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February 12, 2012

Synopsis: After helping two lost kids I become lucid and meet "dreamers". I chase down dannon, dive into a mucky river, and visit a Moroccan like city

Note: I had just woken up from a night of random nonsense dreams. So at 7:30 am I refocus on dreamsharing and on the pyramids.

Lost Children
I'm walking to work and I pass by two children who looked so sad. Wait a minute, I turn around and realize these two young kids, a boy and a girl no older than eight were walking without their parents in the warehouse district.

I asked them if their mom was nearby and they told me they were running away. They looked like they had been walking for days. So I took them with me to work and hid them behind the receptionist desk. I'm starting to get this weird feeling. Like I'm dreaming.

I ignore the feeling and focus on the kids. Boss is already giving me work but instead I look for food and water to give the kids. I had a giant subway sandwich *what I hate subway* and found water under the boss' desk. Damn, I've got to be dreaming!

My vision is blurring in and out, this only happens in dreams and in dreams where Im close to waking up. I bang on the wall and scream "VISION!" My right eye clears up. I bang on the wall a couple of more times just to feel the pounding sensation and solidify the dream. "LEFT VISION!" My left eye clears up. Well no one is looking at me like I'm a freak so I've go to be dreaming. I levitate just to double check.

Yay! Lucid, I still give the kids their water and hoggie and then I run out of work - free!

Part Two: Dreamers Friends and Freaks
There's so many people downtown! And they all looked like dreamers to me. I realized I didn't know anyone in iosdp well enough to even know who I was looking for. So I remained curious and skeptical that maybe these dreamers were just DCs trying to fool me.

A large group wanted to go out to eat. But one tall slightly heavy blond says "I don't want to waste my time eating in a dream when I could be doing something more exciting!"

"Yeah you're right!" So I grow bat wings and start to fly around town, over the park and light-posts. And then I see Dannon down below. I land and talk to him. "Are you the real Dannon?" He tells me something but I don't remember it. Suddenly he transforms into a golden colored lion and makes a mad dash across the city. I was scared he was going to pounce me so I flew away again.

I fly over a river. Except you can't tell its a river because its so mucky. There's a thick film of slimy green stuff, you can't even see the water below. I float for a second or two debating it but I cant fight my dream instinct. When I see water I've got to jump in. I dive into the mucky water head first.

I first I regret it, it was scary down here. The water is black, I see something floating, is that a dead body? Then I see something swimming towards me, a dolphin! I pet its large forehead and then I fly out of the nasty water.

My vision is blurring again. So much I can't really tell where I'm going or who I just walked past. It lasted for several minutes.

I find a courtyard where a man was teaching something to a group of kids. I don't remember what but it seamed relative to dreaming. I turn into a bat creature again, scare the kids and fly away.

I find the dreamers and Dannon one more time downtown. The dreamers finally decided they would eat at Pei Wei. Dannon says "I love pei wei!" but he wasn't hungry so he turns into a lion and runs off again

After a while I enter a desert city with beautiful arabic like buildings. My vision cleared up and I wanted to remember the architectural details so I start shouting "BROWN, RED, OCHRE!" The colors of the details, the doors, the windows. But this city was empty.

I keep flying but now I don't remember what it was I was looking for. I fly through someones house and out the other end was a beautiful grassy plush field surrounded by forest. But the husband of the house, an old black man, thought I was the spawn of satan with my bat wings and hurled harpoons at me. His aim was horrible so he gets his son out and yells "Get'er!". Scared I flew into the forest, my vision blurs and blurs and blurs until the dream dissolves and I wake up.

Very successful night for me! OBE & LUCID!

