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Non-lucid by vivid. I was part of a team of detectives investigating something that seems like a murder but there was no body or anything. It was like the dream started after the fact. I was with this woman with short blond hair which for me is strange. I can actually remember what she looks like even now. I've never seen her before in real life but she was crystal clear in my dream. We are outside in the eating area of a restaurant which seems to also be off of a square or something because there are many other places just paces away with other outdoor eating areas. We are questioning people & trying to find out who saw what etc. Again this place in itself was very clear to me. Then I woke up prematurely because I was having a bad reaction to something I ate in real life, lol


I recently have talked about all these houses in my dreams & I thought it may be my subconscious bleeding over into my dreams of hating the house I live in & have to wait until I pay it off before I can move. But last night I started analyzing this house subject. For years I would go to sleep & construct this dream house of mine. It's a house I started building years ago almost trying to will it into existence. It was the house I would build if I won the lottery. Anyway, for some reason I stopped building it when I made lucid dreaming an actual lifestyle choice. So last night I started again & my dream that I had was much more visible.

Ok, I finished reading a fiction book called "Lucid" by Adrienne Stoltz & Ron Bass. I enjoyed the beginning of the book & thought it had potential but it turned out to be a book that would have been better represented in movie form & left you hanging in the end. It also did not explain lucid dreaming other than a couple of sentences which was an insult to those of us who actually have lucid dreams.


I did start another fiction book, also called "Lucid" but is by Jay Bonansinga. It seems to be a whole lot better. They have tried to explain it in more detail. Therefore, I have higher hopes for this book.


On a separate subject. I have had a crazy amount of sychronicities lately.

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

I'm sitting in a small restaurant/bar at a table near the entrance. It's a table that seats about 6 or 7 people. I know the people I'm sitting with but I can't really see their faces. I'm looking towards the entrance and watching people pass by. It looks like I'm at a place inside the Circus Circus hotel. My attention is drawn back to the table and I notice that a female server has come to take our order. She leaves after the order was taken, but I can't remember actually saying anything to her. She comes back a few minutes later with food and drinks. I notice that she is really rude to me and keeps giving me dirty looks. I ignore it and look at the food in front of me. It's there but I can't really see it. It's not important. I do see the drink I was given. It's in a take-out cup with a lid and straw and it's really small, like a child's sized drink. I don't say anything about it but I'm not happy about it. As everyone finishes their food, we start getting up to leave. The same female server comes up to me and tries to snatch my drink out of my hands, I keep it away from her and say that I'm not done and I want a refill. She's gives me the dirtiest look and says that they don't do refills. I get angry and tell her to get a manager. She stomps away and a large, ugly man walks up to me. I calmly ask him for a refill since the cups are so small. He repeats that they don't do refills and starts walking away. I get really angry and cuss him out, throwing the cup away and going to the counter to pay. When I get there, Jongin is smiling at me. A man comes up next to me to pay and I know I'm with him, but I can't see his face. I can only smile shyly at Jongin. After the man pays, he grabs my arm and leads me away. I keep looking back at Jongin, and every time I look back, he's looking at me. I'm finally outside of the bar. I walk off to the side by myself, the man I'm with having gone to prepare something. Suddenly I look up and Jongin is in front of me smiling. I smile back and he asks why there's a huge canopy bed being set up near us. I laugh a bit dryly and say that that man is probably expecting something from me. He becomes serious and says that we should go. I look up at him and smile. He grabs my hand and we leave together.

Took a long, 5 hr nap after work, then bedtime around 2am.

DR
Really long and detailed, with some thinking in it. Wrote some keywords and now that's pretty much all I remember.

We are in some large, castle like building with big stairs and rooms. I was hacking with my huge machete at some solid matter, that was left from an alien who transformed into that. It wasn't easy, an pieces were flying off of it. It was similar to a wooden brick.

