lucid

i close my eye for the most haunting desire the most horrendeous faces the evole forms of death in a eternal reality as i dream and my unconsicous desire of the haunting faces and the eternal death before me evoles into a more horrendeous death emotion

I was looking for something to eat and decided to put some bacon that was in the fridge inside a toaster to heat it up. My parents were around annoying me saying i was being too picky. I opened the toaster to see a whole pack of bacon with the cover on. Baffled i asked my parents "Did i really just put the whole packet of bacon in the toaster!?" They said yes. I was still tempted to eat the bacon.

The next thing i recall is i ended up in a place where a few kids were. I saw a stack of boxes in a place and looked inside a box and pulled a toy out of the box and asked why there were toys inside. They told me someone put toys inside. Than someone made the boxes collapse. After that the scene changed. I was now in a anime world and was on t.v. The channel's logo was Tihiti i think. XD Everyone in the show was running around and a narrator was describing lots of terrible events that was occuring. After that i jumped out of that scene and ended up inside a weird looking place.

It looked like a redish and bluish painted place and was decorated to look like a deserted cave like place where a ship was. There was a huge door too. I heard my brother's friend and my brother talking excitedly and laughing. I was going to peek inside but stopped when i saw a girl walk out with something. I ran after her into a hall than jumped her and asked her why she was here.

Than out of no where i heard a guy ask me why i was beating up his manager. I turned to see Jim Carey."Who are you?" I asked pretending i didn't know."I'm Jim Carey! Come on! How can you not know that!?"he asked. I than said i didn't know why than ran. He chased me and everything was starting to turn black. I grab a little girl's hand that appeared and was pulled up but he still caught me.

Only a brief lucid, after a couple of fragments:

First, I was on a coach to Bristol. The weather is clear and sunny, but freezing cold (it was actually just as cold when I woke up).

Then, something about kids on bikes at the bottom of the road.

The lucid dream: I am talking to a woman at a market stall. She is selling a strange concoction of muts, fruits, and something else. She rolls it up like a profiterol and sells it as food. I ask her to make one for me, so I can eat it and fulfil two of my tasks at the same time. As she is making it, I wake up.

So then, after sleeping most of the afternoon away and being up for most of the night, I fell asleep around 8:00am. Expected nothing in terms of dreams/lucidity, but it seems as though I at least got a little bit of lucidity.

I decided to use this game I found, universe sandbox to try and re-create some of the scenes from one of my outer space dreams this time around. Though these dreams still appear to be utterly random in nature.


-Something to do with a speedboat crash.

-I was skiing on a completely unfamiliar slope. One of my skis seemed to be dragging in the snow. I fell over and did the splits but for some reason it didn't hurt. I was stuck in deep snow though. Another family came to help me out.

-Something to do with a bunch of orange tabby kittens sleeping together in a pile.


So the dream had something to do with traveling through a wormhole to another planet. The wormhole was orbiting next to a white star, something like this.



I can recall the spacecraft that was used to travel through the wormhole was heading for a nearby planetary system orbiting a gas giant. There was a planet orbiting the gas giant that was similar to earth, though a little smaller and with thicker atmosphere.

As it approached, it looked something like this:



The spacecraft landed and the people got out. The spacecraft was rather small and there were only four or five people in white spacesuits. The suits looked more like armor than spacesuits.

The people on the spacecraft eventually had to return to their home star system. They were talking about how the wormhole on their end was much larger than on the end here. Supposedly the wormhole back at their home star system was some kind of wormhole hovel where a whole bunch of wormholes linked to. They had somehow discovered this by traveling through it to one star system that with a slight tweak they could wind up traveling to any place in the galaxy.


I was in an all white room, about 20 feet by 60 feet. The place felt strangely familiar, like I had been here as a kid or something. It also had the feeling of being a couple stories underground. The whole room was full with toys. I felt like a kid as well. I felt shorter than normal. I wanted to play with the Legos. I began looking through the different boxes of blocks and action figures trying to find Legos.

I then recognized a dreamy feeling and became lucid. I began using the boxes of toys to stabilize the dream. I thing that the dream had started with appearing in the white room, it felt a little bit like a WILD in fact.

I started talking with the older, a boy with long black hair. He was about ten. There was a younger boy with blonde hair, about 5. There were two girls, both about ten and five as well.

I then noticed that the room only had one exit. I asked them what was outside. They told me that they didn't go that way, because their caretaker tried to leave the room and she never came back. So they had been stuck in the room full of toys playing for a very long time.

I told them that I knew things about this world that they wouldn't even understand. I told them that I would help to guide them out of the room. They seemed eager to go and started running into the doorway.

It was dark and eerie and the light was flickering. The ceiling got higher the further you got down the hallway. Partway down the hallway I jumped and fell forward, catching myself into flight only a few inches off the ground. From there I made my way to the front of the group, oriented myself upwards and got ready to guide them.

I saw that the hallway ended in a cavernous room with a labyrinth for a floor. The room was dark and appeared to be all white, like the previous room, though parts of it had collapsed. It had something of the feeling of a gymnasium.

