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I had really vague dreams last night that consisted of people's voices and flashes of different scenes.

It seemed like I was thinking a lot about Game of thrones season finale and so this mixed with my ideas about fantasy and dark ages.

When this was tucked into my head while sleeping I was talking in my sleep/dream to a little girl who was chasing or wanting to find her "mummy" and she reminded me of Hermione Granger from some reason or at-least that was what I saw in a dream flash, Hermione Granger.

I then saw this little girl who was about 2-years-old or so in a little baby-blue bathing suit sitting near a pool edge smiling with a really big smile, it was like I was looking at a photograph of a child. She had really light blonde hair and had her hair in pigtails that where held together with pink ties. After seeing this picture I then started to hear the little girl again. It was like she wanted someone's attention or something.

I also had a short vivid dream where I was in a zoo/park but it was deserted and I was running away from some zombies. The weird part was the the zombies where below me like i was gliding in the air. I then got past the zoo/park and got to some national forest of some type and then said something like "Yeah, I'm lost." but then this guy who looked like Harry Potter (he looked like both the actor and my idea of what he looked like in the books) came from behind me like he had been following me and said something like "Isn't she a beauty." He didn't seem like he was asking about the beauty of the forest but more like he was claiming it to be. But then I remember the part in the book/movie when Hagrid was with Harry and his friends showing him Norbert when Hagrid says : Isn't he beautiful? Oh bless him, look, he knows his mummy! Hello, Norbert!

This is kind of Ironic because I was thinking about the dragons from game of thrones. Haha.

-WBTB WILD

Woke up from a non lucid dream after about 7 hours of sleep. Got comfy and fell into sleep paralysis after a while, then waited out the vibrations and opened my eyes to be lying on my bed. Immediately I did a nose plug RC and turned lucid. hovered down my hallway again to my living room where my mom was sitting on the couch. It was a nice sunny morning and I was flying around in my living room telling my mom that I was dreaming, and I knew I was dreaming. I cant remember exactly what she said back but she didnt care haha. So I told her I was going to go outside and fly around. I decided to fly up to my ceiling and kind of swim through the roof to get outside which I laughed at. Then I woke up

DJ Log: June 9, 2012 – 7:30AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I arrive at the location where I am scheduled to set up sound for an electronic music festival. There is a building on the right side and a field on the left side of the lane. There are a couple of RVs and several tents in the field. The building is quite large and it has several large roll-up doors. I stop my truck and trailer full of sound equipment in front of the building, then walk inside to find out where they would like me to park. I walk inside to see that there are several people already working on setting up lights and decorations for the stage.

I walk around the back of the stage and find the guy who hired me to set up and operate sound. He gives me a strange look, then says, “As it ends up, we're not going to use your sound system tonight. We will hold off and set yours up tomorrow.” I look at him and say, “That sucks.” He says, “I know, but I told this other guy he could have one day.” I ask, “Anyway, which door should I open so that I can pull my trailer in?” He points to the second door and says, “Pull it in along that side wall so you can plug your shore power directly into the main panel.”

I walk over to the door find the control box which has buttons labeled 'up', 'down', and 'stop'. I press the 'up' button and the door slowly raises, letting out some terrible squeaks on the way up. Once the door raises far enough, I press the 'stop' button and walk back to my truck. I drive inside and drop the trailer right next to the circuit panel, then park the truck outside. I pull out my shore power cable and find that the receptacle of a foreign type that my plug will not mate with. I drop the end of the cable and grumble to myself, “The stupid fucking outlet is never right. I'll fucking hot-wire it.”

I walk back toward the stage when as start a sound check. The highs are muddy and there is hardly any bass. There are a whole bunch of home-stereo type speakers scattered around everywhere. As I walk by, I see that one of them is being driven to its maximum cone excursion, but is hardly putting out any sound. The speaker cone looks like it is trying to jump out of the box.

I walk to the backstage area again and see that the guys are moving a bunch of tables from a back room. I look for a moment, then walk back to my trailer and go inside. The interior lights are on, so I turn them off and lay down on the couch and fall asleep. I suddenly wake up to a loud pop sound.

DJ Log: June 6, 2012 – 8:00AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am walking up a set of old rusty industrial metal stairs with a few other people. There are protestors lining the edges of the steps shouting at us as we walk. Some of them push at us while yelling. The stairway goes up about 8 steps to a small landing, then switches back in the other direction. This continues for quite a while as we push out way through the protestors. We reach the top of the stairs and swipe our security badges to open the door.

Outside, there is a narrow train bridge which follows tightly along a cliff side. The rails rest on wooden ties which are anchored to the cliff side with large metal I-beams. The bridge surface is open between the ties and there is barely enough space to walk alongside the tracks. Under the bridge is a very deep ravine with a river at the bottom. To the left is a maintenance yard with a storage shed, and to the right I can see that the bridge curves around the cliff side and vanishes from sight.