The aliens just beat us and they are leaving. We are waiting patiently for them to leave through the door, while we lay on the ground or hide. One of them turns back, looks at the person laying at the bottom of the stairs and says to the other alien, that he is dead or not dangerous anymore. I realize that it's me, even though I'm looking at it from 3.person view. Apparently I have just shed my true appearance and I don't appear to the aliens as a thread.

After they leave, we run down the hill at night and try to stop a car on the road, but we are also careful not to flag down enemies. Then the notice POLICE on the car and wave at them. They pass us, then they stop and 2 man have FBI on their windbreakers. We ar releaved that they will help us.

We tell them we need to go to hardware store to get more machetes, axes and big knives, because the ones we have are more like movie props. And we show them some swords that are made of shiny bendy plastic like thing.

What the eff is Project Lucid?

I'll start with the basics. Project Lucid is the project (by MaDE Studio (me)) which will give birth to a video game (PC and PS4) which is centered around the idea of lucid dreaming. It is set inside one big universe in which players can freely mingle with each other, explore and even change.

I have been referring to the game's genre as "MMO Sandbox", because technically that's what it is. However, the more I think about it, the more I think that this is more than just a game (Still an MMO Sandbox though, I hereby lay claim on that term. MMOS?... back me up here, guys?).



So if it's not a game, what the eff is it *really*?

There will be no set storyline, no set style of gameplay, not even a set world. Instead, I wish to build a universe which has rules (just like our universe does, but the rules will be nothing alike). It is within this universe that players will be able to play games, created either from their own imagination, from the imagination of others, or from what the universe throws at them.

Let me explain. Players aren't the only ones creating content (by creating content I mean building things, creating stories, and also changing the dream world). The game will create a lot of content itself (somewhat like the procedural generation that happens in Minecraft and No Man's Sky, but not quite. I will cover this another day for those interested). And I don't mean just the terrain. I mean everything, right down to the storylines and the music. This is stuff that I've always wanted to do, but the game No Man's Sky (coming this August) has set a new benchmark in game development which I intend to follow and then surpass. What an inspirational game it is, you need to check it out if you haven't already (just watch any few videos about it on YouTube, you'll get the idea).

So it IS a game, but it also isn't at the same time. The way I like to think of it is, it's a "game platform". It is a platform which allows games to be played. Or just call it a "universe". Heck, call it a "game" I don't care! I'm just getting too deep into the terminology...



Tell me more cool stuff

1) Virtual Reality. I already have it set up working with Oculus Rift. No idea if it works with the HTC Vive or other VR headsets. I will test this though and I will ensure that the game works smoothly with and without VR right from the beginning.

2) Leap Motion hand tracking. I also already have this set up and working too (so cool) whereby having the device plugged in allows you to see your hands in the game world. So far the only real function they have is knocking things over. I will build on this over time, it's an experimental part of the project (there will be plenty of experimental bits by the way).

Screeny:

3) AIPCs (Artificially Intelligent Player Characters). I was actually planning on keeping this largely a secret at first, but I went ahead and told DV staff about it because I couldn't help myself. Now I've decided I will make this plan known, because it is actually going to become a large part of it, so it really should be considered right from the start.

AIPC, there's another term I had to make up because there's no other quick way to say "Deep Neural Network/machine learning program that connects to the server and plays the game". Well I think you've got the idea by now. The AIPC program will learn from everything it can. A newborn AIPC will do a whole load of random stuff, and over time will learn to do things properly in the game based on the various forms of feedback it will get, and they will each form their own unique personality based on what it has learned.

There's so much I could say about my AIPC idea, so I will cover this in more detail another day too.

4) Story creation. Yeah I already sorta mentioned this. But I just want to return to it because it's probably the most ambitious part of the whole project. Out of all the crazy shit I want to do with Project Lucid, I believe this will be the most challenging to implement. I want to develop a system which generates stories. With the basic system in place, stories could be created by players or randomly generated by the computer.