I told the kids to slow down, but they started rushing into the labyrinth by themselves.

It was at this point that I realized that what I was undertaking was not pertinent to my lucid goals and that I might not be quite as in the moment as I would like.

The dream dropped through very quickly. I think I cut back to the wormhole around the giant white star for a moment. I was tumbling through space doing repetitive front-flips. I tried to steady myself and managed to do so.

I saw that for some reason I was holding onto one of the boxes of toys from the dream. I let it go and decided to just allow myself to wake up.

I started falling though. I then heard a presence speaking to me in the language of thought. It explained to me how I had accidentally created a temporal dissonance.

I asked what that was. It explained that physical matter is not so easily moved through time because it has weight. However, thoughts, memories and consciousness can easily be detached from your brain in one time and moved to another because they are metaphysical and not so easily bound by time.

It then told me I would be able to 'set' how much time I was going to travel back. This was based on a complicated resonance of harmonic frequencies. The first time I had available was 26 years 49 days 11 hours something minutes. That's longer than I've been alive. Give me a shorter time.

I got a time something like 13 minutes instead, and told the presence it could send me back in time now if it wanted to. I told it to keep me in the present. I hadn't made the right preparations yet. (Really I was just doubtful that this was just the dream playing a dumb trick.)

I woke up a moment later.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #265: Pinbasketball

I’m lying in bed in a false awakening, frustrated to be tossing and turning instead of lucid dreaming. I get a vague sense of floatiness and decide to roll out OBE-style. I imagine my legs oozing over the side of the bed onto the floor and now I’m on my feet in my bedroom, fully lucid.

I remember my intent to slow down and take my time, inspired by one of Dreamer’s recent lucid dreams (this amazing one.) I look back at the bed and see Wife still lying there. For some reason I feel a little scared to approach, like this might destabilize things. But no, the whole idea with this dream is not to be afraid of stuff.

I float up on the bed and stand over Wife. I watch for a moment just appreciating her beauty. I'm attracted to her and fascinated by her realism I don’t feel tempted to engage in sexy shenanigans. Wife opens her eyes a bit and looks at me sleepily. “Poo,” she says firmly. “Poo poo poo poo poo.” I laugh and say something like, “Okay, I’ll let you sleep…”

I phase through the wall into the night and the dream feels very dark. I don’t worry about it and instead just rub my hands together. They feel numb and distant, so I imagine that I’m wearing thick, leathery gloves, which I peel off. More hand-rubbing, vision returns, and now it looks like early morning on a mix between my street, an amusement park, and the Las Vegas strip. I walk for about 10 minutes or so, just enjoying this, passing opulent hotels, workers sweeping the streets, a stone statue.



Eventually I wander into a plaza that looks a little like a Disney World food court. I remember my goal of summoning Iokheira and transforming into wolves. :canislucidus: I hold out my right hand and look at the ground, expecting her shadow to form. But instead she bounds into the scene from the right and jumps right in front of me, smiling hugely.

I give her a hug and ask, “Did you want to do the wolf transformation right away or should we look around first?” She says that she’d “rather play” so we set off, looking around the park. We talk for a bit about lucid dreaming and (I think) video games. I describe how I’m trying to use Dreamer’s method of slowing the dream. I remark that we have “tons of time” and she agrees.

We wind up in an area filled with carnival games and enter a building that has this cool-looking game that’s a combination of pinball and one of those games where you have to shoot a basketball. In this one you throw the basketball into a hole, where it flies up a ramp, bounces off of a wall, and hurtles toward the basket. We play for a while, and I notice that when I get too into the game, both Iokheira and I forget to give the other person a turn.



We decide to keep looking around, and as we’re leaving I notice that Iokheira now looks a decade or so older than in waking life and I mention this. As we pass by a line of 5 women waiting in line to buy something, I see that she’s transformed further, and now looks like a completely different person, a woman with short brown hair in her early 50s. The woman looks like she feels ill and asks me to help her. I scoop her up and carry her outside where we crouch on the ground. She apologizes: “I’m sorry that I don’t look right. I don’t think I’m her anymore.” I tell her not to worry and that I’ll help her either way.

The woman lies down on her left side and vomits loudly onto the plaza stones. I feel enormous compassion, and I sit with her for a while, rubbing her back a bit until she’s able to sit up. She seems shorter now than before but also like she feels okay. She again apologizes for not being Iokheira anymore. I reassure her that “this has been a great lucid” as the dream starts to fade. As I’m pondering my next move, the dream ends.

NON LUCID
*I was sitting across from my girlfriend at this table. She ended up tossing a penny at me by mistake and it landed directly in my hand. I brought this to her attention and we both agreed that this was a good omen, a sing of good luck.

*I was looking at my self in the mirror thinking that wow I have a big penis. LOL

*There was two black women laughing at me for some unknown and I felt really offended.

LUCID
*The dream started in a parking garage with my brother and my mom. My brother pointed out to me a lady wearing the exact same dress as my mother. I said how is this possible, could this be a dream? I did a nose RC and I could breath! I became extremely excited and soon reminded my self I have to stay calm and stablize the dream scape.

