lucid

This is my very first DILD.

I'm in a field with a couple other people. This field is so lush and green it's almost criminal. We are all lined up side by side dressed in Hogwarts uniforms awaiting for our wands. I get mine and notice that it's actually a Cheetos so I say to myself, "I must be dreaming." I pinch my nose and realize I'm still breathing. The excitement that comes over me is surreal, my heart begins to pound out of my chest and immediately the scene begins to change. Now I'm falling, free falling through this clear blue sky. I try to calm myself but all of a sudden I see the ground beneath me getting closer and closer. I close my eyes, preparing for the hit but when I open them, I'm in my bed, in my room. Being a bit disappointed that I woke up, I count the fingers on my hand and counted way too many so again I say to myself, "I must be dreaming." The scene looks so realistic, I'm afraid to do anything. After about a minute, I get up and head towards the living room and begin jumping, higher and higher until my Dad stops me and asks what I'm doing. When he asked that question I begin thinking again it's all real. I apologize to him and return to bed. I wake up again, thinking this time it must be for real. I get ready and head out for school. I meet some of my friends on the way and I'm telling them about my lucid dream when out of nowhere a bright orange and green striped cat walks across the street. I remember telling them that this is not normal and begin doing a RC. They start laughing and reassured me that this is in fact normal and I'm definitely not dreaming. Since my RC failed I believed them. That's when my alarm clock woke me up for real. Now I'm a believer.

Forgot the dream because I figured out something weird. And have been messing with it. Was at the house with Kara messing around when suddenly everything came into super sharp focus and the dream closed. I was awake, super awake and conscious, but still seeing the dream. It was really weird. 4:50.

Did it again. Except I was looking into a watch suddenly it got super clear. I think it's a bit like a deild or instant wild. Past two nights this has been happening. I am counting to 50 while saying I will realize I am dreaming, but just trying to sleep. I am wilding and not really noticing it. 5:15

Was going to a school with leo in some other country it was super fun. The dream went through this big storyline of fat tony and his adventures. Fat tony had super saggy skin and was half black. All the members crowded around and took my dad to meet him and tell him of my stories. This part happened in my back yard. It started with the dry cleaners near my house. For some reason I was the mob leader. The lady didn't get my clothes done in time and I was pissed. I yelled at her and told her to get them wet. She said no. I bought the dry cleaners and locked the place and told her to get it immediately. She still wouldn't. I followed her around the store and eventually ripped her head off. This was a slow and brutal process. I turned her head a bit and blood came out her mouth. She would keep refusing until eventual I turned her head around all the way and stuck my thumb through her skull. There was blood everywhere. I went a bit back in time because I thought there might be a faster better way to do it but it was too late. Kara come over to my dorm which was my old apartment. I was pretty much moved out. She had her clothes there and Leo left some there too. I was going to try them on later to see if they fit since they were too big on leo and was excited because they were cool looking clothes. Leo and I wanted to go to Italy and were gonna meet up later. All the members were done with the mob and met up one last time to tell the final story. Kind of like a reunion. We met deep inside a jack in the box where I somehow saved his life. He thanked me. Fat tony who is suppperr fat told us one more story of our adventures. We were all crowded in the little room. I had to sit on someones lap because there was no room. I video taped it and it was good times. Leo and I went to eat and I tried kill jack in the box for fun. There was a statute on the roof and I pushed it trying to smash him. He thought I was trying to save him and thanked me again. We discussed going to Italy while we were walking to class. The school looked like a camp. We decided to meet at ten at yoga or the hot tub after homework around 10pm. I was excited to do those with him. 6:45

Randomly hung out with Evan and all of them after a concert. Later Evan kissed Tiffany even though she liked me. I went back to my dorm and told Leo about it. He called me a noob and told me I should have kissed her. I was planning my revenge and went to the concert. I saw Tiffany and went to say hello. We talked for a while about tebore and old things. I hugged to leave and left. She said something and restarted conversation and I kissed her. She looked at me and smiled. I told her to shut up and left. I was beaming with energy. everything slowed to almost a halt. Everything was in slow motion. The sun was shining it all looked super cool. I could feel every muscle in my body and stepped on some water. I could see the little individual water droplets. I slowed time on purpose. I went home.

I randomly bought a big shop of old stuff. It all loomed really cool and had stuff lime old maps. Telescopes. Jewelry. Etc. I went inside to start working. People would come in and buy things and everything was going very well. At one point I was upstairs and heard a crash. I thought it was people trying to break in. It was just customers. Two older people were there looking for a candidate for giving money to a smart scientist. They said they never were going to find anyone and that they should give the money to other means. I went to agree and said they should give it to NASA. we should be focusing on fiber optics and not this blah blah blah. It sounds smart and I can tell they are impressed. I leave and look at them trying to find out who I am. Later Kara and I paint the whole place. After were done we see that paint is everywhere. All over everything including the books. I think its funny but I have to pee. I end up peeing in the sink and garbage can. Kara laughs.

