lucid

1. I am outside next to a very busy street. Everyone is driving to wherever they are trying to go, and there is alot of traffic. Suddenly, a huge ship descends from the sky. It is green and has an evil appearance to it. It creates havoc and everyone starts panicking and running around. Meanwhile, I retreat back into a patio area that is attached to a tall building. Once I get here, I start looking for things to destroy the ship with. I find a chain, but it is attached to the brick wall, and the only way to get it out is to rip it out.
Suddenly I go into a sort of superman mode. I get this rush of power, and I can feel it too. I grab the chain and start to bend it in order to break it. While I am doing so I can hear cinematic music in the background. I start showing off, but no one saw me. Eventually, I break the chain off at one section so I can pull the rest out. Now, as I hold it in my hands, I leave the safety of the patio and start going towards the ship.
Right as I start doing so, the ship starts to slowly ascend and leave. I start running towards it and I jump to try to fly, but I can't. I keep trying and trying, but it doesn't work. Suddenly I become lucid. I realize that I don't need to destroy the ship or anything, but I still try a few more times to fly. I drop the chain and I try again, and this time it works; but not really. I get off of the ground for a good 1 or 2 seconds, and then I fall back down again.
I know what I want to do now- summon a specific dream character. I pull out my phone and look up their name in my contacts so I can call them, but their name isn't there. At the same time I am still trying to fly as well. I jump into the air and I start flying again, but only for 1 to 2 seconds and then I fall back. I see a nice hill not far away from me, so I get a running start and go over to the slope of it. Once I get to the top of it I jump into the air, and again the same thing happens, except for this time I also drop my phone while doing it.
I get up off of the grass and retrieve my phone which was sitting at the top of the hill, and I look through it some more. I realize that I need to take a different approach to finding this DC, but what else? The classical approach comes to my mind; just expect them. I walk over to a futuristic plaza looking area. It seems somewhat deserted and I only remember seeing 3 people over there- two girls and 1 guy. I am tempted to go for a blonde chick that is within that group. She has bleached blonde hair, is wearing skin tight shorts, and has a purse in her right hand.
I realize how much I fall into the trap of women, so this time I hold myself back and don't do anything. There was more after this, but I don't remember the rest.

2. I was in an airport with my friends Patrick, Dylan, Emily, and Treon. I had just walked away from my parents to chill with them for a little bit. As I come up to them Emily asks me, "Hey Cory, we are all going to visit China, do you want to come with us?". I imagined for a second what it would be like to be in China. Being surrounded by all the Chinese people and just the environment itself. As I imaged it it's like I actually went to China for a moment: a dream within a dream. It felt like I was actually there. I never ditch the crew, so I said yes, but I wasn't sure about how my parents would feel about this. A trip to China at a moments notice? I walk up to my mom and dad and tell them what the plan is and ask them if I can go.
"China!?!" my mom reacts. My dad sides with me and tells my mom that its no big deal. I tell them we will only be there for a week or so. As I walk back to the crew I look around the airport and realize the comfy atmosphere that it has set. Blue lights are around the entire airport, but the default airport lights themselves are dimmed. You can definitely tell that its night time because of it. Once I get up to Emily, I tell her that I can go. We then walk to Emily's car and everyone gets in and we start driving to the separated part of the airport where all of the planes are. For some reason, all of the planes are at another part of the airport, an entire other building.
As we are driving over there I realize that I didn't pack anything to take with me. All I have is my phone. I pull my phone out of my pocket and check how much battery is left. 33%. Not good. I know that it won't last the entire trip obviously. I tell Emily that we should turn around real quick so I can get my stuff, she complies. Before we turn around I talk with Dylan about how its going to feel riding on a plane since neither of us has done it in a long time. As I imagine the plane ride in my head, its like I actually go there for a moment: like a dream within a dream again for a second. I could feel myself inside of the plane and the plane ascending at a high angle. I even noticed the blue and velvet carpet that covered the plane floor. A small fear was created inside of me as I thought that the plane could crash.
We turn around and drive back to Patrick's house because he needs to get some stuff too. On the way back I remember thinking about how unfamiliar everything looked. The airport roads and everything. It all looked completely new to me. Once we got back to Patrick's house, I told everyone that I was going to go back to my house to get my stuff and that I would be back soon. Pat's house looked the same and as usual his kitchen lights are so bright that they shine through the kitchen window. I make a mental note that I need to get a weeks worth of boxers and my phone charger for sure.

3. I walk into my house and am greeted by my grandma who is talking to my mom and my sister right in front of the library room. I walk up to them and see that my grandma is about to give my sister a gift. She pulls out a book out of her bag and is about to give it to her. I "remember" that I've had this book before and that my name is written all over it, and that grandma had given this exact gift to me before. I tell my sister and mom this and my grandma smiles at me and tells me to be quiet.
To show that I am not lying, I open up the book and show everyone my signature that I wrote inside of the book. Each signature looked exactly how I write it in waking life. Out of curiosity I keep turning the pages. On every page that I turn too, my signature is there- written twice on every page. Each of the pages seem rather odd. There is only 2 lines on each page, and that is it. Nothing else is in the book. I leave my grandma, sister, and mom, and go into the living room.
As I do so, things get immediately quiet. All the lights turn off in the house and my grandma, mom, and sister all disappear. I am not frightened since it is daytime and I can still see really well. My front door opens and Mariana, a friend from school, walks in. She comes inside and I tell her that we are going to play hide and seek with my hamsters(lol, I have no idea why I did this). She agrees to play and we both walk into my living room. I tell her that we are starting now and she goes to find a hiding spot.
While she does so, I go to where my hamsters are sleeping in the corner. As I get to the corner where their bed is, I see that one of the hamsters looks weak and tired, and the other seems highly energetic. This creates a feeling of sorrow inside of me for the sick hamster, and I empathize with it. Eventually both hamsters get up and start walking around. I get on my green couch and sit back and relax, not even caring about hide and seek anymore. The hamsters start wandering around and playing with me.
As I continue sitting on the couch, I look around, and all over the floor I see candy wrappers and un-eaten candy. I saw wrappers of all types of candies, but none of them had any names on them- they were just plain wrappers. I remember specifically seeing some purple, blue, and yellow/golden wrappers. I didn't care to clean them up at the moment, but I knew that they needed to be cleaned up soon. I lose track of the hamsters and get afraid that I might step on one of them. I get up off of the couch carefully making sure that doesn't happen.
Suddenly I see one of the hamsters running in front of the T.V stand, and the other one is running under the green couch. I watch the one by the T.V., and he continues running and eventually finds something. I go over to him to see what it is. It's Mariana. She is lying on the ground, with her face on the ground and hands spread apart. She looks like she's dead for a moment, but then eventually she moves. "Wow, you hamster found me!" she says in astonishment. Even I was surprised. I didn't think that the hamster would give away her position. Instead I thought that it would go right past her and not even realize that she was there.