When the dream started to fad I became still and relaxed until the dream fading back into existence, then I proceded to move again. I was in a cafe so I decided to talk and engage the enironment until I felt a stable presence with in the dream. First thing I did is walk up to a table and said how are you all doing? The to people at the table said we doing fine sir. I walked to register to order a latte. The cashier gave me a receipt to sign and I signed it. Remember I am doing all of this just to engage the dream until I feel completely anchored. The barista making my coffee which was a women gave me some advice on my relationship, she said do not move in with your girlfriend until two years later.

I said to my brother standing next to me, I should take this advice it right!? I looked at the wall and noticed that my picture was hung up. Out of no where I got really horny and decided to mess around with a beautiful women but the more I looked for one the more all the women around appeared to be ugly and old. Thank you subconscious lol. As I am walking along trying to find a dream partner lol, everyone appears to be for the 70s era. I thought could this a manifestation of my past life karma since I have always felt that if I had to choose I time to live in it would be that time.

Then I noticed a crowd of kids singing a song with the words "I LOVE YOU" in it. I thought this loving manifestation of my mind. I walked up and joined everyone. They were smoking ganja, I thought I wanna try dream ganja! Pass me that I asked of the people and they did and smoke it lol. I felt high and enjoyed the sensation.

I haven’t gotten very much sleep this past week due to events and projects that require me to stay up late. So after falling asleep in my last class today, I came back to my room and decided to take a 2 hour nap – hoping for lucids, but knowing that the primary goal was rest. Little did I know that I would stumble upon the greatest lucid experience of my life.

First, let me preface this by saying my recall grossly fell behind my dream control on this one. It was so long, that I forgot most of the scenes and events during the first part of it. I tried Dreamer’s method of just staying calm, not rushing to do tasks, and affirming to myself that this will be a long dream experience. Well, I’d say it worked pretty dang well…

Nap Time: 5:15p

I laid down, and almost fell asleep instantly. I had a short dream that I don’t remember before waking up. It hadn’t been very long – less than 45 minutes, since my binaural beat lasts for that long and it was still going when I woke up. I tried to lay motionless, and eventually, I started to feel like I was being pushed and pulled into the bed. At one point I tried to focus on it, but then it completely stopped. I wasn’t sure if that meant I was in the dream, but I just decided to wait it out. Eventually they came back, and next thing I knew, I was in a dream.

Again, most of the beginning stuff is a blur. The main thing is that I repeatedly woke up and laid still. Then I felt like I was floating, followed by being pulled into the bed, which repeated until I then found myself in a dream. I must have done this at least 7 or 8 times, but since I think some of them might have just been FAs, I’ll go with the benefit of the doubt and count 5 of them. I commonly entered in this black school building, which was pretty dark on the inside. Each chained dream lasted what felt about 10 minutes. Here are a list of things I accomplished during the first part that I do remember.

• Flew… a lot.
• Stabilized by rubbing my hands together once - the dream was incredibly stable other than that
• Tried to create a song that I would remember upon waking – didn’t work.
• Did a superhuman leap through the ceiling, which I thought was one of the lucid dares for anyone – it wasn’t .
• Received a bachelor’s degree in fine arts from some random professor – followed by a master’s 5 minutes later.
• Almost had sex, but forwent it in order to accomplish some other tasks (maybe , maybe )

As for the rest of the dream that I remember, I got some major things done. Here they are, in what I think is the correct order:

I was in a larger than average dorm room. I remembered my remaining 2 steps for the 3-step task in the competition. The first was super strength, so I grabbed one of the bunk beds and hoisted it over my head. The ceilings were kind of low, so part of it phased through the ceiling. The final part was mass telekinesis. I remember thinking to myself that I’ve never actually used telekinesis in a dream at all, so this should be fun. I kind of tried to use the force on a shelf on the far side of the room, and I managed to lift a small cup of office supplies until it kind of floated in the air. I jerked my hand back, and it flew towards me so I could catch it. Easy enough. There were a couple pens and erasers in the cup. I threw the cup into the air so all of the contents spilled out, and then quickly tried to catch them in mid-air with telekinesis. I caught about 6 or 7 of them, while the rest fell to the ground. Feeling quite proud of myself, I sort of force threw the pens toward the wall, and spent a few more minutes doing random things with my new telekinesis powers, like picking up and throwing random objects around the room.

I was at this bowling alley type place with my friend James. He apparently also knew that I was dreaming, so I told him that my next task to complete was one of my lucid dares – transform into a cat and kill a mouse. He asked how hard it was, but instead of telling him, I showed him. I quickly squatted down on all fours, and I was a black cat! My form didn’t feel very stable however, and within 5 seconds, I was back to human, just sitting on the ground like a cat. He laughed at me, but I was determined to get this thing right. I tried one more time, and this time I was able to hold my form much better. “Alright, find me a mouse.” James went behind the main counter, and within a few seconds, I saw him shoo a mouse towards my direction. It came straight to me, so I bent down quickly and grabbed it with my mouth. Its fur felt very soft on my lips, but for the most part it didn’t seem as gross as it probably was. Happy that I completed the dare, I spit out the mouse and changed back.

