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Morning of January 23, 2017. Monday.



I am wandering around near an area near the shopping mall. There are a number of people who are involved in some sort of publicity relating to Godzilla and a particular store (or perhaps the entire mall). I walk through the hall of the shopping mall at one point and I am annoyed by seeing three people approaching me who are all in unusual oversized Godzilla costumes (though a few other people are in human-sized Godzilla costumes), though not really looking like any typical movie version of Godzilla. They are about twice as tall as me so I assume that they are wearing stilts and have features within their costumes for more control of the larger arms and such. They do not really regard me directly though I know they are there to annoy people with some sort of promotional gimmick.

One Godzilla costume is meant to convey the idea of rocky skin (somewhat like the Thing from “Fantastic Four”). Another is a purplish color with polka dots. One has mixed elements of lion and clown, with a sort of mane that seems akin to a wide clown outfit collar. I have an uncomfortable feeling that it will be difficult to shop anywhere in the region with all these annoying promoters.

There is one scene where I see someone (unknown) watching a Godzilla movie on a narrow wall between two hallways, but the man playing Godzilla is somehow directly talking to the viewer. I get the impression he can even stick his head out of the implied screen unless some sort of holographic technology is involved. (In this case, the Godzilla head is about the size of a human head, unlike the large costumes.) I wonder if the viewer is going to allow himself to be attacked or “eaten” for entertainment purposes.

I later find myself in a beautiful area near a marsh, eventually within a forest with dense shrubbery. I begin to relax and explore. However, one of the people who are wearing Godzilla costumes comes to where I am, though does not find me. He looks near a large shrub but cannot see me. This time, the costume seems about three times bigger than me but the size does not bother me (and does not even seem a factor).

Finally, I focus on the nature of gravity. Water seems to run uphill. This is very puzzling. Josh Holloway (the actor from “Lost”) is present. Some small rivulets of water that flow upwards on the wall form a tree-like pattern. I see something very unusual and point to it. At first, I think it might be more water moving upwards along a wall but it turns out to be the glow of the plastic wrap over a new toy cap gun still on the card and somehow stuck on the wall.

Josh is also apparently annoyed by all the people in weird Godzilla costumes. Several more (unknown) people appear and we explore a large public bathroom (which may be abandoned). I look at the sink and notice water flowing upwards in the side of the basin. Later, we manage to evade a person in a Godzilla costume as he only looks around in the first section of the bathroom.

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I remember a couple fragments of music themed dreams.

First I was standing with a group of people playing guitars. I was playing some kind of digital guitar stick. We were all playing together. My guitar stick could sound like an acoustic guitar or an electric guitar.

Later, I was talking with the female lead singer of an amateur rock band. They played an outside gig in a city and virtually no one attended. I tried to give her encouragement and suggestions. I also helped her and her band load equipment into their vehicle.

Later, I believe I was riding in that same vehicle, a van. There was a commode sitting in the middle and I used it because I had to poop. But then I was embarrassed because I stunk up the van and I apologized.

I decided to keep my journal colour coded, so it's easier for me to re-read them and jump into lucid parts or parts that are somehow important. So blue is going to be lucid and red will indicate any insights or an outtake of the dreams.

In my sleep today I was finally able to fully realize and complete a mental map of my own portal into a lucid dream. Not that I didn't know about it before. I always kept a mental map of it. But it was rather intuitive and I never actually tried to draw it on paper. Today however I was able to "finish" it in my dream and give it structure.

So my personal portal leading to a state of lucid dreams is a particular building. It means that whenever I see it or find myself inside of it, I know I'm dreaming and thus, start lucid dreaming. I've been there a number of times and took my time to explore it. I know its every corner and every door. It's always the same and always works like a charm.

It has two parts to it. It has a facade and a rear side that leads me into a reoccurring town. Its left wing leads into a state of a regular dream, meaning that if I choose to go to its left side I will always transition into another dream, usually non-lucid. It's a great way for me to escape an unwanted LD or beat/hide/run away from monsters.

If I, however, choose to exit through its rear door, which is situated in the right wing of the building, I will inevitably end up in this re-occuring town. The town, just like a building, always stays the same but has a very large territory which i haven't explored fully yet.

