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08.11.2010

I want to help the knight! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two dreams.

Second:

I was in a hotel similar to my previous dream. I had to do some errands before leaving the hotel. For some reason I looked at my hand and turned lucid.

I had five fingers, however, I realized I also had a thumb totaling 6 fingers. I ran to the window of my room. The room had a king bed and a couple of portraits. I looked outside the window and I saw a never ending sea. It was very sunny and I felt the wind coming from the window. My dream was not stable so I decided to start to fly to make it stable. I was flying easily and planned what to do. I recalled I want to Astral Project from any single lucid I have, I was about to land to close my eyes and project, but my dream was still fuzzy and I knew I was going to wake up if I attempted.

The imagery changed. I saw a lake and a forest surrounding the lake. I was planning to dive inside the lake and see what was on the bottom. I remember from a previous lucid I saw a ton of ear plugs sunken on the bottom of a swimming pool. However, I did not feel I was ready to do that yet. I know very well my dreams and I knew I was not ready yet.

I kept flyign for a while and I landed in a small street. I saw a military base and there were soldiers and a general. They were saying, "We serve our manager! We serve our General! We are proud to serve our Country!"







I found it funny I was dreaming with the military and wondering why. I kept waking and saw another group of soldiers. There was a sign that said, "Masturbation is also a good exercise." I laughed when I saw that.

I took flight again and went to a country. I was now located in the mid age era. I told myself I could find some gladiators as I was in the proper era, however, I saw a small soldier base and I was wondering what my mind was doing. There were a few soldiers with armors. I also saw a knight that was next to the horse. A young female DC approached and she was told, "You will proudly slay it!"







She put an armor on and climbed on the horse. Several pikermen approached as well and told they were going to be an escort for war.

A general called my name and said, "Even you can help. I know you are in a dream form, but you can still help." I was given a small spear and a shield. I threw the shield away as I knew I was not going to get harmed. I said, "I am going to poke our enemy knight's horse feet! The horse will go nuts and throw the knight away. I was told that I could not help in that battle.

I did not find amusing what I was doing and my dream was getting fuzzy. I started to fly again to make it stable. I saw a few trees and some weapons (swords, scythes and more old school steel weapons) I felt the dream was not stable and it ended.

I had a FA in my bed. I could not see but I had my computer in front of me. I was able to download a video from my dream and I though it was going to be a great tool to recall dreams. I tried to download the video, but the PC worked bad. I realized it had no sense and I turned lucid again. I still had no vision and I could not move. I knew I needed to fly so I made the computer vanish and tried to move. Suddenly, a voice said, "That is enough lucid dreaming for the night, wake up!" I woke up and it was actually time to wake up.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Realized dream signs:
- Realizing I was not in the physical plane.
- Downloading a dream from my PC to who knows where.

Reality check performed:
- Hand check. Failed and turned lucid.
- Just turned lucid.

08.11.2010

Meeting a Canadian (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two dreams.

First:

I was in a big hotel by myself. These hotel had very big pools, it was sunny and very warm. I saw several DCs. I met with a female DC and we liked each other. She wanted to have sex with me and she was a virgin.

We met with some DC and I needed to leave, however, I wanted to spend some time with her. We went to her room. The bed of her room was outdoors where a lot of tourist walked by. We entered inside her room (which had no bed because it was outside) We got naked and we left the room. It was raining now and we ran naked on the outdoors. We finally had sex, several odd thing happened that are hard to explain and rated M, so I will avoid.

I had to leave but I wanted to met with her in the future. She was from Canada and she gave me her contact info.

Missed dream signs:
- Having sex with someone who was not my wife.
- Odd imageniry when she was naked.

I WAS FLYING ACROSS THE SKY AT NIGHT LOOKING UP THE STARS, AWESOME DREAM .

Space 1


some really weird abstract space dream. I think I was flying in a ship and was entering a place like in a starfox video game. There was this HUGE mother ship that I was flying through and trying to blow up. I think i hit a critical part but it didn't blow. I had to exit the mother ship. I tried to fly back in but it was impossible to do so because of a shield of some sort blocking me out.