Leo and I were trying to think of ways to make money. I kept stealing milk from the store to drink it. Evan and his band were there and they had amazon. They all looked really nerdy. They could let us borrow to start our investments. We were thinking about moves, porn, or celebrities for investment. My dad said quit wasting time and finish school. He was really pissing me off. I went to hang out with the guy at the office. They were playing some game on the TV.

Epic dream. Group of witches were for some reason staying at my apartment. There are 5 on them. They have cast spells on almost all of my friends. on of my friends has been turned into a dog at night and is forced to have sex with a big male dog. It shows a little scene of it happening. Its really funny and disturbing at the same time. I think he falls in love with the dog. The others all have other weird things that are done to them. I know they are really bad and they have to be stopped. The dream is a little hazy except the end because I kept waking up and going back into the dream because I wanted to finish it. The very last part I was lucid. This dream was super vivid. Kara and I came up to me while I was talking to a witch. I say to brig of them. You know there are wizards too. They use magic from within while witches rely solely of using objects to harm people. For example wizards can shoot fire out of their hands. Kara says wizards are sexy. The other witch looks a bit scared. There is an Asian man who hasn't been cursed yet. I pull him to the side and say that there is a herb that he can get to release everyone from their curses and that he need to go to a swamp and get it. I have a weird feeling I am a wizard. I decide to put my dogs crate behind my bedroom door so i know when they are coming in. The guy cursed as a dog is telling a story about his curse. He says that its horrible but he can't resist it. Man do i love it when that big dog touches me! Everyone looks weirded out. The witches are hanging out in the bedroom and I go in say something a little threatening. I don't remember what. The Asian guy comes back and prepares dinner. He put the herb in. Were going to be safe. I see his eyes. He's cursed too. I am somehow in the witches room. The witch has a stick under me and im in the air. Shes crushing my balls. She says its time to end me. I try to get out but really can't. I do a front flip and run out of the room. I grab two knifes. I get out of the dream and am back but lucid. I quickly drink the soup so I am immune to their powers. One witch walks to me. I stab her in the throat and heart. A couple people I see are no longer under the spell. I jump on the dead witch and lunge for the other one and stab her in the throat and heart. The last two most powerful witches are about to come out. Most people are no longer cursed. They help me kill the last two. I wake

And this greatly shows me why I need to be a bit more dedicated to keeping a dream journal.

Had a lucid last night, technically breaking my dry spell which has lasted over half a year. However, I remember so little of it it just is depressing, but here goes:

In the middle of the dream, I don't recall why, but I realize that I am dreaming and become lucid. Instantly I think of drawing a portal, as I have an entire world designed I have been meaning to try and visit. My location is in some building (in the rest of the dream it was more like a death trap) where I am currently standing in a short downwards-sloping hallway. Large wall to my left with a wooden rail, and sholder-height wall to my right that increases as you go down. Huge glass roof arcing over the building and the exit of the hallway behind me opens up to the rest of the building, while the bottom goes into a tunnel like area and turns right.

I place my finger under the rail and on the wall (it was rather high, probably around the height of my chest) and try burning an arc in an upside-down "U" shape. (This was my pre-dream planned method of creating a portal. To burn the entry and let the portal form) It took a few traces as the burn marks were sorta light, but I managed to finish and the portal automatically opened into clear blue. (Which didn't much resemble where I was attempting to go.) While I was doing this, it constantly felt like I was almost waking up, because the sunlight was hitting me in the eyes in my dream (which probably wasn't far off, as I woke up BEFORE this dream and it was already 5am. Likely it really was the sun). I ran my hand along the rail and *oddly* tried to see if it had a scent. It did, and smelled strongly of tree sap. This helped stabilize as I was drawing the portal.

However, as it turns out I do have a false awakening and lose lucidity. Oddly enough, the false awakening takes place in the same odd building, however the previous dream story continues. This makes it feel like the story before hand was real life, so I completely lost lucidity.

The dream itself was rather blurry. Not visually or in any of the senses, actually, that was rather clear. It was like a mental blur where I couldn't focus, and things just felt... unstable.

Meh, disappointing dream, but at least I broke my dry spell. So yay for that!

09.04.2011

"OM" Meditation to Astral Project (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was walking outdoors. It was sunny and warm. I was in a different city where I currently live. It was a city made out of buildings on about 4-5 stories each. The buildings were red, dark read brick colored.

I remember a street that was going uphill. The street had stairs and buildings on each side. There was a big taller building in front of me. I met with a gal who kissed me a few times. I was going to this building for some psychic convention or something. I was excited. On my way I found some made up friends until I made it to the building.

I entered the building. There was large walk-in refrigerators and some showers at the bottom. I knew I was going to spend there several hours, so I took a shower. I decided to eat something. I opened one of this refrigerators, made out of stainless steel. Inside, I found a big chocolate cake, a lava cake and some muffings. I did not feel like eating sweet, but I had no other choice.