At first I experienced an out of body experience. It was about 12 am. I was dozing off on the couch, unwilling to drag myself into bed as my boyfriend was playing a computer game. He was chatting with his cousin who I could hear over the computer speakers and there were also some game battle sounds coming out. I thought that I had gotten up off of the couch and had walked over to look over his shoulder at the computer screen. I bent forward, resting on the back of his chair and rubbing his head with my hand. I started to make my way to the kitchen when I felt for a moment like I was being pulled back to the couch. This moment was very fast and then I “woke up”. I was back lying on the couch in my original position. It felt very strange, not at all like a dream but something more. Another strange note I have to add, when I leaned on the back of Allen’s chair and rubbed his head, he didn’t respond at all. This would be unusually of him not to at least say hi or something.

I was in a fancy condo on the water. There was an upscale party going on, we were all in cocktail dresses drinking champagne. I went outside on a balcony. I was a clear night sky and very warm out. I could see a giant cruise ship that was literally right next to the condo but bellow where I stood. Madonna was having a concert on the cruise ship and I could hear her singing “Lucky Star”. People were lounging in the pool and the decks were flooded with on lookers. This made me think back to “holy ship”, a dance cruise I wanted to attend but didn’t. Allen was next to me and I told him that we should attend the next dub/dance cruise that we could. He agreed but said that it wouldn’t be as good as the one we missed. I agreed and was disappointed.

Was in my apartment. I noticed that the ends of my hair looked blonde. I went to the mirror to confirm and it was blonde. I knew right away that I must be dreaming because I recently dyed my hair dark. I did a nose plug reality check just to confirm, plus I think it feels cool =) and sure enough I was dreaming. I though to myself that I should just run through the door like in my first lucid when I was 8. I started to run at it but chickened out at the last second. I stopped and kicked the door and it was hard. I knew that I could bust through it if I mentally tell myself that I can and believe in it but I found it to be a waste of time and I chose to just open the door and walk out of it. It was beautifully warm and sunny. I stopped for a moment and closed my eyes to let myself feel the sun on my face. I started to walk the parameter of my apartment building while running my fingers along its walls. The building squished under my finger and felt like sandy putty. I found this to be really cool and I kept squishing the building and putting my finger prints in it. Then I got the weirdest desire to take a bite out of the building. I squished a bunch of it into a ball and it tasted like apple cinnamon. I turned back to the sun and tried to think of what I should do next. Should I fly? Make a portal to somewhere else? Summon my DC minions?? I was so content and at peace just standing there that I decided it really wouldn’t be a waste to just enjoy the feeling of lucidity. I closed my eyes again with the sun beaming on my. (mistake but I don’t really regret it) Everything turned into a white light. I am not sure how much time passed here but I forgot about the fact that I was dreaming. I was in a new dream now where I was at a Mexican convenience store. It was super hot outside and I was buying ice cream. I put one in my pocket and the man warned me that it would melt there. I quickly unwrapped it and ate it. I stepped outside. There scenery around me was like a dry desert. Everything was destitute and baron. I walked around the store casually. I knew I was waiting for someone but I cant remember who. I wake.