Space 2

Really weird dream of just floating in space near a large planet like jupiter. I was facing some other space dude. His eyes were black portals and I got pulled into them. Then i was near some Nebula. I saw the black portal closing from where i came. So I flew towards it but it dissapeared. So i get flying towards the nebula but it never got any larger. It's like I wasn't moving at all.

False awakening

FA, and I'm in some dark room. I think i feel the presence of a woman so I try to make her appear but it turns out she's not there. I get up and go looking for her but I can't remember the dream.

Hypnagogic stuff

Some HI stuff about sexual things so gross that I won't even mention what it was.

Guitar

I was playing on an acoustic guitar with black blotches marking the chords I was supposed to play. Turned out to be the song by ST Sanders where he makes fun of a Beatles music video. I think I clearly remember where the chords were...



I was just singing along with the stupid lyrics. I got to the end where I sand, "Elm. Beef, Elm, Bee-hee-hoo!" and some guy was singing the very end with me. I found it rather funny.

I haven't recorded a dream in a long time.
Have any of you seen the movie "Waking Life"? It's about lucid dreaming, and the importance of dreaming. We're watching it (for some odd reason) in my Creative Writing class, and it made me want to get back into lucid dreaming. I think it's dumb to be wasting my sleep, yano? If you haven't seen it, the video is on google videos. Here's the link! Waking_Life.avi
Seriously, watch it. It's amazing so far.

So let's try this again.

I was in some random building, or city, with AN. We were playing some sort of game or something where I had to run away from him. I don't remember much, but I remember seeing a city at nighttime. There were streetcars going through some street, and there was a park with trees behind it.

The last I remember of it I actually managed to get away from him, and I was hiding in that building.

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I had a few other dreams, but totally forgot them by now

07.11.2010

Enter Jim (DILD)

★★★☆☆

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can do this. Running toward the red metal banister lining the platform between step, I make to jump over it, but screech to a halt in hesitation, fear. I can fly to the top. I know I can. Peering over the edge I see there are several flights of stairs above me and a seemingly endless drop below.

This is a dream, right. . ?

Right.

I leap off the edge, soaring out in a wide arc before falling, down, to a certain death. A burst of denial keeps me airborne, and I shoot up to the very top of this brightly lit, overly windowed building. A school, I think. There's a railed ledge at the top, spanning out over everything below, casting a thin shadow as it greedily eats up the hot light from the sun above. People—friends—look at me strangely, but I could care less. I'm gonna have some fun with this one.

Up and out, I climb, bursting through the glass ceiling only to find the building is alone, on a grey, mossy rock, in a void of white of nothing. Within moments of my discovery, scenery starts to form around the building. High snow-covered cliffs, white fluffy clouds, rushing rapids pouring over rough rocks, and a huge cerulean lake surrounding the school, snap into existence right before my eyes. Screw goals, screw DGs, screw deeper meaning, I'm free as a bird and I feel like spreading my wings.

Soaring across the landscape, I twist and dive about, skirting the top of the rapids, picking up speed. The exhilarating freedom of flight overwhelms my senses, and on a whim I decide I want to try and see Raven. Flying headfirst across the ground, I put my arms out in front of me and tear at the fabric of space and time, sending my world into blackness. . . .

A figure forms in my vision, blurry, indistinct. I wonder who, or what, it could be as I fly through the nether. Within seconds, new landscape begins coming into focus, slowly and in bursts, like the initial load of a large video game map. The figure becomes more defined; it's a boy, a young man around my age with deep brown hair and piercing eyes. I follow him as he jumps into a small clear-water pond. Treading in the water as I float above, he mouths something, but I can't hear him; all I get is a ethereal sense he's trying to communicate. Flustered, he tries again, and this time an echoing, almost synthesized, phrase escapes his lips: “Are you alive?”

