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    1. First remembered LD!

      by , 10-11-2012 at 09:44 PM
      This happened a while back, a few weeks or something. It was a very important night since it was the first lucid dream I've had that lasted more than 2 seconds. The text below is exactly what i wrote when I woke up after the dream. Though it is translated. The dream figured a number of persons I know in real life, but I will change their names.

      " First Lucid Dream. 23/9 2012 Tonight I am going to Lucid dream.
      Lots of details.
      I was in a great hall when I performed RC, my fingers did not pass through my palm. But I could breath through my closed nose. Success! I asked a group of dream characters who they represented. Linnea said she represented my longing. And a person shifting between Alex and Mat represented my social side.

      Alex/Mat was very concerned about something ( Can't remember what). Everyone left except Martin. I asked straight into the air what my greatest desire of the moment was.

      There, in the round sofa we just had been sitting in lay a bouquet of roses that Martin picked up. In theme were a card that I noticed and then red once Martin had put the bouquet down again. A love full greeting that I can't remember word by word. It was signed "Sara/ maybe Hi/pi". Strange.

      Then I went on with Alex to the next room in which there were a bar. I rubbed my hand together and did another RC breathing through my nose. Then Alex muttered something about the fragility of life and I tried to make him push his fingers through the palm of his hand. But it was impossible for him.

      Finally we went trough a door and arrived at a bar with a Nordic theme(vikings and stuff). Around a table sat everybody. I sat down in the only empty chair next to a cute blonde girl. It was a VERY rickety chair which I pointed out. She smiled. Her brother asked loud and clear over the table if she didn't want to have my number. She did. While she got it she lost track of the number all the time as if she heard the wrong numbers from the brother all the time. Then I red the first six digits of my social security number. "

      End of dream.

      After this strange episode I haven't had another one. This due to the fact that I haven't tried. But tonight I will.
      /McHorse
      Categories
      lucid , memorable
    2. Short moment of lucidity

      by , 10-11-2012 at 09:41 PM (The Erratic dreams of StaySharp)
      So I'm in a dry spell again, and this doesn't really look like the salvation but I was lucid nevertheless.

      I woke up (in a totally different room than I ever woke up in before) and panicked because I slept over 12 hours (it was 19:45, so the math was legitimate), some undetailed stuff happened and then I suddenly got the though that this gotta be a dream. But just a second later a false awakening hits me, though I don't recall any details after that.
      Tags: 1st person
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , false awakening
    3. Lucid: Trouble With Phasing, and a Flyer of Me...Naked?!?

      by , 10-11-2012 at 04:01 PM (Krista's Dream Journal)
      Dream - Lucid

      I fell asleep, and knew I was dreaming almost immediately after entering the dream. It felt unstable and dim, as if I was only very lightly asleep. My mom and brother were there in the house as well.

      I wanted to get out of the house. I tried to phase through some things to do so, like the ceiling and the door, but all were solid, and I couldn't get through no matter how hard I intended to (this is something I've done successfully many times in the past; I don't usually have this much trouble phasing through things). I decided to try to phase through a window instead. I went up to it, and slammed my body into it. I didn't phase through, but the window fell out, leaving me an opening. Woohoo! I went outside.

      I was then walking down the road outside my house on a sunny day. My mom and my brother were there too, I think walking a bit in front of me. I, of course, had to fly. I got a running start, hoping this wouldn't turn out like earlier when I was trying to phase through things and having no success. I took off into the air, and was flying! I looked down and saw my mom and brother walking on the road. I was up over my neighborhood, flying over roofs and beautiful green treetops that were starting to turn with the seasons.

      I was then starting to slowly lose height. I tried to think myself back up higher, but it was proving to be difficult. I finally gained a bit more height back, but it wasn't where I wanted to be; I wanted to fly as high as the highest treetops! I kept trying to think myself up there, but I couldn't get any higher than I was. Besides, I was starting to sink again.

      I then briefly thought about myself being so high up, I could see the curve of the Earth; almost up in space! I thought I shouldn't be afraid of this height, because I'm dreaming, and I can't get hurt.

      I then remember being outside someone's house. I decided I wanted to go in and explore. But first, I really needed to RC and make sure I wasn't awake (as if flying wasn't enough). I checked my hand, and I had 5 very short, stubby fingers, which then enlongated a bit, and I had 6. Yeah, definitely a dream.