The group I am walking with splits up. A few of them walk toward the maintenance yard and I walk with a small group in the other direction to see what's around the bend. There are a couple of people walking back from that direction, but they will not reply when asked what is over there. As we walk, there are more people walking in the opposite direction. They just stare forward blankly as they walk. We walk around the bend and see a cave in the cliff side right next to the bridge. There is a guy sitting in a chair next to the entrance and we can hear people talking inside the cave. The guy looks at us and tells us that this is not the correct entrance. He points to the right and tells us to go back in the other direction.

We walk back toward the maintenance yard and find several people hanging out. I walk into the storage shed, then turn around when I heat an ATV running. There is a guy on a 4-wheeler, running around the yard then riding down onto the I-beams under the bridge. I walk up to the edge of the cliff and watch him ride down one of the beams, then the 4-wheeler slips off the beam and falls. The rider grabs onto the beam and pulls himself back up onto the bridge.

As we watch the 4-wheeler fall into the river, I see a body floating down the river. I look up and down the river and see that there are quite a few bodies floating on the water. I look at the other people and they are all staring at the river too. I look down again and suddenly wake up.

I battled with insomnia again last night, so I didn't take notes. The result is I can remember a few dream scenes, I just don't know if they all take place in the same dreams or different ones, lol.

Dream Fragment One: I'm flying with Kurasawa who has wings (that's a first, lol) It only lasts a few moments though because my husband and daughter came to bed and it woke me up. I felt like I was falling back into bed before I actually woke up though, and my heart was racing like a tiny fish flopping around in my chest. It was not a comfy awakening, and spurred the insomnia for the rest of the night.

Dream Two: My BFF and her husband come over (they live states away, so this should have been a big reality check) because they're having car trouble and I need my cars AC fixed. We decide we're going to a nearby mechanics shop to get our work done together. My kids don't want to go though, so dream me decide they can stay home alone if they're good (WTF?! They're 2 and 5, noooo way is that a good idea!) We get to the mechanic shop and run into trouble because my BFF is from a different state so they want her ID to accept her credit card, only she's forgotten it. I tell them not to worry about it, I'll cover all their repairs. She asks me if I need to move money over to cover the costs first, but I assure her I have enough in the bank and it's all good. Then I get a bad feeling about my kids, and realize it was really stupid of me to leave them alone! So I hope back in my car and drive home. At home, the kids are being great and are safe and sound. Then I see a commercial about learning to weave hammocks on tv and my husband says he didn't know hammocks were woven. The lady doing the commercial was an older lady in a big weird straw style hat with all kinds of ribbons and fake birds and random crap glued on top, lol.

Dream Fragment Three: I'm walking through down town of this little country town I live in. Apparently there's going to be some sort of biker rally or something and my BFF wants me to go. It seems more like a community event than something you'd associate with Biker Gangs or anything. It's like a bunch of dads and grandpas and mom and grandmas on bikes, not a bunch of violence hungry punks, lol. I'm carrying a green box with a packed lunch. Someone stops me and asks me what's in the box. I tell them it's my lunch. They inform me that there are concessions, and I thank them and tell them I didn't know that's why I packed a lunch. Then they get all uppity with me, "Well take that lunch back. You can buy our concessions." when I don't take it back to my car, he gets pushier, "What's wrong? Afraid we poisoned our food? Take the lunch back or get lost!" I tell him I'm supposed to meet someone here and I can't take the lunch back because I'm already running late. Then I hug the lunch box (which strangely looks like a lego variety box, lol) to my chest and start running. I see my BFF sitting on a set of steps next to a water fountain with a bunch of other girls. They're all in fairly immodest clothes (short skirts and tube tops and spaghetti straps) which is weird for my bff b/c she's such an old lady about how much skin is showing. We start talking, and I tell her about the guy who was trying to make me take my lunch back. She laughs and says not to worry about it, it's not a big deal, I can eat my packed lunch and the others will buy enough concessions to cover my share too. Then I realize I forgot my camera, and she offers to go back and get it with me.

Dream Fragment Four: My BFF and her husband, me and a male behind me (whom I am 99% positive just by the way he had an energy abut him and how that energy felt) was Kurasawa. My Bff and her husband went in first, then I was about to go through the door into the hotel room and my BFF's husband put his arm in the door frame blocking me. He said I couldn't come in, and called me a monster Then Kurasawa says that I'm tired, and I need to rest and recharge. My bff's husband refuses, and Kurasawa stops being nice, and just says we're coming in whether he likes it or not., the pushes through. My BFF's husband then says fine, but we're not allowed to sleep on the bed because he doesn't want monsters on the furniture he has to use. He says if I'm tired I can sleep outside on the balcony. Kurasawa balls his hands up into fists, and I think he might have been about to hit the guy, but I reach out and put my hand on his arm and tell him it's ok, we can leave and stay somewhere else. He goes from ready to fight to completely concerned in half a second, a total instant shift in attitude. He tried to tell me I need to rest, but I don't listen, instead I walk out the door and apologize for causing trouble.