4. I am inside of an arcade. There aren't many lights, and the lights that are working are a bright white. Me and Dylan are playing games. At one point, the manager of the arcade tells us over the intercom, "For every quarter that you give me, I will give you 5 dollars". I am pretty hyped to hear this, and I put my hand in my pockets to see how much money I have. I see that I have two quarters, so I go up to the manager and give them to him.
He pulls out 2 five dollar bills and hands them to me. I walk off and stop in the middle of the arcade for a moment. "I can go home, get all of my quarters, bring them back, and get tons of money", but then I realize that it probably doesn't work that way.

I’m in a shopping centre. I go up on the escalator. A guy goes down. He has wierd purplish eyes. I have fake memory that I met him in my city. I don’t feel good about him. I ask myself if this is a dream. Breathing trhough my closed nose for not short time until I get it. This is dream. I remembering what to do. I know I should try teleport but I still remember on something important. I wanne see a new logo. I see a shopper guy. Ask him for the magazine. He replays „Now we don‘ have this‘‘. I need to find a newsstand or something. Ask a guy who’s selling beads or something. He give it to me. The font looks robust. I open it and there is some artistic fonts inside. Try to remember them. I’m not very excited about them, but atleast something. Now I wanna fly. I fly very fast on the hallway. There is a stand and I hit it in enormous speed with my crotch. I fall on the ground. It hurst, but I’m okay. I see a party. There are lots of girls and my friend from elementary school. He has two spanish girl friends. I think I’m loosing lucidity. Two blonde girls came to me and take off her shirt. I touch a boob and wake up.


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After waking up at around 3:47 AM, I thought about trying out WBTB. It was hard going to back to sleep. I laid in bed for about an hour trying to. It wasn't until I noticed the shadows entering the bedroom windows that I realized I wasn't going to have a lucid dream that morning. Luckily, I was able to fall asleep minutes before everyone in the house got up.

Like many of my dreams, I started out inside my room. Two of my younger cousins were with me. The room around me was a complete mess. Everything felt so out of order. It also felt like a depressing night, especially with my two cousins with me. I watched the both of them playing video games on the television while I sat back and observed them. It got boring after a while. I didn't like having them here. They were hogging up all the fun.

Moments later, they finally announced that they had to go back home. I felt excited when I heard of this. They then began packing their things and headed out the room. I followed and noticed a change in the atmosphere upon entering the living room. It was dark, very dark. It also felt scary. My vision was blurred at that point and I couldn't recall what I had seen while walking through the living room. All I could see was the front door that led out to the front yard.

After both of my cousins left, I stood just outside the front porch watching both of them leave. My mother then came out of the house and did the same. I stood standing there, staring at the dark black sky and couldn't help but to feel something scary was about to happen to me. That is when I decided to manipulate the environment and take control of the dream. I didn't like how dark the sky was, so I change it. I closed my eyes and looked down at the ground right in front of my feet. I tried my very best to change the color of the sky. After a few seconds of imagining these dark skies to go away, I looked up and noticed a lighter color portion on the sky being lit up. It wasn't enough to get rid of all these unknown fears but it was good enough.

I became lucid in the dream just after the moment. The next moment got a little more intense. I walked out to the parkway next to my house and thought about some of the many things to do while lucid. After a brief pause, I immediately remembered that I wanted to summon someone. I wanted to summon Sydney, again. I extended my right arm back and summoned her behind me. After noticing her soft hands in my grasp, I pulled her out in front of me and immediately went for the kill. I pulled out a sharp knife and pulled it out in front of her. At that moment, something amazing happened. A couple of cop cars showed up; one to my left, one in front of me and Sydney, and one to my right. It was almost as if they were on my side. I wasn't even concerned if they'd try and detain me or not. I was bound to try anything.

While all that commotion was taking place, Sydney appeared to be a lot smaller. As a matter of fact, I think she went from a young girl to a really small old man, judging by the amount of wrinkles I noticed on him. I played along with the dream and decided to murder him anyway. I aim the sharp knife towards his chest and pierced his skin. The old man was scared at that point. He looked more pissed off than happy. I wasn't sure whether I should of taken the knife out, or leave it strapped to his skin. Seeing how the cops were already there, it didn't even matter. The policemen lead him towards my front door where he would be detained.

The scene then began settling down. I was still lucid, but the dream started to turn against me. It wasn't my vision, I just felt like something I was doing was making the dream go away. I refused to let that him and took advantage of one of the techniques I learned to help prolong the dream - the spinning method. I start spinning around like a top in hopes that I would stay in the dream longer. After a moment of doing that, it turned out I was doing it wrong. Not only did I have to spin but I had to feel the motions I performed while spinning. That worked a lot better.

After feeling it was safe to stop, I then decided to go on and summon Sydney, the actual her, a second time. I extended my right hand back and like many times, it came out a success. I pulled out Sydney in front of me and noticed a change in her clothing. Rather than wearing the purple uniform, she was wearing the white one. I looked up at Sydney and without a surprise, she smiled. Before I attempted to stab her in the gut, I told her how much I loved her. I then pulled out the same sharp, Micheal Myers knife out in front of me with my left hand and pushed it in to her skin. Unlike one of the previous dreams I had about stabbing her, I didn't feel anything after doing it. I don't think I remember looking at her while I did it. The dream ended seconds later.

There is something to be said about not getting to your dream tasks because, the most bizarre and random things happen.

Galantamine 8mg, B6 100mg, DMAE 400mg

There will be typos. There are always typos, but I don't have time.

Message originally posted by Xanous on 01/25/15 at 02:39 PM

But he's an idiot and has had it as a draft entry for the past 3 days.

#402 - DEILD - 5:03AM - (Girlfriend)

I have my usual vibrations and transitional stage but it passes quickly. I have what may have been an open eye hallucination of a shadow figure running in the room. I dismiss it as nothing. I need to stabilize so I image a woman to make out with. The kiss feel ultra realistic. I emerge from my old bedroom in Texas with a young blonde woman. We are still kissing when I notice I have visual. We walk together into the kitchen and I am still feeling excited. I bend her over the counter and have a little fun but only for a second or two; I really don't want this dream time to be all out sex. She looks back at me and say, "You better stop before you wake up." This gives me to will power to move on to something else.