Stories could come in many shapes and sizes. You may be walking through the woods when suddenly a boy runs at you with a knife, then he stops and says "



Well what do you need me for then?

At the moment I am developing the game myself using Unreal Engine 4. It's going slowly but surely as I am very busy, but I always make time for it. Right from the start, I knew I would involve the community in some way, and I have finally reached the stage where I can start doing that.

Here are a few things I will be looking out for:
1) Developers. If you have experience with UE4 and want to help out, let me know down below! If you are a game developer and you want to help, but don't have experience with UE4, also speak up. In fact, even if you are none of these things but you are looking to get into game development, you speak up too. A massive part of what my business is about is helping others, so I will do my best for you!

2) Decision making. During development, there will be many decisions to be made. Sometimes these decisions can be difficult and it is hard to know what the people will actually want. So when I come across these situations, I will post a thread with a poll asking for your opinions. When these times come, each vote will be extremely helpful, and the discussion which spurs from it would be even more valuable.

3) Constructive critisism. At every point in development, from now and beyond, I will need your thoughts on how things are looking. There's not much for you to see at this point, but I am spewing out the game design to you all for you to tear apart and help make it perfect! The problem at this point is that I haven't explained absolutely everything. I have tried to fit as much of the important stuff in, although I may have forgotten things because my memory is terrible. However, you will find much of the information I missed will come out because people will say things that will trigger me to respond with said infos.

4) Ideas. I am very open to ideas, and I invite you all to have fun thinking about ideas and sharing them with the rest of us, but I won't just take on any old idea. It must fit my vision for the game. I have explained that vision as best I can, and hopefully you will get a feel of what I'm going for. I expect ideas to become better and better over time. Who knows, maybe you'll come up with an idea that doesn't get used, but has potention in itself, then you can make it happen! If that happens, I'd be more than happy to give any help and advice that I can. Let's make each other's dreams come true, because that's what it's all about.

5) Spreading the word when the time comes. Feel free to tell people now, but there will come a time when the game will really need more eyes on. For now, I'm keeping it to a small circle (you guys get in there first, of course. DV means so much to me you wouldn't believe) and I'll gradually expand the network until eventually I just want every gamer on the planet to know about it.



Again, I am aware that this is an extremely ambitious plan. But am I right in thinking that I came to the right place? The one place you can dream big and you are respected for it?

Let's make this thing happen.

Discuss! Am I going in the right direction?

I will be posting more in-depth infos and progress updates, in the form of forum posts and also YT videos. So keep your eyes peeled!

A friend (I think they were just a dream character, but they might have been Taylor) and I had skipped the past two days in one of our college classes. We were heading there then, and she had a drawing that she had done; it had a whole lot of purple in it, and I think that her hair was purple as well. Before we got to the class one of our classmates caught us and told us that the professor had been wondering where we had been. He had made jokes about where his "girlfriend" was (that was my friend) on the first day, and then on the second day when we were gone he actually started to get worried.

D1 - In a large dinning area with lots of tables with white cloth on with a few people around. The hall was L-shaped with double doors at one end. All the food seemed to be horrible seafood, grey looking creatures. My daughter and I didn't know what to do as they're was nothing palatable to eat. Feeling nausea

D2 - In an apartment feeling calm and peaceful, a warm feeling of tranquility washing over me. There are square windows without frames, it looks like a place I used to live. It is early morning but I am not rushing, I am laughing about something with a friend.
I lay in bed and look at an ipad, it has a function to encode the video I am watching from Irish to English, I laugh at the absuditiy of it, as the people only had a sligh accent LOL.



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I realise I haven't felt like I have a home for a long time. Not having anywhere to call home is not a nice feeling, hence the nausea.