      I decided to try to phase through into the house. Of course, this wasn't working out too well. I finally got frustrated enough to where I finally phased through, and everything turned black with lots of purple flecks overlaying my vision (a common thing for me to see with my eyes closed anyway IWL). I also felt a very interesting sensation when I phased through, one I can't ever recall feeling before when phasing through things. As soon as I stepped into the door and things went black, I felt this warmth overlaying my body, like a soft, comfy, warm blanket being draped over me. I've felt that when meditating before, but never in dreams.

      Spoiler for Explicit content:


      ~

      I was in my room, and so were Blake and my dad. My dad was sitting on my bed by my chest of drawers, and I was standing by my mirror on top of my dresser. I was changing clothes for some reason. I told my brother and dad to close their eyes. I then felt that I wasn't wearing a bra. Weird. I took my shirt off, and put on a light blue bra. I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, and it almost looked like I still wasn't wearing a bra, but it was just extremely light blue. I felt kinda weird, but I trusted that they weren't looking. I then said
      "Well I guess you can open your eyes now," before I put a shirt on.
      Eh, whatever. They're my family, I doubt they'll look anyway.

      My dad then said something, and I turned around. He had opened up my second drawer in my chest of drawers, and apparently, I had Barbie dolls in there? He was brushing the naked Barbie's blonde hair with a toy brush. I also noticed the top drawer was slightly opened. It had ashes in it from my pipe. I figured if he saw it, he wouldn't really care much, so I stopped worrying about it. He then said something inappropriate about the Barbie, about how he put it back in there.

      I was then looking through one of the windows by the front door, and I saw these flyers, one with Blake's picture on it, and one with mine. It looked as if I was sitting with some friends in an auditorium, and my hair was shorter, like it was when I was younger. I got excited, because we had tried out for something, and we had made it! I called for Blake to come and look.

      We then stepped outside to read the flyers as well. There were two lists posted. I saw Blake's name on the first one, and pointed it out to him. He was doing some technical work for a play or some kind of show. I then looked at the other one, and replacing the picture of me from earlier, was a picture of me naked from the shoulders down. What. The. Fuck. Who got this naked picture of me? Where? WHY?!? I was baffled, confused, and insulted. The picture then started to move, and it changed its angle to being from the bottom, showing my butt and my vag as I walked. Wow. Privacy=violated.

      At any rate, I had made it into the same play or show Blake was doing the technical work for.

      Updated 10-11-2012 at 04:22 PM by 32059

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment
    4. Lucid mutha fucka!

      by , 10-11-2012 at 03:46 PM
      Fuck yea I finally went lucid!! I saw Matt in a cafe and he was talking to some evil dude who looked like mick jagger and was like corrupting his mind or something. I wanted to save Matt really bad. Then I realized, wait, I'm dreaming and Matt doesn't have to be corrupted like this! I can convince him to stop, I.e. control him. So I set about trying to talk him into leaving with me. Surprise surprise, he didn't do what I wanted, because even in my dreams I can't control people and make them do what I want. Its interesting how that was the first thing that came to my mind to do once I realized I could do whatever I wanted. Wow, there are no accidents.
      Matt was definitely inhabited by some demon and was not acting like himself at this point. At first I thought, well fuck him, I'm just gonna give up on trying to save him. As I learned yesterday, my defense mechanism is giving up on a relationship so I can feel in control of the outcome rather than risking it and have a chance at failing. And then I thought, why can't I control him if I'm lucid dreaming? I even thought, well maybe I'm not really lucid. I was gonna go test it out and go fly or something, but then I knew I wouldn't even enjoy it because I would know I had left Matt behind and given up on him.
      Then I remembered the real Matt having told me that in his lucid dreams he would run away from the monsters cuz he got scared, even though he could technically fight them and win. And he also recently stood up to one of them. So I thought, well I can do that too! When I looked at the dream Matt, all mean and corrupted, I just wanted to love and nurture him and tell him that everything's gonna be okay. So I climbed on his lap and did just that. I really wanted to make out with him, so I did! And it felt really good. The more I made out with him, the more I could feel the evil spirit leaving his body. And once it was gone, we just held each other and then I woke up.
      Wow, so interesting with a lot of commentary on things I learned in my fifth step yesterday. Ultimately, I can't control and make people do what I want, but I CAN always help them.
      Tags: lucid
      Categories
      lucid
    5. LD #17 Bored...

      by , 10-11-2012 at 11:25 AM (Lucid Time!)
      One of the most stable and least fun lucid dreams that I've had so far.