Finally, I was in some alley that looked like a level from Counter Strike. James was there again, and at this point, I had already been dreaming long enough that I was certain that I had slept through my alarm and was going to be late for my meeting afterwards. I was just about to force myself to wake up, but then I remembered one of the biggest personal tasks that I wanted to complete – meet the brown-haired girl that might be my dream guide. The dream did start to destabilize, but I remained calm, looked into the sky, and basically shouted "Just give me five more minutes, and then I’ll be done." Apparently it worked, because the dream went back to normal fairly quickly. I told James to be on the lookout for a brown-haired girl. We split up to look in different parts of the streets. I tried to visualize the girl standing there, and soon enough, I turned around to find her over by a fountain, walking in almost slow motion towards me. I walked closer to find she looked a lot like Princess Jasmine from Aladdin. I asked her the question that I had been waiting to ask.

“So, is this it? Are you my dream guide?”
“No, but you’ll see her soon enough.”
I was disappointed, obviously, but I kept asking. “Do you know her?”
“In a way, yes.”
“Can I at least get her name, so I know who to look for?”
“Vi.” (pronounced with a long i, like the English word vie)
“How do you spell that?”
“V-I. It’s pretty simple.”
“Oh yeah, I guess it is.”

I think I asked a few more questions until the dream destabilized (maybe my 5 minutes was up). I could’ve probably DEILDed again, as I felt the sensation of floating and being pulled again, but I decided that I had accomplished enough for one dream, and I was still concerned that I missed my alarm, so I got up.

Wake up: 7:00p

I didn’t miss my alarm. In fact, I still had about 15 minutes until my alarm was set to go off. It was a little disappointing, but since I hadn’t expected such success, I didn’t really have any more intentions to try.

First WILD - 10 pts
Chain a Lucid Dream (x5) - 10 pts
Stabilization - 1 pt
Flying - 4 pts
Telekenesis - 4 pts
Super Strength + 2nd Step - 4 pts + 10 pts
Basic Summoning - 4 pts
Mass Telekinesis + 3rd Step - 10 pts + 15 pts
Full Transformation - 10 pts
Personal Dare ("Transform into a cat and in that form kill a rodent") - 10 pts

Dream Total - 92 pts
Competition Total - 146 pts

Wake Back To Bed (WBTB) after 4 ½ hours of sleep. Read about lucid dreaming for a ½ hour. Said my mantras and then looked at pictures of what I wanted to dream about. Setup the pillows just right, got comfortable, and then i stayed perfectly still, while I relaxed my mind. My body went to sleep, but my mind was awake. After about 20 minutes of nothingness, except a faint glow, and the odd flashing blue and purple lights, I focussed on having a handful of pennies in my right hand. Slowly a stack of pennies appeared and I held it in my right hand. All else was black. Then I dropped the pennies, but they didn’t fall, so I grabbed them again. I kept repeating this until the pennies fell and scattered, then I reached down with both my hands and scoped them up, repeating the relaxation exercise until I slipped closer to the twilight zone. There was no sound.

I wasn’t dreaming yet, but I was having hypnagogic imagery. The pennies disappeared and I was no longer in control over what I was seeing. A dog kennel appeared in the blackness, and it started to rotate very slowly. I relaxed and kept my mind free of thoughts, and I simply observed. The kennel faded away and dark storm clouds appear, followed by a tornado, and I started to travel around the tornado bodiless (remote viewing). It was an eerie green color, and then it quickly cross faded into an amazing panoramic of space. Flickering little stars were everywhere, then I heard a woman say, “Aren’t you scared?” and replied, “No way! This is amazing. I love it!” I then started to travel through space, and it looked like the Enterprise going warp 9.5, then space ended, and I was once again in the darkness. Suddenly huge translucent cubes started to appear, and I traveled in a straight line right through them, and they were all connected. I heard a voice say, “You shouldn’t be here because this isn’t your reality.” I said, “Let’s keep going, this is cool!” Translucent cylinders started to appear mixed in with the cubic structure, but then I slipped into a dream, and lost conscious awareness.

I was standing in my childhood bedroom looking out the window (not lucid). The clarity was perfect, and everything was as the waking world. The big tree in the backyard had blown down, and the sky was cloudy and gray. A beautiful woman, in her 20’s, walked up behind me, and I turned to face her. I thought, “Who’s this beauty?” She had medium length, reddish, blonde hair, she was absolutely gorgeous, and her smile was stunning. We carried on some casual conversation, while I was thinking real hard about who she was, why she was in my bedroom, and why I felt like I knew her. I asked her name, but she wouldn’t tell me.