After eating, we were going to do some group meditation. It was probably a, "OM"session. We were attempting to Astral Project. I think I was the only one who was actually succeeding. I started to feel my body numb and I felt some vibrations (they were not like real vibrations while I try to AP, but dreamed ones) I was feeling my wedding ring too heavy on my finger and it was disturbing me to AP. I told by telepathy to other psychic to remove my ring. She did slowly, but for some reason I said something I cannot recall and lost focus. The lady said,"I felt very bad while I was holding your wedding ring and you said that."

I ended the meditation session. Now I was in a room where the ceiling, walls and floors were made out of wood. The room was pretty empty and I decided to leave. I walked through this home and I felt someone was looking for me. I decided to check my hands when I saw one of my fingers was broken.

I turned lucid. I flew away breaking up the window as usual. It was partially cloudy and I was in downtown. The buildings were very high and most were black. The dream was pretty stable so I decided what to do.

I recalled the Tasks of the Month, but they were done already so nothing. I also recalled I never missed a task of the month so I was good there. I recalled several Tasks of the Year, but I passed, I did not feel like doing them. I decided to put my thoughts in order and plan a few things I needed to do work related and metaphysically related. (Too bad I forgot to attempt to jump to the Astral Plane from the Dream Plane... oh well) I stood floating without doing anything "dream related" for several minutes. After while, I spotted a huge dog on the top of a building. I flew to the dog and started to pet it. It was a Boxer, but it was huge, about 5 feet tall.

I also spotted another dog in other building, so I flew to it and played with him for a while until I lost lucidity. I saw a giraffe, but it was all gray and it had huge elephant ears. When I approached it, it was more like a rhino. It trampled me and pushed me out to some sort of garbage disposal. A female employee pushed the button of a small door that said, "Not animals" It was a yellow sign with a black cow on it. I started to get sucked by something and flew away to the interior of the building.

I realized I was still dreaming. I found my wife who was afraid of something. We went to the top of the building and told her we were in a dream. I told her she was probably going to forget the dream, but that I wanted to try anyway. My wife was acting like if she had waking limitation and vulnerabilities. I told her we could do whatever we liked as we were dreaming. I proved jumping very high, but she was not convinced. I also explained to her that everything in the dream was also material and touchable. I punched a car and made a hole in the door. I told her that even I could do something I could not on waking, the car had some resistance and did not vanish.

GOALS:
Jaws TOTY

NOTE:
Yay! I broke my dryspell! Although it was on a MILD, not a DEILD. This was my second worst dryspell ever!!!!! Also, this dream was very short, because I was sleeping on a very small couch, which was waking me up almost every hour.

It seemed like an average day. I was on a dock with my friend Marcus, and sone other DCs. It was nice and hot outside too. We all sat on the dock on chairs with cold drinks. We also had a grill, and we were cooking...pizza? I didn't think you could grill a pizza. That's very interesting. We had three pizzas cooking. Their scent was mouthwatering. However, I question the fact that we were making pizza when it's like 80 outside at a lakeside dock. Oh well, pizza's awesome. Now, the pizzas are done. The cook serves the first pizza. Fuck that's some good shit! Yum!!!!! We quickly devour the first pizza. Now, the explainable happens. Marcus rubs up to the grill. He rolls up the pizzas and runs. What the fuck's his deal?! I decide to chase after him. He ain't stealing the pizza so he can eat it all! Motherfucka! You don't steal pizza from ME!!!!! He now jumps off the dock into a boat. He starts it up. I jump on as well. At the same time, the boat shoots forward like a bullet. Fuck! Since I landed on it at the same time it jerked forward, there was a disruption. But when I land, I become lucid without my dream signs! Oh fuck yeah! Lucidity was my bitch once again! Fuck you dryspell! You're over with! YES! Oh...right...the dream. Anyway, so I jump up, and the boat flips over. Poor Marcus. Then, I land on the flipped over boat. Time to do the Jaws TOTY. Conveniently enough, I was on water already. So, I turn, and there's Jaws. He's coming in at full speed, jaws wide open. That fuckin' idiot! Tine to follow through with my plan...the Super Dragon Fist finishing move from Dragon Ball Z. I got in a martial arts stance. I made a fist and arm formation. My ki begins to rise, and it surrounds me. Now, I transfer ALL my ki into my fist. A massive amount of ki is pressuring my fist. It is beginning to hurt a bit. Too much build up. My time is short. Jaws is almost here! With the ki in my fist, more surrounds me for an extra kick. TIME TO DIE MOTHERFUCKA!!!!! Jaws is only ten feet away now. I know I talk in my sleep on occasion, but fuck it. I shout from the bottom of my lungs now. "DRAGON FIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSST!!!!!!!!!!" At that time, I throw a punch At nothing. But, my fist is pointing at Jaws. At that time, a gigantic golden dragon fires out of my fist at lightspeed. It collides with Jaws, and there is a massive nuclear explosion. It takes a minute, but the smoke finally clears away. I stand there breathless, as I look at the aftermath. I didn't even leave a body behind. As I huff and puff, I awake.