      So me and...someone. Idk really who, but she was about my age and she was leading me inside this castle. It had a cathedral look and was entirely white. I was already lucid.
      We walked though this throne room and to the left, there was a dining hall. The entire room was white, and there was a very large throne positioned at a long dining table, for like a king or something. It was flanked by four smaller thrones. The girl who had followed me told me to just sit and be patient while the court was in session.
      "But what about having fun in a lucid dream? Flying?"
      "There will be time for that soon enough."
      I sat down at a table in the corner. By now the large dining table had several people sitting at it, and more people were coming into the room.
      Everyone sat down at the table, and I sat down at another table, alone. I decided to work on stabilizing the dream so I felt some of the food and dishes on the table. I couldn't get over the fact that the dream was sort of blurry with the visuals. My sense of touch seemed active. I could discern the feel of a greasy plate from a clean one.
      I was very restless that my precious dream time was draining away, so I moved to another table and felt a basket of flowers. Again, very active touch, very realistic. But the visuals were bland.
      I decided to throw an apple at the wall. I wanted this counsel to break up and pay attention to the fact that I was lucid dreaming. Knowing there was no consequence, I picked a small green apple out of a bowl and was about to throw it, but instead it just fell out of my hand and rolled away on the floor. But it hit against my leg with another very active sensation of touch.
      I started to look back down the hallway. It was getting darker, and the scene had changed from the large cathedral castle to my grandparent's house. I could tell that the dream was ending by fading to back, so I shouted out.
      "Let there be light!"
      Apparently quotes form the god don't work all too well, because I saw the dream get briefly brighter until I woke up.


      A little added description:

      The "king" man wore white armor and this spiky crown with large diamonds in it. I couldn't discern his approximate age, but I knew that he had either blonde or white hair.

      The girl seems to match the descriptions of my dream guide, from my old dream journal. Even down to the apparel she most commonly wears.

      I wonder what that counsel was about.

      And here are some of the non lucid dreams. I typed these in later due to school...

      I started out getting some explanation from this guy who was mining some rare metal somewhere in northern Russia. I can remember the whole dream scene being an ocean/lake, with some glacial mountains around it. He started explaining to me that the metal that he was mining was very chemically reactive with water.
      He took a small piece and put it into the water, and it started to bubble and the chunk of metal was shrinking. He said that it got more interesting when there was only one atom of metal left.
      The chunk of metal had started out at about the size of a golf ball, and was now about the size of a sand grain. Then it exploded into this huge, shiny perfect sphere, shrunk again. It repeated several times, and each time the sphere was smaller. It was over.

      I was going though a very typical anxiety dream about school. It involved me walking out to the bus. K was there, and she reminded me that I needed to get some homework from my class.
      I went back to the classroom, saw the homework on the desk, then went back to the bus. When I came back again, K told me that I still hadn't got the homework. I went back again, and saw all of the school buses drive out of the bus loop.
      When I got back to the classroom the second time, It had become this large room that looked like an airplane hanger. There was one man sitting on top of a school bus parked in the hanger.
      For some reason, my shoes were on top of the school bus and this man had put them up there. I asked him how to get my shoes down, and he told me:
      "Believe that you can't and you can."
      I told myself that getting my shoes was impossible, and sure enough, I teleported to the top of the bus. Once I had put my shoes on, the man disappeared and the dream scene changed. I was now in my neighborhood, up on the northern end, where my old bust stop used to be.
      A sense of urgency, almost panic came over me, Like I was having a nightmare. I remembered what the man had told me. So I decided to not believe that I could make a sword out of a stick I had found on the ground.
      (Ahh, swords. My dream sign.)
      This police car crashed into a house, and a lot of dream characters started running and screaming.
      I decided to do a nose plug reality check. It failed for some odd reason, and I remained non lucid. I proceeded to try and make swords out of several more objects, but failed.