What is interesting though is that in order for me to get to its left side (i.e. regular dream exit) I need to climb a secret staircase in between the building's walls. I access that staircase through a kitchen of a restaurant on the ground floor. There is no other known way to get to the left side. Until today I didn't question why it works this way. Why does it have to be secret and located between the walls? Why is there no easier way to exit to a state of regular dream? Is it because our minds always have to have "doors" to carry us from one place into another?

The building itself has about 5-6 floors, is non-residential and have numerous offices, where I see people working away. They usually do some kind of office work, using a lot of paper. The building is pretty harmless and nobody usually pays attention to me. They have a restaurant on the ground floor and a pool.

There is also a scary part to this building, and I don't like it when I somehow end up in there. It has underground floors that go deep below the ground level. From the look of it, it looks like an old hotel with A LOT of similar doors. Its halls seem endless and there is always something chasing me. One time I decided to face it, and it looked like a tall human-like creature with very long hands. I don't know where the doors lead because I am afraid to open them. I tried opening a door once to runaway from that creature, and I found myself in a small room. There was a boy watching TV in that room and he was very surprised and frightened to see me. I wonder what these creatures represent and why I am scared of them.

So, in my dream today I wondering in a quiet forest and was thinking about this portal. It's funny that mine looks like an office building. I also thought that our mind is a very clever thing always giving you two options to choose from: walking into a LD (in my case, it's a town) or find my way into a state of a regular dream. In 99% of time, I choose to climb the secret staircase to get to it's regular dream side if I'm ever given the choice.

Night 4: nothing remembered
Points: 0

Night 5: nothing remembered
Points: 0

Night 6: some remembered
This night, I didn't remember much but these were the dreams I remembered. I can't even remember if I was lucid during these so I won't count points for dild, wild ext...

I remember a part of the dream where I had a magic battle with wands with someone I don't remember.

There was also another part of a dream where I had to transform into someone else to get past some guards.

The last thing I remember is that I lost a bet and because of it, I had to shrink myself down to the size where I was the same size as a cell. Gravity didn't work as every direction I looked was up

Misc dream control: 5
(Cast spell)
Full transformation: 10
Misc transformation: 5

Total: 20

Night 7: career best, 11 total lucids

Lucid 1: The first lucid I had was where I found myself in a room that I can only describe as a puzzle room. It was one room of many where I had to align large blocks in all of the rooms to complete the puzzle. There were slots on the ground that each block fit into. When I looked around at the room, I became lucid, no reality check. I used telekinesis to move the massive blocks into the slots. When I completed the room I was in, I possessed my friend who was in another room. Using them, I moved the blocks to the appropriate spots.

After doing this for 3 rooms, I still needed to do this for one last room. Instead of possessing someone, I used an item called a portable hole.

This item allows me to travel through any solid object without risking getting stuck and waking up. Using it, temporarily creates a large tunnel that I can move through. After some time, the tunnel will close and the object will be solid again.

I cast this item on a wall and flew to the final room. Unlike the others, this looked like a 3D puzzle where you had to turn the room and have the blocks fall into place. I changed gravity to have the blocks fall up and then to the corner of the room where they would fall in place. Once I did that, a DC in a robe appeared and stated that I have caused a rule violation. What happens next, I forgot

Phase through wall: 10
Advanced telekinesis: 10
Change gravity: 5
Mind control: 5
Fly: 5
First Dild: 10
Interact with a DC: 2

Total: 47


Lucid 2:

I find myself in a lobby of some hotel. I feel relaxed and see a group of people that I normally wouldn't see. I realize that I am dreaming, no dild. I fly over to them and talk to them. I think to myself that I don't really want to complete any tasks. That is the last thing I remember.

Fly: 5
Dild: 5
Interact with a DC: 2
Total: 12

Lucid 3: I find myself at a dive shop (shop that sells diving equipment). At this point, I look around and see that I'm in a sort of arena and there are people sitting around watching me. I do a RC and find I'm dreaming. I fly over to them and try to talk to them but they stay silent. I fly to the roof and try to portable hole through it. I fly through the solid steel roof but there is nothing on the other side to fly to. At this point, I lose lucidity.