She turned around, stacked the pillows up on my bed, and then graciously sat against them. I sat at the base of the bed and said, “You know, I think I’ve seen you before, you were in the backyard, but your hair was longer.” She said, “No, that wasn’t me!” I said, “Really?” And she replies, “Yes that wasn’t me.” I looked at her very closely and said, “Yes, I know you from somewhere.” She smiled and happily replied, “This is marvellous! We’re having a really good conversation and visit. You’re lucid right now, right?” I thought, “What is she talking about? Lucid, I’m not lucid, this isn’t a dream, and how does she know I’m a lucid dreamer? Wait a second, maybe this is a dream?” I questioningly asked her, “What, am I lucid dreaming?” After saying that, I became lucid and then instantly woke up from the pure shock of it.

#406 - OBE - 5:52AM

I do a quick WBTB at 3:00AM to have some coffee prepared with 1tbs of ground in a small french press.

I wake from some dream about ice turning into chopped nuts in the blender. I move a bit but catch myself and lay still focusing on body relaxation. After an unknown amount of time, I feel really wide awake and wonder if it's close to the alarm going off. I sit up to check my alarm. I see that I have set it for 6:10am and it's 5:53am. I decide I may as well get up and do my morning meditation, but as soon as I get up something crazy happens. I simultaneously hear a loud ripping, gasping sound that I think comes from my wife and recognize that familiar OBE/dream body feeling. The sound startles me and I realize I must have just had a false awakening. This sends me back into my body, but I quickly recover. I get up, but can only float around the room. Then, I stop a second. Feel normal and think that I may have woke up, but when I move I realize I'm still floating someplace to the right of my bed. I decide I may as well enjoy the sensation of weightlessness and begin to kick off walls and objects in my room.

After some seconds of this, I think maybe I can teleport if I focus on a place to be. The first thing that comes to mind is a field of flowers. I start singing, "I want to be in a field of flowers... a field of flowers... a field of flowers. I want to be in a field of flooooweerrs." Suddenly, I an standing up right in the room. I'm disappointed I didn't teleport but at least I have some solid footing. I see a light is on someplace in the house and quickly discover that it's the kitchen. I stand there looking around but everything is blurry. I try to focus my vision but end up opening one of my physical eyes and waking up.

Oddly enough I finished typing this on my device at 6:10

I was thinking about talking to Eye on my bed. As I was thinking about him and trying to dream about him, a portal slowly appeared. Eye came out of the portal and he started to tell me that his friends thought he was being too soft on me so he would have to change that. I didn't like what he said so i hugged him. I wanted Eye to stop messing with me and to just be the same Eye I knew before. After that he took my hand and led me into a kitchen. I opened the fridge and as i was looking Eye took out a ice-cream. He opened it and it was rainbow flavored. We ate some together than i woke up


Spun Around

I was inside my house with my family. My brother was ringing the doorbell so i went to answer it. After that somehow we ended up inside a place where there was a party going on. I saw a guy selling bread and frosting and ate some. Than i sat down next to a crowd of people. A boy with blonde hair started to call me to sit next to him. I didn't know him and thought he just wanted to make fun of me. I decided to sit next to him anyways. But the moment i sat down him and others picked me up and flung me around in the air. It felt like i just kept going round and round non stop. When i fell they laughed. The scenery was changing into a bowling alley and i began looking for the people who spun me. A man on his knees asked me to forgive him for telling them to do what they did. The only reason he told them was because he was very poor. I hit him with a empty water bottle saying that what he did was unacceptable.

The next thing i recall is i appeared in a room where a boy was begging me and two other kids to burn ourselves with fire so we could rot together. We said no than someone made him fall and he began to burn till he dissapeared. I woke up after that.

29.01.2015

Wife won't ride a baby attraction but decides to ride a massive roller coaster (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Full dream (+1)
First DILD (+10)
WBTB (+2)

I went to a theme park and it appeared to be almost empty of people,e yet the weather was awesome and I felt pretty excited. I first walked towards the Pirate Ship. It was pretty much like the real thing, but there were no people in line and I wondered if it was open. I always like to warm up riding this baby. Not a huge rush, but it is fun.







As I got closer to the attraction, I saw that on some of the rows there were people dressed in black, and it seems that they needed to assist into swining the boat. My wife chickened out from riding this one (she would not ride it in waking life) so she decided to just hang around while I rode it. One of the employees was giving me instructions in how to ride it. I told her I rode it many times in my life and I was trying to step inside.

I saw the employee, who now was my friend, walking away, so I followed her and I was having a nice chat with her. I saw an attraction that had the face of Lord Ganesh which I was trying to incubate (+15) which I found very amusing to see on an amusing park.








From here, I was enjoying a couple drinks with my new female friends and suddenly, I heard the noise of a roller coaster. She exalted, "Oh yeah, let's go!" I followed here and there was a massive roller coaster. She said that she loved it, that it was so amazing I had to ride it.







I looked at it and I felt it would be so cool, so I joined the line. I recalled that I was supposed to ride the pirate ship and that my wife would be waiting outside. I pulled my phone to text her but she joined us and asked me what was going on with the Pirate ship. I told her I was going to ride the roller coaster instead. She replied to me, "Oh, alright" followed by joining the line. I asked her, "Where do you think you are going?" while I was laughing. She replied, "To ride it!" I turned lucid right away. My wife would not ride an even tiny little kids roller coaster and she would not even look at the beast roller coaster I was planning to ride. I decided to get two points out of talking with a DC, so I told my wife, "Yeah right... you riding that... lol."(+2)

I had my cell phone still on my hands so I attempted to use it. I saw a ton of weird characters and I believe my screen was in black and white (+4) I decided to take a flight to make my dream stable (+1) I kept flying for a while (+4) until I saw a sea scenery that looked very pretty when suddenly the alarm clock woke me up.

