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Me and Sigurd were not really talking. But it was coming along.
Astrid was the connection between us, I was very happy alltogether, anyway. Something is just way better than nothing.
I was hanging with my friends when Astrid went out to play football and I started counting my fingers. There was something fishy about the whole scenery.
Five fingers. I pinched my nose. Air came trough, and I thought that I wasn't holding it right. I tried again; more air, but a little less than before. Wtf! This couldn't possibly be a dream, could it? I felt a sudden urge to convince myself otherwise (for whatever reason..)
I counted my fingers. Now I counted six, but as I looked at my hand again, I saw five. Must have counted wrongly.
Counted again- six. When I looked at my hand I saw five. I wanted to tell my friends about my counting-glitch, but tried one more time.
Six fingers. Five. This scared me; was something wrong with my brain? I turned around to look at an icecream booth at the other end of the hall. There was a lady behind the disk, but no icecream or commercial. I tried looking for something dream-like, something blurry or wrongly placed. What is odd is that I didn't think at all that the icecream booth in the hall of my school was a little out of place.

I remember being with my mom in her car. She was driving us around. It seems like we were younger than usual. My little brother was with me in the backseat. My mom talked to us about how dangerous driving could be, and that you always have to be careful and aware. She told us to buckle up.

While my mom was stopped at an intersection, I tried to buckle both my brother and I. It took a bit, but I finally got the right buckle in its right slot. I remember my brother laughing and saying, “That’s cool.” When I accidentally buckled us together.

So… apparently my first task in order to learn lucid dreaming is to improve my dream recall - this is the main reason this journal here exists. So when I went to sleep yesterday, I told myself several times to remember my following dreams.
And, well… it worked! In fact, I (more or less) remembered six dreams!

#001 | The Aerodrome Volcano | At the airport | Night | Very Short

My first dream this night was probably influenced by me looking out of the window and observing the planes flying by shortly before I fell asleep. I found myself standing behind a giant iron grid which surrounded an airport. The airport building was located to my left, but I didn’t pay a lot of attention to it, since my eyes were fixed on the area right in front of me. At the back stood a large control tower probably sending signals to the approaching planes – as it was blinking red. Actually, I noticed a lot of lights blinking everywhere, but they didn’t catch my attention since they glowed pretty dim. There were also a few planes and cars standing or driving around, but no people in sight… though it seemed to be quite lively.
Suddenly, when the second and third planes were trying to land, the ground began to stagger. Not the realm where I was standing, but the airport area. Then, slowly the cars and planes started melting into that ground, which was also gradually becoming liquid. The felt air temperature rose and it seemed like the aerodrome in front of me was on the verge of becoming a volcano. The other planes nosedived into the ground and then melted, too, whereupon I woke up.

After waking up I felt incredibly tired and fell asleep again after a few minutes – leading to the next dream.

Leaf Tastes Like Chicken

[This one happened at 3:45AM, which is really unusual for me, my LDs are almost always in late morning]
[I kept repeating "In the next dream i'll realize that i'm dreaming" while falling asleep... somewhat like MILD, and it worked ]

I was in school, where i got lucid by an old classmate of mine, who had a country flag and a nickname floating next to his head... kinda unusual i'd say.
The dream was surprisingly clear, considering that it was during the night, but i felt somewhat dizzy for some reason.
The first thing i wanted to do is get out of the school. I looked at a tree from the window and immediately found myself in our garden, looking at another tree. I didn't mind because i got outside at least.
I took a leaf from a bush and flew up in the air immediately. I started chewing the leaf, which tasted bitter like before. Then i decided that it should taste like chicken. It took only a moment until the taste changed, now it tasted exactly like grilled chicken, it was really nommy... too bad it was one single leaf...

I kept flying above our garden in circles, while admiring how nice everything looks. During one of the circles i made in the air, i noticed our cat, Buci walking down in the garden and looking up at me... [This made me a little sad, because she is actually missing since 5 days in real... she was never away for that long before... ].
I was going around for a while, enjoying the flight, but then i woke up as i unintentionally thought about the possibility of waking up... of course it happened.