Dild: 5
Fly: 5
Phase through solid object: 10
Interact with a DC: 2
Total: 22

Lucid 4:
I find myself on the roof of a building. I think to myself that this is a scene from the movie Star Wars. I am with a few Jedi, not anyone recognizable. I walk down the roof to find a ship. In it, I find a sith, I then look behind me and there is the emperor. I realize that there is no way this could be real and flew off into the sky. I used telekinesis to throw the space ship off the roof and flew into the sky. There was a barrier in the sky and it turned to stone. I phased through it with my portable hole but got stuck mid way and woke up.

Advanced telekinesis: 10
Fully phase through solid object: 10
Fly: 5
Dild: 5
Interact with a DC: 2

Lucid 5-9:
I had woken up at 6:00 am and decided to check DV. I checked out Daniel loves Chanel and decided to listen to one of his wbtb video. One of my family members was getting ready, which caused noise. I went back to bed while facing my alarm clock. I felt shaking and after a while, stillness. (I was very relaxed and tired so this wild was much easier to do than others attempts). I looked around my room and my furniture was how I set it up a few months ago. I knew that I succeeded because my bed was facing the wrong wall. I get out of my bed and fly through my door and window and go to the north of my house. I decide to go through the walls and windows of my house and exit onto the street. I fly through to the houses on the other side of the street and look through them as that usually provides some interesting results. I find that most of the houses are empty of people. I find some people getting ready but I also find some aliens in one house. I also find an apartment with 2 people from a previous dream. My family keeps waking me up though and I manage to chain another 4 very short wbtbs where I go down other directions from my house checking out what changed. On the final wbtb, I fly high into the sky and look over the neighbourhood. I fly at the speed of sound into space when I lose lucidity.

First wild: 10
Advanced flying: 10
Phase through solid object: 10
4 wbtb: 8
Interact with a DC: 2
Total: 40

Lucid: 10
I find myself in some castle. Many people are in this castle and the whole thing is filled. There are spiral state cases going up and I see some people I know. I do a RC and I am lucid. I fly up the inside of the castle and find that there is a movie theatre on the inside that people are lined up to enter. After a while, I fly down and look around again. After not seeing anyone, I get on my back, point my feet at the ceiling and flip gravity for me and float looking upside down at everyone lined up. I then flip gravity again and look around. After doing that a couple times, I fly up to the roof. There is a room on the other side of the theatre that is locked. I use my portable hole and walk right through the door without unlocking it. The room I'm in is very small so I use my hands and move the walls further apart to make the room bigger.

At this point, I don't remember anything after this for this specific dream.

RC: 1
Interact with a DC: 2
Dild: 5
Fly: 5
Change gravity: 5
Misc dream control: 5
(changing the dimensions of the room)
Total: 23

Lucid: 11

I find myself in a sort of gymnasium. I do a RC and I am lucid I look around and I find that I am with DCs that I seem to think of as friends. I look outside and find that there is a massive explosion (like a nuke) that looks a lot like what happened in the dream I scored 180 points on. As the explosion grew closer, I used my portable hole to open a portal to another parallel world where the explosion didn't happen. I walked through with my friends and it closed. The same person from the very first lucid that night showed up and said that what I did was an illegal action and I will be removed from the dream for it. I reach into my pocket and grab my key. I use telekinesis to grab him and throw him. He starts to fly after me, I open a portal and he follows me through it. I open another and keep flying through them. He continues to follow me. I then teleport behind them, use the gravity command on him so he cannot fly and is pinned to the ground. In a last ditch effort, I use my key and open a long chain of portals that connect in a strait line. I fly and accelerate to the speed of sound, spawn a large Boulder and use the key to close the portals. I then wake up.

Dild: 5
Advanced flying: 10
Telekinesis: 5
Advanced summoning: 10
Teleport: 10
Change gravity: 5
RC: 1
Interact with a DC: 2
Misc control: 5
(Opening portals)
Total: 52

Other non lucid dreams:
I remember 3 non lucids I had in the same night. In one, I ate icecream and in the other, I flew.

3 non lucids: 3
Eat something: 5
Fly 5
Total: 13

Grand total: 241
(Holy shit)

22/1/17
Dream 1: Someone was asking me about lucid dreams I had had, i told them a story of one where I was essentially playing minecraft, I built a spaceship and flew up to the moon and fought some aliens there. (Doh!)