I was running through a woods that had these weird colorful fuzzy plants. As I was running it occurred to me that these plants where not like anything I have ever seen before. I did a RC by holding my nose and trying to breath (my first time trying this RC and having it be in a dream). It was definitely a weird feeling, I also looked at my hands, first they appeared normal but at a second look they where all elongated and supper skinny. I also tried to push one of my fingers through my palm and as it was happening it felt to weird and I stopped. Once I realized I was dreaming I had to calm myself down due to the rush of excitement (3rd LD). I started to rub my hands together to help stabilize the dream and just look around. And then as I was about to explore the dream I was awoken by the telephone ringing. When I woke up I was pretty pissed that I was forced to wake up because I didn't even get to try any dream control, which is my ultimate goal.

The only other dream I've had in the past year with visuals this realistic and intense was Nightmare: Alternative Life. I can't stress this point enough, the visual quality of this dream was so acute and vibrant it makes my regular dreams seem low resolution. It was extremely stable and consistent, and I'm at a loss to understand why these dreams are so much superior to ordinary dreaming.

I was driving down a main road in the California Bay area called El Camino. It was late afternoon and there was traffic. The flow was moving slowly. The location I was in looked like mesh of two cities I regularly drive through. I looked over one of the rolling hills there which is covered with houses. Suddenly the ground started to violently shake and I heard a huge ripping rumbling noise that muted out all other sounds.

A volcanic stream of gas and lava shot out from behind the hill far into the air like an oil well or water fountain. It was glowing red and orange and raining lava all over the area. I could hear screams and utter panic. Car began to drive off the road and out of lanes. I made a U-turn onto the sidewalk and my tire hit the curb hard and instantly I got a flat. I noticed a Police SUV was also attempting to use the side walk to get closer to the blast...

Just then, another volcanic steam erupted further to the south behind the hill in the direction I was now facing. It became obvious the roads were too chaotic to to drive away on. I jumped out of my car and looked at my tire. It was destroyed. I looked around at the panic and chaos for a moment. I thought "There is no way I can rescue my GF or Mother." I heard a man screaming. I looked up at the hill and there in the distance a person was getting doused with lava.

While he was burning to cinders a Tsunami wave rose up above the height of the hill (which was at least 100ft) I could see through the aqua-green water against the bright sky. It came crashing down through the lava streams and put out the crisping man while still in the process of turning to cinders. I turned and started running full speed in the opposite direction of lave fissures and Tsunami. I started desperately looking for something nearby to climb on top of.

I saw a cement 2-story building just off of El Camino with a large climbable tree next to it. My plan was to use the tree to get on top of the building as quickly as possible. The tree and building were in a depression in the ground. I jumped from the sidewalk area directly into the tree. I turned back and the water was about 20-ft away and quickly came crashing into the building and tree. Instantly the corner of the building exploded into rumble. The roof started to collapse and the tree I was on lost several branches when the water struck.

I jumped out of the tree still heading further east, out of the ditch like area and onto another segment of sidewalk, part of another street running east. Water and junk was pushing me forward. I fell on my face, got up, and started running across the street to another large mostly dirt hill. The shape of the terrain was causing the Tsunami to fan outward before completely flooding the street I was on, but there was still a shallow sheet of water and debris ramming against my back.

I made it to the hill when I started to notice the intense heat coming from behind. The lava gas stream was now emitting hot black smoke and the earth was shaking. I was running up the dirt hill, and falling on my face every few feet. When I was nearly at the top, there was huge clouds of pitch black smoke drifting eastward and engulfing me and other people. My body felt exhausted. I fell again and could feel wind buffeting me from random directions.

I had the clear thought: "Maybe God expects me to die this way."

With my last once of energy I dragged myself to the top of the dirt hill. There were other terrified people staggering to the top of the hill. I looked out to the East towards the bay. The ocean was drawn back and there were rivers of lava merging with ocean water creating columns of steam.

There were no other places to run.

I thought, "I need to call my friends and family but I knew my phone had been soaked." I pulled it out of my pocket and sure enough it was completely dead. I looked at the front of it, and then the back of it, then the front of it again. My phone didn't look right. It was smaller and fatter than real life. On the front of the phone in big white letters was written: "3-Mega Pixels."

I thought: "This is a dream! Because my phone doesn't look like this!" I was relieved, but I really wanted to see what this dream was leading up to so I put my phone back away and "pretended" I wasn't lucid. The lava, flood, and darkness subsided. Not everything was destroyed. There was an apartment building near the hill that's upper floors had survived almost unscathed. A group of people made there way over there as there was no real way to reach any other place. (Things get hazy at this point.)