As Louis, being seen as a vampire by someone who I didn't want to see that, fleeing the scene, and Lestat finding this much more funny than I think is appropriate.

Discussing a military operation, looking at a map of what is essentially much of India and Southeast Asia, although at this point in time - meant to be 6th or 7th century or so - the countries and their borders are significantly different than in the present; we're primarily discussing a trade route at the moment, but I've also been having a disagreement with the man in charge about our manpower. While discussing the trade route, we receive word of 500 archers spotted approaching from the north, in addition to the army we're already facing. I am significantly less confident about our ability to handle this than the boss is.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

As some manner of religious authority, I'm performing a ritual to help a group of people, a sort of blessing or summoning, making something sacred. At the start of the ritual I have to offer up whatever spiritual virtue I possess as a sacrifice; this will leave me vulnerable until the ritual's complete, so I'm relying on the two people who asked for my help to accompany me. With the offering made, we step through a portal.

This takes us to a dark and dusty room, a place I'm familiar with. I summon light into my hands, with an effect much like a dim flashlight. In the middle of the floor there's a large trunk full of false panels, something a stage magician might use; at the moment it's lying open so that all its tricks are clearly visible to anyone who might pass through. I didn't leave it like that. There are a few objects on the shelves of the room that weren't here the last time, indicating that someone other than me has indeed been using this place. This is something to worry about. I close the trunk properly, and we continue.

A brief memory gap - after the dark room, we came out into a field at night with a river off to our right, and what we did here I can't remember; but then we came to the cliff at the opposite side of the field, and the view here was so fantastic that I briefly went fully lucid to enjoy it. I'm looking down on an immense lake so still that I can see stars reflected here and there. In the far distance, there's an immense grey statue of a falcon submerged in the lake so that only its head is above the water - but that small part of the statue above the water is at least the height of a two or three story building.

Continuing the storyline, this is certainly the appropriate place to perform a sacred ritual, so I begin a prayer - something about the lake filling with stars. But before I get very far, that river off to our right rises in a flood. The two people with me are afraid, but I'm thinking this is convenient - we'll just ride that water down to the lake.

The river sweeps us over the cliff, which is great fun, and when I sink under the water of the lake I can see a group of hammerhead sharks swimming far below. They don't seem to care about us. Surfacing, although we've all separated, we're all making our separate ways toward that falcon statue.

Along the way, however, I bump into a seal; it considers me and then swims on. And then into a shark; the same happens again. And another shark, and this one seems more interested in my presence; and another that I have to physically shove away; and so on; I'm not concerned about my safety - though I am worried about the other two - but I become so busy fending off sharks that I can't continue to the statue.

After waking up at around 3:57 in the morning and spent enough time to get my mind focused back on becoming lucid, I laid in bed turning over again and again for almost two hours. I'm not sure if I felt asleep during that time or I might of not noticed I was already asleep, but it felt like I didn't get any sleep until sometime before 8:00 later that same morning.

I continuing laying in bed for a few more minutes to see if I'm still able to go back to sleep. Moments later, I noticed a strange vibration going on through my chest. I was laying on my side facing the wall. At first I thought it was because of the amount sleeping pills I was taking. Then I noticed a blurry scene as I began drifting off to sleep. In this scene I saw a small bond with a stack of wooden sticks laying on top of each other. I stared at the pond trying to figure out what to make of it - whether I was dreaming or not. Seconds later, I get this sudden urge of panic. After staring at the pond with the set of sticks nestled in to it for a few more seconds, I felt a strong vivid sense of sinking inside it. I woke up startled, but then found out it wasn't over.

I woke up laying on my side facing my bedroom. I was wrapped up in my blankets as I slowly began opening my eyes. I tried to move my muscles but couldn't. This obviously meant only one thing. I was paralyzed. Upon realizing it, I heard voices going on in the bedroom. I heard my sister telling me happy birthday. I heard my mother telling me something nice about me. The rest, I couldn't remember. The voices started to get closer. I panicked. Nestled in to my blankets, I reminded myself of something. It was all just in my head. I was hallucinating. It wasn't real. I did my best trying to realize that and remained as calm as I tried to be. I kept my eyes closed and thought of a place in which I could become lucid in. I first thought about Sydney. I thought about trying to summon her back on my parking lot just like the previous night. It wasn't a bad idea but then again, I didn't want the dark skies to be there if I did wake up to that same dream.

Instead, I wanted to go back to my elementary school. I wanted to see the beautiful playground standing in the middle of the school. I wanted to be safe. I imagined this location as best as I could and after a more seconds of listening to those surrounding voices, I started to drift away from my dream bed. My body flew out of the bed, without any effort on my part, and started flying straight towards the door exiting my bedroom. Unfortunately, that was all that happened. I woke up.