Dream 2: I was an orphan in Mexico and found myself with a group of children who went around on the street singing traditional songs for money

Dream 3: I was playing a video game sneaking around some enemies to steal some powerful artifact

Fragment: Something about Count Olaf

Vague Hogwarts dream.

WBTB

I RC by putting my fingers through my hand. It shows I am awake. I try again by looking at my hands. I have 7 fingers! I become lucid, and remember my goal of making background music for the scene. I phase through a wall and I am in a garden. I focus on I can hear a joyful classical movement for the Haydn Cello Concerto. I teleport to Aldeterune to test it and I now hear 'Silent Woods' by Dvorak. I explore the forest in peace.

Bowl pastry
I'm having a large get-together at my house. People are milling around, talking. The food is ready, so I call everyone together, give thanks, then call on Jeff to tell us more about something. He grabs a red disposable paper bowl, which has baked puff pastry doming out the top, but then realizes he's holding it up-side-down. He flips it right-side-up, then explains that it's ready to eat: just cut into it and enjoy. He cuts it open, and it looks like the puff pastry is hollow. The bowl looks to be full of gravy, and something is floating in it. Looking more closely, it looks like pretzels. That looks really weird, but I'm willing to try it, since his wife is a wonderful cook. Someone else is more cautious and asks more questions about what it has in it and whether or not he should take a laxative before trying it out. I'm surprised by the question - the meal looks like it's already greasy enough ...


Inconsiderate truck
I'm driving my car. I'm at a light, waiting to go straight, when a large truck comes up beside me in the left-turn lane with its right blinker on. Other cars come up behind it, wanting to turn left, and are clearly not happy about the truck blocking their way. A couple cars go around it into lanes of oncoming traffic to make their left-hand turns; one car goes around the truck to the left, then cuts in front of all of us to turn right. Through all of this, the truck just sits there.

Now I'm driving next to a field, and I see something interesting. Now I'm driving around looking for a place to eat. I consider a burger place we've been to before, but someone else in the car has an objection to it.


Caravan communication
A group of people are spread out in a loose caravan. A guy on a bike stops at a diner for a break and gets a fax from a truck driver who's further up the road and has stopped in some kind of industrial area. Whatever's in the fax, he realizes it's important for the others in the caravan to know, so he immediately jumps back on his bike and tries to catch up with those ahead of him. Unfortunately, it's a mountain road, and he's having real difficulty.


Fragment: My son wants to wrestle, but we're in the middle of doing something else.

=play guessing game with g, she gets them all
I look at various objects only I can see, and ask her to say what it is. Did it ~5 times, and she got every one. This made me very excited, thinking it must be telepathy or something, till I realize, "Oh, I'm probably lucid dreaming."

=look for another test, check kitchen and fridge
I realize this is an opprtunity for lucid dream tests now, so I look around the kitchen, on the counters and in the fridge, for things of interest.

=think of number test, get pen and write sqrt(1616) on it
While looking in the fridge (I forget what was there now), I realize I should do a math test I'd been wanting to do earlier.
I get a paper and pen from the right counter area, and start writing. The writing is rough, but I manage to write "sqrt(1616)" (except with the actual square-root symbol). G says the number and square-root operation themselves, but when I ask g to say it as a whole, she laughs and deflects the question.

[memory gap]

=approach new work area
Apparently we're on some sort of work crew, and we've been assigned to collect large stones from a rocky mining cliff place. I let the others think of and implement a plan, and suprisingly they get a good system going where they have a constant, assembly-line-like setup.

=swing on ropes of setup
Toward the end, I decide to jump up on the ropes they set up for the miners, and then jump back--similar to what they were doing except without a purpose. I think I flew some to get as high as I did, but I may have just jumped, so I won't count it.
I got scolded a little for this, but not seriously

=try to give warning, but other leader talks too much
Group is very pleased with quick success, but I try to warn them not to tell our supervisor or it'd mean more work or something similar. When I try to speak, however, the dc leader started talking and overrode me.

=look out on cliff over ocean
Now that our "work" was done, we walked over to the cliffside a few yards forward from the stone area, and looked out on a vast red and blue (from the sunset) ocean. It was beautiful and surreal, cuasing me to again stand in awe thinking of what our minds can spontaneously create.