[I was so hyped because of this dream, even while it was short.. because i thought that i won't get a single LD this week. I couldn't fall asleep literally for 2 whole hours after this...]


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Icy Rampage, Angels

[I woke up at 9:50AM and my first thought was that i didn't get another LD yet, even while i did a WBTB. This thought was enough to get me an LD soon]
[This dream happened at around 10:20AM]

I don't know what exactly got me lucid, i don't remember anything extraordinary.
I was on a street in our neighbourhood, where a lot of cars were going by. During my sleepless hours i decided to find and talk with a DC in my next LD, and this was in my mind here.
I noticed a guy standing close to the road, looking all bored. I walked up to him and got a sudden thought that i should posses his body... [I don't know where this came from].
I didn't possess him after all, but i wanted to talk with him. Althrough when i walked closer to him, i got distracted by the thought that i should do at least one of my personal tasks for the competition thread on DV.

I decided to wait with the chat a little and try to transform myself partially. [I didn't try full transformation yet]. I was wondering a little about the possibilities, but then i got a good idea.
I decided to turn my hands into ice... I held them in front of me and focused, but they didn't want to change at all. I thought i'll do it the easy way then, i put my hands out of my vision and thought about them turning to ice. When i looked at my hands again, it definitely worked. They were made out of solid ice, with ice spikes coming out of them all around. It looked nice and flashy in the sun

Somewhat like this, just more spiky.

I got a little crazed [which happens sometimes in my LDs] and i went on a little rampage. I started creating some magical ice spikes with both of my hands, then i kept shooting those at the cars that were close to me. I did it for a while, but the cars never turned to ice as i expected at first. The spikes just left some icy scars on them, but that's it.
I noticed some kind of long racing car passing by... The driver was clearly visible as the car didn't really have a cover... it looked like a desert vehicle or something.
I got the urge to throw him out of his car, so i went to the car and picked it up with my hands. I turned it around in the air and the driver has fallen out of it to the ground. Then i just thrown the car away.
He had a helmet, but i still knew that he was surprised by what i've done.
I walked close to him and decided that i'll talk with him then, since the other guy already disappeared.

- Hello there. How are you?
- What? Why did you do that?
- Well, i just wanted to talk with someone.
- Oh.. how nice of you.
- Well, don't be that upset...
- Of course.. of course..
- You know.. you seem like a really smart person, who knows a lot, so it would be nice to talk with you.
I couldn't keep myself from laughing in my mind and think that he is just a dumb racing car driver DC... Of course he heard my thoughts... but it was too late already.
- Sir, no. I won't talk with you. I'm not that easily fooled! /crazy laugh/

After that crazy laugh, his face turned into a hyena's face, and he kept laughing like the hyenas from Lion King...
I wanted to turn him to ice or something for calling me a Sir and refusing to talk with me, but i decided against it... no need to hurt every DC that doesn't agree with me
I flew up in the air instead and decided to go on. I was looking at how awesome the sky looked, it was filled with tiny clouds all around.
Then i noticed two clouds moving fast far away in the sky... for some reason i thought that there must be some angels there and it would be nice to borrow some wings from them...

Just as i thought this, i turned around and noticed some clouds really close to the ground, with angels standing on them. There was also a jungle of some kind next to the clouds and it was really dark in there.
I flew to the angels and noticed 6 little angel girls, all looking differently, like they represented a different element... fire, water, air, earth, darkness, light.
There were some grown up angels as well, they gave some kind of instructions to the little ones... i just knew that they will be teached to keep the balance of the world with their powers.