I'm leaving a building, and head into a warm, sunny environment following a conversation with a co-worker. The word 'dream' comes into my mind as I begin floating, my awareness begins raising and I become lucid.I continue flying upward freely, raising many feet into the air. I take in the view of the small vacant plaza that I'm in. It has a light tan concrete floor without any sort of decor, and sits in the center of many tall buildings which appear to be apartment structures. The structures raise about 20 stories into the airs, and are light colored with small balconies outside of each room. Glass sliding doors lead out onto each balcony. Separating the two structures in front of me is a massive palm tree with green bark and canopy which extends slightly above the buildings. I continue flying upward, and consider some dream goals. I quickly decide against dream goals as I just wanted to explore this interesting tropical settings. I decide to head toward one of the balconies and head inside one of the rooms to start a conversation with a DC. I head up a few more balconies, the finally make it to the top one on my right. I approach the open door with curtains blocking the entrance. As I make my way through, the dream begins to go void, and with caution I back up slightly to try to gain back some stability and vision. I begin going to rub hands, but there's a slight resistance, although I gained some visuals back.The dream quickly goes void and I transition to waking.

Wellp, I'm back. Again. Yeah, I feel really bad that I've been gone for so long! I've finally decided to try to get back into LDing. It's funny, because, the other night, I was looking at HowToLucid because I just randomly wanted to get back into the subject. The next day, one of my really good friends asked me if I'd hears of Lucid dreaming and then we talked about it for the rest of the day ^^

Aaaaannnyways, I actually recorded my dream!
Here it is!

6~14~16
My dad and I went to a school. For some reason we felt like attacking random people, and I ended up doing it. With a.... marker...? Yeah, I thought that was strange, too. But, anyways, I 'attacked' about a dozen people with an Expo Dry Erase marker. I remember attacking an older girl who I recognize from WL, and have always wanted to befriend. I felt really sorry. I also remember that, in that dream, I explored town and traveled on a public bus. Later, the dream shifted into an almost post-apocalyptic setting. I remember having to hide from my math teacher so I could steal resources/weapons from her. I collected quite a few weapons, and I stored them in a Resident Evil 4 style inventory, where I 'tetrised' things around (although I only remember storing a random sniper rifle). Then I think I woke up and attempted a WILD, but drifted into a nonlucid dream. In this dream, I remember running a shop. Well, it wasn't much of a shop, but I was in one of those barber shop-type buildings. A whole bunch of kids from my school (more specifically, boys) came in and out of the building but literally all they did was sit down. I remember recognizing a guy I share all my classes with IWL. The only thing I really did was wipe off the doorknob, but for some reason it had the same feeling as my previous dreams.

it was a normal day at my house. i decided to go outside to see if my friend was out there. he had this giant pole. "hey dude" i said.
"hi..." he said back in a weird voice. he then proceeded to hit e on the forehead more than 2 times before i ran away into my house. i tried telling my grandma about him, but she didn't seem to take it seriously. he then opened the front door which i LOCKED, holding two poles. "i got a surprise for you..." he said, putting the poles out like he was about to operate on my teeth. i ran away and got on my bike, and then i woke up. for me, this dream represents how my friend always finds a way to latch on to me like a parasite and suck all hope out of me. we have stopped being friends for a while, and i have enjoyed not being around him for a bit, but now he's in my dreams...

I'm in what I guess is supposed to be Amsterdam, though it doesn't resemble reality at all. I'm somewhere underground with a group of people. It is some kind of excursion. To what seems to be the north is a long, steep road, with a significant amount of water running down from it, as it seems to be currently raining. Because the road is made of asphalt, the water cannot permeate the surface. Somewhere at the end of the road, at the low level, the ground is natural soil, which is soaking up all the water and actually starting to flood. We have nowhere we can go, as we're underground. There is one small square building, not even 2 x 2 metres. The room has a ladder in it, going straight up. I decide to check it out, to see if we can exit from there. At the top is a window through which we'll have to exit, after which we have to exit through another window. They're both very small though. I tell the person in charge that we may be able to exit, but that either a smaller person will have to check it out since I'm too big to fit, or that I will have to break both windows. I have an idea how to prevent floods in the future: trees. The road needs a lot of trees. They will stop the water from running off and will soak it up. The asphalt will have to be removed though.