=knight guy turns into gargoyl, I tackle it, and claim its sensei
I eventually turn to the other people in the group, and notice someone in knight's armor acting abnormally. I decide to cast it as another dream-view member being in a shared dream, and pick Sensei. (since he's one of the more active posters -- that and, he does anime stuff )
I watch as the knight then transitions into a gargoyle!
I tackle the character to the ground, and hold him in an arm lock.
"Is that you, Sensei?", I say. As I hold him, he makes struggling motions, but I keep him for a bit.
"Are you a man, a beast... or a third category?", I ask him, implying "a lucid dreamer". At this he makes more violent motions, and successfully breaks out of my hold.

=chase and bind gargoyle, get scared by stairs with sense of malevolence
I chase after him, and yell for the others to help me capture him (and, not kill... like we'd done earlier in a fight, which I no longer remember the details of). We come and mostly surround him, and I use my hands to emit rope segments, which fly out and help bind the gargoyle in a mesh near a building.
Now satisfied with this, I walk over and notice another rope that we hadn't placed there. I'm curious what it's for, so I reach down and grab it. A sound signals when I do this, and I hear something like a distant laugh. I look to the side and see that the rope leads out into a flight of shallow stairs heading down a dark hallway (inside the building). This makes me nervous, enough to actuslly attempt wake-up.

=fa
Well, I returned to bed, but suspected it was a false-awakening. I decided to look around, at least, in the assumed limbo state. I look at the ceiling and walls, and saw many bits of text and numbers. And the numbers were very suspicious, I thought (and said), in that they seemed to have patterns and special cases in them. For example, "0", "100", sequences of the same digit, etc.
I kept looking for and pointing out these oddities for about 30 seconds, until I heard a clear voice speak a number prompt, snapping me back into the real world (as verified by that I successfully turned off my speaker and have had no transitions since). I then began recollection.

D1 - At school the children are being children (the audacity ^^). They are fed up and not doing as they are told. This dream is very realistic, usually I have random dcs mostly but this is the actual cast from my waking life.

WBTB
D2 -I renter the dream and see a small girl with blonde hair and a white dress. She is being collected by her father but is upset. I kneel down to tell her it will be ok. She is worried she will not be able to learn her spells.
I hold her hand and send spell power into her.

D3 - I see a woman walking along a dirt road, it is dark. She is my pupil and apparently I am now Hagrid.
I am unsure how to train her and don't really feel qualified.
I take her to the end of the pathway which has a white rectangular arch which leads into a train station entrance.
I wonder if I can get to Hogwarts from any train station. I use my powers to make a platform number appear for platform 2/3. My pupil is then able to take the hogwart's express, yay!

D4 - I worry about whether my house is locked up etc as I left in a hurry and send a hogwarts owl back to check. Unfortunately i'm still unsure and so make the journey home. At a train station (looks like kings cross) I get a message from my brother, it contains a ten pound note, a purple 50 and a white 10.
Also there are some printed tickets stubs for something.

D5 - I'm laying in bed with a woman who has her bare back to me, her long blonde hair tailing. I can see the shadows on her back lite from a small light in the room. We make out.

...

Jan 22, 2017

Notes: Dreamed I was deam journaling about IOSDP members, dreamed of Mars
Total sleep: 8-9 hours
Techniques: meditation, focus on ardem glade as I fell asleep
Fell Asleep: 2 am ish (late!)

Dream Journaling IOSDP
I get up from bed excited to dream journal about my experience. Apparently I had just dreamed with Windy and she was giving me dream lessons. Now, I don't actually remember that experience, just that I'm happy to dream journal about it. But as I open my dream journal, I notice that Windy wasn't the only member I just met. Apparently I had an entry that was about meeting Katsuno and Sensei they were also giving me dream related lessons. There were also other members in this dreamtime class, but I cant remember specifically who. I just kept rereading the dream journal entry to see if it would jog my memory.

Afterwards I got up and ate breakfast, peanut butter puff cereal that turned invisible when I poured my almond milk on them.