I somehow end up on the couch in the living sitting closely next to my dream lover, holding hands. The dream environment is really hazy, but I notice my mom and sisters are in the room and there is a pile of laundry on one of the couches. I say something random to my mom about her being my girlfriend. I suddenly want to see who this strange woman is next to me. I try to look at her face but she keeps letting her bangs fall down to cover it. I decide to pull her hair back into a ponytail with and force her to show me her face. There is a struggle and I end up in on top of her in the floor. I finally see her face but it begins to shine with a white light, sort of like an highly overexposed photo. Again, I have to resist my sexual urge and I stand up. I look around and say to the room, "Well, this is a cool dream everybody." I notice floating sparkling dust in the room as I look around. I begin to remember my actual goal when I suddenly wake up.

#403 - WILD - 5:30AM - (Big Screens)

I notice I am in front of some giant screen with a PlayStation controller in hand. The game looks really similar to the clothing menus on GTA5 but it got a baseball theme to it. I do various things to get the right uniform. Things aren't working well and I become frustrated and start mashing random buttons. There is some large garbled text on the screen and I try to make sense of it. Suddenly, I hear an announcement over a loud speaker. The man says something about a light display or light show.

I turn around feeling more aware and see that I am in something like a casino. There is a lot of red and gold decoration and carpeting. I see a long, high partition to my right that seems to open up a several yards away. I can tell there is something going on down there and take off running. When I round the corner, I see a small crowd of people to left and another giant screen in front of me. There is some 80's, big-hair rock star talking on the screen.



I instinctively run toward it planning to dive into another scene. As I make my was I remember that I wanted to try dream LSD. Maybe it was the rocker that brought this to mind. As, I dive in I think I will try this but I don't quite teleport. Instead, I see pixelization and then the void. I don't worry too much, I just keep going and looking for some image. I begin surging forward. I see various gray textures like such as, the moon, a muddy lake bottom. I rip the lake bottom open with my hands and enter another void. More textures. I feel as if I am digging deep to the substance of the dream. I see something like fabric magnified then I feel my eyes lenses adjust focus. This feeling is very specific and vivid as my view zooms out then in to something like metallic mesh or grid. I wake up.

#404 - DILD - 6:28AM (F work)

I am at work on a Saturday. There is various machinery like in a cableshop. I see some girl I vaguely knew in high school. I try to place her. She's real, but I don't even know how I remember her. I begin to question things and wonder why I am even here. I wonder if I even signed up. I go to my bosses desk and look for the sign up sheet, but I can't find it. I quickly realize that this wont work in a dream. Then I realize that none of it matters anyway.

I decide to leave the building. There is and open spot were many people are just standing there like statues. As I weave my way around them, I recall a conversation I had with a friend in waking life. He wishes he could win the lottery so he could tell everyone 'fuck you' and walk out. This seems like a good idea. I start shouting, "FUCK YOU!" as loud as I could imagine over and over. I see a some woman in red with dark hair. On impulse, I back hand her unbelievably hard. She topples over and I gasp in surprise. There is a lot of pain on the back of my hand from the impact. I decide to leave this and the pain vanishes as soon as I go back to yelling profanities. I call out a certain bosses name asking where he is. I say this it doesn't matter and end my tirade with a final F-bomb. I turn around and see some double doors and sunlight. I begin signing, "Take this job and shove it. I don't work here any more." I voice shrill like a classic rockers voice. I kind of dig the sound so I continue to sing as I open the door.

As soon as I step out, I hear theatrical music and Mel Gibson scream, FFRRREEEEEEEDOOOOOOMMMMMM!



I uncontrollably float up into the air. I go with the motion and zoom high about the clouds as I look down. I turn and pick a spot to land but as soon as I try to fly down, my feet are suddenly on something solid. I quickly notice that the view of the clouds and trees below are like a painted texture on the ground. I take a few steps and the texture morphs into asphalt and gravel. I look up and see some green vegetation in front of me. I hover up into the air again without trying to. I notice that I can see palm trees in the distance. I shout,"Palm trees!" over and over as I try to fly toward them. I only hover higher then I see dark blue water beyond the trees. It's the ocean! I want to go to the beach! I intend to zoom fly to a point on one of the palm trees. I notice the palm trees are actually coconut trees and I zero in on one of the coconuts. Unfortunately, instead of zooming forward, I zoom backward. In a panic, I try to pinch-zoom in like on a touch screen and this stops me. I pinch again and I move some distance forward. I continue this but at some point, it becomes like a photo graph and I get an over zoomed, pixelated view of the trees. I tell myself that I can still work with this, but I wake up too soon.

#405 - WILD - 8:06AM - (LSD gay)

I have a long hour and a half bout of wakefulness but manage to eventually quiet my mind long enough to have one more. As scene materializes and I find myself standing next to the Money Center at Wal-Mart. There is a man standing there and I recall my goal once more (dream LSD). I ask the man where the LSD is and he puts out his tongue pointing to it. I pause then, shrug and go for it. I only intend to lick his tongue. However, the man has other ideas and gives me a very tonge-filled french kiss. I pull away thinking how it felt just like a woman's kiss. I lost in tough thinking how I can get the mechanics of gay sex. This quickly manifests into a side dream and I get a quick visual of having sex with someone bent over. The scene is a lot like the other lucid dream, but it's the man at Wal-Mart. I don't panic as I am distracted by the previous thought and give a good thrust. There is no physical sensation; it's more of a clinical curiosity and a disconnected point of view. It's nothing more that a musing that has manifested in the dream world. I think, "I guess it's fine that some people might find this appealing, but I really just don't get it."

I shake that scenario off and come back to the present dream reality. We are back to staring at each-other after the man kissed me. I don't know how else to end this without feel gay so I punch the man in the face. He flops over like a pedestrian in GTA5 and I laugh as I walk away. The laugh catches in my throat and I feel bad for the violence. I decide to forget the whole thing and find myself in the produce section. I pick up a pack of mushrooms and hit a lady in the back. As she turns around, I run and hide like nothing happened.

I walk into another section of the store and remember that I have never actually tried the finger-through-the-hand RC in a dream. I feel pressure as my right index finger sinks deep into my left hand. I get about half way and decide to look at the back side. To my surprise, it looks normal. I trip out at this and let out and bewildered 'whoa'. Then, the pain starts.It's a terrible aching like an intense muscle cramp deep in my hand. I quickly wake up.

28.01.2015

Exploring the pink planet (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

FIRST WILD (+10)
FULL DREAM (+1)
WON BET (+5)

A dream started forming in my mind and I started to viusalize myself well archored in the dream that was forming. I recalled to be a little cold when I was WILDing so I wanted to ensure I stayed in the dream for a while. A grabbed a branch and started rubbing it to make my dream stable (+1) and then I decided to take a small flight to raise the dream crystal clear quality.

I really felt I wanted to just go to space and enjoy the bliss I get when I do this. I took off flying and I started to fly. It was a sunny day and the sky was blue, but as I kept flying at hight speed I could see the sky turning darker until it was the blackness of space (+10) and I felt so happy to be up there. I recalled going to the sun as a anyone dare but I kind of passed (I forgot once more to do the personal dare of visiting Dark Vader...) so I just kept flying to space.