I was preparing for my vocation exam and then got into a car with my pal and my sister. They have packed back of the car with random stuff. I started driving my car but it felt weird. I realised that it's not my car but rather my another sister's car. I adjusted my seat and drove onward. It was really dark, but I could see buildings and road as if it was bright day - they were surrounded by darkness.

Suddenly I found myself in my school, in front of a classroom where exam would take place. I met many people that I haven't talked with for a long time. A teacher appeared - woman, long dark hair, wearing a gray suit - and told us that it's time for first group to enter. I wasn't signed to that group so I had to wait with few other people. We were waiting and waiting, and the exam didn't ended for their group so we all went out for some time. Then another teacher - a skinny, black haired woman in early forties - appeared and started shouting at us, telling us to get back to school. I recognised her as my previous maths teacher.

So my girlfriend stood up for work and was in and out of my room several times. i fall asleep every now and then. after she was gone i felt pretty awake but still felt that i might fall asleep. i turn on my side and start to focus on gravity. after some time i notice some hypergonia and focus on my sight. i see a structure similar to a rock slowly forming and morphing.
next thing i now i am in my kitchen with my roommate and someone else. i want to put something down but notice that the kitchenfurnishings are disorientated. i do a fast nosepinch and am lucid. i show everyone but especially my roommate both of my midddlefingers (seems like i am angry on him a bit... ) after some seconds my awareness raises some more and i see that this is no approach to have a nice lucid. i want to get the gravity RC to work so i thought about to attempt to notice and talk about gravity in dreams. so i drop the sentence: "Hey lets talk about the gravity RC what do you think? how will it work?". The dream is very very liquid this time. the room has changed and now different people are there. two female friends of mine are sitting at a table, the room is bigger and not my kitchen anymore. my roommate is not there but in the next moment another guy will show up. so after asking the question one of my friends answers "hm i dont know maybe it has something to do with the m-orbit?" i get that she is revering to the orbital names of atom orbitals... its not where i want to go and change the question to "how can i notice gracity best" or something like this. randomly i feel like open the window in the room. she starts to juggle some balls and i ask her to throw me some over so i can juggle (and therefore get a feeling of the gravity) she throws me some over but different then IWL i have some trouble with 3 already because it feels different and a little weird. now the guy appears and starts take the balls away from me and to juggle by himself. there are about 6 balls around so enough for two of us. i pick up some try another attempt but again he gets close to me blocking me and then picking up my balls. i ask him "dude wtf? you just need 3 balls take the other ones" but he seems to want to be a pain in the ass so i decide to lift him up. he is a little stiff like a puppet but still complaining and talking shit. i carry him over to the window and throw him out. he makes a little "aaah" but nothing spectacular. i go back and see still both of my friends sitting there. i bend down to pick up some balls and is i get up again the girl i was talking to disappeared. fine... i go over to her and while try to juggle i attempt some sexy time with her... she is not that motivated but texting with her phone. i put the balls down and get more active. but before a lot happen the dream fades. i stay cool and find myself in the void, still having the tactile feeling of my pants that i wanted to take down. i move it a little around and get a feeling like someone is pressing or hugging me. it feels interesting. i am not sure if i awoken i linse one eye open and see my bedroom. but wait i still must be dreaming. i do a nosepinch and still lucid. on my right side is a flatiron that morphes right infront of my eyes into an older model.
i stand up and want to perform the bonus TOTM again. since this is my apartment i know there will be a washing machine in the kitchen. i approach the kitchen (even tho the apartment looks completely different) and already hear it. i open the door and enter the kitchen. i see no washing machine but a dryer. i look closely thru the whole kitchen if i not might still find a washing machine but no. this time i am determined to not close my eyes when approaching my goal. i do a little jump into the open dryer but get stuck like expected. i dont care and keep pushing forward like stuck in the mud and want to get out of it. i push and push and slowly get deeper. i want to get into a different world. in front of my the wall of the dryer starts morphing into different pictures and symbols. it starts with a beating hearth and turns into a brain or something? it changes colors a bit and morphs around. i feel stuck and dont know exactly how to proceed. i try to close my eyes but am at a point where the situation and the visuals are that abstract that it makes no difference if i close or open my eyes. i see the same things. i see dropping water out of a wall. the inside is turning 360° in all directions. after some time between those two moving solid spheres i am stuck inside i see some daylight and i await the sphreres to move in that way that they open a little so i get outside. now outside i find myself at a whole different place. in a round valley some meters away i see a two round stoneshapes moving against each other in 360° similar to the thing i get out of. the landscape has darker round and long stones and just a little vegetation. i fly some meters and thinking hm damn last time atleast i could teleport with my approach but this time?!... i wake up