Dream Fragment Five: I'm running downhill, following behind a cop and a guy on a bike. The cop is driving a car, and the guy on the bike is holding onto the police cruiser letting it pull him through the street. They're not going very fast, and something happens and the two have to stop, but I just keep running ahead. I see a bridge, and on this wooden bridge there is a rabbit hutch. There's a fluffy white mommy rabbit and a couple of bigger baby rabbits in the hutch, then there are some TINY bunny babies that have squeeze through the hutch's wires. One hops across the bridge and into a horse pasture below. I'm afraid the horses will trample it, so I jump into the pasture to rescue it. However, the painted horses below aren't happy with this, and start to attack me. (By painted horses, I mean the ones with white black and brown cow like spots!) The horses are rearing and kicking, and I'm not even sure how I was avoiding getting hit as I scrambled back to the fence against the bridge. The cop and guy on the bike have caught up with me now, and they reach through the fence and pull me up and over it to the bridge. I try to tell the cop he needs to rescue the baby bunny, but he doesn't care at all about baby bunnies. He tells me two other babies were trampled earlier and that he's already cited the rabbits owner with animal abuse for having an improper cage, but there's nothing else he can do and if I go back in that pasture I'll be trespassing on private property and he'll have to take me to jail.

These entries always turn out so much longer than I expect them too, lol. I feel like I don't remember much from my dreams at all compared to usual when I do it this way, but apparently I remember more than I realize.

09.06.2012

Watching a movie in the swim room (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I guess I was in a class of some sort, there were many others with me, we were watching a movie projected on a big screen that was in the middle of the swimming pool. We were in the swim room at my school. We sat on the benches on the side to watch. I was next to a girl I know named Justine, apparently, the movie was about some guy who really loved a girl but she did not like/love him back. The end was really sad, and it made me tell Justine that I liked her and I wanted to be with her, even though in real life I do not want to be. She ended up saying something like, "Uh... no... Sorry, but ew, no." Something like that anyways. She was disgusted, basically. She turned her head from me and I started to cry. I jumped into the swimming pool and swam across the screen over to the corner of the swimming pool. I sat in the corner and cried. Eventually I got out and sat in the corner of the pool there. All of the kids including Justine ran up to me. Justine now changed her mind and was apologizing and saying she would like to get with me. I was then happy. I told my girlfriend later if she saw me swim across the pool crying, she said no she did not see me, yet she was in the same room as me. Lolwut. But anyways, I also remember a bit more. I was in some kind of shopping mall, and there were military signups there. I was trying to get as far away as possible from the signups, something like that, lol.

NON-LUCID| LUCID

So, it appears that this 'progress' I've been making is much better than I though. Last night I had several vivid dreams, as well as 1 lucid, which was pretty long in comparison to my past attempts.

1) I was going camping with some scouts, and I don't think I knew any of them. A leader and I were walking through an airport-like place. It was very grey and dull, as airports are. There were no lights and any blinds were shut, so it was really dark. I think it was about 6pm. We walked around a barrier at the back of the room, then walked back round to the left and out through a door, straight outside. When we left, it was as if we'd just left the reception of a campsite in the New Forest that I used to go to a lot as a scout. However, the field that I saw in front of me looked like a local Memorial Park in my town. We were very tired, so we walked to the tree where I usually hang with my mates, dropped all our kit and chilled out. Others had already arrived but had left again, but there was one guy remaining who looked like a chubbier, spottier version of my friend James.E. He had been asleep and I accidentally woke him up as I slumped down on the floor. He exclaimed with a moan "uhhh, I'm still tired!" I was worried I had a forgotten my sleeping bag, and my mates (although I didn't know anyone going ) were supposed to supply me with a spare, but they weren't here and it was getting late. In addition, I didn't trust them as they weren't very reliable, and I started to worry that I'd have to sleep in an emergency blanket tonight. My leader, who looked like a purple-haired version of Napoleon Dynamite's grandma, was leaving and on her way to the left she told me not to worry, and that if it came to it there was a scout hut on our left which had sleeping bags, and she could always just go get me one. After all, it was nice and warm in there and it was cold where we were, therefore they wouldn't need them. She was very nice, despite her scary and grumpy appearance. After walking around in random directions for a short while, she walked away into the distance and the sun was setting beautifully.