There are 2 of me in this dream. The one me who was me was the one who has to die ((sorry if this is confusing)) lol..and the other me existed but I never got to see that me in my dream!
I'm on my last day of being alive, I go to town with my Dad and I buy some strawberry laces ((the sweets)). We now go into a shop and I see some flower transfers on the wall, they are for sale, they are so pretty and glittery, I am attracted to the pale blue one and run my finger across it as I admire it. My Dad now notices a floral handbag, I say "that's really nice" he says "yes...you can try it on for your mom then. I put it over my shoulder and think "why would I need to try a bag on for her??!" and I think this is a bit weird.
I am now in the town and I'm on my own. I now see my Uncle M and he comes over to me, he is in a wheelchair and wearing a black ribbed hat. I speak to him and tell him what's going to happen to me, he is crying and hugs me and says "it'll all be over soon". I really don't want to die, I'm so scared and can't really understand why I have to.
I now meet my hubby and he takes me to a place where my coffin is. The mattress inside is made out of black leather. I now have to say my last goodbye to my hubby and then I get in my coffin and lie down on the mattress. It all cracks under me like it's rotten and it's all wet, dirty and horrible.
I now lie down and shut my eyes waiting for myself to die, I'm scared shitless because I don't want to and I want to live my life not the other me, but I have no choice. I know there are other dead people in coffins around me and I'm thinking about this as I lie here.
I suddenly hear my Pigeon gasp, I jump up out of my coffin and go and check on her and she is gasping for air. I notice she's not in her bowl now ((eh!!!??)) But she has tried to get out and is caught between the table and the lid of the bowl. I take the lid off the top of her and shout to my eldest ((who has suddenly appeared from nowhere lol)) "she needs water, quick!!" my eldest just stands there and does nothing and then a bowl of water appears in my hand, I give my Pigeon a drink and she is now better.
The Pigeon now begins to talk to me and she copies what we say. It's not time for my Pigeon to die yet, she has to wait untill I die. ((dream skip)).
Myself and my Hubby are at a cemetery, we are looking at a grave that has been newly dug and I realise it's for me . I say to a woman who is with us "no..wait!!!, we want to be buried together" she says "you can't now but maybe when your both dead we can put you together" I reluctantly say "ok then". I am so jealouse that my Hubby can stay alive but I have to die. I begin to wonder what it will feel like when I'm dead but the other me is still alive and I'm very, very confused.
((The feeling I had in this dream was bloody awfull, I can't explain it but it wasn't nice atall !!!!))

Tell you the first thing I tell every new padawan I will.

Without the midi-chlorians, exist life could not, and we, no knowledge of the force, would have. To us they continually speak, of the force, telling us the will. When to quiet your mind you learn, hear them speaking to you, you will.

With meditation, be able to listen to them, you will.

Of the force, make meditation a part of your awareness and listen to the will. Yeesssssss.

To fully understand the midi-chlorian, to look inside, you have. The port that can take us to their source, the dreams are.

I didn't think I'd be able to have a successful LD this morning because of too many sounds and people and interruptions and cell phones and dogs, but I finally DEILDed and felt that naughty demon grab me and hold me from behind. I tried to flip him over but this time he remained steadfast and glued to my back. Completely lucid and ready for battle, I stood up on my bed. He was still hanging on, dumb dick. So I jumped up, and off the side of the bed, using the edge of my mattress as a 'scraper' and the demon peeled right off, and landed on my bed with a plop. Already having taken the form of a pretty brunette woman, she lay there, unmoving, in a near vegetative state. I won. I disrobed her, whipped out my man junk, and went to town. Of course I woke up too soon, spoils of victory taste tooooo gooooood.

I woke up but was able to go right back to it, this time she was more blondish. I wanted to do everything that Alyzarin and I had discussed, because I was bound and determined to make this a full victory. So I got out of bed, went to my bathroom, and looked at my reflection in the mirror. As always, my obedient doppelganger's eyes turned almost a lime green, with little silver sparkles that moved over almost gel-like irises, nearly devoid of pupils. I looked down at my hand, moved it back and forth a bit, and felt my lucidity temporarily stabilized.

I went back to bed and started to do my thing to the demon bitch again, but I woke up again.

IT WAS SO FUN.
High 5, Aly!

i was standing in my room and i tried to adjust my very small glass tube tv, then i realize my flatscreen is gone...I WENT OUT TO THE LIVING ROOM and asked mom where it went and she said i dont know, i went back in rooma nd found my flatscreen perched on top of a large library card type wooden file cabinet balancing onthe corner of my bed O_o the rest of the dream went this way as well, noticing things missing, asking mom then finding missing items in impossibly precarious places...woke up...

It started out i was wandering the halls of some office building, endless halls, couldnt find my way out or around or anything...allof a sudden Jack sparrow appeared carrying a very long ladder, he said follow along now, we're practically finished! so i grabbed the back of the ladder and he lead me all over the place from one hall to another neverending hallways...then woke up...