      Updated 12-12-2022 at 09:45 AM by 53527

      Categories
      memorable , lucid
    6. A Table Flips Me! (Lucid #86)

      by , 10-11-2012 at 09:14 AM (Magic Box)
      I am outside my house, and it is nighttime. I can't remember what I'm doing, but I notice that the houses have a weird yellowish glow to them. I think to myself, "Haha, it's like a dream! Wait..This is a dream!!" I get lucid, and try to think of my goals. I remember my goal to have a table flip me, since I had already flipped a table before.

      I summon a table. I look away and back, and it is there. It is a square wooden table, the kind you see at picnics with the long seat attached to it. I walk up and stand on it. I put my feet apart, in a fighting stance. Then I yell "DO IT!"

      Nothing happens. What a fail.

      I ease up on my stance and decide to get down and do something else. I take a step down on the attached seat, using it as a ladder. Just as I'm doing so, the whole table flips! FFUUUUUUUUUU!! And it flips really hard too. I get thrown across the ground, and land face first, and it hurts. A lot. Probably because I didn't have time to imagine it wouldn't.

      I stand up and brush myself off. The table has vanished. I walk to the nearest house and open the door, planning to use it as a portal to change dreamscapes. It doesn't work. I enter the house normally and see many DCs watching tv. I think about yelling out for my dream guide, so I ask "Is my dream guide here?" They all look at me, and one of them says, "Her name is Claire."

      I am puzzled. But that's Oreoboy's DG! They ask me if I wanna join them, as they seem to be watching Courage the Cowardly Dog on the tv. I think I start losing lucidity here. I say yes, though I'm not sure why. I proceed to sit on the floor where about 5 other people are squatting. I remember laughing at something on the show, before I totally lose lucidity and drift into some nonlucids before waking up.
      Categories
      lucid
    7. echo

      by
      she
      , 10-11-2012 at 06:54 AM
      there were some thieves in my yard at night, i fought with them, understood that its a dream, made RC, and decided to make a task. At first i cried : Who's here? - it became lighter a bit . i cried this frase several times but nothing happened. I remembered that i should just cry loudly and then ask. I cried : AAAAAA!!!!who is here? and there was an answer like echo - Where?Where?Where?Where?Where? Where? when i cried and asked the third time the echo ask :Whom are you looking for? Whoom are you looking for?whoom are you looking for? My yard transform to a railway station, and i desided to fly - flew, tried to make a somersault, but crashed into the wall and awoke.
      Categories
      lucid
    8. Cake, Ezio Auditore, (lucid dream)

      by , 10-11-2012 at 06:01 AM (Boring Misadventures of a Teenage Girl)
      I cant remember much from the dream anymore. I know it was a lucid. Although it was invonlutary. Pretty weak too. I was half unaware, and half aware, the dream was also fuzzyish. But anyway, here goes.

      I am somewhere,outside with lots of shops. An outlet mall? I think so. Its pretty big, with lots of stairs going up and down to the other levels. Im walking to a bakery.

      When I get there, i see a big line. "Great" i grumble. But then my friend Charlie shows up. Why hes there, I dont know. But we start talking. The line moves slowly, but finally Im at the front. Turns out that I ordered a cake. It was a Tres Leches cake (Three milks cake) Yum. Frosting is completely white with my name in Silver frosting.

      The total comes to 18 dollars and something cents, i forgot. For some weird reason, I was expecting them to give me a $20 and for me to just hand over 2 dollars. All I had in my pocket was the 2 dollars. I ask the cashier if i can just take it for 2 dollars, but she shakes her head and says " Sorry hun." I stare at her. I think it will make her give it to me. But she stays put.

      In the end i end up taking the cake. I dont know what happened. Im walking to a table in the mall to enjoy some of it. Charlie is gone. I try a bite of it. Its soo moist and yummy. A bite of it got me full though.

      Then for some reason, i look at my hand. There are no fingers, only stubs. What?That cant be right. Bewildered, i look away and back again. My hand still have stubs for fingers, but the stubs are longer then the last time I look. I relize that can only mean one thing. I'm dreaming!
      I get up from my table and look at my surroundings. Im still at the mall. I have a feeling that the dream will be short. Whatever.
      I suddenly have the strong urge to summon Ezio Auditore. Hes from the Assassin Creed games