and thinking with a waking mind... i did teleport somewhere else i just didnt expect that outcome... the lucid was pretty short but nevertheless an interesting one

1. I was inside of a large apartment. In this apartment the walls were painted a dark tan color and the floor was hardwood flooring. A party was going on, so the main lights were off and neon lights of many colors were flashing all around the apartment. I started walking around and just observing what was going on. I saw my two friends Dylan and Patrick, but they were each on opposite sides of the apartment. The biggest and most alive part of the party was in the living room section considering it was the biggest area. Many people were dancing, some were drinking, and others were just socializing.
I walked up to dylan "Dude I had no idea you were here" I said. "Yeah dude I just got here. It's pretty lit" he replied. "For sure bro" I said. Just then my attention was diverted to a girl about my age who was sitting down at a table all by herself. She had light brown hair and blue eyes and was wearing an extremely sexy dress. Considering her legs were crossed it made her even more sexier than I initially found her. I saw an empty seat next to her, so I walked up to her table and sat down. Upon immediately sitting down I got a better look at her. She seemed to be of Russian descent, and this added onto her sexiness as well.
"So why are you sitting down all alone?" I asked. "I've been waiting for guys to approach me, just like you have just done" she replied. As she said this, I was checking her out. She had an extremely sexy slim body, and I couldn't get my mind off of how bad I wanted to fuck her. "Well, I'm here now. Your search for men is over" I said with a laugh. "It appears so, but in all honesty, I'm looking more for a boyfriend" she giggled. So that came out of no where, and although I wasn't desperate I did want to date her. "I can take on that job" I told her. "Well if you do, there are requirements to be my boyfriend" she said. She then proceeded to test me by asking me a series of questions that I don't remember.
I remember passing the test and I pulled her closer to me, and she didn't resist. We then began making out, but just as it was starting to get really hot, a group of men that looked to be a part of the government stormed in the apartment from the front door and came up to us. They pointed guns at her and shot her. I had no idea what was going on. Suddenly the entire party turned to chaos. People got frantic. Somehow a guy got everyone's attention and calmed them down and things returned to normal even though there was now the dead body of a young woman on the floor.
I got up not knowing what to do. I decided to go outside and see what was going on out there. As I walked out the front door I came to a huge balcony that also had a park on it, which was odd considering this apartment was high up on the side of a steep hill. The moon was shining bright in the sky, and it lighted up the grass that the entire park, slides, and all were sitting on. I walked onto the grass from the front porch of the apartment and approached the park. I climbed up the whole park arrangement and found myself at least 15-20 feet off of the ground. Suddenly a strong breeze came through the park and I felt a blast of steady cool air hit me. As I looked below me I could see all the blades of grass moving with the wind. I looked around me and noticed that there were also trees on this balcony as well. They were fairly large and thick, and filled with dark green leaves.
As the wind hit the trees and caused them to sway with it, a huge group of kangaroos and koalas emerged from them. The koalas were actual size, but the kangaroos seemed to be rather small, so they could actually pass as wallabies. I noticed that these animals were coming out of the trees rather quickly, as though they were after something. I continued to watch them as they got closer to where I was on top of the park. It then hit me, these animals were after me. They all suddenly jumped onto the slides and the park as a whole and started climbing towards me. I had no idea what to do, so I just stayed where I was. I figured once they got to me I would just be really nice to them and pet them.
Seconds later the wallabies and koalas got to me. For a second they all stopped and stared at me. There must have been at least 20 wallabies and koalas combined. "Uh hey guys" I said for a reason I do not know. I put out my hand to pet the wallaby closest to me, and as I did, he bit me. It was then that all of the wallabies and koalas started charging me and jumping on to me. Once they got on me they proceeded to bite me. I started yelling for help, and the 15 or so people that were in my vicinity just looked up at me and did nothing. I continued to struggle and fight off the animals, but nothing was working.
Suddenly in the distance I hear loud sirens go off. I look down at the city below the apartment I was at and see people crowding the streets. The sirens got louder and it sounded like the sirens the military uses when a home base is being attacked or bombed. Immediately as these sirens started the animals that were attacking me froze, looked back at the city, and then ran off in the opposite direction. Just then another huge gust of wind hit where I was and almost caused me to fall off of the top of the slides where I was standing. I slid down the slide and ran inside back to where the party was. As I got inside I searched for Dylan. Within seconds I found him. I went up to him "Dude do you not hear the sirens outside?" I asked. "You're lying dude I don't hear anything" he replied. "Get up and come outside, you have to hear this" I told him.