My first dream of the night (morning, lol) was a really short one, but the one I probably enjoyed the most. I started out the dream in a little rectangular clearing in a woody area. It reminds me of when you leave the forest in Legend of Zelda: OoT and first step into Hyrule Field. There are trees all around, including where I must have just come from, but there's only one clear cut "way" to go. The clear way was to my right (I was facing in towards the rectangle like I'd just appeared there, not come out of the forest to get there) and it was a stone path the reminded me of the stone wall tracks of the "Bowsers Castle" level in Mario Kart (N64 version). The forest ends where the stone path begins, and when stepping on the stone path I can see there's nothing but purple gray mist when I look over the edge. I think it's cool the stone path and forest were floating in a purpleish grey sky, and vaguely become aware that I am dreaming, but not enough to really control anything. I can see that ahead the path makes a sharp, right angle turn, and goes on for another hundred feet or so before ending at a giant castle made of the same type of stone. I decide to follow the stone path since it didn't look like there was much if I went back to the forest. I get to the turn, and look directly ahead at the castle. I can see a big archway is the entrance, and there's a red carpet that goes into the castle, just like in the Mario Kart level. What is out of place are the two monsters in the castle pacing back and forth like sentries. One is a big black praying mantis. It seems to be made of shadows (but I had seen a manga image of a praying mantis just before bed, so it's very probably that rather than shadowy, it's "Inky" ) The other monster is a giant snake. It's walking on about 2 or 3 feet of tail, holding the top 6 feet of it's body upright. It's whiteish yellow like the albino cornsnake at our local science center. It's round enough that I'm pretty sure that I couldn't wrap my arms around it and be able to reach my own hands. There's an oval shaped jewel or something on it's forehead which I find really odd. A Snake, wearing jewels, wtf? They notice me only a second after I notice them, and they start making their way towards me. I'm not scared yet, because I'm semi aware that it's a dream and I will be ok, instead I'm anxious, thinking to myself, "What are these things, and how the hell am I going to beat them?" Before I have the chance to think of an answer though, I suddenly feel like I'm not alone. My eyes are still locked on the snake and mantis coming towards me, but I feel an undeniable presence to my left. Without even thinking I reach out my hand and grab K's hand. I don't even have time to be relieved that I finally found him in a dream again, on a night that I wanted to find him... then again, I didn't exactly find him, he found me, lol. The snake uses it's tail as a spring, and leaps towards us, with huge nasty looking fangs. I'm still not afraid, I'm not even wondering how I'm going to win this anymore. I place complete and total faith in K that I'm going to be fine. Sure enough, K steps forwards with his left foot, still holding my hand so he ends up taking a step in front of me as well as forwards, and swings a fairly long sword in an arc. The snake is cut cleanly in half, the top half falls over the edge into the void and the bottom half disintegrates. Because of that circle step forwards, K is now in front of me, almost facing me, so I can see him, sort of. I wonder to myself how I am so sure that's K, because he's wearing loose black robes with a hood that covers his face. I can't see his features at all but I just know it's him because it feels like him. He lets go of my hand and turns back around to face the mantis as it's closing in, less than three feet from us. He swings at it, and I think it blocks with it's pinchers, but he pulls back and attacks again, this time defeating it. It also disintegrates. I think I manage to call out "Thank you!" before I wake up, but that could just be what I was trying to say and woke up first. :/

((Just wanted to edit this entry to say that my best friend also happened to be able to recall her dreams last night. She texted me this afternoon that she'd had a dream with me in it. Since we wanted to share dreams, I told her I'd facebook her my dreams of the nights if she'd text me hers. Turns out, she dreamed that she was on a stone path in front of a church looking at me... her church had a red carpet coming out it just like my "castle" and she claims I was standing there with a dark shadowy guy. Things aren't exactly the same, and I never saw her in this first dream, but we at least had most of the same/similar elements which was pretty cool!))