2) I was in a small bedroom, on holiday with my Mum. The room was very cosy - it was very dark outside, and the lighting in the room was very warm and comforting. It was about 7pm, and the temperature was just right, I had a bed, and the room was generally very suitable for a teenager. I was using a computer, like one of the old 90's grey box computers with the massive monitor. I was looking at some facebook chat tabs that I had left up. Charlie. G had left me a message explaining that last night, he had smoked a whole bowl of weed to himself. I was chatting to Charlotte. Con, but it came across as actually being Megan. Ca's account being fraped by Charlie. The message read "Aw, can't you just play me at guitar hero instead?" Mum walked in through the d oor and asked me if she could take a photo of me. I got a little big angry, but I allowed her to take the picture anyway. However instead of taking the picture, she cautiously picked up my mobile phone where there was a picture showing of some curried potatoes. She said something like "ugh, let me guess - one of your stupid friends took a shit in a bag and you thought it'd be funny to take a picture?" I was very confused, and before I said anything she said "Oh, one last thing. I find out as much stuff as possible". At this point I groaned, as I knew she was probably about to tell me she knew I did something bad. I said something like "Cooooome ooooon" with a groan. She continued, "and I found out about your flashbacks!". She said this very dramatically with a wobble to her lip and an extreme quake in her voice before bursting into tears when saying "flashbacks". As soon as she burst into tears I did the same, screaming and wailing and trying to explain that I feel much better now and I'm no longer going mad. I was now sat on the bedroom floor curled up with my knees to my chin.

3)It was the day back at college, and Charlie.G, Chawner, myself and some others were sat on a 2 seated bench like the ones in primary school between the pond of my college and the college gym. It was quite cloudy and about 9am. I didn't know what my first lesson was and I was late, but Charlie informed me that he had Music Tech. This meant that I had it despite us being in different classes. I immediately rushed through the college's old science block to a classroom that I have never seen before. It was very big and very densely packed with students, and was in no way, shape or form a Music Tech class. There wasn't even any computers, it was purely made up of chairs and desks. I sat down next to someone near the front. I started to do something like turn my iPod off or text someone, and my teacher (who was like a strange version of my future philosophy teacher Ross) told me off and said that we do not do that in our class, so I stopped. When he finished talking and introducing the class, a girl to my left who was very fit and oddly dressed started talking to me. We introduced ourselves and then had a terribly feeble handshake - we practically stroked eachother! I thought this was good basis for some humour and confidently and jokingly suggested that it was a crap handshake and that we should redo it. She seemed to see that it was a joke but didn't get it. We did re-shake, but it was all very awkward. Her name was Georgia, but when she said this I thought she said Jordan.

Suddenly, we all burst into a big samba dance by our chairs, doing some funny dance moves, and I was kind of dancing with Georgia, making eye contact. We then all starting marching and dancing around the circular back of the room, and I was holding my green iPod nano firmly in my hand. At this point the room was the airport that I had been in when camping.

4) I wanted to buy some CDs from my friend Reece Hu. I was meant to meet him at 9:30pm at a harbour dock and then get picked up by my Mum at 9:35. I thought this would be a shame as Reece lives in Essex and I never see him, and I'd only see him for 5 minutes. However it'd prevent awkwardness. However, my phone died, and I kept forgetting that I had to meet Reece and get picked up. I have an image in my head of the dock - it was very dark and the moon shone bright, illuminating the clouds. It was windy and like a scene in a movie. I ended up going back to a house where I had dinner with my family. Everything seemed fine and happy with my family, until we finished eating. Everyone left the table and I walked into the kitchen, where my Dad was stood. He did the same thing that my Mum did in dream 2, where he suggested that he knew something bad that I had done. He questions me about how if I go to the moon, see a nose, or the number 8, I get a flashback. The second and third were true, but I don't know where the moon came from . As my Mum had previously mentioned this in dream 2, I started to realize this was a bit spoony. In real life I've been doing reality checks when something weird happens, so I plugged my nose and breathed...AND I COULD BREATHE. I WAS DREAMING

I was suddenly locked in a cuboid shaped hole in the corner of the kitchen wall. The first thing I wanted to do was get out, as it was restricting me making use of my lucidity. The bars that locked me in where typical prison cell silver cylindrical bars. I figured that I needed a saw. I'd never spawned an object before in a dream, so I just though "I WANT A SAW". It didn't appear, so I figured that I needed to really believe that it would appear. There was a small box in the corner of the hole and I reached into it and looked away. I thought, "I WILL find a saw". I moved my hand around until I found an object that felt relatively like the handle of a saw. I pulled it out of the box and it was a saw! I applied it to the bars and applied pressure and it carved a linear hole in the bars until they presumably snapped, but I didn't see this.