Vividness: (scale of 1-15, 10 is waking life vividness) 7?
Awareness: non lucid
Length: 25 minutes
Emotions: Excitement, curiousity, hunger
Dream Signs: IOSDP, dream journal
Awake: 8 am-ish and into the next dream

Martian Redblood
I'm one of the last remaining martians. Were indigenous to this planet, we look human enough, and most martians have left this dead world to live on earth instead. I'm of the Red Blood family line. Most of the Blue Bloods have interbred with humans. I'm walking around a ruined building remniscing younger times, when this community was more lively. And apparently I'm a warrior son....

I'm by a building that from a distance you would think its just a rocky hill. The top is flat and for ceremonial purposes. But there's so staircase or anything to get up there. Then I remembered what my father taught me, its a test of athleticism to get up there. Its "staircase" is actually this strange material that's spiraling around the building going to the top. If you stand to long on it it'll fall down, so you have to run and jump your way up there. At first I thought, this makes no sense. But then I remembered mars has a different gravity, and that it is possible to perfectly balance on this weird thin material.

I get to the top! Nothing happened. I dunno what I was expecting. A sign? I'm as lost as I was before. I think i was hoping my father would appear if I did this, but he abondoned mars a long time ago.

Im hungry, so I go back to the village ruins. I find my little brother and snap at him to give me food. He tosses a pill packet. I recognize these pills as food my father prepared years ago. The pill is a dried mud with a preserved insect inside. I take a bite, the muddy texture isn't pleasant. The insect was still so warm and gooey, its so fresh I think that maybe its still alive. I double check to make sure, as this insect has a stinger. Its still dead. I eat the insect without the muddy casing. Warm, gooey, crunch, with a strange raspberry after flavor. It wasn't bad, can't believe I just ate that.

On the horizon I notice a beautiful white building that looks brand new - its a spaceship! I go see our visitors. They're blue bloods and they've brought a lot of supplies with them. I remember we were talking about something, probably whether or not red bloods should abondon mars too

Vividness: 7
Awareness: non lucid, dream ego
length: 30 mins
emotions: loss, searching, hunger, irrate
dream signs: alien planet?
awake: 8:50 ish

22-Jan-2017 - ND: Office + WILD: Legionnaire, Office, ...

ND: (est. ~6 AM)
At the office, I am talking with C about a colleague, L who supposedly has worked with him ((!) I think this has never been the case)
Decent length and recall, but fairly boring

Wake up 7AM, attempt WILD, success

WILD: (7 AM)
I conjure a Roman army scenario. I am in a big tent, wearing my armor, nicely decorated with a lion head in the chest. A squire is helping me. I decide I am not the commander, but not a basic legionnaire, either, rather something in the middle like centurion.
I check my gladium, too. I also tell the squire that he'll have to carry more pilae (javelins) to me if needed
<JUMP>
I am in formation, to my left and right for an insane length, soldiers in red, all having shield.
We are in a plain, in front of us a low hill. Our commander descends from there, mounting a horse.
It seems the talking didn't gone well, we are going to fight.
<JUMP>
An interruption, like a day has passed, but we are in the same formation.
On top of the hill, a sea of half-naked barbarians, wielding war axes, some have their faces painted
Before we can do anything, they suddenly run down the hill, hitting us heavily. I fall to the ground.
I see axes slashing, swords hitting. I get up and get my hands dirty, killing enemies, avoiding hits, helping comrades.

Slowly, we regain our formation and close our ranks. At this point, the enemy slowly retreats.
I shout to hit them with pilaes now. Many enemies fall down. We push slowly forward.
I fear it could be an ambush tactic.

Left wing starts moving forward faster than us, climbing the hill. That's good, they will surround the enemy in case they come back to hit us.
However, this does not happen. We move forward and hit the enemy again, which begins a real rout. We kill many, but I order to save lifes of surrenderers.

I sense it's time to use some dream power. I want to take their leader. I get shielded by my men and transform into an eagle. I fly up, looking for the enemy's general tent.

I am not able to find it, as scenery suddenly changes. I am in the office, through the corridor, moving towards the window. I am surprised by this. Attempts to summon the previous dream scene do not work properly, so I stay here.
I pass through the window, then walk on thin air, then return inside. I think about the 3-step task.

