seemingly spaced-out. "Hey Nomad, remember me?" Nothing. "Hey man, you're needed to help some dreamers in trouble." Still nothing besides a vague look, like "Really?" "Hey, you really don't remember me?" (While I think to myself "we had sex on our last dream encounter, bro") I walked around a little bit, but he wasn't really responding. I think I gave up.(...)

Dream One (fragment): I'm showing off a new shirt. It's apparently got My Little Pony on it or something.

Dream Two: I'm in a parking deck with a group of people, a few guys and another girl. We're getting reading to go to a class of some sort on fighting or something, but if we're late they won't let us participate in the class. Everyone's really stressed and rushing, scared we're going to be late. A guy drops his book bag and all his things fall out. We all stop to help him pick his stuff up. He tells us to go ahead because it's going to take too long to clean up and we're going to be late. Me and another guy refuse to leave because it wouldn't be right for one of us to get left behind. We feel like if one of us should have to wait until next year all of us should in support of our friend. The others don't seem to agree with this, and they just go on ahead without us. We get everything picked up, and start to head into the big building where the class is being held. We see a huge mass of people going through the doors, and realize we're almost late. We try to run, but by the time we get to the door it's closed and we're too late. One of the guys tried to open the door, and it's unlocked. We go to sneak in, but the teacher sees us and calls us out. He asks why we're late, and we tell him what happened. The he reminds us that if we were late we were not supposed to be in the class, and wanted to know if we knew this when we stopped to help. We tell him yes, and apologize for interrupting the class, then turn to leave. Before we can get back out the door the teacher tells us to stop, and we do. Then he turns to the class and starts giving a speech on how you should never leave a comrade behind, even if it means you may suffer yourself. He says that we showed a wonderful example, and that we're not only going to be allowed to participate in the class, but we're his top students already. Then he calls us team hoopers, and I wake up, lol.

Dream Three (fragment): I'm chasing a cat through some streets and alleys.

Dream Four: I'm standing in the kitchen frying something on the stove. The couple who own the house we may end up moving into is there. The wife asks me if I'm planning to home school my kids or put them in public schools. I start explaining to her that with the way my kids don't behave or listen to me, I'm pretty sure I'm going to send them to public school in hopes that seeing other kids behaving would give them the peer pressure needed to behave. I also talk about them having ADD and how I feel like homeschooling would help them in the long run if they would just learn that they're expected to do the work whether they feel like it or not. Then I start talking about how I had this same conversation earlier in the week with my best friend who seems to think my kids are going to do terribly in school because they have trouble sitting still and paying attention. Then the husband leans over the frying pan to see what I'm cooking, and starts telling me about how bad public schools can be and why they decided to homeschool their kids.

The vitamins are slowly starting to sink back in It usually takes a week for me to go from no memory to full vivid dreams, but I can already remember much more from this set of dreams than the previous night. My recall is slowly coming back together, woo hoo! Now if only I could get my sleep schedule back around so I can sleep longer and dream more, ha ha.

Dream; Semi-Lucid; Lucid; Memorable; 1-4 My Recollection;

To be honest I read someone's dj about lego racers. I'm not normally dreaming about random stuff from other people, but I love that game!

2; So I was in a car after being semi-lucid. I show up in this dark dirt arena at night. I drift from seeing the whole area (which is a boneyard for the poor turtles and anyone else who sucked at mario kart.) I'm then inside dealing with a few people I've fought (trying to get them stuck away from following me.) I get slightly more control and go out the door (woke).


mariokart gaveyard indeed

Today, I had a horrible lucid dream. However, this is not an exceptional case. Lately, all my lucid dreams have been like this.

... random dreams ...

I wake up to sleep paralysis. I get out from bed, try to walk around, but my vision is very weak. I can barely see anything. So I decide to let the paralysis pass.

I find myself back in bed, having the paralysis. I wait it out until it quiets down. I get up. Vision is better now. I get out of my bedroom, to the corridor. My vision gets horrible. It's like my vision is tilted diagonally, and one side of my vision is black. I can barely walk.

I try to improve my vision by focusing on things. No effect.
I can see the floaters I have in waking life with vivid detail, but that's about it. I desperately try a stupid exercise: I'm alternating between touching a door knob and another thing near it (not clear what). After a bit of doing it, the door knob and the other thing started randomly getting invisible. This startled me, but I kept doing it, and they kept getting in and out of sight.

Then I say "To hell with it!", and I decide to do something fun. I stumble down the stairs somehow, and get out. I can see our old door that we don't even have anymore. I hear beatiful bird chirping outside, it makes me feel better.

I stumble into our grandma's building (she lives next door).
In there she seems like she was expecting me, and that totally broke my lucidity, and I started talking with her about nonsensical stuff...

And that's about the quality of every lucid dream I have been having in the past few months.