They actually called each of the angels by their names and introduced them to eachother, but i don't remember all of the names. The earth angel was called Nidalee. [A champion from League of Legends is named like that... yeah i played that game too much these days, it influences my dreams ].
Then suddenly, once they introduced Nidalee, she flew past me at high speed and disappeared in the jungle. One of the grown up angels yelled something like "We knew it, she broke the balance! Try to find her before it's too late!"
Everything started getting darker just as she said this.

I decided to fly after her in the jungle and the other angels joined me as well. As i got to the jungle, suddenly i heard a narrator voice, who kept talking about the battle of the angels... It was just like if the voice would be reading a book. I was distracted by this and just lost my focus on myself.
The narrator said something like "She was weak and couldn't do much anymore... she was just laying there, helpless..."
Just as he said this, i've seen everything from the eyes of someone who was laying on a huge tree branch.
He continued: "She couldn't see anything other than the assassin, Akali, standing in front of her, sweating because of the hard battle.."
[Akali is also a champion from League of Legends... ugh... i really need to play it less ].
The narrator continued again, while i heard loud noises of battle coming from the dark jungle: "She didn't see the assassin anymore... she didn't see anything. The poison worked fast and it was too much to bear........."
My perspective suddenly changed to a "flying camera" like and it slowly moved towards another huge branch, where a shotgun was placed. This was the last thing i've seen before i woke up.

[I didn't really do what i planned for today (meet Amy Lee), but it was fun anyway. That angel part of the dream was weird, especially the narrator thing, but i kinda liked it... It was like i lived a book or something ^^]

Now when I went on Twitter, I remember a fragment from a dream.

Sleep time
Bedtime: 1am
Final wakeup: 9:30am




The fragment:

A guy tweeted to me and asked me how I was.


That's it

Well, this is weird. I don't actually remember dreaming this at all now, but I have it written down in my DJ from last night so I guess I must have. Here's all I have: "crazy evil men working as couriers in a building. torture me and an old lady. get her to sign form with a knife. try to blow me up with LPG"

Dreamed me and BG were looking for Margo in a busy office area. People were sitting in booths there and eating lunch. C wouldn't let us into her office either, and a very gay guy went in and told us that we can come back tomorrow. That guy was such a dick. Went back to class, which was in a boardroom, and BG decided she was sick of bringing lunch so she took $5 off everyone so we could have a sausage sizzle for lunch everyday. I also remember going to the computer lab with my best friend at nighttime, also it was in the history library.

I dreamed I was staying at a hotel with my best friend. I was trying to enter the casino because my family was inside, I could see them having all the fun. But there was a bouncer that looked like Brad's boss from 'Happy Endings' that wouldn't let me in because I couldn't find my ID. When I got back to the hotel Jane and Jan were there, just talking.

First

I'm playing a board game with my wife and X. There are pieces of the game board in a miniature scenery, and we all have small soldiers standing on the pieces. They can attack each other and try to conquer the pieces. X has the upper hand and we are plotting her defeat. As we try to see her side we get smaller, until we are walking on a road, on a scouting trip to see the size of her army.

Second

I'm at a crossing, on foot, waiting for to turn green. I'm actually a bit away from the crossing point, which is badly situated in my opinion. Some people look at me when the light turns and I cross the road at the wrong place. A couple of them are actually crossing at the place, but are still looking at me like I'm doing something wrong.

There is a subway stop, that's where I'm getting to, and next to it there are two tourists, apparently lost. They are standing in about half a meter of snow, and they are naked. I think they must be cold. They ask me if that is the subway station and I say yes. They go inside.

I go there too, and there are stairs leading up. I see a door and jump of the railing to get to it. It's the wrong one, and I climb a bit further and get to the right door.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now grab a bite to eat and enjoy reading my dreams!


Dream #1 Recurring Nightmare of mine.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im in a hallway walking with agirl who reminds me of Jessica Simpson. She is cute, and starts tellling me about her favorite songs that she has downloaded into her celphone. Im listening to her, but im also starting to become a bit creeped out by what is laying at the end of the hallway. The Jessica Simpson looking girl kept talking away not paying any attention to what im looking at, So i point at the end of the hall and she says..