Went from 12:30 (last night) to about 11:45. I woke up very early this morning too.

-Uncle Iroh was missing three fingers and a thumb on his right hand.

-Something to do with Minecraft


-I was in this strange environment where there were these pillar-like mountains, something like the mesas in the American southwest. Everything was made out of reddish stone. The sky was orange/red as well and there were a bunch of Jupiter/Saturn clones in the sky.


I was sitting in a small cafe/resturant with Neo and Morpheus. Kind of getting big boy or coney island vibes. Nothing fancy, but no fast food place either. There were agents after us and we had to defend ourselves. For some reason the 'agents' were Trinity clones rather than Agent Smith.

I became lucid at one point and started fighting back. I can't recall what triggered lucidity. Everyone else ran running and screaming out of the cafe. Even the other Matrix characters.

The agents seemed pretty easy to defeat. I recall having basic punch/kick fights to defeat a few.

I started looking for more interesting ways to fight them. I picked up a table and threw it at one. It fell out the window. I became aware of the fact that we were not on ground level.

I remember the most interesting one was the one that I picked up with a psychic grab and crushed so small she actually collapsed into a miniature back hole that sucked up some chairs/tables/food around her, then dissipated after a few seconds.

The 'Final Agent' came out that was supposedly the original, and would be the most difficult to defeat. She looked shorter and fatter than the others and carried an Uzi. She fired on me. I remember all of the bullets just fell off of me. I even caught some in my hand. This looked strange as it seemed to happen in slow motion and I saw a shock wave spread through my hand every time I caught one.

When she emptied the mag, I examined the bullets that I had caught. They felt warm from the gun. I then (without moving my hand) thought to fling them back. They all fired off, like a shotgun, back at my opponent and, well they should have killed her.

She then told me that she was not merely human... but rather...

She unzipped her leather outfit, and had nothing underneath. The moment I started to examine her body, I noticed it looked fake. Once the tight matrix leather was off, she started to unzip her skin starting from the head to reveal that she was in fact a terminator-like robot.

(Terminator-Matrix Crossover, somebody get on that)

...

I was at home, still lucid. My dad asked me what I was doing. I told him I was dreaming and was going outside to fly. I went outside. He responded with some curse words and begrudgingly told me to do whatever I wanted. It was a gray cloudy day.

His negativity seemed to be weighing on the whole dream though. I couldn't fly. I then thought that I might want to pursue him, find out why in my LD's my father is always such a negative influence.

I instead had a false awakening, but forgot the content of it.

1. I am outside next to a very busy street. Everyone is driving to wherever they are trying to go, and there is alot of traffic. Suddenly, a huge ship descends from the sky. It is green and has an evil appearance to it. It creates havoc and everyone starts panicking and running around. Meanwhile, I retreat back into a patio area that is attached to a tall building. Once I get here, I start looking for things to destroy the ship with. I find a chain, but it is attached to the brick wall, and the only way to get it out is to rip it out.
Suddenly I go into a sort of superman mode. I get this rush of power, and I can feel it too. I grab the chain and start to bend it in order to break it. While I am doing so I can hear cinematic music in the background. I start showing off, but no one saw me. Eventually, I break the chain off at one section so I can pull the rest out. Now, as I hold it in my hands, I leave the safety of the patio and start going towards the ship.
Right as I start doing so, the ship starts to slowly ascend and leave. I start running towards it and I jump to try to fly, but I can't. I keep trying and trying, but it doesn't work. Suddenly I become lucid. I realize that I don't need to destroy the ship or anything, but I still try a few more times to fly. I drop the chain and I try again, and this time it works; but not really. I get off of the ground for a good 1 or 2 seconds, and then I fall back down again.
I know what I want to do now- summon a specific dream character. I pull out my phone and look up their name in my contacts so I can call them, but their name isn't there. At the same time I am still trying to fly as well. I jump into the air and I start flying again, but only for 1 to 2 seconds and then I fall back. I see a nice hill not far away from me, so I get a running start and go over to the slope of it. Once I get to the top of it I jump into the air, and again the same thing happens, except for this time I also drop my phone while doing it.
I get up off of the grass and retrieve my phone which was sitting at the top of the hill, and I look through it some more. I realize that I need to take a different approach to finding this DC, but what else? The classical approach comes to my mind; just expect them. I walk over to a futuristic plaza looking area. It seems somewhat deserted and I only remember seeing 3 people over there- two girls and 1 guy. I am tempted to go for a blonde chick that is within that group. She has bleached blonde hair, is wearing skin tight shorts, and has a purse in her right hand.
I realize how much I fall into the trap of women, so this time I hold myself back and don't do anything. There was more after this, but I don't remember the rest.