Next, I really wanted to listen to my iPod and experience my favourite songs in a lucid dream. However for some reason I simply couldn't get the chance. It was very dark outside and very light indoors, with a similar warm orange light that I saw in dream 2. I occasionally felt my lucidity slip away and this was my original issue with lucid dreaming. My original method was to try and touch lots of objects and understand my surroundings. However I forgot about this and figured if I did lots of reality checks it would work. First, I tried the breathing technique and it worked again. I next tried to count my fingers. I still had 5, but they were very distorted, and my thumbs had fingers I then tried to poke my right middle+index finger through my left palm, and it jolted reality, turning my vision black and creating static before coming back. This did indeed help me stay lucid! I went upstairs, and we were in Charlottes room, although it looked more like Leo's room. Although it was Charlottes room, it was like we were at her work place as there was a big pick'n'mix sweet section, although her place of work doesn't sell sweets. I was walking around pretty aimlessly, and to the right of me I saw a plate with about a half ounce of ground cannabis. I considered smoking some of it, but I know it gives me flashbacks so I though I shouldn't bother. Instead, I fancied taking some MDMA. I tried to use the same technique as I did with spawning the saw, but it didn't really work. I should have persevered really. I presumed that the MD was on my palm, and I through it back in my mouth, hoping that I had taken it. However, I didn't feel anything so I presume I didn't spawn it.

I was now in my spare-room with Marc.W and someone else. It was night time still, and we had the light on so it was quite cosy. We were listening to some hip-hop we were recommending each other. Marc then went on Dreamviews on the computer. He was moaning that his dreaming was going shit, so I told him that I had literally just been lucid. Suddenly I realized that I don't remember waking up after the dream or anything like that, and that I must be still dreaming. I did some reality checks, and sure enough I was!

I was back in Charlotte's room, chatting to people. Charlotte said that before we all left, should would nick some pick'n'mix for us to share. Some guy who looked like a cross between Blacky and Chris from Skins said something like "this is how you did it!" and got a large tuppaware cuboid tub, and filled it with about 4 inches of jazzle. He then filled an overflowing 4 inches with white mice and just walked out with them.

I called Reece to apologize for not talking and asked him what had happened since I had been gone. He told me that he waited until 10pm for me before realizing I wasn't turning up and left. I felt so bad, but we decided to organize another date. I then called Sarah and Katherine about something, but I can't remember what. I remember picturing them in their house doing something.

5) I was outside of a gig or a party. The venue was very posh and looked like it was a villa in spain or something. I had gone out for a fag. It was cloudy but about 8pm and it was still fairly light.

6) I was at the memorial park again with Chawner, Charlie and some others. It was very sunny and warm, but I can't remember the time. We weren't sat in our normal place of the tree, but more near the bird cages. Charlie was rolling a very large joint. At this moment, Bryn turned up and asked what we were doing. We said we were rolling a joint, and he said "ahh give us some!". Charlie said only if he could chip in weed, which made me happy as bryn always scrounges off of us. Bryn muttered something under his breath and fumbled in his wallet.

7) I was sat down in a small hall with my fellow ex-year 11 secondary school students at some sort of belated leavers party or reunion. We had made Mrs. Brown really angry. However it was a strange type of anger - I described it as 'seductive anger' Suddenly out of rage, she ripped off all of her clothes showing only her white underwear. She then leaned over me sexily and got extremely angry with me. She did this to each student, and it sent us into some sort of trip. I experienced a very intense trip like the effects of DMT, being zoned away out of this dimension into a weird dimension which was the definition of seduction. She was on a new level of hotness, which is odd as she isn't exactly reaaally fit - she's about 50. It made me incredibly horny and confused as I almost climaxed, but I didn't quite get there. Charlie claimed that he saw her fully naked, which I was very jealous of.

8) The world was in some sort of abstract apocalyptic state. It was kind of like my old space nightmares when I was younger. I was viewing the galaxy like on Super Mario Galaxy. In front of me I could see another pink planet, and I was stood on a purple one with my dad. Colleen, my sister, was stood on the pink one ahead of us. I really wanted her to catapult her planet into mine for some reason, but she wouldn't. However eventually, through a series of complex reflections, her planet collided with ours. I told Dad to look but he wasn't too interested. It went very wrong. Something happened, and someone who wanted to take over the world killed billions of people on Earth, and there was only a select few left, including me. These select few (probably in the thousands) only had selective vocabulary left (i remember the world hobbit), and it was a representation of a dystopian world.

Okay... Two dreams I think, kind of confused on the order of things. My friend and I are being driven to Wisconsin by his Mom, and two of my teeth hurting. They look like they're rotting (random third persons in dreams are always fun) and we start driving to some house now, but the surroundings look kind of like a California Suburb. So I get off, and there's some guy who may have been Charlie Sheen on his driveway skateboarding. For some reason, in my mind I thought, wow, those skateboards are probably too thin for my feet. When I looked back, there were several unrealistically thin skateboards sitting there. I saw "Charlie Sheen" do a mediocre Ollie, and we went in. We walk in, and Charlie started using magic. I get scared for some reason and we get back in the car. Charlie looks really evil. This dream is hilariously stupid.