With that he got up and we both walked out the front door and were now standing on the porch. The sirens were still going strong and as we both looked down at the city we saw bright lights on the streets that weren't there before. The whole city was lit up now whereas before, it was dark and asleep. Not far ahead of us on the balcony I noticed a group of at least 15 completely naked women. "Aright I'm dreaming" I said to myself. I looked over and Dylan and the look on his face was that "Holy shit this is amazing" face. "Well, we're both lucid Dylan" I say. "Hell yeah dude, and I know exactly what I'm going to do" he tells me.
He goes up to the closest naked female to him and starts fucking her. I feel like this should disturb me, but Dylan is one of my closest bros so I don't care. "I really want to fuck one of these girls, but that's not what I'm here to do" I think to myself. I look past the women and look down at the city. The sirens have stopped, but street lights still illuminate the entire city. I can hear footsteps down at the street some 30 feet below us. I see a group of kids my age and there is a man who has them all gathered together and he is talking to them. I get the feeling that he is talking to them about joining a lucid school, or a lucid dreaming team or something of the sort. I get a strong feeling that I should go down there, but I don't.
Instead, my attention is now on one of the naked women in front of me. She is laying on a pool chair and is arching her to the point where her boobs look amazing. "God damn it" I say. I then walk up to the woman and run my hands all over her body. I then start sucking her tits and she moans in pleasure. Just as I get my dick out and am about to fuck her, I lose my stability within the dream and wake up.
Seconds later I re-enter the exact same dream, except now I'm on the side of the apartment. Patrick and Austin are with me. We are walking around the apartment and checking out to see if there's any activity on the streets. The only sources of light we have is our phones and the occasional street light. We walk to another apartment and as we do we see a man. The man looks highly prestigious and is wearing a white tuxedo and is riding a fully white horse with golden equipment on it. Walking behind him seem to be his guards and they are wearing dark green military like outfits; they look to be the same guys that killed my soon-to-be Russian girlfriend earlier.
Pat, Austin, and I are making sure to stay dead silent to avoid being detected. We watch the man in the white tuxedo continue riding his horse down the street. He is looking closely at all the apartments looking for people. Just then he turns his head and looks straight at us. "Holy fuck, run guys run" Austin says in a loud frantic whisper. Immediately we all jet it back to the apartment where the party was at, but we don't go inside, we just go to the backyard section of it and duck behind the fence. In the backyard there are no lights whatsoever except the light provided by a somewhat distant white streetlight. About a minute into just chilling in this backyard area, a car busts through the fence and stops right in front of us. A white man that looks to be in his mid or late 40s gets out. As he does so, I look into the car and see another white dude along with an old african american woman.
The guy that got out of the car approaches Patrick, Austin and I and points a gun at me. "I'm going to fucking kill all 3 of you" he says. At this point I realize that I'm really about to die. "Wait, I have 60 bucks in my wallet. I'll give it to you if you don't kill us" I say. The man agrees and keeps his gun pointed at me while I get out my wallet and get the money. I actually have just about 100 dollars, but I don't want to give him all of it. I pull out 3 20 dollar bills and hand it to him. He grabs the money, puts it in his wallet, and then for some reason places his wallet on the fence. He then gets back into his car and drives off. "Guys, that guy is a fucking idiot, he left his wallet" I tell Pat, Austin, and Trey who is now suddenly with us.
I go up to the fence and grab his wallet, but as I do so some change he had falls out and onto the ground. Trey quickly picks it up and we start walking away. Seconds later the same mid/late 40s guy pulls up and gets out of his car and starts sprinting towards us. "You stole my wallet, now I'm really going to kill you boys" he yells. We run to the apartment where the party was at and rush inside. Pat and Austin make it inside first, and for some reason they closed the back door which they entered through and didn't even wait for me. Trey disappeared and is no where to be seen. I finally make it to the back door. I struggle for a few seconds to open it, and as I do so I can just feel the guy with the gun trying to kill me getting closer and closer to me.
Finally I get the door open. I rush inside and close and lock the door behind me. I don't know where Patrick is, but I see Austin laying on the couch in the living room.