The survivors began to live in this apartment. Time elapsed in the dream. Days at least. I remember us living like rats. We were cut off, and no one came to help us giving us the impression that this disaster was on a global scale. People were so morbidly depressed I remember one bulky man ripping his shirt of and crying like a baby. I felt so awful for him that I assured him this was nothing more than a dream...

After that, I walked out onto the balcony (a common dream location from my past) and looked out over the bay. Which had swelled larger from the Tsunami. I looked up at the stars and they were crystal clear. I could see the little dipper in the sky. I said out loud "Since I'm only dreaming, how about some meteor strikes now too?" --Nothing happened at first.

But as I starred at the little dipper, a superimposed image appeared over it. A slow fade in of a traditional Santa Clause with a bag of presents and sleigh appeared. I was surprised and disappointed.

Clearly this dream was influenced by the recent tragedy in Japan which I watched live as I was awake late that night.

Supplement: Liquid Gel Multi-vitamin and 500mg B5 directly before bed.

Dreamt Kara and I were flirting in bed about random things. I had a weird mini dream where everyone took LSD and created a giant version of me. They found out it wasn't LSD but a research chemical. I was their sleeping giant and they were attacking my stomach. It was hurting my stomach and I kept telling kara about it. Kara was complaining about her nose cold. There were tons of people doing weird things to my stomach. There was a little cut-scene of a tree that would snore and keep up all the strawberry. One day the strawberry's cut the tree in half. She then walked around screaming look at meeeee LOOK AT MEEEE!!!! to all the other strawberry's. Kara was the tree. Then I woke up and started writing down in my dream. Kara was up making a sandwich for me. She didn't want any and made me eat it. It tasted good. Cream cheese with salami and cucumber. Leo msged me saying weird things I couldn't understand. Kara was sad that he was here because she wanted to spend that night with me. I told her he wasn't coming, he was just drunk. The last thing he said was karrooolll. All this took place in the bedroom. 4:34

Went to London to help Leo move here. When I get there he's with his little brother. I pick the brother up and play with him. There's a toy in his way and I have him hit the ball away. Leo says not to do that because its bad for his limbs. I say that's stupid and we get in a little argument. we look online for a while and see that that's not true but it can promote violence. Leo needs a place to stay so we go meet at the local Starbucks to discuss. I'm driving and there's traffic. I hit another car. I've had this dream before. I wait because I know the guy I hit is waiting for me in the closet and is going to be beating an honest man up. He's in the military. I sneak behind him and bash his head in several times. The man thanks me. I remember to try and get my spare house key from Lindsey so I can get inside my place. I walk in and bash the guys head a bit more for fun. I get blood on my hands and laugh. I wash my hands and leave the closet. Next thing im on a random boat couch on the cartoony water. I eat a giant cartoon fish with a girl sitting next to me. I can tell she likes me. I like her as a friend. Were eating fish and having a good time watching tv. Very artsy looking water. 6:15

Wilded into an office room. Stabilized the room. the office was all white and shiny. I opened the door and went into the other room. I felt around to get the feeling and greatly stabilize the dream. It was super vivid. I tried to create a portal and failed. I list some vision. I restabalized and look at a door a bit farther away. I imagined that to be a door to nagrand. I walked through it and it was another office. I thought to myself that I needed out of this office. I decided to try and fall backwards. I fell backwards and ended up in my room. I tried to stabilize but it wouldn't work. I imagined walking in the office again. I could feel the walls but couldn't get back in. 8:15 (for this WILD I had trouble sleeping. I was up for an hour or two before I could get back to bed. My girlfriend had a lucid and was telling me about it. I finally almost fell asleep. I recognized that I was about to sleep and just felt my way in there. Several times things would turn black so I felt around. Near the end I had a lot of weird things happen. I saw my room. I tried to feel my bed and feel the office. Several times I could feel it, but couldn't do more. I think its because I was too awake. No more falling backwards hoping to be somewhere else. Another possibility was that I was in a false awakening and just didn't realize it)

Wilded into my room. My girlfriend wilded in with me. She wanted to leave the room, but I told her to stay and try to keep the dream stable. She wasn't happy, but obeyed. I quickly went downstairs. Left my house and looked around. A nice summer day. Girlfriend sat on my legs. I woke. 8:55

Framed from murder. Brought to a cage and beat up. The main guy tried to hit me and threw myself back into him and punched him hard. Back at my place he sent troops to raid there and pin it on me. The hold a press conference and im there being told what I have done. Its all just one giant scam. I can see I hurt the main guy bad because hes bleeding from his stomach. I tell him that I will video tape the fear in his eyes when he sees all of this fail. I turn into a hot woman so I can seduce the other women. I'm about to seduce his woman but she's not into other women. Instead I seduce another one of his security to take the key and plan my revenge. I wake up 9:15
I fall back asleep
I somehow get out of the cage. The dream is a bit fuzzy because I had another dream after. I bust out of the door and mill my way out. I go into a main room and somehow there's an insane man who is all half eaten and enraged out of his mind. Clearly he's been tortured. I have to kill him. It sucks I don't remember much. I just remember getting my sweet revenge.