I tried to teleport and I asked to be taken to a strange planet. As I was flying, suddenly the whole dream vanished, and a second later, I appeared (teleported (+7) ) flying in space towards a pink look alike planet.







It actually looked quite similar to this one, but with a lot more stars, and some of the stars were of different colors. I flew inside the planet and the whole thing looked pink. I took a long while flying on it. It looked like a rocky planet and it had some sort of liquid also like oceans, that were also of a pinkish color. I have a hard time recalling exactly how things looked, I have blurry memories, so it is likely it looked blurry altogether.

I saw some beings, they looked like angelic, semi transparent and while.







They were not as human looking and they had more mist, but this is a close approach. I decided to talk to them(+2) and they replied with colors and weird symbols. I kind of kept exploring the place until I woke up suddenly.

January 27, 2015

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I was at the school, teaching a hands-on lesson. I don't remember the details of the lesson, though. At some point in the middle of the lesson, I realized that there were like ten of one student. I thought this was very, VERY strange, and looked at my hands. The left hand had a huge lump protruding out of the pinky (ewwww) so I knew I was dreaming! I looked around, and noticed that some of the parents were also in the room. I was about to talk to one of them when I woke up.

WBTB insomnia continues, BTS at long last, for a lucid and some decent competition points

01:00 pre-bedtime
01:30 (?) bedtime

06:23

+(f) at the dentist?

+ epic: gassing the truck: trying to find the gas station (north north south south), dodging cars in the road, go the wrong way & get mugged, dodging trains (they dodge me!), football & racists, cup at the picnic, meatball on exhaust pipe, gas tank adapter, skanky gas station alcoholics, "You think I wouldn't recognize the truck where I got half-pregnant 2 weeks ago?!", water-filled replica sex dolls of one of the skanks are very popular, they line the shelves

Settings: a drab mostly industrial semi-suburban dilapidated neighborhood with long narrow streets laid out on a rectangular grid

I'm driving a big-rig and cars along narrow roads. Daylight/outdoors, I see but miss the exit to the gas station, the street is long and narrow. The streets are laid out on a rectangular grid, there's no where for me to turn around. I pass a street and look to my left, it extends a long way along a channel of water, my lane is broken and spans an open channel of water. I pass this by and return to it, I think I have to take this street.

I drive up the left-hand side (oncoming traffic side) because the other side is dilapidated and broken and I'd fall in the water to the right. A truck comes around the corner at the end of the street, I try to maneuver as far as I can to the right but there's not enough room. Suddenly, the truck swerves and tilts to the left onto its two right wheels and I pass by underneath.

I'm getting closer to the corner (bends to the left), I'm hoping nothing else comes. Then a TRAIN LOCOMOTIVE turns and comes right for me. It's huge, no dodging it, uh oh. Then it, too, tilts to the left and goes up on its two right wheels, and I pass underneath it. Wow that was close, I got scared. Reach the corner it's a tight turn to the left and turns a full 180 degrees to go back along the next street over. Standing on the curved portion at the tip are two guys. I need to get across, but there's water all around. I guess I'll have to jump?

Driving/moving on roads, the path to the gas station is "north, north, south, south." I'm trying to get to the gas station. I'm on foot outdoors at night, a very small car turns the corner and almost hits me, it swerves to its left just barely missing me, I see the driver in the car.

I've taken a wrong turn down some dark deserted street. A thug comes at me and swings me around by the hood on my jacket. I'm trying to run away, this is the wrong street! Another thug comes up though it doesn't look good.

Indoors, the train engineer who pulled the magnificent stunt of tilting the train to miss me is there, he's a young man. There is a large long horizontal stick connected to a control vertical rod, and he maneuvers the rod to the correct position and then cockily walks away, that's against rules, you can't leave the throttle unattended. Someone notices this and he gets in trouble.

Outdoors, daylight, in a parking lot. I'm playing catch with a football. I have the football and I'm trying to fancy-pass it to my "quarterback." I hold it behind my back with two hands and flip it over my head at him. Then I do a around-the-back throw to him, I'm having trouble aiming but I make it. He then tosses the ball to me several times. Each time I catch it and pretend it was a touchdown in the end zone, like reliving memories of our past victories.

Group of football players: there's a new player, a black young man with an afro. He's really fast. Will he be the quarterback? He's describing a play, some players are racist and don't want a black teammate and are ignoring him with earphones in. He tries to get their attention, calling to them to listen. The play involves setting up a pass through a gauntlet of arrows, he sets it up and passes the ball which flies through the arrows to the receives, it was a great play.

Still in the parking lot/field: A racist guy has quit (a mechanic) because a black guy was hired. One guy decides to leave. The racist comes back, he has red hair and blue eyes. His "resignation bag" a large white bag filled with his "stuff" is in the parking lot. He's trying to get the leader's attention so he can give his resignation, I'm standing there on the border of the lot and the sidewalk next to this guy, also waiting for the break in the conversation so he can resign. Racist guy asks me "So what was that guy doing [the black guy he passed on the way here]?" I said "he quit." Racist guy: "ok, then I'm back." [not quitting].

Outdoors at some meal/picnic, I'm trying to think if I should clean my cup?

Back looking for the gas station: "north, north, south, south," I'm going really slowly and moving block by block, counting off the directions, the streets are narrow and closely spaced. I pull up to a gas station, I've found it, but I don't like the look of it.

I go inside, there's some question of where to put the gas nozzle in the truck. I'm looking at the tailpipe (indoors!) with one skanky alcoholic woman who hangs around the gas station, there is a dome of raw hamburger meat covering the tailpipe. We dig through the meat and find the adapter: a small red cylinder. Some discussion of whether they have a tool to connect to this adapter. The skank pulls out a collection of small nozzle adapters and chooses one and attaches it.

Skank #2 looks outside at my truck and says, "You think I wouldn't recognize the truck where I got half-pregnant two weeks ago?" Then I have a vision of store shelves filled with water-filled sex dolls based on skank #2, she must be very popular.