In which I catch on fire and Sigmund Freud is my paramedic...

It's daytime in the summer, and my brother and I are sitting in fold-out yard chairs at the river. It's hot, and I have my toes in the water. For some reason, we have a campfire near us. We are talking and watching a crowd of people playing on jetskis and tossing beach balls. My iPod is hanging from my shirt. I'm not listening to it at that moment, but I know it contains the free iTunesU audiobook version of The Count of Monte Cristo.

The fire flares up, and a flame lands on my thigh as if it were a bird. I look down at it calmy and see that my shorts have caught fire. I stand up and walk towards the river. The fire starts to grow. As I'm walking, I disentangle my iPod and earbuds from my shirt. I've already listened to 113 chapters of the long Monte Cristo, and am eager to finish the thing so I don't want to destroy my iPod. I toss the device to my brother who is standing now at the edge of the water, alarmed. He catches it, and meanwhile he shouts, "Fire is on you!" I think how strange it is that he didn't say "You are on fire," but at the same time I realize that his statement is the more accurate.

I submerge myself completely in the river and start to roll around in the water. I see my thigh which is charred like chicken left too long on the grill. The cloth of my plaid shorts has completely melted into my skin. I can see the blackened and bloody muscle of my thigh. I worry about the filth of the river. It had just recently rained. We live in a rural area, and after a rain, soil from the surrounding ranches slides down into the water carrying all the bacteria associated with livestock. This isn't a problem unless it gets into the sterile sites of the body. Also I notice that I'm not feeling any pain. As I walk back towards my brother at the bank, I explain that I've burnt the sensory heads of my nociceptors clean off. I pick up a stick and draw a simplistic cartoon version of a neuron, then I whack off its head. "See? No axon hillock. No action potential. No pain perception."

The ambulance arrives. Sigmund Freud puts me on a stretcher. He cuts my shorts off with a cold pair of scissors. I tell him that I can feel the cold. He explains that soon I will feel the pain of the burn, too. This frightens me.

I start to chide Freud about his misdiagnosis of Anna and his misunderstanding of Dora. He deflects by asking me to explain myself. I realize I don't know what I'm talking about. I say something about the lack of research supporting the efficacy of anti-depressants. He asks what that has to do with him. I stumble on my words, but I insinuate that he is responsible for the creation of Western psychiatry and the resulting experimentation with neurotransmitters. But I realize I have no idea what I'm arguing about and I wonder why I'm rambling on like this. Freud simply responds that I'll be happy that pharmaceutical companies have learned all about dopamine receptors once I start to feel the pain of my severe burn. I shut up because I'm frightened.

My brother walks over to the ambulance as my bed is being wheeled backwards into it. Now my brother is Monte Cristo himself. He laughs at me vindictively and I realize this whole "accident" was his design.

And this was a deep sleep after being up for days studying for my physiology exam. So that's where all the neurological nonsense comes from. I really am reading Monte Cristo also, so that's where that comes from. As for Freud- who the hell knows what he's doing in my dream!

06.09.2012

Kaomea and then my Mother (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's very late at night, and I remember seeing a girl with a red shirt and blue pants, long chair, a little round on the sides for her face.

It's Kaomea, didn't really do an ignore test to see if it's the real deal or not, but yeah, I follow her around a bit in his house that barely has any lights one. I think I'm asking her for a card, and she's being too playful with me right now but stalling for a little while.

I keep up with the persistence, and she makes a slight pout face, which was cute to see, and she stretches her arm quickly to hand out what seems to be a white card.

I think Kaomea turns into my mother from this point, but I didn't realize this until later on. The dream character was wearing a black dress, and I was extremely horny.

Keep following me on this "I didn't know it was my mother" mentality, because I REALLY DID NOT KNOW it was her until later on. I raised up the black dress of the dream character, and noooo, I didn't think it was Kaomea, she was long gone lol....I think.

Spoiler for 18+:

Anyway, I asked whoever it was to let me finger them, and they were a little resistant and said no.....


So I slowly rubbed my own dream penis against the top of their ass, and humped them gently to.....what....

Then I have a feeling it's my mother.

EXTREME COCKBLOCK WTF IS THSI HAFSAGHDISFHSSSSSGKH
BLOODY HELL LINK........

I back way of course.

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06.09.2012

Would you Like some Fries with that? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Seems I'm at an area that resembled my apartment, though I didn't know this until I woke up. I go near a few doors to the apartments, and there's a covering over this area like my apartment. Like imagine having a few columns sticking out, like you're below a stair's surface, yeah something like that.