I'm at my old apartment. New people are living there. I'm still living there but kind of preparing to move out. I start cleaning the place up. Kara is at work. There a neat pile of woman's clothes stacked against the wall. Somehow I know these belong to some hot girls and they are coming back soon. I get excited and help clean the place. I get some things from everyone's room. I find some bloody clothing and see that it was my puppy that half ate that man from the earlier dream. I'm a little disgusted. I see someone who used to live there's stuff and throw it away. I say to the people that its annoying when people leave their stuff in apartments. They all disagree with me.

WILD

The transition was weird. Complete blackness, but I was spinning to the point where it was nauseating. I'm finally in, and I started outside of my house this time. It was nearly pitch black, but I could see parts of the dream forming. The house was there, and the tree right next to it, but everything else looked like the void. I jumped up on the roof, and saw nothing but black clouds. I started wondering about what I should do next. I haven't done a task in ages, and I don't even have a clue what they are. I decided to work on the last thing I was messing with, and tried to summon a keyblade. It appeared floating in the air but it wasn't kingdom key type. This one was red, white, and black. It looked like it could have been constructed out of the remains of a battle mech, and it didn't resemble a key at all. I reached out my hands, and it floated in between them, and started glowing. The key was about dagger size, and I was slightly disappointed.

I turned my attention away from the floating key, and to my surprise I saw The World That Never Was behind me. It looked like it was a closer distance than the last time. I jumped up, and flew though the smoky clouds and landed when near some structures. "Just a little farther" I thought to myself, as I made my way though this small town. I jumped up, and flipped, and it looked like it had nearly vanished. I was little angry, but my intents on heading that direction remained. I came up to a stable with unicorns on it and decided to get on one for transportation. When I got on it, it had turned into a goat. I rode it, and asked a DC dressed in all black if I was heading in the right direction. She said I was and I continued on. The rest of the dream is a little personal, but I had an interesting conversation with someone.

dream
lucid

had a false awakening; was getting ready to go to work and i was talking to my wife i walked into my bathroom
looked into my a full length mirror at myself and realized this must be a dream i don't have a full length mirror in my bathroom and woke up

I had a very good sleep today, and will try to write down everything I remember.

Somehow, I decided to ride a long way on my bike. My friends tell me that there is no way that I can manage such a long distance in 3 hours, but I try it anyway. But it is getting dark, and in a foredt I meet a guy with a flashlight. He offers me a deal, I would get the flashlight, and then I would be indebted to him in some way. I hesitated, but made the deal.

I am watching a video on youtube, apparently from Sunrise Avenue. At the middle of the video I somehow feel that at the same time I am lying in bed, and I feel something touching me. I can't make out the lyrics. Next thing I know is that I wake up beside a woman I barely know, I think we had sex. But I wake up with this empty feeling, as if we wouldn't even care for each other.

I wake up, and think about how I read a manga yesterday which involved cheating.

I am watching the same video on youtube again, and the same thing happens. At the same time I am lying in my bed, and something is touching me. But this time, I understand a small part of the lyrics, something like "grab hold of her fast" or "grab my hand". I instantly reach for the thing touching me, it is a hand, I pull it to me. I wake up beside another woman, in a big bed, and everything feels right. She seems to be my girlfriend, my destined person.

I wake up in a big bed beside my brother, we are in our old appartment. I tell my brother "I am dreaming", I try to make it clear to him. I fly to the window, like a ghost I get through the curtains, but I stop halfway. I get back, and want to show my brother how I am flying. At first, I try to hard, but then I begin to hover around the room, in a standing pose with my arms crossed. Yeah, exactly like Ganondorf does in Zelda-games. My brother and I are amazed, but we are too loud, my mother comes in, yelling at me. I drop to the ground.

I wake up in the same room again, and don't want to make too much noise, so I try to tiptoe to the door and close it, but fail. My mother comes in again.

I am in a school building, various people are beside me, and discuss something. They decide to discuss it in a big room nearby, and the floor gets empty.I try to concentrate on my hands, the texture, the feeling. I decide that I want to try some fire bending, but at first, only a teacup appears in my hands. I notice my brother sitting on a bench, and I try to shoot fire at him with my hands. Nothing of the sort happens, but I notice that a faint light is on my brother's face, when I aim at him with my palm. I think "Maybe fire doesn't suit me", so I try to shoot light at him with my palm. I raise my arm and form a claw with my hand, aiming at him. a white light appears on his face, the shape is blurry, and kinda like a square. Me brother says "W-What the...", I concentrate even more on my hand, suddenly the light gets very bright; the shape is now round, and covering his whole face. Now I annoyed him, he gets up and attacks me.