Now it's my turn to be flustered: “Of course I am.” He grins at me before taking off, running further up into this new, colorful, mountainous, landscape. I keep up as best I can, until we come to the opening *large pipe built into the rocks. A waterslide.

“Prove it!” The boy leaps into the pipe and is swallowed by the dark. Dropping to the ground, I approach the pipe, and with only minor hesitation leap into it. Gravity takes over as my body falls through the twists and turns of the slide and its cold rushing water.. I let out a yell, to show my liveliness to this boy, but I feel silly. Suddenly, I stop, dead in my tracks.

Odd.

The plastic tube stuck firm against my exposed back, I try to restart my descent. With some luck, it works and the ride continues, but it doesn't last long. I'm trapped again, and this time I'm not getting out by traditional means. I spend the next few minutes traversing the piping, climbing strange obstacles, with no end in sight. At the rate I'm going, I'll never see the daylight again. But with some effort on my part, the next bend takes me into the light, onto a grassy ledge, where a figure stands, overlooking a vast rocky expanse. It's the boy from before, but he's not a boy anymore, he's an adult, and there he stands with the poise you'd expect of a politician or military leader.

I approach him, and our conversation begins. His name is Jim, and he's here to teach me. He says he'll be stalking me ferociously over the next few nights, tracking me, watching me. Furthermore, he wants to know what kind of car I typically drive.

“What kind of car I drive?”

“Yes, it's important we supply you with cars you're familiar with.”

“Erm, I typically don't do much driving in dreams.” I can't help thinking this conversation is getting weird. What do cars have to do with anything. . . ?

To be continued. . . . Maybe. . . .

Non-lucid Lucid

I am in a dark building with long hallways, brick walls, many doors and many stories. I am pretty sure that it is an apartment complex. I am with some friends and we keep on running into zombies behind every door and around every corner. These zombies have bulging eyes, bald heads, and no skin so that their raw flesh and veins are showing. Whenever I anticipate that a zombie to be in a certain place, a zombie is always there. We are trying to run through the hallways, ascend the stories and reach the top floor of the building where we'll be safe. I open the door to the stairwell and see a zombie standing still in the darkness. I yell at my friends to run for it and this makes the zombie spring into action and it starts to chase us down the hall. As I am running, I suddenly remember that zombies are one of my dreamsigns. I do the nose-plugging test and I can still breath so I become lucid.

To escape from this zombie, I simply float up and pass through the ceilings of three or so stories as if I were a phantom. I enter the "safe" top floor of the building, which is a completely empty room coated with dust. I want to bust through the ceiling of this floor and fly off. I try to do so and am unable to because this ceiling is made of titanium. I simply bonk my head against the ceiling. Fortunately, there is one window in this room. I walk over to it and I see some city streets below me. All the buildings and houses are kind of old and run-down. I break the glass with my mind, climb through the window, and safely drift down to the sidewalk. I get a strong desire to find my dream guide, so I attempt to yell, "Dream guide, where are you?". When I try to shout it only comes out as my voice at normal volume. THings start to get hazy, so I re-stabilize the environment and make it as vivid as real-life. I walk down the sidewalk and see a group of five or six people waiting to cross the street at an intersection. I think that they would be able to help me find my dream guide so I walk over to them and say, "Do any of you know where my dream guide is?". Most of them have no idea what I am talking about, but one lady tells me, "I'll lead you to him". She is a plump lady in her mid-fifties and has yellow, curly hair. She looks at me condescendingly for some reason. We cross the street and I get a little to excited to find my dream guide so my dream fades very quickly and I wake up.

I had a dream that I was riding in the car with my mom. She put a CD in and it had a song by a band that I like. I asked if she liked the song and she said yes. Then someone said something that made me wake up.