There were these weird looking creatures that were hanging under those stairs. It reminded me of those creatures in Half-Life 2 that would pull you up if you came in contact of their really really really long tongue.

Fortunately for me, all of them were dead, and their overall color matched with the dark blue of the apartment's exterior.

Then there's a slight dream shift where I'm watching a video, but without seeing some kind of external video sources portraying it though. There was this girl, dark-skinned, had a nice glow to her, and she's with this squad force, at least they acted like they're in a squad.

There were detonators on top of the roof and near the top of the doors of the apartment, and they were making beeping noises, so she and the other group of squad look-alike were feeling tense because these things could explode from touching them.

The girl sees one detonator right on top of her, which she completely was oblivious to seeing while being distracted to the one on top of one of the apartment doors. She ducks for cover right under the one on top of her, not really a smart move.

I even make a comment to myself that what she's doing right now is stupid, then the girl shoots the detonator on top of the door, then throws the other one inside of a hole somewhere, but it turns out this hole she threw it in led to a room where some of the squad members were in....

LOL....you just bloody killed probably a decent amount of useful people because you were too hesitant to find a decent place to throw it...don't blame her though, I probably would've kept the detonator in my hand and just stand in shock and not do anything.

The girl realizes there were people inside the room where the hole was showing, and makes a mental face palm to herself with how her facial expressions were.

I can't remember what happened next, but I do know the video or clip in my mind was coming to an end.

I believe my mother is behind me now, and she's following me as I'm heading forward to leave the apartment. I'm still walking under the stairs instead of actually go out the other gaps. I'm walking slowly, something tells me that someone or a group of people might show up.

I see a foot coming out, seems the whoever it was is walking slowly themselves. My heart literally is in shock as I see that the outfit of the person looks like some General or Commander's Outfit. It had a Khaki or Beige color all around, and the person was wearing the General or Commander's type of hat as well.

He has another person following them, and both are dark-skinned too. He takes a smile at me, does the nod that signals, "How are you doing?" and he turns his focus back to what's in front of him.

I feel less tense, and continue walking, then my mother stops, and the same guy and his companion stop too....um.....

The guy turns around, and I think he was going to talk to me and my mother, though I didn't feel like listening to the conversation because I wanted to go somewhere, but I didn't know where exactly.

The conversation ends pretty quickly, I'd say 10 seconds or so, and then the dream shifts to where it's night. I think my mother wants something to drink....forgot what it was though.

But I tell her I can buy something from the fast food area right behind us, and I think I tell her I can't just buy only a drink, or something along those lines. She tells me I can buy some fries with the drink or whatever.

I go to the entrance of the store to see if it's closed, and I see some sign saying "Closed," but it's actually inside of the store somewhere else other than the front.

For some reason, I still thought it was closed, but I saw people in it, so I double checked again and realized it's still open. There was a brunette to the left of me that looked like she was the person to ask if whoever came in wanted "For Here or To-Go," something like that.

But it was a fast food area, so I don't think it would fit her role to be there. Anyway, I go up to the cash register, and it's this fairly decent looking blonde...........okay she's kind of cute too, and she's wearing a black hat while her hair is in a ponytail I believe.

She smiles at me, like anyone else who would be paid to do a forced smile at customers, and before I could take my order, she asks me for my name.

Don't know why she would ask me for my name, the store wasn't busy, so they didn't need to go that route to ensure that orders were given to the right people, it's pretty much close to empty here.

I play along with her and tell her my name.....I even spell it out for her, first and last.

Um. Okay. Lol. I'll just remain oblivious to the possibility that she could've been that dream girlfriend Kaomea was talking about.

Okay, she continues smiling at me, which forces me to smile at her because by this point, I could tell it wasn't a forced portrayal of enthusiasm.

She starts asking some more personal questions, though I can't remember what exactly, but some made me stand still and even blush too because I felt myself having to smile to hide those feelings away.

I think she asked something related to how much I was paying attention to her, it was something that made me feel embarrassed for some reason, but I'm sure she was just playing around with me.

She was really nice to me.

So much for the fries for my mother though, lol.

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06.09.2012

Where Are the Stairs? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking near an area of the Clock Tower at College Station Texas.

(I'm going to have to add that as a dream element because I've been at this area at least 5 times from previous dreams I can sort of remember from the top of my head).

Seems that I'm trying to quickly get somewhere, and I have to wait for a little while in traffic for the walk sign to turn on. It finally turns on, but I barely have enough time to even walk, I have to dash before the counter says "0," and by the time I made it past the other side, the vehicles to the right of me were already moving.

Wow, seems everyone is in a rush lately. I continue running until I get to the area with the intersection and stop sign....Socially Awkward Penguin moment...


