lucid

My dream started off in some type of hotel. Kind of unusual because there was a swimming pool in the bathroom and an unusual shower. (You will find out in a second).

This dream was weird because I thought it was reality and the shower in the bathroom acted as some type WILD device. I would stand in the shower and think of the type of dream I would like too experience and the shower would some how turn "reality" into a lucid dream.

This is how it happened.

(this is semi - lucid)
I was in the shower wanting a lucid dream. Being a 15 year old, I said in the shower, that I wanted to look very attractive and be right next to a hot girl.

The shower surprisingly worked it's magic and got me that lucid dream. I don't remember much after this but I do remember my self looking very attractive and there was a hot girl in a bikini right next to me.

The dream sadly faded and the next thing I remember was me back at the hotel.

(this part right here again is semi - lucid)
I am back the hotel and there is icicles around the swimming pool. I remember my self thinking that if I bring the icicle in the shower with me, it would give me another lucid dream because I had that icicle to look at or something.

That was my weird 20th lucid.

12/12 monday

Could not sleep last night, finally fell asleep at 4am. Got up at 7am.

Went for a nap (WILD) at 1pm. Fell asleep and had a super short lucid.

I'm in this very large room - looks like a high school gymnasium. I'm shoving someone "look, what I can do" and I levitate a bust of some guy out of the shelf and something else.

I'm floting in the air while I do this and take the person I'm shoving my skills off by shoulder and we rise higher. As I'm flying/floating about, I can hear myself repeating "I'm dreaming".

At the same time, I hear a voice from somewhere deep in my mind wondering, how long it will take "her" to realize, she is dreaming. [As I was falling asleep, I was saying "I'm dreaming"].

I could feel the realization coming and suddenly I knew I was dreaming. Told myself not to get too excited and I almost went to do something, when remembered, that I need to stabilise. So I looked at my hands - they looked normal, they had normal color, I could see the wrinkles - but as I looked, I opened my IWL eyes and that was the end of it.

I didn't get much sleep last night. I remember one dream and pisses me off. I "woke up" on my couch and instantly knew I was dreaming before I even looked around. I knew I was dreaming because I could feel this dread and I want to say "fear" but it was just a heavy feeling, being in the dream. I've been wanting to become lucid, but when I was presented my chance, I didn't actually want to be in the dream. I was irritated rather than excited.

The second I was lucid I got up and walked to my front door; already wanting to wake up. I don't know why I went to the door, but I guess in the dream I knew it would wake me up if I opened it; so I did, and woke up.

It's like my dream-self doesn't want to be lucid. I felt completely different about lucidity when I was in the dream than I do in waking life. Any thoughts as to why this happens? Is my subconscious telling me that I don't need lucidity right now, but sleep? That is how I interpret it.

[Two finals down and three to go; wish me luck.]

I've been working at this for some time now, over a year to be exact, and I believe I have had my first lucid dream.

I can't remember all the details of it since I wasn't sure at first, I mean honestly it took me a few minutes as i'm almost suspended in disbelief but I know it's true. I have never flew in a dream before, now like this. This wasn't like a bird in a valley type flying this was more like me zooming like goku thru the busy streets of tokyo. But when I did that I felt like a ball of light. No one could notice me, until I stopped when I saw a light of ball cross my path flying in my opossite direction. I stopped and turned around, (When I did this I had legs) and he looked at me and said what I would say if I wasn't paying people no attention, I thought he was just another random NPC untill he looked shocked and asked if I was awake. I said hell yeah and we began to like, rejoice. We played a game, it was lift need for speed drift on a canyon. But instead of looking at the screen with a joystick, I was the controller. I was way better at the game then he thought I was. I don't remember leaving or finishing the game but at some point I went back to flying around.

By this time I realized I wasn't the only spirit awake, I felt like I was being chased or I had some clash o encounter with some others. The way I got out of this was I was now able to control time. Stop, freeze, rewind, fast foward, along with a blast that came from my mouth like a dragon shout if anyone has played skyrium.