I decide to freeze time. Not so much happening around me, so I have to move around to check results.
First place I think about is toilet, I enter it, find a guy with his arse mid-air, the water flowing in the toilet stopped in a circular motion. LOL.
I think I should have gone to women's toilet instead. Go there, and find a perfectly similar scene, however, the almost naked person is a female now, which makes the scene nicer
I exit and use a sort of "fast-motion" to quickly reach main meeting room. It's full of people, some colleagues, I recognize, stopped in various poses. Cool.

I change the room's gravity, and everyone floats up, including me, still frozen in their position, mostly sitting.
I "mentally bump" the people, and now they move around the room, in a rotating fashion. I also hit some of them with my hands, to make them bump each other.
<JUMP>
I am eaing a blue peanut M&Ms, tasting it and feeling it under my teeth (rare occurence)
<JUMP>
In another fragment, I am eating a spoon of soup. Looking at the spoon, I can see how it mixes with the oil.
<JUMP>
More forgotten fragments

#502 - DILD? - between 4AM and 8AM

I woke up with a headache around 4 and take two Excedrin so I have have inadvertently use a lucid dreaming supplement due to the small amount of caffeine. Either way, I almost forgot this dream and the memory of it isn't as clear or as vivid and I would like from and LD. Still, I'm glad for it.

Something triggers lucidity My old friend caffeine?. I do a quick nose plug and remember my goal to climb buildings and clffsides like the two video games I have been playing occasionally these last few weeks. (Shadow of Mordor and Uncharted 4) I look around and see some ruins similar to SOM and I start climbing. I get to one ledge and want to try to leap to another. As I leap I feel like I am pressing L1 on the PS4 controller but I don't let it bother me. I pull myself up to the top and think I'd like it to be more medieval looking but it all turns really cartoony and looks more like a texture pack from Minecraft. I become really wide-eyed and try to take in all the visual details. I don't fuss with getting the looks down too much and continue to climb, loving the ease of it all. I reach the top and I am really high up now. I look over the edge (I don't recall what I saw there) and take a leap. I end up flapping around clumsily in the void for a moment and get fooled by FA. I remember thinking there was a gap in my lucidity so it felt like two lucid dreams, but I'm not sure that is true.

I was sitting on a rock at the top of a cliff looking over a city that had a river running near it. It wasn't familiar to me. I was enjoying the view and just enjoying the peacefulness. Suddenly this feeling of doom was looming over me as the thought of how this world seems so angry and frustrated. It felt very dark and scary. Then this huge black storm was rolling in and heading toward the city. It was like a big black wall that never seemed to end. I could see lightning bolts throughout it, like it was angry. I decided to play around a little bit and thought it would be fun to remove the storm, then I thought that won't make the world a better place because it is just over this city. I need to send love to the world. All I could figure was to start with my little energy ball lol. Normally it is at the size of a basketball at it's largest. I know I need this energy to be on a huge scale. I try with everything within me to create an energy of love and compassion. I get up and I start to do my energy dance and moving my arms in and out and do my thing lol. (glad nobody was watching me). I see my energy ball appear but it is so tiny like the size of a golf ball. I continue giving it all that I have and concentrating hard, and I get this feeling of power in me, I can feel it growing rapidly and I look and the ball has engulfed me now, I am a part of it. I keep going when the sun starts to shine in a circle between the clouds and suddenly I see this bolt of lightning hit my energy ball and now the ball seems to cover the horizon. Boom I hear a sound like a sonic boom as it bursts. I could feel my hair blow back as if it turned to wind. I stood there and the clouds were still over the city but I was impressed by my energy ball :-) and had a little hope maybe that love and compassion would find someone out there.

I saw some underground cavern with small, blue glowing crystals. There was a whole society of intelligent chinchilas. They have gathered in the middle of the cavern. Chinchilla elder had some sack with glowing crystals, all of them were arguing until he made them quiet and said about prophecised end of the world. Suddenly water started gathering in the cavern. I turned into that elder chincilla with crystals. Everyone was escaping, but I decided that it would be for the better if I dive deeper and drown.

Suddenly I found myself in my home, barricaded. Looking through windows I saw legions of zombies smashing everything on their way and going towards my house. I tried to move from bathroom to kitchen, but there were two zombies in the hallway. I ran past them, but doors to kitchen were barricaded too. Suddenly my sister with grandma opened them and helped me close them so zombies won't get us.