But I didn't have a cellphone to pretend that I was busy texting with someone, so it was felt really awkward for a while. Then I see some guy flash by, completely destroying the logic with the Socially Awkward Penguin moment when you're stuck at an intersection, not know when to go because you don't want people in vehicles to wait for your decision for too long.

=P

Anyway, I eventually make it to the other side, and the dream environment changes. It seems to be a mix of a school area, and incomplete houses.

I go towards the one on the right side, and see there were incomplete stairs. Like, I only saw the little hooks that would support a step of a stair, but no steps at all.

And there were people inside the house too on the top floor inside....lol, how did they even get there if there weren't stairs, or a door that should've been apparent by now.

I think I even see the Pre-Calculus teacher I had in the last High School I was in, and she was blonde just like the one in waking life. But I only see her for 1-2 seconds probably, and I think I'm asking someone a few questions.

Then there's a slight shift to where I'm in class, and I'm staring at a girl and wonder how her ass is so big (it wasn't that big). I think I even blurted out how that girl's ass can be big...looooool.

(DILD Low level Lucid, little control)(From last night, tried WILD earlier)
I'm with my sister, and were on a train to Auckland New Zealand, we've still got a while to go .
The journey passes (story jumps) We arrive at 'central station' and get off the train.
The station has a glass canopy roof, like they do..
I recognise the "GLASS" (dreamsign), I start to question my reality & perform an RC using the text on the train info boards
(They're the old fashioned 'split flap' mechanical displays)Low level Lucid!!

We walk into the city and explore it on foot for quite a while & see famous sights like 'the skytower',
the harbour with all of the yachts with there sails up, and in one of the side streets we get burgers from the 'white lady' burger bus.
<<Never been to NZ in waking life, flight too far & expensive, but would like to go & have read stuff about Auckland>>

We meet an old woman beggar, who waves a wet-wipe/baby wipe at us,
and mumbles something about it.
.. I reach into my day napsack and give her a large paper cup, and then she wanders off
<How random's that?!?>
Lost Lucidity during this encounter

After a short while, we've decided we want to do something else..
... So we find some transport to go elsewhere.. Soon we find a small terminus halt, which has tram track, and a very low platform (about 3-4 inches)..
At this platform, there is a queue of two seater'bubble cars' on the track, we get into the front one, close the doors and get transported away...

...We end up in the countryside, with rolling hills and grass meadows.
We get out and walk for a while, and find people riding quad bikes over a rough terrain course

A guy comes up to us and tells us we will have to wait 3/4Hr for the bikes, and we can wait over there, pointing to the edge of a desert (we didn't notice before)

I walk over to the desert edge, and walk on the sand for a while. (Don't think my sister joined me here)
I can feel the sun on my back & can see shimmering heat haze on the sand.

<Recall and/or dream itself faded here>

(From last night, tried a WILD ~4.30AM)
During WILD attempt I hear someone ring the doorbell a couple of times, and 'think' that someones trying to deliver a parcel

It sounded so realistic, that I jolted up in bed, then got up to check (looked through window next to front door)!!

When I went back up to bed I tried a couple of RC's in case, but they both passed..
(text reading bedside clock, looked at hands)

I know the time because of my bedside clock in the RC

Bedtime: 2am
First wakeup: 7am
Final wakeup: 11am

Supplements: nothing

Had a false awaking, also 2 dreams, but kind of forgot 1 of the dream, so it more like fragment now maybe.

The dream:
My girlfriends orange cat (named Skorpan) was attacking me, he held his teeth in my hand and didn't let me go. It was on the bed, and I went up but he kept holding in and I shouted to him to get off.

The false awaking:
I woke up from bed and saw my girlfriend near the computer (as she had gone up to while I kept sleeping earlier). The bed was a meter away from the wall (as we not have it now). I told my girlfriend about the dream with her grandpa (the fragment I'd), but then I thought her grandpa is dead or something and was stunned with the words and changed my mind I wouldn't mention him.



And well, then I woke up for real and at first I layed in bed for a few seconds before I told my girlfriend I had another dream now about Skorpan.
She was asking me what other?
So then I noticed that it been a false awaking.

ok tried cheddar that lead to a thrift store dream very vivid but not lucid
b vit not much sleep and I kept waking up will try again a friend was in the hospital so it might have been due to stress not sure
oranges first time was great very lucid faded in the end though
tried oranges again and nothing
Trying oranges again tonight hoping for good results

Being in a mansion and some guy was trying to do card tricks to impress a lady. He magically shuffleded them out where they were all red cards but I think he messed up half way through. Then a panther walked on the table all the way to me and laid down right in front of me. I petted its paw and then it's head. I think it was grinning at me after it realized that I wasn't intimidated.

I also remember sniping the shit out of stuff in outer space.

More highway dreams.

I think I got lucid between this post and the last one but nothing significant.

And I guess that's about it.