      I walk over to the front of a small shop. Its closed, but i look at the roof. I yell " Ezio! Hey Ezio, come down here! No response. So i try it again. "Ezio Auditore de la Firenze, come down at once! I command you!After a few seconds, a head peeks out from the side of the roof. Its an assassin. But is it Ezio? This assassin is wearing a white hood. The Ezio I called was the older version of him. The assassin looks at me tentivley. I say "Who are you? Remove your hood at once." he does. and its Ezio. The correct older version too. I smile. Ezio comes down. He wearing his old white assassin outfit from when he was younger. I hug him, and he does as well. I forgot what we talked about, but i remeber we were joking around, like we knew each other forever, even though its the first time I ever summoned him, or anyone for the matter. The dream ends.
      like i said, this dream was not intentional. I had a very weak level of lucidity. You can almost count it as a normal dream than a lucid.
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      lucid
    9. Cake, Ezio Auditore, (lucid dream)

      by , 10-11-2012 at 06:01 AM (Boring Misadventures of a Teenage Girl)
      I cant remember much from the dream anymore. I know it was a lucid. Although it was invonlutary. Pretty weak too. I was half unaware, and half aware, the dream was also fuzzyish. But anyway, here goes.

      I am somewhere,outside with lots of shops. An outlet mall? I think so. Its pretty big, with lots of stairs going up and down to the other levels. Im walking to a bakery.

      When I get there, i see a big line. "Great" i grumble. But then my friend Charlie shows up. Why hes there, I dont know. But we start talking. The line moves slowly, but finally Im at the front. Turns out that I ordered a cake. It was a Tres Leches cake (Three milks cake) Yum. Frosting is completely white with my name in Silver frosting.

      The total comes to 18 dollars and something cents, i forgot. For some weird reason, I was expecting them to give me a $20 and for me to just hand over 2 dollars. All I had in my pocket was the 2 dollars. I ask the cashier if i can just take it for 2 dollars, but she shakes her head and says " Sorry hun." I stare at her. I think it will make her give it to me. But she stays put.

      In the end i end up taking the cake. I dont know what happened. Im walking to a table in the mall to enjoy some of it. Charlie is gone. I try a bite of it. Its soo moist and yummy. A bite of it got me full though.

      Then for some reason, i look at my hand. There are no fingers, only stubs. What?That cant be right. Bewildered, i look away and back again. My hand still have stubs for fingers, but the stubs are longer then the last time I look. I relize that can only mean one thing. I'm dreaming!
      I get up from my table and look at my surroundings. Im still at the mall. I have a feeling that the dream will be short. Whatever.
      I suddenly have the strong urge to summon Ezio Auditore. Hes from the Assassin Creed games


      I walk over to the front of a small shop. Its closed, but i look at the roof. I yell " Ezio! Hey Ezio, come down here! No response. So i try it again. "Ezio Auditore de la Firenze, come down at once! I command you!After a few seconds, a head peeks out from the side of the roof. Its an assassin. But is it Ezio? This assassin is wearing a white hood. The Ezio I called was the older version of him. The assassin looks at me tentivley. I say "Who are you? Remove your hood at once." he does. and its Ezio. The correct older version too. I smile. Ezio comes down. He wearing his old white assassin outfit from when he was younger. I hug him, and he does as well. I forgot what we talked about, but i remeber we were joking around, like we knew each other forever, even though its the first time I ever summoned him, or anyone for the matter. The dream ends.
      like i said, this dream was not intentional. I had a very weak level of lucidity. You can almost count it as a normal dream than a lucid.
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      lucid
    10. And again, and again and again, and again......

      by , 10-10-2012 at 09:56 PM (Tales from the sun chaser.)
      The following takes places over two WILDs and four DEILDs and a FILD:

      I'm in my bed...I get out, and head towards the living room....there's a lot of my family in there. I had out a few hugs....no time for chit chat, because I'm looking for kaomea....I go outside and it ends.

      I'm in my bed, I get out head towards the living room, head outside...I see my brother and my nephew...I teach my nephew how to pull objects from the ground with his mind. I walk off...try to create a portal...nothing happens.

      I'm in my bed...I feel someones arms next to me...Kaomea? No...some random chick....no two random chicks. I'm between them. Wait I know one, and the other claims to be another person who they think I know...but I don't. The one I know wants me to have sex with the one I don't know. Told the one I know "your breasts aren't shaped like that"....tried breast manipulation... They ended up looking like a boob job. Tried again....three nipples. Lowered her shirt gave up. Was about to get a blow job from the other girl...already had the condom on. Bought it near her mouth, and she bit down on the reservoir
      . Stopped moving. Ignored her "oh I wasn't going to bite down anymore" speech.