I had another part of my dream where I was laying on the floor next to my girlfriend, and we were talking. My eyes was closed but I knew that I was still in the dream world. And instead of opening my eyes and trying to go back, I just chilled and enjoyed our conversation because I feel like it was a spiritual conversation that she wont know we had, but deep down inside here that conversation is going to affect here.

I don't remember how it came about, I've been keeping a personal dream journal and though my recall has went up, this is my first lucid, I don't know how I awoke, I just knew I was, I think this'll mean that I'll be more awake more often now. I hope so and God Bless

I have been experimenting with peanut butter, of all things. In previous night I was taking vitamin b-6 as well, but last night I decided to just try two tablespoons of peanut butter before bed. I may not get a chance to journal for a long time today, so here are some quick notes.

Successful WILD?

I was attempting a WILD here. Realizing how fast I slip into a dream after the first hints of HI, I decided to forgo counting, relaxation techniques, or mind alertness methods and focus on myself in a dream. At some point (I don't remember exactly when, it may or may not have even been part of this but for some reason I thought it was) I wake up. Or I think I wake up anyway. I look at my hand as a RC. I have 6 fingers. A classic RC.I realize that I'm dreaming. I sit up in bed, and things look completely normal except that I know it's a dream. I throw off my blankets, but I can't remember anything else.

A series of false awakenings, and some lucidity

I have some long involved dream with gangsters. There are fish in the back of a car, and I make it seem like they have been dead a long time. Kind of weird, but it seemed vitally important at the time. After a while, the adventure takes us to an old building with stone steps. I know that if one of the bottom steps is removed, another set of steps will show up leading down into a passage in the ground.

Somehow I find myself back in bed. The gangsters are in my bedroom. I don't know if I thought I woke up or not. The light is on, and think I had better turn it out. I turn it off, but one gangster tells me I had better turn it back on again. I try, but it won't come on. I think it must be because I turned it off and on so fast, and the bulb is burnt out. I try the switch on the wall. Nothing.

"Must have blown a fuse," I think. But I also remember that lights not working right is a dreamsign. I plug my nose and try to breathe. At first I am confused, because I actually can still breathe but I could swear I was awake. I pinch my nose harder, but I can still breathe. I realize I am dreaming. I walk out into the livingroom, and look around. Things are fading a bit, but I hang onto some things to try and stabilize it. I keep saying "increase stability" over and over. I hang onto an open door, which helps a bit. But when I let go, the dream almost ends. I become dangerously aware of my body asleep in bed. Trying to forget that, I try a technique of slowly spinning and looking at all of my surroundings. This helps somewhat.

The dream is still threatening to break up. I pace up and down the living room, shouting "increase vividness" and "increase lucidity" over and over. I walk into the kitchen, and think maybe some excitement would help. "Create monsters!" I shout, but then think better of it and say "well, maybe no monsters." I walk into the living room, and try to summon someone but it fails.

I find myself in bed. I get up and walk out into the living room, remembering my dream. Things are decorated for Christmas, which they are in real life but not as much. I look at the computer clock, but interestingly it seems normal.Somehow though I realize this is a dream. I can't quite remember what I did in this dream (I'm losing recall the longer I am awake) but it wasn't much anyway.

I find myself awake in bed. I get up and walk into the living room. My mother is sitting there, and I tell her about my dreams and false awakenings.

"I just kept thinking I was awake!" I say. I make a joke about an alarm clock, and how it would be good if I had one set in case this was a dream also. How would I ever know when to wake up for real if I thought I was awake already? I don't seem to doubt that I am actually awake this time.

I realize I need to get ready for school. I have to leave by 6:00 or 7:00, but I can't remember exactly when I have to be there. I thought for sure I didn't even need to get up until 8:00, but my mother thinks differently.

I wake up again. There is a single mother in my room. For some reason, I don't know anything about this woman but I know that she is a single mother. She is also a pillow. It's kind of weird. I don't even know if I'm lucid or not at this point, things are a bit confusing.

Eventually I wake up again. Unless this is also a false awakening, which RC's tell me isn't the case, I actually do need to leave. Needless to say, I woke up again from that last false awakening, and no reality check has failed so far.