"Oh my God! Thats a dead body laying there in the middle of that hallway!"

She starts dialing on her celphone calling an ambulance and walking away further and further because her reception was bad of something like that. So im now feeling a bit uncomfortable just standing there in the hallway like this, so i decide to walk away when i hear my name being called in the distance.

"Q."

I turn around.





The bloody body is just standing there staring at me from a distance. I just froze standing there. It starts walking towards me and i feel like i want to wake myself up, because i knew it was a dream in a way.. but was not completely sure. (Sounds wierd i know) but at the same time i felt like the dead body wanted to tell me something but what? It starts getting closer to me, to the point i can smell the dead odor reeking thru the damp bloody body bag. I almost gag, but hold it together. We are now face to face and i try not to stare to hard at her for some reason whenver i exert my eyes to the floor, she would say..

"LOOK AT ME!"

(In a very harsh demanding tone)

I look back up at her and feel a bit terrified she is reaching her arm out to me but i close my eyes and wake up. Damn..im such a punk! Lol


4:45 - 4:55 am. Did some intense subconscious training, and went back to sleep.


WILD Dream #2 Unfinished Business.


Im now walking to an upstairs hallway to find two girls at the far end of the hallway. I pause for a second and start to ask myself..

"How did i end up here? And what am i suppose to be doing?"

BINGO! I hit lucidity right here and start walking down the hallway. I ask both of the twin girls where can i find IT the clown, they look at eachother and smile and grab eachothers hand and start walking me down a darker more creepier part of the hallway. They look at eachother laughing and look at me and both say at the same time..

"Hehe. Don't be afraid...you are the nightmare remember?"

I get this sinister grin on my face and say..

"Oooh yea, i am are'nt i? (laughing crazy)

(The little girls start laughing)


Nightmare, I am the Nightmare!

I shapeshift myself into Candyman, and start roaming thru the shadowy dark hallways yelling at the top of my lungs...

"IIIIIIT! COME OUT, AND FACE THE MONSTER OF YOUR DREAMS! I AM YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE, AND DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT!" (Laughing like a mainac)
It is very silent, you can hear a pin drop it is so quiet. My mind is racing with a million thoughts on how i want to take this clown out. I walking and getting very impatient. Wait a min...i got it! Hehehe i can find that clown at the circus. (Laughing)


Final dream: Clowns worst nightmare



I am now at some creepy looking carnival there is weird circus music going off and i have only one thing on my mind..
MURDER THE CLOWN!
I start killing clowns and finding other victims nearby. Innocent victims i tell them to run, as i have no intentions of hurting them. All of a sudden.. i hear a very familier laugh.



"Soo you want to see me?"

"You got balls of steel to show up you know that?"

He laughs and we exchange unfriendly words to one another.

"Well, i hope you had your last meal. Because its time to DIE!!!"

I run at him with my hook raised in the air about to gut him like a fish. He teleports and starts laughing. I get pissed and start tearing the place apart. There are other clowns he sends at me, i fight them all off killing off his pawns with my bloody hook. I even send bees and flies to his clowns and start laughing.

"Stop sending all of your damn foot soidiers at me and face me you damn coward!"

He starts laughing teleporting again as im trying to swipe at him. Then it finally hits me, i need to try and manipulate the surroundings. (Something i rarely do in dreams) my energy is pulsating and everything gets slower i hear my heartbeating. I see him teleporting and try and sense his energy he appears left, right, behind me, in front of me. I try and read him like a chess board and finally strike at him like a cobra!

I like him in my arms he is screaming now like a little girl saying...

"Noooo, please let me gooo!"

(I laugh like a maniac)

"You had your time to play clown, but playtime is over..."

(Laughing again)

I raise my arm and jam my hook right into his left eye. Then i take my hook and jam it up his nostrils goin further and further until i hear a crunching sound. It gets quiet, blood is spewing out of his face and all over the place he falls face first to the ground.