      Was outside.....different. Picked up a green orange....threw it...made it come back to me....okay I'm still dreaming. flew off.....

      Feeling tumbling feelings got up...things are fuzzy.

      Feeling tumbling feelings...felt like I rolled out of bed and landed on the back of my head....things are fuzzy.

      Feeling tumbling feelings...same feeling....things are fuzzy....tried stabilizing......nothing.
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      lucid
    11. Test of my 'Powers'

      by , 10-10-2012 at 05:30 PM
      Im not too sure where I was, I think I was upstairs at my house, I pinched my nose and realised I was dreaming. I decided I would see what powers I have, so I went downstairs and I tried flying/levitating, It worked and I hit my head on the ceiling . So then I tried to see if I could control an eletrical current, so I thought about it and the electric/lightning sparked up my arm, I didn't manage to control that power. So now I tried telekinesis and it worked amazingly, I put my hand out and faced it to someone that was near me, they couldn't move and I could control them with my hand and I threw the guy on the floor

      Long time since I journaled a dream on here but I thought it was worth it as this was one of my best lucids
      Tags: power
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      lucid
    12. knew it was gonna happen.

      by , 10-10-2012 at 04:18 PM (Tales from the sun chaser.)
      Went to bed feeling down on myself...like really pitiful. Thought about past relationships, and what went wrong, what went right. Even friendships. Felt lonely....knew I was going to dream about one of my exes. Wondered why I had dreams of some of them, and not others. Realized it's because things actually went well and it seemed like they had a chance to last, or maybe just left unfinished....not destroyed.

      The good news is, I didn't dream about any ex. The bad news is....I had a dream about the one that got away. There used to be so much sexual tension between me and this girl. We went to college together, and flirted with each other every chance we got. Always shared each others food...shit was intimate. The only problem was she wanted her freedom after being in a long marriage, and I'm still looking for that right one to settle down with. Anyways, on with the show.


      I'm at my university, but things look weird. There are a ton of us in our scrubs and we're all heading to the next building. As I walk through the sea of women, I look around to see if I notice anyone. Eventually I see Su. We talk a bit, while the rest of who knows how many students flood into this building. After a little small talk I sort of realize that I don't belong with them, and head off.

      I entered another building, where these people are wearing suits...it's all top secret in there, and some guy is bragging about how we're a special group or something. Some kind of security thing...I'm confused, because I'm in nursing....not security. I leave, and the parking lot is empty....it's very steep. I spent a while tumbling around the parking lot with nothing to do. A couple of people were watching me make a fool of myself, as I would lay down, and let gravity to the rest. I was also able to roll back up the hill. I probably should have gotten lucid on that, but I never think to RC when gravity is all jacked up.

      Screw this....let's look for SU. I started walking, and I saw her walking towards me. We sat down on a bench, and I gave her that look I always give. That "if only you knew how many different things I want to do to and for you, and I dare you to say "what?" so I can tell you exactly one thing". She says "what"? I said "you already know, but your hair....it looks different. (Normally she keeps it in a pony tail, french braid, or leaves it down and wavy, but it's kinda messy with thick gray streaks, and it looks like she cut it)

      It looks like someone's been pulling it. I ran my fingers up her neck, and sliding them slightly apart so they could closely run up the back of her head. Slowly i curled all my fingers except my thumb, and pulled back. She started moaning. I spent a second in my mind mentally congratulating the girl who taught me the best way to pull hair, and said "like this". She started rubbing all over my body, and the scene started shifting right before my damn eyes.

      I'm in my room...lucid enough to know that this is going to turn out awful, but not enough to say "hey it's time to go out and do something other than attempt to have sex till I wake up". We both start getting naked...she's stroking cock...it's already ready to go. I placed it between her small but firm tits and started squeezing them. I noticed my damn door was open. Fuck it.....next thing you know, my damn father walks by, and lucidity fades.

      She looks over, and she's got that "we gotta stop" look on my her face. I walked over to the door, trying to close it, but it took a while to shut it. I look back over there, and she's looking at me....sitting on the bed on her knees....ugh the frustration running through my head right now. It closes, but not good. I try to lock it. Fuck it looks like there's a shirt blocking the door. I slam the door on it, and part of it cracks. I crabbed my bicycle, and leaned it up against the door. Maybe that should hold it.
      I head back over there...my penis is looking jacked up...like really horrible. It resembles some long uncooked pastry.....fuck! The dream ended.