The second dream of the night was just a fragment on a dark forest path. I've got my little boy's hand, and we're crouched down walking quickly through the dark, running from bush to tree to bush kind of thing like we're trying to move quickly but stealthily away from something. Curious what we're running from, I turn around and steal a quick glance at whats behind me. There's a huge man, probably between 6 and 7 feet tall carrying a really big burlap sack over his shoulder. I think that lump in that sack is big enough for a body, and wonder if he's a murderer. We continue to make our way quickly, but because the man is walking directly and we're zigzagging in the dark I notice he's gaining on us. The path goes down hill for a moment, then the path veers right. We make the right turn, to find that the path extends in front of us, but there's also a clearing to the right. I rationalize to myself that the man is probably going forwards, but he might decide that little clearing is a good place to bury a body if that's what he has in the sack. I decide that the clearing is probably the safest bet, because really why would he be carrying a body and no shovel if he was going to bury it! I pull my little boy into the clearing and we duck behind a rock where I don't think he can see us from the path when he walks by. My little boy says something, I can't remember what, but I remember hushing him and looking hurriedly at the path hoping the man following us didn't hear him. I don't see the man, so I hold my breath for a moment hoping to hear him on the path. I don't hear him, so I let out my breath relaxed, he must have turned back. But then I see him on the path, and he turns into the clearing, with his burlap sack and a shovel. I think "Oh shit, I made the wrong choice!" and then wake up.

The last dream of the night was hardest for me to remember because it just wasn't that interesting. I was in the kitchen, and my younger brother was there. There was loud music playing, and people I didn't recognize kept coming in and out of the room. I told my brother he was crazy to throw a party because Grandma was going to have a fit that he had a party in her house. He says she's not here, she won't find out, and even if she does, he's in the army now, she can't get mad at him when he's only home for two weeks a year, because then he won't come back at all. Then there's some missing time, and I'm on the side of the road near my great aunts home. My other grandma who died several years ago (not the one who's house I was at before) had called my cell phone and told me to help her sister. Since I'm there I say I will. A car pulls into the driveway, but only halfway. My Aunt tells me to get something out of the trunk that is still in the road. I worry a car might hit me, but think that my family will get a lot of money is someone does hit me, so I'll risk it. Apparently my dream self doesn't think much of a life, lol. I open the trunk, and get some sort of big vase with a sunflower in it out. I balance it in once hand against my chest and close the trunk. Then I see a car coming. I yell at my aunt to move the car forwards so it doesn't get hit. She asks if I have the plant and I say yes, move the car! The car pulls forwards, and I scamper off the road. Then I wake up.

I was in front of a school with a group of kids and my history teacher. He was in a pretty bad mood. He told us he had the 3D models of the school building and he could change the way it looked. He did and the school became a group of dull gray/white buildings that were rusting. He also said he was going to make my pants 2 times longer, for some reason. Then we passed a pole that had pop'n music buttons. I pressed them and they were super cheap quality. After that my history teacher walked to his car, but only I followed. I got in with him and he was holding a brown bag, like what your food comes in at mcdonalds. He started driving a little, then he made me get out. I warned him to be careful because I could tell that he was drunk.

Two lucids AGAIN! Holy crap! This night was fairly bizarre as it was, but I think the last dream was the most interesting for me.

#1 - Parties And Dancing [Non-Lucid]