WBTB, up for several hours

+ sex at the pool, "you've had enough of this dream," sex with imaginary/invisible girl on chair; (lucid) enter beauty salon picking the prettiest behind the counter, banish the beefy naked hairy guys, "we need to rehearse our lines"

I'm underwater at the pool

Spoiler for sexual content:

checking out hot babes. One has a great a$$, another great boobs. I take the a$$-one in my hands and pull down her bikini bottoms and rub my face in her stuff, rotating her around to get to her front. I then go looking for the nice-boobs one. Then I'm out of the water and looking for more action. Right next to me are two extremely hot naked girls standing together (intertwined?). I jump right in to the mix and concentrate on the one of the left, forgetting the other one. Move for intercourse right away. Trying to get things to fit (mostly works), I'm at first trying an upright angle to get things to fit, then pull her down on top of me. We're up against a semi-reflective wall and I lean forwards to see the view back there. Going at it a bit and I get even more bold and decide to stick a finger "up the rear." I'm feeling around and can't find it, then I do and put it inside. After I do this, the girl immediately stops and gets up (guess she didn't like it!) and says something like "OK, that's *enough* of *that* dream!", like what was before was OK but the finger up the backside was a step over the line . I'm confused about what she said and say "what?" She repeats pretty much the same thing again. She's gone, I let her go. I'm still horny. Semi-lucid at this point, I realize I can just imagine a girl. There are people all around and I know it doesn't matter, I can just ignore them. I imagine a girl face down on a chair next to me and I start "intercourse". I have to imagine her, there's a girl fading in and out. Older woman walks by I say "Don't bother me, I'm f%^&ing this girl!" I know my "wife" is in the dressing room and could come out any second, but I realize this doesn't matter. I look down and there's a large plastic bag (like a clear dry-cleaning bag) and I'm pumping it, looks like my imagination needs help.

I'm outside in a car, I realize I need a "real" / "bright" girl in order to stoke my imagination again, I get out and enter the first store nearby. I see behind a wall/counter a very beautiful girl. I move forwards and see this is a beauty salon, with a long counter with hairdressers and receptionists behind it, at least 10. On the far (left) end, I see hair dressers who didn't seem that attractive but had wild huge hair-dos. I look to the right to find the most beautiful girl I had seen before, I see her and I move quickly towards her, behind the counter
I pretty much already knew I was lucid, but I do a quick nose pinch, "yup, lucid." I reach the girl she has long blonde hair and gorgeous boobs, she immediately moves away from me through a door. I pursue her. Through the door there is a large crowd of naked (topless at least), hairy, muscly guys. I think this must be a porn shoot. The girl is lost in the crowd of guys, I think they could be trouble I must get rid of them. Partway down a stairway in this crowd I "tell" / think at the guys, "You go on ahead and start the shoot" willing them to be gone, they vanish, leaving the hot receptionist behind. I go up to her and tell her "We need to stay here and rehearse our lines!" and as I approach her the dream fades…

I was driving an orange sports car from the passenger seat, while the owner of the car was chasing after me. She was quite a strange looking creature with her frizzy red hair, her leathery tan skin, and her layer of makeup that was plastered across her face like a blue and pink mask. She was my friend. We were off to search for the culprit of a murder we had just witnessed. I tried to make the car swerve in circles so that she could catch up to me, since I couldn't reach the brakes and stop the car. The car lost control and went into a deep pond that was on a golf course. I sunk like a stone and accidentally breathed in the water. I noticed that I could breathe and I realized that it was a dream. The world and my vision started to fade.

I relaxed and told myself that I didn't have to wake up yet. The dream stabilized. I tried to swim up to the surface but I fell back down as though I was on the moon and the gravity was just weird. An electric eel swam by me and shocked my hand, Ow!

I flew out of the water and then landed on the grass. It was night time and the moon was out. I asked out loud, "Where are you Dreamer?"
She manifested in front of me from pink and white light, then immediately started to walk away as though she had somewhere else that she really needed to be. I told her, "Wait, I have something that I want to show you."
She turned around and we locked eyes for a second. Then I made fireworks of all different colors explode across the sky, it was beautiful. Then I focused on making a soundtrack play in the dream to what we were doing. Beautiful music started playing from the heavens. I asked her, "Do you remember?"
She smiled at me and then we decided to lie on the grass together. We stared into each other's eyes for a minute. We were about to kiss when I remembered that I needed to find and open Pandora's box. I asked Dreamer if she had it. She pointed to her belly and said, "I have it right here."
I lifted up her shirt and prepared myself for the gruesome task of reaching into her tummy to find Pandora's box. She stopped me right as I touched her skin, laughed, and pulled the box out of a pocket that was in her shirt. I was QUITE relieved.

The box was very tiny, maybe the size of my thumb. I hesitantly opened it, wincing, half expecting some evil and dark shit to fly out of it. Nothing flew out, the box was already empty. I guess that someone else got to it first. All that was left in it was a mostly eaten apple. I noticed that half of the core had been eaten as well. I thought to myself, how biblical. The box was huge on the inside, despite its tiny appearance on the outside. I noticed there were some white mushrooms and an orange and purple flower in there as well. I got really excited and wanted to write all of this down so I woke up. I could still hear the music that had been playing after I woke up.

I just finished a dream where I was cruising in a jeep that I use to own back in the early 90’s. Jeeps are really fun to drive, especially with the roof off, and windshield down! I gotta get another one! This dream was very vivid and I was on the verge of lucidity, but the dream ended just as I was figuring it out.

After the dream ended, I was lying in bed consciously aware, but my body was asleep, and shortly thereafter I started to hear music playing, and then ‘the vibrations’ started! This is very exciting when this happens! I leaped out of my body and stood up beside my bed, and then I struggled (as usual), to peel off my blanket and CPAP. I was twisting, and turning, and tearing at my face to get all this crap off. When I was done, I looked down at the bedroom floor to see my CPAP mask, hose, blanket, CPAP machine, transformer, and power cable all twisted together in a heap beside the bed. My body lay right on the bed right where I left it, and I looked very much asleep. Music was still playing. There was a computer monitor and key board setup on a night stand, but there isn’t one there in waking life (at my parent’s house). Hmm let’s see what this is about.

In the bottom left corner of the black, monitor screen was rectangular icon about 1.5 inches wide by .75 inches high. The icon was lightly shaded gold. On the right side of the icon was ancient, gold, balance scale, and on the left side were gold ‘Predator’ type symbols that were scrolling and continuously changing. It was very interesting. When I pushed some keys on the keyboard, the screen flashed something quickly, but it went back to a black screen with the icon in the corner. I started calling for my daughter to join me, and then I opened the bedroom door and headed out into the hallway.

I saw somebody walk past me in the hallway, but the person were transparent, and there was a wash of bright blue light that flashed through them. Then a second transparent person came from the washroom, and they both walked into my parent’s bedroom, so I followed them. When I walked into my parent’s room, one of them walked right through me, like they couldn’t see me. Then my mother in-law, who passed 14 years ago, walked past me, touched my arm and smiled, then said something to me, but I couldn’t hear what she said, because I had my earplugs in. The clarity by this point was perfect, and I was able to identify one of the transparent figures as being my middle sister. I reached forward and grabbed her by the shoulder and I said, “Sister, can’t you see me?” She immediately became solid, and she said my name with surprise!