      I'm playing golf with D and D...it takes me a million shots to get the ball in the hole....there was more, but I forgot it all.


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      lucid
    13. Theme Park Fragment, Lucid Flight: Soaring Above the Clouds, and an Odd Way to Start a Job

      by , 10-10-2012 at 03:42 PM (Krista's Dream Journal)
      Dream - Lucid

      I was at some theme park, looking at a weird ride that just took you around in a big square formation over and over again. All the small, faded yellow seats/carts were separate from one another. There were lots of women on the ride, as if it was maybe a women's club or class of some sort. They were doing something as they sat in their seats, like maybe knitting? I wanted to get on, but it was already moving.

      I came back to the ride later, and it was vacant and unmoving. Apparently, they had moved the class or whatever to another location.

      I also remember riding a roller coaster in this dream. It was mostly just small hills, a few ups and downs, but nothing big, as if it was a child's roller coaster.


      ~

      I remember holding a big, beautiful, slightly chipped sand dollar. It had light blue swirled into the off-white base color of its body. I then dropped it or put it down on a table, and a bigger piece chipped off where it had been a little broken before. I was disappointed, but couldn't do anything about it now. I looked inside at the once-living organism, and saw many small pores.

      ~

      I was in my house, in between the stairs and the front door, when I realized I was dreaming. I thought about what to do, and about how last time I was lucid, I ended up not doing anything because I thought too much about it. The only thing I could think to do was fly, so I said fuck it and decided to do that.

      But first, I had to get out of the house. I looked at the front door, and saw that behind it were lots of beautiful autumn leaves from overgrown trees. I either could phase through both the door and the leaves, or I could open up the door and go through the leaves. I thought phasing through might wake me up, so I opted to open up the door and walk through the leaves.

      As soon as I was outside, I took off flying. The sky was a faded blue, and below me was green grass dotted with lavender colored wild flowers. I was sinking closer and closer to the ground, so I decided to try to gain some more height. I thought about going higher, and I quickly gained quite a bit of height! I kept going up and up until I was above the layer of clouds covering the sky. Very briefly, I caught a glimpse of the other side of the clouds. There was light blue sky, and I caught a little glare off the sun. I also saw a part of a rainbow. It looked very realistic and beautiful. I then went back down to a little below the clouds, which, oddly enough, now didn't seem so high up, since I could plainly see the grass and flowers below me again. I caught a little glare below me on the ground that also looked like a very small rainbow.


      ~

      I was at a restaurant that I had apparently just started working at. It was kinda like a Chili's or an Applebee's. The inside was dim, and the colors were mostly red colors. It was my first shift. But for my first shift, I was sitting in a big booth in the corner with some friends and people who I was now working with by a stage where they had live music.

      A waitress then came up to our table who looked like a girl I know IWL named Chelsea. No one really knew what they wanted, or at least I didn't. I was talking a lot to my friends, and trying to examine the drink menu at the same time. The waitress then came up to me and was very friendly as she told me that I should memorize a certain drink's ingredients, and that maybe I should go to the other restaurant they had in the area to do so. I said I would. She then asked me if "she" (referring to the manager) had taught me how to take orders yet. I said no. I thought about how they never trained anyone there (leaked over from my most recent job experience). Apparently, they were very busy and needed more people to wait tables. She then left.

      I kept looking at the colorful, laminated drink menu at the drink that she wanted me to memorize, but I was having some trouble finding it. When I did find it, I was having trouble concentrating on what the ingredients were. There were only three parts to the drink, but you know how dream text goes; I couldn't hold my focus on it, and I'm sure the words were changing each time I did try to look at them. I then noticed a man with a very deformed jaw that jutted out quite a bit (he looked a bit like Jay Leno, but the jaw feature was very exaggerated) up on the stage playing the piano and singing. He was singing about how he wasn't so different despite his crazy jaw.