There's a family party going on at my house. Apparently I'm tormenting my cousin G and his brother P is supportive of it at first but not later. I don't remember much of that part of the dream, though. What I do remember is that I was wearing some completely ridiculous dress. Not ridiculous by look (I don't even really remember what colors it was or anything), just by... function. The entire time I was wearing it it was constantly shapeshifting itself and my body, I would look down and my boobs would alternatingly shrink or become pointy or slide around on my chest and stomach and the dress would randomly inflate and deflate and become really light and really heavy, at one point it basically felt like it would if I had a t-shirt on with a really thick pillow stuffed into the front, it was so awkward feeling. For some reason though, I also felt really confident in myself, like the dress looked really good on me or something. There was music playing and my aunt asked me to dance. We did for a bit and then I felt really good about myself so I went to the center of the room and did this dance that I came up with while tripping that I do when I'm alone that I feel is really cool to experience but I've always been too embarrassed to do it in front of anyone. Amazingly, I did the entire thing with my eyes closed AND was spinning a lot and when I finished and opened the scene still hadn't changed. It also made my other dream senses become much more apparent, which I thought was cool. Everyone was impressed at my dance, and I still felt embarrassed but in a good way. This is all happening in the den, and when I walk by the living room I see G still avoiding me. :T After that I walked into the kitchen, and maybe to the laundry room but I can't remember, but then I turned around and walked through the hallway behind the bar which somehow led outside into this beautiful garden (at the time I thought it as a park) with a few tables set up, and apparently my cousin A and her husband P (different P than before, but actually even the same name in real life) were having another family party as a follow-up to the one I was just at. Now I'm suddenly wearing some hard to remember white top and blue velour pants, I'm not sure what happened to the dress, but I actually am confused about it in the dream. I walk past a gazebo and see P sitting down with some random Asian guy at a table so I join them, but then A and other P told us that the Asian guy wasn't with us, so we felt embarrassed, and he looked at us weirdly and asked "Who are you...?" After that, I woke up.

#2 - Pointless Obstacles [Non-Lucid]

This one I was a little lazier about making note of so I don't have quite as much detail remembered, but I do remember that I was going to hang out with my friend K and I was wearing the same dress as before, only much more stable and unchanging. I was at his new apartment complex that he just moved in to and it was nighttime and snowing outside. Though one of the rooms of his apartment is apparently on the ground floor (it's not, it's on the top) and I can see through the window, I still start climbing the stairs up to get to the main entrance. Normally there's just a staircase to climb up, but this was like a legitimate obstacle course. And not just a regular one, I mean it had floating and moving panels and big gaps where you could fall through the floor into darkness, it was a like an intense video game map. I don't remember much of the first parts, but I had to work through several floors and finally I got to the top one. I climbed up a ladder to it and opened up a wooden hatch on the ceiling, and T, one of K's old roommates, was there in a sleeping bag in what looked kind of like a cross between a storage room and the inside of a pirate ship. >.> At this point I notice I'm somehow naked, but it doesn't bother me too much. I ask T if I can borrow one of his blankets, and he hands it to me and when I wrap it around myself it transforms into some really crazy anime outfit, and I go third-person and I have hot pink (but sort of almost red at time) hair with those gigantic anime/game character curls.



I make my way across some giant obstacle field made of ice, and hear some girls in the corner having some random conversation that catches my attention for a second but then I finally make it to K's door. But he rejects me because it turns out he's busy hanging out with someone else. I turn around but end up slipping on the ice floor and end up falling into the blackness below the floating panels, and that carries me all the way down through the floors I'd made it beyond so far, finally ending with me hitting the ground with very little pain. :\

#3 - Creepers Beware! [DILD]