The dream was long, lucid short and this is all I remember;

Im walking on a path down towards a pub. It's evening.

I'm standing in front of my apartment..I don't know this place. I am no longer supported by father. There is a bycicle that Allen and I didn't return it has a penalty of 1120 dollars tagged on it. I wonder how I'll ever pay that off. I go inside the apartment. It's small I'm in a room with a bed and another door which I think is the bathroom. Somehow I decide to do a rl. I look around trying to make sense of this place and how I know it. I decide my mind made it up which is thick. The room is small and I see curls in the room. I wonder if that's why I did the rc. I cross my legs in the air and float up above the bed I flip my body backwards so I'm floating upside down. I look at curls and say "that's right curlls" he pretends not to look but I got really amused from his face. This might have cause me to begging loosing stability and I start to feel my body in bed

Dream 1: I started out this dream in a department store. I was one of the employees and For some reason, every aisle had to be rented out by the store, similar to real estate. One day my manager forgot to pay the bills on one of the aisles and the aisle got bought out by the Ralph Lauren store. It was pitch black and had shirtless male models strutting around the store. Last i remember me and manager were thinking about how to get rid of the Ralph Lauren aisle.

Dream 2: In this dream i was at my old house that i lived in when i was younger, but in this dream i was 18 years old and in the back yard. The sky had a cloudy red apocalyptic look to it and i was also with 3 girls and 1 guy. Me and the guy had to cut off each of the girls' arms so we could escape the back yard. Me and my friend used a crowbar at first and then we somehow how chainsaws and cut the girls arms off. I parted ways with my friend and went inside the house. for some reason the house had an "over crowded party" atmosphere. my father was also searching for me and i was suppose to escape from him and get to my car in the front yard so i could escape. I blended into the party and got to my car. I slammed it in reverse and hit my friends car. for some reason he ran up to me and said the accident was his fault for parking in my way. I got out ASAP due to the inevitable chase from my father.

I sped up the road and somehow time traveled back in time to the day when my family first moved into the house.

I walked into the house and somehow fooled my father i was the present time version of myself. I walked downstairs and started rummaging through the boxes everyone was unpacking.

Note :I slowly lost touch of the dream after i went downstairs. I have a feeling like i went back in time to prevent that "apocalyptic" event from happening. It was an emotionally intense dream.

Dream 3: This was a short but emotionally intense dream. me and A good guy friend of mine from my college were standing in a field at my hometown. We were standing there with his girlfriend and one of her friends as well. the 4 of us were just standing there looking at the horizon.Somehow the idea popped in my head, "Im dreaming". I stopped thinking about everything else and looked at my friend. I was thinking about what i should say to him. i was going to say "Hey!! we are dreaming!!! when i wake up im gonna see if you remember this!" ...for some reason i ended up not telling him. The three of them soon disappeared

I woke up right after my friends disappeared. I was shocked I actually just had my first lucid dream.

3 - cutting off the arms of 3 girls really freaked me out. Running from my psycho dad did too. Dreaming lucid really made me think, if saying stuff to my friends in my dream means nothing, could i use that as a means for stress relief? who knows. ill begin experimenting with emotions in my future lucid dreams.

I was very excited this morning when I had 3 separate LD's (very short but VERY detailed thanks to a week of the ADA practice.

1st LD: I was in a hallway and saw a lightswitch and just became lucid for some reason, I immediately tried to flip the switch (it looked broken) and the switched kept moving so I could not flip it- I then moved into a room with 2 monks who were assembling/unpacking firearms and they threw one to me, I just laughed and said I did not need one as I can do whatever I want. Then bam, went black.

2nd LD: I was walking through another hallway looked like a subway that was bright blue, I became lucid and immediately yelled "INCREASE LUCIDITY" then bent down and ran my hands on the concrete to feel the texture hoping to stay in the lucid state, moments later it went black/blank.

3rd LD: I was outside a random building when two men dressed like swat began to open fire on me, I realized that could not be possible and became lucid, the bullets and one grenade passed right through me as I laughed and tried to relax. I immediately decided to try to teleport to the Chichen Itza for the project- I spun around (Wonder Woman style, even though I am a dude) and I teleported to right near the Chichen Itza- I was behind the building that is adjacent to the Chichen Itza (in the picture I have been studying) and could see the top of the Itza and there was no beacon, as I moved around that rectangular building to move closer to the Chichen Itza I lost it and I ended up waking up...