I said, “Sister, you look so young! How old are you?” and she proudly replied, “I’m 17!” She had the biggest smile. Meanwhile, the second transparent figure became solid, and she was my mom. She also looked really young, like in her late 30’s. I said, “Mom, it’s me! You look so young! I’m now 50.” My mom had a total look of horror on her face and she immediately looked at the ground. I felt upset that I startled her, and then I was back in ‘the void’ again.

The music immediately started playing again, followed by ‘the vibrations’, so I tried to OBE exit once again. I landed on the floor beside my bed, but I slipped on something, and landed on my butt! My arms went through the floor, and I started to struggle to get up, but it was like I was pushing against air, and I just couldn’t do it. I was too close to my body, and I was getting sucked back in, so I gave up, and ended back up in ‘the void’ yet again. I stayed there for what felt like a very long time, and I eventually lowered my consciousness level enough to enter into a dream, but I wasn’t lucid. I think I lost consciousness during the transition. It actually was a cool dream where I was talking to my oldest sister through an oval portal, and then I ended up throwing slippers at her jokingly.

I realized I am condensing my DJ entries down too much recently making them a bad read so going back to a more free flowing entry here. ~610am Wake from longish LD string. Work meeting scene. The board member shouldn't need to take video. CW there. I have a headache (bleeding through from IWL?) and massage my temples. Next memory is FA caught by "record skipping" FA. I am arriving to the wake up sensation at least 3 times in quick succession each lasting about the amount of time it takes for a vinyl record to rotate once...and repeating like a skipping record! I get up out of bed happy to have received this gift in this FA. As I make my way through the house with visuals not perfect I get the partial visual of my sleep mask covering my face as I walk, and I rip it off and throw it behind me. As I get to the front door I see there is a note on an index card by the door. I pause for a moment thinking if I'm awake I don't want to open the store and leave it open or unlocked putting my family security at risk so I better RC. I start to do the finger through palm and as it shows I'm awake I realize how inconsistent that one is and just look at both my hands but focus on my left one where one of my middle two fingers was noticeably longer than IWL . I grabbed the note by the door and start to read it but then look down what looks like an apartment building hall and the note is narrated to me in what is supposed to be my wife's voice saying "today is the day to bring out the garbage."(which it is!) I float fly through multiple halls and it is completely barren so far. I quickly peek over an overlook down to the floor below me hoping to catch a DC down there but it is also barren. I fly down to the lower floor and explore a little bit finding what looks like a door to the outside and when I open it it is a bright sunny summer day. I look across a big grassy open park-like area and see a building on the other side of it with lots of DC's gathered inside but starting to come out. I dump off all my clothes feeling free and fly their way thinking about what kind of reactions I might get. I approach a couple of young women and start to interact with them telling them it's time to remove their dresses but I seem to be too much inside my head thinking about something and the visuals fade but I do not fear waking up but rather hang on for the visuals to come back. (Something I am getting better and better at and following Sageous' suggestion to avoid following the more common path back to your sleeping body-NREM thread, possibly NREM reality check thread). During this quiet time in a void I reflect on the fact that I didn't get to any competition goals. The visuals eventually come back and I soon have a vivid sunny summertime scene again but this time it seems like I'm at of family reunion. I'm looking around at all of the DC's enjoying this vivid beautiful world and I look over to my right and see my grandmother who passed away several years ago sitting down and I go to greet her. It is so wonderful to see you I tell her as we each clasped the others hands facing each other. It's so feels like her hands warm and wrinkly! (I am choking up while reliving this lucid moment while transcribing this dream!) I asked her to hold on a moment and I release her hands since I use a certain motion of my hands as part of my recall of goals. I think of my mnemonic (memory) pegs and peg number 1 brings me to time control, stopping time. I know my trusty pocket watch with amazing time control is in my right hand and I start clicking it while looking around. At first it is not doing anything very much like the very first time I used this. I eventually get the DC's to freeze in time!..and they unfreeze as I release the "clicker." I play around with it a little bit more and then think about peg number 2 and decide to skip it and go to peg number 3. Neither 2 nor 3 are part of my 3 step task anyway only peg 1 then peg 6 and 8. I grabbed a football that is being thrown around and say check this out. I punt the ball with super strength way up into the sky and out of sight! Cool! I look back over at my grandmother and just behind her and to the right is my grandfather who passed away quite a number of years ago and who I thought about last time I thought about my grandmother and how I haven't been seeing him in my dreams. This time he is there!..but he starts morphing a little bit maybe looking more like his younger self when he was a teenager and then a boy! I grasp my grandmother's hands again realizing I should have spent more time in the dream with her asking her questions I'm saying what kind of responses I might get. The dream starts to fade. I hold on again and I arrive outside of a room indoors it's a little bit dark, dimly lit. There is a young black boy in the room and I walk in there and ask him what does he represent? He only says there's someone over here and I follow him around and out of the room and sitting on the bench is a short humanoid creature that looks like a weird boy, a little bit stocky with a large-ish head with dark short thick hair and black eyes. I asked him what it represents and try not to get freaked out by his unusual appearance and I realize I can wake up if I want to but I don't remember making the decision to. Either way I wake up for good this time. I think reading a couple of dream journals of other competition participants may have helped me recognize the false awakening at the beginning. One person, I forget who, was talking about some kind of incongruity being a common dream sign as a dream tries to adjust and readjust to fit the situation. Also maybe the same person or someone else mentioned how they handled a false awakening by quickly getting up and doing an RC when normally I would try to do a motionless RC but maybe I need to be more aggressive like I was when I noticed my FA and immediately took off.

27.01.2015

Ninja ambush over Pirates!! New ninja: Vegeta. New Ninja Skill: Fire Energy blasts!! (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was feeling heavy vibrations in my body, and despite I was meditating, I decided to WILD since last night was not very amusing in terms of lucid dreaming. Soon, a dream formed as I found myself in San Diego, near the beach and it was a very sunny day. I felt bliss not only because I got an extra WILD out of a nap, but because the weather was so fabulous (I moved from San Diego to Galicia, Spain, and the weather here sucks) I was glad that the WILD worked easily (+5) and I took a flight (+4) to make my dream stable. The dream quality increased dramatically (+1), to a crystal clear point.