Lucid

Non-Lucid

1. I was at a aquatic wildlife park with some amusement rides. I was a part of the tour group and then all the 'fish' started attacking and killing the humans. I remember running up the wooden walkway and the path went up the side of a mountain. Suddenly I was near the main walkway and a female employee of the park survived as well. I somehow managed to survive by myself and when I got back to the main area I saw the employees all alive and giving a presentation to another group of people. I went in and made my presence known to the employees and they realised that I survived (when I should have died).
The 'fish' started killing again and I ran, I got to the end of a jetty and just missed the last ferry. I managed to run over water and walls to dry land and I was running across a park when the leader of the wildlife park pulled up in a car. I hid behind a bus stop and the guy was right in front of me but did not see me. I then hid behind a tree for more safety when another member of the park came up beside me, opened up the tree and I fell in. This was a trapdoor back to the park.

Was lost in some town. Tried to find my way to the theater. The guy gave me some random directions. I walked off to where I wanted to...ended up going to some old antique shop...wondering why they were selling random stuff that shouldn't have had any value (like pictures of family members). Expected porn to be in the back as a RC, and it was, became lucid, but didn't get to do anything.


Had another frag about talking to MSN with Limitless...but I don't know where the hell I was. I was on this long awful looking dark green couch and the computer was on the coffee table I think, or maybe I had a laptop.

Today I was so tired that I started to Rem with opened eyes while sitting in course. OMG, my eyes just kept closing all the time. I was never so exhausted

Police Car Chase (non-lucid)



Kenan & Kel (or should I say Kel & Kenan) and I rob a convenience store for drug money. I was more or less just along for the ride. They pulled a gun and things got real. "Let's go!" I yell. "Someone call the cops!" a customer said.

We jump in our car and take off. The cops in hot pursuit. We lose them at an intersection. They had to stop to avoid crashing. I get dropped off at my house with my share.

Bush's Starcraft Challenge (non-lucid)

I win a contest. Bush writes a check for $85, 000. Next a SC2 tourney for money. I face an unknown. Everyone plays random. PvP. Early base race. I win. Then I fight QXC. T(me)vZ. A long, close match but he won with some mutas. I used a BC, a tank, seigeable hellion, and a squad of marines but its wasn't enough. He had weird cloaked, worm units that forced my units to burrow.

Disorder (non-lucid)

People crashing cars into other cars, people getting pinned by cars. Store owners with guns. Rape and murder. I was with a group of people being ushered up into a parking garage. I was in shock. I didn't know what was going on.

[Fragment] I'm in dream!Las Vegas, passing behind the back sides of several of the large casinos. There is a wide strip of empty desert between me and the buildings.

[Longer dream] I'm in a sort of club with dark-brown wood on all the walls, being followed around by a cartoony-looking blonde girl with pigtails, close to my own age. While I'm there, I get a phone call from the coordinator of our tour group (yes, I'm on a tour as part of a tour group) saying that they're offering me the opportunity to extend the tour for a couple of hours, and if I want to take them up on it, I should meet them at the nearest [some kind of store whose name I can't recall].

So I head for the exit of the club. There are steps leading down from the door of the club onto a large, open space of concrete, which is on a street corner. As I leave the club, I realize that I'm surrounded by several of my favorite actors, who are leaving it at the same time as I am. Liam Neeson and Ewan McGregor are there, and I hear Patrick Stewart's voice. I don't speak to them, though, because I don't want to bother them with my fangirling while they're trying to hang out and have fun. I know that I'm in Barcelona, and that the club I'm just leaving is known for being a popular hangout for famous people.

Out on the street corner, I see the aforementioned some-kind-of-store directly across the street from the entrance to the club. It has a green awning with white letters on it. I decide not to go there, though, because I see all the other people from my tour group walking along the street and turning the corner to go up a side street. I decide to stick with the group. The cartoony-looking blonde girl is part of the group, too, but she hasn't come out of the club yet. “She'll catch up,” I say, and start walking up the street with the group. The street goes uphill. We walk several blocks, turn at least one more corner, and end up on an open-air elevated light rail car. I sit in the corner seat on the end of the car that points in the direction it's traveling. It starts moving and goes really fast along the track. It's quite thrilling when it turns a corner, and I cheer and whoop in exhilaration, as if I were on a roller coaster.