2. I was in an airport with my friends Patrick, Dylan, Emily, and Treon. I had just walked away from my parents to chill with them for a little bit. As I come up to them Emily asks me, "Hey Cory, we are all going to visit China, do you want to come with us?". I imagined for a second what it would be like to be in China. Being surrounded by all the Chinese people and just the environment itself. As I imaged it it's like I actually went to China for a moment: a dream within a dream. It felt like I was actually there. I never ditch the crew, so I said yes, but I wasn't sure about how my parents would feel about this. A trip to China at a moments notice? I walk up to my mom and dad and tell them what the plan is and ask them if I can go.
"China!?!" my mom reacts. My dad sides with me and tells my mom that its no big deal. I tell them we will only be there for a week or so. As I walk back to the crew I look around the airport and realize the comfy atmosphere that it has set. Blue lights are around the entire airport, but the default airport lights themselves are dimmed. You can definitely tell that its night time because of it. Once I get up to Emily, I tell her that I can go. We then walk to Emily's car and everyone gets in and we start driving to the separated part of the airport where all of the planes are. For some reason, all of the planes are at another part of the airport, an entire other building.
As we are driving over there I realize that I didn't pack anything to take with me. All I have is my phone. I pull my phone out of my pocket and check how much battery is left. 33%. Not good. I know that it won't last the entire trip obviously. I tell Emily that we should turn around real quick so I can get my stuff, she complies. Before we turn around I talk with Dylan about how its going to feel riding on a plane since neither of us has done it in a long time. As I imagine the plane ride in my head, its like I actually go there for a moment: like a dream within a dream again for a second. I could feel myself inside of the plane and the plane ascending at a high angle. I even noticed the blue and velvet carpet that covered the plane floor. A small fear was created inside of me as I thought that the plane could crash.
We turn around and drive back to Patrick's house because he needs to get some stuff too. On the way back I remember thinking about how unfamiliar everything looked. The airport roads and everything. It all looked completely new to me. Once we got back to Patrick's house, I told everyone that I was going to go back to my house to get my stuff and that I would be back soon. Pat's house looked the same and as usual his kitchen lights are so bright that they shine through the kitchen window. I make a mental note that I need to get a weeks worth of boxers and my phone charger for sure.

3. I walk into my house and am greeted by my grandma who is talking to my mom and my sister right in front of the library room. I walk up to them and see that my grandma is about to give my sister a gift. She pulls out a book out of her bag and is about to give it to her. I "remember" that I've had this book before and that my name is written all over it, and that grandma had given this exact gift to me before. I tell my sister and mom this and my grandma smiles at me and tells me to be quiet.
To show that I am not lying, I open up the book and show everyone my signature that I wrote inside of the book. Each signature looked exactly how I write it in waking life. Out of curiosity I keep turning the pages. On every page that I turn too, my signature is there- written twice on every page. Each of the pages seem rather odd. There is only 2 lines on each page, and that is it. Nothing else is in the book. I leave my grandma, sister, and mom, and go into the living room.
As I do so, things get immediately quiet. All the lights turn off in the house and my grandma, mom, and sister all disappear. I am not frightened since it is daytime and I can still see really well. My front door opens and Mariana, a friend from school, walks in. She comes inside and I tell her that we are going to play hide and seek with my hamsters(lol, I have no idea why I did this). She agrees to play and we both walk into my living room. I tell her that we are starting now and she goes to find a hiding spot.
While she does so, I go to where my hamsters are sleeping in the corner. As I get to the corner where their bed is, I see that one of the hamsters looks weak and tired, and the other seems highly energetic. This creates a feeling of sorrow inside of me for the sick hamster, and I empathize with it. Eventually both hamsters get up and start walking around. I get on my green couch and sit back and relax, not even caring about hide and seek anymore. The hamsters start wandering around and playing with me.
As I continue sitting on the couch, I look around, and all over the floor I see candy wrappers and un-eaten candy. I saw wrappers of all types of candies, but none of them had any names on them- they were just plain wrappers. I remember specifically seeing some purple, blue, and yellow/golden wrappers. I didn't care to clean them up at the moment, but I knew that they needed to be cleaned up soon. I lose track of the hamsters and get afraid that I might step on one of them. I get up off of the couch carefully making sure that doesn't happen.
Suddenly I see one of the hamsters running in front of the T.V stand, and the other one is running under the green couch. I watch the one by the T.V., and he continues running and eventually finds something. I go over to him to see what it is. It's Mariana. She is lying on the ground, with her face on the ground and hands spread apart. She looks like she's dead for a moment, but then eventually she moves. "Wow, you hamster found me!" she says in astonishment. Even I was surprised. I didn't think that the hamster would give away her position. Instead I thought that it would go right past her and not even realize that she was there.

4. I am inside of an arcade. There aren't many lights, and the lights that are working are a bright white. Me and Dylan are playing games. At one point, the manager of the arcade tells us over the intercom, "For every quarter that you give me, I will give you 5 dollars". I am pretty hyped to hear this, and I put my hand in my pockets to see how much money I have. I see that I have two quarters, so I go up to the manager and give them to him.
He pulls out 2 five dollar bills and hands them to me. I walk off and stop in the middle of the arcade for a moment. "I can go home, get all of my quarters, bring them back, and get tons of money", but then I realize that it probably doesn't work that way.