At first everything is random and nonsensical. Then I realize I'm pregnant - at the doctor with a blood test with confirmation. Yet, I've been pregnant for some while. DH is happy and I am happy, yet reticent. Not sure when this happened or how - no memory of that. The rest of the dream is making preps for baby to come and the psychological transition to becoming a mother.

Next appointment at the doctor - I learn that I am pregnant with a little boy and he is dead.

It was late evening and my servicemates were sleeping in our van and i was outside. I called the driver and asked, where can i sit? And he escort me to the front seat.



I was walking around my classmate's house. I was told by my mother to talk to her regarding, church activity. I was inviting her to our religion and she agreed. I was very happy at that moment. Then next house, I was waiting outside my friend's house. There, his house where big and elegant.
He had a rich parents too. So I invited him in our religion and he agreed.

5/30/12

DILD

I'm in the clubhouse eating spaghetti. I saw my classmate there in the corner talking to each other. When i got their attention, they come near my place. I decided to join them but they are ignoring me. So I wondered why am I ignored?

Then I said to myself unintentionally, don't worry im just dreaming. Then I realized, WTF I AM DREAMING?! I did reality check to make sure and it did.

My dream starts to fade but I rubbed my hands and my dream starts to focus. Then I saw a stairs, ( NOT VERY HIGH) and i jumped off that stairs and I was to glide but I woke up.

When I woke up, I can't moved on to what happened because It's my first LD! So I decided again to do reality check and I was in a false awakening. I decided to change my dreamscape since Im in my bedroom, but I can't do it. So I just woke up.

5/29/12

DILD (nap)

I was in the passenger seat with Giles driving a car at night. He was really high and decided to not steer for awhile. I grabbed the wheel and yelled at him to drive. He decided not to break either. Someone in the passenger seat reached up to hit the break with his foot. We were coming up to a turn too fast and we needed to break. I yelled, "BREAK!" and then "harder, harder!". Eventually I put my foot over his and slammed the breaks. We turned into a gas station. The car next to us had the cabin exposed from the front. Giles got out of the car, hit the next car, and passed out inside. We tried to get him out as a cop showed up. I dipped out because it was hopeless at that point. He was getting a DUI and I was arguing with some other guy at the gas station.

I was involved in some sort of tussle when I became lucid. I flew around for a minute and ended up in the back of some car. I take a blue and white lucid pill. I can't swallow it, so I grab some coffee from the front seat. It was pretty gross, and the pill was still hard to get down. I start flying around again with little success. Without any targets to look at, I fly for a bit and then fall back to the ground. Every once and awhile I can see a gas station or restaurant sign and fly to that. But I end up just landing on my stomach, barely reaching the top of the target. Eventually I got to the top of the gas station. I was trying to think of a way to fly better. I took a red and white flying pill and vividly imagined the sensation of flying. I built up my confidence. And....no luck.

For awhile every I try and fly I hit some black cables that are impossible to see. I will fly out from under an overpass, but for a few yards outside of it, there would be a series of black cables that I would clip, lose my momentum, and then fall to the ground. At some point I am getting chased by two big guys. I keep trying to fly away and failing. Eventually I see a large red mars in the distance. I focus on pulling to toward me, and I can fly. However, as I approached it, it was only like 8 ft. above the ground. I land on my stomach on top of it and pull myself up. They guys are still within reach so I try to fly from my little 6 ft. diameter planet. But when I jump off, it gives and I don't get any launch.

I find some girl in a gas station and I approach her. I give her a flirty smile and start kissing. She is into it at first. But the I bring my dick into the situation and she refuses. I head back out and try flying around some more.

After awhile I am around a friend of mine and we are on a beer pong team. I look who we are playing against, and it is that girl. I go up to her again and whisper that we are both hot so we should do this. Again, she is into it at first that then backs off.I lose lucidity and start playing BP. They have a normal rack, but we have like 5 cups and 4 bottles of beer stacked on top of the cups. I was wondering how to play with this set up. The girl's teammate said, "It is like an active volcano against a passive volcano." At the time, I understood it as he can't really make our cups because some of them are bottles so we were passive. I lost the dream soon after

I recall the end of my dream walking down a street seeing a gangbanger doing something in a store.

My grandmother allowed my sisters and I to stay at her house and watch TV until her favorite shows came on. Ten minutes before her favorite show airs, we pile into her car and she takes us to a hospital. We didn't go inside, we just walked around the grounds. The hospital looked like my old house, and the hospital was next to Barry Street. Barry is my father's name. I was extremely confused for a moment in the dream.

On the hospital grounds an old man was performing a marriage ceremony for two cats. We met up with my parents. My sisters decided to go into my grandmom's car, and I my parents'. I realized in the car that my sisters were being driven straight home, while my parents were going out to Lowe's. Inconvenient, since I had to pee.