(Laughing like a maniac)

"Yes, yes, YES! I AM THE NIGHTMARE!!!"

(Laughing again)

It starts thundering and raining, and i feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.


Notes: I have finally killed that damn clown that has tormented me as a child! I feel like i can take on anything now. =D That clown use to haunt me every single night! Now that the tables have been turned...i should pay Jason Vorhees a visit next...

Today is mothers day, and I dreamed about the most important woman in my world---my grandmother. I don't clearly remember the dream but I know it started in some sort of religious school. She instructed my younger brother and I to go there. In the school I do remember there was Quran being recited---the thoughts on my mind was "is this how they really teach the"---an instructor had been yelling at the kids. Anyway some how my younger brother had gone missing from the entire school. My grandmother wanted me to go look for him, so I did. I know that I looked for him through park Merced, because I remember the Juan batista circle. The circle is huge with green grass and tall trees---it's what separates the west and east sides of park Merced. Now at the end of this I know I need up finding my brother in some bathroom. That's when my grandmother appeared and we all became reunited together.

I find this amazing because my Grandmother has passed away, and I dream about her on mothers day.*

Happy mothers day*

Allahu Ekbar!!!*

I'm in the living room of my old house, looking at my TV which is playing a GIF of Victorique. My mom says I'm annoying because of something and I go into the Study to eat some candy.

I'm at some sort of convention (a mall?) and I'm taking my friend to meet Nico Bellic's VA. We go sit in a room and when I sit down, an (artist?) guy puts his fingers on my head. He starts talking about how I can 'grab' certain colors, and my head starts to...tighten up, I guess? I can see the colors and my head starts to vibrate violently. His face was blue and his hair was orange. I tell him that my head hurts and he tells me that it's okay, because the French have that in common with me. (Lol?) Then I wake up.

Today I was again slightly lucid, can't remember too well what happened but at some point I just became lucid. I remembered a forgotten password so I tried asking what it was, but instead of an answer this girl with cat ears pop ups, the (unfortunately fake and wrong) password written on her arm. As she notices I was looking at her she suddenly turns very shy and I just decide to give her a hug, then I woke up.

*Cookieh has a happy*

[COLOR="#483d8b"]I get up from the bed and I'm going to the computer. I can see that the headset is on the table, but suddenly there's another one in my hands. I find that odd and I RC.[/COLOR] [COLOR="#2e8b57"]I become lucid and try to stabilize it by touching different surfaces. (while I was doing that, I was thinking that now I can't go on irc to tell 'em I had a lucid, cause I'm asleep D:)
I say "meh" after a while of that, leave it and lie down. The lights went off. I think of things I could do and I decide to turn on some music with my mind. The only song that comes to mind is "From the Inside" (LP..:|) and it starts playing, way too loudly. I hold my ears and hope it ends soon, saying "Never again" in my head.
Soon enough the song ends but I think I can still faintly hear someone playing (or trying to play) guitar.
I take a flashlight and go see where and who is playing. I see my guitar floating in the air, as if an invisible someone was playing it. I take the guitar away and sit on my bed, trying to play it. It has 2 frets :|. Somehow I pulled at it and it got longer, 5 frets now. I took the capo away from the first fret and try to play. WALLAH, there's actually sound!
I feel someone sitting down next to me, but I am sitting my back at them so I wouldn't see. [/COLOR]

The dream fades away and when I try to move, I end up moving my physical body. Guitars could be a dream sign.

- Walking down a street that I think was Shopstreet, me and Liam take a turn left which brings us down a very short street. We pass that girl I used to like, I see her out of the corner of my eye. She's opening an ice cream freezer, and accidentally breaks the door of it off. It falls on the ground and ice shatters everywhere.
Me and Liam walk on by, down to a pound shop filled with Asians. We look around, I can't remember if we buy anything though.

Starting to realize how often anonymous Asian people turn up in my dreams.