I was soo excited to get near the target place, I did not see anybody but I was a ways away so I did not make it into that big field in between the Chichen Itza and that other building. This was my first teleport that put me near the right location, my only other teleport I tried for the Eiffel Tower and ended up in front of a church in Italy ( I have been there).

This is a picture like the one I was studying where you can see the adjacent structure I was behind-

I woke up last night (actually this morning) and dozed off again, as i was falling asleep it felt like my leg was moving towards my head. Almost like i was going to knee myself in the face! Not fast or anything just a slow deliberate movement that I wasn't making. I then realized I was laying in the opposite direction on the bed that I was seconds prior! I did a nose pinch and could breath! (Actually I did 3 and a pinch on my leg). I remember not knowing what to do, and then I awoke. Kinda mad at myself but i guess it is progress. Should I have just sat up in the bed? What exactly happened to me?

12/11/11

NON-LUCID
LUCID

My mother was telling me how my father was taking 8PM and 9PM classes, and asked if I was studying as well. I opened my book really quick before she came into my room, and she gave me that cold stare that said “You better study.”

Reading her facial expression, I turned a few pages to pretend like I was studying, and I was pretty scared at the moment at my mother’s sudden spontaneity of anger. The setting was probably around early morning (probably because I’m dreaming at around 5:30ish AM or so), and I needed more light in the room.

I turn on the switch, the fan was on, but the light didn’t turn on. I reached over to screw in the casing that covers the light bulb, nothing works.

Then I was like “Wait a second.” I did a Nose RC, and became lucid.



From that moment, there was so much freaking rage within my body because I let some random Dream Character get the best of me.

The rage was so small, but soooooo intense, that I thought I was going to rip someone's head of.



But before I got too pumped up with adrenaline, I pretended I was sane and came out of my room. I saw the Dream Character, who is brushing her teeth at the moment (while sitting on a couch).

She’s still looking at me with that cold stare, I decided to come up to her and just slap her silly with rage.

Then I woke up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a few beers, didn't dream much, but I did manage to figure out I was dreaming when I was entering SP after a dream. Quickly turned it around and induced a little sex dream with some effort.

01.00: Sleep

10.30: DEILD
I'm standing on a high platform with a woman. I get the feel she's my mother. "Just jump, you'll be fine" she tells me. I look down onto the beach way down there. There are a couple of rings on the water, indicating fish. Apparently I have to jump into one of them to be safe. "There's no way I can land in any but the closest" I say. They're all very far out but I decide to go for the closest one. I jump as hard as I can and land in the water, but it's not, it's some kind of green slimy plants. And it's not even a foot deep. I don't hurt myself though. I can feel myself waking up.

I lie still when SP kicks in. I'm lying in a very weird position where my legs are out to the sides. I start visualizing lying in a bed at the place I was just at. Everything's black but I try to imagine a girl as good as I can. Monica is half naked with me in bed.

Spoiler for 18+:

I go down on her and she enjoys it alot. I go at it for atleast a few minutes, I can hear she's real close but she doesn't quite get there. I look up and I can see! She's lying on her back in a bed. I enter her and go at it for a while but the dream starts to fade before I can finish.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! A couple of points for me, but if I could decide I wouldn't have had sex. That's something I can get in real life, I'd rather play around with telekinesis. Haven't had a proper stable lucid now for ages.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I was at my house, everything seemed a bit darker, it was definitely like a false awakening, because I'd done my first WBTB and lay there for over an hour thinking about lucid dreaming and telling myself I'd have one when I was asleep, "I'm going to fall asleep and be in a lucid dream".

I was chilling with my house mates, we went upstairs and found that the upstairs was completely different to usual, there was a huge gap in the walls leading to all this stuff, clothes and old artefacts.

I go through with them, and we all agree we could totally sell all the stuff here.