I decided it could be a good idea to fly to space, and I also thought about the Pandora's box task that I failed twice. I was still flying when I saw a familiar area (Moreno Valley) so I wondered if my friend Fabian would be there. As soon as I landed, I was able to see him and I was happy that the dream incubation task worked (+15) He looked a little different from waking life, maybe older and with a little more weight. He had a bag of magic mushrooms and I asked him (+2) how was his experience with magic mushrooms. He said to me:







"You will see beyond source and know this is a matrix and everything is a lie." For some reason, this shoked me and for a second, I thought I was awake, almost losing lucidity, I felt nervious for some reason and did a reality check to find a missing thumb in my right hand. I wanted to try one, as I once tried mushrooms in a dream and it felt very weird. So I ate one(+4) and suddenly the dream went super blurry and my heart raced (as soon as I placed it in my mouth) I felt like dizzy, but not in a bad way, it is a little strange to explain. I decided to fly again because I did not want to risk the dream and wake up. I flew towards the clouds and I lost vision. I felt I was a gonner, but I could still hear the sound of the sea (which is not that close to Moreno Valley) and felt the wind on my face. I tried to slowly open my eyes until I started seeing a lot of light. I knew it could not be my room so I kept opening them until I was back in the dream, with a massive clarity.

I decided to fly at hight speed, I felt super blissful for some reason, so I took a big while to fly around and I believe (don't recall very well) I said something, "Yeaah... more points because this is advance flying"(+6) I was also laughing.

After a while doing this, I considered into beating my own record of personal dares before Dreamer catched me up. I felt like doing something different, I rarely do naps and I had no idea really how long or short was my dream going to last.

I decided to land next to a port and I saw some ships. I recalled that I could attack pirates in my dreams and score a huge amount of points. I focused in summoning Sensei in order to fight along side with him, since we were on the same team. He appeared right in front of me, but, it was like he was there already but before I could not see him, a little hard to put in words (+10) but he appeared when I wanted him to appear. I told him to fight the pirates (+7) and he said yes. He did not appear to be very talk active, but he was smiling and somehow like pumped. I also called the Nfri and he came (+3), and funny enough, he was dressed like a ninja, but with military camouflage clothing. I could not see his face but he said, "hey teammates"

We flew to a boat. It looked more like a yatch, nothing close to a pirate ship, but I pretended that dolphin and anotherdreamer were in there. Lucky me! I could see both of them through one of the windows. I knew anotherdreamer because he was holding a photo or something that looked like Dreamer (+5) and then, dolphin was dressed like in a vacation suit with a green dolphin on his shirt (+3) and he was making dolphin noises instead of talking. I could not see more pirates, so I said to Sensei and Nfri, "Let' throw energy blasts at them."

Suddenly, Vegeta came out of the blue, he had the Majin symbol but for some reason, during the dream I interpreted it like it was a ninja symbol.







Vegeta thew a big energy blast and suddenly, a submarine alarm starte to sound (what the heck...) and then I tried to throw an energy blast myself, without success. I then intended to manipulate the element of fire, because my hands are always very warm in waking life. At first nothing happen, but then a thick blast of fire came out of my hand (+8)and i hit a big own that was hanging around there. The owl got pissed and morphed into blobularwindmil (I recall she had an owl in her avatar when I read her first DJ entry) and she started to throw some black stuff at me, even though they hit me, I did not feel pain, just like a small push.

I then saw Sensei pulling out a very large sword, very long, something like this:







And he killed dolphin, but it was not gore or anything, Dolphin just fell to the ground and after a few moments, I wasn't able to see him, so he either left or just vanished. Anotherdreamer seemed to be there, but he did not care for the battle. It was an awesome fight (+20) Vegeta seemed to have banished also, he was no where around, and same for Nfri. I could assume that they got killed (good job at killing majin vegeta haha) I remember that a pillow fight would give more points. So I grabbed a pillow and just tossed onto Anotherdreamer's face. I think Sensei (or someone else) tossed another pillow, because other pillow moved and I wasn't intending it. Anotherdreamer hitted me with one pillow also (+10) but soon the interest on the pillows were lost, as a blast came out from somewhere almost hitting me.

From here, it was a little confusing, I cannot recall well what happened (I started writing this out right after my WILD) but I think the yatch exploded or something happened and somehow I got teleported to downtown somewhere, I was alone now and I wanted to got to space, but I woke up instead.

I woke up this morning at around 7am and for some reason I couldn't go back to bed. I spent about an hour just laying there thinking about some things in my life but then decided I would just let my mind go blank. I was observing the patterns that my eye lids were presenting to me and was unaware that a dream scene had appeared. I was sitting on a beach when a very energetic kid stood up and started yelling while running towards the ocean. The thought of 'hell no I'm not going in there' came about my mind. My subconscious produced a reason for not going in, rough blue waves with a giant steamboat miles out to sea. Giant meaning 50 times the size of the Titanic.

Suddenly, I was in my bed. I had remembered that I was trying to go to sleep and I was thinking about a song from ODESZA that has really trippy tones to it. I was looking around my room thinking I was awake, hearing this song play extremely vibrantly all throughout my house. Then, I woke up in my actual bed. It blew my mind that I had still been dreaming.

Again, I was asleep. My dream scene had been in some field of some sort but jumped to being in a fast food restaurant. I had sat down with some friends in a booth when all of the sudden I just thought "this is a dream." Then I yelled, "this is a dream!" Everything became much more clear. I can't remember who was there with me, but it was a couple of friends and they were all laughing with me. I started rubbing my hands together, continually shouting "this is a dream!" Then I started doing math. "4+4 is 8, 6+6 is 12." It was like I had made up some sort of math song and I was chanting these things. There was food on my plate so I decided to try to change the food. At first it was some sort of breakfast like eggs, so I said "okay turn into wings" and waved my hand over the food. Nothing had happened the first couple of times, but then it had changed to some make-shift idea of wings on the plate which was progress for me. I had been looking around the diner when I realized I was losing the dream scene, so I focused back on my hands and rubbed them together for friction. I remember looking at my friends and thinking 'how do you tell the difference from real life and a dream? This is so real." I started to think about Inception and it freaked me out, how what if I couldn't tell what was reality and what was fake. It scared me a little. I started to spin around to stabilize the dream when it collapsed.

27.01.2015

Farming points! Very low quality lucid. (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

WBTB - Failed (It was intended for a previous dream) (2 pts)
Full Dream Recall (1 pts) [/B]

Suddenly, I found myself with a massive blurry vision and I felt my body almost weightless, so I realized I was dreaming and that the WILD worked (10 pts) so I walked away from bed and decided to exit the house. I decided to take a small flight, but instead of just taking off as usual, I first levitated myself using telekinisis on myself (4 pts) and it worked fine. I kept myself floating, but I was unsure if this would be valid, so I stared at a pillow until it levitated. From here, I decided to take a flight to make my dream stable [B](1 pts) as usual. Flying was a success (4 pts) and I flew over a small town.

My dream quality was pretty poor, and I did not feel I was going to be awake for a long time, plus I recalled I was WILDing around 7am, and my alarm clock could trigger soon. I decided to just farm points for this dream and not do anything hard, lol.

I first imagined that Zant from the legend of Zelda would appear when I opened a door (9 pts) and he was sitting doing nothing.