I have no idea how I became lucid. I did the noseplug, and that was successful the first try. By that point it was very dark, I thought maybe I had woken up. I tried imaging myself rubbing my hands together—nothing. I was afraid of moving my real body or fully waking up. I decided to move what I thought was my real hands, and rather than feeling friction, they felt tingly. I was still dreaming. I stared at my palms, and I managed to stabilize my dream a little. I then counted my fingers, and there was an extra on my left hand.

I remember also reading text as an RC. I was on a crowded bus; someone had hairy lumps on his chest/chin. I don’t remember what device I was reading off of, but when I glanced at it a second and third time, the sentence that initially made sense turned into nonsense. I decided to float out of the roof of the bus.

I also decided to crawl around the place, it helped a little in stabilizing my dream more. I felt a little bit of sensation on my limbs, but not as much as I would expect. I had to focus on how everything feels in order to feel any sensation.

So I decided to do some metal bending. I did it simply with thought, and don’t do any cool moves with it, so it was not as exciting as I thought it would be. I decided then to fly. I sprouted wings and took off. I couldn’t feel my wings, and had to focus on their movements if I wanted to feel them at all. I felt no air movement while I was flying. I flew around a fort, and I saw some monster decoration on the ground. I saw two other men flying with bows and arrows. I began following one, but then realized that I could summon my fiancé! I saw a portal next to me and threw myself into it, tumbling. I was in darkness again, and rather than stabilizing I decided to wake up.

The dream started with me being in my room, I was in the middle, hidden in a pile of strange stuff, it looked somewhat blueish. A lot of people were coming in but I had the whole room filled with poisonous gas while pinching my own nose (and not noticing I didn't even have to breathe...) so they all died while I just waited there, until the S.W.A.T. came in to stop my evil deeds. They had guns and stuff so I had to came out, I was supposed to kneel on the bed, putting my hands on my legs so I couldn't do anything bad anymore. I complied but I didn't really care, and a moment later I started to RC for fun, the first time in a dream I was looking at my hands as a real RC.
Look at the hand: 5 Fingers
Count the fingers one by one: 6 Fingers...
Look at the hand: 5 Fingers
Count the fingers one by one: 6 Fingers...?
It started to hit me I was dreaming, I tried to see the 6th finger and there it was, in between my thumb and my pointing finger. Suddenly I was on a weird cliff in space, trying to stabilize through the WSS. However somehow it got swallowed up by a passing asteroid, and my lucidity along it. The asteroid was apparently dangerous to a planet which was close so I crushed the asteroid into fine dust with whatever ability, I have no clue what I did. Then the dream became hazy and I only remember random stuff with a weird species, then I fell back into sleeping, probably non-REM.

Spoiler for Improvement Notes:

Got lucid through a new reality check - good
Immediately tried to stabilize - good
Fell back into the dream - very bad

I randomly became lucid when I was in this tall office building. I honestly can't remember how I became lucid, but I immediately left the one office I was in, to go outside and play. I wish I had remembered to do the 5-sense technique that Hyu and I had talked about yesterday. I didn't need it for stabilization, everything was nice and clear. I just wasn't very focused on anything, other than getting out of the building. So I think things went kinda fast and I wasted the dream. Still, I'll post everything I remember. As soon as I opened the door, I entered the stairwell of the building. I could see EXIT signs, perfectly neon green, with odd clefts down the center. Like someone had tried to bend them in half. They still worked fine though. So I went down one flight of stairs, and reached a hallway which appeared to be the bottom floor. On either end of the hallway were doors with EXIT signs above them. There was a small window on each door that I could see sunlight spilling in from, so I knew it would take me right outside. I just needed to choose left or right. I went right, and opened the door: an identical stairwell as the last. I repeated all that and chose the right door again. Same thing. This happened 3 or 4 more times before it dawned on me to go LEFT. As I headed toward the left door, I noticed that something had eclipsed the light coming in the window of that door. It was a person! I got scared, I don't know why. The door opened and a creep asian dude came toward me slowly. I shrieked, but not in a scared way exactly. More like you shriek when you're playing chase with someone, and they suddenly get you. So I started running away backwards up the stairs, and he kept following. I kept screaming and laughing, and he backed me into an office room. I'm still lucid at this point, but too wrapped up in this game to change anything about it. Oh well. So he's coming toward me, and I'm backing up against the wall, but I'm having horrible dizziness and coordination. He's holding an overturned martini glass, and starts pushing it toward my face, smiling mischievously. I just flick at the glass with my fingers, to get it out of my face, when he flips it over, and it fills with a green martini or something. And he says "Ta-da!" Before I could even say dah fuq, I woke up.

I've noticed lately that I'm having these random DILDs at the same time I would be having my previous DEILDs. I noticed that when I wake up and go back several times like I always did, I'm not remaining still. I open my eyes, and turn over, trying to get comfortable, and part of the reason I'm doing this is because it's getting so hot now. I'm going to get another fan and see if that helps. Not that DILDs are bad, I just prefer DEILD's.