I'm back outside at K's apartment complex, and it's still nighttime but not snowing. I'm walking around waiting to do something, but then I remember it's in what can be considered a kind of shady area, and I'm afraid of getting mugged or worse by just standing around. >.< I start walking back to my car and on the way there a gang of guys who're loudly cracking jokes about something comes walking near me which makes me uneasy, but then I suddenly become lucid and the dream starts quickly ending. The dream is very visibly crumbling around me, my vision is narrowing down to a pinpoint with just blackness surrounding it and frequently the entire dream blurs and looks sort of like a big crystalline fractal image, but not an actual 3D scene or anything. I'm tired of becoming lucid and having dreams immediately end, so I start furiously rubbing my hands together. I also start repeatedly yelling "BECOME LUCID!" and "MORE VIVIDNESS!" and every time it actually works a bit, but the dream is still obviously hanging on to its very last breath of life. I figured I'm going to have to interact with the dream a bit more if I want to really save it, so I walk over to one of the creepers and start talking to him. I act all friendly and lull him into a false sense of security, then grab him by the shoulder and punch him in the crotch as hard as I can. I laugh as he falls, but as he does I see the dream go all crystally again and I'm afraid my efforts aren't working, though my full vision was returning. Next I grab him by the crotch, then blast off the ground with a sonic boom and fly us up right into the side wall of the nearest apartment building, where I position his head directly at it and smash him into it, still applying the force directly to his crotch to do so. There's an incredibly loud impact sound and the side of the building crumbles around his body a bit. I let myself fall back to the ground and am satisfied because the dream seems to have restabilized enough. I walk around and notice that it's daytime now, and there's still really nothing to do. :T But that's okay, I've already had my fun. I flew up to get a nicer view of the apartments from the sky, then the dream ended.

#4 - Lucid Within A Non-Lucid [DILD within a Non-Lucid]

This one I only have a short description of, but it was rather interesting. It starts with me in a class but this kid, J, who only went to the same school as me up until middle school. The first part may have been more of a transitional state or a hazy third-person part, because I honestly don't remember much of it at all, at least in any way that really makes sense in my mind, but it was about us fighting robots in class! After that there was some kind of boss, and J handed a magazine that was apparently it. I tried to figure out how a magazine could be commanding robots, and there was some kind of hint in one of the articles about there being a sensor of some kind hidden above the ceiling tiles in our classroom, but then we just kind of abandoned that plot and started waiting for class to end. I go sit down at my desk and get really tired, and fall asleep while waiting. Here's where things get strange! I lifted my head and I was still in the same classroom, but the people were acting weird and robotic (heh) rather than how they had been a second ago, and everything had a really foggy feeling to it. It was extremely trippy. I look around and think, wait, I just fell asleep in this class and now it's different and... wait, is this a dream? :O Yes, that's right... I became lucid based on clues that weren't true. And at the time, though it was a legitimate lucid and felt like one (rather than just dreaming about being lucid but not actually being), I still thought of the non-lucid dream as reality and where I was sleeping. The atmosphere of the lucid was extremely confusing, probably because somewhere in the back of my mind I knew that I was lucid but still very unaware of the situation. It honestly felt like I was the lowest level of lucidity I could possibly be. I decided to just waste time since I was waiting for class to end anyway, so I had everyone in the class start singing a song. The teacher even joined in happily. I wanted to go flying outside a bit after that started, and I saw it happening in my mind's eye but it wasn't really, and then everything got really hazy and I figured the dream was ending, so I woke back up... into the non-lucid dream. Obviously, I thought I was awake at that point so I lost lucidity. Not long after that though, I actually woke up. What a strange experience!

February 15, 2012

Synopsis: After a quiet day in a vacation home, the sun explodes and this signifies alien invasion. Slightly abstract hard to remember dream.

Vacation Day Exploded
I’m driving my family to a natural reserve, the bumpy road is hard on my car and so is the steep hill. After parking I’m worried the park’s entrance is miles back the other way, but sis finds it just up this little path.

We were staying a vacation home inside an old-school village with icrecream shops. Mom disappears some where in there, Dad goes off to get pastries, and sis V moans and whines because she has to go to work. I really just wanted to go for a long walk, but no one will walk with me because sis L is too busy doing I don’t know what.

So I just chill in the vacation home with sis L.

I’m looking at the sun through the window blinds. So bright and warm, I tell sis – “we should go for a walk like right now!”. Suddenly the sun burns red-orange and lights up the whole sky with a hot glow. All the time I’m still watching through the window blinds. Suddenly, what I thought was the sun, hurls towards the earth and crashes in another window view.