My father, brother and I are entering a bus. We arrive at our highschool, and enter a big room. Teachers and spectators are in the room, I think that my brother has an oral exam, and my father and me were invited to watch. I take a seat near the front, but I am blocking the view for others, so the seats are rearranged. MK, a girl from my former class, gets annoyed that I take a seat so close to her. So I get away, and she is complaining again. I get back to her, now we are arguing. But she always has a good and slightly annoying response, so I start giving her a long look in the eyes, with a smile on my face. She looks into my eyes too, I can see how lively her eyes are, and that she is confused by my action. I say "Du machst mich fertig, M" (Can't find a good english translation, sorry). She blushes and looks away. Later, I ask what subject my brother will be performing. MK says that it is Informatics, but also the game "Zelda - Majoras Mask". In front of the class, someone is playing this game now, link is in his goron form, and with a goron ally, he fights some monsters using fire. Link is close to dying, but he takes some potions and continues. I and some other spectators yell "Noob!" at the player. Time passes again, everyone took out their sleeping bags and prepares to sleep in the big classroom. MK and me are lying next to each other. I am having a dream in which I am Link, and try to mount my horse epona, but somehow it doesn't work. I wake up, still beside MK, and she says that I should stop. I don't know what is going on, but maybe I did some weird things while sleeping, so I leave it at that and try to sleep again. But this time, MK is the first one to sleep in, and starts to make weird movements. Suddenly, her feet land in my face, and try to open my mouth. But I am too sleepy to do anything, so I endure it. Other people are beginning to talk about something, MK wakes up and yells at them. Looks like she didn't notice what she was doing in her sleep. The people ask about a party. MK tells them that after the oral exams there will be a party with food, and karaoke, and some other fancy things.

I think that my recall isn't that bad anymore, but I am frustrated by the lack of conversation in my dreams. But maybe I am not good at recalling conversations, I should work on this.

Non-Lucid, Lucid


The dream I had last night (or dreams, as it might've been two seperate dreams but I'm not sure) was really vague and I think I became lucid. But since I don't remember the entire dream(s) I'll list the fragments I do remember.

The first thing I could recall clearly was standing in a hallway in what I thought to be an underwater palace or something like that. I and some other boys I recognized (among who were my oldest little brother and Tom and Thom from my class) were standing between the pillars on the sides of a path that led through the hallway to the exit. There were two torches between each pair of pillars, one to each boy's right and one to the left.

Then everybody looked to the left (the exit was on our right) where a group of tall, black men came walking along. They looked like aboriginal warriors complete with body paint and everything. I stood up as straight as possible to pay the warriors respect; it was obvious they were preparing for battle. One of them stepped out of the line and walked towards me. Without hesitating, as if I already knew what he wanted I grabbed one of the spears that were standing against the nearest pillar and handed it to him. He smiled at me for a second and then got back in line. Similar things were happening all over the place; the other boys were handing the warriors spears and shields.

When every warrior had been armed they walked towards the exit and jumped through it. On the other end of the exit was water, but it didn't flow inside. As soon as all of the warriors had gone outside all of the boys hurried away. While I was running away I suddenly became lucid and remembered to do the nose-pinch RC and to stabilize the dream by looking at my hands. As soon as I finished I noticed pale-blue creatures brandishing katana's of some kind coming through the exit. I started running away but then I realised that wouldn't help me so I turned back around, charging at the group of fish-warriors, wishing their swords to be made of plastic. This worked and the swords became large, cheap toy swords made out of black plastic. They continued charging nonetheless and poked me with the swords at which point I blacked out.

The next thing I remember was standing in my backyard with my two oldest little brothers. I don't know if I was lucid at that point but I could fly. It was really hard, I had to levitate myself horizontally at half a metre above the ground before I could take off and even then I could only fly several metres. It was enough to be able to fly on top of the roof of the shed though. I did this several more times and then the dream became too blurry for me to remember more.

Even though the dream was really blurry I succesfully did a RC and dream stabilizing! I'm confident my next lucid dream will be even clearer!
Also, this dream didn't confirm my mom being a dream sign yet, as she didn't appear in this dream. My little brothers did though, so maybe if I take the DC broader as 'family' instead of 'mom' it'll prove to be a good one.

I was in some kind of school with this weird fella who was waiting for his friend, after while of showing the building "fellas" friend showed up.
We talked about the school and about that it would start before long so we should ready up before it does.
We went to the next room and there was already a class going on se sat down and "the fella" started to slapping his friend and they ended up fighting, after while i had FA where i finally got completely lucid.
I rose from the bed and tried to started to stabilize the dream i could not and lost my balance falling to floor and ended up waking up.

Wednesday's night dream:

I don't remember the whole dream since it was a very long one.