Got home from work round 1:30pm. Made some hamburgers then took a nap around 4pm-9pm. Had a cool dream.

DR1
I'm going down an escalator in a mall. Only it's not a mall, but a huge grocery store. Every food type has it's own huge section as big as a whole wing of a mall. I'm walking by the cheese section. There is nobody else there and it feels like it's out of the way. I'm trying to figure out what did cheese do to be sequestered like that, haha. Then I see the Laughing Cow cheese on the shelf and I understand : D

My brother is looking at coconut water in cans. They are green and kinda expensive. He wants to buy some but doesn't want to spend the money. I tell him to buy just one or two then. He says they taste good with vodka, haha.

I go back to get him a few cans, and there are only 3 other customers. All male. I'm kinda worried that if they wanted to do something to me, they could. One of them walks near me with a big pillow in front of him and I wonder if he is hiding an erection. (lol). He is manacing and I get away from there.

DR2
I'm walking through a huge candy store. It's very bright and lots of glass and windows. Everything is very nicely displayed and organized and neat. There is 3 of us. Another female and a child. We are there for this kid who is picking out candy. I see containers of all kinds of cereal I have never seen before in waking life. They were all mouthwatering. I considered getting some, but there were so many kinds. One with strawberry and ssome other frosting looked especially enticing. We come to boxes on the floor that are full of some soft, marshmallow or cotton candy type of thing. I taste it and pick up two bags to buy. It's so good.

(Just before sleep, I ate almost whole bag of candy. Felt bad about it too)

For the past two nights I've made the mistake of charging my phone while sleeping, which has caused me to sleep past my alarms (and also only remember certain parts of my dreams). But here they are anyway:

June 12: There was something about an extremely racist man on a television show about coyotes. Also, I was living with an older man who was possibly my big brother, and my tenth grade history class did come up once or twice.

June 13: I was in a large building that was possibly someone's mansion. I remember that I was cleaning their sink.