Then I remember there was an artefact which had a demon inside of it and it was let out, it was very blue, and something about my room and it being very dark. Me trying to kill the demon and not managing to do it. And then leaving for the outside back garden.

Then I saw a huge hilly plain. And my dad was standing on a hill, I had been trying to find dreamsigns all the way through and not managing to even though there was obviously a demon there, I just felt scared of the demon and that was enough to make me not question it's existence. The back garden ultra field and my dad sparked questions, and I asked "I'm dreaming aren't I?" to my dad. And he smiled and said 'Yep son'.

I became lucid, and I had made a plan to survey the dream scene the moment I did, and I looked around. I walked up to the house wall, which was now a mansion. It was so sharp and in focus. I could feel the wind, and the brick on my hand as I rubbed over it, when I got really close up to it it was still ultra sharp, it looked like a HD TV image of it. Slightly pixelly.

I turn around and look at some trees and realise I can do superpowers and change my environment, so I shouted 'MOVE TREES!!!' and did an open sesame gesture really hard and the trees just moved apart from each other without falling over, they stayed in the ground. During this point I realise I had a very hazy thought process, even though I was lucid. Then I walked over to the demon that was terrorising my friends and said 'DEMON BEGONE!' and clicked my fingers and the demon literally vanished. Then I turned to the sky which was a dark grey overcast and said 'SHOW ME A BLUE SKY' but instead of turning to sunny sky ike I thought it would, it turned to a blue nightsky with loads of stars everywhere. So I shouted 'SHOW ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SUNSET I WILL EVER SEE IN MY LIFE' and it started changing but I started losing lucidity and some guy came up and started talking about a sunset lucidity gauge which I'd gone over so I couldn't have any more and I believed him.

Then I was punching craters into the floor with half lucid feeling. I was with some other guy who was doing it as well. I don't remember who he was but I just accepted the fact that it was normal. Then a demon came back out again but this time he was more like a joker type, keeping me from getting more lucid again when I was starting to try and go up the levels, and he kept getting in the way. He had black hair, a slit going up for a pupil, dark shadows around his eyes and he looked a bit like a cross between killing joke's singer guy (or the insidious demon that has long hair and scares the woman in her room) and a generic asian face. He was wearing mime clothes.

I tried to get rid of him but I didn't completely believe in what I was doing and he wouldn't go away and I slipped further back.

The rest of the dream is mostly hazy but I remember some back story to the demon thing, about a girl and her dying in the huge mansion that had now become my house.

Insane.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

Monsters in a fortress
With a group, trapped in some fortress. We are trying to escape but we are being hunted down by some guy who can transform into a super strong monster. We managed to block some doors behind us, so he can't physically get to us, but he penetrates our minds and causes hallucinations on us, to disorient and, eventually, kill us.
We are at some kind of terrace. Some plants to our left become monstrous. A sharp branch pierces through a girl, killing her instantly. Another plant cuts the head of a guy with a razor-like leaf. From nowhere I am attacked by a little critter, the size of a koala, with arms and legs but reminiscent of a fish with shark teeth. It bites me on my jugular and the pain is excruciating. I have the feeling these monsters aren't really real, so I repeat out loud that they are just illusions. When I'm close to faint, the critter's bite looses some strength, it falls on the ground and shrinks until it disappears. I tell the others to follow the same strategy and as they realize we're all hallucinating, they get rid of their own monsters.
We count the dead and the survivors and we notice a little girl missing from the group. She had been dropped by a pterodactyl-like flying monster, over the terrace edge and she was dangerously dangling on the outside wall. A guy on the group who looks like Van Damme, says he'll rescue her. He asks for my help in preparing some ropes so he can go get her, but he suffers from some super-hero syndrome and he treats me with incredible arrogance. In the end he fails to rescue the girl and simply gives up. There goes the super-hero down the drain. I decide to finish what he started. The little girl had also been arrogant with me on some previous occasion, demanding that I give her something as if it was my obligation to satisfy her whims. Now her mother is explaining to her the meaning of selflessness, asking her to thank me for saving her life.
On the terrace, we find a door leading to the outside of the fortress, where we breath with relief. Then someone reminds us that some other group of people were still trapped inside the fortress. Most people just shrugged their shoulders and said they couldn't do anything for them. But a guy, who was Jim Caviezel, was sitting on a boulder smoking a cigarette, and with a very cool attitude he said he would go back to rescue them. I offered to join him.