I’m glued to the window watching a huge mushroom cloud rise up from beyond the park. I scream at sis “are you seeing this?” and I think about running to get my camera. What the hell am I thinking about? I can see a shock wave traveling across the landscape. Me and sis duck and lay flat on the ground, but nothing happens.

All is quiet now. I get this weird feeling, that this explosion is actually a part of an alien invasion. And we don’t want to advertise where we are, so I reach for the remote and turn off the TV. I look over to sis who looks terrified. I whisper “We need to be very quiet, no lights, this is an –“

“No don’t say it!” She starts to cry. The whole idea of aliens invading really freaks her out. Ironically her eyes kinda looked alien right now. I try to comfort her as she cries softly. Then I wake up.

I slept for 11 hours straight. I feel like it was restful, but my mattress is pushed away from the wall and my blankets are all over the place. I only recall bits and pieces of my dreams.

In one, there were lots of kittens and other animals. Forget the details though.

In another one, I was at a store and I couldn't find my car. I wish I could remember more of the dream though because there was a lot more to that story. I get fleeting glances of babies.... Ah yes... As I was leaving the store, a family was walking in. The had a toddler in the seat part of the buggy but he managed to fall out. The door greeter caught the kid by his feet right before the little one cracked his head on the cement outside.
And I don't know if it was in this dream or another, but I was waiting in line to order food but I stepped away to grab something. I was going to go to the back of the line, but a really nice man told me I could have my spot back and everyone behind him was in agreement.

Then there's the dream I REALLY wish I could remember. It was a surreal "nightmare". I was being chased by (?) but I was also on vacation. Snow was everywhere and there was some weird body of water that I've dreamed of many times in the past. It's located in the middle of nowhere and while it's not incredibly wide, no one knows how deep it is.

That's it

I forgot to jot this down. I remember having a dream a long time ago where I was an old man. I was sitting at my desk that was located up on a podium or small stage and it was situated to the back of the school--the exit was on the opposite end of the school. The place looked like a school to me and I guess my desk was the teacher's desk. The room was fairly large and there were long chairs on the floor for the students I guess.

I looked over to my right and saw a child standing there right beside me. I asked him in an old man's voice, I said "Who are you?" And the boy, who looked to be maybe 12-14 years of age, said "I'm *****, your new intern, sir." I don't remember the name. Then I said "Oh," and continued what I was doing.

Didn't remember anything.

I didn't have time to even jot down things because I wanted to get to the area for the lab at least 15 minutes early.

I feel like a hypocrite suggesting that others jot down things if they don't have time recalling more of their dreams.

Never Trust a Zombie
Recall: 7/10
Sleep: Poor
Sleep Position: Unknown

It's the zombie apocalypse, and I'm wasting zombies and searching for increasingly rare food resources. I cleave zombie skulls with an axe when they are few, and switch over to a gun when they begin to overwhelm me.

I get a psychic vision of a food stockpile in a certain house, where the survivors and been gathering supplies to take with them when they were all killed by zombies. I lead my group to the house and we clear it out room by room, basement last, which is where the food is. The zombies are more plentiful in the basement. As I begin shooting them in the head, I hear one of the zombies speak!

I'm flabberghasted, wondering if the zombies are evolving or something. "You can speak!!!" I cry out with incredulity. The zombie replies that they've always been able to speak, it's just that we never listen. So he says, but all I remember them doing is moaning and groaning.

The zombie is lamenting the fact that I killed his companions as my mind reels with this sudden turn of events. They seem almost civilized, but I still don't trust them and keep my gun leveled at the zombie's head. THen for a brief moment, there is a sudden shift in reality and the zombies switch back to moaning and groaning in mid sentence. Then they switch back to talking. I'm seriously questioning reality now. Even though they are talking again, they are still lurching towards me the same as they'd do when they couldn't talk and wanted to eat me.

I hold my fire, back into the room with the food, and grab the large duffel bag which is already packed and ready to go. Even though the zombies talk a good talk, they are still closing in on me, and I waste them anyways.