I was shopping w/ friends for something (forgot what) and this creature which looked abit like R2-D2 got up next to the car and open up his/her visor and the "thing" inside it looked like an Omompa Loompa (Charlie &the chocolate factory-but looked like the older ones). Than the next thing I know I was on a mission (again don't know what but had to do with I think a snake). At some point in the dream I was tied up (not with rope) but with Pasta-spaghetti noodles the guy mentioned below was also in the same area-also tied up. Then something about gigantic, talking bees (who were also human at times). two who were a human, male's parents.

At some point the human male and I were in what I assumed was his bedroom' at the castle-house, but the bedroom looked oddly like mine. The two of us were looking out the window of his bedroom and saw I guess knights. The guy I think said after I mention about wanting to ride a horse "Maybe you could be come a knight??" then when still watching outside we saw a woman (possible the Queen) in human form "walking around the court yard with a R2-D2---Opoma lommpas creature" one of their (King/Queen's) messengers said they sent for me. I went downstairs and caught a snippet of conversation "I heard she's good with animals maybe she could work with them?" and enter what looked oddly like the dinning room where I'm current sitting typing said dream.

I saw the Queen (and king) in Bee form (but they retained their facial features) and one of their human servants put some squirrel food into my palms and I just stood there and one squirrel ran up my body to get to the food.

Lucid Dream:

There was a fish tank in front of me. It was very large, about six feet long and two feet tall. I looked in and was surprised that there were no fish in it. It was slightly murky with large grey rocks in it. As I looked I saw two guppies come out from behind the rocks.

Yes, I remembered I had guppies in this tank. One had a beautiful violet colored tail. A moment later I noticed several babies swimming around. Oh, cool, my guppies were breeding. Maybe in a few months I would have a tank full of guppies.


Then I saw something in the tank that startled me. It was a shark. It was bluish grey. I knew I had seen sharks in fish tanks before, but this one seemed odd to me. I looked at it again and tried to figure out what was not right. Its mouth was open. It almost looked like a toy, but yet it was swimming around.


I think I know what's wrong. Maybe this is a dream. This is exactly what would show up in a dream. I need to try to fly. I turn from the tank and take off. In a moment I'm in the air flying next to a two story house that I knew was home in the dream.


I suddenly remembered that I needed to eat something that I had been craving but couldn't eat in real life. I flew back to the ground. I saw a paper plate on the grass. I looked closely and saw a small pile of roasted salted cashew nuts on the plate. Ha! That's what my friends had been eating in real life yesterday and they looked so good to me. I scooped them up and popped them into my mouth as I hovered horizontally over the ground about 8 inches high. I then went on to the next paper plate that was on the grass. I was suddenly really hoping to find some rich and chewy fudge brownies. As I got closer I could see a big cookie. I picked it up and saw that there were M&Ms in it. Well, I love cookies too, so this was alright. I shoved the cookie in my mouth and flew back up to the roof of the house again. I thought about what I could do in this dream. I felt that my time was short. I knew I would lose the dream if I didn't think of a task to do quick.

I knew I had read the MM tasks--but nothing was coming to mind. Had I read the DV tasks for April? I couldn't remember. But I did remember that the Task of the Month for last month was to grow and tree and eat a piece of dream fruit. I decided that I would do this one.

I looked back down to the ground and saw a clear patch of grass out in the backyard. That would be the place. I focused on the ground. I wanted to do this fast. I gave a little "push" and I immediately saw a tree sprout up out of the ground. Like I had hoped, it grew extremely fast until about seven seconds later it was a full grown tree. It was about twenty feet tall and had the shape of an elm tree. I looked to the far side and saw a branch that was covered with reddished colored fruit. As I got closer I could see that the red peel didn't fully cover the white fruit inside. Each quarter of the fruit had a stripe of peel connecting from the top to the bottom. Between the striped of peel I could see inside to the fruit. It was white and shaped like a peeled orange. It had brown seeds on it that were the same size and shape as the beet seeds I had planted in real life last week.

I picked the fruit off the tree. By this time there was no peel on it at all. I knew the fruit was hollow, so I gripped it and gave a little twist. It pulled apart into two perfect halves. The fruit was smooth--about the consistency of a mango. I put it to my mouth and took a bite. It had a sweet yet tangy flavor that reminded me of a guava, yet milder. I took a few more bites, then flew back up in the air.

My hands felt funny. I put my left hand in front of me so I could see it. I was wearing black leather gloves. My fingers were twisted in weird uncomfortable angles. I laughed a little because I know that my hands are never right in dreams. I tried to straighten my fingers out. A glove fell from my hand. I must have been holding and extra glove. I tried to move my fingers again and another glove fell out of my hand. It was strange. And my fingers were still twisted up. I suddenly realized that my real life hands were most likely tucked under me in a way that made them feel bent and uncomfortable, but I couldn't fix that without waking up, so I decided to move on. But as I flew, I could feel the dream slipping.

I thought I awoke...but in retrospect I just moved on to a non lucid dream.