Eventually, the track for the vehicle we're in ends abruptly, high above a river that has broad beaches along its banks. Somehow, the vehicle has morphed into one of those circular whitewater rafts, like the ones they have on Grizzly River Run at Disney California Adventure. Our raft shoots off the end of the track and starts falling toward the river. I know that we're not actually falling all that distance, because we're inside a simulator ride. The raft starts tumbling and turning end over end as it falls through the air, but I don't feel the sensation of being turned upside down, and I know that that's because I'm not actually being turned upside down, it's just the video in the simulator ride making it look like I am. Just before our raft hits the water, I realize that it's going to hit with enough force to plunge pretty deeply into the water before floating back to the surface again. I hold my breath just to play along with the simulation, even though I know it is one, and, indeed, there is no real water; I don't feel wet, but I see the deep-green-tinted underwater video all around me. [LOL! Maybe this is what happens when MILDing is only partially successful? ]

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Woke up with barely anything, then BAM! Three dreams recalled. Pretty sweet since I only slept for seven hours. The dreams were pretty cool aswell!

05.15: Survival in dinosaur land
I'm with my two sisters and we're trying to survive in some kind of forest. "I'll go look for fresh water" I tell them and starts walking on a path leading into a swamp. As I enter the swamp I notice something behind the trees about a hundred meters in. It's a huge dinosaur, the one from Jurassic Park 3. I quickly run to the side and plunge into the muddy waters between a few bamboo trees. I try to lay as low as possible as the dinosaur starts walking towards the path I was just on, searching for food.

I realise he's smelling the ground and I know I have to try to hide my smell by with mud. I barely dare to breathe though as I'm lying there with mud up to my upper lip. And decide to just try to sink down as much as possible. The dinosaur isn't more than a few meters away and is just about to pass me when I think "Perhaps he will notice me anyways" Good thinking you idiot! The dinosaur stops and looks straight at me.

He slowly walk towards me and I know I will die any second, just a few meters away, when I can see his big, yellow/red eyes. I decide I cba to get eaten alive. "That would be horrible!" I think and press escape. I load the previous save. Suddenly I'm standing next to my sisters again. This time I decide to check out what's behind the wall of rock behind us. I spot a path leading upwards and we walk it. Suddenly we're inside a cave, with rugs on the floor, a wall with fresh water running down it, and a TV.

"This place is perfect!" I say. A window is opened next to me and a chubby guy hands me a cup of coffee and tells me to put milk in it. I look at him defiantly and take a sip. "I ain't helping you out with anything" I tell him. We start arguing and he's a real asshole. He asks me if I want to play a game of chess, and I notice a chess board on the window panel. "No thanks, I hate losing and I would probably lose to you. And I don't want to get mad at a relative" Apparently we were relatives. He is ok with it and starts talking trash about my boss. I defend my boss and tell the asshole he's a good guy.



05.15: Xbox competition
I'm with my friend G and we're standing next to like ten awesome looking xbox consoles. "Please can I have one?" I ask. "No you can't... These are for the other contestants" he tells me. "But come on, they never even showed up" G agrees with me and hands me a console. Sweet.

05.15: Heinreich
I'm walking on a path with my friend Heinreich. I'm trying to smoke matches, and it's actually working. The sun is shining high above and we're joking around. His friend is also with us. We all arrive at a gas station and has to wait there for his mom. "She's got puppies now, so it's hard for her" he tells me. I find this a bit strange since the one who just got puppies, is my mom's dog. I don't think more about it. As we're standing there I decide to fool around a bit, and draw back my arm to fake a punch in his stomach. I hit something solid with my elbow. An old lady walks by me and I realise I've just hit her. "Oh shit, I'm so sorry!" I say and feel embarrassed. She doesn't seem to be affected at all.

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Food before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Pretty sweet dreams imo. Could have turned into a very scary nightmare. Luckily it didn't!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!