Retrieving Manjushri sword II
Having some erotic dream, when I become aware I am dreaming. I touch some curtains and notice their texture. This makes me fullly lucid and I immediately jump through the window, wishing to crossover to the place where I was last time face to face with the guy who had stolen Manjushri's sword.
I land on that same empty room and the guy is there in front of me. Although he looks slightly different from last time, as well as the set, I recognize the situation as the continuation of that other dream. The sword is still in the center of the room, but this time its blade is made of translucent iridescent light of all the colors of the rainbow and it is hovering over a black platform full of gadgets that I assume to be protective mechanisms.
Last time I met this guy, we were evaluating each other before making any move, but this time I feel that I should simply go for the sword which I could then use it to fight him. We look each other in the eyes for a second and then I jump to my left get the sword. Immediately one of the gadgets on that platform becomes very alive, shooting deadly lasers at me. I have to withdraw and hide. The guy is watching with a smirk on his face. He is probably thinking I will never be able to beat the defense system and he looks relaxed. But after attacking and testing the machine a few times and learning its moves and glitches, I finally manage to reach the platform and disable the laser gun. Then some black spherical drone emerges, with a round blade on iits belly, but even before it cuts any bit of me, I grab the sword and destroy the drone with a blow.
Now the guy is in panic, but too late, I already jumped like a jedi through the roof to a safe distance on the outside. I decided not to waste my time fighting him and his guards. But they don't give up that easily and they start a relentless chase. It follows a long sequence of scenarios and fights. including a theater where I fight one of the guys and a subway station where I try to loose them by jumping from one train to another in opposite direction. At some point the sword starts to loose its glow and it becomes inert, rendering its powers unavailable. I end up in the back of some truck going uphill. When I get off of it, the sword transforms into a metallic ball, the size of an orange. I put it inside my top, between my breasts, where I think it will be safe. I look around and see a bus full of tourists, unloading snowboards and other winter sports materials. I look down the hill and iti is covered in snow. It is becoming dark and down in the valley I see a town, starting to turn its lights on. It looks beautiful and I feel drawn into it. I discretely steal a snowboard from a guy and decide to go to that town. So I snowboard downhill.

DILD after WBTB

I was inside of a fancy building, it looks like a university or a shopping mall. There is a big room with see through walls, and I see a huge classroom, but instead of seats, there were cardio machines with people on them. I notice some empty machines and thought about joining in. This room was very big and had multiple levels. In the very front was a female instructor. I am on the outside looking in through the glass walls.

Outside of this classroom, I am standing and talking with someone. This person is coaching me on how to lucid dream. I am standing in a meditative state (eyes closed) and attempting a WILD while this person is coaching me. He was telling me things about WILD that I already knew.

I suspect that I may be in a dream, or a dream within a dream. Anyway, I try to perform the nose plug reality check. This time it wasn't so easy to control what I was doing. I could not see my hands, and I was very careful not to wake myself up. Somehow I am able to plug my nose, and confirm that I was dreaming. At this point, the dream started to become vivid. However, It appears that I have my eyes closed as I cannot see anything other than a bright yellow/orange light. I attempt to open my eyes in my dream, again being very careful not to wake myself up. Unfortunately this resulted in me opening my eyes in real life, thus ending the lucid dream.

Aeolar's Dream-
- Didn't record this one, but I was walking down the street near Pine avenue and Thor came up to me and wanted to fight. Instantly I became lucid, and killed Thor. He dropped a pair of wings that came with an engraved piece of metal. It said "Wings of Thor" and the rest of the writing was total nonsense that I didn't care to read. I checked my hands and they were growing extra fingers. I moved them closer to my face but I couldn't focus on them enough. Then I decided to go do something so I jumped up into the air and onto the roof of this building. While I was deciding what to do, I moved my arm in real life and woke up :\