So much for action, my dream quality was horrible. I said, "Hey, what's up?" in order to do a small interaction (2 pts) I believe he said, "Bananas" (Okay... whatever.) I saw another room, which appeared to be an old restaurant, and one table had like nuts sitting around, or at least, they looked like nuts, so I decided to eat one (4 pts) which tasted like wet sand. Was pretty gross actually. From here, I saw one of the computers that the waiters use (it was empty) I tried to use it to score more points, but the thing did not turn on, so I guess I cannot claim points for this.

I intended to fly to space and stay up there till the dream ended, but as I started to pass through the clouds, I felt myself waking up without being able to prevent awakening.

Alien fight
I’m watching the TV upstairs in the living room. There is not tv in real. Mum and grandma come and sit on the sofa. I don’t like the movie so I go away. Grandma wants the remote control so I give it to her and leave to hall. My mother calling on me: „You are bored, don’t you wish that this would by a dream?“ I’m pretty sure that this is no a dream, but I do RC anyway. It surprisingly works. I can’t breath through my nose closed. My mum still calling on me something but I ignore her and go jump through the wall. I decide to fly over the city. I can fly pretty fast and I just enjoying the feeling. I see my dog on the road underneath. I land there and pick him up. You are going to fly with me! He’s not much excited but I jump in the air. We fly and then I put him on the road and want to make him super speedy. He’s running pretty fast. I give my self super speed and try to follow him. Changing my running techniques with big leaps to short and fast. I try to stop the time for my dog and catch him, but time control doesn’t work. I see a river on the right. I remember I want to make some points for the competition. There are lots of stones and branches. I focus to pick up all of them. But I can handle like 30 of stuff max. Then I telekinesis big stone and throw it into river. I think that the stone will be useful so I pick him back and place it on the road. (don’t know why I did this, maybe I lose little bit of lucidity). There is dark tunnel on the right. It looks scary. I try to summon a monster over the corner. I’m curious what will appear. Large black alien appears from the movie Alien vs Predator. I feel fear but I tell to myself that this is only a dream and nothing can really hurts me. I run to Alien and give my self super strenght and invulnerability to be sure. I punch him in the face with my fist. His head is mellow rubber like. Suddenly there is lots more of them. I’m fighting and punching them into face. It’s really intesive. When I kill like 20 of them I feel exhausted. They still emerging. The next ones have new equipment such a helmed and something else which stops my power on them. There is like commentary from my footbal friends. I was so busy with fight that I lose almost all of my lucidity. Fighting is like sexing, it’s lucidity vacuum cleaner. When I see that I cant defeat them, I jump in the air and levitate so they can't reach me. They go into some building which I supposed to defent or what and I lose. I wake up and feeling depressed from the dream and happy that I manage to have lucid dream in the first or second REM stage in the night.

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Adventurous tavern
I can’t fall asleep over and hour of trying. I change bedroom. In the next room is warmer so it could be good. I try to fall asleep in a forest. There is a hole in the ground where I’m lying. I observe the forest. On the small hill, I see something strange. It has antlers. Suddenly it quickly run towards me. I’m scary and panicing. It is so fast that I can’t do nothing. It just jumps over my body and run away. It look like mountain brown skinny mountain goat. When danger is not eminent, I do RC with my nose. Uff, it’s a dream. I do some stabilization with trees and ground. I look around and the place look like some adventurous forest from The Elder Scrolls IV Oblivion, but real not game like. I’m happy that my mind can generate something beautiful like this, because my dreams are usually at places that exist in real and look the same, not fantasy like, so I’m thrilled. I see road to some forest city on the left. It looks like wooden mix of elvish, human and viking architecture. On the right is road to adventurous forest and ahead of me is a building. I remember that I want to drink wine and have challenge with god of wine. I go there and expect that it’s a tavern. I open the door. Second door. I open the second door. There is dark and quite in there. I swich the light on. (it’s electric it doesn’t fit in the fantasy tavern, but I’m happy that I can see something.) There is no god of wine, but in the corner there is a tall bowl made of clay. I expect wine. I pick it up and there is some red fluid. It looks spoiled. I tell myself that it’s only a dream so it doesn’t matter. I drink it. I taste bad and sourly. No effect on my mind. I’m exited that I completed atleast on task and I wake up.


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Dream 1 - Losing the baby at the Colliers' mansion --
I'm at a friends house, it's a huge almost stately home sized building, but the part I'm in seems like a fairly conventional house, though still on a large scale. I'm in the kitchen and there are lots of family photos on a sideboard.

The family has a new recent addition, a tiny baby, and I'm given the baby for a cuddle while people are bustling around preparing for some kind of event (a dinner party or something)

The baby is tiny with as much head as the rest of the body put together. I hug the baby and smile at it and such for a while as I mooch through the house, ending up in a living room, with people still busily going about their business. At some point I realise I no longer have the baby and start panicking because I was left looking after the baby and now I appear to have mislaid it!

I back-trace my steps trying to work out where I might have left the baby. Nobody else seems all that concerned about the missing baby and to begin with I'm glad that I get some time to try to find it without everyone panicking and telling me off for losing it.

I spend quite a lot of time looking in increasingly unlikely places (behind the pictures in the kitchen, in boxes of toys, in the pockets of coats hanging in the hallway etc.) I retrace my steps between the living room where I realised I'd lost the baby and the kitchen where I was given it. Each time I retrace the route it gets more confusing as extra rooms and corridors are added. Eventually I manage to remember that I came into the living room with the baby so it must be in that room somewhere. As I'm taking this through with one of the less busy people, I spot the baby wedged in a little gap under a door. At first I don't connect being able to see the baby with having found what was lost (dream logic!) and I spend a moment baby talking with the baby about how it has its daddy's mouth before realising the story has reached a happy ending and I wake up relieved!


Dream 2 - Playing bass and making up a new tune:
I'm on the stage at some kind of village hall type building, there are a couple of the classic folding tables that every village hall has, apparently I'm going to be playing bass in a band but I'm the first to arrive apart from KM who isn't in the band but is involved in organising the event somehow. I ask if I'm supposed to be setting up in front of or behind the tables and she starts talking about how her kids want the bass amp to be right next to them. I'm not convinced that's a good idea because they're quite small kids and the amp will be pretty loud close up (in reality, one of her kids is still a bump, but on the dream she had a boy - I must tell her!)

Some other band members and others attached to the event are milling around and discussing songs that we might sing and organising logistics. I notice that somebody has put their guitar on the stage and I pick it up to have a little play. I start plating around with some chords and come up with a new harmonisation for a song the others were discussing (I can remember the chords, but not what the song was!) The others start singing the song but to the original tune and I can't keep my concentration so I put the guitar back on its stand.

We faff about with table cloths for a bit and start eating lunch on the tables, while I mutter about getting crumbs in the equipment