      I then decided to go ahead over to the other restaurant and look at the menu there. I was then walking outside and alone; no one was around at all, despite how big the city was that I was in. There were no trees, just concrete and lots of slightly colorful buildings. The sun was also almost all the way set; the horizon was orange. I was thinking as I walked over to the restaurant that maybe I should have done this another time, and not while on my first shift. Oh well, it was too late now. Besides, they seemed busy enough to where they wouldn't even be able to make it to my table for awhile anyway, so maybe they wouldn't notice I was gone. Then I thought back to how I was asked to do this, which made me feel better.

      Also, as I was walking, for part of the time, I was looking at photos of my friend Caitlin in a white wedding dress. There was another friend in one of the pictures, another girl. At first, I was thinking that Caitlin had been married, but I realized she hadn't been. I then thought about "that time when we dressed up in wedding dresses" for fun.

      I then spotted the restaurant, which wasn't far at all from the original location. I walked in, and at first, was a little confused; it was set up more like an office than a restaurant. I walked around a bit, and then, to my left, I saw a glassed-in lobby area where people were standing, sitting in chairs, and, ultimately, waiting. There was a small, older blonde lady at a desk in the middle of the room who I suppose was the person to talk to about getting seated. I walked in and up to the desk. The lady was preoccupied with talking to a man at first, and then, she saw me and asked if she could help me. I asked her how long the wait was, and she said 5 hours O_O. I then explained the situation to her, that I worked at the other location pretty much across the street, and that they told me to come here to learn about a specific drink. She then got up to go get me a menu to study. I followed her to the door, but as soon as she went out into the restaurant area, I couldn't figure out which direction she went in! Outside the door, it was only possible to go left or right. I looked both ways a few times, and had completely lost her. Crap. I figured that I should probably just wait for her in the lobby.

      I was waiting around for the lady to return, when I noticed that underneath one of the two dark red leather chairs sitting in front of the desk, was a small box that had been partially squished underneath one of the chair legs. I got it out from underneath the chair and set it on the desk, feeling awkward, like I was being stared at by the people in there. But, I figured, I work at this restaurant chain now, so I'm just doing my job. I looked at the chair after fetching the box, and the cushions seemed to kind of sink in on the chair a little for some reason.

      The lady then came back with a menu. I took it, and wrote down the list of ingredients for memorization purposes on a small white piece of what looked like receipt paper. The first ingredient was "Ribeye" something, some kind of liquor. It was the only one I could easily memorize for some reason.

      Right after that, I remember being outside again, on the road in one of those red chairs, which, apparently, had wheels on the bottom, because I was being wheeled around by the small desk lady. I was directing her to the restaurant, pointing at streets and buildings and such. I then saw the restaurant and pointed it out to her. She then wheeled me on over.

      We were then walking into the restaurant. A few friends were waiting to meet me. They had apparently moved tables to behind the stage area. I followed them over. It was still a large booth like before, just in a different location. The small lady that was with me was so excited to be there for some reason! We scooted into the booth at opposite ends of the table. She said something, and it was in a high-pitched British, almost Cockney, accent. I scooted by some purses that were sitting in the booth, presumably my friends', and thought about how my friends were going to know she was Cockney. Why that mattered is beyond me.

      Updated 10-10-2012 at 04:09 PM by 32059

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    14. Sep 24, 2012 - Changing Faces

      by , 10-10-2012 at 01:49 PM (The Dream Magic Experiment)
      Forest. Choice. Javin. Leader. Zombies.
      Giant rats. Running. Enclossed in a building. Travel.
      Walking. School.
      I felt like I knew I was dreaming. I tried to focus to make sure I don't get lost in the dream. The faces of people kept changing. I saw some words on the shirt of a person but I didn't check if it changed. School. Arrived there. Apol. Earthquake. A crack on the room. Go back. An office. Get the USB.
    15. False Awakenings and back in time

      by , 10-10-2012 at 07:30 AM
      I dreamt last night, that I and my brother somehow got trapped, and shortly after, I fell asleep and woke up in my old house, younger than I am now. I then explored the neighboorhood, and was lucid about it. It was very entertaining and magical.
      Then I woke up in my current house, and I thought that I woke up for real. Wrong. Soon after I teleported myself (by thinking about it) back in time to my old house again, and this time I played basketball with some random bguys, then I explored my town, and went into different shops and met different people. Very interesting dream indeed.
      It would ahve continued with me thinking that I woke up, if it hadn't been for my alarm clock. Unlucky me, for I would have loved for this dream to have continued ( I could probably have resummoned it, but I had to get up )